Depth of 'The Story'
“SonG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old”
CeLeBRaTinG This Featnote 100 Months 12.18.2021
Some People Have the Most Amazing Ways to
Teach You All About Love Nothing Better
Than MaKinG Greeting Cards
Greeting Cards Of Love
Yawn It’s Basically All
i Do In A Greatest Mood
Happiest 7th Dear
Rafiah Praying For
All The BLeSSinGS
For All You Love Dear...
SMiles Dear
Xenia Wishing
All You Love
Happiest Days
BLeSSinG Bliss...
SMiLes True ‘These
Kinda Folks’
Exist too Yet
i Have No
Place To
Fall Valley
Height of
Mountain
i Love
‘Them’
ALWaYS
RiSinG NoW
With SMiLes...
Child's Hope
Our Hope Love..
Born
iNnate
WitH A SMiLe
BeYoNd iNFiNiTY
aS UNConDiTioNaL LoVE
FeaRLeSS
TRuly
THat's
ALL We
Need To KNoW..
For NoW aS ReaL..
AnYWaY aS Usual
Hellooove FRiEnD
From Your Current
Work Place in
Toronto
Love Lives
iN EYes oF
A Child Born as LoVE..
Or Reborn aS ofTen HaPPeNs
Later iN Life iF A 'World' Takes
THat Love away....
SMiLES
HeART
SPiRiT
SoUL
Flows
Free Whenever
However Wherever
This Comes
Natural
Poetry
Free
Verse
Life
No Instruction
Or Critique
Your
Soul
Free
Breath
No
One
Will Ever
Copy
Finger
Prints Of
Your Soul
No Name
Art
Soul
Breathing
Wings Free
Butterflies
Need
Not
Ask
How To
Dance And
Sing
Free
Verse
Wings
Naturally
Beautiful iNDeeD
You Uniquely
You
Create
-Butterfly
Learns Free
Through Wings...
HaHa Heaven for
Me is Nothing Yet
A Naked Sand And
Sun Spiraling Dance
In Flow of Complexity
Ever More Sweet Spot
‘Tween Boredom
And Anxiety
Effortless
Dance
On A Tight
Rope Heaven
Is A Finger
Print...
‘God’
Is The
Author
For all
Of who We
Are Then
i Sing
A Sand
Dance of Sun
Complete Eternally
Now Welcoming
Change DarK
Thru Light
Just
For
What is is
Now Surely
My Heaven
Close to
What my
Wife Will
See as Hell so Far
Away From Her
TV Yet She still
SMiLES HEaven
Enough
Forever
Now A
Best Destination
in whatever Brings
A Smile.. Nope.. No
Callouses on Her Feet...
i require DarK As Well
So i
Will
Not Fly
Away and
Never Come Back....
Holiday Hellooove Cheers
Returning Again Dear
FRiEnD Currently
Completing
“Thanks
Giving 11 Years
For Giving 2010-2021”
All 58 Thousand Words
That Of Course Will Not
Be Complete Without
Some Favorite Artistic Pics of
Dearest FRiEnD Encouraging
me So Much Over 6 Years Now
In my Favorite
Arts i Create
And Goodness
Now A Beginning
Of “SoNG oF mY
SoUL 10 MiLLioN
WordS Old” Celebrating
This Milestone And Yes
Featnote of Longest
EPiC Long Form
Poem NoW in
100 Months
Anniversary
Month Date
12.18.2021
Just For
Fun! Hehe
You Definitely
Inspire A MiLLioN
And More of These
Words
Through
The Years
In So Many
Ways Sweet FRiEnD
Thank You So Very Much...
True as Science
Shows Nocebo
Voodoo is
As Real
As
Placebo
Belief..
Lift the Semantics
And Fire the Light..
Thank you PM
i Find your
Blog
Magically
Inspiring
For no reason
At All Yet MaGiC NoW...
SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Can’t
Imagine Food
Much Better
Than What
You Prepare in
Hawaii Indeed
Send Sunshine
Your Way A Bit
Cloudy Cool And
Rainy Here Today
At 60F Yes
More
Like
Christmas
Cooling
Seasonal
Ways For Warmth
Of Hot Chocolate Days...
Very Kind of You, 'The_Znof', Finding
The Gematria Numerical Values of
"Aghogday Hey i Love You" And Yes
i Particularly
Enjoyed the
English Gematria
Alpha Numerical Value
Times 6 For 6x1 For Alpha
Numerical First Letter A, And So on,
Returning With the Effective Result of 888
For The Pen Name, i Selected BacK in July
of 2013, Recovering From 66 Months
of Worst Known Shut-in Pain And
Numb Yes, "Katie Mia Frederick"
That Still Has Yes,
Several Different
Metaphorical
Definitions,
Indeed
A Stellar
Number,
In A 'Trinity'
of 8's, i Verily Still Enjoy...
"I'm Some Human Devil Lol"
SMiLes, Thanks For Reminding me in Terms of Gematria
Calculations of my HiSToRY, Witting or Not With SMiLEs...
Hehe, Yes 888, iS A True Loving Gematria
Number Joy With "Katie Mia Frederick"
And True Being Born on 6.6.60,
Used to Scare the Fundie Cashiers
At Walmart, Terrified at the Spector of
my Driver's License, A Trinity 6 Number This Way Carding
me for An Occasional Beer to Unwind After Work Then
That Surely Isn't Necessary Generating All the Euphoria
Within in These Good Old New Days of Heaven Within Now;
Yet
LOL
It Turned Out
To Be Sort of
An 'Omen' After
All Spending 66 Months
In A Place Within With the
Worst Pain and Numb Known to
Humankind, Type-Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Erasing All My Emotions
All Pain and Numb, A Thousand Years
Every Second in A Place Where All Is Time
Within; Just No Living Escape Living Dead
Wake to Sleep No Drug Would Touch...
Yes That And A Synergy of 18 Other Life
Threatening, Overall, Disorders Mostly Related
to Before That in A Span of 11 Years of Work-Stress,
Chronic to 'Pure' Fight or Flight Levels in the Last Two
Years of the Span of 1996 Thru 2007; Anyway, Yes that
Worst Pain Assessed
In Medical Literature
As Actually Worse than
The Real Torture of Crucifixion,
Yet in my Case, Beyond All Horrors
Imaginable Before, Where Even Demons
Would Dare Not Tread, No 3 Hour to 3 Day
Story Book Fairy Tale Escape From Hell to Heaven
in a Gilligan's
Island Short
Booked Island
Paradise Tour;
What A Devil Learned
Most in Hell is Sympathy
For All Devil's Beyond Hell When He Gets Out...
And This Is Why, i Will Never Believe the Matthew
Part of Christianity Where Jesus Sends Folks to Hell
Forever Who Don't Clothe and Feed The Poor For there
Is No Starvation
Or Nakedness
of Shame
That Even
Approaches the
Dark Seconds, Minutes, Days,
Years Forever of The BLacK
Abyss of Soul, True Homelessness,
True Loss of Any Home Even Within...
'God' is ALL Connection And the Opposite of
That is A Very Personal Devil and Hell Within...
A Simple Litmus Test
For What One May
Call A True Loving Prophet,
Messenger, or So Called-God
Of Love is Endless Mercy, Forgiveness
That Does Not Gaslight Love And All The
Sudden Change into Hannibal The Cannibal
And Endlessly More Evil than That Torturing Any
Part of Creation
Forever As
Indeed
That is the
Real Definition
of Both Devil and Hell...
There is No Love When
Mercy And Forgiveness Takes Any Vacation...
Yes, i Understand it is a Lofty Place to be; Yet
i don't See Myself as anyone Special; So Others have
That Real 'John 14:12' Improvement OVER the Bad Cop
Jesus Version
And
God Evil
Ending Dirty
Fairy Tale too...
Just Another Example
Of How Humans Get
Hell Mixed Up In Heaven...
Yet Let There Be No Doubt,
DarK is LiGHT And So is Real God of Nature
There Are No Separations of Hell or Heaven in Real Reality;
Only the Eyes
Perceiving
Each Place
And an Unlimited
Number of Spaces in the Tween
of their Individual UniVerses Generated As Such...
in Just my Opinion, Very Metaphorical Indeed, Always
Changing As Change And Adaptation to it in Balance
is An Obvious Way
Of Nature (God)
to
me
at Least
With SMiLES NoW
Conquering All Frowns for me too...
Oh Goodness I'm Late to A Very Important Date;
Yes, The 6th As There is Barely the 7th Left and
Now It is the 8th Where You Live in The United
Kingdom Now Moving Away From Pakistan
If that is Still Correct Dear Lala Rukh
FRiEnD Who i Continue to Visit
Once a Month Ever Since
Even Everyday Almost
in The Last 5 Months of
2013 And Yes Now Still
Once A Month to Keep Your
Blog Breathing And As A Sort
Of Hairy Wookiee Like me Never
Going Back on a Promise Even when
He Dances All Afternoon Celebrating that
Milestone And FeatNote of "Thanks Giving
11 Years For Giving 2010-2021" Once Again
Every Consecutive Day Writing Online Since Thanks
Giving Day, November 25, 2010, Still Writing in Autotelic
Poetic Flow Responding to Poetry And Other Muse From
Folks All Around the Globe As True That Celebratory MacroVerse
Measures Close to 58,000 Words As That is What Most Every Bi-Weekly
MacroVerse Totals too As Well As the MacroVerse Words Fitting in my Profile
Pics on Facebook Ever Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 too in "FB Profile
Pic Bible" That is A 5.9 MiLLioN Word Endeavor in 54 Months Close Approaching
to Another Million 6 Figure Coming In Around A Month or So True As Oh Yes, Just A
Subchapter of "SonG oF mY SoUL" EPiC Longest Long Form Bible Poem Approaching
10 MiLLioN Words on 12.18.2021 As Yes The Subject of What i Am Writing Celebrating
Now As Another Milestone/FeatNote MacroVerse Blog Post Now Similarly Named "SonG
oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old" As Yes That Effort Started About A Month Then After We
First Met on 8.18.2013... And True You Are the one Who Suggested i Change From Blogspot
To WordPress As You Said it Was More Social And Fun Indeed Just What i Needed After
Being A Shut-in in my Bedroom For 66 Months With the Worst Known Pain to Humankind
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep That No Drug Would Touch Along
With A Synergy of 18 Other Mostly Work-Stress Related Disorders of Life Threat too
And Yes "SonG oF mY SoUL" Has Another Ongoing Subchapter EPiC Long Form
Poem Titled "Nether Land Bible" As That Effort Started on Memorial Day
Weekend of 2016 In 66 Months of Writing it Now at Over 7.5 MiLLioN
Words Hehe Does Your Head Hurt Yet Well At Least i am the
Only One Really Keeping Track of What i am Doing
And Doing it Just for
A Blissful
Autotelic
Flow Of Generating
My own Heaven Within
Similarly to the Public Dance
Ongoing As Well too Now As Of
Today's Long Afternoon to Evening Effort
in 99 Months Now of 15,844 Miles of Public Dance...
True So Much Muse in Flow Required to Have this Much Fun
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT mY FRiEnD
Thanks For ALLoWinG me to Upload This Portion of my SoUL
On Your Blog Today Just For The "Record Books" Indeed Would
It have Ever Happened if i Didn't Meet You Here True it Would Have
Literally Been Impossible to Do it on BlogSpot Then Yes Dear You Just
Another Real
Life Angel
On EartH
Sent
All Naturally
to Prepare A Way
For All of the Art
That Continues Now as i Did
Tell You When i Was 21 i Had
Sort of A Waking Dream that One
Day A Dark Haired Woman From the
Far East Would Help me Prepare A Message
Of Sorts to Give Away to the Whole World Well
True Giver is What i am For Free Always Been this
Way Just Blessed Not to Ever Again Have to Bow to the Money
MaKinG God Ever Since Age 47 As Really Everything in my
Life As Been Toward This Meaning and Purpose From the Very
First Omen-
Like Day
Of my Birth
on 6.6.60 Yep
The Myth About
A Devil in Hell That
Literally Came True for
me on Earth for 66 Months True too..
i Tale You What if i Signed up For All
Of This In Advance And i Even Knew What
And How Much More i Would Still Be Coming to
Do Now True it Might Be A Bit Overwhelming Except
For Every Holy Move of Dance And Sacred Word Of Song
In Autotelic Flow of Poetry is Simply Eternal Bliss Now Yes Nirvana
And Prana and Tao And Satori And Samadhi Sure Toss in Some Kundalini
RiSinG Along The Way in Total Emotional Regulation And Sensory Integration
In Balance As Well As Yes The Cross-Cultural Kingdom Of Heaven Comes Returns
Again For Each and Every Human Eternally Now Who Finds A Path That Works for them
Within
Within
Within
Inside, Outside,
Above, So Below
And All Around No Separation
Yet Every Eye An Only Eye of
God And Observer of Unique UNiVeRSE
too as True Each And Every One of Us Creates
A Unique UNiVeRSE And New Connections of God
ALWaYS Now True All the Multi-UniVeRSES All the Humans
Connecting God We Meet And Greet And Come to Understand,
Give to, Share With, Caring Freely With Least Harm For All Of Nature
Simply
Holding
Hands With
God Free This
Way my FRiEnD
Well Hehe at Least
It is Still Barely the 7th
In the United States if You
Ever Do Get Over this Way
Do Stop By and Say Hi It's True
Most Everyone in Real Life Seems
To Think i'm Just About the Nicest Person
They've Met at Least the Open-Minded ones of
Course As There is Rarely Any Place of Existence
i Do Not Explore and Actually Do mY FRiEnD Of Course
Within As the Mysteries Continue to Eternally Unfold Now mY FRiEnD...
So What Comes Next After This MacroVerse i am Writing Now Well Of
Course "Grand Cross Bible 2021" The 6th King James Sized Effort
From Memorial Day Weekend Through Christmas Holidays
In 7 Months Of Effort for 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020,
Now Coming Next for 2021 Through the End of
December As Yes Before i Even Started
Naming those Bible EPiC Long
Form Titled Poetic
MacroVerses
And Additional
Subchapters of "SonG oF mY SoUL"
i Started With "GodsUniVerseNovel3" Probably
About a Single Longest Poetic Blog Post All Around
the Google Search Engine too at 338,630 Words
Fully Illustrated With Around 300 Beautiful Beach
Pictures Through Sunsets As Well too that
Was Simply An Anthology of All
The Poetry Written
Back to Poetry
Prompts and
Folks on the dVerse
International Poet's Pub Trail 2015-16
And True i Found A Way to Get Inspired
By Every Poem Whether it Appealed to me
At First or Not and that Is Key to Happiness overall
Finding Inspiration in Less Than A Grain of Sand
As Well As The Rest of Existence that is God As Well
Coming to Love All of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT
Truly So Much Larger than Only A 3 Letter Word
That Some Folks Seem to See As Only
A Tribal Symbol of Us Versus
Them instead of All
Hairless
Apes Standing
ToGeTHeR As
FRiEndS With the
Rest of God Nature
DarK Thru LiGHT Now..
True i Surely Will Not Wait
For Anyone Else to Pick up
the Ball of Gratitude for This Gift
Of Life The Way i Do or Expect them
Too Either Yet Indeed i For One Master
The All IN All Within Now At Least For me
Yes And Sure i Provide Some Helpful Hints
To Other Folks too; That do Most Definitely
Keep me in the Kingdom of Heaven Within Now
And Basically That's My Only ASSiGNED Job Now
SHoWinG Folks What Heaven Looks Like Within From
mY Point of View AS Hard as it Truly is to Put Heaven in
Words and Other Symbols too When it is Just Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT Now Out of DarK mY FRiEnD
Wide
Awake
Wide Awake iNDeeD Yes
ETeRNaLLy NoW For Real
This Living Tree This Leaf
That is the Tree i am Just
Getting Out And About as
Falling Leaves Fertilize
New Souls Soils For
Newer Living
Trees Now
Too my FRiEnD
As 'They' Say Hug
A Tree Save A Tree
As Trees Do Help Us All BREaTHE LoVE
Now When Leaves Do Give, Share, Care So Freely ThiS WaY...
Yeah Along the Way there was Also "PHI Bible" Coming in at
1.618 MiLLioN Words As Synchronicity Will Have it With No
Pre-Planning Arising at that 1.618 Number That is Also
The Golden Phi Ratio too...
