IstominFan wrote:
Isabella,
I also was primarily academic, not social, and suffered some health difficulties and anxiety during my university career, but nowhere near as serious as what you experienced. You are an interesting person and, like me, a reader and a cat lover. Your posts on the topic of "autistic burnout" are very informative.
Thanks so much, Istomin.
I share that information not to humble brag, but to point out how misleading levels can be, and how destructive it can be to mask. I hated those years and they didn't feel like any type of accomplishment, but I followed the crowd along what I perceived to be a normal life tangent. Then it all fell apart, because I couldn't sustain the effort or executive function.
I like to warn people how dangerous masking can be (with or without a diagnosis), and to remind people that testing levels don't always depict what we're capable of doing under duress or out of necessity.
I wanted the OP to see that Level 2 does not (necessarily) mean a person is incapacitated, or that they should feel ashamed.
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