Depth of 'The Story'
Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay...
Falling
Falling
Into
Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening
Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again
After Thunder Invites Its Return...
Yet Rain Always Falls on its own...
Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch...
Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All...
SMiLes Dear Cindy The EggPlant Recipe
Looks Delicious Will Have to Ask my Wife
How to Exactly Assemble it
As All i've Really Done
Is Oatmeal With
The Ingredients
Pre-Pared
Just Add Water
Microwave Then
Butter hehe And Actually
i've Only Shopped Once in
31 Years When She Had
A Virus The Winn Dixie Customer
Service Associates Volunteered to
Help me Find the Lipton Soup As All
i Use Stores for is the 15,400 Miles of
Public Dance in 8 Years And Of Course
The Wife Just Dragged me Along With Her
Behind the Buggy Before That For the Rest
of the Decades Then... Anyway Dating was
Hard Enough in the 80's Without Today's Swipe
Left And Right Business i Don't Buy my Groceries
Online And
Thank God
i Didn't Have
to Swipe for
my Wife Online...
Always like to Touch
What i Buy And Smell
It A Bit First Hehe With SMiLes...
As It's True There is So Much Attraction
In Smell And There is No Sniff And Scratch
Online Yet Hehe...
And Would i Have Ever Let my
Mother Find a Blind
Date for me: No...
Rather Use
my Own
Eyes too HAha...
Yes Yes Dear
USA Writes
This is Why
We Have To
Be Whole
Complete
Enough
First
Strength
Of Will on
Foundation
Of Balancing
Grace Loving All
Oh Goodness
When i Worked
That Exhausted
me So Much Giving
For Pay
Nothing
Left At
The
End Of
The Day
Sad Wife
Then This
Is Life in the
USA For So
Many Just
Catching
Up to Sea
Level my FRiEnD
Why They Call
Golden Ages
That
Are
Not
Living
For Pay...
Hehe Yet
You Are
Still
In School
Be Happy As
You Will And
Are Able to
Make
Others
Happy
Money Free
Makes A Huge
Difference for me...
Every New Bridge We Cross
Creates A New Reality
to Land in A Way We've
Never
Crossed
Before
Yet True There Are
Even More Bridges to
TraVerse Within to Get
To Where We Never
Leave Yet Grow Most
And Yes In Life Without
Challenge There is No Growth
Rewards Come For New Mountains
Scaling We've Never Climbed Before...
For Sure It is True Though
When We Come to
Inhale Peace
And Exhale
Love Most
Free The Blood
Sweat And Tears
of Challenge Roll Over
The Shadows Of Us Easier
For New LiGHT
To See Out
oF Caves
We Sit Before
Dear Aleesha With SMiLes...
For
Giveness
Yes! Dear
USA Writes
Thanks
Giving
Now
For
Giving
More Than
We Receive
For Even Science
Shows One Altruistic
Act of Kindness to
Others Without
Expectations
of
Any
Return
When We Become
Loving Enough Whole
Complete in Will And
Strength With
Foundation
of Grace
In Balancing
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love This Way
Will Bring Higher Levels of
Happiness And Well Being
For Even Months to Come
What A Free Love Drug Giving Is!
Giving Becomes The Essence
Of Receiving Same Happier We
Make Others Naturally Happier
We Become in Cooperating
SPiRiT HeART Souling
LoVE iN LiGHT
Problem is
Sadly Our Culture
in the West is Based
More on Competition Than
Cooperation That Means Profit
For Most All We Do in Life Even
In FRiEnDSHiPS
Where We may
Expect to Make
A Profit Off of What
We Give to Others
As This Applies to All
Stuff Nature of Life True too
iN LiGHT And DarK AS Humans
Through Their Competitive Spirit of
Profiting off All Stuff Life Consumes Nature
OUT OF BALANCING FORCE OF 'KARMA'
Hoarding More Than Sharing Taking More Than
Giving For the Competitive Spirit of Profiting Off of
Everything
Living Associating
Hehe So Don't Even Try
to Feed me More Words than
i Give to You People Wonder Why
i Am So Happy They Haven't Seen
The SMiLes i Put on Other Faces With
For
Giving
Thanks
Giving
Life Now
Indeed Dear
FRiEnD Make
Someone All ones
Happier than You and
You Will Be The Last
And The First to Inherit
All the LoVE oN EartH
You Create NoW...
Yes Hehe i’m
Very Different
Annabel
Heads
Up Born
On 6.6.60
In Numbers
Somewhat
Beastly Some Days...
Sadly Savvy With Invention
Of Time And Clocks To Rule
Each Second Minute
And Hour
In Deadlines
Still To Create
What Comes Missing
Now Most is the Human
Touch For It is True There
Is A Lock In Every CLocK
That May Separate
Us From
Flow Now
of Dreamtime
WaKinG FoReVeRNoW iN Ease
Moving Connecting Co-Creating
Humanity Dancing Singing ToGeTHeR
Thriving Again As MoonLight Sings
Promise of Sunshine Again
Complete Whole
Enough
Holding
Hands With
No CLoCK Hands
Substituting for
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE
ToGeTHeR NoW Real...
Hehe, Yet It's True It May Be
Hard to 'See' ThiS Way As Money
May Offer Little Soul to Create mY FRiEnD...
Indeed BLeSSinGS BLiSSinGS Free Am i to Be This Way With SMiLes
For All the Blood, Sweat, And Tears Still BRinGinG me to This Place of
Loving Co-Creation...
With A Little
Help Yes
ALots
Of Help
From Kind FRiEnDS...
Very Sweet BD
Appreciation Annabel!...
Whatever God You Pray To Remember Capitalism Is No Soul
Lust Comes And Goes True Love Lives Forever Now Cares
Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay...
Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again
After Thunder Invites Its Return...
Yet Rain Always Falls on its own...
Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch...
Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All
We Systemize Life Now For
Order out of Chaos Truth Gold
Standard yet as Neuroscience
Shows We All Hallucinate
Our current Reality Based
On Past ExperienceS How
Easy We May Fall to
Matrix order of
Lies fed from
Birth the light
Or dark alternatively
We Will generate
Within Escaping
Matrix oF Lies
The Emperor’s
Clothes in Deed
A Challenge for most...
NOPE IF YOU LOVE THE WORD
AS GOD THERE IS NO EXCLUSION
IN ALPHA THRU OMEGA FOR GOD
INCLUDES ROACHES TOO THIS WAY
When We Are Deleted
In A Way it is more
Room for Us
To Generate
A Hug As
There Are So
Many Who Will
Appreciate Unconditional
Love Who Only Breathes
Genuinely
This Way
With
SMiLes
To Give...
Falling
Falling
Into
Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening
Singing
Giving
All In
Motion
Of Loving
Life Giving
Sharing Freely...
Pleasure Hemalatha
At Least We Do Get
Some Breaks in The Rain...
Thanks Dear Aloha FRiEnD
We Just Got Back From
Saving Frogs And
Toads With
Yes Total
Success in
3 Miles Now
No Road Kills
By Huge Four
Wheel Drives
Tonight
Happy
Frogs
And Toads
DeLiGHT...
“When Spirit is Empowered
There is No Need for
Wings to Fly!” Indeed
Dear Savvy Thanks!...
Thanks Dear Doc
Always A
Pleasure
my FRiEnD
With Much
Respect
To You
With SMiles too...
Here is a Ted Talk From Temple Grandin That Goes into
Much More Detail of Course About the Diversity Of the Mind,
And How that Relates to Thinking Across The Autism Spectrum...
i Didn't Have Any Problems Staying At the Top End of my Class
Earning 3 Degrees in Mostly Educational Areas of Anthropology,
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Health Science That Only
Really Prepared me for Master's Levels Courses That i Entertained
Until the Money Ran Out; And i Had to Seek Work, Wherever i Could
Find Work That Had Nothing to Do With the Degrees i Earned; As i
Was Never Concerned About Making Much Money as My Family on the
Maternal Side in A Small Town Showed it Didn't take much to be
Happy. My Problems Weren't Input, Yet Output In Terms of Creating
Anything More Than A Technical List in Writing And Bare Bones Social
Reciprocal Communication Lost From Small Talk More than "Take It Easy";
Or "That's Cool"; Or If Someone, Anyone Asked me what i had been doing,
Even Family, i Usually Had only one Reply That Became Two: Working, Working...
As At Least if i Said it Twice, it was the Best i Could Do to Connect Longer that way....
There Were Some Days At Work, Still in my 40's After Having No Verbal Words Until
4 That i had No Motivation to Speak at All At Work, And In Meetings With Bosses and
Peers as i Went up the Ladder of Pay Grade, Managerial, And Administrative Duties
It Took Literally An Hour to Come Up with Anything to Say in a meeting; Yet
Even Before i Could Speak at 4, The Doctor Told my Mother She Loved me
Too Much Providing all i needed
Without Any Need to Ask
For Anything in Life;
And That i Had Bright Intelligent
Eyes, Where i would Speak When i Got
Good And Ready to Ask For Something i Needed...
Yet True, Before i Could Speak my Mother Said She was
Frantically Looking For Her Car Keys, And i Toddled
My Way Back to the Bedroom, Found Them Under
The Bed And Brought them Smiling From Ear to Ear;
Empath in Feelings and Senses i Always Was;
With Arms Reached out for a Hug to Everyone She
Said; Yet a Stay At Home Mother That's What She Gardened
In me, Same Open
Arms for A Hug Her
Number One Focus
in Life That She Set Her
Mission to; After my Father
Left at 3; Things Went Way Downhill;
When She Had to Go Off to Work; And
i Lost Some of the Emotional Close Contact that way....
Not Easy Getting Along With Other Children Well; Not Able
to Speak Well; Same With Stuttering in Middle School; Yet
Never the Less, Intelligent Enough Eyes Smiling And Straight
A's to Get By, Even if my Hand Writing Was So Horrible the Teacher
Graded me High When i had to Write, Based on All the Acing of Multiple
Choice Tests; Just Based on Stellar Rote Memory Then; The Hardest Part
Of All Really Not
Being Comfortable
In My Own Skin; So Hard
to Navigate the 3-Dimensional
Environment Around me Like Going
Into A Target Store And It Always Seemed
Like a Maze i was Lost in; Eventually The
Stress of it Almost Killed me in Total; Yet
Fortunately Being Able to Retire Early; With
All the Permanent Disability i Was Assessed with
Then; i Looked Deep Within and Found the Answers
For me That ended up Being Connecting Emotions to
Words in Poetry that Finally Provided A Flow Where My
Thoughts Were All Finally in Focus away from ADHD, Gracefully
Inhaling Peace, Exhaling Love Finally For All My Life; And The Dancing
Naturally Evolved to Where i am totally Confident in my Body And With
Some Kind of Epigenetic Effect i Moved From Total Introvert to Total Extrovert
Where i Still Enjoy Both Ways of Life; Best of All i Developed An Autotelic Flow
To Generate My Own Happiness Within; And the One Emotion i Left Behind
Losing Most All Emotions for 66 Months
Was Fear that i Still Leave Behind
As the Free Dance and Song
Still Regulates All my
Emotions and
Integrates my Senses;
Yet, My Inability to Comfortably
Touch Almost All Human Made
Material Surfaces is As Much of a
Challenge As It Always Was; Just as i
Am Born i keep my Hands Closed into
Mostly A Fist
Always to
Avoid Touching
Most Human Made
Stuff in Life; hehe
Smallest Challenge i've
Faced At All in My Lifetime;
Yet What Most Folks Couldn't
Imagine Dealing with IN Life....
i Adapted to What i Could and
Accepted What i Couldn't Change...
If Not For the Early Retirement, i'd
Be Really Screwed Big Time; Financial
Independence Made All the Difference in
the World to Eventually Recover, Never the
Less, with the Assessed Suicide Disease for 66
Months From Wake to Sleep in Pain Most Folks
Cannot Imagine
Exists Past
Getting Their
Teeth Drilled
Without Novocaine;
In My Case, Type
Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Impacting
My Right Eye and Ear
Rendering Effective Use
of Eyes and Ears At Almost
Nothing In Life For Most of that
66 Months; Trapped in A World Within....
It is safe to say it's really a Miracle i'm even alive today...
i've Come to Appreciate
Every Breath Now
And i Have
Zero Regrets
About Any of the
DarK in the Past
That BRinGS me Where
i Inhale Peace and Exhale Love
In Ease Now; Never Making a Penny;
Yet Accomplishing things in my Life
i Never Thought Was Possible
for me or
Anyone
Else; Mileage
Varies Depending
On Make and Model
of Human Being; i Surely
Won't Ever Judge Personally
How Someone Walks in Another
Pair of Shoes; There Are Just too
Many Invisible Circumstances Other
Folks Go Through That they May Never Talk about at all..
i Didn't Meet Anyone Who Couldn't Touch Human Made Materials
until my 40's, Where One of the Life Guards That Was Underneath
My Administration
Remarked She Couldn't
Stand to Touch Towels
Coming Out of the Dryer...
My Wife Does the Clothes, Now Thank God...
As She Always Has For 31 Years; Fortunately She Was
Attracted to Men Who Smile A lot When i met Her
At The Bowling Center i Worked At Early On for
The Military in Surprisingly A GS-5 to 7 Federal Position
Eventually GS-9 to 11 Equivalent Position as
Athletic Director of A Military Installation as
Yeah, Hehe, Last Kid Picked For Sports; Yet my
Collateral Financial Management And IT Support
They Needed me Enough to Hire me for Something Else...
Back to Towels, i Never Had A Dryer When i Lived With my Mother...
Wasn't so Bad Hanging them Up On A Clothes Line Still Wet...
Yeah, There Are So Many Variables About Autism That Makes
it Incredibly Functionally Disabling
And So Much That Others
Don't See That
Indeed Makes it this way;
Same With All Mental Illnesses
too; As Bi-Polar Was Likely Part of
What Led me to Darkest Depressions too...
My Highs Don't Get me in too Much Trouble; And in
General My Mood Will Be Hypo-Manic For Decades...
i Finally Found the Focus to Express that Potential in
Creativity; All the Dance And Song; And Even a Literal
Prescription From a Doctor For Dance keeps me Emotionally
Regulated And Sensory Integrated From Head to Toe in this World...
My Doctor Says i Am A Fairly Rare Case to Manage it Without Drugs...
Yet Again, It's Always A Tight Rope Act Higher in Flow For Me continuously
As Surely 9.6 MiLLioN Words in EPiC Long Form Poem Writing, and
15,400 MiLes of Public Dance in 8 Years Shows How Far That
Potential
When Actually
Used Will Go;
Haha, if Anyone
Had told me i'd
Be Writing Poetry
And Dancing In Public,
In The Days i Could Hardly
Muster A Word And Never Feel
Comfortable Walking in Walmart
or Target Solo in my 40's, i Surely
Would Have to Ask them Twice if they Were Talking About me, hehe...
It's True, i Came to Amaze Myself Enough Where it Doesn't Matter to me
What Anyone
Thinks about
my Recovery
From HeLL ON EartH
To Heaven Within One
Lifetime Now; i've Lived
To the Point That Life
makes Death Worth Doing
In Only Gratitude for the
Inhales of Peace And Exhales
of Love i've actually Experienced
in my Life Now in So Many Giving
And Sharing Free Ways; Where i Basically
Lived in a
Cocoon
Trapped
In A Prison
Within in Varying
Degrees Most of my Life
For Some Functional Disability...
Even When Peers Called me 'Superman'
For Earning 3 Degrees at Once With
3 Part Time Jobs in College And
For the Work-Load
i Handled
At Work
With A Smile
Outside Where no
One could See i
Was Gradually Dying Inside...
It's True, Most Folks Can't
Imagine How Difficult the
'Clark Kent' Part of 'the Job' is For Real...
Yet Again, Of Course, it is 'The Geeks and
Nerds' Who Created the Comic Books
to Get the Revenge of the Nerds
With Imaginary Super Powers
For 'The Wedgies' They
Received in School;
Ultimate Revenge though;
Now Most Everyone Lives
in Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, And
Mark Zuckerberg's World; And
Perhaps More of Elon Musk's
World For Whatever New Invention he Creates Next...
Hehe, If Not Only Paving the Way For Basic Income
For All Through HiS Own Personal Trillions When He Goes that way...
THere iS A Whole
Lot of Human
Potential in This
World Not Realized Yet;
And It won't Be coming
Nearly as Much From the
Folks Who are Not Considered Neuro-Diverse Now...
It Takes All Kind of Folks to Make A Species Survive...
If 'They' Ever Figure Out How to make 'Cookie-Cutter
Perfect Humans', The Species is surely Doomed...
Nature iS A Whole Lot More Smart
Beyond the View of
Humans
That
We Will
Likely Ever
Give Nature
Credit For; Just
Because We Don't
Have the Tools to See it;
No Different Really than
What i thought Was Impossible
For me to
Do in
That
Last
Lifetime of
mine that still
Changes Every
Now Eternally Real...
And For Everyone Else
too of course, Wittingly Or Not, True...
Of Course, With Everything i've Been
Through, i Don't Like Seeing Anyone Bullied for What They Cannot Change...
Yet, On The Other Hand, What Will Be Changed For the Better
Will Be Greater News For All...
It's True Dear Aleesha Love
That is Real Is Always More
Than Touch Some Say it is
'The Shape of Water'
True A Blanket
to Cover The
Entire World
ALL OVeR
Warmth That
Is Shared Within With
Special All Others Filling
All Rooms With Sunshine Bright Feelings
Lighting All The Nights Up With Daylight Trust
Secure
Kind
BLeSSinGS
BLiSSinGS Soft
When LoVE iS Truly
ReaL IT Only Rises
And Never Falls
Again as
Leaves
Now That
Are Green
May Only Fall
To Become Brown
To Nourish Soul Soils Fresher
For Even More Green Life Of Love
In Spring As All SeaSoNS Become
One Water Ocean Waves For All to Rise From Fall...
Other Than That Your Poem Definitely Beyond Touch
Indeed With
SMiles...
Falling
Falling
Into
Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening
Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay...
Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again
After Thunder Invites Its Return...
Yet Rain Always Falls on its own...
Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch...
Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All...
_________________
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Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS
BREaTHE ETeRNaLLY NoW GoD YeS
Nice to See You Back Dear Soni
Just Thinking About You Yesterday
Praying That You Are Well and Okay...
Wandering Ghost on the Earth
Neither Realizing He is Dead
The Way From 2007 A YouTube
Piano Piece i Later Constructed
Struck One Person Then
Who Was No Stranger Yes
To Depression Yet Others
Described it As Light and Whimsical
Oh How Our Human Views Differ
Depending on the
Filters We BRinG
From Past to All
Future Now Existence
SMiLes Dear Soni Relieved
To See That You Feel Upbeat
Now in the Rest of Your Current
Communication... True We Never Truly
Understand All Of What May Be Behind
Even A Human Smile Anyway on a Note
Longer Than i Have Room to Copy and Paste
Here Celebrating a 97th Month Anniversary, 9.18.2021
Of mY Long Form Poem "SonG oF mY SoUL" my
Entire Blog Houses And Several Other Blogs
i Administrate too in total Numbering 7 With
Other Subchapters Spread Around Online
As The Entire "SonG oF mY SoUL" Is
Actually Just A VERY LARGE EPiC
Longest Long Form Poem at 9.7
MiLLioN Words Now Just
A Copy And Paste
A Collection Now
Fully Globally
Of Poetic Responses to
What Other Folks Have
Inspired From Their Soul
to Mine in Connecting For
97 Months Now Along With
15,400 Miles of Public Dance
And Over 100,000 Photos i Take
To Fully iLLuSTRaTE it too And Now
Can't Afford to Kill the 14.4 Trees From
my BackYard Forest Real Garden of Eden
(And Over 10,000 You Tube Videos Would
Never Fit in Paper-Filled Books Either Hehe)
To Get the 144,000 Pages of Copy Paper
Yes 288 Boxes of 500 Reams As Such
To Publish the Equivalent of 242 Or So
Novel Sized Poem Books in One Hehe
That Would Surely in Weight Crash
Down The Most Sturdy of Barnes
And Noble Book Shelves Just
Collecting Dust There
Years and
Years
Crashing
ON the Floor HAha
Thing is All the Pages
Are Just Fumes of my
JoY iN Heaven on EartH
DarK Thru LiGHT Then Now...
SMiLes Dear Savvy Now
Center of
Happiness
In Balance
JusT
GLoWinG
iN FLoW More
Enough Whole
Naked Human Complete...
Mirage of Comfort
Always Nice to
Keep
Once
We
Find
Essence Real NoW
No Matter Mirage Of Comfort
WHeRE TiME RunS iN ReVerse
And We MoVE iN FoRWarDVerse...
Hehe, Yes Ever Since 2016 Halloween
Although Still Orange Like Pumpkins
Lost Its Appeal
to 'Fresh Stuff'
On EartH HAha...
It's What We May
Eventually Come to
Enjoy Once We Realize
Alice In Wonderland Isn't
Really Fake News HAha
As Yes Humans As Neuroscience
Shows Actually Basically Hallucinate
Their Realities Based on Ones Their
Minds Co-Create Before So i Choose
And Co-Create
With Nature
Dreamtime
More Now Than
Nightmaretimes
And Everything Life is Good...
Even In DarK SHades Of
Grey And BLacK Abyss
Portrayed Just All
Rainbows
Just All Rainbow
Not Even Any Need
To Find An End of
my Rainbow Now Hehe...
Let's Step (And Strip) Away From the Smaller Picture About
"Social Welfare," If We Can And Will And See A Bigger
Picture of C O I N;
Yes, 'Conservative
Only In NAME NOW'
C O I N N, IF YOU LIKE,
Or Whatever Acronym
Someone Else Chooses
To Originally Create...
How Do You Spell (Sing) Social
Welfare; YES! MaKinG Vaccine
Mandates to Protect the Most
Vulnerable Among US Both Unvaccinated
Children And The More Vulnerable Vaccinated
Elder And Health Compromised Adults to CONSERVE
THEiR FRiGGING LIVES....
In Social Welfare For All!
HOW DO YOU PROTECT
THE CONSERVATION OF
REPRODUCTIVE RIGHTS
AMONG YOUNG GIRLS WHO
ARE RAPED AND FORCED TO
CARRY THE CHILD TO TERM...
IN SHORT,
YOU
DO
NOT
RESTRICT
ABORTION
TO 6 WEEKS!
You Fight Against
That Ignorance as
The "Democrat Side"
And More Open Minded
Liberal Folks Are Currently
Doing Who Care More About Freedoms;
Yes, Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Individual
Happiness, Harming Others Least, More Than Just
Establishing Another
Traditional Theocracy of Ignoricism; Yes, A Religion
Of Ruling Ignorance On the Planet of Human's On Earth...
OBTW, Welcome to 'The Matrix', A Place of 'Avatars' Where
We No Longer Inhabit 'The Physical World' Nearly As Much;
Where We No Longer Sniff Each Other And Touch Each Other
Or In Some Cases, Hehe, Taste Each Other; Losing Entirely 3
Senses
of Our
'Normal'
Human Connections
With Long Distance Dating
Apps, Swiping Left and Right
That Surely May Eventually Leave
A Bad Smell, Taste, And Touch that
One Surely Wasn't Expecting With Only
Sight And Hearing AS Such; Yes, THere
Are Some Serious Drawbacks of Living
Modern "Matrix" "Avatar" Life As More
"Terminator Machines" Than Flesh and
Blood Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Human Earth Beings...
Yet It's True, Humans Have Become A Vector of Pandemic Disease
That is Being Spread By Our Global Economy, Precipitated Most Ironically
By 'This New Version' of Our "Matrix" Ever Changing by "Moore's Law" As this
Ain't Windows 95 Anymore; And As A Side Note, Still Trying to Catch Up with
"Fred's Law" of Bi-Weekly Creative Output, Still Waiting on 5G Access that Brings
Me to my Next Social
Welfare Point; The Democrats
Fight to Not Only Fix our Infrastructure
Yet Improve Broad Band Access For All
in the More Socio-Economically Disadvantaged
Areas of the Country; As the Rules of MaKinG A Living
Are No Longer The Same; Sitting Behind A Laptop At Home With
Appropriate New Skills And Even Original Creativity Way Out of the
Box and Eccentric; And Sadly YouTube Creators Bonding Over Fear
And Hate and Conspiracy Theories too as Innumerable More Religions
of Ignoricism too; Never the Less, This is the New GIG Economy of MaKinG
A Living
Online Now
More Safely
As Global
Yes, Vectors
of Pandemic
Disease; IT is As
if 'Big Nature' Had
This DeSiGN Planned this
Way All Along; Yet since Yes,
Quantum Mechanics Suggests
That Time, Distance, Space and
Matter Is All An Illusion, Anyway, As
Oldest Eastern Religions And Philosophies
Suggest too in Sanskrit Ways; It what It IS NOW...
It's Like Moving The Same; Start Hurting And You Move
A Different Way; Simple Karma, You Adapt And Change
to Survive and Potentially Even Thrive or You DO NOT...
(I.E., If You Walk Straight on Sidewalks All Your Life, Even iF iT
Looks Strange, Yes! Walk Backwards to Rid Yourself of Back Pain)
By Very Nature, Still, Conservative Human Nature, is More Adverse
to Change; This Is Surely Not All Bad NoW in the Same Way That Being
Liberal is Not All Good; As Tradition is What Bonds and Binds Human
Groups Together Most; And By Very Nature of Tradition it is Exclusive
Of those who
Do Not Bond
And Bind
Over the
Similar Symbols
And Ideologies of Tradition...
Tradition Keeps the Bonds and
Binds of Successful Procreation
In Check too; Like Catholic Rules
That Say KEEP DOING IT NOW, NEVER
STOP AS LONG AS YOU ARE DOING
IT, MAKE AS MANY BABIES AS LONG
AS YOU DO IT; Meh, For A Species
Living Out of Balance With
Population Pressures
Killing off Much
of the Balance
of Breathing
Nature NOW
THAT JUST WON'T
WORK ANYMORE, IF
WE EXPECT TO SURVIVE
AND THRIVE IN THE LONGER
RUN FOR ALL OF SOCIAL WELFARE NOW!
So Now We Live As Avatars, Terminator Machines
of Change in A Matrix that is Always Changing, Diffuse
In Human Tradition Where Fertility is Ever Decreasing Now
in this way...
And Yes of Course
The Opiates of the
Masses Are Dependent
on Broad Band Access Now too...
The Opiates of the Masses are On-Screen Now
And the Religion of the Hopeful Theocracy That
Dominates Minions With Despicable Leaders Has
Most Definitely Changed, For it is as easy to Find True
Peaceful Loving Enlightenment on Screen; As it is to Find A 'Zillion Religions
Of Ignoricism' Now That Support As Many Conspiracy Theories as A Person
May Enjoy
In A Tradition
of Bonding and
Binding Over Fear
And All Stuff Emotions
And Feelings and Senses
Related to YUCK HATE YUCK...
IT IS what IT IS, the Human Condition...
Yet Still Boats Require Anchors for Safe
Harbor And Sails to Find New Subsistence;
And As Far As Science Shows; It Already Now
Shows that More Open Minded Social Empathic
Feeling Human Beings Care More About the Social
Welfare of Everyone Concerned, Far Out of the Tradition
Of Any One
Box of Yes
Theocratic
Religions Now
Of Ignoricism;
Where THeiR only
Remaining Advantage
Is A Tradition of Voting
ONLY REPUBLICAN STILL NOW....
The World Is Changing And So Are
People; the Older Ages of BIG TRADITIONAL
THEOCRATIC RELIGIONS OF IGNORICISM ARE PASSING AWAY...
What We Are Left With By the Nature of the Human Condition
Are Human Beings Born and or Gardened to Be More or Less
Liberal or
Conservative
As Of Course
In Epigenetic
And Neuroplastic
Terms Change Does
Happen in One Lifetime
This Way; Just Like Moving
From Introverted to Extroverted
And Systemizing Science to More
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual
Caring Ways Of Life For More of the
Human Condition to See And Help
And Yes! Bring Greater Social Welfare to
All as Yes of Course Real Social Justice Warriors
That of Course is Only a Practice and An Art Where
Mistakes Will Come
too that Do Require
More Conservative
Anchors That Make
Sure We Continue to
Actually Stay In Safe Harbors,
Where Ironically the More Conservative
Liberals Are Demanding We don't Harm
Our Children And Kill Our Vulnerable and
Other Elder Vaccinated Population in Religions
of Ignorance in Deadly Pandemic Disease and
Additionally, More Specific to the Topic At Hand,
The Last 2 Trillion Dollar Social Welfare Package
For the Pandemic Challenge Would Have Never
Happened at the Hand of Republican Control...
Why?
The 'Other Side' Still
Cares More About
Social Welfare as
By Basic Human
Nature; Liberal Leaning
Folks Always Will For those
Outside of Their Individual
Tradition and or Church In-Group Doors...
And That is Just Human Nature As Assessed by
Science; Some Folks Care About Those Outside
The Church Doors More than Others; Like the Story
Book Dude Jesus
That in Reality
Wouldn't Be
Welcomed in
Many of those
Churches for His
Obvious Super Liberal
Human Nature Turning the
Other Cheek Loving The Enemy
That is Surely Not Conservative...
Nor is Even Torturing Folks For Being
Bad Forever That is Just plain PSYCHOPATHIC...
SADLY, THERE ARE SOME OF THOSE "Jack The Ripper Jesus' LEANING FOLKS
More Prevalent And More Easily Measurable Per Check-List items on the
Republican
Side Still of
Doing Human
Nature; Again,
Just Check-List
Items, no Arm-Chair Diagnoses
Necessary When Other Humans
Are Being Harmed Callously As Such...
Horribly As Such Like Little Girls Forced Carrying
Daddy's Child and Unmasked Children By Choice of
LawS in a Deadly Pandemic That Insists on Not Saving Human Lives...
The 'Democrat Side' is Doing the Best They Can And Will Not to Let The Other
Side Kill People Through Ignorance; Core of Social Welfare Indeed And
Additionally the Only Humane Human, John McCain, in Terms of Caring
About People
Outside of His
Group Last Go around
When the Republican
Side Tried to Kill Health
Care for So Many Folks
That Yes Would Have Literally
Killed So Many Human Beings too...
The Democratic Side is Insuring that
Doesn't Happen Again for Now... If there
is Any Sign of A Sick Society, Our Country
Has Been Rife With Signs Through Every Unwarranted
War that Has Killed So Many People IN Other Countries
And Our
Country
too... Yes,
Social Welfare
Is Always THE
NUMBER ONE
HUMAN PRIORITY
AMONG HUMANS
WHO ARE IN ANY WAY
SHAPE OR FORM, Yes iN Essence HUMANE...
Humane is Far Beyond Conservative, Liberal,
Republican, Independent, Or Democrat;
Humane,
Cares; End
And Beginning
Again Living Breathing
Peaceful Loving Starting
And Never Finishing Story At Least
For Now THE HUMAN Condition REAL...
Unmasked And Really Peaceful Caring Loving All...
Giving, Sharing, Freely Without Restraint And Yes,
All 'That Good Jesus, Buddha, Lao Tzu, Jazz Stuff'
NoW True iN 'Tao FLoW' As More Humane Story
Books Autotelic Outside of Restricted Labels
Rule
Now...
The Name
Human is Enough
Clothed With Peace
And Love HUMANE.
i Will
Do my
Best Not
To Shed
Too Much
Hair Karlien
Dear
Here
in
Your
Space
Ship HeHe...
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS
BREaTHE ETeRNaLLY NoW GoD YeS
SMiles Dear Karlien
You Can Count on
The Fact i Am Always
The Last Loyal
Wookiee FRiEnD
Left Standing
With SMiLes
Just Another
Wingman
On Your
Space Ride...
HAha i Come Here
For Your Kindness
And
The SIZE
OF YOUR
MinD, HeART
SPiRiT SoUL
Keep GRoWinG
Your BIG BEAUTIFUL
BRAIN Dear Karlien
i Will Surely Drop By
To Water it With
my FiRE Hose
Size Flow of
Words
Hehe...
Prayers For Peace And
Love in An Ocean
Of Kindness
So Nice
Dear
FRiEnD Sohair...
Thanks Dear Akshita
For Your Kind Words
And Inspiring
Poem i Always
Rather Participate
With FRiEnDS Than
Contests NoW As
Before in my
Work-Life It
Was More
Competition
Than Cooperation
i Did Try A Poet’s
Prompt Club Online
Yet it Was More
About Science
Of Poetry
Than Flow
Of Creativity
i Do This For
Freedom Of
Creativity And
Connecting my
FRiEnD Dancing
Moving Fingers
On A Piano
Of Words
SonG oF
mY SoUL...