True it Took me Precisely
365 Days to Finish that
Titled Subchapter EPiC Long
Form Poem of "SonG oF mY SoUL True"
Yes That And A 13.6 Month Effort Finishing
A Titled 1.82 MiLLioN Word Long Form Poem
Just to Exceed The Number of Words Yes in the
Mahābhārata Hehe That Used to Be The Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem Then From India at About 1.8
MiLLioN Words in Centuries of Effort With Innumerable
Ghost Authors Writing That Effort too So Yeah if One is
Counting All The Titled Efforts of Greater Than King James
Size Efforts In Count of Words This Will Be 11 Titled EPiC
Long Form Poem Bibles Greater Than the King James Sized
Effort Come What May with "Grand Cross Bible 2021" Yes God
Yes All in 100 Months of Effort DeaR FRiEnD And True 10 MiLLioN
Words of "SonG oF mY SoUL" is WeLL OVeR the Size of 12 King James
Sized Bibles And WeLL OVeR the Size of 120 Qurans As Well and True
i Didn't Speak
Until 4 Years
Old on the Autism
Spectrum SO NO ONE
EXPECTED ME TO DO THIS
As True Not Being Able to Talk
Is Quite a Bit More of A Challenge
Than Being Illiterate my FRiEnD Yet
True i Do Like to Write too As My Blog
Mission Statement Simply Says mY FRiEnD...
These aRE ALL Just Hobbies What's Left Over
For Others Are Simply and Complexly Fumes From mY Heaven Real Now
Anyway Again Thanks For Providing This Free Writing Space in the UK mY FRiEnD...
As True There are Also 8 Named New Testaments Larger Than That Old New Testament
That Christians Follow too And the Last Ongoing One Named "Depth of the Story" on the
"Wrong Planet" Now Exceeds 1.2 MiLLioN Words Since August 19, 2020 And Yep Still
A Number One Search Result on Google With Quotes Just Like "The Depth of the Story" Now
It's Pretty Deep my FRiEnD YeT on the OTHeR Hands it is Only Eternally Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Now Giving, Caring, Sharing
For
ALL
Freely
To Stay
iN Heaven
Eternally Now
Thanks Giving
For Giving to And All Now...
Hehe This is Only 1808 Words
Now i Guess For my Next Trick i'll
"Paint A Clown Face on A Mona Lisa"...
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FRiEnDS
With Gravity
Almost THere
Again
Dear
Cindy Hehe...
SMiLes Yes Dear
Savvy When All of
Existence Whole
And Different
Becomes
A Poetry
Prompt All That's
Left to Do Is Dance
Sing Eat Sleep Repeat DarK Thru
LiGHT This Life of Loving Heaven Now...
Change Facilitating
The Gift of Growth
Indeed Evolving Dear
Savvy Challenging
Dark With
Less Fear
Treating LiGHT
Believing With Faith
And Love's Hope No Doubt
The Sun Will Escape Clouds
Brighter More Colorful Than
Gray Than Ever
Before...
Finding
Colors
New Winds
Breezing Creativity
FLoWinG Free River
More PLeaSinG NoW...
Lips Stretched
to the Max Now
Teeth Exposed
No Living
Breath
Underneath
Supporting Life...
This Age Without Humanity
This Age of Humans With Limits True too...
SMiLes Loss of Humanity
Feeling Humanity
Sensing Humanity
Smelling Flowers
Without
Sneezing Hehe
Humor Medicine
i Never Fail to
Take And Create
Every Tool Available
To Color The Tool of
Culture That is the Pandemic
All Of Nature Faces From Humanity
This Machine This Machine Losing Nature And Humanity...
The Dilemma of Multi-Tasking Indeed
Dear Cindy Sending The Wrong
Message to an Incorrect
FRiEnD And
Doing my Best
to Poetically Respond
to Inspiration Putting Together
Another 58,000 Word Blog Post
That Seems to Linger On At Least
Two Days if i Do Not Stay Strong
in Focusing on One Task and
Putting All Else Off until
i Finally Finish
And Honestly Feel
Like Partying Dancing
Giving Myself Some Break
As The Energizer Bunny Just
Dances And Sings One Or the
Other Only Safe Space Sleep Hehe
Yet i Write in Dreams too Just a Life of Creativity
That Masters
me As i Do
my Best
to Master
The Tools
Associated With Free
Association And Imagination
It's A Little Bit Like The Movie
Trailer For 'Barton Fink' By the Cohen
Brothers Yet my Hair Hasn't Caught on Fire Yet hehe...
The End Yet Only The Beginning Always Starting Never Finishing my FRiEnD
Never Ending Story With Even A Title of "Nether Land Bible" The Never Really Lands too...
Anyway
i Do Still
Manage to
Inhale Peace
Exhale LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT mY FRiEnD...
Yet There Ain't Nothing
That Masters Us Like Original Creativity
At Least to me As i'm starting to Light Up Again...
Beautiful Fall Entering
Winter Poem Dear Cindy
Reminding Us That Death
Brings Life From
Leaves
That Feed Trees
Green Fall Ground
Even More Brown Living Still
Sprouting Winter Spring Green
For Summer FLoWeRS Within Again...
So True Dear Doc
Emily Dickinson
EXPReSSinG So
Many Struggles With
DarK Yet In Doing So
Exposing Just How
Much Darkness
Muses Deepest
Poetry
Touching
Those Deeper Making
Their Escape Free Now
Yes Bird On Wing Feathered
Wind Free Painting Skies New Blue...
SMiLes All The Glow of Romance
Lasts Up to About 18 Months
Dear Hemalatha
And Then It's
Up to Real Love
To Sprout and
Green And
FLoWeR
With
SMiLes Still
Enjoying Love
With No Smirks
For Snoring All Night Long Hehe...
SMiLes i've Received A Whole
Lot of Smirks From Life More
Humans Than The Rest
Of Nature i Find
With Humans
Humor Cures
Almost All Ills
And Wit That is Clever
Enough Now Allows those
To Join A Trip Down As HigH As Ever Hehe...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
i've Come Long Enough
And Hard Enough
To Enjoy
The Pain
Almost As
MucH As Pleasure
For What Both DarK
And LiGHT Muse Brings
iN Creativity Playing Even Easier
And More Complex in Effortless Ease...
"Trust your inner power, and believe in yourself.
Get rid of all distractions and allow yourself to
be only drawn to working hard"
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa You Had me
at Your Opening Quote Here By You
i Will Only
Change
The 'Working Hard"
Part to Effortless Ease
In Autotelic Flow Tween
Sweet Spot of Apathy
And Any Anxiety
Only Increasing
Human
Potentials
More Yes Tiring
Ever Less Always
FRiEnDS NoW
With Gravity in
Balance The Act
of Creativity in Play
in Itself Creating All Joy For Life Now...
Ah Yes Dear Sohair
Comrades Together
All Of Nature Is
Competing
Yet Cooperating
Best for Life in Balance
As The Snake May Consume
The Tale Yet There is Still Balance
To Find to Crawl Out of Where We aRe Before...
SMiLes The Winter is Close
The Frogs Have
Gone Down
Below Our
Earth Which
Means Katrina
And My Sister No
Longer Have to Save
Them From This Road
Kill Human Zoo mY FRiEnD
Where Four Wheel Drive Trucks
With Biggest Tires Ever Roam the
Roads of Death That Cost More Than
Our House Did When We Bought it New in 1993...
Who Would Have Ever Thought Someone Would Pay
That Much For A Truck Meanwhile the Frogs Dance
With No
Clothes
of Road
Kill to Dress
Safely Underneath
The Earth in Only
Living Dreams With
Frog SMiLes to Sleep...
SMiLes Dear Yam Now At 20 You Capture Another
Event Horizon For me At 20 Also Exploring Dark
For There is the Sadness of Loss And Grief
Yet There is the Numb Beyond
Pain Screaming
At The Darkness
Of Mirror With No Lit
Up Face The Smile of
Child Gone No Longer
To Trace and Return
The Warmth of Connecting
Souls Far Removed From Breath
Of Living Love mY FRiEnD i Don't Wanna
Ever Be The Age of the DarK Mirror Again my FRiEnD
And If That's Where You Are That's Where i've Been to
Lift Anyone
Up
Who Is at
or Returns
From the
BLacK Abyss of SouL...
Other Than That Many Folks
Have Difficulty Adjusting From Home
to School Life to Work or Even College
Life So Far Removed From The Warmth
That Structure And Familiar Humans Breed Of Love...
Oh Lord Dear Rue Temptation Where There's
Always One More Eve To Entertain In Late
Night Dreams of What Seems Missing
Oh the Beauty of Longing
Always For the
One Who's
Home
Where the
Beauty Never
Grows Less Only More Now
WHere Every Pose Every Different
Expression of Face Is A Complete
New Fantasy to Explore With SMiLes
And Capture With Pics of Living Soul Coloring Love Even More
Even After 32 Years For It's True Living Trees Loving Breathe
Some Folks Know They Really Have What It Takes
And Even Wild Horses Decades Younger
Couldn't Drag You Away From Your Only
True Desire
In Moments
of Real
Love That is True
Ageless Timeless Eternally Now Even
Beyond Agape Where Ya Can and Will
Just Let it All Hang Out in Complete
Trust and Faith Between Two Angels
Attached Forever Yes Beyond the Hips
And So High Above and Warm Play the
Harmonica With Confidence of Never Losing
At This Game of Love Play the Harmony Of Lips Yes
Love That And Who Never Goes Away Yes That's me!
Might Sound
Arrogant
Yet The Truth
Is Never Arrogant
Or Selfish to me With SMiLes
For There is Honor And Integrity
That Never Keeps Any Secrets for
Truth That Is No Fear Dances Sings
Clear As Any Midnight Dream That
Is Still Wide Awake And Solid
As The Sun Shines
As Night
Meets Day
And Never Stops
Breathing Love Now Forever Now
While the Moon May Shine Yes The
Sun Never Truly Hides Still Reflecting
Love Back At Night For Real True too
For Again There is Love So Far Beyond
Connecting At Hips or Lips There is Love That Lasts For Real Now
WHere Even Moon May Shine Equally As Angels Loving All That Is
Sunshine
Within
To Hold
What's Most
True Love For All
Love For Love Breathes Real Now...
And Yawn i Make MuSiC Everywhere
i Go With Everyone Whether it's Dance
Or Song or If They Wanna Join in Or Dance
And Sing i Buried Copyrights When i No Longer Cared
When i Escaped Hell If Anyone Scratched my New Car For All i Own
Is This Moment of Love Now Where Ever i Go And That's Enough Naked
Whole Complete Leaving Behind Fumes of Soul As Any Star Will Explode
And Create New Star Flowers And Seeds And Ultimately This Breath Again..
Never Will
i Wait
to Dance
And Sing Again
Solo Or Together
This Breath Within
Eternally Now Tastes The Same Love
No Wild or Tame Horses Will Ever Change Yet me WiTH SMiLes...
Amazing How So Many Folks Will Trade All Their Life For Short Spurts
Of Instant Gratification The Reward And Award is All the Giving Free of me...
Yes i'm More Interested in What Lips Sing And What Hips Dance mY FRiEnD...
Some Folks Tend to Create Their Own Sunshine Never Really Missing Any Rays
Just
Shine
Just
'Shine
on You
Crazy Star' That's Me too...
How Many Denomination of Christianity?
45,000 Globally, And 200 in the United States
As Assessed in the Linked Article Below From "Life Science";
So, By Metaphor, How Many 'Denominations' of Autism; Well
As 'They' Say, At Least Anecdotally, And Even in Professional Medical
Fields, You've Met One Person on the Autism Spectrum, You've met Just
One Person With their own Unique Flavor of Autism; Not Unlike Different
Denominations of Christianity;
And Every Single Person in
Every Religion; And Just
By Being Uniquely Human
With Only EYeS of God Whole
Yet Separate And Indeed Unique;
As Many Multi-Uni-Verses Different in Existence
As Ever Changing Perception Always Now; Interesting,
How Folks Attempt to Trap 'God' in A Minuscule 800,000
Or So Word CenturieS Old Book (Or A 3 LETTER WORD) That is Simply A Mix and
Match Compilation of Scripts From Innumerable Ghost Authors, Thousands
Of Years Ago; YES, With Innumerable Changes, Both Mistakes, And Wittingly
Some With The Excuse Of a Holy Creative Spirit Within That Believes THEN it will
Improve IT As Scribes Copying the Scripts Over The Centuries For The Good Of All
Or Just For Selfish Purposes That Does Not Come From Any Loving Holy Creative
Spirit Within At All; And Of Course Meetings of the 'Higher Ups' With Rank And Status
Determining What Scripts to Edit And Include, Or Censor From the Book With Verse Numbers
Added in the 1300's; According to Scholars Who Study Christianity, There Has Never Been
A Unified Christian Way; And As A Free Verse Poet Very Heavily Inspired by the Creative Holy
And Sacred Spirit Within that is Basically Just Getting in Touch More With the 'Right Hemisphere',
Less Verbal, More Social Empathic, Artistic Spiritual, Interpretive Human Potentials In Intelligences
In Autotelic Flow, All Naturally Meditating in Writing And Dancing Free; Ascending, Transcending the
More Limited Neo Cortex That Tends to Be More Two Dimensional And Dualistic in Assessing Realty
In Yes, More of a Left Brain Restricted Way of Processing Reality As Well; Opening Up More Subconscious
Human Potential in Creativity As Science Shows Just Regular Meditating in Flow, 3 Times A Week for 30 Minutes
or So May Increase Human Creativity Up to 500 Percent; Yet Of Course for Someone Retired, Financially Independent,
With A Wife With A Penchant For Taking Care of All the Mundane Requirements of HomeLife too; Yes, Someone Like
me Will Stay in this Holy Creative Spirit, Autotelic FLoWinG Meditating Way; And in Effective Creative Empirical Results,
Yes, God Yes, Write the Longest EPiC Long Form Poem, An Average of 100,000 Words A Month As Fully Documented
And Coming to Fruition in 10 MiLLioN Words, Fully Illustrated With Over 100,000 Photos i Take in
Creative Flow As Well; Along With Over 10,000 YouTube Music/Info. Videos Selected in Holy Creative
Spirit Flow As Well; Yes, Celebrating the Anniversary Month Date of 10 MiLLioN Words of "SonG oF mY
SoUL" on December 18, 2021, Just 10 Days From this Day Now of December 8, 2021; Yes And Along
With 15,844 Miles of Public Dance in the Same Span of Months as Well For the Enhancement of
Creative Holy And Sacred Spirit FOR REAL Divine Within THAT Brings HOLY SPIRIT to the Surface
Of all the Art i Create Now;
True, Perhaps Rather Odd;
Yet i Do Nude Art PG Rated
And "More" With About 20,000
And More Pics of that Selfie Art Spread
Over Avenues That Hold That Art Appropriately Online
And In PG Ways Where Allowed By Social Media Avenues As Well...
Here's A Thing, Medical Science Does Suggest That The Social Reciprocal Communication
Difficulties of Autism May Be Adapted to and Yes Overcome Over the LifeSpan With
Perhaps the Repetitive Restricted Special Interests Left in Tact; For It's True No
One Would Ever Imagine i Am on the Autism Spectrum By Watching the Social
Butterfly of Me Dance And Mingle With Thousands of Beautiful Young Women
Over 100 Months of Dance Now And The Rest of the General Public too; Let's
Face it, to even Get Away With Doing that in An Area Assessed As Most
Difficult By Social Scientists to Be Different in the United States Yes,
the Very Conservative Panhandle of Florida That Was Once
Assessed in the Record Books With the Most Churches
Per Square Mile in my Specific Locality; With Yes,
The Military Conservative Way too that Comes
With Multiple Military Air Force And Navy Bases
And Stations, And Army Reserve Places As Well;
Yes, to Get Away With that For Almost 100 Months too
Without Getting Kicked Out of Any Place for Socially Making
too Many Unwanted Social Mistakes takes a Considerable to Extreme Amount
of Theory of Mind to Accomplish Indeed; Yes, For You See, i Don't Have Problems
Reading Eyes; And as Science Shows There Are Some Folks on the Autism Spectrum,
Aloof, And Cold, And Very Non-Empathic And Non-Sensitive Toward the Feelings of Other
Folks With Deficits in Mirror Neurons And Levels of Connecting with the Social Bonding Love Neurohormone
Oxytocin Hardly At All; Truly As 'They' Say, 'They' Will Know We Are Christians by the Love IN
Our ACTS NOW And Feelings
We Express
to Others
In Empathy,
Compassion,
And Overall Understanding; Yet
This Will Be Very Difficult for 'Those
Folks'; Yet True Some Folks on the
Autism Spectrum Have Levels of Empathy
And Mirror Neurons So Sensitive Like me that
the Pain of Others, And Their Pleasure is practically mine;
And When i See Folks Treated Here With Ignorance Not Understanding
They Do The World Differently; Perhaps with Not Much Verbal Communication
And More Sensitivity to The Human And Natural Environment Around them; i Simply
Understand Why as Indeed 'They' Are Obviously Autistic And Have That Kind of Deficit
In What Simon Baron Cohen Calls the Social Empathic Quotient of Life As Opposed to
More Left Brain Restricted Systemizing Ways of Processing the World; And This is why
We See Folks Take The Bible Literally; And This is why Some Folks Just Don't Get Metaphors,
Poetry, and the More Mystical Interpretations of the Mix and Match Scripts At All Deep From
Within More Likely
As they Were
Originally
Intended;
It's Worth Noting That
Jesus, the Character of that
Story And In Effect the Sugar Pill
And Physician Of It, Did Not (Beyond the Myths) Suggest
He Did Any Magic Trick By Healing Others; Quite
The Contrary Indeed, He Was the Physician with
The Sugar Pill And They Healed Themselves With Great
Faith and Belief; Similar As We See Some Incurable Diseases
Go into Remission if that Force And Belief, Yes Faith Is Powerful
Enough Within to Actual Heal Well Beyond Our Rational Thinking Processes
Deep in the Human Potentials
That Science Still Has no
Way to Empirically Measure
Other than Putting the Effective
Results into the Files of Unexplained
Remission of Incurable Disease; For Those
Who Changed A Sugar Pill and Physician into
Deep
Healing
Thyself Within...
