21 Sep 2023, 1:37 am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tr0otuiQuU
SMiLes Dear Savvy First in my Life
it Always Amazed me the Stories
my Elders Could Tell Each other
Without Any Electronic Devices
On At All So Colorful So Full
of Emotions RiSinG and
Falling Tear
Jerking As
Well And Yes
Entertaining For Sure
Captivating An Audience
With A Life of Free Creativity
in Practice Always Improving Too
Of Course i Didn't Speak Until Four
And Having Something Creative to Say
So Very Difficult For me Even Through
my Forties Sitting in Meetings With the
Big Boss Listening to Him Creatively Go On
For Hours in Speech Just Waiting For Anything
To Rise Up
Within me
Deep Within
Yet It's True in Our
Modern Life With So Many
Distractions So Many Electronic
Media Devices As Not Only Tools
Yet Seemingly Literally Becoming
Us As Both Audience And Spectator True
Yet Little Room For Real Interaction Particularly
Starting With Radio And Television Too And Then
More and More Glued to More and More External Screens
Who Are We Really When We Are Only Spectators of Someone Else's Play
Anyway Hehe Or Anyways With SMiles Somehow in the Verbal Abuse of
Childhood By Peers for Those Who Are Odd And Don't fit in the Pain Brought
A Spark of Creativity Within And i Actually Wrote A Christmas Story Deep From
Within it Seemed like Magic i had no Idea Where All the Flow of Those Words Were
Coming From to
Win A Christmas
Story Contest
Among 80 Children
in Two Homerooms in 8th Grade
After That Just A Short Spurt of Creativity
At 18 in A College Philosophy Class i Wanted
The Creative Magic to Stay So Blissful From Deep
Within it Felt and Still Feels to Create so Free in Flow Like That
So i Checked out a Book on Creativity From the College Library
Oh Lord More Than A Dozen Tries Yet i Just Couldn't Muster The
Focus to Read the Book Just too Many Distractions For the Attention For That
Hehe Anyways
to Make a
Much Longer
Story So Much
Shorter For Now
At Least The Poetic
Spark The Gift That No
External Lessons Will Bring
Came Back at 53 And Keeps
FLoWinG As Long As i Keep Going
i Understand the Value of the Gift So i Do Not Quit...
SMiLes Dear Kiran Humans Seem to Be A Bit Out
of Balance Analyzing The World Into the Details
Yet Forgetting Intuitively How With More
Right Hemisphere Mind Processes
Of Synthesizing tHE ALL in All
What Many Folks Metaphor As
The Big Picture of God Through And Through
Mystical Unity Indeed WHere We aRe Never Separate
As That iS Only
Illusion the
Mind
Creates Separate
From the All in All
Beyond All Names of Course
As Words Only Approximate
Essence in the Forms Humans Create As Such
Indeed Every Eye Unique in View Yet STiLL The All in All True...
And Yet of Course Science 'Sees' This iN How We aRe "Made of Star Stuff"
With
SMiLeS AGAiN...
OKay Beethoven You're On Cue
To Help me Get Through With Moonlight
Sonata With The Approaching Autumnal Equinox
Cross of Stars And Roses
Thanks for Being Human
Sadly an ever increasing
Oddity where i’m from...
Ocean Care Waves Recede...
More Eccentric We All
Become Less We Will All
Overpopulate And Destroy
Nature Perhaps Healing For Fun
Smiles Greatest Beauty is
Traveling Somewhere Free
Enough to Express Soul
With no Restraint Your
Blog Home is Such
A Place Maturity
Comes When
We
Express All
Our Soul
Even in
Homelands
Where it is
Not Understood
Or Welcome for me
i thrive off Diversity
You Bring That Gift...
Just a Passing Thought
A Feeling and Sense
A Gift Here Whenever
You Come Back You
Are A Little Bit
Of Magic a
Flicker
A Small
Flame yes a
Distant Aromatic
Scent of Coffee
i no longer Drink i
Wanna Hold a bit
Longer in Hands
Forming
Warmer As
Essence of
Prayer How
Holy And Sacred...
Tasting Your Coffee...
Cross of Stars And Roses
Foot Prints Sing In Sand While
It may Seem Words Come
From Hands Nature Now
And A Barefoot Dance
With Sunshine
And Moonlight
too.. Brings Flow
Of Creativity more
Blooming Treasures
Of HeART SPiRiT RiSinG
More As Soul as one GRain
Of Sand And More May HoLD
Up A Mountain oF HuMaN LoVE
Other than That Happy Sunshine
Starlit Wednesday Eve Joy to You...
Open
HeARTS
NaturAlly
BRinG NoW
Abundance
iN SoUL SPiRiT
New After All Is
Said And
Done NoW
Of Course
As Sohair
Means
Star
OPeN
Door inDeeD
Ever Green...
Those EYes
That Smile
Your Soul
Will Never be Normal
Others Than That Hope
My Work-out Advice Helped
Yet the Part About
Complimenting
Yourself in
The Mirror
After
Working
Out Will Naturally
Be Done By Others
Only With A View
Of Your Eyes
Hehe just
In Case you Doubt
It With SMiLes Happy
Wednesday
Keep Painting...
Choose The one
With Humor Who
Is Not Afraid of
Making Fun
Of Himself
In Other
Words
Search
Deeper than
Cultural Masks
We All Wear to
Cover Who We aRe
Free Spirit Counts too...
AS Human
Beings We
Have As Much
And more to
Offer the
Village
And Home
As A Child We aRe
Creators of Loving
SMiLes For Each Other
If that
Is Not
Enough
We aRe
Only Grown
Spoiled Brats...
Love is The Child
Who Must Stay Born...
Hi Dear Ruelha i
Will Not Lie...
Not Much
Into
Perfume
Yet i have
Missed Your
Poetry on
Word
Press
Happy Wednesday
Yes With Prayers
Of SMiLes For You...
Hehe That’s
Why i am
Still Married
To A Princess
After 33 Years
Together Now
Who Rarely
Ages
And
It’s No
Fairytale
For She’s 53
And in The Avatar
She Walks Ahead of me
Even in my Avatar Name
Aww And You
Are So Sweet
And i am so
Glad You are
my Every Day
FRiEnD Who
i Love Making
A Smile to as SMiLes
Are Human Love Beyond
Labels Never Running out
Or
Away
Indeed You are my Hero too...
Dreams
Never Fail
To Please
Gift
We
Give
Free to Be i AM...
SMiLes True only
Men And Societies
Who Put The Main
Providers
oF LoVE iN
Peace Yes
And Life
First Find
True Security
And Safety
in Breathing
Loving Free
iN Peace...
We Are Born
Of Super Nova
Star Death Crucible
Fire FLoWeRS
Star Seeds
And
FLoWeRS
We aRe Same
Iron FLoWinG
Through Our
BloodStream
At Core of
Our Only
Home That
Includes The Rest
Of Existence Our
Living Planet
Earth
This is
More Binding
And Bonding
Natural
Religion
Of God
And Science
Than Any Book
Brings And Obviously
‘That’
Too HeaR...
Cross of Stars And Roses
Tent of Starlit
Dreams
Moon Colors
Night
Adventure’s
HeART
Beat Seeing...
Do Live
Do Breathe
Do See
Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings
Within
Touch the
Sky Below Higher
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works...
True For Now Dear
Doc Marginalized
Volcanoes
May Be
Yet Yes
Erupting
Later Changing
Entire Landscapes New...
'Love The Foe' is my
Favorite; And 'This'
Is A Wonderful List
(DarK Muse, A
Fabulous Muse
For Those Who
GeT HoW to Use IT)
That Points Out A lot
of the Ignorance of the
Bible; Yet There is So Much
More, And So Much More That
Self-Proclaimed Followers of
'Jesus of Nazareth'
Seem to
Never
Follow;
Not Sure What
Part Stinks Worse, HeHe...
Trust No Sacred and Holy
Text that Writes Without Humor;
Otherwise, One May Never See God is A Joke too...
Anyway, 'Works' Speaks Louder Than Words; Even
When 'Works' Are Only Words...
Some of The Kindest People i've Met on the
Planet Earth Are Muslim Women; Yet THeir
'Holy Book' Supports Just As Much of the
DarK Of Humanity
As the Christian
Bible Does too;
And Of Course that
Includes Buddhists Who
Still Discriminate Against
Homosexual Folks And of
Course Jains Who Forbid
Women to Hold High Holy Places too...
