Hi
This is my first visit for several years. My previous username was Another_Alien, but I had to re-register as I've forgotten all my previous details, inc. email.
Back then I created a post speculating whether things would be easier for me if the traditional gender roles in dating/work and general culture were reversed. I'm straight, but have never felt entirely comfortable in the traditional masculine role, though I'm not overtly feminine, and have always been attracted to somewhat tomboyish women.
This post was intended to be partially light-hearted, but in 2015 I met a woman who I believe might be on the spectrum, though undiagnosed, and we were in a relationship for about a year. She has many of the classic Autistic attributes - very young looking for her age, doesn't bother too much with fashion and makeup, can be emotionally cold, prefers adventure activities to girlie interests, etc.
Initially we adopted traditional gender juxtapositions. I made all the moves to begin with. As our relationship evolved, however, this began to subtly change. Increasingly she began to adopt a more traditionally masculine role - making most of the decisions, paying for most things, being more stoic, etc. On the flip side I was more concerned about my appearance, wanted to hug more and was less confident in certain situations, e.g. she rock climbs whilst I'm scared of heights.
I believe that the traditional gender roles we adopted initially was an act to meet cultural expectations. As time went by we adopted a role that was more reflective of our respective autistic personalities. She was more comfortable being the 'boyfriend', and I felt happier as the 'girlfriend'.
Increasingly, I also believe that there is a strong correlation between gender non conformity and autism. There appears to be a far greater prevalence in the autistic community for straight people to feel uncomfortable with traditional gender roles. For many of us what's primarily wrong with the wrong planet is the traditional gender role we're expected to perform. It may be a more enlightened time if you're gay or transgender. But it's much harder not to conform if you're straight.