People in relationships don't understand
Now, these situations don't happen when I hang out with just one couple. It seems like with so few people in a group, rationality prevails, and they find it within themselves to treat the single guy with some modicum of decency. But whenever multiple couples come together, NT groupthink takes over, emotions run high, and all decency goes right out the window. In which case, I become a second-class citizen.
Over time, being in those situations caused me to develop a strong visceral revulsion to sexual contact. Becoming Red Pilled is a strong contributing factor as well. I still like hugging, holding hands, and cuddling with women who are platonic friends, and I can handle kissing if I'm drunk, but absolutely nothing beyond that. I suppose that's a blessing in disguise: I saved nearly $1000 this year by not having sex with escorts.
Right now, I'm at a point of wanting to permanently sever ties with my long-time friends, due to how I feel whenever I hang out with them. I'm keeping some semblance of friendship with them, due to a combination of aspie loyalty and a sliver of hope that they'll stop being so cliquish. At the same time, I'm not holding my breath for it, and I found new social outlets, where being a couple isn't viewed as some sort of gold standard.
What is red pilled mean? I've read that twice now.
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An ideology primarilyy for men that encourages seeking "the truth" and self.improvement.
Most of the self.improvement focuses on attracting women and establishing traditional gender.roles in your relationship by teaching dominant behaviors to men.
Also has advice on health, wealth and happiness.
Considered by.some to be highly.misogynistic and encouraging toxic masculinity.
Having been married I can say that it can be quite time consuming. For instance, I didn't really want to listen to her b***h about her boss for an over an hour for days on end, but I didn't know what else to do.
Hmm yeah. That's difficult.
But the married friends seem to make time for each other, so it's not like they never have time to socialise.
Its most efficient when you can socialize as a couple, you get together time and see friends, but my husband and I actually do have our own friends that we each see on something of lunch date circuit.
That's a curious comment. You're assuming I don't want her husband to come along. And I think that's part of the issue. It's like because I'm single I can't possibly associate with couples or do people think I hate men?
I've heard of a married person comment about a single person, 'should I invite her along. It will be couples who are there. Will that bother her?' Um no. She can still have conversation with men.
The friend i made this thread about invites me round once a year but only with 2 other single friends. I'm not allowed to socialise with her couple friends.
It's weird that people think single people can't socialise with couples.
You are forgetting that the third point in the triangle gets to have a preference. My husband has no interest in hanging out with me and a female friend. He feels left out. He doesn't see my friends as being his friends and he doesn't like listening to two women catch up. Some guys like to hang with their wives friends, some don't. Mine does not unless there is a husband for him to talk to. He's a shy and awkward guy (ASD). I don't force him into social situations that make him uncomfortable.
If I were to host a larger gathering it wouldn't matter. I don't see a need to be sure a group of 6 is all couples. But I don't host larger gatherings.
Basically, I'm just bad at maintaining friendships of any sort. I dislike that about myself. It isn't like we're busy socializing with couple friends either. We just don't get out much at all. We're an ASD spectrum family; what would you expect?
Ah yes I understand the husband being bored with a couple of women catching up.
My 'friends' have little groups over to each other's houses or to go out and dont include me. There would be more than one husband for the husbands to talk to.
Now, these situations don't happen when I hang out with just one couple. It seems like with so few people in a group, rationality prevails, and they find it within themselves to treat the single guy with some modicum of decency. But whenever multiple couples come together, NT groupthink takes over, emotions run high, and all decency goes right out the window. In which case, I become a second-class citizen.
Over time, being in those situations caused me to develop a strong visceral revulsion to sexual contact. Becoming Red Pilled is a strong contributing factor as well. I still like hugging, holding hands, and cuddling with women who are platonic friends, and I can handle kissing if I'm drunk, but absolutely nothing beyond that. I suppose that's a blessing in disguise: I saved nearly $1000 this year by not having sex with escorts.
Right now, I'm at a point of wanting to permanently sever ties with my long-time friends, due to how I feel whenever I hang out with them. I'm keeping some semblance of friendship with them, due to a combination of aspie loyalty and a sliver of hope that they'll stop being so cliquish. At the same time, I'm not holding my breath for it, and I found new social outlets, where being a couple isn't viewed as some sort of gold standard.
I think you need to tell your friends how you feel. Separately; outside of a group social situation. Based on how they respond either they can choose to try harder to make you feel welcome, or you can mutually agree that in your current life spaces the friendship isn't really serving you both.
I, personally, hope to reconnect someday with people whose needs doesn't currently suit mine, so I never sever completely, and there are friends I haven't hung out with in decades but still contact occasionally just to not lose touch. Different life spaces can make socializing less enjoyable for everyone; it just happens, but I never stop caring about people I was once close to.
Having looked up the red pill philosophy ... seems self-destructive to me. I don't know why you would choose that, but it's not my life.
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Ah yes I understand the husband being bored with a couple of women catching up.
My 'friends' have little groups over to each other's houses or to go out and don't include me. There would be more than one husband for the husbands to talk to.
Hm, I don't know what to tell you. Have you tried talking to them about it? Sometimes these differences arise from misunderstandings.
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Ah yes I understand the husband being bored with a couple of women catching up.
