well at least u are realising its a mood swing. that is half the deal. u know u will feel better when it ends, right? i totally know how it feels. i am relating to u, it sucks to be in that state, and it sucks to have disabilities in the first place. and "sucks" is underselling it. but it will get better, u just need to sit (or lie) it out. yes, it happens to me too, with many different reasons most ppl wouldnt find worthy of such reaction. most ppl dont have a goddamn idea, ya. hold on, please! we do care, here.
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sanity is a prison. insanity is doom. is there a third option, please?
beware the ire of the patient ones!
and if i walk away, who is gonna stay? i believe to make the world be a better place.