Thanks Dear Karlien For
Such An Informative
And Inspiring Piece
On Self-Doubt It
Brought so Many
Thoughts Out in
Flow i Practically
Flooded Your
Blog Hehe
With SMiles...
All Great Created Quotes
By You Dear Ava my Favorite
Is Turning Negative Emotions
Like Anger Constructively into
A Song With A Greater Ending
Before They Fester Yes into Hate
And Regret That May Long Term
Hold Hands to A Deeper
Pit of Emptiness
Within that
Just Can't
Find the Warmth
Of HeART Free to
Give Unconditional
Love Again Love is
A Practice And Muscle
Same And For Giving
Thanks Giving is the
Fuel That Keeps Love
Alive Inhaling Peace Exhaling
Love Giving Sharing Caring Freely
With No
Restraints
to Put out
The Flame
Of LiFE iNDeeD...
True Indeed Very Sad Sohair Many Decades
Ago Wars Were Fought For Freedom
And Safety
Now They
Are Mostly
Fought From
Our End for Greed
And Continuing Power
To Destroy Where Others
Live And Build Up An Empire
Stolen From What Bleeds and Dies
of Humanity Seen As Lesser as 'the Other'...
Thing Is We Reap What We Sow and the United
States Overall
Is At War With
Itself in A New
Religion Here
Better Identified
As Ignoricism With
Nothing Really Associated
With Peace or Love Just Imposing
Harming, Raping, Maiming, Killing
For The Innocents All Around Us
No Religion of Peace and Love
Just Gone Down A Different
Drain to No Where
Yet Where
Septic
Fields Fear
And Hate And
Just Can't Seem to
Dissipate Yet Always Good
News Now Not Everyone Is Like
That Not Even the Majority Really mY FRiEnD...
Hehe Cindy i Mentioned
The Surprise Eggplant
Dish to my Wife She Said
That’s Funny
And My Sister
Said i’d Have to
Learn How to Turn
The Stove on Actually
When Young
Pleased i Would
Have Been to Have
Any Arranged Date
Like Stoves Nothing
i was Accustomed to
HAha i
Do Love
Eggplant
Will try to
Talk my
Wife into it...
Become What We Do Now
Then Nothing
Left to Do Yet Do What We Do
Hehe, Dear Karlien, i suppose
i Will Just Say "Just Do It" too
And Don't Worry About
Any Shoe
Sales Now
Particularly
If We Don't Have
to RUN A Big Corporation Like 'Nike'
For It's True Where Money Is Involved
There Is Always More Than Just Do
True There is Collecting A Pay
Check That Will Be Such
A Distraction For the
Flow of Human
iMaGiNaTioN
And CReATiViTY
Free For With MaKinG
Money With Creativity And
Productivity Always An External
Audience to Satisfy True if We Get
Hooked On Likes, Follows, And Even
Views oF All That We Do However Yes
Metrics Are Great to See What Influence
We Might Bring to Help Others too And Also
Obviously True Yes Usually We Have to Make
Money to Survive Unless Independent of That
Paper Green And Even Green to Gold In South Africa
my FRienD
Fear is the
Source of So
Much Human Weakness
Stress Disorder And Disease
Loss of Inhaling Peace And Exhaling
Love As In This Place There is No Room For
Anxiety or Self-Doubt Either That is Of Course Fear
And Associated With Reductions in the Neurochemical
Serotonin Yes The Self-Confidence Brain Juice That May
Come Greater As We Become More Comfortable in Our Physical
Bodies And Even Become Proficient in Martial Arts For Indeed We
Are Part of the Animal Kingdom And As Long As We Do Not Have
Any Experience in Successfully Defending Ourselves Physically
There is Usually Less
Confidence to Feel
In the Jungle,
Forest,
And Deserts
of Humans too...
Yet True... No Need to Ever
Strike Anyone Now Just A Free
Dance of Moving Meditation Will
Do For Literally Becoming Comfortable
in Our Bodies This Way BOOSTS SEROTONIN
REDUCES SELF-DOUBT AND RELIEVES US
OF SO MUCH FEAR AND BODILY TENSION
As so often in Somatic Ways That is Where
Our Unresolved Emotional Issues Go indeed
in Tension From Head to Toe Where Bio-Feedback
Through Moving Meditation Will Actually Help to Regulate
Emotions and Integrate Senses Where We Move More Like
Lions and
Lionesses
Across the
Savannah Through
Non-Verbal Language
Yes the Way We Move
It is Usually Pretty Easy and
Basic to See Who Is Self-Confident
Without As Much Self-Doubt And Those
Now Who Live a Life of Anxiety And Fears
And Yes Of Course Self-Doubt And As Psychiatrists
Admit Now Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is Not Enough
As Indeed 'The Body Keeps Score' For All the Trauma
We Experience in
Life too
Head Down
And Depressed
Or Standing Tall
Making 'A Lobster
Pose' Hehe as i often
Do as A Yoga Pose
YES IN PUBLIC LIKE
MARKING MY TERRITORY
LIKE A Wolf HAHA... Boosts
Levels of Serotonin And Just
Makes Me That Much More Confident
In All i Do... It's Like Writing Free Verse
Poetry Every Where i Go Whether People
Like me or Not or Like What i Do or Not Now
i Generate My Own Happiness And Comfort
Within Through A Dance Naked Enough Whole
Without Any CuLTuRaL Clothes Of Tools At All...
Naked Complete Whole Enough Look Around
And Try to Imagine How People Would Feel This
Way if Everything They Had Was Taken Away
Yet the Skin They Wear And The Love They
Give And Share Freely This Is Freedom
my FRiEnD The Kind of Confidence
The Rest of the Animal
Kingdom Enjoys
Without All the
External Illusions
That Humans Impose
On Themself As Anxieties
Fears and Self-Doubts that
We Surely Won't Worry About
As We Take Our Last Breath on Earth...
Basically Again Autotelic Flow A Practice Now
Of Life That Brings Flight With No Need For Wings...
And Of Course This Is Just Specifically From my
View There Are Unlimited Other Ways to Do it
Yet The Essence Becomes Fear Is For Others
And Never
Again
An
Illusion
For Us Now
With Smiles
of Peace Inhaling
Love Exhaling Best
For All We Meet and Greet in Life...
Living on the Autism Spectrum For 5.3
Decades Never Comfortable in my Skin
As A Biological And Environmentally
Induced Challenge in Life Confidence
Was One of the hardest Parts of
All In Life As i Wasn't Literally
Comfortable in my own
Skin i've Kept a Record
of My Public Dance From the
Beginning 8 Years Ago Until
Today From the Beginning Where
i was assessed as Ridiculous By
the Viewing Public To the Years
i was Assessed as Famous and
Living Legend Literally As Such as
Far As 200 Miles From Where i Lived
As True still the only one Who Public
Dances in a Radius of 500 Miles or More
in the Deep South of the United States the
Hardest place assessed by Social Science
To Be Different in Life Traditionally So i Set
Myself Free From Caterpillar to Cocoon to
Butterfly With No Need For Wings Yet You
See It Doesn't Matter What Folks Call me
Ridiculous or Legend I AM COMFORTABLE
IN MY OWN SKIN JUST AS COMFORTABLE
AT THE START AS I AM NOW... As True
i Lost the Fear
Before
i even
Started
And That's the
Gift Then of the
Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia from
Wake to Sleep 66 Months No Drug Will Touch
Will Do Take Away Hope and All Fear too..
i Left the Fear
Behind as
i Came
Out of the
Cocoon my FRienD...
After 5.3 Decades Fully As Such True...
Yes as the 'Imagine Dragons' Sing "Pain
Made Me A Believer" With 100 Percent
Faith in Every Breath i Take Where Hope
Is Not Even Required Any More As I am
Sure As The Ocean is As Waves And Water Same...
In This World We LiVE iN Today In This World of Competition
And Impossible Goals to Achieve Having no Fears And Being
Detached
From that
Keeping
Compassion
Is Gold Indeed
For Verily i've Lived
The Other Way Long
Enough mY FRiEnD to Know the Difference...
From Your Video You Seem Poised And
Confident For Your Age in Your Non-Verbal
Language A Sure Step to Removing All Self-Doubt
As True Even Selfies And YT Videos Help As A Practice
And A Journey
THere as Well
Some Folks
Will Make it
To A Place Without
Fear Others May Never
Do it in this Lifetime
Now
i Feel Sure You Will
It's Already Written In Your Stars...
Well, If 'You' Had Just Paid Attention
To What i Actually Wrote And Understood it, And
NOT Read INTO What i Did NOT Say, in my Personal
Anecdotal Report, You Would have ACTUALLY, YES,
Seen, I NEVER SAID "ANY" AUTISTIC PERSON CAN SUCCEED
BASED ON WHAT OTHER FOLKS HAVE DONE IN LIFE...
i Pointed out That We Live in A Very Systemizing
World And Even Said in my Last Discussion
That Dudes Fishing At the Old Fishing
Hole in A Used Trailer Feel
Probably More Happy
Than Any of the Dudes
Doing Systemizing Science
All Their Lives; As That isn't
The Part of the Mind That
Makes Lasting Warmth of
Happiness Real; i Suggest
You Step Outside of the Autistic
Label Box As It is only Assessed
By Behavior; And Indeed Change is Possible, FOR SOME FOLKS;
NO, NOT ALL OR ANYONE; AGAIN, I NEVER SAID THAT IN ANY REPORT HERE...
As My life SURELY PROVES IRREFUTABLE AS SUCH, IT IS POSSIBLE FOR SOME FOLKS...
You Did Again What You Did With
the List of White Privileges;
Yes, Including Your World
View of Functional Challenges
That Had Nothing to Do With
The List of 'White Privileges'
As Assessed As Such...
Listen, i Realize How
Difficult it is for Any
Kind of Real Success, Like
Even Being Comfortable in
Your Own Skin Being on the
Autism Spectrum; How You interpreted
That to Mean That ANY Autistic Person
Can Find Success IS LIMITED TO YOUR VIEW
AND NOT
MINE
HERE
FOR SURE...
AND AGAIN,
That is A Major Functional
Disability of the Spectrum;
Not Being Able to Understand Intent of Others...
And The Fact that You are Intelligent Enough
to Write Grad Papers, Yet Can't Find Happiness
Is Indeed Indicative of What Success Even Means in the First
Place; It Surely Isn't Being A Billionaire or A Trillionare
As That Is Only A Measure of Capitalistic Success;
And Surely Nothing
Necessarily
To Do
With Basic
REAL Humane
Happiness Now...
Yeah, Baby, i understand
The Entire Struggle Up Close
And Personal, Yet only Mine...
As Far As Getting Rid of Most
of the Problems and Keeping
my Own Definition of
Heaven
On Earth...REAL;
Surely, i Can't Show
Anyone Else Where
i Actually Live Within Now...
And Surely, i Can't Give 'em Any
Magic Pills to Get Out of the Hell They Live...
All i Can And Will Do is Describe Where i've Been and Where i am Now..
Not Much Different Than You Do; You Are Just Still In A Darker Area Like me Before...
If You Don't Believe
You Can Change;
If You Don't Believe
It's Possible, You Will
Surely Be Who Ya Wanna be Next...
Basically, The Same...
At Least That's What Happened to me For
Many Years As Well; Zero Hope Left, Just in HeLL ON EartH...
As The Acronym of My User Name, AGHOGDAY, Originally Portrayed the
Same on this
Site,
Yuck,
'Another
Ground Hog
Day' of Never
Ending HeLL ON EartH...
The Worst 'Movie' Ever
Produced then, the one
my Mind
Created...
i No Longer
LiVE iN That Theater..
Can You Change; That's
Up to You; No Different
Than It was Up to me then...
Took 66 Months; That's A
Long Wait in HeLL ON EartH Indeed...
Yet IT Sure AS HELL DOESN'T MEAN
ALL AUTISTIC FOLKS WILL SUCCEED....
LIKE I SAID, IT'S A MIRACLE, I'M EVEN ALIVE,
As Far As i See; And Even the Medical Profession
That Labels the Disorder i had as "THE REAL SUICIDE DISEASE"...
Most Folks Experience THAT Pain Sporadically; Again for me, Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, From Wake to Sleep 66 Months, No
Drug Would
Touch Like
A Dentist
Drill in my
Right Eye and
Ear With No Novocaine...
And Only One of 19 Mostly
Stress Related Disorders then;
If You Went to that Place
You Might At Least Appreciate
A Breath of Life Without that Kind of Pain...
Yet i Don't Really Know; As That Wasn't the
Worst Pain for me; The Worst Pain Was Not
Remembering
If i Ever Felt
A Smile
in my Life....
As Emotions Are
Memories And Memories
Are Emotions; When Left
In THAT Place, THere is No
Reference Point OUT; Not
Even A Memory of Any Place Yet
AGHOGDAY; Always In Hell Now Then;
It's A Matter of Perspective of Where
We Have Been And Go Next; If there
Is Any Memory
Left of
Perspective
At All in Hell
All Alone With
No Connection to
Any Kind of Feelings At All...
My Psychiatrist Said That Losing
All Emotions is Rare and More
Commonly Seen on the Autism Spectrum;
Truly The Bottom
Of the Barrel
Of What's
Possible in
This Human Condition...
i Couldn't Find Anyone
on The Entire Earth, Even Online,
Who Was Experiencing What i Did then...
And Very Little Sympathy in 'Real
Life' As It Was Totally An Invisible
Hell That Wasn't
Even Diagnosed
For Two Years;
i Whined Until
No One
Listened
AnyMore
And i Finally
Figured Out
There Was no
Use to Complain
Anymore Like my
Mother Said When i Asked Why?
She Replied, "Why Not You"; She
Also Said This Too Will Pass; Yet
i Didn't Believe Her at all then
As i Was Incapable of Feeling
Any Emotion, Including Hope...
She Was Right And i was Wrong, Thank Heavens Now...
When All Hope is Gone All That's Left is the Snake Brain
And The Will To Survive...
The Shadow
That Saves
Most; the
Shepherd
of Fires Within...
The Reptile Brain of Survival...
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS
BREaTHE ETeRNaLLY NoW GoD YeS
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Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds
GOD
Effect
Bleeds
DarK
iNTo LIGHT
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh eyes of beauty
Light's TRUE Love
Oh eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
who
LOVES..
and no
one no
no one
Will take
that away
When eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES...
SMiLes America A Motto Best Might
Be 'These Days' Land of the New Car
Smell Where A Work-Around to Beat
The God of Money
Might Be Sprayed
Out of A Cheap
Plastic Bottle More
Than A 70,000 Dollar
New Huge Four Wheel
Drive For Frog Road Kill
In Soggy Close to Fall Days
And This is the Way it is For Many
Folks Who Have Been Working in
Soul SucKinG Jobs For So Many
Years AS Humans Get Called to
New Adventures When Darkness
Comes Like A Global Pandemic
And They Finally Have an
Opportunity For Soulful
Introspection Yes
Their Cheese
Gets Moved
Enough Finally
To Say Good Bye
To Old And Hello
to Greener Pastures
Within First and Let
Success Greater Naturally
Come From A Greater Attitude Within...
SMiLes Dear Savvy 'This' Is Precisely
What Comprises All 9.7 MiLLioN
Words Now of my Long Form
EPiC Poem "SonG oF mY
SoUL" Just A Compilation
Of Poetic Responses to
Folks Around the Globe
And Poetic Responses
To What i Do in Flow too
Also From Poetic Memories
From Years Past And On top
Of That i Write Most All The Verses
NoW iN Reverse Hehe Similar to
How the 'White Rabbit'
Speaks in 'Alice
And Wonderland'
For Real As the
Synchronicities in
Flow Are Beyond All Distance,
Space, Time, and Matter Where
Reality Is Chaos MaGiC Of Art
ShoWinG How Deep The Rabbit
Holes of Creativity Do Flow Yes
Beyond All Measure of 'Normal
Rationality' mY FRiEnD And A
Real Bliss of Awe And Wonder
All the Way Through the Mystical
And Creative Process Ecstatically
So All Connecting to 15,400 Miles
Of Public Dance Now True As Well too Through Creation
Activities In This 97 Months of Creative Wonderland Indeed
With
SMiLES...
DArk GeNeRaTeS LiGHT
JusT ThE WaY iT iS
SMiLes Dear Sohair
A Mask Without tears
May indeed Be More
Painful than Life Giving
Tears of Mercy
For Our
Souls
in Darkness
Life Brings
The River
of Soul
Flows
Free
in this way
For Those Who
See For Giving
Thanks Giving
Within Most mY FRiEnD...
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
i Found the Playful
Banter Between
The Two Best
FRiEnD Authors
in Your Interview
With Them Very
Sweet and Amusing...
Great Job my FRiEnD!...
Hehe Cindy
You Gave my
Wife And
Sister
A Great
Recipe
For A
Laugh Too...
Thanks Cyberdad, Your Kind
Words Are Much Appreciated
On the 'Wrong Planet' For Sure, Hehe...
“All the world’s a stage”
A Quote By A Rather
Noted Writer And
i Will Paraphrase
And Change Now
There Are Three
Levels of Existence:
The Spectator/Watching,
The Actor/Interacting,
The Creator/Creating
Avenues For Folks
To Watch, Interact,
And Get Inspired to
Create Even
Greater Avenues
As The Progress of
Humanity May Move Ahead
This Way As Long As Compassionate
Love With Empathy For All Others Is Not
Lost Along the Way...
"Twas A Dark And Stormy Night"
-Fictional Character Snoopy
'They' Said that Snoopy Imagined
Himself One Day to Become A Famous
Author; Yet i Don't Believe That's The Truth;
After All Was Wagged and Done No One Really
Interviewed
Him to Find the
Answer, Yes or No...
It's Clear to me That Snoopy
In His Life Found Creative Activities
Then That took Him Out of Neo-Cortical
Prison into What Science Names Autotelic
Meditative Flow Generating Happiness Within
Where Snoopy
Generates His
Own Happy Dance
Naked, Whole, And Complete...
Whether or Not Anyone Joins in
on the Dance, Or His Activity of
Hours of Typing Away His Newest
Novel; He Has the Highest 'Dog Privilege'
Of All As He Generates His Own Heaven Within;
Yes, Bliss AKA Nirvana, Tao, Satori, Prana, Chi, Ki
Kundalini Rising Meditation; Yes, in Autotelic Flow
That Requires No
External Rewards
Or Awards to Maintain
This Plateau of Bliss Practically
Eternally NoW iN Heaven Within...
Of Course, All Non-Exclusive Metaphors For this Common
Yet Rather Rare Pinnacle of Human Experience
That Is Better Than Any Old Plain Orgasm In
That Other Highly Prized Part of Life; As This
Orgasm of Creative Autotelic FLoWinG
Transient Hypo-Frontality to Bring it
Back to Science Described Words
Lasts and Lasts and Lasts as Long
As One is in Autotelic Flow of Doing
Their Favorite Creative Laser Focused Task...
Some Folks Risk Their Lives Climbing Rocks and
Going to Fierce Combat in War to Experience This Flow...
All i Have to Do in Effortless Non-Knowing is Allow This River
Of Flow to Spring From Within Creating in Writing Words of Song
in Poetry And Every Move Equally Feeling Divine, Holy, And Sacred
In Free Dance
In A Similar Way...
15,400 Miles in Public
Along With 9.7 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry
in The Same 97 Months Now;
Happy Same in my Backyard
Garden of Eden Dancing Without
Any Tools of Human CuLTuRE
Attached At All Becoming Sand
And Sun Allone With All the Furry
And Winged Creatures Including
Ants Building More Oliver Wendall
Homes Stately Mansions of Mound Homes...
Or Even More 'Interesting' Yes, Whereas, Walt Whitman
Received Letters From Women Offering Up Their Wombs
To Father His Child; me Just Dancing Solo Free in A Dance
Hall Never Asking
Ever A Woman to Dance
Collecting Thousands of
Ecstatic Smiles With them
In Total Bliss of Joy in One
Eternal Moment of Life Where
Fear Can't Possibly Exist And that's
The thing in this Place, There is No
Fear; This Place of Autotelic Flow in
Creativity; And Yes i Did Receive Some
Marriage Wishes Just Based on a Free Solo
Dance, Haha, Reaching 60 Years-Old By Women
in Peak Fertility Years; And Yes They Didn't Only
Offer Up Their Hips for A Grinding Dance on my
Reproductive Parts; HAha, They Just Did it Without
Asking
HeHE...
Really no Complaints
And It Just Made My
Wife Giggle; As she
Knew Who i Was coming
Home to That Night And
Subsequent Nights too
During A 6 Year Stint
of Most Every College
Thursday Night at the
Biggest Metro Dance Hall...
Before Covid-19 Ended That
Participant Anthropology Observer
Experience on March 12, 2020,
Damn It All, Just 3 Months Before
i Reached the Age of 60 Then, Hehe...
Yet, i've Never Made a Penny
Off Any of this And Regardless
Of What Rewards May Come in
(And i Haven't Even Carried A Dime in
my Pockets for the Last 8 Years Either)
Female Adoration for Both Dance and Song
of Free Verse Life; i Basically Have the Creative
Privilege of 'Titanium' As It Doesn't Matter How
Many Times Someone Comments to me i'm 'Insane'
or Go Kill Myself Because i Write Like the 'R Word';
And It Doesn't Matter How Many Times Someone Comments
on the YouTube Video Showing me Warming Up with 1340
Pounds, Leg Pressing 12 Reps Very Slowly for 100 Seconds
And Yes Wishing
to me it Would
All Fall Down
On me
And Kill me...
There Are Some Folks that
Raise People Up and Other
Folks Who Think They Can Cut
A Highest Sycamore Tree Down With Words...
In Other Words, Hehe, Sticks And Stones May
Break my Bones
And Words
That Attempt
To Cut Down
Tallest Trees
Surely Have
No Influence on 'Titanium' With Smiles...
For After All, i Never Forget, i was once 'A Smallest Sapling'...
It Doesn't Matter Who Someone is, i Treat Small Trees the Same
i Way i Treat myself...
i Always Have
Control Over
How i Treat
Others and
How i Generate
Bliss Within Enough
Whole And Yes Complete With
Smiles, Thanks Again for
Welcoming my
Peculiar
Way
of
Expressing
Philosophy my
FRiEnD And if my
Life is Any Example,
i Didn't even Start Living until i Reached 53...
If i Had Been William Shakespeare And Died
at 52, i would Have Never even Really Started Living Free...
Surviving The Suicide Disease For 66 Months, Was Surely A
Challenge to Make it until 53, and Finally Truly Becoming Free...
Yet It's True
Without Thorns
A Rose Will Not
Survive to Flower
Nearly As Much...
And That's Life; All
Thorns And FLoWeRS
All the DarK Thru LiGhT
If We Can And Will See Mystically, Whole RiSinG Rose
Complete Enough ALL IS What Makes Life The Beauty
It Can
And
Will
GRoW iNto Now....
Some Folks Call the
Experience God And
It's No Wonder, if They Don't
Understand the Amazing Bliss
They Feel in Creative Autotelic
Flow IT Surely Feels Like a Metaphor
of Being Visited By Angels Within Best
Thing of All
Hehe it's
Not limited
to One Damn Religion
Or One Label of Some
So-Called God To Bind
And Bond Over Tribal Domination...
Usually the Thorns/The Marginalized
Of Any Culture or Even A Home, Break
Through This Way In Greater Human
Original Creative Potential; Basically,
Joesph Campbell And Jung's Archetype
of the 'Hero Journey' my FRiEnD FOR ANYONE
HEHE, YET
AGAIN not
Everyone
Can And
Will Do It...
As It is the
Epitome As
Assessed through
Human Potential of
'The All Seeing Eye
of the Pyramid' HAha,
to Coin Another One
of Someone Else's Creative Phrases...
Creative Privilege Trumps 'White Privilege'
Hehe; Not Hard to See When Ya Live in Trump
Town USA
of So Many
'White Frowns'...
And Truly
Ignorantly Sad...
Same Frowns
In Walmart And
Church; Doesn't
Make A Bit of
Difference
Where They Stand or Fall...
i'm Still Standing With A SMiLe
my FRiEnD, 'God Experience' Enough for me...
And By The Way, i Never Pre-Plan What i Do
No Different Than The Ocean Water Makes Shores With Waves...
HAha, My Wife Once asked me if 'Google' Formatted it Automatically for me...
If i Knew How to
Write or Dance
i'd Never Be Able to Do this...
And That's The Part that's Almost
Impossible to Understand Until
Someone Receives this Gift
From Within As It's Truly
Like a Quantum
'Neo' Jump
Out of 'The
Matrix'
My FRiEnD...
i Experienced it in 8th
Grade Winning A Christmas
Story in Two Home Room Classes
of 80 Kids; And In A Philosophy Class
At 18 in Junior College; It's More the Real
Feeling of MaGiC Doing it than Any Effective
Results That Made me Always Wanna go Back
to the Creative Flowing Autotelic Blissful Place Within...
HAha, i Even Checked A Book Out on Creativity
To Try to Figure it out in College; Yet, Barely
Could Muster the Focus to Start the Book;
Why i Tried 20 times to do it; Yet Just
Couldn't Do It...
There is No
School For this;
Only Do When
The River Springs From Within...
Some Folks This Way Gonna Love Ya
To Death And Others Will Hate You More
To Spring
Even
More Creativity...
There Really Isn't
Any Down Side to
Life Living this Way, hehe...
Both DarK Muse And LiGHT Muse WorkS Well...
And Truly That's How One May Master "tHE ALL iN {GoD} All" Within...
It's Truly Healing As Science SHows Meditative Autotelic Flow Is And
Yes An Only Explanation of How i Recovered From So Much Pain and Numb in 2013...
The Record of HoW it
ALL Happened
Still exists...
And That's A Joy of Creativity;
Sharing What Individually Works...
To Potentially Spark Others to Help Themselves...
Not Everyone Sees that Value; Others Actually Do IT...
Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds
GOD
Effect
Bleeds
DarK
iNTo LIGHT
SMiles Dear Savvy
Seeking Finding Being
Divine Holy Sacred Creative
SPiRiT Within This Flame
Seeking Finding
Being This
Flame
In Others
True And
Yes Setting
All Experience
Of Existence Afire
Seeking Finding
Being This Creative
SPiRiT This Flame
Of God In All We Move
Connect Co-Create All
We Do
ToGeTheR
Loving Freer
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
DarK
Thru
LiGHT
Eternally NoW...
SMiLes Dear Sohair Beautiful
Song And i Do Agree
God is Like the
Wind There
Is no Imprisoning
The Wind in Any
Made Human Jar...
And While We
Don't See the
Wind We Verily
Do FeeL it Surrounding All...
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
Just Came Back From
A Place Where Someone
Suggested i Need to Learn to Write
'Normal' Hehe if Anyone
Is Gonna Be Able to Understand me...
It's True Not Everyone Utilizes the Right
Brain Metaphor of Intelligence to Write Poetry
In the Part of the Mind That Thinks in Visual
Images Yes Pictures Feelings Senses A More
Wholistic View of
LiFE Through All
The DarK Hard
And Wonderful
Colors oF LiGHT
iN LiFE True Yet What
A Gift Poetic Free Verse
Writing is As We Connect
Both Sides of Our Brain Express
All of Our Feelings And Senses DarK
Thru LiGHT That Do Not Get Repressed
Causing Somatic And Other Kinds of Long
Term Emotional Pain Yes to Express All Of our
Emotions Feelings Senses Is to Let Go And Become
EVeNTuALLY
More Totally
Free and
Relaxed
To Dance
And Sing
Creatively More
Bringing Great Joy
And Understanding
Of Painful Events in Life
For Support to Others Yet of
Course There Will Always Be
Naysayers Who Do Not See Value
In Doing Life Freer More Wholistic
Using All Parts of MiND Body SPiRiT
HeART SoUL Yes Holding Hands At
Best too Inhaling Peace And Inhaling Love Now...
Apology Accepted; Considering That i Receive
Accolades All Around The World As Documented
Everyday, For The Way i DON'T WRITE NORMAL, NOW,
i Surely Don't Ever Wanna Go Back to Writing Normal...
True, Where i Locally Live (Trump Town USA); Outside of My College
Educated Family, Folks Have Difficulty Understanding me too; Yet in
Other Countries, Highly Educated Teenagers Have No Problem at all.
It's Just A Different Way of Doing and Viewing the World; Some Folks
Get It,
And Some
Folks Do Not;
It takes A lot of So-
Called "Right Brain
Intelligence," What i
Was Severely Deficient
In Before In "Left Brain Hell"...
The Doctor's At First
Wondered if Both
Sides of my
Hemispheres
Could Even Communicate
As Part of A Decades
Long Condition Then,
(Autism)
Never the Less, i Used
To Approve Technical Printing,
Which Is No Surprise, Excelling
In The Metaphor of "Left Brain
Intelligence"; i Was Often compared
to A Computer, The way then i Always
Did Life Logically and Solved All the Work
Related Problems, Other Folks Couldn't Figure out...
The Printing Jobs, Then, i Approved in Technical Writing
Were For the Military, For An Entire Military Installation;
The Boredom of Editing 'Normal Writing' Was Just About Enough
Not to Enjoy Living; Other than Driving 60 Miles, to And From the Job
Each Day As A Result of a Federal Reduction In Force that Only Lasted 3 Months,
Thank Goodness; Other than
That This Isn't
A Site for
Normal
Folks, Thank God...
Normal Is No Fun; Did it
For 5.3 Decades, and it Almost Literally Killed
me And Dox Is Correct, i Can't Help Enjoying Every
Word And Every Step of Life, Ever Since 19 Actual
Medical Disorders
In A REAL Life
Threatening
Synergy, 8
Years ago,
Just Melting
Away in the Breeze one Day
At the Beach in Yes, What the
Doctor's Attending to me Identified
As A REAL Miracle of An EvenT of A NATURAL CURE...
Ever Since Then, i Have Basically Been Pleasing Women
Every Where i Go With Dance And Or Song of Poetry; With
Plenty of Documentation to Prove That Ad Nauseam too...
Anyway, As Cyberdad Related Above; Yes, it Can Be Easier
to Hold Down A Job Intellectually Disabled, Than With Autism
For Folks Who Are So-called Higher Functioning; Seen it Happen in Real
Life too As We Hired Both Autistic Folks and Intellectually Disabled Folks
In Programs
At the Military
Installation of
Which i Supervised
Some of the Individuals...
Matter of Fact, One Intellectually
Disabled Janitor Named Walker Was
The Only One Who Could Figure out
How to Enjoy His Job, When Everyone
Else Wanted to Leave; Yes, BeCause of
A Perfectionist Female Navy Captain, Who
Was Also An Intellectual Bully; He Wasn't
Too Smart
To be Happy;
Just Like Down's
Adults Who have
Enough Kindness to
Turn Around And Shake
Someone's Hand in Church,
While Everyone Else Remains
Stone Cold Zombies, Barely Alive For Real...
i Learned How to Be Happy And Make Women Happy;
That's Enough for me, For Damn Sure, Compared to the Hell Before...
Being Autistic Is Really Hard And The Doctor's Who Diagnosed Me
Before Have Suggested i Practically Did the Impossible in 'Curing' it;
Have a Nice Day...
Surprisingly,
'They' Still Say
my IQ is Off the Charts;
Which Just Means, Hehe,
Now THere ain't no way to Measure it...
And It's A WELL KNOWN FACT THAT IS HOW
ORIGINAL CREATIVITY WORKS; JUST FREE ASSOCIATIONS IN FLOW...
WHERE MORE HUMAN POTENTIAL IS UTILIZED TO TOUCH MORE 'BASES'
OF POTENTIAL CREaTiVE EXISTENCE...
Yet Again That Obviously
Doesn't Give Me Any
Privilege Restricted
More to the
Metaphor
of Places
of "Left Brain"
Only Thinking...
And That's Okay, the
Folks Who Post here, Generally,
Are Far From Representative
of the Entire Autism Spectrum;
i've Seen Others Try this place
Out And Be Intellectually Bullied
In All Kinds of Disgusting Cruel Ways...
i've Never Had A Problem Understanding
Anyone's Writing Here; Including Days
That Others Bullied Folks Suggesting
They Weren't Making Any Sense at all;
Not So Bad Anymore; Hehe, i've Kind
of Paved The Way for A Better Understanding
That Not Everyone On The Autism Spectrum
IS A
Computer
Like me Before too...
i Basically Come Here As i Don't
Expect to Fulfill All of my Human
Potential Where Everyone is Loving me to Death, hehe...