Let's Face It; Humanity Ain't Perfect And Never Will Be...
Meanwhile, Discard All the Ignorance of CuLTuRaL Clothes,
Smile and Hug
And Even Break
Out in Joyous
Dance and
(Works
for me)
Loving
Song and
Yes Use the Foe
to Your Best DarK Muse Delight...
Loving Night As Much As Day
Generating Our Own Weather
Of Happiness Within Just
Heaven FOR REAL NOW...
No Matter What or Who
'the Weather' is
'Out THere'...
Have A Nice
Day, Lovely One...
FOR IT'S TRUE, 'THE
ForM' OFTeN REFLECTS
VERY LITTLE OF ESSENCE WITHIN...
In Just
mY
OPiNiON
At Least, NoW.
And Oh By 'The Way',
'Inhale Peace Exhale
Love,' Which Makes me
A Most Fundamental REAL
And Evangelical Good Cop Jesus Christian
As 'THEY' STILL REALLY COME FOR REAL
Or Just "Love One Another," Whatever
Fundamentally 'Works' For 'You' Now too...
When The Startle Response Becomes
Exaggerated It's A Potential Sign of
An Eventual Decline Toward
"General Adaptation
Syndrome" As Stress
Becomes Cumulative
As Stress Hormones
Steadily Slowly Destroy
All Bodily Systems As Such
Like Acid That Builds Up in
The Blood Stream Over Years
And Perhaps Even Decades too...
Re-Creation Necessary As Pandemics
Make Respite So Much More Difficult
In Spite of All the New DarK Challenges
That Seem to Never End
And the Health Care
System is Most
Stressed
The Pit of the
Fire of Unrelenting Stress...
Yet True A Restaurant Without
Enough Employees Will Come in
Somewhere in the Top 10 too as
Managers Work continually 70 to 80
Hour Weeks to Rise Above the Surface
Of The Ocean As Employees No Longer
Show Up So Hard to Find All that's Left
Is For the Top to Do the Bottom As Well
To Keep the Whole Ship of Business
From Sinking Now True Meanwhile
The Mexican Roofers Across the
Street At Least One Named
'Jesus' Were Listening
To The Mexican AM
Radio Station Coming
In A Van From Texas
That Looks Very Much
Like the Ones From the
Late 70's With That Used
Van Vinyl Smell Yards From
The Van Never the Less These
Folks Ain't Sitting Still Behind A
Desk They Are Dancing to A Forage
Of A Job That Continually Moves Differently
Only Real Danger Is Not Using A Safety Harness
On A Roof Yet Birds Rarely Fall From the Sky and
Monkeys Rarely From Trees Until They Fall Ill and
Die As They LiVE iN Animal Homeostasis Balancing
As They Live Life Foraging As Continual Re-Creation
in Balance Where Fight or Flight is Only Used for Real
Life or Death
Situations
In Life...
Oh Yeah, When
Everything Starts
Reminded Ya About
Death That is Another
Sign of General Adaptation
Syndrome too Just another
Warning Sign From Our Subconscious
Mind As Evolved to Get Away And Start Living now
Or Face the
Karma
of Waves
That Simply
Rise and or Fall
As Tides Go in And Out
Thing is They Keep Moving
Never Trapped Sitting Still Behind
Screams of Screens That Never SHUT-UP...
Anyway i Was pretty close to Your Age when
i Started Experiencing these Symptoms out
of 11 Years of Chronic to the Last 2 Years
of Acute Continuous Work Related Stress
About A Year After That Everything
About Life Underneath my
Skin Went
Broke...
Ending Up With the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep No Drug Would Touch For
66 Months Mostly Shut-in my Bedroom Yes Casually
Described As the Suicide Disease Literally Assessed as
Worse Than the Torture of Crucifixion Yet Much Longer
Hell Than Only Three Hours or So to Three Days For That
to End for 'Good' True With A Synergy of 18 Other Medical
Disorders in Life Threat As Well Worst of All No Memory of
Ever Feeling A SMiLe At All Every Second A Thousand
Years A Second of Hell as All There is Is Time Without
The River Flow of A Soul Naturally Healthy With
Mind and Body Balancing For Real SPiRiT
HeART Open to Give Share Care Heal
For All With Most Respect Least Harm
iN JoY oF LiGHT Naked Enough
God Yes Whole Complete
iN
BaLaNCinG
Force oF LoVE iN Peace
Yet True of Course on
The Autism Spectrum
With Bi-Polar Disorder
Non-Specified i Was Just
An Early Warning System
As Such Just Another Canary
In A Coal Mine You May Be Much
More Naturally Resilient than me
Then As i Had PRACTICALLY NO
KNOWLEDGE OF INTUITION OF
WHAT IT EVEN MEANS TO BE HUMAN
WITHIN...
A Cat Will Scratch
Now And Bite when
IT gets overstimulated
By Environmental Stress...
i Had No Teeth or Claws then...
i Grew Some And Now Everything Is Alright Balancing...
Yet the Practice Never Ends for Animal Homeostasis...
Yeah, i Remember Riding Down the Road then As the
'DEAD END SIGN' TOOK A WHOLE NEW MEANING...
For It's True There is Positive And Negative Synchronicity too...
All For Signs
to Marry The
Night And Merry The Day...
Generally Speaking Love That is Really Real Now
Wants to See The Least Harm For All of Nature...
Love That Is Not So Real May Have Some to
Numerous Rules for Exclusion...
The More Folks Cooperate
And Love One Another The Better
They Generally
Get Along...
Bonobos
Surely Are Totally
Polyamorous Without
Any Papers of Ownership...
And They Are Among the Most
Peaceful Loving Animals in the
Animal Kingdom on Earth Love is
Love Bonobos
Prove Love
Needs No
Human CuLTuRE
To Work With Least Harm...
Unless We are Less Advanced At
Loving Compersion Over Hateful Jealousy
Which We Are As We Simply No Longer Practice
Putting People First As A Human Species Based On
Love Any More
As We Used too
Before Faster Cars
Became Lovers
And Bigger Homes
Become God Now too...
There is However Another
Aspect of this As Some Human Beings
Are Naturally More Liberal And Open Minded...
They Are The Kind of Humans Who Don't Get
Offended When Michelangelo Sculpts a Naked
Statue of Jesus Same Way He Did David too
And the Ceiling of the Sistine Chapel Painting True...
The Catholic Church Didn't Unclothe All of Jesus Until
the Year 2017 As i mentioned Before Strangely The Church
Has Left Their Man-God Emasculated This Way For Thousands
Of Years
Before...
Yet True If God
Will Be Called
Him God Will Be
Called Her and The Rest
of Us As Well As Children of
God Where All Of Nature Shares
This God Prize Where No Member of
The Body of God Is Any Less Than Any
Other Even if Michelangelo Sculpted
Jesus and David With A Tiny Member
As True Back in Those Days 'Small'
Was in Vogue For Artistic Aesthetic Man Porn Haha...
And No, i'm Not Kidding That Was the Male Style then...
Not Unlike Lions Larger "Packages" Get Ripped off For REAL
By Large Claws And Large Jaw Teeth And On the Other Hands
It is Similar to Gorilla's
Who Live in Big Harems
With Multiple Ape Mates And Small 'Members' too...
There Are So Many Interesting Oddities in Mother Nature True...
i'm Proud of You Annabel as you Refuse to Get 'Pigeon Holed'
Now in
Any One
Predictable
Mold Yes Necessary
Indeed For Human
Creative Potentials Fulfilling
in Fruition Most my FRiEnD...
Cross of Stars And Roses
Fascinating Really And 'That' Probably Explains
Why The Other Very Creative Folks Who Obviously
Also Live Almost Constantly in Elevated Consciousness
Have No Problem Understanding my Writing Either Whether
They Are 17 Or Close to My Age As i Tend to Hang Around
Extremely Creative Folks Outside of this Internet Site and
Occasionally Here There are Folks Who Obviously Are Experiencing
Elevated States of Consciousness Who Understand What i am Relating
More From a State of Elevated Consciousness too Where i'm Totally in Flow
And Using So Much
More of my Subconscious
Potential in Focus as Such...
And Yeah, i'm Diagnosed
Bi-Polar Non-Specified As
i've Experienced Extreme
Depression Where All Creativity
Is Out of the Question and my
Psychiatrist Who Has Seen me
Very Creative And Always In Flow
Agrees That My Natural State of
Being is Basically Hypo-Mania/Hyperthymia...
