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Give me a razor blade
To cut my wrists
My neck
Give me eternal sleep.

Or as the Rolling Stones put it:

"Give Me Shelter."

I wish I could make you feel better, Raleigh.

I do, too. It's good that you're expressing your feelings. Are you thinking of taking your own life?

How can we help you right now? Is there something new that brought these feelings on?

I'm exhausted
Physically
Mentally
Emotionally
Spiritually
I've run out of f***s to give.
Not only is Death welcome, I send Him a gold star invitation

Hi Raleigh, whatever is happening with you, its ok to feel this way, I am sorry that you're having this experience though

I empathize with the feeling.

And I know no one can say a damn thing to help. Tomorrow's another day. No matter what it is, no matter how bleak something seems, it can't be any less a chance of things being better if you check out. I've been suicidal quite a bit in the last few weeks. And that's what I try to think.

This is about as goddam bleak as it could get.
And it will get worse.
And you're right - no one can help me.
I don't know if anyone here can comprehend how lonely it is to be beyond all human help.
I feel abandoned.
I feel invisible.
Just hurry up and die ffs.

Whatever I do, the outcome will be the same.
I don't see the point in hanging around and wasting valuable resources that more viable people could be using.

I can't even imagine how awful that must be. How much can you function now in your current condition? I remember you were able to go to an awesome concert a while back. What about talking through your options with a therapist? I'm assuming you've already gotten multiple medical opinions about treating your condition?

Not functional enough to answer those questions.
God knows I tried.

I've seen some of the art you've shared on here. Gum trees on the river. You are talented, you have a lot to give and you deserve to be happy.

There will always be bad phases. Sometimes all seems without a sliver lining. It seems at times like you're at the end of one's tether but look around and see it's in knots and just needs untwisting. You are precious to us on WP and you are a valued friend to many. Even if you touch just one person's life it may be much more than you realize.

Have you sought out professional assistance and all your possible options regarding medications?

Wish we could make it better for you right now. I think of you everyday, I hope tomorrow will be a better day than today has been for you.

Hugs Raleigh. I have no words except that I hope it passes and you see the end of the tunnel soon.

I hope there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
If there is, I'll go towards it.

Big *hugs* to you Raleigh

I can imagine the terminal diagnosis you have must be crippling to cope with and come to terms with. I hope you are able to find peace soon. Know how much everyone on WP deeply cares about you and your contribution to this community.