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Sometimes it just makes me feel even more depressed to post here.
I can relate to that; at times this place has caused me more stress than a feeling of safety, more depression than support or comfort. There have been things happen here that seriously upset me and I had to take a break. I didn't want to be here, it had become toxic to me personally because of certain things that took place. Other times though, it has been a more positive experience.
A break might be what you need, rather than a complete severing of ties. You might just keep your account open but feel free not to come here until or unless you feel a bit more renewed by the break. I think it's good to take a break, step back a bit.
I hope you keep your account. You would be missed if you left entirely. You must do what you need to do to take care of yourself, but I'm hoping that's just a break and not losing you completely.