It's Part of the Reason, i Still Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds At 61,
At the Military Installation, i Still Have Base Privileges to
Work Out At; Where i Arranged for close to A Million
Dollars of Gym Equipment i Picked Out for me too,
Just In the Nick of Time, Before i Retired Early then;
Hehe; Never Been Active Duty, Yet i Find New
Ways to Do Bootcamp Everyday; NO PAIN
NO GAIN;
THE WAY
HUMAN EPIGENETIC
POTENTIAL IS UNPACKED
AND RELEASED IN ENVIRONMENTAL
CHALLENGE; EITHER MEET IT OR CREATE IT NOW...
i Don't Have
to Create it
Here, hehe...
All i Gotta
Do is Come
Back Each Day...
For my "Medical
Dispensation"
To "Work-Out"
Here at this
Support
Site For
People Even
As Strange As me...
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh eyes of beauty
Light's TRUE Love
Oh eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
who
LOVES..
and no
one no
no one
Will take
that away
When eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES...
Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds
GOD
Effect
Bleeds
DarK
iNTo LIGHT...
Conceived on Or
About September 20th
Close Enough to the Fall
Equinox 62 Years Ago Just
Another Harvest Full Moon
in 2021 Versus 1959 Then
And Little Old me Only Psychologically
Significant to me as This is ALWaYS HoW
Synchronicity
BirthS ETeRNaLLY NoW...
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Do Live
Do Breathe
Do See
Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings
Within
Touch the
Sky Below Higher
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works...
Generally Speaking Love That is Really Real Now
Wants to See The Least Harm For All of Nature...
Love That Is Not So Real May Have Some to
Numerous Rules for Exclusion...
The More Folks Cooperate
And Love One Another The Better
They Generally
Get Along...
Bonobos
Surely Are Totally
Polyamorous Without
Any Papers of Ownership...
And They Are Among the Most
Peaceful Loving Animals in the
Animal Kingdom on Earth Love is
Love Bonobos
Prove Love
Needs No
Human CuLTuRE
To Work With Least Harm...
Unless We are Less Advanced At
Loving Compersion Over Hateful Jealousy
Which We Are As We Simply No Longer Practice
Putting People First As A Human Species Based On
Love Any More
As We Used too
Before Faster Cars
Became Lovers
And Bigger Homes
Become God Now too...
There is However Another
Aspect of this As Some Human Beings
Are Naturally More Liberal And Open Minded...
They Are The Kind of Humans Who Don't Get
Offended When Michelangelo Sculpts a Naked
Statue of Jesus Now Same Way He Did David too
And the Ceiling of the Sistine Chapel Painting True...
The Catholic Church Didn't Unclothe All of Jesus Until
the Year 2017 As i mentioned Before Strangely The Church
Has Left Their Man-God Emasculated This Way For Thousands
Of Years
Before...
Yet True If God
Will Be Called
Him God Will Be
Called Her and The Rest
of Us As Well As Children of
God Where All Of Nature Shares
This God Prize Where No Member of
The Body of God Is Any Less Than Any
Other Even if Michelangelo Sculpted
Jesus and David With A Tiny Member
As True Back in Those Days 'Small'
Was in Vogue For Artistic Aesthetic Man Porn Haha...
And No, i'm Not Kidding That Was the Male Style then...
Not Unlike Lions Larger "Packages" Get Ripped off For REAL
By Large Claws And Large Jaw Teeth And On the Other Hands
It is Similar to Gorilla's
Who Live in Big Harems
With Multiple Ape Mates And Small 'Members' too...
There Are So Many Interesting Oddities in Mother Nature True...
i'm Proud of You Annabel as you Refuse to Get 'Pigeon Holed'
Now in
Any One
Predictable
Mold Yes Necessary
Indeed For Human
Creative Potentials Fulfilling
in Fruition Most my FRiEnD...
When The Startle Response Becomes
Exaggerated It's A Potential Sign of
An Eventual Decline Toward
"General Adaptation
Syndrome" As Stress
Becomes Cumulative
As Stress Hormones
Steadily Slowly Destroy
All Bodily Systems As Such
Like Acid That Builds Up in
The Blood Stream Over Years
And Perhaps Even Decades too...
Re-Creation Necessary As Pandemics
Make Respite So Much More Difficult
In Spite of All the New DarK Challenges
That Seem to Never End
And the Health Care
System is Most
Stressed
The Pit of the
Fire of Unrelenting Stress...
Yet True A Restaurant Without
Enough Employees Will Come in
Somewhere in the Top 10 too as
Managers Work continually 70 to 80
Hour Weeks to Rise Above the Surface
Of The Ocean As Employees No Longer
Show Up So Hard to Find All that's Left
Is For the Top to Do the Bottom As Well
To Keep the Whole Ship of Business
From Sinking Now True Meanwhile
The Mexican Roofers Across the
Street At Least One Named
'Jesus' Are Listening Now
To The Mexican AM
Radio Station Coming
In A Van From Texas
That Looks Very Much
Like the Ones From the
Late 70's With That Used
Van Vinyl Smell Yards From
The Van Never the Less These
Folks Ain't Sitting Still Behind A
Desk They Are Dancing to A Forage
Of A Job That Continually Moves Differently
Only Real Danger Is Not Using A Safety Harness
On A Roof Yet Birds Rarely Fall From the Sky and
Monkeys Rarely From Trees Until They Fall Ill and
Die As They LiVE iN Animal Homeostasis Balancing
As They Live Life Foraging As Continual Re-Creation
in Balance Where Fight or Flight is Only Used for Real
Life or Death
Situations
In Life...
Oh Yeah, When
Everything Starts
Reminded Ya About
Death That is Another
Sign of General Adaptation
Syndrome too Just another
Warning Sign From Our Subconscious
Mind As Evolved to Get Away And Start Living now
Or Face the
Karma
of Waves
That Simply
Rise and or Fall
As Tides Go in And Out
Thing is They Keep Moving
Never Trapped Sitting Still Behind
Screams of Screens That Never SHUT-UP...
Anyway i Was pretty close to Your Age when
i Started Experiencing these Symptoms out
of 11 Years of Chronic to the Last 2 Years
of Acute Continuous Work Related Stress
About A Year After That Everything
About Life Underneath my
Skin Went
Broke...
Yet of Course on
The Autism Spectrum
With Bi-Polar Disorder
Non-Specified i Was Just
An Early Warning System
As Such Just Another Canary
In A Coal Mine You May Be Much
More Naturally Resilient than me
Then As i Had PRACTICALLY NO
KNOWLEDGE OF INTUITION OF
WHAT IT EVEN MEANS TO BE HUMAN
WITHIN...
A Cat Will Scratch
Now And Bite when
IT gets overstimulated
By Environmental Stress...
i Had No Teeth or Claws then...
i Grew Some And Now Everything Is Alright Balancing...
Yet the Practice Never Ends for Animal Homeostasis...
Yeah, i Remember Riding Down the Road then As the
'DEAD END SIGN' TOOK A WHOLE NEW MEANING...
For It's True There is Positive And Negative Synchronicity too...
All For Signs
to Marry The
Night And Merry The Day...
'Love The Foe' is my
Favorite; And 'This'
Is A Wonderful List
(DarK Muse, A
Fabulous Muse
For Those Who
GeT HoW to Use IT)
That Points Out A lot
of the Ignorance of the
Bible; Yet There is So Much
More, And So Much More That
Self-Proclaimed Followers of
'Jesus of Nazareth'
Seem to
Never
Follow;
Not Sure What
Part Stinks Worse, HeHe...
Trust No Sacred and Holy
Text that Writes Without Humor;
Otherwise, One May Never See God is A Joke too...
Anyway, 'Works' Speaks Louder Than Words; Even
When 'Works' Are Only Words...
Some of The Kindest People i've Met on the
Planet Earth Are Muslim Women; Yet THeir
'Holy Book' Supports Just As Much of the
DarK Of Humanity
As the Christian
Bible Does too;
And Of Course that
Includes Buddhists Who
Still Discriminate Against
Homosexual Folks And of
Course Jains Who Forbid
Women to Hold High Holy Places too...
Let's Face It; Humanity Ain't Perfect And Never Will Be...
Meanwhile, Discard All the Ignorance of CuLTuRaL Clothes,
Smile and Hug
And Even Break
Out in Joyous
Dance and
(Works
for me)
Loving
Song and
Yes Use the Foe
to Your Best DarK Muse Delight...
Loving Night As Much As Day
Generating Our Own Weather
Of Happiness Within Just
Heaven FOR REAL NOW...
No Matter What or Who
'the Weather' is
'Out THere'...
Have A Nice
Day, Lovely One...
FOR IT'S TRUE, 'THE
ForM' OFTeN REFLECTS
VERY LITTLE OF ESSENCE WITHIN...
In Just
mY
OPiNiON
At Least, NoW.
And Oh By 'The Way',
'Inhale Peace Exhale
Love', Which Makes me
A Most Fundamental REAL
And Evangelical Christian
As 'THEY' STILL REALLY COME FOR REAL
Or Just "Love One Another", Whatever
Fundamentally 'Works' For 'You' Now too.
Do Live
Do Breathe
Do See
Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings
Within
Touch the
Sky Below Higher
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works...
Timely Indeed
Freya aS Endemic
Becomes
Startdemic
From NoW on
As Even Where
Preventative
Measures Are
Freely Accessible
And Available There
Is An ULTiMATE
Alldemic of
Ignoricism
Indeed A
Religion
Supported
Blindly That
Harms Rapes
Maims Kills
Most
As Your
Novel Overall
ToPicK HeaR
To Stay
And Take
Breath Away...
Good Waves
And Bad
Waves Night
Day DarK iN LiGHT...
Let's Do Some Quick Math Regarding Social Welfare
For All; Yes, Including Bridges, Roads, And the Rest
of the Infrastructure too...
The W Bush Administration
Used A Tragedy of 9.11, to
Orchestrate An Unwarranted War
In Iraq Over the Bind and Bond of A Virtually
Separately Related Catastrophic Attack upon the United States...
In Doing So, Trillions of Dollars of Wasted Tax-Payer Money Were Used
To Tear Down A Country And Build it Back for the Wallets to Get Thicker
From the Contractual Aspect of the Industrial Military Complex Then And
Overall, Continuing For Years to Come... And Additionally, Speaking, in the
Process of this POLITICAL SCAM OVER 100,000, 'conservatively' SPEAKING,
INNOCENT BROWN MUSLIM FOLKS WERE KILLED IN THE PROCESS OF THE SCAM
AND THEN WHAT HAPPENED:
FINANCIAL COLLAPSE AND
THEN WHAT HAPPENED: SOCIAL
WELFARE FOR A FAILING BANK SYSTEM
AS ORCHESTRATED BY THE DEMOCRAT ADMINISTRATION
THROUH OBAMA AND THE YOUNGER VERSION OF JOE BIDEN....
And True, Some Liberties of Privacy Were taken Away As Well
to Track Potential Other REAL Terrorist Activity From Coming Our Way...
The GREATEST GOOD FOR OVERALL SOCIAL WELFARE ORCHESTRATED
By That Democrat Administration Rule is Most DEFINITELY OBAMA CARE,
CHANGING the Social Welfare of Millions of Americans in Many Ways Like
My Sister's Ability to Retire Early From A Military Contractor With Government
Subsidized
Health Care
Yes, Yes, Social
Welfare Enhanced
Life, Government
Supported Indeed!
Fast Forward Slowly
To the Trump Administration
Where Basically A Malignant
Assessed Narcissist is Elected
As An Already Empirically Assessed
Despicable Leader As He Promised
In Advance That If He Shoots Someone
on 5th Avenue in Public They Will Still Follow
Him Now As THEY DO, AS THEY DO, AS THEY STILL DO,
Even Though His Ignorant Unmasked Role Model Behavior
As Assessed Led to Over 600,000 Pandemic Deaths As Folks
Still Willingly Drink the Trump Kool-Aid, Even After He Has Been
Soundly Replaced By A More Empathic Assessed Leader in the Most
Secure Election Ever Held As Assessed by His Own Appointed Officials;
Never the less, And Horribly And Ignorantly So, Over 70 Percent of His
Minions Still Blindly Follow Him, Even After The Then Senate Majority Leader
McConnell And the House of Representative Minority Leader, Both Republican
Top Leaders, Both Admitted in the Face OF THE ACT THAT TRUMP HELPED TO
INCITE A DEADLY
F A i L e D
INSURRECTION TO
OVERTHROW THE
DEMOCRATIC PROCESS
OF ELECTING A NEW LEADER,
CORE TO WHAT IT MEANS TO
BE ABLE TO LIVE IN A FREE COUNTRY AT ALL...
As Over 70 Percent Still BELIEVE A BIG LIE THAT TRUMP WON...
HINT: HE LOST, HE LOST, HE LOST, BY 8 MILLION VOTES FOR REAL.
SO WHAT DO YOU DO IN A 'S' STORM OF REPUBLICAN SPONSORED
IGNORANCE FROM LEADERSHIP FALLING DOWN TO MINION RULES NOW...
You Do the Best You Can And Will to Get Things Done, Even Though as Proven
Before, All the Republican Leadership Will Do is Protect Their Power and Status
And Positions No Matter How Many Ignorant And Innocent Folks Fall In their wake
To Politically
Motivated Pandemic
Laws to Help Harm
And Kill Even More
United States Citizens...
Land of Those Who Try to
Change things for the Better
And Land of Those Who Fall
Fall
Fall
More to
The Religion
And Yes Hopeful
Theocracy of Ignoricism...
Is The Democrat Rule Perfect
to Establish Greater Social Welfare...
Obviously Not; Yet Greater
Than Pure Selfish F in Evil on Show For All the World to See
in Specific Measures, Like Laws That Seek to Provide Dangerous
Environments For School Learning Children And the Church Holding
Hands With That Portion of State With Crowded Congregations With
Parents
Not Requiring
Even Their Own
Children to Wear
Masks to Stay Safe
in What Has Been A Peak
of Pandemic Danger and Death
In the State of Florida, the Last
Several Months and Other Minion
Filled States That Fall to the Rule
of Despicable Leaders Who Only
Care About Their Selfish Political Lives And Gains...
THE DEMOCRATS ARE DOING MORE; They Are Seeking
To Improve the Infrastructure For Basic Living Conditions
To Survive and Thrive in this Country And Have Already
Provided Social Welfare, the Republicans Were Not Willing
To Allow in A Deadly
Pandemic; Is it Enough: No;
IS IT More Than Republicans
Would Ever Dream to Help
Social Welfare Of ALL Concerned: HELL YES...
AS WHOLE, The Republican Party Has NoW As
Much Compassion and Concern For Social Welfare As
The GRINCH
WHO CONTINUES
TO STEAL CHRISTMAS
YEAR AROUND WHO
IS PRACTICALLY INCORRIGIBLE...
Welcome to the 'Beast' of the United States....
Not Even Worthy of the Name Social Animal in Some Parts...
PS..
X.. Poetry is a first
step to dance...
Poetry is
a missing link...
Poetry is a 'Lonely
Heart's Club Band'...
Poetry is
a 'Dead
Poet's Society'
Where Poets
just Love to
get inspired
and Live
and
that's
a Poet
to me..
Hi Poet
of another
Color as Poetry
is another Color to me...
We aRe aLL Brothers
and Sisters of another
Universe.. and Poetry
gives me a fully
opportunity to
feel and see
that difference
to understand
it with a heart that
grows larger to
dance and sing..
rather
than
sit
still
and wilt...
Yes expresSing
freely Poetry
is the Fountain
of Youth..
and as history
and or herstory
shows to be a free
poet and truly free artist
is often to practice alone...
So perhaps the name
'Lonely Heart's Club'
expresses
ART
overall
the best
when done
FULLY FREE...
Yet no i'm never
alone when i am
ART as ART is that
voice of GOD in me...
And truly to
me GOD is ART
as GOD sMiLES
in HUMAN BEING...
i respect ART no
matter what...
And that's
why.. i sMILE...
Oh yeah.. and a friend now
is one who lets one speak
whether one has the time
or ability to listen or not..
or UNDERSTAND...
'cause NoW it's
the FEELINGS
THAT COUNTS
Most AND THE
HUMAN
BEING
OVER
WORDS
ALONE
AND OTHER
LOFTY GOALS...
*fuller opportunity
replaces fully
*larger heart
not smaller
heart... yet
'you' already
know yet that's
just so no else
with a 'finer'
pencil
will
erase
me from
their heart...
Poetry expresses
the human condition
oh so well..
Confession oF an X-
Perfectionist..(me)
not X.. smiles...
letting miStakes
go is also
the path to
human
freedomS...
iN US
AND OThERS...
i don’t know anyone from here
Who is touched by Writings of
Kafka that’s why i travel as far
As India and will always Wish
You Good Morning Good
Evening until you no
Longer Wish to Hear
Hellooove from me then...
No.. Doesn’t matter what
Kind of Doll you Become
Next it’s Worth noting you
Look in your Twenties With
The Black Jacket on and like
An Elfin Teenager Without It...
Honestly with the Jacket you
Look little like Kafka might
Interest you Without the
Jacket perhaps better
‘Suited’ to play
With Dolls you are an odd
Doll so sublimely beautiful
Ever Changing mesmerizing
my never ending interest
In Your Humanity this way...
Smiles you would almost
By Default have to be
Interested in writings
By Kafka to still
Be interested in
An ever Changing
Good morning and
Good Evening as obviously
Even though the poses may
Look similar the Doll of
Me Is Ever Changing
And Hopefully Evolving
Toward Light to a Younger
Soul Doll with little to
No Weight of Karma
Except to give and
Share more of
The Doll i
Become too.. i was missing
You a lot last night not sure
Why i always want to lend
You A shoulder yet it is
Always an Art to determine
How Tall a Shoulder you
Need
Or
Want as it
Is with Everyone
As no one’s Doll stays
The Same even Dressed
The Same Way DarK Thru LiGHT
Meanwhile Now still writing letters
to
A Doll...
Not Unlike "John Bluto Blutarsky" Currently i do not Attend
University/Work Giving me a 0.0 GPA And i Never Carry
Money Either...
Anyway Like 'The Dude' off the "Big Lebowski" Movie
Exclaims 'Lot of Strands to Keep in Old Duder's Head'...
Welcome
Dear Freya
Keep The
Write UP!!...
True For Now Dear
Doc Marginalized
Volcanoes
May Be
Yet Yes
Erupting
Later Changing
Entire Landscapes New...
Aww And You
Are So Sweet
And i am so
Glad You are
my Every Day
FRiEnD Who
i Love Making
A Smile to as SMiLes
Are Human Love Beyond
Labels Never Running out
Or
Away
Indeed You are my Hero too...
Do Live
Do Breathe
Do See
Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings
Within
Touch the
Sky Below Higher
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works...
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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The_Znof wrote:
Being a Canadian Roofer is bad enough - Mexico?
I dont know how they do it.
I dont know how they do it.
Watching 'Them' Across the Street in Action, the Mexican Immigrants,
Have Relatively Lower Centers of Gravity, Plenty of Melanin, And Little
Body Fat Seems to Be An Advantage As i Haven't Seen Any So-Called
White Folks Attempting to Roof Here in 110 Degree Heat
Index in the Summer For Years in Florida, No Way
i Would Or
Could
Do it
as my
Only Real
Fear These
Days Is Heights
And it is Rather
Extreme as i Don't
Even Like Walking out
on A Fishing Pier hehe...
Other Than That Their Work Ethic
Is Obviously In Focus As They Move
With the Precision of A Ballet Troupe
in Action As You Can tell They Appreciate
The Opportunity to Live Freer Here in the United
States With
A Lot of
Cultural
Cohesiveness
in Their Sub-Culture...
Not a Bad Way to LiVE iNDeed...
And Without Their Expertise in
Roofing and Resilience to the
Elements, the Deep South
Would Be Ironically
Very Screwed After
Hurricanes Now
Yes
Considering That
So-Called Christians
Chanted Here With
Trump's Support in the
Panhandle "Shoot 'em"
As Trump Said "Only in the
Panhandle of Florida Can You
Get Away With That" in A Rally to Shoot to Kill...
Some of the Folks Where i Live Are Very Kind And
Others Don't Have A Lick of Real Soul Conscience Left...
As Basically That's How it is Everywhere When 'Those Kind'
Of Folks Find A Dark Bond And Bind over to Raise Their
Darkness to
Be Heard
From
Their
Common Motels
in Broad Daylight...
Yet Ya Have to Be Careful
Analyzing it Lest We Fall In And
Get Stuck And Can't Get Out of Their 'Hotel-6'...
Hehe, Only Problem is Our Roof is 17 Years-Old
And Now Seeing How New And Beautiful the Cross
The Street Neighbor's Roof is She's Even More Motivated
to Insist on A New Roof, A New Blue Subaru SUV, And
Whatever Else Comes Up Between Now And When
i Finally Get my Full Retirement Pay From
Federal Civilian Service in June
At 62 As That Increase
May Get Eaten
All Up
By New
Stuff 'Buy'
More New Stuff
Hehe.. i could Live
off of Practically Nothing
Like My Mother Did With Just
500 Dollars of Social Security
Income a Month Refusing the
Supplemental Income She was
Entitled too As Well And Yes at
Three Dollars and Nineteen Cents An
Hour Out of College in 1984 i Made
Less Than That After 3 College Degrees...
Just Not into Things and
Money And My Wife
Can Do Without It
ALL
Until Money
Comes and
IS SPENT AGAIN... HEHE...
ANYWAY IT'S HER RETIREMENT
FUND SHE'S SPENDING AFTER
i Am No Longer Here As She'll
Probably Live to Be Even More
Than 124 Like me With SMiLes...
Just Because only 123 Has
Been Done Doesn't
Mean that
A 3
Minute
Mile Still
Won't Be Broken HAha..
_________________
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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WHere
Subject
iS 'A Writer'
Moon Light
Reflecting Day
If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?
Let's All Take A 'little' Walk On Our BeacH
Reptile Brain of Competition
Limbic System of Cooperation
Neo-Cortex At Best Coordinating
Cooperation
Even in
Competitive
Environments
Who Just Don't
Seem to Have
An Ability to Care
With Compassion
And Empathy For
ALL ToGeTHeR ALL
That Feels
Senses
So
Blissful
Ecstatic
Ascending
And So Transcendently
All Together Heaven All
Dear Savvy With Soon to
Come Fall Equinox SMiLes
A Day Early Of Course
Always True Now...
Lazarus and a Beer..
A story of two men..
AT the bottom of the pit
of hell in 40 sleepless days..
during the Lent period of 2008...
And Sure i Wrote IT on The First of the
Month March the Third Month of '16
i would have paid a million dollars
or infinity more if a drop of
beer could have given
me an ounce of
comfort to
quench the
death of my SoUL
In hell.. Yet at that point
there was no remedy for
the fire burning numb inside
me then.. so yesterday we are
coming out of Barnes and Noble...
And a large Black man is walking toward me
and says sir can i speak to you.. i am not
homeless.. i have a job.. Yet i am out of
money and if i could only have one
wish now before i go back
to the evil that is my
wife it would be
a beer.. can you spare
me a couple of dollars for a beer...
And i said.. wow..!.. OMG.. what honesty you have..
if i had a dollar on me i would give it to you..
yet i do not carry money.. and i said bless
you for your honesty my FRiEnD...
Honesty is always the
best option.. i
exclaimed..!
as i walked away..
and so i asked the money
keeper.. my wife.. then when i
got to my car.. where she was
Waiting for me there.. if we could
spare the honest man who wanted
a beer a few dollars.. and she says
yes.. and we are wanting to go
see and document the
destruction of
the Tornado last
week as the sunset is coming
Soon.. yet instead we go search for
the black man and i decide to give
him a $5 bill.. to get two beers
if he likes.. and he has already
traveled several city blocks
on foot.. and we see him
on the side of the
road and
we stop by
and give him the 5 dollar
bill and i tell him.. when i was in
hell i would have paid a million
Dollars for that beer
if i could have
gained
any relief
from the fire/
numb then.. ANYway...
The thing is.. regardless
of what he would do with
the 5 dollar bill.. some folks..
who had money.. had a kind gesture
for him that day.. and what
i KNow/FEEL for sure..
iS no act of kindness
no matter what it is
is too
small
to save
the world..
it could even
be a beer to a man
who wanted a little
comfort from the angst of life...
For His World Then At Least Real...
And ha! if you go to a psychiatrist..
it is no less addictive to get a pill
of Ativan.. and actually MORE ADDICTIVE
TO GET A PILL OF ATIVAN.. and one would
buy their friend a beer in a bar.. so why not
a stranger on the street
who is just
another
human
brother
or sister...
ALIVE
WHO JUST
WANTS RELIEF
FROM AN INSANE WORLD...
And to be clear i do not drink or
smoke or even do caffeine yet
i totally understand
why people
Do.. and i dam
sure ain’t the one
who is gonna point
out the board that
i’ve experienced in my
sleepless eyes as REAL
back
then..
Life is
a real b8tch
IN hell.. folks
in heaven
should
care about
that and do whatever
they can to help it seems...
Whether the
prudes and
propers or
prescription pill pushers
say it is correct or not...
After all 'Jesus' changed
the water into
wine..
huh..
and only fools
would think it is
F88KING GRAPE JUICE...
SURE.. there was angst then too..
i would have taught the black
man or at least showed
him how to
dance..
to relieve his angst..
Yet he probably already
saw me do it somewhere
in town.. and knew and felt
that he could be honest
with this man who is
honest
enough
to dance free
and wild again..
Perhaps it was his
‘roots’ who could see
THAT TRUTH AND LIGHT..
or HA! MAYBE i’m like 'Lucifer'
in that Fox TV SHOW Then AND
FOLKS TELL ME THEIR HONEST
DESIRES
WITH
NO LIES...
WHEN i peer into
tHeir soul wITh
sHades
oF eYEs...
Watching 'Them' Across the Street in Action, the Mexican Immigrants,
Have Relatively Lower Centers of Gravity, Plenty of Melanin, And Little
Body Fat Seems to Be An Advantage As i Haven't Seen Any So-Called
White Folks Attempting to Roof Here in 110 Degree Heat
Index in the Summer For Years in Florida, No Way
i Would Or
Could
Do it
as my
Only Real
Fear These
Days Is Heights
And it is Rather
Extreme as i Don't
Even Like Walking out
on A Fishing Pier hehe...
Other Than That Their Work Ethic
Is Obviously In Focus As They Move
With the Precision of A Ballet Troupe
in Action As You Can tell They Appreciate
The Opportunity to Live Freer Here in the United
States With
A Lot of
Cultural
Cohesiveness
in Their Sub-Culture...
Not a Bad Way to LiVE iNDeed...
And Without Their Expertise in
Roofing and Resilience to the
Elements, the Deep South
Would Be Ironically
Very Screwed After
Hurricanes Now
Yes
Considering That
So-Called Christians
Chanted Here With
Trump's Support in the
Panhandle "Shoot 'em"
As Trump Said "Only in the
Panhandle of Florida Can You
Get Away With That" in A Rally to Shoot to Kill...
Some of the Folks Where i Live Are Very Kind And
Others Don't Have A Lick of Real Soul Conscience Left...
As Basically That's How it is Everywhere When 'Those Kind'
Of Folks Find A Dark Bond And Bind over to Raise Their
Darkness to
Be Heard
From
Their
Common Motels
in Broad Daylight...
Yet Ya Have to Be Careful
Analyzing it Lest We Fall In And
Get Stuck And Can't Get Out of Their 'Hotel-6'...
Hehe, Only Problem is Our Roof is 17 Years-Old
And Now Seeing How New And Beautiful the Cross
The Street Neighbor's Roof is She's Even More Motivated
to Insist on A New Roof, A New Blue Subaru SUV, And
Whatever Else Comes Up Between Now And When
i Finally Get my Full Retirement Pay From
Federal Civilian Service in June
At 62 As That Increase
May Get Eaten
All Up
By New
Stuff 'Buy'
More New Stuff
Hehe.. i could Live
off of Practically Nothing
Like My Mother Did With Just
500 Dollars of Social Security
Income a Month Refusing the
Supplemental Income She was
Entitled too As Well And Yes at
Three Dollars and Nineteen Cents An
Hour Out of College in 1984 i Made
Less Than That After 3 College Degrees...
Just Not into Things and
Money And My Wife
Can Do Without It
ALL
Until Money
Comes and
IS SPENT AGAIN... HEHE...
ANYWAY IT'S HER RETIREMENT
FUND SHE'S SPENDING AFTER
i Am No Longer Here As She'll
Probably Live to Be Even More
Than 124 Like me With SMiLes...
Just Because only 123 Has
Been Done Doesn't
Mean that
A 3
Minute
Mile Still
Won't Be Broken HAha...
"Listening With Our Hands
Seeing With our Hearts
Knowing With Our Senses
Understanding Without Words"
Oh Lord Dear Cindy
i Had No
Idea This is
Called "Cranio-
Sacral-Therapy" too...
As Actually i Get the
Same Exact Benefit
From A Free Moving Meditation
Dance Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses Yes
Similar to Tai-Chi
too as Science
Does Show
Moving Meditation
Mindfully Aware
Does Provide
Therapy For
Folks to Do the Same
As Yes Somatically The
Body Keeps Score in terms
of Emotional Traumas That
We May Hold As Repressed
Tensions in Our Bodies the Bio-Feedback
of Body and Mind Helps Create A Greater
Potential for Emotionally Regulating And
Sensory Integrating Life All In All in More
Joy
Now of Peace Inhaling
Loving All Of Life Exhaling
Love Still To Come my FRiEnD
Now With SMiLes
Whatever Works
Use it to Your
Greatest Potential...
i've Found What Works
For me Requires No Lessons
At All Looking Deep Within my
Body TaLKinG Back to me in this
Way Still Guiding me to Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Even More my FRiEnD
The Writing Part A Dance Brings As Song Usually
Next True...
The River
Continues
to Flow
Water
Wave
Ocean Whole Now
As Any Free Guitar Man And
Or Woman Might Play With SMiLes...
Hehe And Yes At 61 i'm Still Usually
The Strongest Dude on the Machines
i Work Out on At the Military Gym Particularly
The Leg Press Machine at Up to 1520 Pounds
Yet True Hehe, Yes,
After A Free Dance
In Public For Many
Hours Coming Out
of Our Very Small
Honda Civic Ex Coupe
Still Running Since 2014
Strong Yet i Do Look A Little bit
Like Fred Sanford From 'Sanford
And Son' As i Crawl (All 245 Pounds) Out
of the Car And Make it up the one Stair Step
To Get into Our Kitchen With SMiLes TO REFUEL.. HAha...
Yet There's Always A Day Next to Be Young At Soul Again my FRiEnD..
Triva Note: Red Fox Started That TV Show At age 50 Three Years Before
i Even Started My 8 Year Stint of Public Dance Still Ongoing And Growing With
SMiLes
Yes 15,414
Miles as
of 9.21.2021...
God How Can i Possibly
Forget About the 21st of
September i Was
Conceived on Or
About That Day
In 1959 And
Additionally
That Was the
Specific Day
That me
And Katrina
Actually
Hooked
Up in 1989
And Ever Since
1959 i’ve Been
Coming
To Spread
Too Much
Information
With No
Filters
Hehe Yes
i Do Remember
The 21st Of “September”
By Earth
Wind And
Fire And
“After the
Love Is Gone”
Song Playing
On The Dance Floor
At A Disco In 1979 When
My First
Love Broke
Up With me
Yet i’m Still
Partying
Like it’s
1999
Thanks
To A Guitar
Player Named
Prince And
‘Bread’ Reminds
me Now Hehe
Go Find
Another
Place to
Play Now
As A “Guitar
Man” Have A
Nice
Day
Ashe Flash...
SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
In General, Love That is
Platonic, Romantic, And
Agape Is More Pandemically
And Technologically More Distant
To Relate Than Ever Before Yet
At Least Technology Does Provide
Some Kind of Long Distance
Connections Even
In Small
Towns
Where A
Smile is Still
Masked Away
From Freedom of Love
True There Are Many Ways
To Send Bouquets of Flowers
These Days And Fortunately
Flowers too Are Still Immune
To Both Pandemics And Technology True...
Considering That Science Agrees
This Pandemic is only A 'Startdemic'
Of A Global Economy That Will Support
An Environment For Many More Pandemics to Come...