My 'friends' have little groups over to each other's houses or to go out and don't include me. There would be more than one husband for the husbands to talk to.
Hm, I don't know what to tell you. Have you tried talking to them about it? Sometimes these differences arise from misunderstandings.
They always seem to mistake what I'm saying as me "complaining that I'm not married", hence the "appreciate your freedom" comments. I can't quite get my perspective across.
Anyway, my getting to know new people the other night went well. Maybe I've just got to let the old friendships go.
I suppose I shouldn't be too hard on my friends or their girlfriends. After all, I have the same visceral loathing toward relationships as the group of couples collectively has toward single men. It's really the same feeling, only toward different targets. Still, my biggest gripe with all this, is that the group treats single women as "honorary couples" of sorts, but is hostile to single men. Any insights on why?
I suppose I shouldn't be too hard on my friends or their girlfriends. After all, I have the same visceral loathing toward relationships as the group of couples collectively has toward single men. It's really the same feeling, only toward different targets. Still, my biggest gripe with all this, is that the group treats single women as "honorary couples" of sorts, but is hostile to single men. Any insights on why?
I haven't observed that myself, but when it happens it may simply be a chain reaction from the fact that often the women form the social core in a group, and they relate easier to other women than to other men. Women are also going to be cautious reaching out to single men least their male partners get jealous; it depends on what they know of their partners. Whoever is hosting the gathering is responsible for making sure everyone is, in fact, included, but your friends may be turning that duty over to their girl friends without, well, telling their girl friends they've done so. I've noticed that with some guys; the minute they have a female partner they don't feel the need to be the host anymore, although they may not consciously realize they've abdicated the job. In young relationships that can create some sticky situations, so maybe that is the problem you are facing.
Sorry about the platitude, by the way, but some things become platitudes because they actually are the best answer most of the time.
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Maybe they do understand or appreciate it to an extent, but they don't care deeply enough. Not to sound horrible, I'm sure as a friend she does care about you, but realistically, other people have their own lives and their own problems and they don't tend to sink much time into being deeply affected by another's unhappiness.
That's very true.
Just thought that we were close enough that when I moved to this town she'd invite me along to things. Help me get to know new people here. I already kinda know some folk here. It's not like I'm brand new.
Its like her new friends are too good to allow me to socialise with.
I feel really hurt and dont really want to keep in touch with her. I'm moving to a different town and we'll be an hour's drive away from each other and I don't think I'll bother inviting her to my new place.
I don't feel like we're friends anymore.
Oddly enough her friends seem to like me. Got a text from one to say she hopes she'll see me before I move house.
It just annoys me because I do think about other people. If I know someone is lonely I invite them along. I try and introduce them to new people. I make an effort. But I need someone to support me too.
You're winding me up right? You'reTotally ignoring the fact that a SINGLE WOMAN started this thread! A single woman who has female friends that also get treated like pariahs.
Seriously. How often do single women get invited into your friend group!?
I think DWamom has a point about the jealousy. I get on with men well and I feel like that's bad in the wife's eyes. She doesn't want her husband getting on well with me.
There was one time my friend asked me over for a girls night. I asked, is this because all the guys are going to that gig. She said yeah let's all get together. I was like, oh I'm already going out with the guys. I got a ticket for the gig, I can't come.
I don't think any of the guys fancied me I was just one of the lads. The guys and I used to hang out play guitar and go to metal concerts. We were so much younger then. Most of the group were uncoupled up at thst point.
I suppose this issue started years ago. I was never really one of the girls. When she made new friends I wasn't invited along.
But in saying that, new couples I meet who don't know me from years ago don't want me included either.
Seriously. How often do single women get invited into your friend group!?
I think DWamom has a point about the jealousy. I get on with men well and I feel like that's bad in the wife's eyes. She doesn't want her husband getting on well with me.
My group's dynamic is eerily similar to, wait for it..., swingers' parties. At those, single women are as welcome as couples. But single men are either barred from attending, or have to pay up to 10 times the cover charge. I suppose that's not entirely unfair; the party organizers have to have those rules. Otherwise, massive hordes of sex-deprived beta males would inundate the parties. Which will lead to bitterness or even fist fights.
I don't think the jealousy theory works here. It's pretty laughable that anyone would feel jealousy toward a beta male who was butt-ugly and didn't learn NT social skills all the way until age 28. Maybe they think I'm the one who's jealous, but I already told them how I don't want a relationship ever. Especially considering that my desire for sex is virtually nonexistent now.
Are there ever other single men in these groups than you? Are they treated the same way as you are?
When my wife's health allowed it she would host parties for support groups, some of which were mostly single people.
I learned that when cooking for lower income people, chicken was much more popular than steak. I'm pretty good at cooking steak, so it may have more to do with what people are familiar eating.
For the most part, no. I'm usually the only one. Perhaps that's the explanation. There's another single man who comes once every few months, but me and him have very little in common with him, so we don't really talk much.
I don't know if the couples' actions are due to social negligence (not unlike that of aspies), or thinly veiled efforts to tell me "shape up or ship out". I don't have an issue with "shipping out"; I just don't think it's fair to be upstaged like that. I know life is not supposed to be fair, considering that society seems to want it that way, but just saying.
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