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...I meant that the " necessities " duffle bag was stolen . So I had re-buy a new bag, and necessities that had been stolen.
I got the bed back in the shelter, I am writing there now - but they had thrown away my needed-cleaning clothes, a d magazine reading matter, while keeping other stuff I mentioned above, and new sheets I had bought at Goodwill to supplement theirs. I did get a new set of their beddinv when I checked back in
I am very used to having everything I own thrown away , and assume that. I am 59 a d ha e o ly these things here - and the things in storage in Santa Cruz, and the things of Bruh that va not been able to get sent. I have had no pictures of my family, or of my family, for many years now .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I meant " of my family, or of my past " .
Things haven't even to well here as finding rest - let alone safety . Someone at the shelter I am at hit me with an object - when I was 100% under a sheet, mummy-style - and repeatedly slammed into my metal bubnk and said he'd do more . I tried to go to the hospital to get away tonight, but they wouldn't admit me and I would've even accepted going to the stay-in-a-chair all night shelter I was in last weekend but they were full up. Now I gave to go back to the shelter where the threatener is . He is just a Ross from me. I suppose it is likeliest that nothing will happen, especially if I keep things as packed as they are and keep an eye out. . Monday I guess I gather everything that can be taken and make a last attempt at a Hail Mary pass and, if there's nothing available, maybe get a little busking in like I said I'd do and then make my way back to Santa Cruz and figure out out from there .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

It...I had diareea act up again to-day . And, even thus moment, it hasn't gone away I don't know if I can leave, with the diarrea - But it itself makes the hitting /menacing/my popularity situation possibly we. And, so many things get taken from me and I have to replace c e then I ER AND O ER AGAIN - and I have more back pain now - and, EVERG TIME In think I have a bit of good stability, the rug gets pulled be out from u der me and it's " No no! Go here! Go there be" - Like Linus in Peanuts .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...It was Saturday??, that I got up nd found some people (two) smoking something in the handicapped stall of the ,en's loo at the shelter on the area I am in. Two, with music playing. It didn't smell pot-y and besides, why would someone, even early in the morning, bother with hiding away to smoke pot in a restroom hidden away when they could legally smoke it out front. I assume it was crack or something. I didn't wish to tell staff, and I didn't, but later another HL accused ,m of being a snitch when I mentioned the smoking to him.
I think he's who later hit me . He repeatedly thumped into my bed, too, and said he'd mess with my stuff ~ when I reported it to staff they didn't believe me and threatened to throw me out . Last nite he pushed/kicked a chair across the floor at me saying " Get away from me! "/getting away from me when I walked near him .
The diarrea yesterday shows what else bad can happen .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!