What makes me weird
Everytime I make a friend I feel alittle more normal. I feel like now this one person thinks I'm normal enough to hang out with. Then for some reason I always mistake someone wanting to hang out with me for someone actually caring about me. Suddenly I find myself caring allot about this person, some feeling like I thought they cared about me so it meant so much to me that I have care allot for them. I think I always put off the wrong message, like I'm always trying to then insert myself in their life or something. But I just care. I just want a platonic friend that cares about me, and enjoys my company. Why after these years do I still not have that. Just one person on this Earth that really just wants my complete friendship. :/
yes, it's a good feeling when someone takes interest in spending time with you, i find it really reassuring after all this time and effort spent trying to improve my social skills.
hopefully this person appreciated having you around, at least...who is this person?
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הייתי צוללת עכשיו למים
הכי, הכי עמוקים
לא לשמוע כלום
לא לדעת כלום
וזה הכל אהובי, זה הכל.
hopefully this person appreciated having you around, at least...who is this person?
I guess just how I feel about most of the people I meet. I just want friends, or just a friend. It gets discouraging after all this time.
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