Science Shows now that
Moving Meditation; Yes, Free Dance
Actually Increases the Ability to Assess The
State of Minds of Others In Empathy, Both Cognitive
And Affective As the Two Types of Empathy Do Work Hand-In-Hand
And Indeed Connecting Emotions With Words, Writing ORIGINAL FREE VERSE Poetry And
Interacting With Thousands of People, Virtually Walking In their Shoes of Soul Songs in Poetry
Has Enhanced This Human Potential of Mine Even More; Scoring an 11 Now on the
Simon Baron Cohen Autism Quotient Scanning Test for Autism Spectrum Disorders
Versus A 45, Before i Became A Free Verse Poet and Public Dancer too; And Yes Early
On Just With Creating Free Verse Poetry too, i Moved from Mid 50's on Emotional Quotient
Tests to Mid 90's, Through Neuroplastic Change And Unpacking Unused Epigenetic
Potential too As Verified By Doctors That Yes i Did 'Eradicate' those Challenging
Symptoms of Autism, Yet Still Diagnosed Historically By 4 Professionals As my
Sister is Also Sub-Clinically Assessed with Asperger's Syndrome on the Spectrum too....
She Hasn't Started
The Public Dance
And Free Verse Poetry
Yet That Most Definitely
Did Change me into a Much Different
"Social Butterfly" Than A "Caterpillar" i Was Before;
Yes, Moving from INTJ to ENFP; And in the More
Reliable O.C.E.A.N Personality Test, 100 Percent
Openness, 100 Percent Conscientious When it Comes
to my Special Interests, at Least Hehe; And Definitely
Agreeable Yet With the Clear Assertive Ability to say NO AS WELL
FOR ANYONE
WHO GIVES
ME unreasonable
Difficulties in Life Now;
Sure 100 Percent Extroverted
When i Care to Be And Totally
Solo Generating Heaven Within through
The Autotelic Flow i Do By Myself or With
Hundreds of Others on Crowded Dance Floors;
So True i Can And will Go Both Ways, 100 Percent as i Will Too Now As Well...
And True, i Have Practically Zero Levels of Neuroticism; Something that Happens
When You Aren't Afraid
to Dance in Public
And Do Nude
Art With
No Fear at All...
Imagine Having No Illusory
Fears; Oh How that Opens Up
So Very Many More Human Potentials As Fear
Is What Restricts Human Potential Most, Generally Now....
If i had to Grade This Thread on 'They Will Know We
Are Christians By Our Love', The Op Now Surely Shows
Among Most Here in Social Empathic Spiritual Intelligences
In Empathy And Compassion For Others in Forgiving And
Thanks Giving Now; Yes, Beyond Inhaling Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT, As Far As i Am Concerned
Human Nature As Born this way and
ACTUALLY USED AND EXERCISED NOW
'Trumps' Any Need
For Any
Bible or
Example Called
Jesus that is Highly Flawed
And Contradictory in that Story
Moving From Beatitudes OF LOVING FORGIVENESS FULL OF MERCY
LOVING THE ENEMY SAME AS GOD AND SELF to SADLY Changing
Naughty Sheep into Goats And Burning them Forever
For Not Being Nice Enough; If that Story is Real; It's
NoT Looking Good For MOST Christians At All; Fortunately,
IT'S Just A Poorly Written And Edited Mix and Match Collection
OF A STory With Little Integrity Even in One Matthew Written Part;
Yet of Course, 'You' Have to Have a Big Lie About Hell and Heaven
After Death to Make A Demagogue And Whatever Despicable Leader's
Selfish Ways of Controlling Reproductive Freedoms For Material, Power, And Status Gain...
i For One Will take Luke 17:21 and Leave the Rest of the Book Basically in the Dust of before
And Continue Writing my Own Bible And Doing my Own Version Of Religion as Any Still Little
Autistic
Boy All
Grown Up
As A Real Free
And Fearless Loving Man Will do Still
Now As Empath And Truly Loving Human Being As and For All...
To The Rest to Each THeir Own Will And Choices And Changes to Make
Or Not Now; i Didn't Come Here to Tale Any Truth iN LiGHT From Dark Other
Than Mine...
Yeah Baby,
Still
Got
That
'Autistic Advantage'
Over F iN Group Think With Fred's (me) Way oF TRuTH iN LiGHT
As We All See the World With Different God EYes As Fractal
of God All
Anyway
At
Least
For me
With SMiLes...
Basically Some Folks Continue to Seek,
Find, And Originally Create New Paths in
Life and Others Spend Their Life Proving Old
Ways Are Still
Right
for Ego
Gratification
Of Course in Some
Illusory Ladder of Their Own Mind...
It's What Left Brain Thinking Restricted
Does, Control And Narrower Views Of Life;
Yet True Someone Had To Systemize
Online Avenues And Sidewalks
And Such For
Some Folks
To Walk and
Talk and Other
Folks To Freely Dance
And Sing Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For All...
True, There Are Two And Many More Paths to Create or Not...
Amazing How Otherwise
'Rational Folks' Will Vault
A Thousands of YearS Old
Story to the Level of Worshipping A God;
Fascinating
Indeed,
The
Human
Condition And
Surely Evidence
That Story Rules As
That Applies to Language,
Religion, Philosophy, Politics
And Human Culture Overall;
Of Course Depending on
Which Ever One and
More, One Now Is
Spoon-Fed From
Almost Birth As i Will
Imagine A Bunch Of Old
Patriarchs in A Hardee's
Fast Food Restaurant Breakfast
Club Trying to Understand Human Emotions
And Love Overall And Attempting to Put That
in Words That Seem Rational to Them; Fortunately,
There are More Books And Other Arts In The World 'These Days'
Than One and the Majority of the Rest of The Population Illiterate
By Far and too Ignorant to Pick Apart Then the Obvious Ignorance
And Discrepancies Through THAT Book That Lack Both Integrity
And Even
Any
Frigging
Common Sense;
All For Those Without
The Ability to Look Within
And Find Their Own Faith and
Belief That Truly Works to Make this Life Great Loving ALL Now For REAL,
Individually, and in Some Cases At Least in Peace and Harmony of Groups
Bonding And Binding Over What's Common More Instead of What
Separates 'Us' From 'Them'...
There is No Possible
Way That so Called
T R A D E M A R K
Jesus Could Come Back
Even If the Supernatural
Beyond What is Natural Is Real
And Of Course Well Beyond What
Science Has the Ability to Measure Now;
He Couldn't Possibly Be Accepted By 45,000
Different Denominations Globe-Wide And His
Flavors in the Other Religion That Comprises the
Rest of the Globe That Basically Believe Story is God;
Haha, Everyone Would Try to Make Him Into Who They
Believe He is; No Different Than The God Metaphor too;
All Human Language is Constructed Abstractly At Best,
Approximating
A Greater
Essence of
Reality in Feelings
And Senses And Energy
Beyond All Words of Description;
Yet of Course to Use A Metaphor
From those in the "Electric Engineering
Field," Some Days The Wiring Just Does
Not Conduct Much Energy...
At Least in Vibrations And
Frequencies
For Others
to Feel in the
Same Room of Dance And Song Free...
IN THE REAL SPIRIT WORD, BOTH HOLY
AND SACRED OF HUMANITY FOR REAL;
THE MEEK INHERITING THE EARTH THE
LAST IS FIRST SURELY DOES NOT EQUAL
ANYONE ANY GREATER THAN ANYONE
ELSE IN THE INTEGRITY OF WHAT GOD IS WHOLE
AS ONE FORCE OF ENERGY ALL; YES, BABY, i AM HOLY
SPIRIT, ONE WITH THE SO-CALLED FATHER AND OR MOTHER,
LIKE WE ALL ARE AS EVEN QUANTUM MECHANICS CAN And
Does EXPRESS
THAT MUCH
OF WE
aRE ALL
Connecting
This way Now
In Different Metaphors;
Science Already Trumps
Thousands of Year-Old Antiquated
Dusty Old Books Still Lacking Both
Integrity and Frigging Common Sense
For Those who Have Swallowed the (BIG LIES)
Bait, Hook, Line, And Sinker, of Carrots
of After Life Heaven and
Sticks of After Life Hell
Instead of Worshipping
What is
Real Now
This Peace
Inhaling Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT NoW So Far From DarK FOR ALL
AS PART oF ALL With No Fear of Dark Now Or
Cynicism oF LiGHT As God Yes
The Essence of Faith Yes Love...
Jesus F in Christ in Effect Even
Hairy Bonobos Can And Will
And Do This Much of God Now For Real;
Yet Of Course if God is 'Alpha Thru Omega'
We aRe ALL Father, Son, And Holy Spirit
As Metaphor For The Essence Expressed
In Form of Energy Connecting Us All Now For Real...
THE FACT IS, IF THE STORY DIDN'T EXIST, THE WORD
JESUS WOULDN'T EXIST EITHER, AND WHAT WOULD BE LEFT
IS THE
ESSENCE
OF LOVE
NO DIFFERENT
THAN BEFORE A BUNCH
OF DUDE'S IN THE HARDEE'S
ANCIENT BREAKFAST CLUB
GOT TOGETHER TO DISCUSS
THE MYSTERIES OF THE WITHIN
to try to get a Handle on Life is Truly Good Now,
In Short, Overall They Failed; Others Already Succeeded,
Long Before
They Came
Again Then...
Yawn, Love is Real;
Get Lost In Stories if Ya Love that More...
Become Servant to Story; Seen it Happen Now And Before too...
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YeS JusT A LoVE Machine
AnD ETceTerA i AM TRuE
Oh My God Holy JeSuS mY
Wife Looks So Awesome Naked
Thanks Facbook Just Needed to
Get That Off my Chest STiLL
Counting BLeSSinGS
SMiLes Dear Savvy
The Philosopher
The Poet The Singer
All Come
From A
Free
Dance of me
Yes Verily From
Head to Toe And More...
SMiLes Dear Savvy
i Provided Recreation
Activities for the Military
For A Quarter of A Century
And One Thing
That Taught
Me is Ya
Always Take
Care of Your
Shipmate Come What May
No Matter Fair Winds Following
Seas or Storms With Ravaging Winds...
Lowering A Last Life Raft First my FRiEnD...
It's True PM that one
Morning You Missed
Writing i Checked the
News to
See if
An
Asteroid
Hit New York Hehe...
Oh my God No!
Promoted to
Supervisor, Manager,
Administrator my Coldest
Life S88KinG Days oF ALL
Money Rolling In Only Saving
It All For A
Rainy
Day
Never
Really KNoWinG
How Long i Would
Endure All the Pain
MaKinG Money to Live
Instead of MaKinG A LiFe To Love
True i Buried the American Dream
NoW i BREaTHE iNHaLinG Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Free!
Other Than That Have a Nice Night PM...
In the
AM True too...
SMiLes Dear ruchiabhisikta
Dance And Sing
i Surely
Never
Wait For
A Partner my FRiEnD
There Are A Million Smirks
For Every SMiLe That
Is Real And True
Floating
On The
Tears of
An Ocean
of Grief Before
Love Becomes
A Machine of HeART...
Oh Dear Lord Yes Rue Yes! i Indulge
Every Flavor of Life Even When i Don't
Eat HAha i'm Practically A Love Machine
Romancing All of Nature Creating New Colors
Never Seen
Before At
Least i Love
To Make Dreams
Come into Fruition Real!
At Most i Enjoy Every One
Over and Over in A Different Way New
True Rue Life is For Appreciation Diving
Deeper Enjoying Every Gift of Life to the
Max Yet it is Also True i Also Indulge
In A Different Way of Bootcamp
Every Day Even Though
i've Never Even
Spilled Anyone
Else's Blood in the
Military All i Did for them
Is Provide ReCreation! Yet
i Never Left Many Minutes to Re-Create me
Now Every Now is A New me in Ever Colors
More Every Breath of LiFE Sweeter than
Ever Before And Yes Even the
Struggles of Bootcamp
Too For Indeed
Without
Night There is
No Day For A Love Machine True
Must Move Through Some Kind of Pain
Or No Gain Yes Indeed i Marry The Night
to Merry The Day More Yes Dear Rue Eat
Drink And Be Merry Yet Just Don't Tempt me
With Any Coffee Treats or i May Jump Over the
Moon Hop Scotching Past The Sun And Stars
Never Returning to Earth And Perhaps LoSinG
My Way Through This Fiber Optic Cable to
Fit All 242 Pounds in to Visit You
Close to the Speed oF LiGHT
Just For Fun As A
Modern
Avatar
For Joy
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Appreciating
Yes DarK Makes LiGHT
Night Through BReaKinG Dawn Again...
Anyway i Hope Some Days i Bring a Smile to Your Face Rue
AS iNdeed That's ReAlly my Only Mission iN LiFE MaKinG SMiLES!
SMiles Dear Sohair
WHere i Am From
So Many Folks
Say God
Is Love
Yet So
Few People
Actually Dedicate
Every Second
Of THeiR
Life
Doing
God ThiS Way
Yes It’s Almost
Like
Only
A Twitter
Breath Dear FRiEnD
Yet We aRe SPiRiT
Wind Doing
Love Our
Best
Life
Of God
Is LoVE NoW...
And This is What it
Means to be Human...
Is it Enough...
i Believe It is...
All We Need
Is To Be Love...
Give Love And Be
Happy To Watch the
FLoWeRS Grow We Plant With Love
Truly Lived By LoVE When Living Now
iNHaLinG Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
iN DarK
Thru LiGHT...
The "Trademark Bible" IS A Book of HUGE Contradictions
From Beginning To Start, Where God Said His Creation
Was All Good And John Eventually Said God Is Love,
All Merciful
Forgiving,
Even With
Enemies;
Same Way the
Folks Over in Muslim
Lands Describe Their
Version of God Called Allah;
However, Both Books Tale Mistruths, For In No
Way Does Love WHEN TRUE, Ever Torture Any Part of Existence,
NO MATTER WHAT, FOR IN NO WAY DOES LOVE WHEN TRUE EVER
REQUIRE WORSHIP OR FEAR CRITICISM FOR WHEN LOVE IS TRUE
LOVE IS FEARLESS
KIND, COMPASSIONATE, TRULY ALL FORGIVING
NOW MERCIFUL FULL OF EMPATHY FOR ALL PARTS
OF NATURE NOW SEEING ALL THAT IS DARK THRU LIGHT
AS GOD WORTH THIS GIFT OF LIFE ALL THE PAINS AND PLEASURES
JUST FOR This gift now
inhaling peace exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For
All With Least Harm to Come Now...
Anyway, the Version of Jesus on the Cross
The Good Cop Didn't Put Himself Above the Thief Next
To Him, Equally Inviting Him into the Kingdom of Love
Then
Eternally
Now Then...
That Was the Good Cop Jesus
In part of that Book; Not the One
Who Didn't Have the 'Nuts' of What it Takes in
Matthew to Never Give Up on Rehabilitating Those Poor of
Love Who Don't Wanna Feed And Clothe the Poor Who Wanna
Wear Clothes as the Bad Cop Jesus Just Wimps Out and Not only
That Tortures Them Forever As He Isn't Smart Enough to Help Rehabilitate
Them, So Like
Bad Cop
God the
Same He
Just Gives up
And Incinerates them Forever
As Any Failure of A God or Man of Love
Might Do Like Trump if He Really Could
Torture The Folks Who Give Him the Disrespect He Deserves...
i Don't Respect the Bad Cop Version of Jesus and God in the Bible
Or The Catholic Church, When Bishops Don't Require Masks and Social
Distancing in the Peak of a Deadly Pandemic; or Cheers for The Supreme
Court in Hopes of Forcing Little Girls For Birth; Who Are too Poor to Travel
To Another State to Eliminate The Spawn
Forced Upon them When
Abused And
Horribly
And Disgustingly
Raped By Selfish
And Psychopathic
Leaning Truly Evil 'Big Daddys'
Who Only Wish to Impose their
Will On Others in Truly Evil Ways too...