Yet True i Am Able to Regulate my Emotions
And Integrate My Senses Through A Meditative
Song of Poetry and Flow of Dance Where i Stay
As Peaceful as The Eye of A Hurricane Within Yes
And Basically Never Run Out of What Some Folks
May Describe as A Force of CHI That's Basically
Just An Autotelic Flow That Stays Almost Always
In Plateau...
Hehe, i See
A Psychiatrist
Every Three Months
And He Says He Always
Looks Forward to Talking
To me So He Can Learn
Something New From me...
On the Other Hand my Danger
is Going Back to Low So i keep
My Hypomania in Check That's
Really Easy to Do Now Compared With
Dealing With All the Stresses of Work...
Anyway, It's Just Creativity... Some Folks are
Able to Get into A State of Consciousness to
Understand it As i Write it in A Similar State of
Consciousness too...
Thing is It's Always
Bliss that i Master...
i'd BE A Real Fool not to do it...
And Of Course Some Folks Experience
Mania That Can Become Absolutely Painful...
And That's When The Roller Coaster Comes to A Crash...
Boom...
And Just
Smoke Falling
After The Firework Show...
In This (Mine) Case Most
Definitely Creative Privilege...
Anyway That's Two Votes For me
to Get to Stay on 'The Island' Hehe...
i Scored A 45 On the Autism Scan As
Designed By Simon Baron Cohen When
i Came Here in 2010 And in the Summer
of 2013 When i Was Basically Reborn Back
With A Creative Consciousness i Scored 11...
That Really Blew the Minds of All the Folks
Who Had Seen me From Before; Indeed, Like
A Totally Different Human Being Yet of Course Yes
The Metaphor of the Archetypal 'Hero Journey' Out
of 'the Cave' Back into the Light of Sunshine Within Again...
Mood Disorders Are Highly Correlated With Human Creativity
And In General As Studied Higher Standard IQ People More Often
Are Able to Balance The Highs and Lows By Keeping Neo-Cortical Control...
Basically The Old Yin And Yang Metaphor of Balancing Mind And Body 'Soul'...
It Comes From my Maternal Side And Some of Those Relatives Who Didn't Inherit
My Father's Asperger's Genetics Indeed Struggled And Struggle to Even Survive...
It Probably Happens A lot As The Super Masculine Quiet Father And Super Feminine
Mother With One Cold and Aloof and the Other Super Empathic And Extremely Creative As Well...
So Yes, A Good Thing
Opposites Attracted
It Seems For me and
My Sister As Well With A Touch of Both...
However She Has More the Mind of my Father...
My Mother Was a Published Poet Yet There Aren't
Enough Trees in my Yard to Publish my Book Haha...
There are No Job Descriptions or Rules in 'Wonderland'; Just
An Enhanced Ability for Original Creativity That By Very Nature
Means A Smaller Target Audience Who Can Even Understand
What One is Expressing in Art And Generally Speaking A Smaller
'Gene Pool' to Find FRiEnDS in As Well; Yet the Internet is A Very
Large Ocean And There are Other Super Creative People Who
LiVE iN Wonder Land True
And This Really Isn't Off Topic As There are Quite a Few Folks
on the Autism Spectrum With A Co-Diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder
And The Title of this OP Would Have Been More Realistically, "What
if You Are Autistic, What Kind of Privilege Do You Have As Autistic"
As The OP Listed His Personal Issues As They Relate Specifically to
Being Autistic Outside of Folks Who Are NOT Autistic And Are White...
So What If You Are Autistic And Bi-Polar And Choose to Use ALL OF YOUR
HUMAN POTENTIAL TO EXPRESS ORIGINAL CREATIVE PHILOSOPHY ON A SITE
FOR THE NEURODIVERSE
Dominated By Very "Left
Brain" Thinking Folks As Far
As Who Posts Who Are More Interested
IN Debating What's Already Been Done
Than Actually DOING ORIGINAL CREATIVE
PHILOSOPHY NOW; Considering, i Became
A Topic of That Thread As to If AM A 'Viable
Human Being' to Be Included on 'This Island'
THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SUPPORT SITE FOR
THE NEURODIVERSE AND NOT JUST A SUBSET OF
THE 'STEM
MAJOR
INCLINED'...
IT'S True People like me
Used to Be Discriminated against
on this Site for the Neurodiverse...
(Yes, VERY SYSTEMATICALLY)
Similar Then to Black Folks in Jay
in my County Who As Recent as 1984,
Experienced the Systematic Racism of
Not Even Being Able to Visit A Town After Dark...
At Risk of Some Kind of Potential Injury to Their Life...
I've Always Been Reasonably Civil on this Site. And It's True
What i Do Goes Beyond Most limited 'Boxes' in Life in Complexity,
Length, And Depth of Rabbit Holes of Art; Never the Less i am the
Poster Child All Grown
Up For Expressing
Neurodiversity
Freely Without
Harming Others Beyond
What it takes to Scroll by
me if they Don't Have the
Kind of Human Potential Required
To Understand What i do... What's Really
Amazing is that i Was Able to Turn that Side of
my Human Potential Off Enough to Survive 33 Years
in the Actively Paid Work Force and 25 Years For the
Same Federal Employer Long Enough to Retire Early
(And Earn 3 College Degrees Close to the Top of the Class)
After i Just Couldn't Fit in Anymore With the Challenge of
Both Autism And Bi-Polar Disorder... My Whole Life Has
Been A Tight Rope Dance Higher and Higher Yet Through
'So-Called Disabilities,' And Associated Labels As Such, i have
A Kind Of Human Potential
Expressed That Most Folks Can't
Even Imagine Exists in Terms of
How Great Life Can And Will Be
When All of Human Potential is Set
Free in Balance And No Longer Held in Prisons
Now of Rules and Job Description Restrictions...
Yes it'S A Whole Lot Like the Metaphor of
'Neo And His Matrix' That He Lived in Before
Or Nietzsche's Dream of Doing "Superman''
The Way i Do it All Natural And Free For Real Now...
A Future Lesson NOW For those WHO 'GET IT',
TO WELCOME FOLKS LIKE ME ON EARTH... (And The Wrong
Planet) OR DON'T; AS WE WILL FIND A WAY ON OUR OWN...
HeHe, with a little help from FRiEnDS More like 'US'...
These Days Even in Trump Town
USA, Amazingly As it Happens
Everyday i Dance in Public
A Free Style Original
Creative Mix of
Martial Arts
And Ballet
FOR 18,828 MiLes in A Decade
THEY HAVE TO GET USED
TO ME AS THEY ARE IN
MY FROG POND NOW
And i Slowly Boiled
Them Where They
Don't Even Notice
Where They Are When They See me now...
Sort of Like the 12.1 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry
i've Written in the Longest EPiC LonG Form Poem "SonG
oF mY SoUL" Now in 121 Months Online As Well God Yes True
And That's Pretty Much the Moral of the 'Matrix' Story too...
It's A Small Club for Neo's and Superwomen Without Any Labels Yet Free...
Other than that i Still Turn this Off Long Enough to do the Taxes Once a
Year, And General Speaking my Wife, 'WonderWoman' Takes Care of all the
'Earthly
Duties'
Hehe,
including
Reminding me to Eat...
And When i'm Late to
An Important Time, Date,
And Place, in the 'World of Matters'...
Alternately, Yes, Boogie Wonderland With Song
my Green Acres in Colors of Eden Forever now...
In Short, Let's All Try to Put Our Actions Where
The Stated Philosophy of this Entire Site is And
Actually SUPPORT THE NEURODIVERSE HERE AND
AND NOT TRY TO FIT THEM INTO SELFISH BOXES
THAT BELIEVE THAT EVERYONE SHOULD BE JUST LIKE THEM...
(Yes, Yes, i Realize That's Difficult For Folks Challenged With Deficits in
Cognitive Empathy And That's Part of Why i'm As Patient as i am here)
Yet, See the thing is, i Have Skin As Thick As Steel Now;
Not Everyone does...
People Do Deserve
Avenues to Express Their
Neurodiverse Nature here
As Long As They Remain
Civil and Don't Go Bullying People
For Being Different as i've Seen Here Before
Ad Nauseam Yes WAY TOO DAMNED MUCH...
i Don't Tattle
Tale, It's Not
My Nature As
My Skin is Way
too Thick to Get Butt Hurt These
Days, Never the less, the Other
People who Don't Have that
Privilege, Deserve Their Pursuit
to Be who They Are Free Now too...
