BeaArthur wrote:
She has decided to "move on."
Why SHOULD she move to the place where you are - if you guys were not formally in a relationship? Let her live where she lives, and you live where you live.
Sometimes people outgrow each other, or to use a different metaphor, they move in different directions. If she has blocked you, you have no choice but to move on, also. Don't try to stalk her.
I suspect something in your recent interactions was hurtful or irritating to her. Maybe you can figure out what, and maybe you cannot. In any case, her intentions are now clear. She moved on, so you should move on, too.
Do whatever you do to self-soothe, assuming that is not damaging such as resuming addictive behavior. We live in a wide world with many choices, no matter where we are. You don't have to be stuck in this pseudo-relationship's grip. Find new friends and lovers.
I can’t think of anything I could have said, it was completely unprovoked.
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