BenderRodriguez wrote:
I also find you interesting. I had such a messed up childhood and youth that I only had 1 friend and could barely open up (even a little) or form a connection with anyone before reaching my 40s.
I can't really offer advice, it's such a personal thing. It basically took me decades of healing, study of human nature and interactions (years of learning about body language and "normal" emotional expression) to be able to have meaningful relationships of any kind.
Fair enough, I'm not so different although I live in a pretty cool place.
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