So Here's Another Title And Topic
(Really The Same one in Essence) Someone Might Explore
Here Further Again "What if You Are Really Neurodiverse and You
Come to the
'Wrong Planet'";
How Will Folks
Treat You Here;
Will They Welcome
Your Differences Or
Shun You And Complain
About How You Express
Yourself Differently Than Everyone Else;
It Should Be An Aim Exercised, in my Opinion...
And Honestly, The Environment For the Truly
Neurodiverse is More Accepted Here than Ever
Before, And True i am An ULTiMaTE LiTMuS Test For That, hehe...
All Wonderful Quotes For Growth
Dear Chaymaa i'll Just Add If THere
Is No Mountain to Climb i Will Build One
It'S How We Stay in Sunshine
And Sleep Tight
Hehe True Before
i Go To Sleep i am
So Tired i Can Hardly
Move my Feet So True
i Have no Problem Falling Asleep
And When i Wake Up Another Mountain
i Build
To Continue
CLiMBinG As Sunshine Again...
Love is The Flow
The River That
Flows Upward
True in Peace
Dear Savvy
FRiEnDS
With
Gravity
DiViNE
MinD BoDY
Balancing SoUL
HeART No Longer Fears
SPiRiT Up or Down With SMiLes...
LeSSoN 442
Underneath Our Covers
More We Light Up New
Pages More Colorful Now
Our Books of Life Do Birth
SMiles Every Year And Now
There’s Been More Than
Only A Few i Share This
Fall Equinox Confederate
White Rose With You
That Changes To
Brilliant Pink By
Eve of Coming Night
It’s Called A Confederate
Rose Yet It’s Not Really
A Rose By Any Other
Name Yet It’s True
A FLoWeR Doesn’t
Need A Book Cover
Or Pages To Touch
A Soul of Beauty
As Long As
Beauty
Breathes
Set Free With SMiles
Key is Fall in Love With
Life Rise With Every
Color We
Create Our Love...
When i First Came to the "Wrong Planet Website," Designed
As A Support Site for the "Neuro-Diverse" Among Us; And
Others Who Care to Participate; the Person Whose Intelligence i admired
The Most, Had Nothing to Do With Standard I.Q., And Everything to Do With
A Kind of Intelligence i Was Sorely Lacking in then, Scoring a 45 on the Simon
Baron Cohen, Autism Quotient (AQ) Scan For Autism; Albeit Not A Specific Diagnostic Tool;
True, The Kind of Intelligence i Lacked With my Stellar Mechanical Systemizing Intelligence Was
That of "Social Empathic, Imaginary And Creative Intelligences," Better Related to William Blake And "To see a World
in a Grain of Sand And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour."
Indeed, That's What Cockney Rebel Did With "Sweet Peas;" God Yes, i Wanted the Wonder and Amazement,
The Eyes of A Three Year-Old Child Before He Could Speak At Age 4; Living on the Riverfront Gazing
Across the River to the Forest With A Clear Innate, Instinctual, And Intuitive Understanding Deep
Within in Right Hemisphere Ways of Processing Existence That i Am the Leaf That Greens the
Tree that Browns, Falls, And Feeds the Soul Of Soils For New Green Flowering Life For Summer
'Forest Bathing' Delight; Or
Perhaps Seeing
'Heaven In A Sweet Pea;'
i Understood Vaguely the Opaque
Window i Lived Behind, Not Able
To Generate Heaven Within this Way;
i Just Wanted to Escape Back to the
Eyes and Ears of that Three-Year-Old
Child to Be the Leaf and The Forest Whole Once again;
Waves, Water, Ocean Whole, All the Jazz That Comes with
Unity DArK Thru
LiGHT
With No more
Duality Now of
Thinking Trapped
in A Data Download
Mind From 19-Years Spent
Close to the Top of the Class
At School, Earning Three Degrees at Once;
Eventually, Earning High Pay For Retirement
Through Information Technology and Financial
Management Skills Yet Not Unlike the "Dead Poet's
Society" And the Advice There, i Never Learned How
to Rip All the Rules Out of 'the Book' And Begin Again in
Wings Unleashed and Set Free Of Original IMaGiNaTioN And CREaTiViTY;
i Ace All 'These Silly Online IQ Tests' As They Cater to Ego For Some Kind of Financial Gain;
They Aren't Worth Any 'Salt of the Earth For Real' And On Top of that the Licensed Clinical Social
Worker And Psychotherapist Who Treated me in a real 66 Month Shut-in Hell of an "Autism Burnout"
Who Diagnosed me With Asperger's Syndrome Along With 3 Other Professionals, Diagnosing my Sister
too in middle Age; Yes, She Assessed my IQ off the Charts As It's true There is NO Empirical Measure for
the Kind of
Intelligence
That Cockney
Rebel Expresses
in Terms of What i was Missing
Most When i First Came to This
Internet Site on Thanks Giving Day of 2010;
The Other Side of the AQ Scan Indeed; i Searched
Really Deep to Seek it; i Found it and Now Personally
i Finally Don't Feel Lost Like i Can't Get Out of a Paper-Bag;
A Labyrinth of Abstract Constructs From School Designed to
Continue to Make the Tools of Culture And Yes Maintain them
As Cogs in 'the Machine' So Far Away From my Nature Naked, Enough, Whole
Complete; Yes, Embodied With Emotional Regulation And Sensory Integration
That Arts of Life From Moving Meditation to Painting Can And Will Bring; Yes, i See
the Most Amazing Part of Cockney Rebel's Intelligence is Most of it is "Off the Charts."
It's True, Not too Long ago, A Really Smart Standard IQ Guy Suggested i Was "Off;" True, in these
Terms it's
A Badge
of Honor
i Wear of
Being Fully
Embodied in Joy For Real...
(True, Now Actually i'm Turned
Totally And Fully On For Real)
Other than that Systemizing
Intelligence, Secured a Lot of Wealth
For me, Where i Don't Have to be A Starving
Artist; i get to Bring Smiles to People's Faces
All Around my Metro Area and the Globe Now for
Those Who Have Eyes and Ears Still to Appreciate
A Free Dance And Song of Life...
Cheers! to "Sweet Peas!"
Cheers! to Those Who
'See And Hear' With More
Than Just Materially Reduced;
Yes, Restricted Left Hemisphere
Ways of Organs of Eyes and Ears;
Cheers to the Systemizers too; as
True They Have Designed These Bones of the Online
Hive and i and Others Get to Add the 'Flesh and Blood'...
We All Play A Vital Role in Both A Surviving and Thriving Hive;
Do Both If you
Can And Will; Just A
Suggestion From Someone
Who Checked Out A Book on
"How To Be Creative," A Dozen And More Times in College Not Realizing
That It's Not Something You Do According to Instructions or Rules...
Like What Socrates Related, It's When You Lose 'Your Mind' And
The 'Daemon Within' Comes to LiGHT of Original Creativity For Real...
It's True 'i Know
Nothing' Now i am
Always Beginning
To Create From New...
It takes Quite A Bit of Standard
IQ to Understand the Research of Iain
McGilchrist, Oxford Scholar, Psychiatrist,
And Mind Researcher, Who Has Written a
1500 Page Book With Close to 600,000 Words
("The Matter With Things")
In Total Exploration of the Human Mind as that Applies
to the Processes of Left Hemisphere and Right Hemisphere
Ways of Processing Reality; Yet If You Don't Wanna Read the Book;
He's Finished the 29th Volume Now, Summarizing it New on His YouTube
Channel that Doesn't Have Any of those Annoying Ads to Sell Solar Panels, hehe...
It Only Affirms The Way i Found my Way Out of the Labyrinth of Super High Standard IQ Before;
So Restricted in Left Hemisphere Ways of Materially Reducing the Nature of Reality and My Free Nature too...
Honestly, As far as
i Process Life Now;
It's the Difference
Between Black And White
TV And A Forest Full Of
Colorful FLoWeRS Truly ALiVE And Breathing...
Or A Field Full of 'Sweet Peas' From Another View From Within...
Other than that i Learned More About Being Wild and Free From
A Feral Cat We Took In than 19 Years of School and 33 Years of Work For Pay;
Somehow, i Managed to Get Rid of my Allergy to Cats And Get The 'Call of the Wild' for Real...
