So recently I have had enough and decided to put a stop to some of my compulsive behaviours. These could be seen as "bad habits."
I was doing these things every day, without fail. Instead, I reasoned, I'd start up some good habits, like working out and meditating consistently every day. Doesn't have to be for a long time - maybe only 10 or 20 minutes if otherwise occupied, but I'd make an effort to start doing it as an every day habit. I'd definitely spend more time than that on my bad habits, no problem.
Intellectually I know both meditation and weights are good for me. They will help me reach goals I want to reach (looking good physically and enlightenment - not lofty at all ) and I want to do these things.
I don't want to enact bad behaviour anymore.
So, why is it so much easier to maintain a bad habit than a good one? Even if you genuinely want to do the good stuff, and not the bad stuff?
So frustrating.
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Alexithymia - 147 points.
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