Irulan wrote:
I'd love to see dinosaurs and the Upper Paleolithic era to see what Jean Auel's Ayla and Jondalar could see, with my own eyes
I was always curious whether their people really saw no connection between sex and having babies
It was that thing I had the biggest problem with believing in, when I was reading Mrs. Auel's novels. I would also like to meet L. M. Montgomery and H.P. Lovecraft, so the early years of the previous century are ones I would like to go to, as well. And, of course, I would like to see my grandparents when they were still young people to see what their early life looked like in their village.
I was 18 years old when my parents told me that my Mum was pregnant, and I suddenly realized that they had had sex. I was discusted with them and didn't speak to them for a while, and when my Mum asked why and I told her what she had done, my Mum said "How do you think you were born?" etc... It took me a day or two to calm down and accept that marriage involves sex!
Previously I always thought of sex as something that was bad. Something that was not to be even mentioned. Sexual words were swear words. Yes, I was very sexually attracted to women. But I had not connected the dots!
Oh gosh... I remember sex education in Science lessons in school in form 3. I just didn't relate the lessons to anything to do with people. I mean... We had to draw a diagram of a womans insides. I didn't know what we were drawing. When eggs were mwntioned and sperm, which we were told look like tadpoles, I had tadpoles on my mind.
And when the exams came up I failed the whole sex education section. Even worse, the science teacher read my answers to the whole class. Like:
"What's a misscarriage?" I took a guess and said "A car to take a lady to a wedding".
Things like that.
And when the whole class was in stitches laughing, the teacher said "You can laugh. He (Meaning me) had the top marks in the exam" (I had 89%. The sex education part only stood for 10% of the exam).
Word got out and the kids in school took great delight in asking me sexual questions like "What's masterbaiting?" I said "I don't do fishing" etc, etc. I just guessed.
So when I was 18 everything became such a shock!
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