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Berabara
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03 Oct 2016, 10:25 am

Worst meltdowns i have is the one i had loose sensory touch had switch off while in extreme yelling out my lungs i dont hit my mother at all i learn to not hit her but i said to her i hate you and left her after loose sense touch i fell over baby gate i had bruised on my knee while crying emotional its about routines changing and i felt broken because my special interest about weather stuff i have weather station stuff i had very anxious first and cranky and then and mum almost call the police calling her bad names i didnt care anything like that i told her do u want me dissappeared never come back and she doesnt care but i felt want to disappear in the bush no one wont find me i felt it so much hate she doesnt care about my special interest thats why i dont talk to her i talk to her sometimes but and i swear alot during meltdown calling her b***h and i don't care about you at all and then gets worst she wasnt calm so i bet all of you will hate me its why i feel like everyone hates me dont freaking understand me im profoundly deaf and Aspergers life is difficult but people call me u look normal and frustrated at them most time not interested situations calling me stupid selfish makes me mad and i have self interest for f**k sakes my life is boring right now people call me spolied sprat nana told me that i fed up hearing spolied sprat or anything like that i easily hate people sometimes depends what they did to me


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03 Oct 2016, 11:08 am

Berabara wrote:
Worst meltdowns i have is the one i had loose sensory touch had switch off while in extreme yelling out my lungs i dont hit my mother at all i learn to not hit her but i said to her i hate you and left her after loose sense touch i fell over baby gate i had bruised on my knee while crying emotional its about routines changing and i felt broken because my special interest about weather stuff i have weather station stuff i had very anxious first and cranky and then and mum almost call the police calling her bad names i didnt care anything like that i told her do u want me dissappeared never come back and she doesnt care but i felt want to disappear in the bush no one wont find me i felt it so much hate she doesnt care about my special interest thats why i dont talk to her i talk to her sometimes but and i swear alot during meltdown calling her b***h and i don't care about you at all and then gets worst she wasnt calm so i bet all of you will hate me its why i feel like everyone hates me dont freaking understand me im profoundly deaf and Aspergers life is difficult but people call me u look normal and frustrated at them most time not interested situations calling me stupid selfish makes me mad and i have self interest for f**k sakes my life is boring right now people call me spolied sprat nana told me that i fed up hearing spolied sprat or anything like that i easily hate people sometimes depends what they did to me
I had a relatively monumental meltdown. It was more passive aggressive though.


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