This Isn't A Future Where Humanity Can Afford to Just
Ignore Ignorance of a Subset of Humanity That Keeps
The Health Care System in A Constant State of Overloaded
Responsibilities That Can No Longer Even Meet the Demands
of Those Who Need ICU Care for Other Totally UnRelated Illnesses
That Demand
Immediate
Care for
Survival...
And Of Course There Are
Other Far Reaching Economic
Struggles Associated As Well
Still To Come As This is Just A New
Modern Challenge That Will Become
More Difficult Than Ever Before Both For
The Spread of Ignorance And A Global
Economy That Supports Human Vectors
of Pandemic Disease; Of Course, There's
Always An Option of Shutting Yourself
Out of the Ignorance to Be Safe; Yet it Would
Be Nice If Enough Folks Cooperated Where One
Day it Might Actually be Safe to Go Unmasked
In A Place
Like Frigging
Church, if they
Would Have Enough
Frigging Common Sense
To Protect the Sanctity of
Breathing Life At Least by
Frigging Social Distancing
The Congregation away From Each Other;
The Ignorance Amazes me more Everyday;
'They' Cancel Eating Get Togethers, Yet Keep
Folks Packed in Sardine Cans Unmasked For An Hour...
If They Could All Just Agree That 'Jesus' Says Wear A Mask
And Get Vaccinated to Save Each Other That Would Help For
Real; Yes, Harm,
Injury, Long Haul
Syndrome And Deaths
Would Definitely Go Down
In Trump Town USA Places
Where Ignorance of Politics
Holds Hands With Church the Same...
At Least, Where i Live in Such a Place, The
Binds and Bonds of Church And Politics still
Holding Hands Against Protective Measures
For A Deadly Pandemic is Part and Parcel of
The Real
Religion
of Ignoricism
Now The Church
Holds Weekly Leading
Folks Down into A Valley
of Pandemic Disease Deeper...
It's Not Any Easier to Change this Now
Than Convincing Someone That A 2000
Year Old Dude Really Doesn't Get Revived
Literally As Flesh and Blood in A Wafer of
Bread And Wine Now Where At Least 'They' Don't
(Yet, 70 Percent of More Introspective Catholics
Refuse to Believe That Literally)
Allow Anyone
To Drink out
of the Same
Frigging Glass
As A Practice
of Unmasked
Unvaccinated Mass...
WE CANNOT Eliminate The Human
Propensity For 'Magical Thinking' Yet
YES, WE Can And Will Potentially Steer
IT Away From Nightmares to Better Dreams...
Actually Coming to Fruition Now For Real...
There Are People here on this Site Who Insist
They Are the Most Rational Folks in the World...
Yet They Still Believe in A Pagan Zombie Death Cult
Where a Dead Person One Day Is Gonna Come Back
to Life and
Destroy
All their
Enemies...
And Send them
To A Better Place Next...
Beliefs Like that OH GOD DeViL
YES WaKinG NIGHTMARES
IN HOPES OF
FRUITION
Do filter into
REAL LIFE OBVIOUSLY.... Now...
And to Be Clear, It Doesn't Have to
Have Anything to Do With Any
Specific Religion to
Come out
The Same
Way; Folks
Who Bond over
Nightmares Binding Do
Bring Their Ideologies to
Fruition...
in
'Real Life' too...
NOPE, PEOPLE WHO
DIE IN A WAITING ROOM
Where There Are No ICU Rooms Available
With An Acute Life Threatening
Illness Have Family Members
Who Disagree With the
Suggestion That the
Unvaccinated Are
Mostly A Danger To Themselves
And Again, The Health Care
Workers Are Getting Burnt Out
Enough NOT TO RETURN TO WORK...
Without Enough Health Care Workers Everyone
Suffers and Of Course Break Through Infections Do
Kill Elder Folks For Real Too And Those Who Are More
Vulnerable
With Associated
Conditions As Well...
And Additionally, Again, Now
This isn't the Last Pandemic
Or Necessarily One That Still
Comes That Vaccinations Don't Touch...
Even Ones Still Propagated in Variants
of the Current Pandemic in 'Petri Dishes'
of Unvaccinated
Folks Concentrated
in Places Like Churches
In Places of Ignorance Around our Country still...
This is Way More Complicated Than Just A
Pandemic of the Unvaccinated...
And Potentially More Deadly
Than MOST FOLKS ARE
CONCEIVING OF NOW...
Of Course, Ironically,
This is Coming From
A Very Conservative
View Point Regarding
The Value of Healthcare
And Well Being of All Associated
With "Love One Another;" Yes, All of Us Together
That Seems Like Such a 'Foreign' Idea to Some
Folks at
Most
In Just
Plain Ignorance
Of Love FOR ALL At Least For Sure...
If Folks Developed A Kind of Education
That Was More Compassionate Towards
All Their Fellow Human Beings; Yes, Empathy
Would Spell Wear A Mask That Spells Love the
Same And Yes Get Vaccinated to Save a Neighbor the (Love) Same...
Ironically, The Same Essence of the 'Love Story of Jesus' That Somehow,
Someways, in Ignorance Of Those Who Profess to Follow the Teaching of
So Called
"Jesus
of Nazareth"
Fail to Act ON,
Even if they Pay (Pray)
Lip Service Only With Ears...
SMiLes
mY FRiEnD HiMaLi..
FoR MELodieS HeARTExisTence..
SuRELy MuSiCSoULSPiRiTNoW...
Can’t Stop! Dancing!
Have ‘Happy Feet’ Now!...
If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?
Let's All Take A 'little' Walk On Our BeacH
Embrace Darkness Dive in Seeing
A Window To Somewhere New Yet
to Explore Diving Deeper to
A New World Colored Grey
Scale Yet A New
Sun New
Words
Yet
to Rise Within
Out of Shadows into Light...
It Doesn't Seem Like Jesus Had Any
Idea how Rare Autotelic Personalities
Are Other Wise He Would Have Seen
the Futility to Change
Where the Material World of External Rewards
Is As Close to Heaven as 'they' have ever Traveled
NoW 'Outside' of Soul 'Inside'
'Living Water' iS A Within Job
Not An Outside
Job Like 'A Carpenter'...
Hehe.. Depends on
Creativity of A Poet
And Intuition of
A Reader And A
Bit of ‘Chaos Magic’
As to what Secrets
Poetry May Hold
And Reveal of
‘Egregores’
To
Come...
Moon Light
Reflecting Day
Sunshine Child
ReMeMBeRinG
Within Phoenix
DanCinG
RiSinG
Reborn
Flying
Within
Ashes
Burn
Once
Again
Breathing
Sunshine EYeS EasE...
WHere
Subject
iS 'A Writer'
If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?
Fascinating Really And 'That' Probably Explains
Why The Other Very Creative Folks Who Obviously
Also Live Almost Constantly in Elevated Consciousness
Have No Problem Understanding my Writing Either Whether
They Are 17 Or Close to My Age As i Tend to Hang Around
Extremely Creative Folks Outside of this Internet Site and
Occasionally Here There are Folks Who Obviously Are Experiencing
Elevated States of Consciousness Who Understand What i am Relating
More From a State of Elevated Consciousness too Where i'm Totally in Flow
And Using So Much
More of my Subconscious
Potential in Focus as Such...
And Yeah, i'm Diagnosed
Bi-Polar Non-Specified As
i've Experienced Extreme
Depression Where All Creativity
Is Out of the Question and my
Psychiatrist Who Has Seen me
Very Creative And Always In Flow
Agrees That My Natural State of
Being is Basically Hypo-Mania...
Yet i Am Able to Regulate my Emotions
And Integrate My Senses Through A Meditative
Song of Poetry and Flow of Dance Where i Stay
As Peaceful as The Eye of A Hurricane Within
And Basically Never Run Out of What Some Folks
May Describe as A Force of CHI That's Basically
Just An Autotelic Flow That Stays Almost Always
In Plateau...
Hehe, i See
A Psychiatrist
Every Three Months
And He Says He Always
Looks Forward to Talking
To me So He Can Learn
Something New From me...
On the Other Hand my Danger
is Going Back to Low So i keep
My Hypomania in Check That's
Really Easy to Do Now Compared With
Dealing With All the Stresses of Work...
Anyway, It's Just Creativity... Some Folks are
Able to Get into A State of Consciousness to
Understand it As i Write it in A Similar State of
Consciousness too...
Thing is It's Always
Bliss that i Master...
i'd Be A Real Fool not to do it...
And Of Course Some Folks Experience
Mania That Can Become Absolutely Painful...
And That's When The Roller Coaster Comes to A Crash...
Boom...
And Just
Smoke Falling
After The Firework Show...
In This (Mine) Case Most
Definitely Creative Privilege...
Anyway That's Two Votes For me
to Get to Stay on 'The Island' Hehe...
i Scored A 45 On the Autism Scan As
Designed By Simon Baron Cohen When
i Came Here in 2010 And in the Summer
of 2013 When i Was Basically Reborn Back
With A Creative Consciousness i Scored 11...
That Really Blew the Minds of All the Folks
Who Had Seen me From Before; Indeed, Like
A Totally Different Human Being Yet of Course Yes
The Metaphor of the Archetypal 'Hero Journey' Out
of 'the Cave' Back into the Light of Sunshine Within Again...
Mood Disorders Are Highly Correlated With Human Creativity
And In General As Studied Higher Standard IQ People More Often
Are Able to Balance The Highs and Lows By Keeping Neo-Cortical Control...
Basically The Old Yin And Yang Metaphor of Balancing Mind And Body 'Soul'...
It Comes From my Maternal Side And Some of Those Relatives Who Didn't Inherit
My Father's Asperger's Genetics Indeed Struggled And Struggle to Even Survive...
It Probably Happens A lot As The Super Masculine Quiet Father And Super Feminine
Mother With One Cold and Aloof and the Other Super Empathic And Extremely Creative As Well...
So Yes, A Good Thing
Opposites Attracted
It Seems For me and
My Sister As Well With A Touch of Both...
However She Has More the Mind of my Father...
My Mother Was a Published Poet Yet There Aren't
Enough Trees in my Yard to Publish my Book Haha...
There are No Job Descriptions or Rules in 'Wonderland'; Just
An Enhanced Ability for Original Creativity That By Very Nature
Means A Smaller Target Audience Who Can Even Understand
What One is Expressing in Art And Generally Speaking A Smaller
'Gene Pool' to Find FRiEnDS in As Well; Yet the Internet is A Very
Large Ocean And There are Other Super Creative People Who
LiVE iN Wonder Land True
And This Really Isn't Off Topic As There are Quite a Few Folks
on the Autism Spectrum With A Co-Diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder
And The Title of this OP Would Have Been More Realistically, "What
if You Are Autistic, What Kind of Privilege Do You Have As Autistic"
As The OP Listed His Personal Issues As They Relate Specifically to
Being Autistic Outside of Folks Who Are NOT Autistic And Are White...
So What If You Are Autistic And Bi-Polar And Choose to Use ALL OF YOUR
HUMAN POTENTIAL TO EXPRESS ORIGINAL CREATIVE PHILOSOPHY ON A SITE
FOR THE NEURODIVERSE
Dominated By Very "Left
Brain" Thinking Folks As Far
As Who Posts Who Are More Interested
IN Debating What's Already Been Done
Than Actually DOING ORIGINAL CREATIVE
PHILOSOPHY NOW; Considering, i Became
A Topic of This Thread As to If AM A 'Viable
Human Being' to Be Included on 'This Island'
THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SUPPORT SITE FOR
THE NEURODIVERSE AND NOT JUST A SUBSET OF
THE 'STEM
MAJOR
INCLINED'...
IT'S True People like
me are Discriminated against
on this Site for the Neurodiverse...
(Yes, VERY SYSTEMATICALLY)
And This Continues ON As This
Thread Clearly Relates As Well Now;
No Different than Black Folks in Jay
in my County Who As Recent as 1984,
Experienced the Systematic Racism of
Not Even Being Able to Visit A Town After Dark...
At Risk of Some Kind of Potential Injury to Their Life...
I've Always Been Reasonably Civil on this Site. And It's True
What i Do Goes Beyond Most limited 'Boxes' in Life in Complexity,
Length, And Depth of Rabbit Holes of Art; Never the Less i am the
Poster Child All Grown
Up For Expressing
Neurodiversity
Freely Without
Harming Others Beyond
What it takes to Scroll by
me if they Don't Have the
Kind of Human Potential Required
To Understand What i do... What's Really
Amazing is that i Was Able to Turn that Side of
my Human Potential Off Enough to Survive 33 Years
in the Actively Paid Work Force and 25 Years For the
Same Federal Employer Long Enough to Retire Early
(And Earn 3 College Degrees Close to the Top of the Class)
After i Just Couldn't Fit in Anymore With the Challenge of
Both Autism And Bi-Polar Disorder... My Whole Life Has
Been A Tight Rope Dance Higher and Higher Yet Through
'So-Called Disabilities', And Associated Labels As Such, i have
A Kind Of Human Potential
Expressed That Most Folks Can't
Even Imagine Exists in Terms of
How Great Life Can And Will Be
When All of Human Potential is Set
Free in Balance And No Longer Held in Prisons
Now of Rules and Job Description Restrictions...
Yes it'S A Whole Lot Like the Metaphor of
'Neo And His Matrix' That He Lived in Before
or Nietzsche's Dream of Doing "Superman''
The Way i Do it All Natural And Free Now...
A Future Lesson NOW For those WHO 'GET IT',
TO WELCOME FOLKS LIKE ME ON EARTH... (And The Wrong
Planet) OR DON'T; AS WE WILL FIND A WAY ON OUR OWN...
HeHe, with a little help from FRiEnDS More like 'US'...
These Days Even in Trump Town
USA, Amazingly As it Happens
Everyday i Dance in Public
A Free Style Original
Creative Mix of
Martial Arts
And Ballet
THEY HAVE TO GET USED
TO ME AS THEY ARE IN
MY FROG POND NOW
And i Slowly Boiled
Them Where They
Don't Even Notice
Where They Are When They See me now...
And That's Pretty Much the Moral of the 'Matrix' Story too...
It's A Small Club for Neo's and Superwomen Without Any Labels Yet Free...
Other than that i Still Turn this Off Long Enough to do the Taxes Once a
Year, And General Speaking my Wife, 'WonderWoman' Takes Care of all the
'Earthly
Duties'
Hehe,
including
Reminding me to Eat...
And When i'm Late to
An Important Time, Date,
And Place, in the 'World of Matters'...
Alternately, Yes, Boogie Wonderland With Song
my Green Acres in Colors of Eden Forever now...
In Short, Let's All Try to Put Our Actions Where
The Stated Philosophy of this Entire Site is And
Actually SUPPORT THE NEURODIVERSE HERE AND
STOP TRYING TO FIT THEM INTO SELFISH BOXES
THAT BELIEVE THAT EVERYONE SHOULD BE JUST LIKE THEM...
(Yes, Yes, i Realize That's Difficult For Folks Challenged With Deficits in
Cognitive Empathy And That's Part of Why i'm As Patient as i am here)
Yet, See the thing is, i Have Skin As Thick As Steel Now;
Not Everyone does...
People Do Deserve
Avenues to Express Their
Neurodiverse Nature here
As Long As They Remain
Civil and Don't Go Bullying People
For Being Different as i've Seen Here
Ad Nauseam WAY TOO DAMNED MUCH...
i Don't Tattle
Tale, It's Not
My Nature As
My Skin is Way
too Thick to Get Butt Hurt These
Days, Never the less, the Other
People who Don't Have that
Privilege, Deserve Their Pursuit
to Be who They Are Free Now too...
So Here's Another Title And Topic
(Really The Same one in Essence) Someone Might Explore
Here Further Again "What if You Are Really Neurodiverse and You
Come to the
'Wrong Planet'";
How Will Folks
Treat You Here;
Will They Welcome
Your Differences Or
Shun You And Complain
About How You Express
Yourself Differently Than Everyone Else;
It Should Be An Aim Exercised, in my Opinion...
And Honestly, The Environment For the Truly
Neurodiverse is More Accepted Here than Ever
Before, And True i am An ULTiMaTE LiTMuS Test For That, hehe...
WHere
Subject
iS 'A Writer'
Moon Light
Reflecting Day
If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?
Let's All Take A 'little' Walk On Our BeacH
And For Now To Wrap Up This New MacroVerse
"WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW" As i Attempt
To Lighten the Load oF A Pandemic September Again in 2021
With Some Never Ending Christmas Cheer of Ever Green Trees
of LoVE iN
CoLoRinG
New LiGHTS
YeaR Round
DarK Thru LiGHT
Now With Morning
Noon After Noon Real
Delight As Moon LiGHT
Feels Just WRiTE For Harvest Full
Moon After Never Ending TWiLiGHT
For Eternal
NoW Peace
Inhaling Love
Exhaling For my
Own Vision of Boogie
Wonder Land in Forest
of Eden Plentiful Fruited
With Gardens of Abundance iN LoVE TRUE
iN LiGHT
From DaRK Again too
So Yeah An Ending Quick Tale
of The Tape So Far As the Last Completed
MacroVerse “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament"
As That Endeavor Rises Close to A MiLLioN Words on
The Wrong Planet in 13 Months Effort Now Running Close
to 66,000 Views Now in 2021 Yes That MacroVerse is Also
The 952nd MacroVerse of "SonG oF mY SoUL" Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem NoW iN 97 Months And 9.7 MiLLioN Words
As It Appears It Will Hit A Rainbow Sized Length of 10 MiLLioN
Words By Christmas Day This Year On or About the 18th of that
December 2021 Month for 100 Months of EPiC LonG FoRM Poem
Writing Then Yet Anyway “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament" Also
Serves As the 280th MacroVerse oF EPiC LonG ForM Poem Subchapter
"Nether Land Bible" RiSinG to 7,232,144 Words in 64 Months Ever Since
Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 As That Was Also When i Began A String
Of Grand Cross Bibles That Would Be Written From Memorial Day Weekend
Until Christmas Day All Larger Than King James Sized Efforts With Separate
Volumes of Grand Cross Bible 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, And Yes By
Simple Guessing of Progressive Matrices Christmas of December 2021 Will
Mark the 6th "Grand Cross Bible 2021" All 7 Month Efforts Yes Again Now Larger
Than the King James Sized Effort From Memorial Day Weekend Until Christmas
Ever Since 2016 As That "Grand Cross Bible 2021" Will Be The 11th Titled Subchapter
EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Inclusive of "SonG oF mY SoUL" Then Yes All Efforts
As Titled Longer than the Old King James Effort too as This Entire Effort is Already
12 Times Larger Than the Old King James Size Try and Around 120 Times the
Size of the Old Quran too in 97 Months of Writing So Yes Getting Back to the
Quick Tale of the Tape hehe, Yes “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament"
Also Triples As the 177th MacroVerse of "FB Profile Pic Bible" That Rises
to 5,630,135 Words in 52 Months Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017
Where Those Words Are Also Included in All the Facebook Profile Pic
Description Areas Averaging Between 8 and 9 Thousand Words Now
in Series of Facebook Profile Pics That Tells A Very Long EPiC
Long Form Poem Bible Story There too All Personal of
Course With Plenty of Global-Wide Associations
And Viewpoints Influenced By People All
Around the World As Most All
of this is a Copy And Paste
As Parts of A Poetic
Dialogue on
My End
From Countless
Other Places Around the Globe...
And Yeah i Wrote a 114,652 Word
6 Volume Erotic Poetry Novel Too
Yet Just Too Much Going On Since
Covid-19 To Get Inspired to Do that For Now hehe
i Guess 6 Volumes And 114,652 Words Covers Enough of that too...
And Sadly After 298 Dance Week Night Events With All the Cool College
Age Folks At the Metro Dance Hall Covid-19 Shut Doing That Down Safely
on March 12, 2020 And If it's Ever Really Safe to Go Back i'll Be Back i Always Come Back...
As This Concludes "WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW" And Considering Lowe's
Home Improvement Store Is all Lit Up With Christmas Trees and Halloween Decorations
In September Why Not Start Celebrating Christmas SPiRiT Year 'Round Real Kinda
Hard Not to Do When You Are Writing A 10 MiLLioN Word EPiC Longest Long
Form "SonG oF mY SoUL" By Christmas of 2021 True This Is How You
Make Every Word of Life Holy and Sacred in Meaning And Purpose
in Blissful Feelings Flowing Autotelic Within Same With Holy And
Sacred Meditative Steps of FLoWinG Free Autotelic Dance as
That is Where i'm Going Next Before i Get Glued to This
Screen And Chair Like Just Another Fossil Fly
From
Jurassic Park
Hehe At Least
There Will be
Some Words and
Pics Left of me Sure
Over 100,000 Photos i
Took and Over 10,000 You
Tube Songs For Theme Music
For All of the Words i Come to Create too...
Anyway if Anyone Thinks it's A Headache
to Read this imagine What it's Like to Write
it yes Effortless Tao Non-Knowing Wu Wei Ease it is to Do True
Sort of Like What Those Folks Do in Combat With Swords on the
Matrix series of Movies And All the Other Super Hero Movies Yet
i Use Other Symbols That Don't Actually Draw Blood at Least Hehe
A Bit More Like a Very Large Helping of Bread And Wine in Words for
Those Capable of Seeing and Hearing What i am Doing Here Nothing
Really New Folks Have Been Doing This Through Ages of Sages More...
September 21st, 3:58 PM Writing Complete Now Perhaps to Publish
it Electronically
Too in Full
Form
on the
Fall Equinox Next...
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"Up, Up And Away"
"A Day in the Life"
i'LL CoME BacK To THaT
It's True Dance is Change
And IT Scares Some Folks
For The Song Also Comes Next
Bottom Line 'They' Locked
God in Some Books And Told
God You Can't Play God Said WiLL
Trust Me You'LL Understand
When you get to the end of the SonG
Dance Continues Now For Real
SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD HiMaLI
Lovely it is that
Even More
Beautiful
Sunrises
Above
Concrete Villages...
Even when
‘She’ isn’t
‘Free’ Now
She Is still
Ruler of Life...
Smiles.. ask any
Husband
Who
Is Truly
Married..
to Love...
Not Unlike Comic Book Super Hero
'Hell Boy' i Did not Even Get Started
Until age 53... Takes A While to Get out of Hell Free
"Sometimes it is hard to explain
why you find a person beautiful."
"To be loved and to love is nice."
Bottom Line 'They' Locked
God in Some Books And
Told God You Can't Play
God Said WiLL
God is the Child
Who Refuses to Die
Trust Me You'LL Understand
When you get to the end of 'the SonG'
Dance Continues
Now
Darkness
Light
Shadow
Breath Smiles
That’s Five Now
You Choose Six
How About Love
Dance Free
Until You
Don’t
Think
Voila
A Song
Free in
Focus
Comes Next...
Pleasure Dear
Doc Thanks For
Your All Inspiring
Birthday Balloons
With SMiLes
of Joy More...
Souls Dances Sings
Deep With No Plans
Yet Truth to Breathe
Rhymes Never Plan
What Wisdom Sees Deeper
Melody HeART BREaTHES
Empathy Compassion Releases
SPiRiT oF Love
Freer to
See
Be Yes
Flying Higher
Feeling Sensing
Life To Ever Live Again
As Now Is All THeRE iS
You Touch Existence Soul
Deep Where Love Breathes And Bleeds
Most
Real
For All
With More
Than Eyes
And Ears to See
All The Thorns All the Flowers
All the Roses RiSinG HiGHeR LiGHT Out of DarK
Other than That This Lovely Poem Hemalatha Set
Your Soul Free NoW Nothing Left to Judge Just Be
You
Who
iS i Am NoW...
All That's Left THeNOW
Eternally More LoVinG Free...
'Up, Up And Away' 'Your Song' my Beautiful Balloon
Up, Up and Away my Beautiful my Beautiful Balloon
Thanks Dear Doc True
We Will Fly And Thanks!
For Providing A New Theme
SonG For A New MacroVerse
i Am Writing While Proof Reading
The Last One As Microsoft Word
Has No Value in Original
Human Creativity
To Correct
Mistakes That
Are Only New Balloons
CoLoRinG To Fly Hehe Yes my Beautiful
Balloon And Hope Your GrandChildren's
FRiEnDS Enjoyed the Multi-Colored Balloon Birthday
Hmm This Gets me in a Bit oF A REAL Mood For A 5th
Dimension of "Let The Sunshine In" After All it is A Cool
Fall Breeze Day in Florida With All This
Dry Air i Finally Feel
Like i Will
Even
BREaTHE Hehe
Windows And Doors Open
Wife Shampooing The Carpet All Smells Well
All Is Well In Wonderland's Garden of Eden Now With SMiles...
No More Paw Prints From Eden With My SiGNaTuRE Garden Smell...
And i Know i LiVE iN The United States As This is Starting To Sound Like
A Carpet
Cleaning
Advertisement
Yet Perhaps it is
As i Hop Back on
mY MaGiC Carpet Ride
See Ya Later Dear Doc With More SMiLesss...
Story is the Backbone of Culture
As Words Both Oral And Written
Come to Spread What Works Best
And Not So Best From Before Yet
Sadly Spreads What Works Worst
And Even Worse From Years Before
Truly Anything May
Come What
May And Go When
Human iMaGiNaTioN
And Creativity Holds Hands
In Rarified Abstract Constructs We
Create Before And Now Again to Sweep
Away Old Stories And Affirm Them Now too
So False
or True
Story
Remains
As Grains of Sand
FootPrints to Create
Old or New Next So Where
Will We Go True i'll Try to Relate
Where i am Now And Where i've Been
Yet Ever Inhale of Peace Exhale of Love
Is Another Potential Story Greater to Take
Than What's Ever Been Danced And Sung
For me Than Ever Before And This is what
Is So Sad About Covers Of Books Both
Front and Back For They Attempt
To Begin and End A Never
Ending Beginning
Story Now
Of Eternal
Breath Changing
EverMore As Peace
Inhales Love Fearlessly
More To Dance And Sing Who We aRe NoW...
As Love Comes There is Distance
Yet Still the Same Ocean of Love
Connects Deep Within Smiles
HeART Feels More Than
The Mind Knows Better
Usually
i Am an Ocean of Love Offering Boats Struggling
Against Rough Seas Respite With Well Wishing i Bring
And When Those Boats Go Away The Ocean is Most Always Secure
Understanding That When Real FRiEnDSHiP Love True And Agape...
You KNoW Dear Rue You Have An Answer to All the Religious Ills That
Spread Around the World Of Tribal Exclusion And Limiting Nature's Way
of Being Human And That Truly is Replacing The Term God With Love
Agape As After All Yes John Does Relate God is Love So What Part of
God Is Love Don't Folks Understand Still These Days Now...
i Wore A Shirt to Dance in the Mall That Has a Corinthian's
Chapter 6, Verse 17 That Says "Whoever is united with the
Lord is one with him in spirit." Yet Sadly Some Folks
Believe That Jesus Has A Last Name of Christ Where
If We Really Wanna Dance Sing Trinities Christ is a Metaphor
That Means Anointing SPiRiT Of Agape LoVE iNCaRNaTE
In Human Messenger Pure to Give and Share Free For All
And As Such Jesus Was A Son of Loving All Yes The
Being The Do the Action of God That is Agape Love
Now WHere in Greek Son Actually Means
"Nature of" And In this Case Nature of Love
Agape mY FRiEnD Sadly The Name
Of JeSuS Has Become Tainted in
The United States And Synonymous
For Banners That Support Gallows That
Chant Hang a Vice President of the United
States Who Refuses to Over-Turn An Election
And Destroy the Nature of Democracy in a Deadly Insurrection Attempt...
And Sadly Synonymous With Support For Freedom From Wearing Masks
In A Peak of a Deadly Variant Virus Pandemic That Has Killed Young Vibrant
FRiEnDS of Mine as Well Where Children Are Left Unmasked in Church
Packed Like Sardines With No Social Distancing With Only A Handful of
Adults Who Care about the
Sanctity of Breathing Life
Enough to Lift A Cross to Protect
Their Neighbor As Light as A Cotton Mask...
So Sadly in a More Cosmopolitan Town And
Mall Some Folks Smiled At me When they Saw
The Writings on my Shirt Yet Some Looked in
Disgust As They Related That Shirt and that Name
Jesus to Support of So Much in the World That is Truly
Evil Still Today... And That's Truly Sad Dear Rue as in the
Last Few Decades And Even Before That Using the Bible to
Support Slavery and Keeping Women Mute With No Rights
To Vote and Still No Rights to Hold Priestly Order and That
Extends out to Religions As Peaceful And Non-Violent
As Jains too my FRiEnD In Your Country of India Still
Who Wouldn't Even Kill A Germ Staying Masked Yet
Prevent Women From Holding High Orders of Holy
And Sacred Ways of Holy Women As Much As
Holy Men...
Hear is my Favorite Verse in the Bible As it Relates
To The Spirit of Agape Love of the Metaphor for the
Universal Christ Spirit That May LiVE iN US All to
Give and Share Free With No Restraints my FRiEnD
It Takes all The Labels, Still The Skin, And The Body
Parts Away All Nation And Religion And Caste And Gender
And In Doing So Takes Sexual Orientation Away too
Where The Transgender Person or Homosexual
Person's Love as Universal Christ Holds No
Second Place As the Last to Love is Still the
First to Love Now No Ifs and or Butts my FRiEnD
In "The Son" Yes this Greek Term That Originally
Means "Nature Of" Yes Nature of Agape Love Eternally Now
As Yes Paul Must Have Been in A Particularly Agape Love Elton John Mood
Then When He Was Speaking to the Galatians in Chapter 3 Verse 28 Below...
28 There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave
nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are
all one in Christ Jesus.
And Before i Move Any Further As A Real Angel Sent to
Earth to Protect Agape Love And Bring Jesus Back to Life
And Of Course All Words Are Metaphors This Way As No
Angel Has Ever Existed Before That is Not In Any Human
Soul Mind in the First Place of Humanity Dear FRiEnD Yet It's
True The Spirit of Love This Universal Christ Will Still Be Found
in A Dog's Eyes As Franciscan Priest Richard Rohr So Eloquently
Saint Francis of Assisi Describes He Found Union of God's Agape
Love in His
Dog FRiEnD's Eyes
Perhaps A Golden Labrador
Retriever in Your Future Love
True God As Well my FRiEnD
And The Bonobo Still Who Lives
Inhaling Peace and Exhaling Love
As a Way of Life that Paul Describes Above
For All With No Labels of Exclusions Has Lived
This Way With No Cultural Symbols At All Long
Before Humans Dreamed This LoVE Breathing
LoVE iNTo Words Dear FRiEnD Yes Still Love is
Real Agape And Supersedes All Of Humankind
My FRiEnD Still This Spirit of Love This
UniVersal Christ Now That Comes
Well Before All Human Beings Taint it
With Labels of Exclusion That Mean Nothing
Pure in the SPiRiT oF Love That And Who Refuses Love Agape
By DiViDinG LoVE iNto Any Smaller Part of God Than Loving All...
Let's Remember Always That The Good Cop Jesus Forgives the
Enemy And Loves That Enemy As Loving Self and God All That the
Good Cop Jesus Loves as Far As Turning the Other Cheek Forgiving
All Injury Done to Him And When Jesus Hangs on the Cross According
To the Story Still Jesus Forgives the Thief Beside Him And Invites him
Into Eternal Love Then Always Now Even if the Last Moment Before
Death on A Cross And When Jesus is Suffering Jesus Asks God
Why Has God Forsaken Him 3 Times Yet in that Darkness
Jesus Empties Himself of Love And Comes to Do the
Greatest Act of Love of All Forgiving God
For the Darkness That Gives Rise to LiGHT
Paul's Chapter 13: Letters for Corinthians
The Way of Love
13 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, I gain nothing.
4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;[b] 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8 Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. 11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.
13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
Paul's Chapter 5: These Letters to the Corinthians Came First Before Paul Evolved
In Love to Make God All About Love However Paul's Definition of Love is Far From
Perfect As He Separates The Sinner From the Saint And Discards Them as Chaff
From the Wheat Before In Chapter 5, In Other Words He Forgets the Most Important
Part of Love the Part That Is Never Exclusive And Always Forgives of Course too
Including Katrina's Mother Whose Husband Went Out to Sea And She Strayed
With A Pacific Islander Sailor Off A Ship In Liberty of Partying And Then An
Angel Was Born to these Soul Soils of Earth One Who Would Retain Her
Beauty of Love Well Into Her 50's And It's True Paul also Disrespects
Homosexual Oriented Folks too in Some of His Other Writings Where
Science Shows That Homosexuals Are Nature's Response to
Population Pressures Where Naturally More Cooperative
Humans Are Born Without A Desire to Reproduce
Which Means They Are That Different Relative
Who Supports Folks Around them in Every
Way No Different Still than an Elton John
Song That has Inspired More Procreation
Of Children From Beautiful
Romantic Songs
Than Abraham Could Count
in the Stars of the Night Sky Bright...
i'll Leave a Ted Talk That Explains it in
A Way That Only A Soulless Unforgiving
Human of Love Could See in Any Different Way...
