Do you as an autistic person have a racial identity?

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Since autistic people supposedly don't relate much to other people, I am curious about the extent to which autistic people develop racial identities, which require a person to relate to a racial group. Having a racial identity doesn't just mean realizing that other people see you as a member of a racial group; it means that you view yourself that way.

By "race" I mean this

If I robbed a bank without wearing a mask... If I held a loaded gun to the various patrons of said bank and terrified them... If I flee and the cops show up...

When asked for a description, these terrified people would be very apt to give a description (no time for political correctness). If asked what my race is, they'd all say WHITE...regardless of how they self-identify. Perhaps a "possibly Hispanic" would pop up, but I don't look mestizo by any means.

Oh, I'm not a blond-haired, blue-eyed Aryan at all, but contemporary American society sees me as a white person, and that's how I self-identify.

When dealing with the NT majority, I've noticed my fellow whites instantly perceive me as being off. There's no "racial barrier" and they see me as a weirdo. I've noticed non-white NTs see me first and foremost as a "normal" white person, assuming I have and experience all of the privileges of white NTs without knowing anything about me or my situation. Many non-white NTs I've worked with are inevitably shocked when they see my fellow white people mistreating me. There's this expression of: "I don't get it, you're white. Your negative experience, which I'm now witnessing, shatters all of my beliefs about what it means to be white in America..."

1. The entirety of my racial identity is vague itself. It's own category is even debated to this day. I'm not joking.
They're rather excel at blending through various races and even cultures themselves.
But yeah, racism is rampant here. To a point of ignorance, yet ironically very tolerant at another way.

2. I'm mainly bred, born and brought up with the known dominant group.

3. I grew up with NTs denying if not outright throwing away their heritage and culture on yearly basis for various reasons.
What does that even tell me as an autistic, let alone had I've been born an NT??

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I'm an Abenaki person, if that's what you mean.

I have a phenotype that would be interpreted as a race in societes with a strong concept of race.
However, I identify ethnicity with language and culture, not ancestry.

I have strong African features (parents were from the Caribbean), so I recognize that I will always be treated differently by some people. When I was younger I eagerly read "race stuff" like Malcolm X and Ralph Ellison. Over time, however I decided that my identity as a Westerner and American were far more important, and that sober class analysis is more valuable than race mysticism.

My racial identity has always been fuzzy, and I've been told/thought different things about it. I'm Puerto Rican, I've always said I was Puerto Rican and Irish (which is true) but I feel like I'm supposed to downplay the Irish part for some reason. I also recall being told that I was Italian and Native American growing up but I don't know if that's true. I've always passed as white and been called white boy by black people, they assume I'm Italian, but among white people I'm not seen as white, they will assume I'm Middle Eastern or something. My mom, grandma and other relatives have much darker skin and have been treated differently for it, in a way that I haven't. I remember when the neighborhood kids saw my grandma and got confused, and thought I was adopted. I grew up not knowing my dad and found him through a DNA test, and it turns out I'm a lot "whiter" than I previously assumed, much more European DNA. Prisons are divided into racial tribes, which is backwards, but if I were to go to prison for some reason I wouldn't know what to do.

I don’t really have any “identity,” I’m so different from others. Not race, not ethnicity, not sexuality, not gender, not religion, not political party... I do identify as being autistic, I guess, but I’m still so different from others I know who are also autistic that I don’t even feel like I belong in that group. Heck, I don’t even really identify myself as being human.

I went to a lecture on race a few years ago, and the first thing the speaker said was, "Why do you identify as white?" And I thought, "I don't." It has never occurred to me to identify that way. Other people identify me as white, and I recognize that I am white, but it has nothing to do with my identity.

If my identity is my own sense of who I am, it has nothing to do with any of the categories that I fit into. I find it a strange concept that my sense of self should be made up of categories, like race, gender, ethnicity, national origin, religion, etc. I consider those to be external categories that don't carry a lot of meaning for me personally.

I think of myself as Jewish culturally, and also as an American. I don’t really identify myself as a “white” person.

There are just too many “white” people who are different from me culturally and philosophically. And many “nonwhite” people who I identify with culturally and intellectually.