I'm A Slave

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Maybe ask a woman and you'll find different. It was f*****g torture being in my 20s. I really do think that a huge part of being depressed has to do with sexual frustration and I'm 35.

The only thing that killed it for me was antidepressants.

I'd still prefer the idea of love though. I know it's not the same situation, I could go on Tinder and hook up with someone, but I really don't want that.

My point was women have a sex drive too. Even if our options are different. I know young men who are holding out for love too, I really don't know how they cope.

At that age, your body is overcome with hormones, commanding you to procreate. Without that burning desire, our species would have gone extinct long ago. The effect of the hormones is very hard in youth, but softens mercifully with age.

I want a girlfriend, to have sex so bad, the frustration is unreal sometimes. I'm 22 years old and never had a girlfriend, never had sex, never even kissed a girl. I try to tell myself to not worry, to not stress about not having anybody. But no matter what I do, I just can't help it. Love is my obsession; I NEED it like a vampire needs blood!

People tell me to wait or say don't worry love will find you. The truth is, iv'e been waiting my whole life and everyday I worry that i'm never going to find anyone. Like I said, I can't help it. My need for love, for validation from women has gotten so powerful, it simply can't be ignored, at least not anymore. It doesn't help that love and sex is everywhere in our culture, from songs on the radio, to couples walking down the street, to the porn you watch regularly. You can't escape our sex-induced culture and it makes those who've never gotten to experience that feel left out.

Every time I see an attractive girl walking down the street, god damn I can't help myself. Why do women have to be so beautiful, so alluring? I wish I could kill my desires and be set free from the chains of wanting their love. I'm just a slave to the attention of women, something iv'e always wanted but have never had. Something easily obtainable to many yet something I have yet to overcome. Every time I see a couple walking down the street or witness my college peers getting into relationships while I have yet to find that, it's hard for me.

I only know one thing. I'm a lover of beauty. It has always been this way, and it will always be this way till the day I die. So what is a life without ever experiencing love, experiencing sex? Sounds like an empty life to me... I would rather not suffer the same fate.