1 It is actually reported that there is sexual immorality among you, and of a kind that even pagans do not tolerate: A man is sleeping with his father's wife. 2 And you are proud! Shouldn't you rather have gone into mourning and have put out of your fellowship the man who has been doing this? 3 For my part, even though I am not physically present, I am with you in spirit. As one who is present with you in this way, I have already passed judgment in the name of our Lord Jesus on the one who has been doing this. 4 So when you are assembled and I am with you in spirit, and the power of our Lord Jesus is present, 5 hand this man over to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, so that his spirit may be saved on the day of the Lord.
6 Your boasting is not good. Don't you know that a little yeast leavens the whole batch of dough? 7 Get rid of the old yeast, so that you may be a new unleavened batch--as you really are. For Christ, our Passover lamb, has been sacrificed. 8 Therefore let us keep the Festival, not with the old bread leavened with malice and wickedness, but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.
9 I wrote to you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people-- 10 not at all meaning the people of this world who are immoral, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters. In that case you would have to leave this world. 11 But now I am writing to you that you must not associate with anyone who claims to be a brother or sister but is sexually immoral or greedy, an idolater or slanderer, a drunkard or swindler. Do not even eat with such people.
12 What business is it of mine to judge those outside the church? Are you not to judge those inside? 13 God will judge those outside. 'Expel the wicked person from among you.'
In Short If Paul Lived Today All 4 Foot 9 or So And Crippled As Some Say He Lived
As A Small Man Likely Involuntarily Celibate As Well Not Understanding What
Those Who Are More Reproductively Inclined Face in the Pressures of
Nature That Way
As Of Course he
Recommended
Folks Not to Get
Married And Have
Sexual Relationships
Which of Course is Against
Nature and Out of Order That
Leads to Some of the Problems We See
Among the Up to 58 Percent of Catholic
Priests Assessed As Homosexual's Within the Church...
For It's True When Nature Is Repressed Life Becomes Deviant
From 'the Norm' and in this Case Homosexuality Freely Expressed
Is Indeed the Order of 'Normal Nature' When Population Pressures Do
Come to Exist...
So True These Folks Are Less Inclined To Reproduce and More Inclined to
Play Priestly Roles And Where They Get into Trouble is when they Repress
Their Free Sexual
Nature As
Such and
All Kind of
Deviations from
'The Norm' Sprout
Out From Ignorance
of Being Who They Truly Are....
Happy Holy Thursday Rue As My Newest
MacroVerse Relates Each And Every Now Hehe
That i am Still Proof Reading And Putting together
Now HAha While Writing A New one Here at Your
("WiTH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW")
Home That You Are so Gracious in Giving me
Space And Inspiring What i Value Most in You
Agape Love That Has Eyes of Christ Real to See
And Inhale Peace and Exhale Love Even More
For it Doesn't Matter Who You Are You Have the Breath of 'Christ'...
This Universal Christ This Agape Love Ascending And Transcending All Dark...
As When Folks Ask me How i could Possibly Walk into a Place As 'Evil' As
the Catholic Church Now i Simply Dance Sing All the Words Become Love
Agape
i Forgive
i Simply DO
BREaTHE God
NoW ETerNaLLY
ALL Water Wave Ocean
Whole And So Much More Still To Come...
The Theme Song for this is "Your Song"
By Elton John However the Video Below is More
Important For Reason That Makes Love Wholer And Greater Erasing
Ignorance Lifting The Veils Blind As Such And Hehe if i Include Two Videos
Your Spam Folder
Will Likely
Eat me
(my Words)
Dead HAha...
Yet Not Kill me
of Course With SMiLes...
Oh A 'First World' Thankfully Still
Erased From Last World' Problems'...
Agape
Love
Cooperation
Altruism Be
Kind to One
Another Love
All Each And
All Another Us
ALL IS Still Our
Humane Best Way...
Prayers For
Ignorance
To Melt
Away
Love
Breathing
Exhaling Peace
Inhaling Safety
And
Freedom
For All Now
Again With Love
Free From Ignorance
Sadly That Harms All
Rapes All Maims All
Kills All
Most
Out of
Balance
Of Peace
Of Fearless
Agape LoVE SMiLinG...
A Simple Echo of Hellooove
The Sound of Every Wave
i Deliver in The Pond of
my Neighborhood
Each Morning
i WalK Now
And into
Global
Foray
As Well
Hope And
Pray You
Are Feeling
More Peace to
Inhale And Love
To BREatHE ALL
i For
One See
Life Living
For Loving All
my FRiEnD With
Hellooove A Word
That Comes From
Your
Breath
Too With SMiles...
SMiLes Yam Gratitude
For Every Inhale of
Peace Exhale of
Love DarK Thru
LiGHT All Moves
Becoming Holy
Sacred Dance
All Words
Song
Sacred
Holy True
Yes Life One
Great Prayer
In Gratitude
For This
Gift
Of Breath
Eternally Now
Giving Sharing Free...
SMiles Dear
Aleesha
BLiSSinGS
BLeSSinGS
To All
You
Love
True too
my FRiEnD
With SMiles...
Thanks Dear
Aleesha
Your
Poems
Always
Ocean
Deeply
Inspiring...
Blank Spaces Now
With No Names Yet
Soul Places With
No Dreams Felt
Fire Within
Yet To Flame
Flicker Dim
Yet Oxygen
Muse Will Bring
Dancing Singing
Melting Away All That
Blank SoUL SPRinGS
From DarK MaKinG Longer
Days Within Winter Warmth
SMiLes Dear Aleesha Fill the
Pen Up With Ink Rivers Coming Next Free
To Breathe
As Creativity
Returns to Dance Then Sing...
Due North
Fall South
East Wests
Summer Rises
From Winter's Spring
Equal Days And Nights
Equinox Rings DarK Coming
Longer Nights Seasons Weather
LiGHT
BReATHES
Creativity Springing
Fall Through Winter Dancing Within
SMiLes Dear Aleesha Keep Singing
Fall Through Winter Summer Dreams...
"When you give heartfully, forget about it.
When you receive gratefully, remember it."
So Beautiful Dear Savvy As HeART
Breathes So Free This
Way In Multiples
of Seven And
More That May
Not Be Returned Yet
Still Giving More As Our
Breath Becomes Even Stronger
A Living Loving Force oF LiGHT We Be So Free...
Every Now
Always Now
Dear Savvy
Happy
SMiLes
Star Loving
Grace in Balance
Strength of Will
Standing Taller on
Foundation of Love
Dancing Singing Freer in Balancing
Force To Be Now Forevernowmore
As Leaves Are Trees GRoWinG NoW
And Birthing New From Fall to Spring
Meanwhile Winter Holds Life to Come
While Summer FLoWeRS Grow Coming
New Life
Promises
Fall Again
For SPRinG
mY FRiEnD
Happy Fall Equinox...
Cool Breezes in Florida
Kind Respite From Nature
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Even More NoW As We Are Surely
All Part of this Spiraling Circle of Life True...
Reaching
For Love
Never
CeaSinG
Stretching
THiS Way Dear
Annabel
Indeed
my FRiEnD...
Putting People First
Dear Annabel When
All The “Make-Up”
Of Life
Becomes
More Important
We Lose The Inhale
Of Naked Peace That
Exhales Love Altogether
Real my FRiEnD
Yes God Bless Us
Without All the
“Make-Up”
CuLTuRE
Other
Wise
Breeds
To Separate Us...
Thanks For Dropping by “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament"
Yam i'm Glad That You Enjoyed The Images As True Poetry
Will Be Found in Images too And Now i'm Currently
Putting Together A Newer Blog Post Hehe
That Usually Takes A Day
Even After it is all Written
As There Are So Many
Multi-Media Parts
To Assemble too...
Yet It's All Fun...
Just to Do It For Free
Yes A Nice ReTirement
Hobby my FRiEnD With SMiLes...
The One i'm Putting Together is
"WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW"
As With A Cool Fall Equinox Breeze If Not For
Covid-19 There Will Be Many Fall Festivals
So i'm Just Gonna Continue to Celebrate
Christmas Always Now my FRiEnD in
SPiRiT of Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
For Free Just Giving Sharing Caring It
All Away For Kindness With Even More SMiLes...
Thanks Dear Yam For The
Kind Welcome Your
Poem is Very
Inspirational
Breeding
So Many
Thoughts
Have A Nice
Day too
With SMiles...
SMiLes As the Fall Monarch Migrates
Away From Coming Frosts Birds And
Bees Still Doing Their Job Leaves
Still Falling to Fertilize New
Sapling Spring Trees
The Rest of Nature
Dances and Sings
While Sadly Some Parts
of Humanity Have Taken Up
Tools oF iGNoRaNCE That Shoot
Themselves in Feats of Stumbling Away
From All Our Human Potentials Still To Come
True What Stumbles Does Pass Away What
Stands to Reason is What's Free And Safe For
All to Dance And
Sing Birds With
Wings Fur Still
Climbing Trees
Butterflies
And Birds Will
Continue to Migrate
And Do What it Takes
To Remain Safe and Free...
Now If Human Will Only Follow
the Play And Clean Up Their Acts
To Be Safe and Free As Wings And Fur Still Do
Forgetting All Of Human Ignorance Never Taking Up Human
Arms At All that Harm, Rape, Maim, And Kill Only For Contrived Greed...
Enjoy Your Pumpkin Latte And Keep Smiling With Your Fall Plaid Dress On Free...
At Least New
York, New
York
Cares Enough
To Set Themselves
Free in Safety Plays With Loving Life...
SMiLes Dear Yam How True it is
NoW There is No Limit to What
Human iMaGiNaTioN Will Do
Creativities Binding And Bonding
Language And Other Symbols That
Come to Express Cultural Ideologies
We Are Birthed into Spoon Fed Every Story
Of Our Life Pre-told This Way For Us Even
Before We Are Born By Others Still Now
Oh How to Break Away From What Really
Doesn't Make Sense to Cooperate
For There is Selfish Greed
That Seeks to Only Hoard
Feeding Itself
Buy And Sell
For All Of What is
Free To Come to See
Feel and Sense of All Our
Natural Inheritance Inborn
Still Evolving to Cooperate
By Nature of More Loving Social Hand-in-
Hand-Foraging Play For All the Abundance
The Earth Will Still Offer As Long As We
Do Not Consume our Only Home And
Continue to Abuse it the
Way Human Selfish
Greed Now
Will only Do In
Competition of
Buy and Sell Yes
For There Are Loving
Human Wings That Take
Flight Without Leaving Earth
Yes There is Peaceful Inhaling
And Exhaling LoVE iN BaLaNCinG Force Free
For the Give And Share That Drives Away From
Take and Hoard
Prisons
For Those
Who Seem to
Never Get Enough
And Be Satisfied With
Just Peaceful Loving Life
Together in Balancing All...
SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD i met A Neighborhood
Australian Shepherd Pet on my Morning Walk This
Morning 17 Years of Kindness That Sweet Dog Still
Loves Giving Neighborly Wags
Of Sweetness Guardian Angel
He Is To His Human Family
FRiEnDS Indeed It's Nice
to Connect to Animals
And People And Birds
And Bees on a Morning
Walk And Indeed Australian
Shepherds So Happy They are
As Companions Free to SMiLe Now
By Every Tail They Wag Still To Come
As Always a Beautiful Peaceful Day to Live
in Hawaii With All The Sharing Giving of Beauty
More in Peace Inhaling Love Exhaling Now For All...
No More HeaDLines
DeaDLines... JuST
FreDLines... NoW
No More scheduLed
GuideLined NoW
IntructioNaliZed
Poetic Prompts
JusT
WRite!
FREe!D!!
A Huuuugggggee Lie
That Any One Religion or Culture
Owns God Or Any Other Part of A UNiVeRSE
As We aRE ALL Made of Same Star Stuff Yes
NoW The Only Thing You 'Take With You' Is
The Love You Do That Continues to LivE ON
In SaMe Stuff You Are Made of NOW (God)
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Good Morning From Lands
Of Butterflies Always Coloring
More to Feed Loving Life Lights
SMiLes Dear Sohair Inherently Living in Small Groups
Without So Much Group Think That Tools Bring
That Make Us More
Tools We Create
Than Human
Nature At Base
Cooperation Loving
Kind When Breeding
Nature Nurturing This Way
Of Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Actually Needing Every Hand ToGeTHeR
Cooperating Close to Naked With Few Tools
To Survive Without
Each Other
Human
Will
Be Very Kind
Together in Relatively
Small Groups With Common
Meaning And Purpose For All to
Survive and Thrive Best Or Through
Our Imaginations Now And Particularly
Through Our Creation of Tools We Make
Becoming More Than Our Born-on Nature
Inheritance of Loving Cooperation Yes
There Are No Limits to What Shared
Imagination and Creativity
Is That Human Beings
Will Bring
As Dreams
Or Nightmares
Same My FRiEnD...
And Honestly it All Started
With Alphabets Sketching
Connections of Nature in Sand
to Mirror Angles of Stars in Skies
Creating Angels or Demons After
We Collect What We Come UP
With Next In Words That
Becomes
CuLTURES
That Hang
Around And Makes
Inside Domesticated
Life What it is today
So Far Away So Far Away
And Not Necessarily Advancing
In Loving Cooperation At All
Yet Again as You Say
That is For the
Wings to
Sprout Real
Within Of Love Again
Individually Each Of Us
Reborn to the Best of Love
Our Nature Will Be Connecting
This Way Howling At A Moon
Full of Sunshine Warmth
Within to Make Night
Day
For All Love...
Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Giving
Sharing Caring Love With No Restraints...
Except Least Harm For All Least Harm For All...
Good Morning From Lands
Of Butterflies Always Coloring
More to Feed Loving Life Lights
‘Sometimes it’s Hard
To Explain why Someone
Is Beautiful’
Night Sky...
It’s Beautiful to be so
Far away From all the
‘City Lights’ Waking Up
In DarK Before 6 AM
A Sky Full
Of Y.O.U.
Friendship Stars...
i See All the Beautiful
Photos.. Quotes.. And
Words Arts of Her Soul
Paint the Canvas of the
Night Sky of My Soul
Continually More
The Beauty of
Your Butterfly
Soul in Night
Skies More
Stars i
See to
Light the
Canvas of my
Soul More there was
A Day you told me there
Was nothing you could
Do for me so far Away
Separated by time yet
You did not tell
Me Then You
Were MaGiC
And Would Create
An Entire Night Sky
Full of Stars another
UniVerse of my Soul
Smiles there is Everything
To Lose Falling in Love there
Is A UniVerse to Give of
Unconditional Love
RiSinG More...
This is the
Night Sky
i See of YouR Wind...
Give/Share YouR BLeSSinGS
Free In Compersion Far Away
From Jealousy Envy Greed
Just a Quick Note too..
Major Fail of Western
Culture/Philosophy/
Religion/Psychology...
The Neo-Cortex is
Here as Faithful
Servant of the
Two Elder Brains
Of Limbic System
And Reptile
Brain Most...
Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses With
A Free Dance of Life...
Thoughts FLoW in
Peace and Harmony
Next Repeat
We are
Not our
Thoughts they
Are Only
Here To
Serve The Whole
Of Our Flesh and
Blood Mind Body
SPiRiT HeART SoUL
Take away the ART
From HeART and
SMart and All
We are ‘Left’
With is the
‘Right’ Brain
ReaSons Of
S and M He...
No.. HeHe
You really don’t
Wanna See Nope Not My
Sith Shark Really Angry Face
And Don’t You Dare Forget
HAha Sith is Six With A Lisp...
In Case Ya Ain't Got the News (From A Year Ago
To Sickly Repeat) FL Governor Man Opens All
Restaurants And Bars to Full Capacity With
NO Fine for Not Requiring Masks Yes
And This iS HoW Florida Became A
World Leader In Covid-Cases-Hospitalizations-
And Deaths In the Coming Year Since Last Year True...
Big Corporations More Soul Now Than Church or State
As Far As the Sanctity of Life in Florida Goes WHere God Is Money Over Love
Still Requiring Employee Masking And Social Distancing Them For Safety
Of Every Employee
Corporate WorKinG
Neighbor At Walmart
Yet
At Church HELL Yes NO
SMiLes i am Waiting For the Rain Thank You
It's A Much Nicer Compliment Than the Feedback
i got From Middle School And the Anonymous ones online
Who say GO KILL YOURSELF...
So True Dear Savvy
Sound of Human
HeART First
iN
Dance
We Co-Create
Force of Energy SPiRiT
In Loving Balancing Before
Our Songs Harmonize Now No
FearS iN UniVerse Synergy Whole SoUL...
“Suspect each moment,
for it is a thief, tiptoeing
away with more than it brings.”
-John Updike
Ah Yes Dear Ava Deep Quote
To Relate With the Karma of
Time That Neither Stays Or
Goes Always Hear
Now As the
Wolf Sings
To the Full
Moon Lonely
And Appropriate
As A Pack Far Away
Echoes A Refrain Back
A Howl In Reply No Longer
Alone Night Skies Come Alive
Breath Present Forever now
Touching Dog Soul No
Longer Solo
As Dog's
Always Have
Real FRiEnDS
Who Return A Howl
That Plays No Games
That Humans Do Clothed
Away From Nature's Wild Call
Of Mammal Warmth Ascending
Transcending All Pains And Numbs
Of Life The Moon Sings Back Full Again my FRiEnD...
"Dogs A Short Story" Dear Sohair
Reminding Me of An American
CuLTuRaL Satire in
A Song by
'Pink
Floyd'
That Describes
What It's Like to
Be A Dog Not So
Loved in the
Streets
And On
More
Lonely
Highways
So Low in Life...
True China in 1976 Warnings
For A Coming Earthquake
Mistakenly Overlooked
And Omitted While
Dogs Heard
The Rumblings
Below Humans Could
Not Hear Without Human
Aided Tools For Our Limited
Feelings and Senses This way...
Yet Humans Walking All The Way
From Africa Through What is Now
China And Russia Over the Bering Straights
to the Abundance Green of Living Nature of
North America Strangely Moving Through
Desert Lands of What is Now Central America
Ending Up in Naked Abundance of the Rain Forests
of South America Still Living That Way Where Forests
And Their Way of Living One With Nature God is Not
Erased By So Called
More Advanced
Human
Beings
So Separated
From Deep Nature Within
Shallow Nature Deficit Disorder NDD
And God Deficit Disorder GDD Same my
FRiEnD Just Out of Touch With Nature God Same...
With All of China's Faults With Polluting The Environment
Too Much With Many Human Rights Violations Displacing
Wild Life From Their Habitats And Generating Newer
Pandemic
Virus
Diseases
Still So Much Smarter
Than A Nation That Has
Killed So Many Innocents
Through Unwarranted Wars
Where Well Before Vaccinations
Came China Had The Pandemic
Under Control Masked Socially
Distancing Testing And Contact Tracing
Everyone Locking Down When Necessary too...
For It's True Karma Still Works Both Ways...
Spill the Blood of Innocents of Others on
Their Soils And The Spoils Will Become
The Same Religion of Ignoricism That Spills
Their Blood ON THeiR Soils Through Ignorance Multiplied
By 6 And More On Their Own Soil Souls Now of Ignoricism
True Dear FRiEnD There Are Many Earth Quakes
And Many Deaf Ears And Blind
Eyes Who Do
Not See
The Peril
of the Stormy Dead
Winds They Generate...
Invisible it is to them
Yet Dogs Will Always
Hear More of the Call of the Wild Safe...
Particularly As Wolves When They Are Not
Watered Down AS Humans Have Done to
Themselves As Well Domesticated No
Longer
Breathing
God Wild Free Truly
Smart Hearing and
Seeing So Much Farther
Than Only Ears and Eyes of
Organs playing A Funeral Song Still To come...
Happy Always
Saturday In the
Park Dear
Cindy
Always
Freely
Loving
Worth
A Real
4th Of July...
Strolling Around The Neighborhood
As i Do Now Waving And Helloing
To the Neighbors
With Ease As i
Do So Easily
Globally As Love
Knows No Stranger
In This World When
Real And Truly iNCaRNaTE
iN Human Being For Real
The Builder And Real Estate
Agent For my Home Visiting A
Yard Sale Hearing His Unique
Voice From Afar i Said Hello
You are the One Who Built
my Home i Will Never
Forget Your Voice
Or His Humble
Kindness As This is one
of Very Few Humans i Have
met Locally Who Deserve A
Description In Their True Names
in Good Cop JeSuS Love With
The Attachment of Theirs
Deep Within As Universal
Christ Agape Love For All
True He Had His Alabama
Roll Tide Shirt on Which Likely
Doesn't Mean He Has the Same
Agape Love For Every Religious Team
Either Yet Never the Less When We Had
No Money in the Bank He Trusted My Eyes
Enough that Somehow Someway through
Chopping Up Frozen Leg Quarters By the
Pound for Ten Cents Then And Eating Many
Gaseous Cans of Baked Beans in 1993 We
Would SomeHow Save $3,000 in 90 Days Which
We Did Accomplish That Put a Down Payment
of 5 Percent On A Farm Home Loan That Allowed
Us to Purchase A 60,000 Dollar Home That Has
Risen in Value over 3 Times to the Median of Homes
Purchased in Our County Now Anyway Strolling A
Slow Dance Around the Neighborhood Block in the
Morning Same as i Do At Night Coming Back to the
Yard Sale i Started A Sermon With Do You Know
What it Takes to Make and Keep The American
Dream And Retire Early as i Went on to Preach
Keep the First Home, The First Wife And
No Offense to His Grandchildren Standing
By Him, Yet Don't Have Kids As Obviously
You Are Not Going to Retire Early If You
Have Kids to Send Through College As
Obviously He Did And Didn't Retire
From Work at 47 as i Did and
Officially at 49 And Even
More Officially at 62
When i Finally Get
The Full Retirement
Pay Due to me Retiring
Early With Life Threatening
Disability in Mid-Life Although
i Didn't Use that as a Valuable Way
To Retire Early As it Did Mean Living
Dead Shut-in With the Worse Pain
Known to Humankind in Synergy
of Life Threat With Eighteen
Other Mostly Work-Stress
Related Disorders 66
Months And i Went on
To Say i Missed One
Step Yes Keep Your First
Car As i remembered His Shiny
Mach I Red Mustang From Highschool
in the 70's, Already A Budding Architect
He Was As He Actually Not Only Sold Our
Home to Us as A Real Estate Agent, He
Designed it too With Nature in a
Forest Still Worth Living in
Now As A Real Garden
Of Eden to Truly
Enjoy Life
As Naturally
Evolving Still in
Love With NaTuRE ALL
And A Church Going Dude
i Know He is i Said Find a Church
You Really Love Yet More Importantly
Actually Do Love As He Surely Was Always
More of One to Help Folks Achieve Their American
Dream Than One to Drain Them of What They Don't
Have to Spend as i Related to Him Another Real Estate
Agent Tried To Shame Us in Not Getting A Home With
Living Space As Small as 1333 Square Feet With A
A Single Car Garage For One Car She Insisted A
Two Car Garage With Five Bedrooms and
Three Baths in A Small Yard With No
Trees in a Neighborhood With
Castle-Built-Homes Close
Enough to Each
Other to Spit
On the Other
Home From the
Bathroom Window
Hehe Hopefully Hitting
The Brick And Not the
Bathroom Window of
The Neighbor
Close Enough
To Hear their
Nightly Doings too Hehe
Or At Least Their Stereo
And TV on High in Prison
of Surround Sound Home
Entertainment to Live For
The Rest of their Days Inside...
True, Every New Strolling Slow
Dancing Walk And Global Free
Stranger Connection is Just Another
Endless Saturday 4th of July in A Park of Warmth
Now That Never Ends Although More Appropriately
When Crowds of Individuals Don't Congregate Now
to Each Other's Breath in a Seafood Festival Today
Unmasked Many Unvaccinated in Still Peak Months
of A Deadly Killing Pandemic True If You Want to Keep
The American Dream And At Least Love Your Neighbor
It Helps Not to
Fall to the
Ignorance
of the Religion
of Ignoricism too
What Always Harms,
Rapes, Maims, Kills Most
Of What's Left of Human Kind Still Now...
Flower From Days Gone
By i Picked This
Helloove Flower
Particularly
For You
Now The
Challenge
In Poetry
Is To
Help
You Touch
It FeeL It
SmeLL iT
Deep In Your
HeART Hehe Yet
Please Don’t Taste
It For It Might Be
Poisonous Guess
i Should Have
Checked
Wiki
First
Although
You Are
Vegetarian
And It Does
Look Like Rich
All Natural Icing
On God’s Cake of
Life oh if i only
Will Create A
SMile For my
Dear FRiEnD
i Bake A Cake
Worthwhile
A FLoWeR
By Any
Name
A SMiLe
Same Of You...
i Wrote This Poem About America's
Constitutional Crisis This Morning;
Actually It Has A Much Greater
Impact When i Read it As It's
Easy For me to Sound
Like James Earl Jones
Or Darth Vader
IF Necessary...
We Have 40 Times
More The Death Rate From
COVID-19 Than Australia, China,
Hong Kong, Korea, New Zealand
And Taiwan. We Have
4 Percent of The
World’s Population,
And Use 40
Percent of The
Global Human
Resources; Yes,
There Appears
To Be A Predictable
Equation Now For A
National “Pagan Religion
Of Selfish Deadly Greed”;
Yes Greg That Holds Hands
Binding
And Yes
Bonding
Together
Over The
Sanctity
Of Not
Breathing
Life; Yes, We
Are No Longer
“The Good Guy’s
Country” And
It Doesn’t
Appear, Since
We Slaughtered
Millions Of Native
Americans; And
Enslaved Millions
Of Humans; And
Worshipped
Money
More
Than
Life Now;
Refusing
Women
Voting
Rights Then;
And Refusing
Civil Rights
Based on
Religious
Ideology
With Yes,
Over 100,000
Innocent Muslim
Brown Folks And
Others Killed in
Yes, Planned
Unwarranted
Wars That
We Were
Ever Really
Any
Nation
Under Any
God Called Love.
Oh, How the
Mighty in
Selfish
Greed
Rise…
‘London
Bridges
Falling
Down,
My Fair’
Country
Is Slowly
Suffocating
As The Lady
Standing In
The Harbor’s
Flame Of
The Brave
And Free,
Life,
Liberty,
And Justice
For All Has
Gone
Out,
In The
Pursuit
Of Callous
Selfish Greed,
With Trump
Replacing
Lady
Liberty
As “Their
New Messiah”
Of This
Deadly
Religious
Cult
That
Worships
Death More
Than The
Sanctity
Of
Breathing Life…
The Religion,
The Cult of
Ignoricism…
The Oldest
Deadliest
Religion,
Responsible
For The Most
Harming, Raping
Maiming, Killing…
The Religion
Ignorant of
AgApe Love
For All Of
Nature in
Balance…
What’s
Missing
Most
Now,
Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love For All,
A Real
Religion
With A
HeART
Beat
For All…
This Breath
This, Gift of
Life
Now For Real...
Oh my Gosh Hawaii FRiEnD You've
Journeyed And Surfed Your Way
All The Way Down to the
Ocean Bottom
Of my 56,926 Word
Blog Post With Over
300 Photos and Over
40 or So YouTube Videos
You Know Most Folks Can't
Hold Their Breath to Get This
Deep Into my Ocean View Post
To The Very Bottom of the Celebration
of Dance In Yes my Pink Floyd Dark Side
of the Moon With Pyramid Rainbow Colors
T-Shirt
Ascending
Transcending
All the DarK NoW
Dancing Singing
In Broad DayLight
Where Basically HAha
Anything Goes In Flow WHere Fred
Replaces Alice in my Wonderland Here...
Yes of Course Including "WitH SMiLES
Christmas In September" With Another
RouSinG Aloha To You Dear Hawaii FRiEnD...
SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD
So You Found My Party
of One On YouTube
With Smiles Hehe...
The Dance Continues
Now 15,422 Miles in Public
97 Months of Never Ending Fun! Aloha!
Thanks For Visiting my Joy With SMiLes...
Location
Location
Location
Biggest Factor As Always
Location Within As Our Reality
We Paint is Generated By Each
Of Our Minds Uniquely With
No Two set of Human
Eyes Seeing Our Worlds
The Same of Course
Not Even Identical
Twins As Environment
Through Epigenetic Effect
Unpacks All Our DNA Uniquely Too...
What This Means Is No Matter Where We
Live, We Have Great Potential of Input and Output
On How We Color our Lives From Within Yet This Is
Up to the Individual Most
And Understanding that
There Are Many Illusions
We Are Spoon-Fed From A
Matrix of CuLTuRE WHeRE We aRe Born
That We Will Verily And Surely Unplug
From to Greater Set Ourselves Freer Once
We Find Our Own Manuals Now That Work By
Seeking And Finding Our Own Answers Within...
If i Didn't Turn the TV Or the Internet On Where
i LiVE iN Trump Town USA Basically Nothing Has
Changed Here as Far As My Life GoeS On Freely
As i So Choose to Do True The Dance Hall And
The Gym Closed Down for Covid-19, i Never Really
Had to Wear A Mask Dancing in This 'Blind Small Town'
Yet of Course i Did to Be Safe For me And Only A Very Minor
Inconvenience Dancing in Stores Yet It's True The Aesthetics
And the Number of Dance Partners Has Really Decreased Never
The Less Hehe i Love the Solo
Dance And Never Ask For Anyone
Else's Hand in Dance anyway With SMiLes...
Of Course Financial Independence Means
i Am no Volunteer Indentured Servant for
Anyone Else's Play of Life to Make Pay Anymore
And All the Hours of the Day Belong to me as True
Working And Going to School 33 And 19 Years Respectively
Retiring And Earning 3 Degrees Most of my Hours of the Day
Belonged to Someone Else's Direction of Life as True One Will Find
This Scenario Nearly
Anywhere One Punches
A Clock And Becomes Responsible
In Administration, Management, and
Supervising Folks Nearly Round the Clock
Every Day Of the
Frigging Year...
As My Father
Used to Say in Law Enforcement
For 47 Years, the Wash And Dry Cycle
Of Life Just Never Ends; Actually i am
Paraphrasing Him As He Wasn't one
For Metaphors Much Yet Dry Jokes Yes...
Like the Day He Flicked His Cigarette to
The Ground Saying That's How it Goes When
They Planted My Step-Sister in the Burial Grounds
After She Inherited 80,000 Dollars When my Step-Mother
Died and Spent it all on a 'Coke-Spree' And Ended Up as 'White Dust'...
As Always Now, No Matter Where the Location, Location, Location, May Be...
One Person in the Same Bed Enjoying Heaven Beyond Belief in Colors Never
Imagined And Another Person Focused ALL ON Shoulder Pain... There Are So
Many Power-Ups
And Free Cheats
In Every Game of
Life No Matter Where Ya
Live, Ya Just Gotta Find 'em
Enjoy Heaven Wherever You
Are Or get Stuck in An American
Dream Forever And Never Land Anywhere
Real For
Happy
Whole
Complete
And Just Enough...
Meanwhile, the Birds Are Singing
Green Leaves Are Readying to Fall
in Autumn Breeze to Fertilize New
Souls of Sapling Trees in Spring
And as A Human Being, i Fulfill
My Special Human Potential Now
As Most Of US Do When Yes We Seek
And Find iT iN Generating Whatever
Season And Weather We Love of LiFE
WiTHiN No Matter What the Weather
Looks Like in the Free Forest Here of
Eden That Gardens Bliss All Existence Now...
Rural Life in the Forest Is Super Peaceful
And Greater For Introverted Art That Becomes
Extroverted in Connecting to Folks Around the Globe
And Of Course the Locals, i Basically
Rule, As i've Taught Them Long
How to Accommodate
The Most Different
Of Anyone
They Meet
in Trump Town USA...
Strength of Will of Strength
On A Foundation of Loving Grace
Always Balancing Giving Sharing
Caring Freely WITH NO RESTRAINTS...