No Different Than Protected Priests And Even
Higher Ups in the Catholic Church Who do the
Same And Are Protected to Keep Status And Evil Power the Same;
Yet if Given the Opportunity, i am one of 'those' FOLKS WHO NEVER
GIVES UP
ON LOVING
THE OTHER
unless they are trying
to sell me a Used Car Warranty
For my 2014 Honda Civic That Still
Works Like A Charm in Heaven on Earth...
True, i Just Hang Up the Phone on the Robo-Call....
Hey, Everyone has their Limits, Even the Least Among
Us Completing the Longest John 14:12 Version of An EPiC
Longest Long Form Poem Bible, Over 12 Times the Size of the
Old King James Size Effort; Yes, All 10 MiLLioN Words Documented
Fully in 100 Months of Effort Dancing My Way All the Way Through
in Autotelic Meditating Ascending Transcending Flow Generating the
Holy And Sacred Divine Spirit of Creativity Within
Required to Accomplish the Task At hand Now
in 15,844 Miles of Public Dance
NO
i Don't Have Much Room For Old
Antiquated Contradictions in Dusty
Old Books; However, i Do Report on them
As that is Part of the 'Long Form Poem' Writing
Procedure Through The Ages ACross the Globe Now;
Gentile, Jew, Servant or Free, Woman Or Man No more Sounds
Like a Good Paul Quote For An Aphorism That Describes No Labels
or Categories
When it Comes
to Love For All,
Fearless And True,
Harming All the Least;
However, it all goes wrong IN FAiLURE,
SELFISH AND WEAK, WHEN IT COMES
TO LOVE THAT IS AFRAID TO SIT NEXT
TO THE ADULTERER THAT IS A MEMBER AT CHURCH....
FOR THE TRUTH IS THERE WOULD BE HARDLY NO ONE LEFT
if one is to take the words attributed to Jesus As Truth, When 98 Percent
of Dudes as Studied Today Look at Porn With Lust That is no Different
Than Adultery in Words Attributed to Jesus; And Yes, 73 Percent of
the Ladies Do the Same... OH NO!
Oh Why? Oh Why! GOD YES!
For it is the Nature
of Humanity to Seek
Variety and Spice in Life
To Adapt And Evolve the
Best As Beasts of Nature as
They Can And Will Still Free...
THOSE Words Attributed to Jesus
Were Against Nature and Obviously a Lie,
Like So Many Other of the Words Against Nature
in A Book Filled With Contradictions And Just Plain
Old Human Ignorance; Yet When 78 Percent of Republicans,
Many Of Who Are Evangelical Christians, Still Believe the Big Lie
That Trump Won the Election And still Support Him After His Republican
Senate Leader and House Minority Leader Admitted that He was in Part Responsible
For A Deadly Insurrection to Overthrow Part of the Democratic Process, one Need not Look
Any Farther
Than A Bible
Full of Contradictions
And Big Lies To See This
Is Just Part of the Nature of
The Human Story, Full Of Dreams
And Nightmares coming still to Fruition
Through And By Ignorance, Real Evil; And
Those Who Seek
And
Find
Truth
Out of
All this
DarK into LiGHT;
We Can And Will
Do Better If We Will;
i Can And Will, So i Do...
People Have Been Putting
Lipstick On A Pig That is So Much
More Beautiful Than The Bible As far
As Truth and Light Goes in Nature for
Centuries on End of
Contradictions
And Lies....
i Honor
The Truth
iN DarK Thru
LiGHT And Tale it
Like i See it And Love
it the Same Eternally Changing Now...
Again
NoW iN
DarK Thru LiGHT
Dance And Song
Free And True to me...
i Don't Need Anyone Else's
Authority to Do This Now;
i Buried That ALL when i
Returned from HeLL ON EartH
Within for 66 Months to the 100
Months of Heaven on EartH WiTHiN Since 7.19.2013
Now And 20 Days to Date, Yes, Today on 12.9.2021.
Just Breathe;
It's What i
Do
AT
LEAST
And Better!
INHALING PEACE
EXHALING LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT For All With Least Harm...
So Did the Good Cop Jesus Suggest
Something Else; Not Really it Seems,
For This Human Nature is At the Pinnacle
of Real Cooperative Success Naked Enough
Whole Complete And Honestly Doing Nude Art
i am Surely
Not Gonna
Get Upset
And Send
Any Woman
to Hell For Having
Any Lusty Thoughts
Although it does make
me laugh a Little Bit at
my Advanced Sweet 61 Age
And Honestly Even my Wife
Giggles at Just the thought of
It And She's Practically An Earth Angel
For Real; Not Much Different than When
i Was on the Dance Floor And Partridges
in Pairs Offered Their Hips to me; Better
Put Forced them on me 'Higher' in a Grinding Dance...
True i
look
Younger
in the Dark
When i Move
Like the Wind...
And Waters...
RiVeRinG
iN Free FLoWinG Dance;
God Yes! Never the Less,
Yes! God Yes! Life Seems Good
to
ME ALL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW....
NO! It Wasn't Always THiS WaY
Yet That's Life in the 10 Pin
Alleys of God; Strikes And Gutter Balls, it is what it is...
i Better Appreciate the Lion King's Version of God;
Yes! God Is the Grass That is Fed By the Decaying
Lion That Eats The Antelope Whose Offspring Also
Eats the
Grass
Remaining As God;
Leaves of Grass is God;
That's All i Really Don't Need to Even Know...
All i Have to Do is Be the Leaf, Dead or Alive, i Feed God the SaMe... i AM
Honestly, The Old Bible Really S**KS, Even A Lion Could Do Better Without A Word...
Or A
Leaf
of
Green
And
Brown
Freest
Like me...
Fall Winter
Spring Summer
It's ALL FLoWeRS And
THoRNS RoSE RiSinG to me...
Out of Holy "S88T for Fertilizer True...
the Best
oF
All
Worlds...
It is what
it is Now...
If You Will Please
Do Greater Works
than me; for it's
True i am Both
Easily Bored And Amused Too;
Of Course, i Don't Leave That
Responsibility, Up to Anyone
Yet the Authority of me Within FOR REAL NoW...
If ‘John 14:12’ Is Not True The ‘Original Coke JeSuS’ IS A Liar
my River Creates JeSuS Greater iN Works of Truth DarK Thru LiGHT
“SoNG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old” Yes “Class” The Old
Tiny Bible by Authority Of John 14:12 Allows The Least to Do Most
Anyway This Is All Just Part of my Personal Greater John 14:12 Event
on December 18th, 2021
Shortly i’ll Be Revealing my Innermost Self Yet of Course I’ll Be
Dancing With Stars To Meet Community Standards of CuLTuRE
i Spent 66 Months In Real HeLL ON EartH
i Stripped All The Lies Off And Returned
Naked As God Is Free
People Lie So Much About Who They Truly Are
Where They Are Afraid To Just Admit They Are
Nature of Naked God Being Free
It’s All Starting To Make Sense Why So Many First Baptist
Ladies Squealed With Delight When MaGiC Mike XL Did It on The Big Screen
It’s True JeSuS Per The Gospel of Thomas Was A First Advocate For Male
Stripping Yes it’s my
Religion True
At LEAST i’m in Good
Company With The Non-
Censored Naturist JeSuS
Gospel of Thomas:
(37) His disciples said, "When will you be shown forth to us and when shall we behold you?" Jesus said, "When you strip naked without being ashamed, and take your garments and put them under your feet like little children and tread upon them, then [you] will see the child of the living (God). And you will not be afraid."
True To Meet Community Standards on Facebook i
Had to Dance Naked With Stars Covering my God Parts
She Told me I Was No King David i Said That’s True
Just Wait And See What i Do Next As John 14:12 That
Trumps John 3:16
Told A Southern Baptist Lady Who Got Mad
i Was Dancing In Walmart
Well King David Danced in His Loin Cloth
Lord So Glad i Created Over 20,000 Photos Of Nude Art
Where Legal ALL OVeR The Internet Let’s Face Facts Sweet
61 Only
Comes Once
Sorry Not Sorry
If Any Part of my
God Nature Offends
i Am What i Am Part Of God Nature Free
Went To Heaven
Finding Myself in
The Same Place i
Started Naked God Nature
One With
Nature
Free...
SMiles Dear Sohair Yes
Katrina Loves To Feed
The Furry Creatures
Of Our Backyard
Hehe in Fact
Yesterday She
Made me Seafood
Gumbo And We Fed
The Birds SunFlower
Seeds To Soar Higher
Like
me Dancing
After The Seafood
Gumbo i Feel Happy
As JusT ANoTHeR
ParT
of
God
Nature in Balance
People Act Like
Nature is
The Enemy
Yet it’s no
Different Than
When They Hate
Each Other
They Hate
God When They
Hate The Nature
Of Us All my FRiEnD
Always Better in Balance
Naked Enough Whole
Complete
All God
With SMiles...
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
Hehe Dear
Chaymaa It
Appears All
Those Decades
Of Watching
And Listening
Left
me
With
Something to
Dance Sing Free...
Make Every Move
FLoW iN Dance Now
Create Every Word
From Song of Dance
SMiLes
BREaTHE
Happy iNDeeD
With Joy Dear Savvy...
The Price of Love is Giving
The Pay For Love is Peace
Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend!
Dear FRiEnD With SMiLes
iNHaLinG Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY As, Of, And For All Now...
With Least Harm
WHeRE
Every
Now
is CeLeBRaTioN DaY NoW!...
"Turning Rust into
Gold From Love"
That's What my
Wife Says When
i Crawl Out of the
Tiny Civic Like "Fred Sanford"
After Public Dancing Hours
On End Free on A Wing Trivia
Note too:
Regarding the Classic
TV Show "Sanford And Son"
Red Foxx Started
That Show at Age
50, A Full 11 Years
Younger Than me Hehe!
And Don't Forget Colonel
Sanders The Fried Chicken King
Was About to Commit Suicide
At Age 65 As He Thought
Himself a Total
Failure in
His Life and Turned
it All Around Selling
His Fried Chicken Door-to-Door
Next Thing Ya Know, Billionaire at 88, HAha
i'm Gonna Do Something Like that too; Yet without the Money!
Ever Hear of the
Phrase "Killing Every
Moment oF it" It's
True i Left
Time Behind
And Now i BREaTHE Free too..
Until my Wife
Screams
Late, Late, Late!
We aRe Late to an Important Date!
Or Take the Head Phones out of
my Ears Which Ever Comes First!...
SMiLes Dear Sohair
Just Dropping By
Today
To Affirm
Caring Creates Love!...
Hehe, Chaymaa i Had No Choice Yet
to Listen As i Didn't Speak until 4 and
Having Trouble Coming Up With Words
i Did the Same Through 18 Years
of Working And Managing
A Bowling Center
Like the Show
"Cheers' And
The Bartender
Who Just Smiles and
Nods His Head Listening
to Every One Else's Dramas
Hmm.. i Learned A Lot About Other
People that Way And It's true the Human
Condition is A Bit Scary Yet Still Worth
Loving For the Joy oF iT All At Least
When Folks Are Bowling Great! And
Making Strikes Without Fearing
All the
Gutter
Balls Of LiFE!...
"Plant the seeds of gratitude, water them with
love and intention and see happiness blossom.”
― Yoly Marshall
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa All
30 Great Caring Quotes
i Choose Gratitude
For Every
Sapling
Tree We
Water May
Provide Greater
Shade And Beauty
For Humanity's Love to Come...
How Beautiful It Is Now When
The Part of the Mind That Loves
Makes FRiEnDS
With the
Part
That
Thinks
And Finally
Accepts the
Reality of what
Feels and Senses
Good In Life No Matter
What it is That Drives Us
Forward mY FRiEnD Akshita...
"Decompressing
happily
Aging at it’s best"
Oh my Gosh Dear Cindy
Amen Indeed You Are Such
A Lovely Human Being So Fresh
A Breath of Air You Are Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY For All Dear
FRiEnD
You Have the
Spirit of A Teenager
And Even Your Form Still
Comes Through This way HAha
Yes i Was Just Saying Earlier This
Week that i am Enjoying Sweet 61
Too As You Better Take Pics oF iT All
As Sweet 61 Only comes Once in a Lifetime HAha!
Anyway Keep
Lighting Your
Own Personal
Christmas Tree up
Year 'Round Just Like
This Coloring The World
With Newer Hues of Optimism
And Well Being From Soul to Head to toe!
You Really
Are An Inspiration
So Many 'Young Folks' Are
Afraid to Get Older Yet They Just
Don't Realize as Long as We aRe
Evolving Souls We May Even Grow Younger
At Least
in Spirit
Within
And
Who Knows
Even Shining in
Form Now Greater
Than Ever Before!
Some of the Most Enduring
Beautiful Smiles i've Ever Seen
Are Almost Toothless Among Those
100 Years Old and Older Who Understand
What Life
And
Gift
Together
Real Means Dear FRiEnD Now...
And They Do More
Than Understand...
They
DO! NoW!...
"Too Soon Losing Interest
Can Be The Biggest Mistake"
ALL Lovely Quotes Dear Ava i Pick This One
Now True Perseverance Is the Difference
Between A Fully Painted Fully Sculpted
Sistine Chapel And Yes 'David' too
Yet Michelangelo Persevered
Never Lost Interest in His
Special Interests
No Matter
How
Narrow
Restricted And
Strange Other Folks
Thought As in A Very
Prude Day He Painted
And Sculpted it All Pure
And Naked As We Come
into this World Birthed By Nature True
Yes, Yes, He Even Sculpted Jesus too
And It Took the Catholic Church Until 2017
to Let the Rest of the World See That Whole
Sculpture too Amazing How Some Folks Are
Afraid of the Smallest
Parts of Life
That Make
Life Possible
At All Like Putting
People First Loving
Each Other All And All
Of Nature Naked Enough
Whole Complete Yawn
It's
What
i Do
at Least
With SMiLeS
NEVER EVER
LOSING INTEREST
IN THE ART OF LOVING LIFE ALL!
AND NEVER BEING Too RIGID to let Light in
my Life More...
Or Be
Afraid
of the
DarK As
Hooray! i AM LiGHT NoW
With Shadows of Course
As Without Shadows No Shine
And No Us With Sunshine at Least From Stars...
In Other World News LiGHT Over DarKNeSS
Justice Prevails Democracy Survives For NoW At Least
Record Breaking Weekend...
SMiles Happy Winters to
You Dear FRiEnD in
Weekend Bliss in
The Great Snowy
North
Yet Here
Close to
Record
Breaking
Weekend Heat
Hehe Rather Have
Some Cozy Cold
For Christmas
A Guarantee
Of Nature Where
You Winter Live With SMiles...
Happiest December 10th Birthday Shawna Baby!
Yes Still So Young At 44 Years-Old Yet It’s True
At That Age Working Working Just Working
Working Life Was So Drab
As Drab As A Two
Word Vocabulary
Hehe Working Working
Indeed Most All I Did then
Anyway HAha i Have ‘a Few’ More
Words to Say Now And Most of All
i Feel So Human Like My Mother
Always Seemed to Be And
While I Finally Inherited
My Father’s Fearless
Gift Oh the Power
Of 100 Percent
Faith and Belief
Every Little Thing Is
Gonna Be Alright and
Work-Out Okay As My Goodness
Raising Two Children Was Hard Enough
Yet She Took So Many Leaps of Faith
Changing Jobs Quitting Jobs
Giving Up Her Retirement
Funds with Federal
Civil Service
Close to 50
To Return to
School And Graduate
With me and my Sister
In 1983 From University
With Degrees As Even the
Bigger City Newspaper
Interviewed Us and
Amusingly We All
Took a Sociology
Class About ‘The Family’
Yet it seemed my Sister
And Mother Really Had Their
Social Lives And Emotional Intelligences
Put Together So Much Better Than me
Sigh Life Was Always So Much of A Struggle
In Almost Every Way Then At College Ages
Like Work Ages too And True i am Glad i
Have A FRiEnD With the Same Birthday
As my Mother to Share A Bit of Her Life
With Each Year As I Know You Miss Your
Mother too Dear FRiEnD Losing Her During
The Holiday Season Days As Well Yep Valentine’s
Day Did Seem A bit Tragic too Yet At Best We Carry
The One Who Loves Us Most In Our Breath of Love
To Give and Care And Share Even More With Others
With Least Harm Truly Keeping Mama’s Breath Alive Now…
HAha, When i'm in the Stores Dancing And A Person Comes Up
Wanting to Know The Story of my Life; How i Became A
So-called Dancing Legend, And Famous in A Rather Large
Metro-Area As Assessed by The General Audience; And
Fully Documented in A Viral Video A Voyeur Took With Over 88,000
Views And 1300 Comments Assessing me This Way, In case Someone
Out in the 'Wild' Online, Thinks i'm 'Pulling Their' Leg, When i Relate
The Story Actually Public Dancing 15,853 Miles; It's A Same 'Forrest Gump'
Issue in 'Real Life';
When i Relate Writing
10,000,000 Plus Words
in Free Verse Poetry in 100 Months in 'Real
Life' As Well Since August of 2013; All 'Forrest
Gump' Had Then Was A Brief Case to Prove His
Story; And Just A Story of Course; On the Other
Hand, HAha, i have a 6.1 Inch Smart Phone that
Holds all the Irrefutable Proof Within; And on Top
of that i Have
my Wife by
my Side Who Looks
So Angelic, She Couldn't
Possibly Tell A Lie, Which
Means i Never Even Have to
Whip Out my 6.1 Inch Smart
Phone to Prove my Life isn't
One Grand Delusion of Grandeur;
For It's True, Forrest Gump is Fictional
And i AM NOT;
It's More Like
That Story Copied
My Life, in Essence
At Least, Decades Before
It Actually Happened to me With SMiLes...
