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@Jakki

"Actually some sort of literary art
That should be documented even cataloged.
With from what I see is brilliant responses to
things written here explaining in concepts.
Reminiscent almost every time as a version

Of Japanese “Hai Ku literatures”"

SMiLes Dear Jakki Thanks For The Appreciating
Comment From the 'Wrong Planet' Hehe;

It's Not Everyday i get Replies So i Will
Quote And Save This One Just for the "Record
Books" HAha As Actually When i Dance And Sing

Poetically in Free

Verse i Just Go in A Relative
Free Will oF FLoWinG SoUL
Deeper Subconscious

Streaming Way

of Art in 'EPiC Long Form
Poem Way' That Requires No Specific
Form Other Than The Art of Soul As That
Comes to Whatever Canvas i am USinG NeW NoW As

For me i Use Muse From Other Folks; Yes, All Around
The World Whether That is Poetry of Art Or Reason
Of Science in Smaller Taken Apart Views of Existence

Yet True i Do Catalogue and Document It All in What i
Name A Long Form Poem Title of "SonG oF mY SoUL;"

Yes, All 11.1 MiLLioN Words Averaging 100,000 Words
A Month New for 111 Months Now As Of 11.18.2022

As True These Words Are Documented in Many Areas
Of Social Media and Blogs Just For the Joy of the Autotelic

Flow of Singing EPiC Long Form Poetry Each and Every Day

As i Didn't Start this EPiC Long Form Poem Special Interest

Until 8.18.2013; However, i've Been Writing Every Single Consecutive
Day Online Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010, Starting on the Wrong Planet
Then Coming to 14 MiLLioN Words on the 12 Year Anniversary of Doing That

This Friday on the 25th of November 2022, as i've Written Through the Pain And
Numb of A Horrible Autism Burnout, including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, The
Worst Pain Known to Humankind For the Last 33 Months or So of A Stint in REAL Hell

Of 66 Months, Including 18 Other Associated Life Threat in Synergy of Disorders;
Yes, Wake to Sleep For the Whole 66 Months Shut-in Mostly in my Home

As No Drug Would Touch
What Medical Literature
Describes as that Suicide Disease.

My Kind of Asperger's Syndrome

was Non-Verbal Until age 4; More of

A Right Hemisphere Focused Way of
Life With Input of Decoding Symbols,
Reading Early, With A Form of Hyperlexia

That is Common in my Kind of Non-Verbal
Asperger's Syndrome by Gillberg Criteria More
Closely Associated With Hans Asperger's Original

Case Studies Early Last Century

As i Was Much More Input than Output

My Entire Life As Far As Reciprocal Social
Communication Goes; Known As A Human
with Few Words Yet able to Solve Just About
Any Problem At Work or School Graduating
With Three Degrees Yet with Little Ability

to Output What i Learned As i've Always

Understood More than i Could Put into

Words; If i Didn't Lose Effective Use of my
Eyes and Ears Through that Most Severe Pain
And Numb, Not Even Remembering the Feeling
of Ever Smiling Before, i Might Have Never Wrote

Another Free Verse Poetic Word as i only Did it in
Brief Spurts in 8th Grade Winning A Christmas
Story Among 80 Students in Two Homerooms

Then Having No Clue Where the Words

Flowed From As i Do it Every Day

From Flow of Subconscious REAL

Soul As Long As i Wanna Go Now;
And i Did it Shortly in a Philosophy

Class in Junior College too And Interestingly

The Instructor Found Himself Doing it Orally

Lecturing too; Amazing it Was to Him How the Words

FLoWeD From Deep Within From Him too as He Asked

The Students if they had a Recording Device to Keep

The Deep Wisdom Coming Deeper From Within A Greater

Treasure Than

Gaining Wisdom

is Giving it ALL Away for
Free as i Also have A Sub-Chapter
Called "Nether Land Bible" At 8.5 MiLLioN

Words Now in Close to 78 Months And All the
Words Recorded in Series of 18 Or so Facebook
Profile Pics Illustrating Around 8,000 Words For Each
Series of FB Profile Pics As That Subchapter of 7 MiLLioN
Words Now in Close to 66 Months is Titled "FB Profile Pic
Bible" As True Just Another Personal EPiC Long Form Poem Bible

Subchapter
Coming From
"SonG oF mY SoUL"

Ocean Whole Poem Hehe;

So Yes, Well Catalogued it is
Along With the "Depth of The Story"
Thread on the Wrong Planet Here Entering
What Will Be the 59th Page of that Solo Effort
Soon With Around 2.2 MiLLioN Words Now in
27 Months of Effort As Of Yesterday, 11.19.2022 in

What i Casually Describe As an '8th New Testament"