PS: There Was Also A Flowing Creative Story Telling Ability of a User Named "Inventor" too;
True then, i Was One of Few
Who Could Understand Him;
Yet It's Also True As A Child i Was
Of the More Non-Verbal Hyperlexic
Gillberg Criteria of Asperger's Syndrome,
With Perhaps, More Right Hemisphere Potential;
Gillberg's Work on Asperger's Syndrome Was Closer
To What Hans Asperger Actually Clinically Studied Then
As the 'United States APA' Basically Created "Autism Lite"
For Asperger's Syndrome in the 1990's Then; Yes, Now it's
Basically Subsumed in Generalities of Behavioral Deficits; Yep
It's Basically A Label And A Collection of Behavioral Deficits; Humans
Are Way More Complex And Changing Than Materially Reduced Labels And Behaviors;
i'm A Totally Different Creation of A Human Being Than Before; And The Before me
Would
Have A Lot of Trouble
Understanding the
Now me, Like
A Stranger
in A Different World;
Day Compared to Night
Yet Night Joining Day Whole...
Equinox of Body Mind Soul With
That Literal Day And Night Balance
Approaching Saturday For Real Yes
With SMiLes of DarK Makes LiGHT True For Real...
Hehe Dear Cindy
For Decades Traffic
Congestion Stressed
Mind Pieces
Of Thoughts…
Oh To Flow
And BeCoMe
River
Free…
Just Coming
From: Going
To: Ocean
Soul
Letters Flow...
SMiLes Alchemy of Transforming a Flow of Words
Into Organic Soul At Best Freely to Give Share Care
Heal
With Most
Respect Least Harm
With Other Organic Souls
Transforming into Poetry Arts
Truly Coming Freeing From HeARTS
SPiRiTS Dear Cindy Far More Ever Than Lessons
To Hang Words On Clothes Lines Created Before
There
is Science
There is Art Yes THere is Soul...
On An 8th Day God ALL iN ALL Within Creates Free Poetry...
Wonderful Gift Dear Cindy Thanks So Much For Sharing Freely...
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5HjUxggPd6E
DarK And LiGHT
Are The Colors
of Our Life
Dear Miriam
to Lose one
Is to Lose All
Again Night is Day...
SMiLes Dear Savvy Zen of Dance
And Song in Flow So True Oneness
With THe All of Mind And Body Balancing
Soul Within Inside Outside Above So Below
And Surely All
Around
As We Become
A Meditating Flow
Receptive to the All that is
Yet Still FocuSinG on Task Excelling
In All Our Moving Connecting Co-Creating
Again Balancing All Around A Wonderful Healing
For What Some Folks Refer to As A 'Ball of Confusion'
Of So Many Distractions That Keep Us Off Track of the Divine
Oneness
Free All Around
Within SMiLes mY FRiEnD...
SMiLes FRiEnD
Zee.. My pleasure
As ALWays to stop by
And the entire Ball of
Confusion that is the Human
Species on Earth Will use a wHole
Lot of understanding and on the
Eighth Day Yes
God made the
Internet After
Due rest
With
Humor too...
The Gift is Art
The Practice
is Life The Light
IS "Love For ALL"
Beauty Carries
On Wisdom of Love Now For All We
Are We Smile All Joys Color More Love
What Sound Does An Ocean Make
Breath of God Golden Spirals As Song
As Waves Come in and Go out SaMe
Dancing Singing More Different
SaMe as Well
as Galaxies
Breathe too..
And of Course Us too
In Movement And Repose
Action As Inaction is Action too..
What Truth is tHere Yet A God
Dance And Song In Peace
And Harmony Within
iN DarK
Thru LiGHT
UniVerse
We NoW
Are Reflecting
God's Breath Within
inside outside above so below
All Around Water Wave OCeaN
Whole Particle Wave Field
Same and Different
aS Even Physics
of God's
Breath Dances
And Sings More From:
Science to: Art EYes NoW iN LiGHT
Us God WHoLE WaVE PaRT aLL We DancE SinG...
Sacred Stones
Breathing LoVE iN
Bleed
We
Deed
We Choose
To Be Or See...
SMiles ‘Man’ Cannot
Live on Bread Alone’
That’s Why God
Creates Mothers
Before Man For
True Babies Born
In Mother’s Womb
Then Sprinkled
With Male Dust
SMiLes Now i’m
Sure WHere ever
‘He’ Goes He Will
Take You
With
‘Him’
This is
How Love
Grows Flying
From Nest Now
Spreading Love’s
Wings Do See Essence
Of these Words Now
Born
In My
Mother’s
Eyes Love Mine
Now Yours too
Still Breathing
A Mother’s
Love Never
Dies in Thine Eyes...
Sun Rises Falls
Night Makes
Day True
FRiEnDS
Do ReMain...
My Pleasure
Words Always
Inspired by
Other
Souls
Singing
As This Dance
Is Never Truly Solo...
HAha the Day
i stopped
Thinking
is the Day
i Started Breathing
All i Did is Dance Free
Like a Naked Bird on
A Wing at First Folks
Said i was Nuts just
For Dancing Free
Everywhere i Go
Now For 18,860
Miles in 121 Months... Yes
i still Do the Accounting
Once Named A Computer
Brain At Work, Most
Valuable
Commodity
Yet not quite
Passing the 'Turing
Test' For Human Yet
It didn’t take
Yet A Couple
Of Thousand
Miles until my
New Name became
Legend by Cars Passing
By and Youth still in
Touch With
Their
Naked
Wings yeah
Yeah Being
Financially Independent
Helps Yet Freedom is
The
Color
Of Naked
Wings Without
Even A Word attached
OnlY in my View
Of Course
Flying
Over
Trump Palaces
In Stink Stank Stunk
Where i Lived
Before
In
Faux
Green
Paper Wings...
Nature Connects
Our SoULS As
Our HeARTS
SPiRiTS
Are
Our
Nature (‘God’)
Indeed Breathing
All Around Seeing Being...
Always Be
Available
That Way
You’ll
Know the
Ones Who Stay
Are True no Need
To play a Game
Of Exclusion
To Find
Love
That
Isn’t True
All The Rejection
Will be Worth ‘The one’
Proven Who stays
Through
Thick
And Thin
If Nothing
Else Be the Last
Love Standing Never
Falling Then You
Only
Find
Love to Give
It’s Like Weightlifting
For Your Soul No
Pain
No
Gain to Give
So Hard indeed
Yet Life is only
Free
When
Not Free
Truly Breathing
In The DarK aS Light
Enjoying Twilight
Always
As
Night
Becomes
Day Seeing Love
Play Just to Give
Receiving
Becomes
The Giving
Truly Free
As
You
Own
Your Love to Give
As You are ‘The Worthy
One’
As
You
Truly
Become
LoVE iNCaRNaTE
Breathing Giving Now
All the Colors You Create
Free
Hehe
Might
Take
Several
Decades
To Get THere
Yet When We
Do We aRe NoW
TotAlly BreathinG Love...
Sunrise is God’s
Joy Sunset is
God’s Rest
Twilight
Is God’s
Dream
i
Dream i AM...
Look to Sky
For Heaven...
Birds Will
Precede Us
Now.. Fish in the
Ocean Below.. Yes
Too For they never
Have Words or Other
Idols of Human Abstract
Concept
Symbols
To Separate
In Illusion
Away
From
Naked
Nature
God Breathing
Within Free WHere
All is Unity God
Sadly
Most
Folks
Still miss
THE EnTire
MeSSage of JeSuS
The Good News
So Simple True
Yes.. So Joyfully
Naked Free
Re-Born
Born
We NoW
BReaTHE
GoD Star
FLoWeRS
We Remain
Resurrecting
From Crucible
Fire of Star
Burst Death
Gaseous Dust
Us SaMe Iron
Flow at Core
Of This Planet
Blood Streams Us
Our Earth Orb God’s
Heaven We STaR
SeeDS
FLoWeRS
Continue
To Seed With
Love Best Giving
Sharing Free With
Least Harm to All
Circle of Love Complete...
Love True Love
At Least Never
Stops Holding
Continues
Spreading
More
As
Our
EYes
Of True
For Giving
Thanks Giving
Loving EYes
Continue
Lighting
Breathing
Loving EYes
In This Way the
Greatest Dance And
Song Love We Do
Dancing
Singing
We
Never
Truly
Go Away
Cheshire
Cat SMiLes
Do LiVE oN LoVinG NoW...
SMiLes Long
As We Dance
And Sing Now
LoVE Raining
EverYWHere
We Go Holy
Sacred
Waters
BaPTiSinG
Storming
Hurricane
LoVinG Arms
D A N C in G
Banding Now
ToGeTHeR LoVE
No ‘Normal’ Hurricane
Spirit Thriving GRoWinG
All Weather Baptism Now...