It's True, All Ya Have to Do is Focus in Autotelic, Meditating, Contemplating Flow
For Years and Years, And Just Let the Accolades Roll in, While The Affirmations
When Positive As They Surely Are Not All Rave Reviews, Couldn't Possibly Equal
the Bliss of What Ya Are Actually
Doing Now
This
Present
Moment;
It's Like, Oh
Well, So You're
Yelling Legend at
me While i'm Walking
Down A City Block Sidewalk
at 2 AM, Or Just Another Group
of Young Women Stopping By Quick
Yelling
Take Your
Shirt off; Yes,
i Still Have A Pic
of That Carload of Women
And The Look in All Their
Eyes at me; Yet to Protect
Their Sweet Innocence that's
One Picture i surely Won't Individually Identify...
Anyway, my Life Has Been Much More Awesome
And Much More Horrible Than Any Movie i've Seen
to the Point
Where it would
Probably Be too
Unbelievable For
A General Audience
to actually Believe it on a Big Screen...
Nah, i Don't Need Any Fiction in this Life...
And Oh By The Way That 888 "Katie Mia Frederick" English
Gematria Result Link, Speaking of 'Synchronicity' That i Copied in
my "Depth of The Story" Thread From my Blog; Yes, From "December Seventh"
Showed An Additional
Result for 888 in English
Gematria For "December Seventh"
For the Number One Search For All the Phrases...
Yet Again, of Course, i'm Not Too Pleased to Also
Be in the Company of 888 With "Donald J Trump";
Oh the Irony
And
Synchronicity
too; Life is Fascinating
Indeed And Much More
Mysterious And Strange
Than Any Fiction to me; Practically MaGiC For Real...
It's Worth Noting That All Language
Does is Approximate What Language
Symbolizes As Essence;
In Other Words, It's
Really 'Non-Sense'
To Suggest That
Saying 'i Am the Holy
Spirit', When Actually
Experiencing The Essence
of This Great i Am Is Blasphemy
Against the Essence of God Within
As Holy Spirit, Unless one Values the
Form More Than the Essence of Holy
Spirit; And Indeed By Worshipping the
Form and the Idol Over The Essence
Naturally Truly Blasphemies the
Nature
of Holy
Spirit Within
By limiting it to
Abstract Symbols
Created By Humans
And All the Other 'Clothes of Cultures'
Humans Create That Only Approximate
Essence of Reality By Use of These Tools...
It'S A VEry limited Way
of Intelligence
To Limit
Essence By
Idol of Form And
Indeed A Real Blasphemy
To Try to Fit The Essence of All
That is in Any Contrived Human
Created
Abstract
Construct...
And to Actually
'Think' You Captured
All oF iT For as 'Our Resident
Electrical Engineer' Admits Himself
No One Understands God As That Surely
Applies to Spirit And The Flesh Of Our
Form That Houses The Essence of
Our Consciousness/Subconscious/Soul Within...
Anyway As far Scholarly Biblical Study Goes,
Originally It Was Assigning Any Form
Of Name to
'The Great
i Am'
As A 'Ten
Commandent
Failure' And Sin to Do So;
And Indeed, in This Way All Words Now
And Other Symbols And Tools Created By
Humans Are Both Blasphemy And a Necessity
To Make
Order out
Of What Seems
to Many Folks Still Like
Chaos Yet Art of Nature Indeed
Essence of God Free; Anyway, Humans
Do Tend to Get All Tribal And Butthurt
When Their 'Idols' Are Misused From
Traditions that Bind and Bond them
ToGeTHeR Over Those Idols of Tradition; Yet There's
Really No Fully Escaping it As This is Currently
Part of 'The Condition'...
If i can't Find God
Walking on
A Pristine
And Desolate
Beach Beyond my
Foot Prints, God Simply
Doesn't Exist Anywhere Else
Yet Forms, Tools that Humans
Create As Idols
For what
Lives
Within now
Eternally So Alive Now...
This Great i Am i Am ParT oF Whole...
Obviously, This is What the Message Then of
Jesus Through Luke Whatever Ghost Author
Picked up That Label of A Name Was Doing
Then Best to Describe By, "You Will Only Find
(Luke 17:21)
The Kingdom of God Within”; Yet Folks Are Still
Looking For IT Places Over There And Over Words
And Other Idols So Very Far Away From the Living One Within
Naked, Enough, Whole Complete,
Yes i am
God The Holy
Spirit A Child
of God Now
So Are You
All That Exists
Alpha Thru Omega
Yet Just a Small Metaphor For All That Really Is...
Meanwhile, A Few Centuries After the Jesus Dude
Died, A Bunch Of Old Dudes Made Him into An Only Idol of A God...
If There Was Ever And Will Still Be "A Big Lie" Other Than A Heaven And Hell
After Death It Surely
iS A Damned
'Whopper'
And Just
About as
Realistic
As MaKing 'Burger King' into an Only
Son And God Exclusive to All That is...
It's All Just Another Bait, Hook, And Sinker Swallowed of 'Q-Anon-LIKE Lies...
SWallowed Like the Kool-Aid it is Centuries on End As Yet Part of the Human
Condition and
The 'Minion'
Series
of Movies
in Trump
And
Underlings
Prophecies
Revealed Real
All About the
S88kers Born Every
Minute Buying Tickets
To See 'Big Foot' At The Circus...
Yet 'You' Never Know, 'He' Might Still
Come And or She in Another Form of Essence...
i'm Not Really One Who Sets Limitations at Least for Now...
Tapping Finger, Hehe, Patiently Waiting For A Material 'STEM' Major
Reductionist to Claim That Synchronicity is Basically Confirmation Bias;
However, It's Worth Noting That Nobel Prize Winning Physicists As Studied
Report That Only 4 Percent Had ever Considered Themselves, Agnostic Or
Atheist; Whereas, 30 Percent, Overall, of Other Nobel Prize Winning Scientists Assessed
Themselves As Agnostic or Atheist During Some Period of Their Life; Early On, 'Physicist
Leaning Folks'
Tend to 'Grasp'
'The Fact' That All of
Reality is Not Some THiNG
Humans Are Able to Fully GRASP;
Although, Limited Left Brain Thinking
Processes as Indoctrinated Almost From
Birth By Our Modern Mechanical Cognition
Oriented Ways of Life, Do Tend to Create A Rather
Unbalanced
Human
Being As "They
Say," All Work And
No Play Makes Johnny
A Very Unhappy And
Non-Creative Child with
Little iMaGiNaTioN to Explore
What is Currently Unseen; of Course,
What Physics, Particularly Quantum Mechanics
Aims to Do As the Small Below, Becomes As Large
As the Small Above, Beyond All Time, Distance, Space
And Even
Matter
As All Becomes
The Center of Existence, God
Yes, Energy Us; Fractal of the Whole;
Lord Knows, Feels, Senses, Quantum
Mechanics Understand the "Great i AM"
So Much More Than Those Who Take The 'Bible Poems'
And Other Sacred And Holy, Divinely Deep Within, Inspired
Texts and Other Symbols, Literally, in Very Restrictive And
Narrow Systemizing Ways; Yes, in Dualistic Black and White Ways;
So Yes, In this Way,
A Systemizing
Atheist Scientist
Or Engineer or Other
STEM Major As Such for All
Of Life As Metaphor, May Literally
Believe in the Bible As A Science Text,
And Still Enter This Discussion Soon And
Suggest Synchronicity is Just Woo, And Or Confirmation
Bias, or And New Age Non-Sense; For they Are More Limited to
Left Brain Processes As Iain McGilchrist, Psychiatrist, Writer, and Former Oxford Literary Scholar,
So Eloquently Describes in His "Master And Emissary Book"; And His Newest 1500 Page Book, "The
Matter With Things" That Took 10 Years of Intense Multi-Disciplinary Research That is Far Beyond
Old Myths
About
Left and
Right Brain
Differences;
The Right Brain Hemisphere
Process is More Dedicated to
Holistic, Social Empathic, Artistic,
Spiritual Intelligences; Just As i Intuited
When i Too Escaped The Left Brain Trap, in 2013,
of Limited Mind Processes From Our Modern Cultures;
Using Basically, The Same Language He Does Now Long Before
i Ever Heard of the Dude
As This Is How it Works;
The Master, the Right Brain
Is Indeed Our Master Mind and
The Left Brain is More 'The Right Hand
Man', Only Really A Tool To the Boss, HAha
As the REAL Master Mind of Naked, Enough, Whole
Complete Soul; So, It's Not So Much That Synchronicity is
So-Called Supernatural; Yet in Effect, Practically, it is Super-Normal
For Those Who Exist More Trapped in Left Brain Processes, Indeed More
Trapped in Illusions of Time, Distance, Space, And Matter; Yes, Necessary
to Build
Stuff
As 'Architects';
Yet Far Below the
Above of the 'Oracle'
That is the True Master
Mind Above; Per the Metaphor
of Right Brain Processes, Indeed...
i Don't Even Have to Pre-Plan What i Do Anymore;
For Not Unlike what Led Zeppelin Suggested in their Song,
"Kashmir," A Very Ascending Transcending Work of Art in MuSiC
And Song in Flow; Yes, Indeed as i Add A Semi-Colon Before the Flow
Of this Spiraling Line Out of Time, Distance, Space, And Even 'Matter of
Things' Eternally Now; Time Out of Time, The "Silent Navigator', "The Master
Mind"
is One
With
me; Yes,
the little
me of Ego
Trying to Grasp
Instead of Letting Go And Being tHE ALL...
In Other Words, my FRiEnD, While We May
Not 'See' The Processes, The Same Way, i Do Hear What
You Are Saying, Far Beyond Form, in Essence of All That is TRULY REAL NOW...
And Trust me, It's Just About 'The Eye of the Needle' to Explain This to A Left
Brain Hemisphere Restricted Mind; They Will Attempt to Gain Control That is
Impossible
To Do with
A Restricted
View; Yet With
A Mind That Seeks
to Only Grasp 'Things'
In Literal Ways; Indeed,
They Are Like A Dog That
Refuses to Let Go of An Old
Bone With Little to No Flesh and Blood Soul;
Otherwise Known As The Emissary my FRiEnD
Deep Within
Our Real
Organic
Soul All Natural
Just Out of Touch
For Folks Sadly Lost
In Another Continent Lone of Mind...
It's So Beautiful on the Other Side; Yet
i KNOW IN LIMITED WAY WHAT THE OTHER
SIDE OF THE
BLACK AND WHITE
PLACE WITH LITTLE
TO NO COLORS OF LIFE
FEELS AND SENSES LIKE TOO...
i Never Wanna Go Back; And Surely
Wanna At Least Spark Some Light Now
For those So Lost in Only Half A Mind and Less of Soul...
Anyway That Led Zeppelin Song "Kashmir" Really Gets IT,
Whether "IT" 'KNOWS" it
or Not...
in FLoWinG
Words Now of
Contemplating
Meditating
of "Mama
Let me Take You THere"...
Not too Surprisingly, i Usually
Have to Travel as Far as India
To Find A Woman Who Is Raised
In a Way That is Not So Materially
Reduced to Hear The Depths of my SoUL Play 'This SonG'...
When So,
It is Such
A Lovely
Beautiful
Communion of Souls,
So Far Beyond Short Spurts of Instant Gratification iNdeed
10 Thousand+ Spiritual Orgasms And More Dancing Singing
Balancing ON Top
oF A Pin of an EYe
oF A Needle of SoUL...
"THere is More than
One Way to Please A Woman"
Very Rare i Find Any Man in
These Modern Cultures Who
Has the Ability to Understand me;
Yet i Do Free Ballet and Martial Arts
In A Public Dance EverYWHeRe i Go in
Close to 100 Months, 15,853 Miles, With No
Fear; It's Indeed Safe to Dance and Sing the Yang
And Yin of my Divine Masculine And Feminine
Attributes
Are Well
In Balance;
And this Indeed is
A Huge Problem of Our Modern
Worlds; Left and Right Hemispheres;
Masculine And Feminine Divinities Out of Balance...
East and West; North and South; Indeed Must Come to
Be on Earth And
Humanity As Well
in Balance Now
to Survive And
Even Thrive
For the
Long Term
At Least, Again in Balance
As Rays oF Light BeCoME StarS AGAiN...
The Right Hemisphere Master is Not A
Very Verbal Part of Our Reality; Therefore,
We May LiVE As Whole Stars Yet Not Be
Able to Communicate Fully Our
Rays oF LiGHT
To the
Emissaries Below...
True, Not Unlike me
At Age 3 On the Autism
Spectrum, Before i Could Speak
At Four my Mother, God Rest Her Soul,
Her Birthday Today, on December 10th;
She Told My Father As i Twirled my Big
Toe Spiraling in my Crib, Mama Said, "Look,
Our Boy Has Eyes So Deep With the Wisdom
Of An Adult;" And Daddy Quipped, "Well, Don't
Be Surprised if One Day You Come in Here and He
Has His Feet Propped Up on the Crib With a Cigarette," Hehe,
Like Rod Serling;
(Note: i Added
The Rod Serling
Part in the Story of Course)
Never the Less, My Mother Intuited the
Truth and the Doctor Was Smart Enough
(INTUiTiVE ENOUGH) To Look in my EYes and Say, "Don't Worry
Helen, Little Frederick, Will Talk When He Gets Good and Ready"...
True, it Took me 50 More Years at 53, to Fully Be Able to Put my SoUL iN Dance and Song...
Oh Lord Knows, And When i Went to Dance With All the Lovely Young Women At the Metro
Bar for 6 Years and 298 College Nights on Thursdays of Doing That Lord Knows All the Divine
Feminine Muse
Helped
iNSPiRE
10 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse
Poetry and Not Only
That Everyone Recognized
me As 'Norm' of the 'Cheers' Dance Hall
And Even the Bouncer Would Say, "The Party
Doesn't
Even
Start Until You Arrive;"
Too Bad Covid-19 Took
The Metro Dance Hall Away
From me; Yet The Dance Continues
Unabated in 'Cheers' of Every Other Place in Public
Still and As far As A-Causal Connecting Events
(Still Known As 'The Dancing Guy' Practically
More Recognizable to the Common
Folk Than the Frigging Weather
Man on the Local TV Station,
HAha) God Yes, of Course
Only Psychologically
Meaningful
to me; Yes,
This Video
Clip From
'Cheers' Just
Comes in Beyond
All Time, Distance,
Space and Matter Now
to Yes, Entertain my SouL
in Dance And SonG Freely Even More Now...
Indeed, This is Real All Natural MaGiC, MaKinG
Life Worth Dying For Every Day Living EternAlly
Now, Never Really Dying NoW
A Very Personal
God iNdeed,
This 'Silent
Navigator',
So Very
Deep Within,
Breathing Alive For Real EternAlly Now...
So What Is “The Tool” All Beyond Nature of Naked
Enough Whole Complete At Least FoR Me
Clue: Use The Tool, Master The Tool;
Do Not Become Used, And Mastered By “The Tool”
The FacT Humans Worship Money And “Stuff” More
Than Each Other And Naked (GoD) Nature Is True Insanity
When We ARe Naked Enough Whole Complete All That’s Left
To Do Right Give Share Freely With Least Harm Eternally Now Least me
Humans Evolved To Work For Each Other iN Balance Of Nature Not Working
For Money Downfall
Of Humanity...