THIS TIS OF me NoW my Country Within
Free, i Don't Even Need Any Clothes to Be
Enough, Whole, And Complete Now Without
Any Special American Dream Bought Ingredients,
Other Than Being Financially Independent of Course
That Seemed So Out of Reach For Decades; And So Far
Away Now as If Money Was Never Even a Part of Life Before
As My Wife Takes Care of All the Accounting Duties and i'm Just
Here to Apply
Breaks to 'Spending
Schedules', HeHe, When
Required; Yet, i rarely have
to Step in as i Train Everyone Well...
And my Only Real Assistant is Still
A LiVE iN Angel...
When She's
iN A Good
Mood, Hehe...
As We All Have
A Shadow and Another
Side of Our Coins too, At Least One and More...
i've Never Had a Desire to LiVE Anywhere Than Where i Do
As Of Course Within i Go Places That Most Folks Cannot
Even iMaGINE Exists...
How do i KNoW...
i used to
Be
'Most Folks'
LiVinG in this
Matrix Way Back then too...
Life is As Great As We Create It;
Of Course a First Step is to Learn
That Comes Almost All From Within...
Other than That the Unwarranted Wars;
All the Brown People This Country Has
Murdered, This Way, for No Real Cause;
The Way the United States Continues to
Rape the Human Resources As We Use
40 Percent With 4 Percent of the Global Human Population...
Having the Greatest Numbers of Covid-19 Deaths With the
Most Resources to Stop it Dead in its Tracks If There Was
Any Common Bind to Fight Against A Real Enemy We Will Defeat Now...
And Of Course, Electing The Human Being With The Least Amount of Humanity
In This Nation's History, Speaks Volumes of Where The United States Exists Now True,
i Have No Real
Issues, Yet 'London
Bridges' is Surely
Falling Down
Slowly
in the Opulence
of Self-Suiciding Kool-Aid...
According to Longevity Tables,
i've An Average of 22 years Left
To Eat The Popcorn And Watch
What Happens Next at 61, Now
Of Course i am
Not Exactly
A Person Who
Does Averages Either, hehe...
i am Just The Wind i Only Find IT AMuSinG HoW LonG iT WiLL TaKE
A Match of My Dance And Song to Catch FiRE Better FoR Me LonG GonE
Almost The Weekend
Suggest Building Sand
Castles At The Beach
MoVE iN With Your
Prince Play
Never
Work
Another
Day In Your
Life it’s What
Katrina Does
But She Never
Quits Her
Home
Work
And
Doesn’t Let
Me Do Any As
She says i’m
No Good At Homework
So i Play As Any Frog
Will
Do
And
Always
Green
Peter
Pan
Of The
Forest
And Beach too...
Greatest Stones
Polished Then
Washed
Away
By
Water
Oldest Lesson
We Come And Go
With
Water
Too So
Just Flow
Free Don’t
Make Life
A Tomb
Stone
Too Soon
Sprout Wings
Fly Far Above
Human Made Stones
For it is Also Only A
Grain Of Sand Holding
Up A Mountain of
Human
LoVE iN
Deed Stones
No Less Important too
Once Y.O.U. Realize Nobody Is
Everybody No Authority Why Owe Y.O.U.
BE i AM
JusT FoR THe ReCorD (BooK) i Listened to
ALL YouR Voices Before Writing A Deeper Story...
Wonderful Dear Savvy
Hexagonal Swirling
Art Six Sides of
Icing on
Life's Cake
Flavoring Life
More With Art in HeART
Finger Painting Life's LiGHT
Star Sided Sights Coloring Life...
Ah Yes Just More Evidence That
Emotions As Derived Through
Music Mends Auto Immune
Issues Including Sneezing
In The City As Just
A Passenger Looking
Glass Through Skyscraper
Eyes Breathing Streets in Ease
Just Another Day As Sidewalks
Bring The Only
Paradise
A City
Travels At Night
And What Comes after Day
No Longer Sneezing As Music
Takes us Deeper in Human Environment...
Harvesting A Net of Thoughts
Spiraling Never Ending
Nautilus of Reproducing
Words So How Shall A
Hurricane Blow Greater Winds
In Focus How Shall A Galaxy
Spread Its Arms Perfecting
Balance As Only A Practice
Of Existence Now Yes
Calm Center Grace
The Eyes of A Child
Unfolding Free to Absorb
Whatever Springs next to Flower
or Challenge Life Where Will We Go
Next
Wind
Will Direct Us
From Rags to
Riches Within Again...
Dear Akshita With SMiLes...
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
What Beauty Do We See
When We Close Our Eyes
What Song Do We Hear
When We Cover Our
Ears
What Dream Do We
Hold That No One
Else Breathes
What Feelings
Senses Are
Left
When All Are
Too Far Away
To Feel and Touch
What Is Left
Of
Us
Dear FRiEnD
Yet Soul Breathing
More Colors Through Grey SHades
Through BLacK Abyss Within Now
And Even Though With Eyes Wide
Open Wind Is Impossible to See
Yet With Eyes Closed Shut
We Will Still Paint
The Wind With
All Colors
of Breathing Life
And Even Create
Some New Ones For
Someone Else They Have
Never Felt and Seen Before Now
Essence Beyond Form Creating Symbols
Now to Color Wind For Others This Is Why
i Create Words That Spring Fall Summer Flowers
For Poetry Gives me Potential to Color my Soul And Others
So In Other Words i am A Cinderella Man As i Change Winter
Rags
to
Riches
Within mY FRiEnD
Like You Do too With SMiLes…
ScarS UNfolding Loving
MoRE NoW DarK Makes
Light Appreciating Life Yes
SMiLes Dear Cindy You
Are Authentically You Now
Giving Sharing Freely Caring
True This iS HoW You Lead
With Kindness
And SMiles
Naturally
Follow and
Lead Kindness
Where Kindness Flows Freely
ToWinG All Your 2500 Followers
As Any Carnival Cruise Line Will
Happy
Happy
Tourists
Along Your
Journey Seeing
With Your Creative
Eyes For Life True
As Oceans Only Grow
Deeper When Water and
Waves Holds Hands ThiS WaY...
SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Hehe i
Already told
The Australian
17 Year-Old Shepherd
That Your Shepherd
Has His Own
Hawaii
Beach to
Relax on And
He Just Sighed
And Went Back
To His Porch
Relaxing in
A Cool Fall
Florida Breeze
Hehe As Long
As He Is Loved
He Seems
Happy As
Happy Will
Be Complete
Whole Enough
Next to The Hands
Who Feed Him Oh
What A Simple
Loving Life
Shepherds
Do Teach SMiLinG...
SMiles Dear Hemalatha
Your Creativity Beautifully
Inspiring Remember
Butterflies
Never
Do
Flight
Plans in Advance
Yet They Arrive to
Make Life Possible
By
Pollinating
Creativity More...
SMiLes Dear Aleesha Thanks So Much For Dropping By
“WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW” As This
Comment Went to the Moderation Folder Normally
For First Comments Made on my Blog i Checked
The Spam Folder Through September 23rd And
Found No Comment There Anyway Thanks
For Coming By
Dear FRiEnD
Hope You Are
Having A Wonderful Day
With SMiLes For All You Do…
Yes Wish i Could
Have Read It Yet
Truly It Is The Lots
Of Love
That
Counts
Most Dear
Aleesha With
SMiLES NoW...
Good Morning From Lands
Of Butterflies Always Coloring
More to Feed Loving Life Lights Now
_________________
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Not Only
Are We iN
THE Love
THE Love
is In Us Such
Is The Nature
oF All Creation
And THE UNiVeRSE
of Love We Are In
And the UNiVeRSE
oF LoVE iN US ALWaYS NoW
WHoLE CoMPLeTE ENoUGH
Dear Savvy
Namaste
i See This
UNiVeRSE iN You..
And Rest of Creation
ALL iN ALL ETeRNaLLY NoW
THiS LiVinG TREE ALL mY FRiEnD...
LiVinG FLoWeRS You me Us
YeS On One TasK iN FLoW
PReSeNT Gift No Fear Giving
Life All We Have to Give and
Share Freely No Restraints
Few If Any
Distractions
Our Ancestry Indeed
Foraging Then Escaping
Predator Same As Capturing
Prey Blue Berry Or 'Nomad Steak'
For Bison in Laser Focus View
Success Comes From
Focus Presently
This Gift
At Hand
Now to Just Do
Survive Thrive JOY!
Yes! At the End of the
Day Campfire Bright
Colorfully Emotionally
Sensory Dancing Together
Around Full Moon Dreams Drum
BeaT HeART SPiRiT SoULS
Of Bliss Waves Sharing Within
To All Free Just Giving this Present
Gift of Life to All Now This BLiSSinG This
BLeSSinG This PreSent Breath We Share Now...
Hehe, Dear Rue, Since You Don't Dance You Will
Verily And Surely
Sing the Tribe
Into BLeSSinGS
BLiSSinGS of YouR
Free UniVersal Song...
SMiLes, Some Drugs Get A Worse Rap Than
Others, Depending on How the Story of
Culture Presents Them; Like the
Old Meme of 'Reefer Madness'...
Yet It's True Screen Time on
Smart Phones is an
Incredible 'Behavioral Drug'
Now For Lowering or Raising
Almost Every Neurohormone
And Neurochemical We Have
Potential For Within; From Cat Pics
For A Warm Social Bonding Toasty Feeling of Oxytocin
Increasing as Receiving A Friendly Text does the Same...
By the Way, We Could Have A Real Cat and A Real FlesH and
Blood FRiEnD too...
And Therein
Lies and
Tells the Truth
of Both Drugs and
Online; They Present
Short Cuts away From The
Reality of Culture And What it Even
Means to Actually Survive and Thrive
As A Foraging Unity of One Holding Hands
Together, Until the Night Comes and Drum Beats
of Close to Naked Dances With the Whole Tribe in Trance...
Sure, Verily Bringing Autotelic
Flow through Bio-Feedback
Generating Joy From Within
For the Rest of the Day With
Or Without the Group; Yet With
The Group At Best to Get the Jobs
of Surviving and Thriving Done in Balancing Force of Real Success...
"Soma", Doesn't Provide The Struggles We Overcome Still to Come to
Generate Our Own Happiness Within; THere Are No Real Short-Cuts to True
Freedom
This Way...
i For one Can't
Imagine Actually Taking
Any External Substances
For NoW For Real As
i For One Can, Will, And Am
As Happy As i Care to Be All
Through the DarK And LiGHT
oF LiFE As i've Mastered 'THE Within'...
Just Exactly What Drugs May Take Away
As One May Never Learn the Freedom of DIY...
Yes, Do IT Yourself
With at Least
'A Little Help' From FRiEnDS...
Is This Possible in a Life, So Full
Of Innumerable Distractions; And
A Focus of Attention Of Less than
A Gold Fish; Yes, Less than 3 Seconds
As Assessed, Modernly For A Human Being, By Science;
YES, Just about as Possible as 'A Camel Entering the Eye of a Needle'...
Where the Only Respite Some Folks Find From THiS REAL INSANITY IS
Some Kind
of Quick
Fix in an
External Substance
Or Behavioral One
Producing
Basically
Similar
Neuro-Hormones
And Neuro-Chemicals...
Sadly, More Often Out of
Balance And Missing
The Ones That
Even Make
Us Human in the First
Place Like Killing Games
That Bond Over Killing Games...
And as Far As Laws Go For Restricting
Drug Use, This is why the Anchor of More
Conservative Nature is Just As Important to
Keep a Heterogeneous Large Society Together...
Anchors and Sails Are Required for Human Boats
To Survive Both in Rough Seas; Fair Winds, And Following
Seas; And When It Comes Necessary to Anchor in Safe Harbors
Not
to
Frigging
Sink the
Whole Fleet of
Ships; Like ACTUALLY
DEFUNDING THE POLICE
OR MAKING DRUGS ALL LEGAL
WITH NO REAL RESTRICTIONS
TO DO WHATEVER THE HELL AND HEAVEN FOLKS WANNA DO...
What's Really Amusing is The Most Antithetical Behavior As
That Relates to Conservative Versus Liberal is Not Protecting
Children Unvaccinated During A Most Deadly Period oF A Pandemic..
It's Not REALLY 'Amusing'...
It's Just Plain
Amusingly
iN DarK
MuSE
Sick and
Really Sad
When The So-Called Conservatives
Fail to EVEN DO THEIR JOB AS HUMANITY
TO SURVIVE; However, Those Who LiVE iN Scarcity;
Either In Meaning and Purpose of Life or Basic Socio-Economic
Scarcity, Are Ripe For All Of Their Human Nature to Be taken away
And Brain
Washed
AS SLAVES...
SucH iS the
Very ILL
Nature of
A Modern
Demagogue
And Minion
'Trump Matrix'...
i've Tried Caffeine
Before; it Shoots me
Across the Moon
And Beyond
The Stars,
So i Don't
Do it to
Remain on EartH...
Hehe Some Folks
MUST REGULATE
THEIR EMOTIONS
AND INTEGRATE THEIR
SENSES that's the Hard Part...
The Great ParT is NoW WiTH
ENOUGH PRACTICE WE DO JUST DO IT...
NoW iN Effortless
Non-KNoWinG
Autotelic
Flow of
Wu Wei
Tao
Chi
YeS iN
Ease for
'Those' Who Understand
How All Those Metaphors
Relate A Similar Essence
of Real Human Heaven Within;
Both Individually And By Group Effort
When Religion is More Than Saying Yes to TEXT...
And Truly More Mystical LoSinG Dualities MaKinG
'Two
Fingers'
(DarK Thru LiGHT) One.
What
Poetry
Does Best
Reducing
All Words
Down
To One
FeeLinG LoVE
Now For All What
Poetry Does Best
Never Forgetting the
Shadows That Makes Light Possible
As Without Night No Day And All the
Etcetera of Dualities
That Become
One Love
DarK Thru LiGHT
SMiLES Hemalatha
VerY iNSPiRinG PoeM inDeeD...
Hmm... 'Rage Against The Machine' Another
Contemporary Song Associated With the
'Matrix' Series of Movies Yet Also
Familiar With the Latest
Trailer For the Matrix 4
Movie Living Relatively
High on the Pyramid
In Creature
Comforts
Meeting Struggle
Intensely on A Downward
Spiral in An Elevator From
The Top STRAIGHT DOWN
AND THEN BREAKING
THROUGH THE TIDAL
WAVE AND TSuNaMi
(Worm Hole or Whatever
Other Metaphor Ya Create)
And Becoming
A Totally
New
Creation
of Humanity
As Epigenetics
And Beyond Sure
In Quantum Metaphor
Unleashing ReLeASinG Human Potentials
Never Experienced Now or Even Seen Before...
True This is the Down and Upside Condition of Human too...
Yes i Still Remember The
Date for me on
July 19, 2013
However There Were
No Matrix Movie
Glitz of Special
Effects i Simply
Became One With Emerald
Green Waves Sugar White
Sands Sea Oats Swaying
In the Breeze And Sea
Gull Wings Spiraling
Effortlessly Around
The Sun Above And
So Below Within me SaME...
It Didn't Make Any Special Effects At
All On the Outside No Different Than the
Invisible Pain and Numb So Intense Within
Before For 66 Months From Wake to Sleep
No Drug Would Touch True All i Had to Do
Is Become
The Beach
What i Did As
A Teenager Through
All The Stresses of Puberty too...
Just Be the Beach Just Be The Beach i AM ALiVE NoW...
Emotions DarK Through LiGHT
Are Energies Synergies
of Bio-Neuro-Chemical-
Hormonal Energies Yes
Within That Hold Us
Tighter ToGeTHeR
And Inspire
LiGHT
Through
DarKeR Emotions
As NiGHT Brings Day
For Instance Grief Reduces
The Love Neurohormone Oxytocin
And Reduces Self-Esteem of Serotonin
Yet Nature Provides a Natural Increase
of Dopamine Yes Bitter Sweet to Move
Us in Creative Potential to Make New Bonds
And Binds
Of Love With
Strangers
ALL Around
Us mY FRiEnD
As Far As Our Ships
May Sail Locally Now or
Globally Online As Well mY FRiEnD
And Yes Emotions Not Properly EXPReSSinG
And ReSoLVinG For Greater Unity And Change
To Get the Life of Surviving Done Thriving NoW iN
Joy of ToGeTHeRNeSS More Yes Sadly
Alternately True 'The Body Keeps
Score' As These Unresolved
Potentials For Change and
Togetherness MoVE iNto
Bodily Tension And
Auto-Immune
Imbalances
And other
Issues
That
Create Fear
Anger and All Stuff
Associated Even Further
Boiling Down Lower in the
Lasting Emotions of Hate that
Flavors 'Gehenna' On EartH as
Usual mY FRiEnD Savvy Life is Art oF All
The Colors of Emotions For Change From
DarK to LiGHT More in ToGeTHeRNeSS iN
JoY
As Night
Brings Morning
Star of Love Once Again...
Sunshine Within FLoWeRS AGAiN For All...
Not Only
Are We iN
THE Love
THE Love
is In Us Such
Is The Nature
oF All Creation
And THE UNiVeRSE
of Love We Are In
And the UNiVeRSE
oF LoVE iN US ALWaYS NoW
WHoLE CoMPLeTE ENoUGH
Dear Savvy
Namaste
i See This
UNiVeRSE iN You..
And Rest of Creation
ALL iN ALL ETeRNaLLY NoW
THiS LiVinG TREE ALL mY FRiEnD...
SMiles Dear Aleesha
‘They’ Are Also Old
Songs By “The Fifth
Dimension” And
“Elton
John”
Holding
Hands So
Optimistic
For All of
What Brings
So Much Joy in
Life Loving ALL
Seeing Being
Agape Love
God Yes Now ALWaYS
All In All With SMiles Yes
Up up away My Beautiful
Balloon
All Our SonG...
Yes…
Always
Dear Akshita
Changing Now...
Creativity is my Morning, Noon, Evening, Cup of Coffee
True The Drug That's Free That Never Goes Away
Always to Be Found Uniquely Here 9.26.2021
on Psychologist Mimi's
Home Page And
On the Autism
Spectrum Oh Lord
i Do Love Every Day
Routine Particularly if
it Wears New Colors Each Day...
ALWaYS NoW
Let's See We Have Something in
Common i Haven't Watched A Movie
Since the 'Joker' Back in 2019 A Movie So
Prophetic That 'Take This Job and Shove It'
To Society Was Then As Now It's No Longer
Such a Slave Driver Economy Now 'Target'
is Paying Living Wages and Sending
Young Folks to College and
Even Whataburger
is Stapling
Job Applications
To Take-Out Bags...
They Don't Discriminate...
Unemployed or CEO
Each and Every
one Gets a
Job Offer hehe
in Begging Ways for Real...
WeLL It's True That Doesn't Bode
Well for An American Public That Still
Takes the Health Care Industry For Granted
Until One Day They Say F You Go Back to
Witch Doctor Days That's why i continually
Hone in my Free Shaman Skills with SMiLes
True Ya Just Can't Beat Free Stuff Give or Take it's Free...
-The Joker
And Not
The Fictional Character...
The Trickster The Sacred
Clown The Holy Fool The Shaman
So Many Metaphors For the Archetype of me me me...
HE HE
HE HE
HE HE
Hexagonally So
Yes Buy one
Get Five Free!
6, i am A Real American Dream...
In The Sense i Never Give Up on An Aim...
Not Really Goals Just Aims As For 8 Years
my Creativity Wasn't Even Accepted on A Place
Built For the 'Neurodiverse' Called The 'Wrong Planet'
As It's True There Are Very Left Brained Verbal Autistic
Folks Who Are Very Systemizing in STEM Majors As Such
Yet That Only Comprises About 33 Percent of Higher Functioning
Autistic Folks Who are Studied As There is Nothing Much More than
Original Creativity That Will Set One Away from 'The Norm' In Reciprocal
Social Communication too With Extreme Focus Particularly Those SomewHere
'Co-Morbid' on the Bi-Polar Spectrum too in my Case Able to Regulate Emotions
And Integrate Senses Enough In Both Spectrums to Stay in Balance Climbing A Tight
Rope in Autotelic
Wu Wei Tao Flow
Effortless Non-Knowing
Ease See What i Mean CHI Not
Everyone Has the Same Contexts
of Do In Life Anyway i Was Shunned
Bullied With All Kinds of Pecking Orders
of Discrimination Like Their Social Deficit
Was Better Than My Reciprocal Social Communication
Difficulty No Different Really Than Cajun's Who Discriminate
Against Black Folks Who Both Struggle in Socio-Economic Ways...
My Cajun Ancestors Raised on a Farm in North Florida Still Relate
This Sad Human Ignorance Discriminating This Way Like The Catholics
And The Protestants This Human Competition So Ignorant of What Lies underneath
The SKiN
And Tells the
Truth of Agape LoVE LiGHT...
So Anyway Recently one
Nice Wrong Planet Inhabitant
Online in An Incident Where Folks
Were Saying i Just Didn't Make Any Sense to
Them Said When He Was Manic Everything i Say
is Clear and Intelligible And Worth Understanding
In that Expansive State of Consciousness That is
Really Just Transient Hypo-Frontality That Expands
Our Human Creative Potentials As Long As A Person
Can get Back to the Cognitive Executive Functioning
Life Requires to LiVE iN A (Matrix) Society That Is Built Around
The Neo-Cortex now of the Metaphor of Left Brain Thinking
That is More Mechanical Cognition Than Social Empathic
Artistic Emotional Spiritual Real Cognition too in Just An Alternate
Way of Perceiving And Doing Life That is A Real Way to Autotelic Flow
Of Bliss
Now And
Nirvana Within
Self-Generating...
Well Anyway Not
Unlike 'Neo' i Wanted
To Give Back to the 'Matrix'
Just to Reveal What it looks
like in Figurative Words A Small
Part of this Alternate Reality i Inhabit
Hehe as After 8 Years of Getting Banned
And Deleted They Finally Let me have just
One Thread to Spread my Fred Head Haha
And Now After Close to A Million Words in
13 Months of "Depth of the Story" A Number
One Hit on Google Search Now With Quotes
Today Precisely Now in A Place Where Folks Shunned
me and Called Me All Kinds of Pejorative Names Associated
With
'Crazy'
That Thread
Today NoW
Accumulates 66,006
Views As i Do Love 6's
That Tri-Pair Like my
Birthday 060660
Just
Synchronicity
ACausal Connecting
Only Psychologically
Meaningful to me yet it's
True It's Possible to Love it All
And Make Every Symbol And Every
Part of Nature Loving All Just The Whole
Existence NoW AGaPE
For Real
Truly
Worthy
of More
Than Just
A 3 Letter
Small Word...
Thanks For the Free
Rental Space to Write in
New York, New York, HAha
Wait till 'They' Get A Load of
me Somewhere Where People
Actually Understand me With SMiLes
As Every View on that Site Counted
is Limited to the Members of the Site...
It Seems 'They' Forget That Not Every
Autistic Person Talks or Writes Much
Some Just Watch And Understand
More About this Existence Than
Anyone Will EVER
BE ABLE
TO PUT INTO WORDS
YAWN NEVER THE LESS
i NEVER GIVE UP i NEVER GIVE UP...
AND THAT'S A TRUE DEFINITION OF SUCCESS...
NO MATTER WHAT NUMBER COMES NEXT 3,6, OR 9
Dimensional
Chess i
Play
Solo Generating
'The Game From Within'...
Alice or Fred The Cheshire Cat
SMiLe Remains Next on Tap For my Movie
Going 'Matrix 4' This Christmas Season
Opening on 12.22.21 Yet i've Seen the
Beginning The Ending Finishing Starting Always New...
Like the 'Dormouse' Sings "Feed my Head, Feed my Head"...
Indeed Thanks For the Morning Coffee Reliable Muse So Gold in A NeWeR AGE...
SMiLes i Relate to the Changes Life Creates
in Our Culture Where the Once Imaginative
Child Becomes A Cog in 'the Machine'
Just Waiting One Day for the
Breath of Creativity to
Return Somehow
Someway
And It's True it
Often Comes From
Dark That Ends up
Being Colors We Never
Dreamed Before And to Transform
That into Art of Any Form As Essence
of What We Bring From Within This Imaginative
And Creative World Reborn We Come to Make New
Oh by my Way i'm A Lone World Class Martial
Artist All on my Lonely As I've
Never Had a Class HAha
No Different Than Poetry
Free Verse All the
Ballet and Martial
Arts From Within
For me at Least
The Sweet Pay
Is all the Journey
RiSinG From Within
To FLoWeRS Blooming
Shedding Petals With No Pre-planning
in my Case Butterfly Wings Just Naturally
Returning to Best places "UP uP AWay mY BeAUTiFuL
BaLLooN YOuR SoNG" the Tune i am Currently Writing
For the "SonG oF mY SoUL" For As Long As We Don't Worry
About Copy Rights We May Write A Song A Dance of Our
Soul or Just Dance With SMiLes Everywhere We Go
Yet of Course Hehe Financial Independence
Helps Yet Freeing Oneself of External
Needs for Gratification Generating
Happiness Within in Autotelic
Ways of Flow is Always
Naked Whole
Complete
Enough Just to
Give And Share Freely
With No Restraints Now No
Different Really than Butterfly
Wings Returning to Best Places
of Creativity to Pollinate It's All in the
Muse of Moving Connecting Co-Creating
to me a Place Where Money Doesn't Even Exist
Anymore Hehe until my Wife insists on a Brand
New Subaru SUV Yet A 2014 Honda Civic EX Coupe
Enough for me to Last Yes
my Dying Living Day Now
Hehe As
Civics Are Like
Roaches They Just
Don't Go Away And
Continue to Last in the
American Fossil Dream...
Anyway A Golden Age to me
Is Any Age Like my First Job After
Earning Three College Degrees Serving
Shoes At A Military Bowling Center i Thought
to myself This is the Pinnacle of Success Just
Sharing Smiles With A Diversity of Every Kind of
Human Through All The Days of my Life hehe until
Eventually i Got Promoted to A 'Real Job' Through 4 Job
Changes in 5 Years And That Almost Killed Me Yet Surely
Still
Pads
My
Federal
Retirement
Pay HAha and that's
Life Start Living as A Child
Live as a Child With Creative
Eyes Again After Childish Needs of Money Are Gone...
And All there is to Replace That Money is Give,
Share, Care With
No Restraints
My God
A Life
Of Loving
It All For Free...
Perhaps i'll Write
A Book And Give it
Away For Free Every
Where i Go For You See
my Balloon is Creativity
And Your Song is my
Muse And Just
Another
Ticket to
Heaven on Earth For Real...
Smiles Aleesha T Keep
Being You
Enough
Whole
Complete Just You
In All Creativity You Bring...
So Much Inspiring Muse You Breathe...
And Remember Before Age 53 All i could
Do is Write A Technical List As One of my
Jobs Was Editing And Approving Print
Jobs For the Military All of it Was
(Born on the Autism Spectrum
i Didn't Have Verbal Speech
Until 4 Years Old And With ADHD
Stuttered Many Years After That)
Planned All of it Was Ruled
All of it Demanded
Perfection
All of Life
Was A Bible
Someone Else
Wrote For me to Do
True i Left 'Edgar Alan Poe' in the Dust...
in The Dust of the 'American Dream'
i Never Wanted...
Just let me Be
Free With Wings
SeeKinG Golden
Global Muse...
"UP uP AWay
mY BeAUTiFuL
BaLLooN YOuR SoNG"
Life Should Be Fun Yet
Night Will Be Day to
See As Twilight
Rises More
To Breathe Slowly
Falling Rising Now
Moon Reflecting
Sun my FRiEnD
So What Do i Have
For You Today A Sunday
SMile Hehe And Fond Wishes
For a Coming Productive
Work Week if You Get
Any
Weekend
At All One Day
Your Only Duty
May Be to Suckle
A New-Born Girl
Baby In Your
Soon
Coming
30’s Hehe
After November
27th True one Day
Work May only Seem
Like A Vague Memory
When You Marry
Your
Prince
Hehe or
Rich Accountant
And Live Happily
Forever
Never
The
Less Same
Kind Wish From me
With
SMiles...
SMiles Such
A Kind Loyal
Blogger
FRiEnD
You Are
Dear Aleesha
Always Returning
Love From All Now...
i Recently Used the Song "Dogs" From Pink Floyd's
'Animals' Album And The Song "Sheep" From
That Album Surely Fits in
Here So Ready
And Willing
To Be Fleeced
True Shall the
Sheep Finally Roar No
Yet That's What Sheep
Do They Live Under
Control...
Goats
RiSinG Higher
On the Mountain
Side Sure Footed Rams too...
i Suppose it's All in Horns or Lack
Thereof...
Shadow
Rises
Again
To Save
Ignorance
From Falling too High...
Oh my Gosh Rue Your Lyrics to the Song
Are So Much More Soul-Felt A River Will
Flow And Not So Distant
From HeART
SPiRiT
Awake and
Breathing So
Deep Within
Beat
Beat
Beat
So Very Alive
Your Words Sing
And Dance in Gold
So Very Whole And Complete
This Innocent Love Dreams On
Such A Delight to Drop By And Feel Your Song...
Thanks Dear
Sohair May
Summer
Warmth
Always
Warm
Your
HeART
And All
You Love
Yet Hehe
Perhaps
Not
As
Hot As Egypt
With SMiles
Dear FRiEnD...
Not Only
Are We iN
THE Love
THE Love
is In Us Such
Is The Nature
oF All Creation
And THE UNiVeRSE
of Love We Are In
And the UNiVeRSE
oF LoVE iN US ALWaYS NoW
WHoLE CoMPLeTE ENoUGH
Dear Savvy
Namaste
i See This
UNiVeRSE iN You..
And Rest of Creation
ALL iN ALL ETeRNaLLY NoW
THiS LiVinG TREE ALL mY FRiEnD...
_________________
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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Durn Dear Doc So Tasty…!
Yet Green Ham Canned
Spam Yet
Dam my Wife
Won’t
Let
me Have
Leg of Lamb…
-Old G.O.A.T...
"Reduce reuse
and recycle …
every tiny
effort makes a
better world!"
Applause By Nature Dear
Savvy Nature Responds in
Balance Best Yes Our
Only Home Dear FRiEnD
So Very Important It is
SMiLes Hehe We've Been
Putting Off Replacing A
Five Foot High By Eight Foot
Wide Double Window Since
The Gas Seal Was Broken By
Hurricane Ivan's Winds Back in 2004
When Infrastructure Crumbled Yet
Back Then We Finally Got To Totally
See the Night Skies With No Lights
For Miles and Miles Around And Even
Met Our Neighbors Who Stayed Inside
For Decades Sharing Food At A Cook-Out
Walking Around the Block With the Relatives
Next Door True Through Years of Work There Were
Weeks that Went By Where i Never Even Talked to my
Sister Next Door And Almost
Decades Indoors As Well
Connecting to my Wife
As It's True This World
Will Use Us to Buy And Sell
Goods Tear Down and Build
Countries Back As True i worked
For the Military For A Quarter of
A Century Too As Part of All that
'Complex' in the United States...
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Your
Work is Very Human
Very Spirit Filled
Very Right Brained
Metaphor of Social Artistic
Empathic Spiritual intelligences
Surely You Could Have Become
A System's Analyst or An Accountant
Too With All Your Brilliance of Intelligence
That Way too Yet You Dance And Sing Poetry
And Bring Light into the World Instead So Blessed
You Are So Blissed All those Who Come into Contact
With You Who Have Similar Eyes and Ears to Breathe What
You Breathe More of the UNiVERSE Free For it is True the More
We Use and Do Not Lose Our Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences
The More We Become Filled And Feelings Within to Give And Share Will All Others
Free the Less
There Will
Be to Consume
And Buy And Sell
For We Shall Find Ourselves
Once Again Living this Way
With Nature ToGetHeR Enough
Whole Complete Balancing All Now For i surely
Do Not Just Have a Dream i JUST DO IT NOW....
i Am Waiting For No Other Savior to Bring Humanity Back for/to me...
And As Far As That Big Hurricane Proof Window Goes Now Hehe
The Wait is Around 6 Months to Get it Built Yet it Pleases me
to See How Humans Are Having No Choice Now yet
To Consume Nature a Little Slower As
NaTuRE ALWaYS Has the Last
Word First mY FRiEnD
No Matter
How
Blind
And Deaf
We Become For
And With Social Empathic
Artistic Spiritual Intelligences
For All In All in Balance to Love All With Least Harm...
Either We Do it or the Rest of Nature Will Reclaim Balance Back Even More...