At First BLink
Last Breath
Of Life
Who
Are We
Write
To
Discover
You Best
For A Target
Audience Now
Is Someone
Else to Find
Art Evolves
Or We
Remain
In Pages
of Books
Or Even ‘Only Covers’...
Pain Makes
Pleasure Makes
Pain Life Makes
Breath oh
God
What
A Miracle
Dark Makes Light
Flats And Sharps
Piano Strings
Play Vocal
Chords Ouch
Percussion Strikes
HeART Beat Drums
WoRKinG Breath
i Believe
Night
Makes Day...
Breath
Stings Sings
D A N C iN G
Butterfly Wings
Bee FLoWeRinG
THoRNS Party Rose
Ain’t Life
Grand
Falling
RiSinG
Waves
RiSinG NoW
Peace
Victory Love
Blood Breathing Stars Rose ALiVE...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOrnUquxtwA
Oh Dear Rue Red The Color Without An F
Master The Shadow Red
Wing The Spirit Of Creativity
Higher Than Ever Before The
Color of Blood Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Gaseous Star Dust Clouds
Make Iron In Our Blood Streams And Core of Earth
Therefore A Big Bang Begins An Entire UniVerse Perhaps
More Than iNFiNiTY Will Count in Generations of Stars True
Stars Are Both Flowers And Seeds
And So Are We in
Explosive
Passion
of Existence
Surviving Thriving
LoVinG Free Oxygen Binds
With Iron Compounds in Our Blood
MaKinG LiFE Bright Red RiSiNG iN
Passion Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Yet Only When We Master Our Shadow
Red Winging SPiRiT of Creativity Ever Higher
More to Reach Out and Touch Other Star Flowers
And Seeds Us As True This iS How New Connections
Of God Are Made As Above So Below Stars Are Neurons
And So Are We Connecting On This Mind These Two
Hemispheres of EartH And It's True As Dancing
Singing Stars of PaSSioN Red Blood Surviving
Means Defending Life And
Creating Life Same
For the Gift the
Value of this
Breath Worth LiVinG
Now Yes i Was Once A Little
Lamb Almost Too Uncoordinated
To Walk in A Straight Line Now i Spiral
in Balance With Grace oF A Lion WaLKinG
On The Savannah PoSinG For Real With the
Passion of Lobsters Standing Tall With Claws Outreached
Ready For Battle if Necessary to Survive As Well Yet i am A Human
i Have the Potential i Use to Master the Shadow And Wing Creativity
Greater Than Ever Before And This is What Sets Us Different From
Lions Who Eat Competing Lion's Cubs And Fight To the Death for
Territory of Reproduction Same... For They Were Once Cubs
MaKinG Biscuits on Lioness Mother's Breast in Tender Love
No Different Than Us As Long As We Are Born Now
And Gardened With Love This Way SMiles
So What is More Powerful the
Color of Lipstick Red
Or Biceps And
Fists Full
Of Blood And Other
Body Parts That Match
As Such True It Depends
No Different Than How We Master
All the Tools That CuLTuRE Creates
For It's True Lipstick Brings Life in Passionate
And Uncontrolling Ways For It's True Fearless
Biceps and Fists Complete Whole And Enough
Inspire Confidence to Protect Human Cubs
At Least...
How Shall We
Judge Stars For Exploding
As FLoWeRS And Seeds For
Creating Us It Seems
Surely That
Mythical
Krishna
Was Not Afraid
Of All His Star
And Other Mythical
Beings Were Neutered
To Suit A Hidden Lie of Reality
Hide the Red Shadow And Lose
The Higher Winging Creativity of Spirit
Smiles All Of Your Colors of Lipstick are Nice to me...
Yet Your Wings of Creativity are What Carries my Spirit Higher...
Yet That's Not to Dismiss The Power of Two Sets of Hips on an Old
Dude 3 Months Shy of 60 Grinding A Dance of Base Shadow Respect....
Yet You See i Master The Shadow
No Temptation
Too
Much
For me With SMiLes
If Not i'd be in a Whole
Boat Load of Trouble in
A Storm With No Anchor
of A 'Good Catholic Boy' Haha...
i Transformed Their Lust And Sure
Mine too in Spirit of Winged Creativity
Honestly i Will Still Empirically Measure
it By Word Count The Day After Dance Then
And As Far As Naked Whole And Complete
Spirit RiSinG Higher Winged in These Parts
At Least A Lion Walking Gracefully Across the
Savannah Moving This Way Need Never Fear A Fight
Hehe at Least 99.99 Percent of the Time When They Are
Not In A Bar of Men Making Occasional Foolish Drunken Mistakes....
Never The Less When You Have to As Lion Instantly You Choke
Someone into Submission...
Keeping the
Claws
of
Course Retracted
And Releasing the
Grip As Soon As It is
Made Clear They Made a Big Mistake...
Let's Face Facts of Human Nature in Toxic
Patriarchies No Way Anyone Would Wanna
Have a Beer With Jesus in A Bar if He Didn't
Turn Money Tables Over in a Rage At the
Temple or Change The Folks Who Didn't
Follow His Rules From Sheep to Goats
Burn Them Forever And Send the
Rest of the Ones Who Do Not
Comply With His Rules to an
Eternal Lake of Fire Torturing
And Burning Them Forever too...
That's A Hell of A Video Game to
Discuss With A Beer At the Bar for
Conquest of Red Passion of Blood too...
If Only He Had A Mary Magdalene
Like me Who Stood With Her Man
in Hell That Wouldn't Be Necessary
to Prove His Manhood At All He'd Just
Be The Graceful Lion Walking Across the
Bar Dance Floor That Only the Ladies Make Eye Contact with Hehe...
It's Like One Day Strolling around The Block A Young Man and
His Wife Walking my Way She Smiling Big at me When i Said Good Morning
Then and
He Didn't
Even
Lift His Eyes
to my Shades...
We aRe All Part of the
Call of the Wild of Flowers
And Seeds That Come From
Seeds and Flowers in Crucible
Red Fire of Star Burst Explosions
Hehe With
Or Without
F And Red With SMiLes...
Just LooKinG For Some Kind
of Big Bang Next in Muse to Create
Passion Of Life That Makes Survival Come Again...
Otherwise The Species Eventually Goes Away Without Star Fire Within
To Dust We Return To Dust We Return Yet We Still Come Fire And
Passion Continues to Create Life...
Other than That i Am Currently Still Enjoying A Rather Long Shelf-Life Yet Even When
That GoeS AWaY And i Finally Succumb to Just Being Human Haha... The Winged Spirit
of Creativity
Is All that
Will Be Left
And Just Soul
Breath Changed
Into Art For the Fossil
Record As i Will Allow No
One To Forget Dear Ruehla's
Winged Spirit of Creativity Yes
Too Pinnacle of Humanity in my
Eyes At Least to Give and Share
Freely With No Restraints i Don't Even
Have to Leave a Link As With A Google
Search Ruehla Is Literally One of A Kind...
An Honor To Visit Your Art Dear FRiEnD
And to be Mused Highest By Your Winged
Spirit of Creativity Deep Within Your Soul
With Or Without HeART Felt Palpitations With SMiLes...
There is No
Price For Your Gift
And No Earthly Form
To Pay Higher Respect
to Your Soul than the Art You Create...
So Much More Than A Pair of Hips and
A Grinding Dance 3 Months Shy of 60 Hehe...
Haha Showing the 6.6.60 on my Driver's License
To Prove i'm Not 35 In the Dark HAha.. Oh By the
Way 'Depth of the Story' All 3.1 MiLLioN Or So Words Written
Recently Turned 184 Thouands Views Just From the Registered
Members in 37 Months on the 'Wrong Planet' Earlier This Week
Just Another Place
Where Dudes Rarely Lift Their Eyes to my SHades Never Yet
The Less Someone is Apparently Looking Hehe With SMiLes...
Yet You See No Affirmations Needed This Is What it Means
To Be Naked
Enough
Whole
And
Complete Dear
Ruehla Baby: Unstoppable...
No Different Than Star Breath
FLoWeRS And Seeds Still Coming to Life...