Yep, Several Different
Ways to Arrive At What
i Write, Including Facebook
That includes All 100,000
Average Words Per Month Now…
Yes, One WordPress Blog,
Two Blogspot Blogs, And
The “Depth of The Story”
Discussion Thread on
The “Wrong Planet”
Also Linked By
Way of Twitter
And Tumblr
Along
The
Many
Ways To
Arrive Hehe…
To All Of What i Do
Yes There is Much
More As Well More
Photography
Intense And
Off The
“Beated Paths”…
Most of What i Write is Available on The “Depth of The Story”
Link Each Day, Number One Search Result on Google With “Quotes”
Easy Way To Read my Whole 10M Word Bible Poem Same Way i Write
It Average of 3284 Words Every Day For 3045 Days
Clue: Shoe Sales No Part of This “Just Do It”
-Nike ~ Real Greek Goddess Of Victory
So Why Am i Still WritinG A Longest EPiC
Long Form Bible Poem Yes Covenant With
GOL Within Called As SORM To ‘Just Do It’
I’ll Be The (A) Muscular Nude Pose MeNToR With
All A Gentlemanly PoE-Try of Dance And SonG MaKinG
Women Genuinely Swoon Too
G.O.L. God Of Love MMGA Make Masculinity Great Again!!
Yeah Baby The Strength And Will That Comes From A Foundation
Of LoVE iN Grace Of Balance Makes Masculinity Truly Great!
G.O.L.
mY Goal Met ‘God Of Love’ Not Frigging Money And “Stuff”
G.O.C. God Of Capitalism
Yes i Understand “The Country MuSiC” Of Alexithymia
All Too Well Didn’t Listen to It Yet Lived There Till “Raised Up” Out oF It TY G.O.L.
Capitalism Breeds Toxic Patriarchy Globally iNDeeD A Desire For Even
Bigger Four Wheel Drives to Equal Uncle Sam’s Alexithymia
The American Dream Isn’t Always Pretty Within In Fact It
May Be Living Dead.
Yes, Yes, Class If You Are A Girl In The Mechanical Cognition
Of ‘Business School’ All Your Life Alexithymia May Visit You Too…
Clue: Butthurt Dudes Raised Told Boys Don’t Smile or Cry With
The Suffering That Comes With A Tear in A Beer of Alexithmia
Have To Be “Raised” in A Place Called “Scratch Ankle” And
Literally “Hell” To Understand Why Butthurt Dudes Did/Do It.
i Kid Ya Not The Old Dudes Sitting Around The “Ancient
Hardee’s Breakfast Club” Came Up With “The Hellfire Plan(s)."
Why Does The Old Bible Even Talk About Torturing Enemies Forever?
Hint: Duh, Toxic Patriarchal Author(s).
God planted me
here so i can
focus
on
writing..
and most
no one now
will bother
me by
liking
what i write..
Hmm..now
Dance IS A different
'thing'2 as God is merciful2..
when i just DO iT.. noW iN Victory2...
Life Is Really Good
When Life Is
Good When Life Is Love...
God watches over me God
Always Watches Over me
God is Good…
Hehe Still
Stuck
At
Step
9 Waiting
For You to
Stop
Stirring
The Rice
Secret To
Success Never
Getting To Perfect 10...
Why Do Truly Psychopathic
People Write Bibles It Gives them
Their Only Pleasure And Dream to
Send Life to Endless Torture of Hell...
‘The (A) Oak’
Thanks For Helping
me Find my Celtic
Birth Month
Tree For
June
Savvy...
SMiLes
Am i Surprised
No For ‘Hurricane
Ivan’ Destroyed
An Oak
Tree in
Our
Back
Yard
Then
From Only
A Stump
A New
Arm
A Sapling
Rose my
Wife Insisted
Cut it Away
Rarely Do
i Dance And
Sing No Dear
To Her Yet
i Affirmed
Amen
No And
Now The
Oak Is
More
Expansive
Than ‘Fore
True i Dance Beneath
It Sand And Sun
Naked
Each
Day
In Arms
Nature
Of God With
Sun Just To
Celebrate
Free
This
Eternal
FoResT Moment
Love Present
NoW iN Peace
And Harmony
Love God
Yes Will Grace Love
And Naked STRENGTH
Free Dance And Song
In Flow BRinGS Evergreen True...
Having a Portrait
Above my Bed of
A Bearded Man In A Town
in the 60's Where Hippies
Like That Were Dismissed
As Chickens; Yes,
Cowards
For Wanting
Peace Rather Than Burning
Folks Up in A Grift of Vietnam;
Yes, Including my First Cousin,
one of the Very Few Surviving
Males on my Mothers' Side of the
Family, Burning Up in a Useless War
In Vietnam As He Wanted to Be One
of The Greatest in the Generation of World War 2
And A Hero For His Country Instead of the Ultimate
Sacrifice He Became of the Industrial Military Complex
That Has Always Slept in
the Same Bed
Ever Since
The 'Holy'
Catholic Roman
Empire That Seemed
to Turn the Other Cheek
During the Adolph And Mussolini
Rules; True, My Grand Father Was An X-Catholic
Priest Who Was Counsel at the Vatican And Later
A Priest in South Africa, Moving to Gainesville, Then
Taylor County in Northwest Florida, Where A 17 Year-Old
Cajun Girl Woo'ed Him at age 36, From the Pews And Of Course
As The Story Goes the Marriage Wasn't Consummated Until Age 18,
Yeah,
Whatever...
Anyway, He Wrote
A Book Titled "Behind
The Dictators" As He Surely
Had an Inside Line of what Went
On in the Vatican in His Formative
Years As an Irish Priest, Originally Born in Limerick...
Yes, There is A Rich History of Christianity on my Father's
Side As He Became An Evangelist For the Protestant Way Authoring
The "Converted Catholic Magazine" in New York, New York, For 10 Years
And Author of Several Noted Books Last Century Such as "Soul of a Priest"
And "Out of the Labyrinth" that Actually Sits on my Night Stand Where
One Day i Might Finish it; Yet is Devoid of the Colors of Emotion And
Humor Like Most So-Called
Christianity Associated
'Sacred Text';
i Find it Boring
Yet still Perhaps
Worth More Study
One Day when i am Super Bored...
It's More like Yes, i Was Raised in the Catholic
Church, It's Obviously A Maze of Constructed Dogma;
Yes, to Keep Folks in the Doors And Even Fear for
Burning in Hell, if they Miss Church on Sundays; Yes,
When They Aren't There to Tithe And Support the
New Building Fund; Yes,
There's Always a Building
Fund As Of Course it's Always
Been a Capitalistic Church This way
Supporting An Empire As Such at Least...
Anyway, It Was A Huge Contradiction Already
That Dudes With Long Hair And Beards Were
Called Hippies And Basically Spit on by the Local
Culture; Yet This One Got A Pass, Not Only Not to Be
Bullied Yet
Called the
Frigging King of the Universe
That Really Made Absolutely No Sense,
Along with An All Loving God and Jesus
Loving Enemies in the Beatitudes and by
The End of the Most Ridiculous Contradictory
Gaslit Story Ever Lie That Same Good Cop God and
Jesus Turned into Bloodiest True Evil Changing Once Loyal
Sheep into Goats Who Did Not Do Enough Do Gooding in
Life Torturing
Them Forever
of Course
the Locality of the
United States in the
Record Books For The
Most Christian Churches Already
Hated The Other And Didn't
Wanna Clothe and Feed the
Poor So What The Fresh Hell Did
That Have to Do With A Hippy Looking
Dude With a Beard And Long Hair Who Emptied
His Pockets With His Friends Who All Emptied Their Pockets
Living off the Kindness of Others Spreading Good News
of Just Loving
It all DarK
Thru LiGHT...
i Was Raised Poor
With Very few Material
Goods, Luxuries, And Comforts
Of Life Like A Hot Water Heater,
Like An Air-Conditioner in A Car
And House; Yet At Least i had Food
And Drink AND LOVE; Something REAL my Wife
Couldn't Count on As Real Wonder Woman Starting
Her Vocation Early at 8, Climbing 40 Foot Trees Then
Looking Over the Have's Roofs as the Have-Nots Picked
Fruit off of
Trees For
Both Food
And the Moisture
That Was in the Fruit...
That's the Person Ya Wanna
Meet And Marry, Who Will One
Day Have the Real Wonder Woman
Fortitude to Stand By Her Man in
Real HeLL ON Earth For 66 Months
And See the Other Side of Heaven
Where You are Financially Independent;
Yet Unlike the Local First Baptist Folks, Not
Averse to Never Passing By a Homeless Person
To At Least Spare A Few Bucks, No Matter What
They do With that Couple of Dollars, including
Buying A Beer to Escape the Inner Demons of Mental Illness
for a Moment
or Two at Least
As of course, NO
They Ain't Gonna
Get Much Help in
A State That
Won't Support Them
That Way Run by Mini-Me
Trump DeSatanis of Course...
Religion is One of my Special Interests...
i Guess it is at least Partially in my Blood; And In Fact
As Social Animals We Do Naturally Bond and Bind Over
Common Meaning and Purpose (Religion) in Life Through
Ideologies and Symbols We Co-Construct As Being Human;
However, i See the Labyrinth Through and Through;
i Surely Didn't Stop at the Catholic Church Like my
Grandfather And Latch on to the Rest of the Myths
Associated
With
Christianity
As Literal Truth...
The Human Creature
is Not Rational at Core; The Human
Creature is a Social Emotional Animal
That Will Bond Over Any Common LiGHT
Thru DarK Meaning and Purpose to Bind
And Survive With Whatever 'Religion'
Is Devised And
Even Thrive
No Matter if that
Common Meaning and
Purpose Has any Real Validity
or Not; And Folks Will Defend the
Most Ridiculous Beliefs Like there were
Weapons of Mass Destruction in Iraq;
When Folks From Another Country
Crushed the Twin Towers
With Our Planes
From this Country
Yet of Course the
Oil-Rich Country
of Saudi-Arabia
Wasn't a Viable Option
to Reconstruct After it
Was torn Down Like Iraq to Make
Bucks By the Military-Industrial Complex; Yes,
Power Breeds Corruption As Does Competition
Over Cooperation; Yet That's What Happens When Nomads
No Longer Depend on Each other to Survive in the Forage
of Life Each Day Dancing And Singing Their Way Almost
Naked Through Life Where the Child is the Prize and
All Hands
Mean
Survival
And Every
Skill is Needed
Where Variety in
The Human Condition
Means Life or Death Now; Yes,
When 'You' Start to Store Grain
in the Silos, Sit on Your Butt and
Get Separated in Mind and Body Balance
REAL SOUL That's When The Trouble
Starts and
The
Labyrinth
OF All of Humanity
Becomes All the Clothes
That Cover the Natural
Born on Naked Enough
Whole Complete World
in Balance Where
Night
is Appreciated
As Much For Rest
As Day is For Making
it through the Next Day
Alive, Moving, Connecting,
And Co-Creating, Including
Humanity And Not Just Tools
That Have Become More our Humanity than
Who We Even Are, Naked Enough Whole Complete;
Yes, The Whole
Way is
Ill, Yet
That's What
Happens When
Ya Start to Hoard Over Share
And Take Over Give; the Karma
of Nature Bites Back, When Whatever
Part of Nature All And As Us Moves
Out of Nature Balance;
And is ruled
By Other
Contrived
Abstract
Constructs
in A Book That
Becomes God instead of Nature;
Anyway, i attend Church Every Week
As It's too Dam Fascinating Not to, When
One is Studying All the Strange Parts of the Condition Being Human...
Plus, i Rather Enjoy A Dancing Singing Communion Of Love No Matter What Ridiculous
(Yes, The Local Metro Dance Hall Before COVID-19, Was A MUCH GREATER HUMAN RELIGION)
Stuff Folks
Believe
in When
They Aren't
Actually Moving,
Connecting, Co-Creating
In A Real Spirit of Loving All...
And On Top of that Overall; YES,
At Least there is a Good Cop Jesus
That Naturally Kind Folks Will Find
Somewhere in that Bible to See that
There is Someone Like them at Least
in a Story When Everyone is Spitting on
The Long Haired Hippy Dude Who Rather
Inhales
Peace
And Exhales LoVE iN LiGHT
oF Joy Free As, With, And For All...
Jesus, the Good Cop Part of the
Story Was Real Enough to me
to See
Where
i Lived
at Least
There was a Story
About Someone Like me...
Of Course, Before i Went to
School And Work And Became
More Machine and Tool Than Human
As i Strive to Keep my Humanity as an 'Avatar' 'These
Days' as Hey, When in Rome Ya Gotta Fit in Enough to Survive
And God
Yes Even
THRIVE;
Love Adapts
And Love Wins
Best Part of the
Human Story, the
Only Part of that
Old Dusty Book That's me...
Honestly We Need More Folks Man
And Or Woman To Actually Do the
Good Cop Jesus in Life So, Here is me
Singing 'Here i AM'
Haha!
For Real,
My Wife iphoned
it when the Choir Director
Was Out Sick and i led the
Choir As A Volunteer From the
Back Pew, The Sweet Soft Voice Singing "i Will Go"
That Comes Through is my Wife for A Moment at Least...
You Don't Have to Go to Church to Be a Real Good Cop Jesus,
In Fact, Through my Working Years, When i Didn't Go For 23 Years,
The Church Leaders Who Brought in Their Church Groups to Bowl
In My Stint as A Military Bowling Center Manager Said i Was the
Greatest Example
of A Christian
They Ever met;
All i Did Was Treat
Each one of them As
If they Were the Face of
God That's the Way My Mother
Always Treated me; Yes Ya Live
As You Are Raised in A Garden of Love or not...
i Didn't Need Any Trademark Jesus in A Story That's
Who My Mother Was
From the Start...
Anyway, Like
i DANCE
SING FREE
"Here i am"...
And Yes, In this
Life i've met a Few
Like me too; Traveling
Far Enough Around the
Globe as An 'Avatar' these days... too....
And in "Real Life," 'We' Don't Have Any Special
Language; It's All in the Windows of the Soul When Real...
And Me of Course,
The Dance
And Song
As i Have
to Wear SHades at Night...
In Short, Unashamed, Naked,
Enough, Whole Complete, Whenever
i Go to Church
i Welcome
Christianity to
Return to me...
-Here i Am...
~Ya Really Have
To Come out of Hell
For 66 Months for ReaL ON EartH Within
To Truly Dance And Sing This Song oF SoUL
With No
Fear...
at
least
FoR Me...
"Active Bleeding" True Something to Consider Rue
When Forgiveness is in Play And Surely A Meaning
in My Personal Life For me... As How Fortunate i am
To Have The Gift of Forgiveness or Even Basic
Humanity it Seems 'These Days'
And That's Okay as i surely
Didn't Always Put People
First As All The Energy i had
Went into Work for Decades
Yet Anyway Back to "Active Bleeding"
About 2 Weeks Before my Mother Went into
Hospice Unexpected on Valentine's Day 2017
She Suddenly Came to the Opinion That i Was Demon
Possessed By The Why i Wrote Although She Had Always
Supported my Art Before Then And Through All my Experiences
in Life of Dark There Was No Moment that i Got Mad As i Already
Understood Just
How Messy
The Human
Condition Will Suddenly
Get With No Explanation at
All For i Surely Fell off the
Face of the Earth Like
Turning off a Light
Switch this way
in My Past
Fortunately
Mastering that
Off and On Switch For
Now Even Eternally Now
As Long as i Stay in Flow
In A Positive Way oF LiGHT
Continuing to Wire myself this
Way Anyway after She Went into
Hospice With "Active Bleeding Brain Cancer"
For The Reason Her Personality Suddenly changed the
Way It Did i Was Just Really Glad i Could Be There For Her
In Total Loving Breath the Way She Was for me When i Fell Down
For It's True i Forgive Everyone from the Perspective of A Devil in
Hell At Least Fortunate Enough for a Few Folks So close to me to
Forgive Who i Became Then So Far Out of my Control As No One
Really Showed me What Kind of Intelligence is Most Important Emotional
Intelligence And Putting People First of Course As Work Will Take that away
Yes
People
First
Indeed
A Modern
Greatest Deficit
Along with Nature Deficit Disorder
Of Course Along With the More Natural
Altruistic Loving Nature of Human that
Must Be Fed And Watered in a Garden of Love...
SMiLes Dear Rue Thanks For a
Very Inspiring Poem About
Muse And Although
i Wrote This Some
Months and Years
Ago it Seems to
Fit the Spirit of
Your Poetry Here...
Colors of Wind Free
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life
Why Owe You Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
You are me And i am Y. O. U.
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
Stars
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..
You are the Mirror of my Tree
the Tree of my Mirror More
How do i Write
A Letter
to G.O.D.
For You are me and i am
You and Them are us and
Us are Them forevermore
Now... You
Bring me Pain and Tears of
Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are
We there is never ever Escaping You
How will i ever Put a Name on Anything
Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy so many
Smiles and Laughter
Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
How
Precious Are Souls for
Souls LiVE iN
All of Existence
And it’s True
if i could not
Quote You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now...
You are the One i Thank the most
You LiVE iN Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light..
You are the Pleasure
my Food
and
Drink..