SMiLES Hehe; The Internet Is Mostly
(i Am Surely Not Excluded
In Any Way Online Now too)
For 'Mental Masturbation'...
Yet Even in Trump Town USA,
The Real World is For Taking
Walks And Waving And Smiling
And Small Talk Chit Chat for the
Warmer Human Connections to Oxytocin Grow
in Trust And Comfort of What Makes Humanity Real...
Watching TV And Scratching A Keyboard
With Fingers ACross a Chalk Board
Hehe Is Nothing Like Humanity
When It is No Longer
Afraid to Reach
Out and Touch
Other Humanity Longer
Where EVER 'They' Live; for i Surely
Don't Agree With 'Sharia Laws', Yet
Still Some of the Kindest and Sweetest
Most Reliable and Loving FRiEnDS i've ever
Met on the Planet Earth, Surely Agree That Thieves
Should Have their Hands Chopped off And Is that Any Less
Severe Than Shooting
Someone Dead
Breaking
In Your
Home instead
(Florida Man And
Others Standing
THeir Ground Now)
of Risking Something
Stolen Alone; True There Are
Many 'Christian American' Ways Worse To Chop Off
Hands of Thieve's Too; Yet Never the Less, Now For REAL
Despite THaT DarK Part of LiFE These 'Trump Town Folks',
Not Unlike the Muslim Folks, are Some of the YES, Kindest
Folks Who Will Give You the Shirt Off Your Back As You Need it...
Humanity is Messy...
Yet Humanity is
Still Great
And Kind
If Ya Understand
How to Reach Out and
Touch Other Souls; For If You
Do Chances Are That Other Person
Might Be Slower to 'Pull the Trigger' or 'Chop Off Hands',
Or Bury Lesbians to Their Chest in Saudi Arabia And Stone them DEAD.
'Good' Starts With Hope And Actions THAT REALLY CHANGE
THE WORLD ONE HAND OUTREACHED EVERY INSTANCE OF
KINDNESS FOR REAL...
Yet this is Just the
Internet, sadly a
Place Where
So Many
Folks Are Too
Afraid to Even
Show Their Real
Face; How Dark the
World Is Never With
A Smile to See and Breathe...
Yet of Course i am More of
A Visual Feeler Than A Man of Text Only...
And i Am Actually Fearless Always Loving That Helps too...
Yes, This, All These 13 MiLLioN Words Online in 130 Months
And 3 Days Now is Just What i Do to Rest my Feet From Public
Dance, Ever Since The 9.7 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry Started
The Last 97 Months And 10 Days Ago; Yes 15,444 Miles of Public Dance Now in 97 Months
And More Smiles Generated For Others Than "Abraham" Could Have Imagined in Night Skies Above...
i've Touched More of Humankind Than Most Humans Will Ever Imagine; Just A Free Agent With No Bosses...
As A Most EPiC Anthropology Observer Participant And What i Know, Feel, And Sense Most Through all
mY BIGGEST RESEARCH BOOKED
As Fully Documented Now
As an Artist and Scientist
Too As That is An Only
Way to Truly Do
CuLTuRaL
Anthropology
Through And Through
Is, It's True, Love is what
Bonds Us Binds Us Most NoW
Naked Whole Complete Enough...
When i Seek LoVE Each Day, i Find it In Some
Corner of my UniVERSE WITHOUT FAiL;
Yet It's True,
Use it or
Lose it
Accounts
For Most
Every Failure
Or Success In Life...
Practice, Practice, Kindness
And Love And Become What We Do Best
And
Are
Or
Do Not...
Action And Consequence, Dancing Singing...
Karma Gets A Last Word As First Action Now...
Hehe, Yet 'You' Are A Nomad
And Surely Not Someone
Still Waiting in the
Desert for 'Godot' To Come
True Long Seasons of TV Shows
Serve A Common Meaning and Purpose
Vicarious Stories to Bond and Bind With
Heroes And Villains All A Matrix on A
Tube For Folks Who Watch Yet No Longer
Move, Connect, And Co-Create As Even Social
Animal Dogs Do When Not Just A Piece of Forgotten
Furniture in the BackYard to Guard the Landscape and Home...
And Human Therein Yet of Course Stuff is More Important
'These Days' Where Perhaps We Do Not 'Sharia
Chop Hands off of Thieves' Yet 'We' Just Shoot
Them 'Johnny on the Spot DEAD' If and When
They BreaK-in Lord Yes WHere Florida 'Big
Small Men' With Big Four Wheel Drives
Barely Climb Out of Their
Trucks For They Too
Do Not Move,
Connect,
And Co-Create too Much
Relying on the Exoskeleton
Of A Vehicle A Vessel Only
A Myth Left of When Real Humans Were Real Hehe..
It's Not Really Funny Yet it is What it is When one is A Real
Participant Anthropology Observer Who Mixes in Most Every
Crowd to see
What's Really
Going Up or Down
In A Viagra World Like This Haha...
Anyway i surely Have not TotAlly Escaped This New
First World Way of Life As Even though There Was
Not TV to Become a Vicarious Only Spectator of until
i Was 7 Years-Old Moving to A Bigger City With Three
Black and White Channels still Being Impacted More by
The Record Player My Mother Had And A 'Taste of Honey'
By Herb Albert in 1967, Soon to Be Replaced By "So let it out and let it in,
hey Jude, begin,You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it Better better
better better better better, oh.Na na na nananana,
nannana, hey Jude... (repeat X number of times, fade)"
What Humans Seem to Fear the Most These Days
What's Underneath The Skin All Exposed
For the World to Breathe True i've
Let a Few Under my Skin
Perhaps Even
Fewer
too Deep...
Yet It's True
The Jude Always
Bleeds Most to Come to See DarK Makes LiGHT NoW... Hmm...
Anyway Our First Color TV at Age 16, in '76, it Blew Up Three
Years Later A Console in A Steam of Smoke And then
my First Purchase on a Lowe's Credit Card and the Next
Day i Had a 25" Color TV At Age 26, in '86, Perpetually
In Some Kind of Debt until '16, and 56, Oh Lord Finally
Free of Any Dollar Bill Owed to Anyone Else in this World...
In The Interim i Became a Cog in the Machine Spoon-Fed
What to Do By the Government No Different Than School
All For 33 Years Total of Work And The 3 Degrees Spoon-
Fed Through 19 Years of College All the Input that Taught me Nothing
(Writer's Block All The Way Through Except for Technical Lists then)
Really About Free Verse Moving, Connecting and Co-Creating
And Finally All the Input Became JUST TOO MUCH So much
Pain i Could No Longer Listen to Music or Watch TV At All
Yet my Fingers Still Worked Tolerating the Pain of the
Screen Turned All the Way Down Thanks Giving
Day of 2010, All Those Consecutive Days; Yes,
342,144,000 Seconds; Yes, 3960 Days; Yes,
10 Years 10 Months 3 Days; Yes, 130 Months
3 Days Without A Break of Writing Still Now Around
13 MiLLioN Words Online First Last Respite Then of THE
(Not Exactly 3, 6, and 9; Yet Still 3960)
Suicide Disease to Continue
Living Someway Through
All the Pain and Numb
Every Word A Mountain
of Pain First And Eventually
A Poetic Spark on the Last Day
of February of 2013 March 1st
A New World For me on 3.1.13
Sort of Like 12.22.21 And Escaping
A Matrix Too It took All that Darkness
Pain and Numb And Practically Deaf And
Blind to Do it Effectively So in Dying Living
Recovering Real From the Pain And Numb
On 'That Beach' on July 19, 2013 iN Heaven
And Yes i Do Sing Dance Dear Psychologist Mimi
This Is Just Part 3 of a Next Matrix Series at Your Place
of Movies of My Life That Just Never Neo End Now hehe...
my Wife could be Satisfied Never Leaving the House For
The Rest of Her Life As Long As Her DVR Stays Warm
And Cleaning the Home Noticing the Furniture of me
Hehe Now and then Sort of Hard to miss these Days
With A Special
Term She's
Created as
Fredache
For All the
Load of me Moving,
Connecting, Co-Creating,
She Portions Out Hehe online
For me to Do And All The Stores
To Keep Those Dance Floors Warm...
It All Works Out Perfectly Enough Just
Like A Dream Come Truly Happily
Enough Forever Now With
'Trinity'
For Real
DarK Thru LiGHT
In Heaven NoW As
Long As i Don't Make Her Mad
Hehe for Even Just one Day With SMiLes
iN Heaven It's True Don't Let Anyone Fool
Ya the Only Place Heaven Will Possibly
Exist Within AS Every Human Breaks 'The Mold'...
True No Use to Wait for Godot For We aRe ALL
Entire UNiVeRSES to Explore And Master As We Do
or Do Not WiTH
SMiLes...
-EoN
Mind
to Create
Soul to Make
SPiRiT to Give
Share And HeART
ALWaYS to Break And Mend
With
SMiLes
From Tears
Sweat And Blood
-Jude
Lasting First Again With SMiLes...
Anyway i Understand the Necessity
For Frivial Pursuits in the Working World
Too For Years all i did is Play A Mindless
Little Snow-Board Game After Work After
Gym And Went to Bed 5 Days A Week and
The Last Two Just Getting Ready For the
(i Had Nothing Left for my Wife Not Even
A Word Some Nights i Had to Dream
To Remember She Was Living
in my Home Such A Dead Life)
(Hehe, SoulFull Note to Wife Be
Careful What Ya Wish for hehe)
Wash and Rinse
And Dry Cycle
of the
Never Ending Rain...
iN Short and Long Now At Least i LiVE..NoW... THeN
The Only Godot i Waited on Hehe, ReTiReMeNT...
i Had No Idea That Would Almost Cost my Life to
Achieve...
it's
worth it...
ALL oF IT NoW to me...
-Neo
SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD So Nice
Of You to
Massage
Panda’s
Hip to
Keep Him
In Comfort
In His Twelve
Years of Age
True the Australian
Shepherd Around
Our Block Has
Lost Some
Step From
His Puppy Gait
Yet Not The Tail
Wagging Business
Of Warmth my FRiEnD...
Durn Dear Doc So Tasty…!
Yet Green Ham Canned
Spam Yet
Dam my Wife
Won’t
Let
me Have
Leg of Lamb…
-Old G.O.A.T...
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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Just Dance
Just Dance
Just Dance
Make A Frown
Into A SMiLe
Just
Make
One SMiLe
On Another Face
As SMiLes Are Faces
Dancing too Yes
Smile
Just
Dance...
How Do 'The MeeK' iNHeriT
THE EartH AS SiMPLE NoW
BaLaNCE NoW THeN NoW
Secret to my Success Now
Be Zero Keep The Balance
Even the Doctor's
Raise Their Eyebrows
When i Dance Sing i Have to Be
Careful Not to Get too Happy
Yeah Heights
Take my Breath
Away too
Sometimes
In Movies
And Pictures too...
Hehe So
Does my
Sister
Bodies
Of Water
So Much Fear
Even Afraid
To Cross Bridges
my FRiEnD Yam
And She Won’t Go
On A
Cruise
In Fear
Of Huge
Tidal Sized Waves
We All Have Assorted
Fears i Don’t Like Heights...
Sand Bars
Sure As
Ocean
Becomes
ShoreS AGAiN...
We Dancing Singing Breathing
Waves Lower Waves Higher
Seas Bring Tree Branches
Leaves Bring Wind To See
Breath Brings Love To
Feel
Death
Brings LiGHT
To Appreciate Now
Breath
Peace Be With Love
Inhaling Exhaling More We...
Sunshine Collecting
Within For
Night
Fall
Light
TWiLiGHT
Continues LoVE...
Ah Yes Dear Xenia
Secret to Heaven
Transforming
All to Must
See BReATHE
All Wonder Awe
Dog's EYes Continue Seeing...
Wonderful Haiku Celebrating
Breaths of Those Passing
Away From
Covid-19
Dear Xenia
Love Still Remaining
In All Memories of
Love Still Springing
Green Souls Breathing Love More...
SMiLes Dear Xenia Wishing
You All A Wonderful Fall
Equinox Break
Bringing Cool
Breezes Here
Yet HAha
iN Florida As Usual
Summer Storming
BacK NoW To Retain Heat's Crown...
SMiles Dear
Yam What
Dancing
Oceans
Do When
We Learn to Sing
Thanks Dear FRiEnD
With
SMiLes
Waves
Water
Ocean Whole...
Hehe Dear Savvy i've often Been 'Accused'
Of Doing This or That Kind of
Tai Chi
Haiku
or Haibun
Or Kung Fu
However
i've only
Been Taught
By Essence Within
That Decides From Middle
Me Yes Intuitive Gut Which
Way to Flow Next in Mind
Body Whole Soul Balancing
River Requires No Lessons
To Return To Ocean As Waves
Naturally Fall and Rise To Remain Water With SMiLes...
However i Realize Human CuLTuRE Usually Takes The
Ability
To Fly
Without
Lessons Away...
Never The Less 'the
Balance of Zero' And The
Potential Positive Up or Negative
Down Remains as The Essence of
Balance Wears No Clothes Including Human
Words
Just
SMiLinG
Effortlessly
In Ease River
Water Ocean
Non-KNoWinG-Flow...
SMiLes my Rule For Happiness
Is A New Boot Camp Each
And Every Day
Barefoot
Of Course
With SMiLes...
SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
Dance Comes First If i Ever
Lose the Song
i Shall Dance
Again to
Find The Song
With SMiLes With
A Happy Dance of Course...
SMiLes Dear Yam For Now
my Rule For Relationships
Is Leaves That Only Leave
Trees to Fertilize Soils
For New
Trees To Green
In Spring This Way
As A Leaf i am Always
Planting Trees mY FRiEnD
to Give and Share Free True
i Am the Leaf That Both Goes
And Always Returns Spring Green...
SMiles Dear
Middle me
Sadly
Many
Dudes
Forget
To Change
The Tires
When
They ReTire
Rusting In
Their
Bare
Wheels
And Sadly
Die Early
There
Is No
End
When
We Continue
Breathing With
New Tires And
New Horizons
To Explore
In Awe
And
Wonder DO...
HAha i’ve
Learned
Well Not
To Complain
About
The
Menu
At Home
Dear Doc
It’s All So
Good This Way...
Hehe Dear Rue In Some Way
We aRe ALL Waiting On A Meal
Key i Will See Now Is
Opening
The Door
To the Kitchen
And Changing
The Recipe Just For Fun
Oh No What Will i Do Katrina
Chases me Out in Every Try
Guess i'll Just Do Free Dance
And Song And From Now on
She Will Remind me to
Eat As That
is What
Chefs Do Best
Feed Us When We Get Hungry
Hmm... Waiting For my Reminder Soon.. HAha...
Love FreeLY given..
IS Love NEVER wasted.
True Love isn’t
Love that Hurts
At Least Not Love
That Rises Now
The World
The Globe
Whole
Nature
Waiting
For The
Warmth of
Human Touch
Giving More Than TaKinG
Mid-Week Hellooove’s
To U As i continue to
Wish With SMiles
Butterfly Wings
Pyramid Rainbow
Colors HigH As
EYes Pretending
Now
Wisdom
Is At The
Very Tip Top
When Wisdom
Flows Below And
Floods As Predictable
Hehe As The River Nile
And All These Words Now...
SMiles USA Writes
i Do Agree in The
Field of Dentistry
And Mental Health
A Compassionate
Kind And Soul oF LiGHT
With Humor is A Greater
Healing
Force
And
Basically
Human i’ve
Had Stuffed
Shirts too
Better suited
To Do Surgery
Or Repair my
Car or Whatever
Else Doesn’t Interact
With
God
Faces
With
Love’s Touch
my Dentist And
Doctor’s All Kind
Souls...
Oh my Goodness USA Writes Studying
To Be A Doctor Particularly Stressful
As A General Practicing Doctor
Or Emergency Room Doctor
These Days Surely A Noble
Profession to Pursue And
Surely a Lifetime of Sacrifice too...
Yes Bedside Manner Counts So Much
As Compassionate Empathy All By Itself
As SPiRiT From Soul Deep within Through
HeART
Heals
So Much...
True Humor Counts too...
As Doing The Doctor Will
Be So Very Serious too Break
A SMiLe Regularly With A Laugh
to Keep A HeART SPiRiT SouL iN TacT...
Hehe.. i Never Wanted A 'Real Job' Yet What's Real...
Siamese And Black Cat Once "Territorial Killers
of Survival When Feral" Best FRiEnDS
In Hawaii Snoozing Their Life
Together In A Furry Hug
of Love Dear
Aloha FRiEnD
Very Relaxing Indeed
Just More Meaning and
Purpose for Paradise on
EarTH Real Surfing A Middle
Way to Gain Balance in Flow
Sweet Spot Tween Apathy And
Anxiety Ascending Transcending
All Worries of Life Past and Future
Now Just One With Sounds of Ocean
Breath Yes Waves RiSinG So
Much Higher in Surf Kawela
Hawaii Than The Emerald
Gulf Coast Here in the
Panhandle of
Florida
As We Practically
Need A Hurricane to
Rise to the Heights of Surf You
Bring in Your Paradise Real And
Yes All Seafood i Love to Eat Your
"Pescatarian Clam & Vegetable Milky Soup"
Looks Delicious Indeed And Goodness oh do i Love
Mushrooms Added to All Foods of Life Except Oatmeal
in the Morning Hehe... And Nice to See Panda Shepherd
Relaxing With Rainbows in Dreamy Heaven Sands Just
Relaxing
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love in
Effortless Ease of
Breathing Beauty's
Sublime Reality All Around..
With
SMiLes
of Course...
Sister's in the Snow Holding Hands
Does Love Take Words No
Love in The Winter
Warming Within
Does Love Need
Words Inside No
God In the Leaf That
Greens the Tree God in
The Fall of Leaf That Fertilizes
Soils For Souls of Sapling Spring
Trees Does God Need to Speak Words
No
God is
All iN Our
Yes ALL LiVinG Trees
mY FRiEnD Summerhilllane
Which Means We Too Are the
Leaf Living Dying Springing Again True
Never Really Alone As Long As We Inhale
Peace Exhale Love And Touch God's Face With
Our
Breath
NoW ETeRNaLLY
So mY FRiEnD With SMiLes...
Anyway Thanks For Painting
A Portrait of God Holding
Hands For When
Two Or More
Come
ToGeTHeR
This Way THeRE
Are More to BRinG
iN SPRinG's LoVE AGAiN...
Ironically
A Never
Ending
Story
Removing
All these Clothes
Of Culture More Now...
MaY EVeRY
CoLoR oF HeART
BReaTHE LoVE PeacE NoW...
Trump Really Reveals
The Extent Folks Will
Go To Lie All About Life Still Sadly Now...
It's True Physically i am 4 Times Stronger Than 'Them'
Now Empirically But in Terms of Love i AM Literally God (Love)...
My Pleasure
Nice to Connect
To A Truly Nice
Empathic
Sincere
Person
With SMiLes...
SMiLes
i thought
You looked
16 but
i Didn’t
Want to
Offend
You as Your
Soul is Surely
Wise Beyond Youth...
God Is Not A Word
Love Is Not A Word
Human Is That Same Word
Meh; FoR Me aT LeasT i am GolD At
Beginning End of Rainbow Now Real;
Hint: Love More Than A Word Like 'Man'
And Much More Than Just a 'Son' of 'That'... "A Word"....
True;
Words Have
Incarnated our
Essence into Words
A Tool More than Breath oF LoVE
And Love That Is Also A Tool of Breath...
i Stand Reincarnated Here in Words;
Do You Doubt This Very Truth before 'Your' Eyes?
(Rhetorical Question; JusT A Philosophical Meandering
Wave
Water Ocean SaMe)
So Are The Saints and The Sinners God
And Gulliver's Travels Jesus and Krishna
And Even 'Games Of Thrones Real' Yes of Course
SMiLes Beautiful
Conclusion of
Verse indeed
i have Been
Nothing
Without
Love And
i Never Wanna
Suffocate Forever
Now In That
Nothingness
Without
God (Love)
Burning Out
Ashes Of Soul
To Rise Again As Love
Saving Grace Carries
DusT
In The
Wind
Us Love
With God’s
Breath our
Spirit Wind...
Enough Enough Oh
Enough i LoVE NoW
Enough Satisfying
Each Breath Free
New
Love
Colors See
Hear to Feel...
"Just as a man in a boat moving forward sees the
stationary objects (on the shore) as moving backward,
just so are the stationary stars seen by the people on
earth as moving exactly towards the west."
As Below So Above There Are No Real
Secrets When Nature Moves
In Similar Ways Above
So Below
As Related
By The Indian
Mathematician
And Sage Around
Circa 500 'Common Era' or So
-Aryabhatta
Ah Yes And the Concept of Zero As
Letters Were Used to Describe Numbers then...
Zero Has the Most Potential Above So Below
in Balance With Positive And Negative Ways
of Mathematics...
Shall That Apply
To Human Nature...
Yes Within Inside Outside
And All Around There is No Real
Separation of the Dance And Song of Reality All...
As Modern Quantum Physics Relates in Illusions of
Time, Distance, Space, And All Matters too As Of Course
All Is Force All Is Energies in Synergy As Such And True
i Am Doing Science Here in Free Verse Poetry is there
Really Any Difference as the Nature of All Reality
is Evolved Within me and You Too True
Back to the Concept of Balance
And Zero For Environmental
Struggles And Humanity
As Social Animals Who Naturally
Bond and Bind Over Common Symbols
We iMaGiNE And Co-Create As Essence
Of Ideologies Brought Forth to Pages With
Open or Hard Back Covers Still Coming to Relate
More of Each and Every Individual UNiVeRSE We
Come To Be See and Create more to Relate Best in
Mutual and Consensual Ways of What We All May Opine
Best in Cooperation to Progress in Loving All Now With Least
Harm All to Survive And Thrive A Bit Longer Alive on Our Planet
Earth our only Home For Experiences that may Be Related
in Metaphors Like BLacK Abyss Nights of the SouL Through
Purgatory Greys Beyond Rainbow Colors Where The Journey
of the Rainbow
is Path Enough
Gold Eternally
Now Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love mY FRiEnD...
It's Easy Enough to See A Lure
of Fame And Fortune by Being liked
So Much For All the Quick Hits of Dopamine
Yet There are Other Secrets of Human Misery
Often Lost in Plain Site of Self-Destruction too of Addiction
Hehe For Instance Walking on Side-Walks in Straight Lines
No One Will Ever Teach ALL To Walk In Reverse to Avoid So
Much Pain That Likely Will Eventually Come For Repeating
The Same Cumulative Movements Over a Lifetime one way
As A Budding Dentist i'm sure you've Been Taught Well on
the Dangers of Ergonomic Injuries this Way Yet i Bet
No One Ever Hehe Suggested You Walk in
Reverse And Even Spiraling Like Sufi
Dervish Dancers to eliminate Pain
to Increase Balance
To Become
The Essence
of Zero With Unlimited
Potential Both Positive
or Negative Depending
On What Religion of Life
We Bond and Bind Over
Now to Survive And Even THRiVE iN Life...
Hehe When Folks Ask How in The 'Heck' Did the
Weakest Young Man at 11 Become The Strongest
Man in the Gym Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds
At Age 61 And Just About the Strongest on Most
of the Other Work-Out Machines too When
People Ask How In the World Do You
Write 9.7 MiLLioN Words of Free
Verse Poetry in 97 Months
Now Just By Getting So
Inspired By all Opinions
Globally-Wide Either
DarK or LiGHT
To Me Muse
RiSinG Higher
Or Lower if i Go
That Way As Zero too my FRiEnD
And Truly The Answer is Kinda Simple...
i Don't Walk or Write in Just Straight Lines
on Sidewalks or From Side-to-Side of Pages
As Sure Hehe Even Science Shows Yes That
Scribbling Non-Sense in Spirals on A Page Will
Increase Human Creativity And A Meditative Free
Dance in Public For 15,453 Miles Now in 97 Months
in Autotelic Flow For No Reasons or Instructions Given
By Anyone Else At All Even in Short Spurts of Flow Sitting Still in
Meditation 3 Times A Week may Increase Creativity 500 Percent...
Hehe Imagine What Would Happen if Someone Did it All Their WaKinG
Hours For Decades
i'll Let You Know
What Happens
Next With SMiLes...
Thing is if We aRe Not Careful Not
to Pay too Much Attention to What
Everyone Else is Doing 'Crazy' We
May Never Figure out Now in the First
Place That Society's Older Ideas of Normal
Now Are Truly Harmful to Our Human Nature
As Evolved Like Sitting Still As Dangerous
As A Pack of Cigarettes Like Forgetting We
Are Human And Becoming All Of the Mechanical
Cognition That is Spoon-Fed to Us From Practically
Birth to Death Soul SucKinG All of Our Creative Imaginative
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences Away Withering
Away So Many
Of Our Fruits
On a Vine of
Life At Zero in
Balance That May
Go Places Both Down
or Up in the Dreams and
Nightmares We May Co-Create
Next With Or Without HeART SPiRiT SoUL mY FRiEnD...
In Short if Your Foot or Back Ever Starts Hurting Try Gently
Walking In Reverse And If You are Really Brave Hehe Do It
In Public And Eliminate Almost All Your Fears for the Rest of Your Life...
Yet True the Danger is You Won't Be Accepted As A Social Animal And
You Might Starve To Death This Indeed is a Very Powerful Human
Instinct For Survival to Be Accepted and of course Part of the
Reason i Didn't Start Being Free the Way i am
To move Farther up From Zero than
Down After i Became
Financially
Independent
No Longer Slave
to Other 'Work-Opinions'
Yes Dear Now i Have a Real
Job of Living Yet yes Dear
i Totally Appreciate
All Those
Doctors
And Dentists
And Such That Help me to
Survive And Thrive too For Life
Is Full of Sacrifices As Love too my FRiEnD
to Make this Game this Play Work Out Best We Can And Will...
My Dentist Told me A Story While Installing A Crown Not too Long
Ago How He Was Sculpting Play-Dough in Middle School and His
Mom Said Perhaps You Should Become A Dentist And Yes He Did
And Such A Kind Old Man He Is Now Maybe Younger Than me Yes
Hehe as most everywhere i go now i am the Oldest And Strongest
And Surely by Quantitative Mathematical Measure Hehe the One
With the Most Imagination and Creativity too.. Yet How For i Was
Born on the Autism Spectrum Not able to Speak Until 4 Called
Names Like A Dizzy Fly When i Walked So Uncoordinated Spit
on For Being So Weak and Stuttering in School And Ironically
For Smiling So Much
Then for No Reason
Yet Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
No Reason At All
Yet to Breathe
Just to Exist
This Gift Of Life Then
And Now the SaMe Age
mY FRiEnD The Age of the
Soul Whole Naked Complete Enough
The Age of Zero Indeed The Age of God in Balance Within
to See and Be i AM In Every Stone In Very Ceiling Plain
There is Another Michelangelo, Beethoven, Hehe or
Fred
Or You Waiting
To Escape Now
Who i Don't Know
Your Name Other
Than 'USA Writes'
How Sad is that yet
my FRiEnD How Joyful
It is That it Doesn't Matter
What Your Name is You
Are part of God And So am i...
This is How i See And Be All of Creation i Am Now
As Zero my FRiEnD All the Way Down And Up Still to Come...
God is too Small of A Word It Traps the Tongue on the Roof of the
Mouth Allah Exhales As Love i Will Never Be Limited to One Religion
Yet Peace
Inhaling
Love Exhaling All
No Different than When
i AM A Child Before i Became
A Dance And Song i Am Now
Same Inhaling Peace Same
Exhaling God Same Breathing Love...
Yet of Course This is Only my Opinion
For i Rest My Life on A Grain of Sand Below
With the Potential of Holding Up Mountains of Human
Love i Am No More Important Than That Grain of Sand Holding me up...
-Zero
Love FreeLY given..
IS Love NEVER wasted.
Just Dance
Just Dance
Just Dance
Make A Frown
Into A SMiLe
Just
Make
One SMiLe
On Another Face
As SMiLes Are Faces
Dancing too Yes
Smile
Just
Dance...
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Nature Hugs
All Around Now...
Connecting Stars Empathy
Is Being A UNiVeRSE
Of Humanity
And Not
An
Only
Orphan Star
Planet mY FRiEnD
Savvy And True Whenever
i Think About Empathy i Feel
"Turn On Your HeART LiGHT"
Now And Phone Home to Humanity
To Make Contact Like 'ET' Does in that
Old Classic Movie Where Extraterrestrials
Evolve With Huge Empathic EYeS And Huge
HeARTS Of Empathic Compassionate Love
Forgoing So Much Brawn And Guns
And Other Harmful Tools not Even
A Stitch Of Clothes EYes
And HeART Most
Visible of
CaRinG Giving
Sharing Love Turn
On Our HeART LiGHTS NoW
SPiRiT Singing Pure SoUL Breath
For It is True The Only Way Human
Will Ever Stand A Chance to Survive And
Keep Our Nature on Earth Living Green
Is To Find A Way to Evolve More in Every
Life Now With Turn on Our HeART LiGHT
For All as Love BecomeS A Way of Giving
Caring Sharing Love For All Turn on Our HeART LiGHT NoW...
HeHE ALL i KNoW is 2 Plus 4 Equals
6 Yet True 24 is the Alphanumeric Letter
X For Twenty-Four Carat Gold Change
Alchemically
So at Least
According to
'Bruno Mars' With SMiLes...
And Of Course 42 And the
Bio Of Your Life Very Meaningful
And Purposeful too As You Keep
Your Consecutive Highly Creative
Eclectic Daily Blog Posts of Art Going
240 Days and All the Left Overs After
The Poems You Write i Bring You Are So
Nice to Allow me to Rent in Your New York,
New York Place For Years Now i've Lost Count
HAha As Every Now is Forever to me Anyway
i Could Look Back i Guess Yet That Will Only
Take Away From this Next Word
of Creativity
Now
Just Fumes
Just Fumes
24 For Transformation Anew
42 For Purpose and Meaning
And Then There is 6 And 66,666
Views of Close to 1 MiLLioN Words
of Poetic Free Verse "Depth of The Story"
On the "Wrong Planet" 13 Months Now As in
This Case
And This
Day 9.30.2021
There iS A Whole Lot
of Transformation And
Meaning And Purpose in
The Air i BReaTHE NoW
Oh By The Way Love All
Your 204 Pairs of Shoes
As That is Just You With SMiLes...
ALWaYS Something New As Nomads Naturally Do...
SMiLes Dear Akshita
i Remembered The Scars
Until All Memories of Smiles
And Tears No Longer Came
Only A Breath of
Love to
Live Again
No Longer Wandering
The Earth A Ghost Not
Realizing i am Dead Then...
On The Other Hand It's True Some
Scars Just Don't Go Away A Friend In
Youth An Only Friend in Youth Going to
College So Poor Then Barely Getting By
A Stranger Friending me then Yet
So Disturbed As Well For
Her Father
Continually
'Abusing Her'
Such A Beautiful
Half American And
Guamanian Young Woman
Some Years Later After She Got
Married And Had Two Beautiful Loving
Children She Ended Her Life In Her
Father's
Bed
With
His Revolver Yes
It's True Some Scars
Never Do Go Away
i'll Never Forget
Her Scars
Not Unlike
my Son Who
only Lived 51 Days
Ryan With Only Pain
in A Children's Hospital...
He Never Had A Smile at All...
When i Lost my Smile the Feeling
Within for 66 Months Plus Worst Pain
Known to Humankind From Wake to
Sleep and 18 Other Life Threatening
Disorders With Not Even the Possibility
of Feeling Hope or Any Other Emotion
Only Pain And Numb i Told Myself
Everyday Even Though i
Couldn't Feel
Or Remember
What A Smile Felt Like At
All Yes There Were Pictures
of me That Proved i Once Lived
And Pictures of me Now That Prove i Came Back to Life...
It's True Some Scars Never Do Go Away Yet Breathe Yet Smile Again...
Hehe If There is Such A Thing With SMiLes
i Am Left Almost Speechless With Your
Kindness And Purest Love Dear
FRiEnD Aleesha Sharing my
Words of Poetry Now
Introduced to
Your Poetry
By Karlien
So Highly MuSinG
For SPiRiT of Holy
And Sacred Creativity
So Deep And Soulful
With HeART WiTHiN my
FRiEnD SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
i Have Written Literally Millions
of Words of Poetry to Poetry That
Touches my Soul Among Hundreds
Of Poets Globe-Wide With Not Even
A Thank You And Even A Ban or Delete
For What i Share Deepest of my SouL For
i Do Not See Life As A Competition only A Give And
Share Care More i Can't Imagine Entering Any Contest WHere
Only A Spirit
of Love
Wings
In Soul
Felt HeART of Life..
