I hate my life

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I really need to die
I kinda want to quit my job
I don’t need one. I can live off benefits, then I wouldn’t have to leave my house and I wouldn’t have to see couples and overhear people about their relationships and feel depressed

I’m sorry you’re feeling this way, Sly.

I wish there was a quick fix.

What happened with that girl you were dating?

There isn’t any fix
I go to work and do a minimal pointless job every day and I’ll do it for however long I love then go home to be alone
Never gets better never will
At some point I’ll just have to man up and end it. I’m such a coward

The girl from months ago? She just stopped replying to me and blocked me after that last date.

okay, cut out of it. and im saying it as a tried-and-failed. ya, feel like death. even have a tangible reason. i say it a lot around here, find urself an online game to play. anything. helps with isolation, and then, ur guild needs u, dat-zat. had held me up for years, dat. communication, hanging out, emotional things happening. life doesnt have to all be in palpable reality. digital reality is the same way real, even if some people disagree. they just dont get it. problems with opposite gender? well, aint got a solve for that, i have my own xD bad job? mood killer, known one. but having no job sucks more. though, when i remember every s**t job i'd had i sometimes argue with the last statement xD google and listen to song of Paul Stanley - live to win. there are a lot of others. hope this picks u up, and if it doesnt i think of something else. get up, get going sly)))) or i come haunt ur post mortem and make u regret it xdDD

Often I overhear couples bickering. I'll take a pass on that.

emm where is a couple?) cant i just be the guardian demon?) i think i can^^

I was replying to something Sly said.

sorry then. trigger. will be more watchful.

You need to find an interest/hobby outside of yourself. A specialist interest is one of the key features of ASDs, what's yours?

Interests and hobbies isn’t enough anymore. I’m 30 and never had a relationship and will always be alone with no one to share my hobbies or interests with which makes them meaningless. No amount of guns or coins or games I buy can make up for being unloved.

well i had a relationship. i am 30, and i dont now. sometimes i wish it never happened. sometimes i wish it back. sometimes i feel like i should go and play with the thunder, sometimes i just dont want to stay and wait for a wonder. i am in love with a person, who is no longer in love with me. simple as that. and there is nothing i can do with it. and its killing me to be away, i wanna leave and i wanna stay, im so confused, so hard to chose between the pleasure and the pain. i guess i go way over normal aspergerian level of attachment. amount of game coin wont help (though my game accounts are allways broke, i go for sinks, ya), but at least there is human contact. and people who care, surprisingly much, for me. (that goes to them) u make me bulletproof, thats what u do. i feel invincible when fighting next to u. u've got arrows bouncing off my skin, i lost a life before, this time i gonna win. try it sly, if u havent. dont dig deeper. make it work the way it can. guardian demon, over.

Don't go try looking for a girlfriend when you are so down.
That's all I can say.

I feel the same way, i'm sorry you have to endure this.

What kind of town is the one you work in Sly?

So remain single forever ?

What do you mean?
Like size?