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ronald1957
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15 Jun 2018, 1:53 am

I am a run of patterns, which one is me? I think when I enter confluence, a mind blindness occurs for me. I have a need to act out irrational moments, as if I was in a dream solving loop process... I am not experiencing reality head on... more like mildly freaking out with small bits and pieces. I am only activating my previously acquired system of obstruction. Like I'm stuck in a mechanical represention of myself. So who would you be without asperger?


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Spooky_Mulder
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15 Jun 2018, 8:33 am

I compare it to the film ‘The Double’ - I’d be a lot more confident and understand people which would improve everything.



Looking back, recently diagnosed, things I thought were me were due to aspergers which makes it confusing knowing where I end and aspergers begins.