So i Dance So i Sing
With God's Spirit (Love) Within
And Yes i am Always Honored
When Anyone Reaches Out
And Touches my Humanity With
Their Humanity True iN LiGHT too
For Their Darkness
Is As Welcome
As Their
LiGHT iN mY LiFE
How Fortunate Dear FRiEnD
i Am to LiVE iN Both Hell and
Heaven in One Lifetime to Appreciate
Angels Like You With Wings And Forgive
Every Devil in Flesh That Otherwise Might
Come my Way For WHere They Have Been
May Surely Be Similar to What i've Tasted,
Smelled, Seen, Heard, And Touched of Life,
For It's True in my Life i've Lost the
Ability to Touch, to Hear, to See, to
Taste, and To Smell, Yet
What i Don't Ever
Ever Wanna
Lose Again is
The Memory if i Ever
Smiled Before in my Life
At All Yes The Warm Feeling
Within That Makes Life Worth
Giving Sharing Caring At All mY FRiEnD
For It's True Even Experiencing Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia the Worst Pain Known to Humankind from
Wake to Sleep No Drug Would Touch then along with
18 Other Mostly Stress Related Disorders For 66 Months From A Chronic
Sting of that for 11 Years Accelerating to 2 Years Then in Fight or Flight Acute
Stress Working for the Government Afraid to Quit my Job And Save my Life...
The Worst Pain
oF All
Again
is Losing
The Feeling
if i Smiled Before At all...
Moral oF A STory Never
Be Afraid of the DarK And
Never Be Cynical oF LiGHT
As DarK Makes LiGHT
As Night Makes
Day As
Kind Loving
Angel People Like You
Help Retain My Hope
Faith and LoVE iN All of Humanity
mY FRiEnD Thanks For the Gift
Of You "i Believe You With Love"...
Oh Dear Rue Red The Color Without An F
Master The Shadow Red
Wing The Spirit Of Creativity
Higher Than Ever Before The
Color of Blood Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Gaseous Star Dust Clouds
Make Iron In Our Blood Stream And Core of Earth
Therefore A Big Bang Begins An Entire UniVerse Perhaps
More Than iNFiNiTY Will Count in Generations of Stars True
Stars Are Both Flowers And Seeds
And So Are We in
Explosive
Passion
of Existence
Surviving Thriving
LoVinG Free Oxygen Binds
With Iron Compounds in Our Blood
MaKinG LiFE Bright Red RiSiNG iN
Passion Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Yet Only When We Master Our Shadow
Red Winging SPiRiT of Creativity Ever Higher
More to Reach Out and Touch Other Star Flowers
And Seeds Us As True This iS How New Connections
Of God Are Made As Above So Below Stars Are Neurons
And So Are We Connecting On This Mind These Two
Hemispheres of EartH And It's True As Dancing
Singing Stars of PaSSioN Red Blood Surviving
Means Defending Life And
Creating Life Same
For the Gift the
Value of this
Breath Worth LiVinG
Now Yes i Was Once A Little
Lamb Almost Too Uncoordinated
To Walk in A Straight Line Now i Spiral
in Balance With Grace oF A Lion WaLKinG
On The Savannah PoSinG For Real With the
Passion of Lobsters Standing Tall With Claws Outreached
Ready For Battle if Necessary to Survive As Well Yet i am A Human
i Have the Potential i Use to Master the Shadow And Wing Creativity
Greater Than Ever Before And This is What Sets Us Different From
Lions Who Eat Competing Lion's Cubs And Fight To the Death for
Territory of Reproduction Same... For They Were Once Cubs
MaKinG Biscuits on Lioness Mother's Breast in Tender Love
No Different Than Us As Long As We Are Born Now
And Gardened With Love This Way SMiles
So What is More Powerful the
Color of Lipstick Red
Or Biceps And
Fists Full
Of Blood And Other
Body Parts That Match
As Such True It Depends
No Different Than How We Master
All the Tools That CuLTuRE Creates
For It's True Lipstick Brings Life in Passionate
And Uncontrolling Ways For It's True Fearless
Biceps and Fists Complete Whole And Enough
Inspire Confidence to Protect Human Cubs
At Least...
How Shall We
Judge Stars For Exploding
As FLoWeRS And Seeds For
Creating Us It Seems
Surely That
Mythical
Krishna
Was Not Afraid
Of All His Star
And Other Mythical
Beings Were Neutered
To Suit A Hidden Lie of Reality
Hide the Red Shadow And Lose
The Higher Winging Creativity of Spirit
Smiles All Of Your Colors of Lipstick are Nice to me...
Yet Your Wings of Creativity are What Carries my Spirit Higher...
Yet That's Not to Dismiss The Power of Two Sets of Hips on an Old
Dude 3 Months Shy of 60 Grinding A Dance of Base Shadow Respect....
Yet You See i Master The Shadow
No Temptation
Too
Much
For me With SMiLes
If Not i'd be in a Whole
Boat Load of Trouble in
A Storm With No Anchor
of A 'Good Catholic Boy' Haha...
i Transformed Their Lust And Sure
Mine too in Spirit of Winged Creativity
Honestly i Will Still Empirically Measure
it By Word Count The Day After Dance Then
And As Far As Naked Whole And Complete
Spirit RiSinG Higher Winged in These Parts
At Least A Lion Walking Gracefully Across the
Savannah Moving This Way Need Never Fear A Fight
Hehe at Least 99.99 Percent of the Time When They Are
Not In A Bar of Men Making Occasional Foolish Drunken Mistakes...
Never The Less When You Have to As Lion Instantly You Choke
Someone into Submission...
Keeping the
Claws
of
Course Retracted
And Releasing the
Grip As Soon As It is
Made Clear They Made a Big Mistake...
Let's Face Facts of Human Nature in Toxic
Patriarchies No Way Anyone Would Wanna
Have a Beer With Jesus in A Bar if He Didn't
Turn Money Tables Over in a Rage At the
Temple or Change The Folks Who Didn't
Follow His Rules From Sheep to Goats
Burn Them Forever And Send the
Rest of the Ones Who Do Not
Comply With His Rules to an
Eternal Lake of Fire Torturing
And Burning Them Forever too...
That's A Hell of A Video Game to
Discuss With A Beer At the Bar for
Conquest of Red Passion of Blood too...
If Only He Had A Mary Magdalene
Like me Who Stood With Her Man
in Hell That Wouldn't Be Necessary
to Prove His Manhood At All He'd Just
Be The Graceful Lion Walking Across the
Bar Dance Floor That Only the Ladies Make Eye Contact with Hehe...
It's Like This Morning Strolling around The Block A Young Man and
His Wife Walking my Way She Smiling Big at me When i Said Good
Morning and
He Didn't
Even
Lift His Eyes
to my Shades...
We aRe All Part of the
Call of the Wild of Flowers
And Seeds That Come From
Seeds and Flowers in Crucible
Red Fire of Star Burst Explosions
Hehe With
Or Without
F And Red With SMiLes...
Just LooKinG For Some Kind
of Big Bang Next in Muse to Create
Passion Of Life That Makes Survival Come Again..
Otherwise The Species Eventually Goes Away Without Star Fire Within
To Dust We Return To Dust We Return Yet Fire And Passion Continues to Create Life...
Other than That i Am Currently Still Enjoying A Rather Long Shelf-Life Yet Even When
That GoeS AWaY And i Finally Succumb to Just Being Human Haha... The Winged Spirit
of Creativity
Is All that
Will Be Left
And Just Soul
Breath Changed
Into Art For the Fossil
Record As i Will Allow No
One To Forget Dear Ruehla's
Winged Spirit of Creativity Yes
Too Pinnacle of Humanity in my
Eyes At Least to Give and Share
Freely With No Restraints i Don't Even
Have to Leave a Link As With A Google
Search Ruehla Is Literally One of A Kind...
An Honor To Visit Your Art Dear FRiEnD
And to be Mused Highest By Your Winged
Spirit of Creativity Deep Within Your Soul
With Or Without HeART Felt Palpitations With SMiLes...
There is No
Price For Your Gift
And No Earthly Form
To Pay Higher Respect
to Your Soul than the Art You Create...
So Much More Than A Pair of Hips and
A Grinding Dance 3 Months Shy of 60 Hehe...
Haha Showing the 6.6.60 on my Driver's License
To Prove i'm Not 35 In the Dark HAha.. Oh By the
Way 'Depth of the Story' All A MiLLioN Or So Words Written now
Just Turned 66,666 Views in 13 Months on the 'Wrong Planet' This
Morning Just Another Place
Where The Dudes Rarely Lift Their Eyes to my SHades Never
The Less Someone is Apparently Looking Hehe With SMiLes...
Yet You See No Affirmations Needed This Is What it Means
To Be Naked
Whole
And
Complete
Ruehla Baby: Unstoppable...
No Different Than Star Breath
FLoWeRS And Seeds Still Coming to Life...
Clearly
Hot Dear
Xenia Yet
Sunshine
Blue With
SMiLeS AGAiN
To
You All...
Nature Hugs
All Around Now...
Always A Pleasure
Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Last Night my
Sister
Wearing
Her Amphibian
Rescue T-Shirt
For The
Nightly
Neighborhood
Frog Save Hehe...
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Colors of Wind Now
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life
Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
You are me And i am Y. O. U.
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
Stars
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U...
You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree
of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
to G.O.D.
For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are
Them forevermore now
You Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy so many
Smiles and Laughter
Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
How
Precious Are Souls for
Souls LiVE iN All of Existence
And it’s True
if i could not Quote You and Write
You
None of this Will Exist now... Yes
You are the One i Thank the most
You LiVE iN Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light...
You are the Pleasure
my Food
and
Drink..
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before
You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Colors Even more You are the Breath
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before... You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to...
You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
Yet Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child
It was never about me it is always about You Yes You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other
Friends Foes and Family
This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love...
SMiles my Mother
Taught me All There is
to Feel And Understand
Then About Unconditional
Love As A Mother of
Son And
Daughter
Well Before
i Could Speak
At 4
And Yes Before
She Hung A
Portrait of A
Dude Who
Still Looks
Like The Artist
Who Painted the
Last Supper As
Amusingly
Folks Still
Worship
An Idol
Of Leonardo
On Bended
Knee Yet
True Still
A HiStorical
“Trump”
Improvement...
"Love One Another"
If THere is Any Objective
Truth in Values
of Humanity Bypassing
All Religions Per CuLTuRES
Born Naked Whole Complete NoW
Enough As Love By Breast of Mother's Touch
Here It is Again "Love One Another" As Mother At Best
Loves Us For Real From Naked Birth Screaming to Come
Into A Better World of "Love One Another" Now The Rest of
Objective Human Truth May Be Termed As Campbell's Value Soup
Joe's Hero Archetype Out of Crossing The River Hades into LiGHT
DarKeR Coming Out of Plato's Cave And Jung's Anima And Animus
Balancing Divine Feminine Foundation of Loving Grace NoW iN Balance
Of All Nature iN Strength of Will Becoming Human Mountains Of Love
Understanding We Humans Are No More
Important than the Nature of Grains of
Earth Yes Sand That Holds Up Potentials
Of Humans Loving One Another And All
Of Nature Enough Whole Complete God NoW ALL ToGeTHeR
Beyond All Names Born Naked Whole Complete Us to Rise Again...
-No One
iN Particular
'Sylph' Dear Soni
Spirit of the Air
Indeed Open Source
For All Breathing Creativity
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling
Love
All iN Balance
Originally NoW
CoLoRinG Our
Worlds NeW iN
Ways Never CoLoRinG
Before Congratulations
On The Art Freely You Give and
Share in 'This Magazine' Dear FRiEnD...
Oh My Gosh Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Amphibians
Pre-Date Dinosaurs on Earth Earliest Fossil
Found in Scotland Dated 368 Million Years
Ago True So Sad 168 Species Have
Gone Extinct in Just the Last
2 Decades And 43 Percent
More Are in Decline
As It is Suggested
Now That 1 in 8 of All
Animal And Plant Species
Will Be Removed From the
Planet Earth in the Coming Decades
By Human Ignorance of Killing Ways
Yet if Bees Go Away So Do We in About
4 Years or So After They Do So is the Fine
Tuned Circle of Life All Of Nature Depends on
For This Green And Colorful Eden of Life On Earth...
Perhaps if More Folks Lived in Hawaii Or Where i Do
Far Removed From Business School And Accounting Duties
They Would Not Only Appreciate Each Other More Yet The Rest
of Nature in Balancing Force too mY FRiEnD For It is True When i Worked
Decades With Computers i Didn't Even Notice The Beauty of the Flowers Until
my Wife Had a Life Threatening Labor of Our Only Child Who Only Lived 51 Days...
Born With Numerous Congenital Anomalies As Frogs Are Often Born With Now too...
She Worked in a Dark Room For A Paper With Many Chemicals Yet We See it as
Part of Nature too It's Not Fair Yet Those of Us Who Survive Have A Natural
Duty to Help
All of Nature
Survive This
Is the Value of Humanity
Most Lost We've Clothed Our Self
in So Many Layers of Tools We Create
For Creature Comforts Yet We Are Destroying
Nature That is Our Very Nature Required to Exist...
"The early human embryo looks very similar to the embryo
of any other mammal, bird or amphibian - all of which have evolved from fish"
We Come From The Ocean Dear FRiEnD Waves Still Echo Our Breath Inhaling
Rising Peace Exhaling Love For All At Best So Relaxing The Sea Shore Expands
And Recedes Forevermorenow And SMiLes Mushrooms Have Been Around For Nearly
A Billion Years And Tomorrow Katrina is Planning on Frying me Some for Dinner It Appears
That No Matter How We Kill The Rest of Nature, The Roach, The Dragon Fly, The Amphibian,
And The Mushroom Will Still Be Enjoying Florida and Hawaii Long After the Present of Human
Is No
Longer Gift
Yet Until then
There is Still Plenty
of Room to Inhale Peace
Exhale Love Yet We Better
Take Great Care of Bees if
We Wanna Last A Few Decades More...
We Don't Use Any Kinds of Pesticides in
Our Yard All Flourishing Now In Balance with
Bees And Birds Flying Wings Free Nourishing
Nature And Furry Creatures Still Climbing Trees
As Lungs They Service Earth for Our Breath of Life...
Hehe, It Would Take 288 And More Reams of 500 Copy
Paper Pages Yes Over 144 Thousand Pages Just to Write
One Whole Book of Poetry i've Written online All 9.7 Million
Words and Over 100,000 Photos in the Last 97 Months Now of
"SonG oF mY SoUL" Just in my Blog And 6 Others i Administrate
That Are Basically A Copy and Paste With Variations As Such Smiles
Dear That Equals 14.4 Trees in my Back Yard Garden of Eden Therefore
Hehe i won't
Be Deforesting
The Earth Any Day
Soon For HardCover
Life of my Free Verse Words...
Yes Save the Trees And Yes Consume
Nature Less Spending More Time Online Consuming
Nothing We Do Letting Nature Recover More As the Pandemic
Provides some Respite for the Rest of Nature We Have Destroyed so Far
So
Sadly
So So Far
Out of Balance
Now Dear FRiEnD...
Never The Less Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN BaLaNCinG Force Now
We Can We Will At Least Some of Us my Aloha FRiEnD...
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"Force 10" All of All Indeed When 10 Counts All"
"Nobody grows old by merely living a number
of Years. People grow old by deserting their
ideals. You are as young as your faith, as old
as your doubt; as Young as Your self-confidence,
as old as your fear; as young as your
hope, as old as your despair."
- General Douglas MacArhur
So True Dear Savvy With
Accolades For Soaking Up
Your Wisdom From Every Source
Available i For one See Every Human
This Way No Matter Who or What They Do
We All Have Potential to Learn From Below
A Grain of Sand Spiraling in Close to PHI
Ways As Our Greater UniVerse Does
Within And Smaller UniVerse Above
Yet Only Because We May Not
Recognize How Large
Below, Above,
Within, Inside
Outside Is All
The Way Around
Now my FRiEnD For to Discount
Any Part of Reality in A Way is to Discount
The All That Is One Body One Body For All Is Is With SMiLes...
"Lost, Lonely, Sad, And Confused" Now
So True Dear Cindy This Spells the Location,
Location, Location, For So Many Folks These Days
Lost, Lonely, Sad, And Confused
In the Only Orders of Life
They Know
Some
Avenues
Just Seem to
Take Us Away Now
From Soul Felt SPiRiTinG
HeART Ways Of Life So Deep
Within Spreading Out to Others True
So How Will We Reconnect Within Moving
Connecting, Co-Creating With Others True
Could It Be As Easy As Dancing And Singing
Art We Give Share And Care to Do Could it
Be As Easy As Dancing
Singing Free Opening
Up Our Soul
Wings
Again to Fly
Free as A Child
Inhaling Peace Now
Exhaling Love So Easy
to Do When Every Breath
of Life is A New Adventure to
Dance And Sing Free in All the Ways
Life Comes Socially, Empathically, Artistically,
Spiritually Higher in HeARTFeLT Soulful Ways
Smiles Dear
Cindy You Are
Doing A Great
Job of This
Happy
Birthday to
Your Daughter too...
Oh My Gosh i Am So Sad You Skinned
Your Knees On the Other Hand
Smiles i'm Glad You
Saved Your
Head
And Hands
Still A Silver
Lining of Writing
There is in the Midst
of New York Traffic in a Minute
Yet i have Another Hand to Say and
That is Getting Light Headed may be a
Sign of Burning Out So Refresh Your Stars of
Creativity
As You
Continue
to Do Here For Now...
Hmm... Have 'You' Ever Noticed That The Top 10 Threads
On 'This Forum', Associated With Philosophy, Politics, And
Religion Is Almost Always Negative And Argumentative...
i Mean My God, Not Counting my Solo Thread of Course
That Appeals to More of the 'Silent Crowd' here on This
Site, One Has to Travel All the Way Down to "King of
Spades" Thread on 'Who Has the Cuter Wife, Kim Jong
or Trump', By The Way Again, my Wife Surely Wins Without
Make-Up
At 51 For
Dam Sure
if We Did A Line-up
Of All the Women Held in
High Esteem Together As Such HAha...
First Thing in the Morning When They
Jumped out
of Bed
All
Fresh
As A Rose,
My Wife of Course...
Yet "King of Spades" is Gone
And Now All We Are Left With is the
Same Dam Top 10; Yet That is Okay
As i Enjoy A Bit of Black Coffee Without
Coffee Some Minutes of my Day, yet Never
The Less, This Bonding And Binding Over the
Darker Argumentative Parts of Life More Tainted
With Fear And Hate Has Been Champion Among
Algorithm Rewarded Discussed Posts on Facebook
For Years Now As This is Where the Trillions of Bucks
In "Commercialized Fork" Gather Up the Highest 'Ad Meal Revenue'
For One Day For Zuckerberg to Perhaps Even Catch Up to the Ilk
Of 'Bozo' and Musk at The Top of the Pile of Billionaires As True
Is A Cess
Pool Most of
Argumentative
Human Beings Bonding
And Binding Over Fear Still
And All Stuff Associated With Hate
in Conspiratorial Controversies As Such; Yes,
Such A Big Money Maker to Make Zuckerberg
And His Ilk Even Richer Now Than Ever With Crowns
Generated
From Fear
And Hate
And the Biggest
Religion Money Maker
oF ALL; Yes, the Religion
oF IGnORiCiSM THAT HARMS,
RAPES, MAIMS, KILLS MOST ALL THROUGH
HiSTORY, WhERE IT USED TO BE RELIGIONS AND
OTHER BIGGER CULTS WERE CHAMPIONS OF THAT...
RELIGIONS OF BINDING AND BONDING FEAR AND HATE
TOGETHER IN IGNORiCiSM HAS REALLY CAUGHT ON
For even the 'Little Guy Devils' to get Rich 'These Days',
In their Own Domains of HeLL ON Earth on So Many Social
Media Empire Sites Today Again All Spread Out like General
Dollar
Stores
Sprouting
Out of Every
Human Ant Mound
Corner Block As Churches
Used to Hold Down More Of Those Spots...
In Other Words, 'Things' Have Changed; The Old
Rules Can No Longer Apply To the NEW REALITY,
IF We are Going to Have Any Chance to Continue
to Prosper as a Nation in Not Only The Current Deadly
Pandemic Variant, Yet What Scientists Suggest is Years
More Struggle to Come Where It is Even Possible that All
The Vaccines
Fail and We
Are Left
Only With
Shutting Down, Social
Distancing, Contact Tracing,
And Masks Every Day As The Chinese,
And Koreans And Others Did Well Before
The Vaccine Came On Board As They Only
Have 1/40th, The Deaths the United States Has Now Globally
With 4 Percent of the Population Over Here and the Most
Resources for Vaccination Potentials in the World as Still
A Richest Country With Resources to Help WE THE PEOPLE YES
MORE THAN
THE TOP
1 PERCENT
OR SO OF
CORPORATIONS...
Yet of Course Money Talks
And 'Their Human Resources'
Are Well Protected With Masks
No Matter What the Ignorant
Customers Are Doing Running
Around Unmasked; the Only
'Non-Profit' Ignorant
Enough not to do
it; even in
'Trump
Town
USA' is
Churches So Ironically
That Only Do Lip Service
When IT REALLY COMES TO
LOVING OUR NEIGHBOR AND
NOT HELPING TO KILL THEM
DEAD OR LONG HAULS THEM
FOR YEARS IN A DEADLY PANDEMIC...
IT'S A WELL KNOWN FACT THAT SOCIETIES
MUST BECOME MORE AUTHORITARIAN IN RULES
TO SURVIVE DURING DEADLY OUTBREAKS OF HEALTH DISASTERS
Or Wars that Replace Joe Blow the Welding Torch With Rosie the Riveter As Such;
Yes, Tough Times Make Tough Decisions Number ONE TO SURVIVE; YES, iNDEED and
Back to the Topic of YouTube Censoring Disinformation Associated With the Pandemic
For All of These Busy Body "General Dollar Stores" Binding And Bonding Over Fear and
Hate In Conspiratorial Theories As Such That Do Actually Flower the Religion of Ignoricism
Still to Harm, Rape,
Maim, And Kill As THaT
Is Associated With All of
Nature Whole Now Still For Real...
THEY ARE GOING AWAY and in doing
So the Corporations, Not Unlike Walmart
Masking Its Employees among the Ignorant
Unmasked Customers in my Area, Are Serving
Their Civic Duty to Protect And Serve The Best They Can And Will Do...
Tough Times Make Tough Choices Necessary And YouTube Already Knows
It's Going to Lose Tons of Money, Just Like Facebook in Instituting This Change
As Fear and Hate Over Conspiratorial Theories Is A Big Number One Seller of Ad Revenue...
Yet If There is No one
Left to Deliver the
Services As
Folks No Longer
Wanna Work in
Unsafe Conditions
And Are Just Tired of
Being Used and Abused,
The Consumer CuLTuRE Dies
And Nature Comes BacK in Balance
More not So Damned Consumed; So Yes, Ironically So Too,
In Someways at least there are no "Real" Losers, Overall, here...
Still Waiting For What Will Be Half-A-Year Just to Get one
Window Replaced in my Home With A Gas Leak that i
Put off Since
2004, When
Hurricane Ivan
Destroyed Our Infrastructure
Here; the Pandemic Is Destroying
Our Infrastructure Slowly in Many
Ways Far Beyond Who Gets Put in the
Hospital or Dies or Not Next... This is
A Society Wide Issue And Nothing to Play
Around And Wait on to Get Better Without Action
Taken For Appropriate Adaptation... NOW TRUE AS ALWAYS
No REAL Freedom Without Safety
No Freedom Without Safety
Always A Balance And Yes
Some Folks Are
Gonna
Be Butthurt
Even if they are
Ironically Forced to Survive...
Yet It's like My Rich Uncle Who
Refused to Wear A Seat Belt and
My Father Did too in Law Enforcement
For 46 Years; my Uncle's Son Who Modeled
His Behavior Eventually Paid the Ultimate Price
(So Much More Conservative FOR REAL, i Protected my LIFE,
Nope Then i Was No C O I N, 'Conservative Only In Name')
For My Uncle's Ignorance Passed Down to Him For REAL...
Now my Uncle wears A Seat Belt; it is too Late for my Cousin...
Thank You YouTube And Facebook Very Much For Giving up
Your Profits to Actually Do Something Truly Humane And Help Save Lives...
Other Than That For the Extremely Liberal Parts of my Nature, i Enjoy A Level
of Freedom of Expression That i Never Dreamed Was Possible When i Was Young
Sitting in A Two Story Theater in the 60's, Where the Black Folks Were Still Forced to
Sit Segregated
Above on the
Top Floor;
Yet As A Child
to me that meant
They Were Vaulted to
A Higher Position in Life;
It All Depends on What We Value
in Life; When in 'Rome' You Make Do
And When No One Is Looking You Wing it All And Fly...
And Make No Mistake, i Fully Realize That History Shows
America may Feel Vaulted At A Highest Level of Power at
The Top; Yet The Bottom Already Shows the Country is Failing....
And When a Leader
Is Elected That
Reflects
That Bottom
Of the Pyramid
Level, The Whole Pyramid
Is Close To Crumbling At Base Level....
For Remember, The Top of A Pyramid
is Nothing Without A Base Strong Enough
Now in Will to Hold Up An "Eye of Wisdom" And Maybe More...
Yet What Holds True Most, There is No True Will And Strength
Without A
Foundation
of Grace in Balance
of Love FOR REAL;
NOT SURPRISINGLY, in the South,
REALLY THAT IS COMING Now
MORE FROM CORPORATIONS
NOW THAN CHURCH OR STATE...
AS THEY SIMPLY HAVE THE POWER
TO BE MORE AUTHORITARIAN And Not
Controlled By 'The Ignorant Base As Much'...
"Romana Didulo", Case in Point, Self Professed
Leader in Canada Threatening Folks If they
Do Not Cease and Desist From
Vaccinating Folks From
The Deadly
Pandemic
Variant; She Just
Appointed Herself As Such
On YouTube And Piggy-Backed on
The Q-Anon Gravy Train Then Yes to
Whatever Nightmares of Hallucinations
Humans Make Next; and A Subset of that
Group Declares it All As "Gospel Truth";
Yet Again, We Would Be Foolish
To Lie That the Majority
Of Human Beings
Are Not Already
Blind Folded into
Ignorance This Way As Perhaps
The Most Famous Actual Then Living Author
of the Bible is Sainted After Falling Out in
Saul the Paul Way on A Road And Having
Messianic Visions For Himself to Basically
Rule the World, Piggy Backing On An Old Story of
Another Messiah Named Jesus, Among Other Names...
And of Course So-Called Trademark Muhammad Did It in a Cave too...
Where Folks Really Believe HAha That HE (Jesus) Has the Ability
To Send Folks to Hell and Torture Them Forever; i Kid You
Not, the Majority of the Folks Where i Live Believe That;
It's Really Amazing, When Those Folks Profess
How Rational and Logical they are As
Typically Folks Compartmentalize
Non-Sense With Other
Experiences of Life
That Just Make
More Damned Sense than that...
And Of Course, Many Folks Have Been
Slaughtered For the Lie of A Chosen 'Deluded'
People This Way at the Hand of Visions of Paul the Saul...
This is No Oddity; This is the Reality of Humanity; It's Not
Rational; It's Never Been Rational; And That's Why Someone
Has to Be the Adult
Amongst
Children
And Make Rules
To Protect Folks
From Their Own Ignorance Now...
i Gave Up That Job Long Ago and Instead
Create my Own Reality... As far As Being
A 'Micro-Manager' For The Government
in 'my Older Testament Days'... Hehe...
Anyway, Humans Will Be Very, Very,
Scary Critters: Handle With Care...
Someone Has to Make the Rules
And Thank God It's Not me anymore...
Yes Working
Then For the
Government
in the Past Yes,
Really, Really, Hehe for Real...
People ARE ALike ALL OVeR;
THere Ain't no Doubt Now,
And Handling Humans
With Care Is A God
Damned Art Still
And Never Science Alone...
Beautiful Eyes Glamorous With Confidence
Mesmerizing Eyes That Have Seen the Pain
Mysterious Just Wanting to Find the Key
to Unlock The Chains
For You See Now Yes
Dear Rue A 'Damsel in Distress'
Now Is the Most Attractive of
All to A 'Certain Kind of Man'
Who Has Seen The Dark And Risen
Higher Than The River Styx oF All Before
Depths of Ebony Blue To Changing Green
Will Fall Into Only To Struggle to Rise to Capture
A Soul Bringing SPiRiT oF HeART Back Home Safe And Sound
All Around With Colors of Life That Play A Loving Song So True
Again in LiGHT
From Depths
Of Dark
That Even
Demons Fear to Tread
Yet You See That's Where i've
Been And This is No Fictional Story
For Light Will Be Lost in Books Never
To Raise Flesh and Blood Back to Life
From Soul So Dark Spirit of HeART Lost
In the Ice of Ebony Eyes Just Looking For Warmth
of
Life
Yet You See
There Are Angel
EYes on Wings We
Come to Meet And Greet
Only Flying Higher Giving Us
Strength to Dip Back Down into
The River Styx
And Become
Boatmen And Boatwomen
Carrying Souls Back to Light
Without Angel Eyes to Supplement
The Strength of Rescue Life Would Be
Almost Impossible to Do Particularly When
One Finds Those Angel Eyes Were Only Hiding
The Dark Inside For Years and Years Finally Exposed
to Save
Once
More Again...
For It's True We All Have
Both Avenues of Eyes if We
Live Long Enough to See the DarK iN LiGHT
SMiLes i've Been in Crowds of 'Six Instagram
Super Models' Lavishing Praise on My Dance
Close To Midnight Full Moon Light Yet in the
Shadows my Eyes
Will Still Be
Drawn
Most
To the Mysterious
Pain So Deep in Ebony Eyes
In the Shadows Just Waiting Forever
To Be Lifted Out of Dark Yet You See Now
There is Never Anything in it for me It's Just
That i Can't Stand to See Someone Else in Pain
There Has to Be Something i can Do to Bring Relief...
Meanwhile i Hide That Distress in Gleaming Smiles Reflecting
Sun in
Moon-Lit Breath
Ebony Eyes So Deep
So Lost Just Waiting to Be Found...
There is No Lust in this Place Only Love Seeking
Relief
In Souls
Of Others True...
And Quite Honestly
There is No Song Modern or Past
That Truly Matches This Sentiment
Yet True It's Beyond All Words Eyes
EYes
Windows
to the Soul....
Carrying Us Below
And Above Carrying Us Back Home to Love
Yet True too There Are Ebony Eyes of Pain
Only Suited to A Chase to Capture Love That
Will Never Be Found For It is True there is Nothing
Any Of Us Will Do to Rescue These Ebony Eyes Until
They Look Deep Within Their Windows of Soul to Find Their
Missing Soul Mate Truest oF all And This is What the River Styx
Teaches
Best
S O S
Save Our
Soul The Most
We Will Ever Do Is
Just Provide A Spark
To Lift Someone Else up A Bit in Life...
Honestly the Reason to me at Least that
Middle Eastern Through South Asian Ebony
Eyes Are the Most Beautiful of All is the Pain
The Struggle So Deep Unchaining Wings of Soul
RiSinG Out of DarK into Freedom's LiGHT How Blessed
It is the Event of Bliss in Life When Any Human Sets The Wings of Their Souls Free
In The Depths of the Most Mesmerizing Ebony Eyes Verily This is What i See Most in
Windows
Of
Souls RiSinG
Lit For Freedom's
Breath to Return With Wings...
Yeah And It's True Katrina Was Once
Those Ebony Dark Ice Eyes Sitting in the
Shadows of the Bowling Center Where i Just
Served Shoes From A Counter Brightly Lit
Of Course Then i Didn't Wear SHades
As Green to Blue Changing Eyes
Met Hers From A Distance
And Like A Shy Kat
She Wandered
Up to the Counter
And i Slowly Started
Feeding Her What Was
Behind my Eyes Still Yet
to Be Fully Found for me too...
We aRe ALL Travelers to Lift Each
Other Up We All Have Gifts of Ebony
to Green To Blue To Give And Share And
Lift Each Other Up Even When We Lose Our Eyes
Behind SHades Blue to Green to Ebony We Will Live
in Words That Mesmerize And Heal Souls For Nothing at
All yet the Force of Love That Rises Wings so True For Sunshine Souls..
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