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
And sensed and felt before
You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Colors Even more You are the Breath
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before... You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to...
You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love Now
Yet Will Be Food for my Starving Children... You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as
A Little Child
It was never about me it is always about You Y.O.U.
Are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
Are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family
This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
Is what God will Say if God is Human and Love...
And In Conclusion HeaR if one Ever Meets All These
Qualities DarK Thru LiGHT iN One Person Indeed
One May
Find They
Become A True
Essence of Love
If LoVE Remains From
All The Fair Winds And
Storms Raging Harmony Again...
Always Giving Great Thanks For Whole Muse
DarK Thru
LiGHT
SMiLes You Are Surely
An Easy FRiEnD to Visit Rue...
And i Am Celebrating What Would
Have Been my Mother's 87th Birthday
Today
12.10.2021
True Some of Us Find
'This Person' Early in Life...
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-intersection-mental-health-relationships-and-sexuality-in-the-modern-world/202112/why-men
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12.12.2021 Planets Align THeRE iS A Certain Kind
oF MaGiC iN The Air And SPiRiT Wind WiTHiNoW
Accept The Thorns
CoLoR The Flowers
Do RiSE LoVE Rose
Key to A Whole 'Play'
Embracing DarK NoW
Becoming LiGHT Even More Now
Going to An After Pastoring Southern
Baptist Church Family Farm First Sunday
Dinner on the Grounds Arm Chair Diagnosing
A Young Man in 5 Minutes
Well Before He Shared His
Diagnoses of Asperger's
Syndrome, Bi-Polar, and
ADHD Similar Challenges
i've Faced Endured
And Overcome in
Life Seeing
Again Where i've
Been And How Every
Part of DarK iN mY LiFE
Brings All the LiGHT i Enjoy
Now More Than Anything So
Happy i Wasn't Born So-called
Normal as i Might Not Have
Experienced even One
Percent of All the
Human
Potentials
i Continue to Enjoy
Now as LiGHT Does RiSE Out of DarK...
Anyway it Didn't Seem Like Anyone Wanted
to Sit By the Young Man And Give Him Any
Part of a FRiEnD And God Yes i Already Know
What That Feels Like Plus There is Rarely
Anyone i Can't Commune With i Haven't
Already Walked A Soul In Bare Feet of Life...
Yet Again the Silent Navigator and Pilot
Is Potential Just Waiting Now SeeKinG
Finding Within for The Answers that
No One Else Will Provide
Except for the
Born on Date
Wisdom Passed
Down Through All of
Existence NoW in our DNA...
SMiLes Thanks Dear Chaymaa
my Favorite Quote You Bring today
Is Transforming Every Problem into
Advantage as i Paraphrase
A Bit MaKinG
Challenge
iN DarK
JoY BRinGinG
Even More LiGHT to
Joy As DarK Becomes
Only Potential For Destiny
Arriving More iN LiGHT Bringing
Dreams to Fruition Out oF DarK
Yet It's True
It's All
About Developing
An Art And Practice
All the Way ACross
The Lifespan to Make
This Real MaGiC Fruition
Ours of Course a Free FLoWinG
Meditating Contemplating Autotelic
Dance And Song Works For me in Poetry
oF LiFE
Where All
Events DarK
Or LiGHT Become
Poetry Prompts in
Both Dance And Song
to Play ACross A
Tight Rope
in Life
RiSiG Higher
Through Both
DarK And LiGHT...
MaGiC Spells of
Poetry
When
Dreams
Deepest
Fantasies
iN Fruition
CoMe to LiGHT
Force Of HeART SPiRiT SoUL
LoVE GreaTesT PoWeR oF aLL...
Ocean
View
Depth
At Mud
Puddle Level...
SeeKinG A FLaME
Lighting Night Moon
Captures Sun RiSinG
SmileS Owning
Emotions Senses
T o G E T He R Free
No Friend
No Love
No Fiend
Afraid Now
Yes For Those
Who Are Wind
Whole Mountain
Breathing Just
Breathing Free
iNHaLinG Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For All
With Least Harm Now Giving
Sharing Caring Freely iNDeeD For ALL
See More
Entertain
All Views Be More...
Common Sense/Feel:
Liberals Marry Liberals....
Conservatives Marry Conservatives...
Or Has Anyone Noticed The Vast
Continents in Separation
of Viewing
The World Lately
At Least For How that
Applies to So-Called Voting
Democrats and Republicans;
Never the Less, Research Backs
Up FACTS That the Vast Majority of
Lasting Relationships
Do Not Cross
Party Lines and Common
Sense Also Dictates You
Don't Even Discuss Political
Or Religious Differences in
A Public Place if Ya Wanna
Have a Friendly Environment
And Not Have the Whole Place Erupt in Fisticuffs, Hehe...
The Op Here Has An Anecdotal Experience; And That's All that it is,
According to Real Research At Least; On the Other Hand, Yes, Yes, 'Class'
Women Are Biologically
Attracted to 'Bad Boy
Types'; The Strong
Stereotype of the 'Alpha
Male' As Research Linked in
This Thread Already Shows; However,
It Also Shows That We Do Have Some
Neo-Cortical Control over the Shadows of
Our Instincts; Plus Science Also Shows 'The Pill'
Reduces This Biological Propensity as Women More
Often Get Heated Up For More 'Masculine Features'
During Ovulation
And Tend To Go
For More 'Soft Looking'
Dudes When They Stick With the Pill;
Of Course There is a Problem With this;
The Dilution of Fearless Heroes That Most
Often Come When The Fearless Cold Father
Leaves And The Son and Or Daughter is Fed by Mother
With Love Returning to The Fearless that is the Father who
Left Early in Life; As This Pertains to Philosophy And Human
Archetypes More Intuitive Than Based With Hard Science That
Has Problems
With Story
Taling
Human Existence...
'Let Your Love Flow Like
A Bird on A Wing' Heroes
Come And Go as Opposites
Attract And Make Newer Human
UniVerses of Heroes come into Being;
i've Had Young Women Literally in their
Twenties At A Dance Hall Tell me As They Saw
me on the Dance Hall Floor From Upstairs as i Approached
60 Years-Old; Yes, Tell me They Want to Be Married to Someone
Just Like me; God Yes, Yes, Just Because of the Fearless Way i Danced Then
Solo
'Naked'
(No Money
in my Pockets)
Enough Whole
Complete Without
A Frigging 10,000,000 Plus
Word Free Verse Poem, Not Even A Frigging Word...
Non-Verbal Language Does Say So Much More Than Any Word...
And Nah, They Didn't Give A God Dam About Anything Butt my Dance...
Yet It's True, i Get A Similar Response From the Elder Ladies When i Sing in Church...
And The Poetry
Sure it Has
Its Moments;
Lasting For Eternity
Too As i've Been Told at Least...
-Lady's Man
Of Course 2000+ Photos of Evidence With Gorgeous Women
And Other Tons of Evidence Provided ON DeMaND, HAha...
Yet Of Course, i Was Only Studying CuLTuRE As A Participant
Anthropology Observer With A Few Fringe Benefits As Well FOR FREE...
With A Wife
Incredibly More
Beautiful in Every
Way And She Only
Married me Cause
She Thought i Was
the Nicest Person She Ever met...
And Of course i Didn't Have Any
Money in my Pockets then Either...
Just A Smile and Loving Eyes i Received from my Mother...
Didn't Become A 'Hot ToPiC' With Ladies on DeMaND until i Became
Fearless Like my
Law Enforcement
Daddy Who Did
That For 46 Years
Along With Four Mostly
Failed Marriages; True, The
Story of Love Becomes Very Complex Indeed...
Yet for me, Yawn, Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Is Enough As 'They' Say Let Your Love Flow Like A Bird on a Wing...
Accept The Thorns
CoLoR The Flowers
Do RiSE LoVE Rose
Key to A Whole 'Play'
Embracing DarK NoW
Becoming LiGHT Even More Now
SMiLes Dear Savvy
Existence is A Paradox
At Core As It is the Opposites
That Make The Whole Come To Life
And LiGHT
From DarK
So Indeed
i Marry the Night
And Merry the Day
Even More With
The Colors
of DarK
That Bring
LoVE iN LiGHT
to Bear and Bare
A Flame That DarK LoVES LiGHT
With A Promise of LoVE ReTuRNinG NoW...
Oh Lord How i Long To Hear
Long Stories in a Twitter World
Yet of Course
i'm
Not
From 'Here',
i'm From Hear
And See As Well
Close Enough to
The Sea And Ocean
That's Only One Wave...
SMiLes Mike The Beatles Greatest
Album Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club
Band Came Out in '67 Happy BD! Still A Great Year Living
SMiLes Life is a
Distance 'Tween
Inhale of Peace
Exhale of LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT NoW
Yet It's
True
Some
Folks
Are Yet
to: Arrive
to: Enjoy From:
This PReSeNT Gift NoW
Happy SuNDaY Dear Savvy...
SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Oh Yes The Before And After
Glow of Warm Pets Resting
Near A Christmas Tree Ever
Coloring Life More With New Hues
of Warmth
iN LiGHT
To Give and
Share So Freely
To Others Who Come
In Space of Love's Warm Place
Hmm.. Climate Change Spring For
Us Near 80 Degrees Nearing Christmas
Sadly Means Close to 80 Deaths A Little
Further North
Where
Cold
Meets
Heat So Tumultuous
Opposites Come to
Make Energy This Way
(In This Case Tornados)
Yet With Humans We Have
The Potential to Change Our DarK
All iNTo LiGHT And Keep Our Christmas
Trees Up Year 'Round And Love Even More
Colors oF
HoMe
Within
my FRiEnD
With SMiLes...
Clue:
LiGHT
Comes From DarK When LiGHT Shines BRiGHTesT
True Over 99 Percent of Folks i Spread Light to Treat me
Like Gum on THeir Shoe The More They Do The More
i Stick Around As Love...
Yes Accept The Thorns
CoLoR The Flowers
Do RiSE LoVE Rose
Key to A Whole 'Play'
Embracing DarK NoW
Becoming LiGHT Even More Now
Oh Dear Rue How the Music of Culture Reflects so Much
The Deeper Part of Soul Or Not How The River Flows How
The Fountain Falls Then Rises in Endless SPiRiT From
HeARTS Ever
Warming or
Does Not
How Nature
Runs Deep As Colors
of Every Feel and Sense
For It's True Even Quantum Mechanics
Understands God is Love All is Connecting
All is Relational Yes All is Love At Core As our
Milky Way Spirals And As Waves of Oceans
Reflect A Similar Flow of Spiral As
Does Every Sub Particle
Swirling About
in Existence
As Well Holding Hands this way
It's True only 4 Percent of Nobel
Prize Winners in Physics Have
Reported As Studied that
They Were Ever
Agnostic
or
Atheist
As THere is Too Much
Evidence That This Relationship
Of ALL that is Actually Exists as the
Most Real Part of Existence That's Impossible
to Miss When One Gains Eyes and Ears and
The Rest of Feelings and Senses to Truly Feel
And Do the Flow of A Bird on a Wing Just Free mY FRiEnD
If You Could See Who 'i' ReAlly 'Am' You Would See the Never End
of A Fountain Springing As High As Existence Is Wide Now Beyond All
Measurement For 'i' Gain the Wings of A Free Bird this Way in Dance 'i Am'
And Song Ascending Transcending in Autotelic Flow Almost Every Second
of Every Day For Every Feather of Love i Bring in Thousands of Birds in Flight
And It's Also True Science Shows A Free Dance And Song Brings Us
More Empathy and Compassion And Even More Sensitivity As
Empaths to the Feelings of Other
Sentient Beings Yes Even The
Rest of Nature Even Rocks
And Less than
Grains
of Sand
i may Only
Receive Back
A Handful of Feathers
Yet It's True As i continue
to Shine Bright and Spiral Around
Sun And Stars and SaMe my Wings Only
Continue to Expand The Distance of LoVE NoW
That is No Distance, Space, Time or Even Matter
of Things Just Forever Now And Never Forgetting
The Old Rusty Pipe i Used to Be With Not
A Drop of Water For Anyone or
Myself of the
Wave
of Eternity
i Am Now Free
Sadly Dear FRiEnD
Music is Mass Produced Now More
Than Created So Very Deep Within
Sadly Dear FRiEnD Humans Have
Become Their Tools And Things and
Money More Than A Free Dance And Song
of God That is All that is LoVE iN Relation Within
It's True We Cannot Own Anyone Else's Love
or Even Expect to Get Any Love BacK in Return
Yet What We Can And Will Do Is Become Love
And Always Give
And Never Give
Up on those
Less Fortunate than
Us Yes Those Raised
More Machine than Human
Yes Those Raised Through Neglect
And Abuse Yes Those Raised through
Culture And Religion That is Based More
on Ownership And Jealousy Than Freedom
And Compersion For The Joy of Others
Keeping 'Genders' Separated From Even
Holding Hands When Youth Blooms
More In Tune With The Feelings of a
Similar Gender A Continent of Being
Yes Separating Them From Who They
Were Never Raised with to Hold Hands
For How We Build Love Starts With
The Temple of Love That Holds
The Spirit of Love of All
Relational Connections
Within Yes Indeed
We Must
Make Contact
With Love Yes God to Breathe
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY oF LIGHT For All Giving Sharing
Caring Freely With Least Harm Now
For All It's a Life Long Art
And Practice that
Never Becomes
Perfection only More Love
As We Become More An Ocean
of God Is Love Naked Enough
Whole Complete Now to
Never Run
Out of
Giving Love
to Give Even More
Now Yet of Course only
in my Opinion and Again Dear Rue
I'm Just No Good at Fiction mY FRiEnD...
Let Your Love Flow Like A Bird on A Wing Do
Soar And Never Look Down if We Can And Will
Yes Do Unless it is to Lift Another Bird Falling to Above
Where We aRe
Now And
Be Happy
For Their
Greater
Joy That We
Are Yet to Meet and Greet...
That May One Day Be Ours to Give Free As Well...
This Tree of Life We aRE ALLeaves Who Are Trees Sharing Free
This Lamp oF LiGHT This LiGHT House We May All Feel HoMe NoW...
Amen
Spirit of Play
What is Most
Often Forgotten In
So Many Modern
Societies Among
Adults And i’m Still
Remembering …
The Immigrants
At A Discount
Store Still
Attuned
To Play
And Joy…
Visiting A Store
For The Expensive
Buyers Stone Cold
Faces Living Dead
However the Black
Woman Janitor
Inspired to Dance
With Her
Mop Shining
Like The Sun
At Night The
Best Experiences
Of Life Are Free
Leaving
No
Bitter
After
Taste…
Happy Sunday
May You Find
Space For Play
And
Joy Full...
SMiles Akshita
In Touch With
It All With Joy...
A L M O S T on
The Way to
Entertain
The Mall
With Dance
Dear Cindy Thanks!!
Yes Accept The Thorns
CoLoR The Flowers
Do RiSE LoVE Rose
Key to A Whole 'Play'
Embracing DarK NoW
Becoming LiGHT Even More Now
12.12.2021 Planets Align THeRE iS A Certain Kind
oF MaGiC iN The Air And SPiRiT Wind WiTHiNoW
_________________
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Tween
Night
And Day
Twilight Respite
Power of Change
New Loving Ways
Hehe And It's True
Dear Savvy i Just Wrote
Lyrics to/For MoonLight
Sonata For All 15 Minutes
of Beethoven's Soul That Song
Brings Changing into A 'Frednata'
By me as i Just
Wanna
Praise it
With Great
Thanks in Gratitude
of Words And This Last Verse
First is Only A Starting Verse Now...
River Flows
Water Knows
Wave Ocean Free
Gratitude
Be i AM
Dear Savvy...
SMiLes Dear Akshita Indeed
Happy Birthday to Taylor
Swift Another Sagittarius
Like my Mother and Quite
A Few Other Female FRiEnDS
Who Seem to Have A Few Expressive
Emotions in the Art of Life True too
And One of my Favorite Songs
of Hers is "Look What You
Made Me Do" As She
Sort of Expresses
The Human Hero
Archetype Coming
Back From the Death of
Dark Resurrecting Back into
the LiGHT oF LiFE iN Several Instances
of Life And Also Recognizing All the Parts
Of Her on A Big 'T Cross' Integrating Them
All in the Reputation of Her Plane All
Set to Take FLiGHT
iN BaLaNCinG
Force of
Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses Naked
Enough Whole Complete HAha
TaKinG Receipts The Whole Way
Thru to Compose Another Work oF Art
So Many Folks Will Commonly Relate to
As Well as True if She Used All these Words
She Would Have Lost Her Entire Target Audience
By the Fourth
Line of
All of This
True For Some
Life Grows Long HAha...
Sort of Like A 'Moonlit Sonata' Again...