As Yes There Have Been 7 Others Named As Subchapters

of "SonG oF mY SoUL" too; Of Course, it Wouldn't Be Fair

to Have Anyone
Else Catalogue
It or Document

It Yet me Hehe as True

Special Interests Will Go Very
Deep And Long Even If Only

The Person Doing Them Enjoys What
They Do; Giving it Away Is Just Icing on the Cake of Heaven on
Earth As the Autotelic Flow in Song of Free Verse Poetry And Yes
Meditating Free Style Moving Public Dance for 17,488 Miles As of the
Effort Made in Many Stores today For Close to 111 Months Is a Pure Bliss
of Doing This With Relative

Free Will And of Course

Providing Many SMiLes

Free For Others All Along the

Way Hey As 'They' Say if A Monkey

Types Long Enough They Might Come

Up With Something That Makes Sense

To Someone Else Except for the Monkey

Hehe; One Would Hope the Monkey Enjoys
the Typing Or Dancing,

HAha,

At Least
Perhaps
in Some
Heavenly
Flow of Relative Free
Will As Dolphins Swim
Free in Oceans ThiS way

And likely Most of the Rest of the
Animal Kingdom And More Not Stuck

Hehe in
Word Think
in Around
Half of A Percent
of Animal Kingdom Potential, Hehe,
i Learn Something From Everyone i Poetically
Respond too in Free Verse Way; i Value Every

Part Integral
As Whole Now
As What i For
One Describe
the Verb And
Experience New For
Doing God For Real

As Generally Speaking
All Flows in Play When We
Set Our Self Free As the All in All ThiS WaY;

Hard to Put the "Ineffable" In Words yet i give

It my Best Do With SMiLes With Strength of Will

Under A Foundation

of Grace of Balance
FRiEnDS With Gravity
And Compassion of Love For
All As A Practice That Thank
God will Never Reach Perfection; Yes,

Only More Room to Expand Potential New;

True, i for One Could Live Forever THiS WaY

And Never Get Bored; Sadly Not Many Folks

Come to A Placed Naked Enough Whole Compete

Where There is Nothing Really Left to Add Or Subtract

Yet to Give

All the Do With
Will Under Peace
And Love Away Free

Without Fear of Course
With Only Strength As
Fear is A Source of Much Weakness Indeed...

SMiLes, It's Worked Like A Charm All 111 Months
And Really Since the Pain and Numb Went Away
Standing on a Beach One With Sugar White Sands,
Emerald Green Gulf Waves, Swaying Sea Oats in the
Breeze, And Wings of Seagulls Spiraling Around the

Sun Transforming

Into Dance Ever

Since July 19, 2013
112 Months of Heaven
On Earth For Real Pretty

Much Providing Enough
Evidence in the 'Record
Books' in Photos And Other
Media too That That Old Verse

Luke 17:21 About the Kingdom of
Heaven Within is Possible to Attain
And Maintain For Real With A 'Little Help From FRiENDS' too...

Indeed This Pretty Much Is A Pyramid From Bottom to Top of
UniVersalizing Faith of LoVE iN Peace For All And It is Surely

(Sort of Described
By "Fowler" and

"Maslow"

too)

Not Limited to my
Effort As Metaphors

Cross-Culturally Mystically
in Unifying Ways Describe it
Similarly Yet of Course in Different
Mystical Aspects of Cultures, And

Religions,

And Languages

Still Changing for
Real As Change is
The Reality Most

Becoming FRiEnDS
With GRaViTY iN A
Force of Peace and
Love For Real is A Practice of Heaven
Now For Those Who Seek and Find

Enough Relative Free Will Under Peace
And Love to Actually Keep Riding And
Being THiS WaVE iN Flow New Now Field

Whole Particle

And Below

Above Wave Complete;

Hehe Metaphors Will Always
Vary As Experience and Verb
of What i Personally Name God Continues to Do;

Hey, if All We Do As Neuroscience Suggests is Hallucinating Reality

Might As Well Make it A Very Best Story and Play Possible Now

New
With
Relative
Free Will iNDeed;

It Seems Foolish
to me to Strive For Less...

Hehe So Naturally i Keep Doing
More For Free

Through
DarK And
LiGHT SaMe...

As Hell May Make
Heaven IN Terms of
Struggle And Adaptation
With Relative Free Will and

Heaven of Instant Gratification

May Be a Highway to Hell LoSinG

The DarK
to the
LiGHT True too

A Best ParT is In
A Precipice of Between
FRiEnDS With Gravity in
A Sweet Spot Tween Apathies

And Anxieties of Fear; Yes,

A Tight Rope Dance RiSinG
More iN Effortless 'Wu Wei' Ease
As Just Another Metaphor As 'They'
Relate Ascending And Transcending More

in Real
Heaven Now
Always Within New
Just 'Out of Sight' of 'Hell', hehe..