Hehe If There is Such A Thing With SMiLes
i Am Left Almost Speechless With Your
Kindness And Purest Love Dear
FRiEnD Aleesha Sharing my
Words of Poetry Now
Introduced to
Your Poetry
By Karlien
So Highly MuSinG
For SPiRiT of Holy
And Sacred Creativity
So Deep And Soulful
With HeART WiTHiN my
FRiEnD SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
i Have Written Literally Millions
of Words of Poetry to Poetry That
Touches my Soul Among Hundreds
Of Poets Globe-Wide With Not Even
A Thank You And Even A Ban or Delete
For What i Share Deepest of my SouL For
i Do Not See Life As A Competition only A Give And
Share Care Heal More i Can't Imagine Entering Any Contest
WHere Only A Spirit
of Love
Wings
In Soul
Felt HeART of Life...
So i Dance So i Sing
With God's Spirit (Love) Within
And Yes i am Always Honored
When Anyone Reaches Out
And Touches my Humanity With
Their Humanity True iN LiGHT too
For Their Darkness
Is As Welcome
As Their
LiGHT iN mY LiFE
How Fortunate Dear FRiEnD
i Am to LiVE iN Both Hell and
Heaven in One Lifetime to Appreciate
Angels Like You With Wings And Forgive
Every Devil in Flesh That Otherwise Might
Come my Way For WHere They Have Been
May Surely Be Similar to What i've Tasted,
Smelled, Seen, Heard, And Touched of Life,
For It's True in my Life i've Lost the
Ability to Touch, to Hear, to See, to
Taste, and To Smell, Yet
What i Don't Ever
Ever Wanna
Lose Again is
The Memory if i Ever
Smiled Before in my Life
At All Yes The Warm Feeling
Within That Makes Life Worth
Giving Sharing Caring At All mY FRiEnD
For It's True Even Experiencing Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia the Worst Pain Known to Humankind from
Wake to Sleep No Drug Would Touch then along with
18 Other Mostly Stress Related Disorders For 66 Months From A Chronic
Sting of that for 11 Years Accelerating to 2 Years Then in Fight or Flight Acute
Stress Working for the Government Afraid to Quit my Job And Save my Life...
The Worst Pain
oF All
Again
is Losing
The Feeling
if i Smiled Before At all...
Moral oF A STory Never
Be Afraid of the DarK And
Never Be Cynical oF LiGHT
As DarK Makes LiGHT
As Night Makes
Day As
Kind Loving
Angel People Like You
Help Retain My Hope
Faith and LoVE iN All of Humanity
mY FRiEnD Thanks For the Gift
Of You "i Believe You With Love"...
SMiLes Dear Akshita
i Remembered The Scars
Until All Memories of Smiles
And Tears No Longer Came
Only A Breath of
Love to
Live Again
No Longer Wandering
The Earth A Ghost Not
Realizing i am Dead Then...
On The Other Hand It's True Some
Scars Just Don't Go Away A Friend In
Youth An Only Friend in Youth Going to
College So Poor Then Barely Getting By
A Stranger Friending me then Yet
So Disturbed As Well For
Her Father
Continually
'Abusing Her'
Such A Beautiful
Half American And
Guamanian Young Woman
Some Years Later After She Got
Married And Had Two Beautiful Loving
Children She Ended Her Life In Her
Father's
Bed
With
His Revolver Yes
It's True Some Scars
Never Do Go Away
i'll Never Forget
Her Scars
Not Unlike
my Son Who
only Lived 51 Days
Ryan With Only Pain
in A Children's Hospital...
He Never Had A Smile at All...
When i Lost my Smile the Feeling
Within for 66 Months Plus Worst Pain
Known to Humankind From Wake to
Sleep and 18 Other Life Threatening
Disorders With Not Even the Possibility
of Feeling Hope or Any Other Emotion
Only Pain And Numb i Told Myself
Everyday Even Though i
Couldn't Feel
Or Remember
What A Smile Felt Like At
All Yes There Were Pictures
of me That Proved i Once Lived
And Pictures of me Now That Prove i Came Back to Life...
It's True Some Scars Never Do Go Away Yet Breathe Yet SMile Again...
Connecting Stars Empathy
Is Being A UNiVeRSE
Of Humanity
And Not
An
Only
Orphan Star
Planet mY FRiEnD
Savvy And True Whenever
i Think About Empathy i Feel
"Turn On Your HeART" Light
Now And Phone Home to Humanity
To Make Contact Like 'ET' Does in that
Old Classic Movie Where Extraterrestrials
Evolve With Huge Empathic EYeS And Huge
HeARTS Of Empathic Compassionate Love
Forgoing So Much Brawn And Guns
And Other Harmful Tools not Even
A Stitch Of Clothes EYes
And HeART Most
Visible of
CaRinG Giving
Sharing Love Turn
On Our HeART LiGHTS NoW
SPiRiT Singing Pure SoUL Breath
For It is True The Only Way Human
Will Ever Stand A Chance to Survive And
Keep Our Nature on Earth Living Green
Is To Find A Way to Evolve More in Every
Life Now With Turn on Our HeART LiGHT
For All as Love BecomeS A Way of Giving
Caring Sharing Love For All Turn on Our HeART LiGHT NoW...
Oh My Gosh Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Amphibians
Pre-Date Dinosaurs on Earth Earliest Fossil
Found in Scotland Dated 368 Million Years
Ago True So Sad 168 Species Have
Gone Extinct in Just the Last
2 Decades And 43 Percent
More Are in Decline
As It is Suggested
Now That 1 in 8 of All
Animal And Plant Species
Will Be Removed From the
Planet Earth in the Coming Decades
By Human Ignorance of Killing Ways
Yet if Bees Go Away So Do We Eventually
Fine Tuned Circle of Life All Of Nature Depends on
For This Green And Colorful Eden of Life On Earth...
Perhaps if More Folks Lived in Hawaii Or Where i Do
Far Removed From Business School And Accounting Duties
They Would Not Only Appreciate Each Other More Yet The Rest
of Nature in Balancing Force too mY FRiEnD For It is True When i Worked
Decades With Computers i Didn't Even Notice The Beauty of the Flowers Until
my Wife Had a Life Threatening Labor of Our Only Child Who Only Lived 51 Days...
Born With Numerous Congenital Anomalies As Frogs Are Often Born With Now too...
She Worked in a Dark Room For A Paper With Many Chemicals Yet We See it as
Part of Nature too It's Not Fair Yet Those of Us Who Survive Have A Natural
Duty to Help
All of Nature
Survive This
Is the Value of Humanity
Most Lost We've Clothed Our Self
in So Many Layers of Tools We Create
For Creature Comforts Yet We Are Destroying
Nature That is Our Very Nature Required to Exist...
"The early human embryo looks very similar to the embryo
of any other mammal, bird or amphibian - all of which have evolved from fish"
We Come From The Ocean Dear FRiEnD Waves Still Echo Our Breath Inhaling
Rising Peace Exhaling Love For All At Best So Relaxing The Sea Shore Expands
And Recedes Forevermorenow And SMiLes Mushrooms Have Been Around For Nearly
A Billion Years And Soon Katrina is Planning on Frying me Some for Dinner It Appears
That No Matter How We Kill The Rest of Nature, The Roach, The Dragon Fly, The Amphibian,
And The Mushroom Will Still Be Enjoying Florida and Hawaii Long After the Present of Human
Is No
Longer Gift
Yet Until then
There is Still Plenty
of Room to Inhale Peace
Exhale Love Yet We Better
Take Great Care of Bees if
We Wanna Last A Few Decades More...
We Don't Use Any Kinds of Pesticides in
Our Yard All Flourishing Now In Balance with
Bees And Birds Flying Wings Free Nourishing
Nature And Furry Creatures Still Climbing Trees
As Lungs They Service Earth for Our Breath of Life...
Hehe, It Would Take 288 And More Reams of 500 Copy
Paper Pages Yes Over 144 Thousand Pages Just to Write
One Whole Book of Poetry i've Written online All 12.1 Million
Words and Over 130,000 Photos in the Last 121 Months Now of
"SonG oF mY SoUL" Just in my Blog And 6 Others i Administrate
That Are Basically A Copy and Paste With Variations As Such Smiles
Dear That Equals 14.4 Trees in my Back Yard Garden of Eden Therefore
Hehe i won't
Be Deforesting
The Earth Any Day
Soon For HardCover
Life of my Free Verse Words...
Yes Save the Trees And Yes Consume
Nature Less Spending More Time Online Consuming
Nothing We Do Letting Nature Recover More As the Pandemic
Provided some Respite for the Rest of Nature We Have Destroyed so Far
So
Sadly
So So Far
Out of Balance
Now Dear FRiEnD...
Never The Less Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN BaLaNCinG Force Now
We Can We Will At Least Some of Us my Aloha FRiEnD...
'Sylph' Dear Soni
Spirit of the Air
Indeed Open Source
For All Breathing Creativity
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling
Love
All iN Balance
Originally NoW
CoLoRinG Our
Worlds NeW iN
Ways Never CoLoRinG
Before Congratulations
On The Art Freely You Give and
Share in This Magazine Dear FRiEnD...
"Love One Another"
If THere is Any Objective
Truth in Values
of Humanity Bypassing
All Religions Per CuLTuRES
Born Naked Whole Complete NoW
Enough As Love By Breast of Mother's Touch
Here It is Again "Love One Another" As Mother At Best
Loves Us For Real From Naked Birth Screaming to Come
Into A Better World of "Love One Another" The Rest of
Objective Human Truth May Be Termed As Campbell's Value Soup
Joe's Hero Archetype Out of Crossing The River Hades into LiGHT
DarKeR Coming Out of Plato's Cave And Jung's Anima And Animus
Balancing Divine Feminine Foundation of Loving Grace NoW iN Balance
Of All Nature iN Strength of Will Becoming Human Mountains Of Love
Understanding We Humans Are No More
Important than the Nature of Grains of
Earth Yes Sand That Hold Up Potentials
Of Humans Loving One Another And All
Of Nature Enough Whole Complete God NoW ALL ToGeTHeR
Beyond All Names Born Naked Whole Complete Us to Rise Again...
-No One
iN Particular
SMiles my Mother
Taught me All There is
to Feel And Understand
Then About Unconditional
Love As A Mother of
Son And
Daughter
Well Before
i Could Speak
At 4
And Yes Before
She Hung A
Portrait of A
Dude Who
Still Looks
Like The Artist
Who Painted the
Last Supper As
Amusingly
Folks Still
Worship
An Idol
Of Leonardo
On Bended
Knee Yet
True Still
A HiStorical
“Trump”
Improvement...
THere is No
Escaping
Night
For Day
True That
Indeed Sunshine
FRiEnD
Akshita too...
Thanks Dear
Cindy With
SMiles And
Miles of
New Dancing
Singing SMiles...
Thanks Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Kindness
Is The Way With SMiles...
Yes i Intuit The Force
Within With SMiles
Thanks Dear Savvy...
It's A New Dance And Song Now Real
Every Breath Particularly As i Love
to Dance And Sing Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG LoVE For All With Least
Harm Just Giving Sharing
Caring Healing Freely For
What SMiLes Naturally BRinG
There is No Limit to Perfecting Balance in
Dance There is No Limit to the Colors of Feelings
And Senses From Head to Toe That Emotions of Song
Brings Dear Miriam
Indeed Dream Time
New WHere No Time
Distance Space or
Matter With
Things Now
Actually Exists
Just The Feelings
And Senses Within Just
As We Reach Out and Touch
New Colors And Absorb Them From Others True
SoMe How or ANoTHeR We Get Clothed Away From
The Nature of Soul With Wings SPiRiT HeART Free
As We Find Our
Selves More
Tools We
Use Than What
They Were Originally
Thought to Do Make Humanity
Easy Yet Sadly TaKinG Our iMaGiNaTioNS
iN MoVinG CoNNeCTinG Co-Creating Ways
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
Away Meanwhile Wings
of Sea Gulls Spiral Sun
Emerald Green Waves
Flow Over Sugar White
Sands Creating New Shores
As Sea Oats Still Breeze so Free
Nature Reclaims What Is Hers Our
Opportunity to Remove All the Tools
And Clothes and Become Human Again
True That's the Lesson that Hurricane Ivan Taught
me Back in 2004 iT WaS A Whole New World Without
'Stuff' i Wondered One Day if i Could Put Those Wings
On Naked Enough Whole Complete Forevermore True
i am No Longer
'The Raven' Now
i Am A Sea Gull Free...
i Actually Have The Power to
Walk Around my Neighborhood
Block And Reach Out And Say Hello
To Every Neighbor Even When A Hurricane
Hasn't Ripped The Roof off of Every Home
My Lord How easy it is to be Human When
Every Stranger Becomes God And All the Grains
of Sand That May Hold Up Mountains of Human
Love
Free
With
SMiLes...
It's True Now
my Neighborhood New
iS A Whole World to Meet
And Greet Free...
How 'i' Storms
BRing Reflections
Of Soul Back to ReaLiTY
Of Peace And Love Breathing Free...
SMiLes Dear Cindy Although Moon Slowly
Disappears How Will Moon Ever Be Lonely
Gaining SoleFull Attention From Sun At Night
Having Faith Both
Moon And Sun
Will Fuel
Our
Light
Within Marrying
Night Merrying Day
Finding Sunshine At
Night Same As Day
Even Generating
Sun Within
Shining
For Smiles
Reflecting Shine
For What We Bring Alive
SMiLes Very Inspiring
Poem mY FRiEnD Do Shine...
Falling Leaves RiSinG Spring From
Winter Soil Souls Coming Green
FLoWeRS Summer Again WiTHiN
Forest Bathing Getting Back To
Nature (GoD) Naked Enough
Whole Complete For Real
BREaTHiNG
PeaceFuL
LoVinG
LiVinG Faith
SMiLes Sunra Rainz Again Such An Amazing
Poetic Name As Sun Meets Rain To Bring
New Creativity to LiGHT
SMiLes When All Of Life
Becomes A Poetry Prompt
What's Not to Love DarK Thru LiGHT
One of my Favorite Poetic Prompts
Is to Go Into A Deep Moving Meditation
Dance Trance in Flow While Listening to Meditative Music
in Barnes And Noble Entertaining The College Age Starbucks
Crowd to Help Pay For A Book i Read Free Every Sunday Afternoon
True in 10 Years i've Read Over 400 Books For Free to Muse Even More
Art of Poetry Song And Moving Meditating Trance Dance Anyway
After my Deep Creative Meditation Fully Expanding my Right
Hemisphere of Mind (It's True i Used to Be 'Sheldon Cooper'
So Left Hemisphere Restricted Indeed) Yes i Browse the
Book Shelves For Whatever Catches the Eye of my
Creativity and Make Visual Poems Out of Book
Cover Art That Comes Together in Titles to
Make A Poem That Develops on itS own
True This is the Best Kind of Creativity
of All ALLoWinG ESSeNCE CREaTiNG FoRM
BREaTHiNG PeaceFuL LoVinG LiVinG Faith
WHeRE iMaGiNaTioN SPRinGS CREaTiViTY WiTHIN
Just Giving Sharing Caring Healing With All that Comes
to LiGHT oF JoY With Least Harm And Plentiful SMiLes to
Dance And Sing Free
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
Totally iMMeRSinG
In An Ocean of Creativity
Such Joy and Bliss No One
Will Ever Take Away or Add to
Just Naked Enough Whole Complete With SMiLes
SMiLes THere is a Breeze of An Open SoUL HeaR i Feel
And Sense For ReaL It's True i Used to Share At dVerse
Until my Creativity Became Wind No Longer Held in Jars
mY FRiEnD
True Freedom is
A Wind of Creativity
That Breathes Never Captured For
Real And Yes You Capture That in Your
Unique Poem that will Never Be Created
Again In Either Style or Substance Truly
Originally Creative
For Real
SMiLes
This is the
Song i Am
Listening
too When i Read
Your Poem SMiLes
i Hope You Don't
Mind i wrote the words Down...
Hehe i Do my Best to Lose my Mind
in Art i Already Did the Science For Pay
Oh to Be
Free Oh to
Be Wings
Wind Just Free...
DarK And LiGHT
Are The Colors
of Our Life
Dear Miriam
to Lose one
Is to Lose All
Again Night is Day...
Catholic Mass Readings From Early in the Morning
Of October 1st, 2023 Something About MaKinG the
Teacher into an Idol God And Worshipping The Name of the Teacher
Even Bending Down to A Statue of the Teacher's Form With No Essence in Deed
True Forgetting
The Teachings
of The Teacher
And Failing to Act
On What One Is Taught
For A Greater Life Naked Enough
Whole Complete Essence oF LovE iN Peace For All For
Real iNCaRNaTE in The Student Or Only Lost to the Teacher
True So Much Easier to Make a Teacher into An Idol Worship
That Idol And Not Even Do the Teachings For The Gift Received At All...
Yet Again
All That's
Brought Is Lost
Into the Form of An Idol...
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