Hehe i'm Way too Lazy
to Eat Frozen Ice
Cream
Melting
Is My Way
Just FLoWinG
Rivers Upstream
Writing Poetry From
Back to Front
As It's True
Ice Cream
Tastes
Best in
ReVerse
FoR Me at Least...
Qui Gong Moving Meditation,
Tai Chi, Wu Wei, All Autotelic
FLoWinG Human Ascending
Transcending
Arts As Your
Song of Poetry
Describing
FRiEnDS With
Gravity in Balance
One With the UNiVeRSE
Regulating Emotions Integrating
Senses Does So Poetically Relate in Song
Deepest Free Dancing Truths of Being in Flow
And Balance With All of the Center of Reality
Within Dear
Cindy FRiEnD
Amazingly Naked
Enough Whole NoW
Complete WHerever
We aRe ThiS WaY in
Bio-Feedback of All that is
And True it is Practically Free to
Achieve Compared to What Billionaires
Pay in Hundreds of Thousands of Dollars
Just to Be FRiEnDS ThiS Way With Gravity
of Entire Existence mY FRiEnD True You May
Blast off
As the UNiVeRSE
And Stay in A Poetic
Dance And Song of Blissful Balancing Flow
Eternally Now the All in All You Become So
Free Providing Lifelong Mentorship Free to
Others as Well
Such A Gift This Balancing
All That Is is Dear FRiEnD FLoWinG
And It's True it's Like the Most
Proficient Wu-Wei Butcher With
A Knife Cutting With the Least
Resistance in Practice
Until the Blade
Has Not
Enough Adversity
to Even Go Dull and
True in my Practice of
FRiEnDS With Gravity
in Free Moving Balancing This
Way the More i Practice the Longer
the Souls of my Soles of Nike Athletic
Shox Shoes Last Used to Be Three Months
Now It's Almost A Year As The Bottoms of my
Shoes Understand The Secrets of the UNiVeRSE
Whole
In Karma
of FLoWinG
BalancinG NoW mY FRiEnD
The Essence of Love of ALL NoW
The Relationships of All that is Peacefully This way
Removing All Illusory Fears Bringing Most Strength Indeed
True Will
Strength
Comes Greater
in Divine Masculine
From A Foundation of
Divine Feminine in Balancing FLoWinG
Gracefully Loving All That is ThiS Way...
SMiLes Chaymaa SMiLe
A Wave Water An Ocean
Of
Love
Sailing...
HAha Just Wait Rue!
Before This Poetry
Endeavor is Over
Your Arts Will
Be Spread ALL OVER
The Online UniVerse Hehe
With
SMiles...
SMiles Rue Leg of
Lamb Is Great!!
Thanks!!
SMiles Dear Rue…
Katrina’s Family is
Having A Seafood
Feast For Christmas
This Saturday 12.18.21
At Their Country Farm
That Also
Happens to
Be The 100th
Anniversary Month
Date of my Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
Arriving At Ten MiLLioN
Words Hehe And Even
More With All Your
Super Inspiring
Poetry
my Goodness
What A Christmas
Gift of Inspiring Poetry
You Are
Year
‘Round…
Santa Sends Thanks!
-Rudolph
Just Along
For The Ride Hehe...
Thanks Rue i
Haven’t Been
To Church
On Time in
Months Usually
Arrive Close to
The
Homily...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
When Love Clothes
Every Gift of
Present
Now Without
Fear Living Seems
Like Life to me indeed my FRiEnD...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa While Personal Care of Mind
And Body Is Surely Core to Success in Life
There Are Some Successes
Beyond All Time,
Distance, Space
And Even Matter of 'Things'
That Better Drive All We Do in Life
in Autotelic Flow When This Energy
With No Fear One May Name Love For
All with Least Harm if they Choose
A Path That is Also
More Social
Empathic
Artistic
Spiritual
In Deeper
Interpretive
Ways of Meaning
And Purpose of Life
That Ascends and Transcends
What Material Reductionists More
Often See As Success in Life Through
External Rather Than Internal Ways of
Feelings Sensing Life Naked Enough
Whole Complete Achieving Mastery
Over the All In All of Emotional
Regulation Sensory
Integration
Loving All
With Least Harm
And Illusory Fears
Oh How the Energy Flows
Then to Give and Share Freely
And Make the World Not Only a
More Profitable Socio-Economic
Place to Live in Status, Power,
And Material Goods in Competition
Yet a Place of Love Where Moving,
Connecting, Co-Creating is A Cooperation
of Life that Spells Real Love For all It Seems
That The Connections and Relationships of All
That is Nature and Human Nature at Core is What's
Missing Most in Western Civilizations and In the Way
The Rest of the World is Being Materially Reduced
To A More Systemizing Way of Life Than What is Warm
True Human
And
Nature
oF LoVE Within for Real...
Some Folks Call this Relationship
of All that is Connecting As Love Without
Fear 'God' It Seems Suitable Enough for
me With SMiLes...
SMiLes Dear Sohair
A True Story of A Son
And Or A Daughter Is Love
A Mother Gives iN LiGHT NoW
For FLoWeRS to GroW As Love
Although THorns
A Father May
Provide
Will Come
in Handy
too With SMiLES
Never The Less Now
Roses Continue to Rise...
"Standards" It's What Humans Do
Who Have Yet to Step Out of Book
Covers to Earn THeiR Own Wings to Fly
#BeenTHeREDoNeIT
#ParForTheFiNReCorD
Coming Generations Are Not Going to Put Up
With Myths And Calling Human Beings Sinful
For How they Are Born; They Aren't Ignorant.
"Good Cop Jesus" Providing A Path to Kingdom
of Heaven Within Now Loving All iN Forgiving
Agape Style Great; 'TRumP Jesus', NO.
Arriving As Rudolph The Mustached Dancing
Free Reindeer in Walmart in December of 2018
Captured on 'Grainy Video' By A Bystander Near
Then Spread Around
For A While
In A
Viral Video With 88.9K
Views For All to See Hehe...
And God Yes Still Leading
Santa's Sled Year 'Round...
HAha, 'Yowie', the Australian
Version of Yeti, Sasquatch,
Big Foot, And Jesus All the
'Same
Character'
in A Similar Story
Just Different Names...
And It's Amazing You'll REALLY
FIND Some Folks Who Call Themselves
Rational Who Insist that the Jesus Version
of Big Foot Not Only Existed Yeti Came Back From the Dead...
If Ya Really Wanna
See What Big
Foot Looks Like,
i Got A Higher Definition Hairy Version...
Only Differences is, This Forrest Gump Ain't NO 'PULP Fiction'...
"The January 6th Commission" on December 13th, 2021,
Uncovered The FACT THAT AT LEAST TRUMP Egregiously
Was Derelict in His Duties of Presidential Office and Commander
in Chief of Putting an Immediate Halt
Through Action of Stopping a Deadly
Insurrection to Overthrow Part of our
Democratic Process; Even Begged by His
First Born Son in a Similar Way a Child Abused
Will Still Protect Their Father From Trouble With the
Law as that's all they got in this World That's Still worth
it to them
through all
The Bruises
And Such to Protect "BIG DADDY;"
Anyway, "Minions" Follow Despicable
Leader's Through HiStory, Who are Living
In Scarcity With Little Real Meaning and Purpose
In Life, Led By the Promises of Carrots and the Fears of
Sticks, Either Illusory or Real, Manufactured by the Demagogue
Who Is Only Interested in Their Selfish and Psychopathic Leaning
Interests; And Of Course, There is the Other Kind of Minion that Follows
Them as Loyal Disciples of 'The DarK' to Keep Status and Power and Material
Gains that Come with that; This is the Church And State of the DarK Side of Humanity
No Different
Than Higher
Ups in the Catholic
Church Protecting Pedophile
Priests, Archbishops, And Cardinals
For Paying For Their Crimes Against Humanity
For the Most Vulnerable Among US, the Children;
Yet You See, Those Who LiVE iN Scarcity Without
Meaning and Purpose Are Also Among the Most Vulnerable
in this Country As Well; And This is How the DarK Force Comes to Be...
And This is How Democracy Fails; And This is What Happens When So Many Folks
Takes Democracy For Granted
And Are Shopping For Christmas
Now, Then Filling Up Garages With More
Walmart Trash that NO, Will Never Be
Used As More Important than Paying
Attention to the Ocean As The Titanic
of Trump Approaches An Iceberg Larger
Than the Old Titanic Story; And A Scandal
In the Land of Democracy That Makes 'Watergate'
Look Like
A Nursery
Rhyme Among Children...
Meanwhile, Folks Will Ignore
It Until One Day Democracy Goes Poof And Blows
Away or They Will Pay Attention And Take Immediate
Action to Hold Those Accountable For if they Do Not
They Are Just as Guilty as Trump For Sending Democracy
to 'the Gallows'
With 'Chants
of Hang
The Vice President'
With 'Banners' of 'Jesus Saves'
Supporting the Whole Holy Hell...
And 'Stuff' Hitting the Fan in the
Next 'Minion Movie' Come to Fruition in REAL LIFE
THAT IS IN NO WAY FUNNY AT ALL FOR WHAT MAY
COME TO FRUITION
IN THE HORROR
SHOW VERSION
OF THE MINIONS
AND THEIR MOST
DESPICABLE LEADER
EVER IN THE UNITED STATES.
As Far As Demographics Go, Go; i've Met Younger People than me,
Who Weren't Willing to Work As Hard as me; And at the Same
Age; Yet, i Realize, i'm Not Exactly 'Normal' This Way;
Peers Usually Stayed A Bit Upset at me at School
And Work For Moving Ahead of the 'Pack' A Bit;
Yes, HAha, Some Things Stay Generally the
Same; i Once Had A Boss Tell me 10 Percent
of the Employees Do 90 Percent of the Work;
An Incentive it Seems then to Continue to Do What
i Was Doing, Even if it Literally Brought me Down to my
Knees Eventually; Which is Exactly What it Eventually Did;
And True, The Ones Who Cruised Through
Every Day Without Much
Worry over Getting
Everything
Done Perfectly,
Are Still There; One advantage
off Getting Burned-out and Trading
66 Months of My Life With a Total
of Life Threat in A Synergy of 19 Medical
Disorders Was Retiring Early After Earning 3 Degrees,
in 19 Years of School, in Tandem With 33 Years of Work, Including
3 Part Time Jobs Working Through University Life With A Full Class Load
Earning a Triple Major of 3 Degrees ALL AT ONCE AND THAT WAS WHEN
i First Experienced (Women Peers at Work And School Literally
Named me 'Superman')
What May Be
Described
As Autism
Burn-out at age
19 Through 21; As i came
Roaring Back at Age 22, Doing
More Than i Ever Imagined Before;
Same As i Do Now, Early Retired at 47; And
Financially Independent Literally More Productive
At 61, Measurably So than Any Date in my Life, TODAY;
And Never Making A Penny off of Anything i Do Now And Spending
Money; About A Half a Million Dollars, if Ya Consider Labor at Minimum
Wage for the Last 100 Months And More of Literally Bringing All Kinds of
Joy to Thousands
of Folks Through
Dance and Song
Just to See them
Smile or Perhaps
Being Exposed to A Different
Way of Viewing the World, Even Before That;
It's Harder for Newer Generations, Overall,
FOR THE LARGEST REASON FINDING WORK
THAT HAS INHERENT HUMAN MEANING AND PURPOSE;
AND of Course, Wages Haven't Kept Up; Housing And Vehicles
Are 'Crazy Expensive' And Some of the Millennials i Know Are Still
In School around the age of 30; Never Married, Never Owning a Home
Or Even Still Staying at Home; Just With Little Direction of Where to Go Next...
Sort of Like
Floating
In Space
Without Much
Attention Span Either;
As Science Shows the Average
Human Has the Attention Span of
Literally A Gold Fish, less than 3 Seconds;
In This Way, i Have the Attention Span to Focus
on What i am Doing More Like a Frigging Blue Whale;
Whether or Not
Anyone is
Paying Attention
or Not, The Smiles
Get Done by 15,866 Miles
of Public Dance in Close to 100 Months
And Most All Ten MiLLioN Words of Free Verse
Poetry are Simply Copy And Pastes in Response
To Someone Who
Is actually
Listening
to What i Say;
One Thing About Being
On the Autism Spectrum,
With Bi-Polar, And ADHD; You
Find Work-Arounds that Work
Continually So to actually Survive and Thrive;
Hehe, At Least from Anecdotal Experience This is Surely What i Do;
The Most Entitled Demographic, Locally, i Have Ever Worked With as
Far As Their Current Job are the Retired Military Back Before the Year
2000, Who Were Part of the So-Called 'Greatest Generation'; As Many of them
Felt Like Their Military Service Allowed A Vacation At Their Military Contract
Or Civil Service Job; One Day i Surely Wanted to Feel Like Them, So At Ease With
Another Guaranteed Pay Check or Two Coming
In, Doing Another
Job Entitled to
The Benefits they
Receive; No matter What
Happens in their Current Job;
It's True, i Am Entitled Now too;
And The Way i Was Treated As A Valuable
Commodity; Same Way the Military Are Generally
Treated As Commodities of the Government While they
Actively Serve; i Have No Guilt For the Entitlements i Receive
With my Retirement Moving From 40 Percent to 100 Percent Next
June Reaching Early Social Security Retirement Age at 62; Healthier,
Stronger Than ever Before;
Yet Odd Enough,
Obviously
Enough, Not
To Fit in the
Definition of
Modern Society where
Generally Speaking NO ONE
WRITES A TEN MILLION WORLD
LONG FORM POEM OR DANCES IN
PUBLIC FOR 15,866 MILES IN 100 MONTHS
TOO; HELL, IT'S JUST ABOUT A MIRACLE I'M EVEN
ALLOWED TO FIT INTO 'THE WRONG PLANET ONLINE'
(Thanks for the "Medical Dispensation', Sincerely)
A PLACE FOR
THE SO-CALLED
NEURODIVERSE;
Yet, note, i'm Still Here, Yes,
No, Some of Us Never Give Up
Even if We Have the ACTUAL SUICIDE
DISEASE FROM WAKE TO SLEEP FOR 66
MONTHS THAT NO DRUG WILL TOUCH,
Yep, in my Case, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia,
Likely From the Result of 11 Years of Chronic to
Fight and Flight Acute Work-Related Stress in the
Last Two Years of the Span of Dates from 1996 to 2007;
So What Do i Say to the Newer Generations that Say F U
To Folks Who Wanna Run Them Ragged to Death to Keep
A Job With Little Meaning and Purpose in Life;
Fun You;
i HOPE YOU
FIND A MORE
MEANINGFUL AND
PURPOSEFUL WAY OF
MAKING A LIVING THAN
FRIGGING KILLING YOURSELF
RATHER THAN TELLING YOUR
EMPLOYER TO TAKE THIS JOB AND SHOVE IT...
YET on the Other Hand, The Financial Independence
is Worth it Now; Yet When You Are Living in HeLL ON EartH
For 66 Months, Wondering if You Can Exist another Second in Life,
Nope,
Life
Doesn't
Look the
Same through
Those SHaDeS of Life...
THornS And FLoWeRS Yes
Roses Do Wilt And Still Rise As Roses...
Good Luck, Whoever You Are And Make
Life Real MaGiC if Ya can And Wilt Now...
And
Actually
Do it Now For Real...
For me at least, it's
Always a Work oF Art
And i Don't Need to Know
How to Do it As i Don't Need to
Get Paid, Similarly to Many of the
Retired 'Greatest Generation' Military
Folks in Their 'Cushy Contractor and
Civil Service Jobs' Then; Golden Ages
Vary;
At Least
i'm Still Using
111 Percent and
More of What Many
Folks Would See as
Normal Effort Every Day...
Yet Of Course, Many Folks
Believe That Work Without Pay
is Worthless; of Course They Don't Even Understand
How the Human Condition Even Works, if they Belief
that Horse S88T...
-in my Opinion...
~Boom
Boom...
My Age
is Every
Age NoW iN Play
Dancing Singing Free
iNHaLinG Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving,
Sharing, Caring Freely For All
With Least Harm for All Now;
Basically, Just Emptying my
Pockets And Living Off the
Kindess of Others Serving
With LoVE FEARLESS
Now, With or
Without the
Clothes/
Tools oF
CuLTuRE
God F iN Yes!
Back to Nature
Free, Yes Fred Am i...
Thank You
Cloudy And
All Warm
Inside
With
Smiles
Hehe After
All iT is Florida
The Sunshine
And Flower State
With SMiLes
Same to You
Lovely Poet Lillian
Tween
Night
And Day
Twilight Respite
“A Room With A View”
Dear Shawna Baby FRiEnD
Values For What We Express
Gratitude for in Life Vary in Depth And Colors
For Instance Take How William Blake Describes
“The Kingdom of Heaven Within Or God” Same Overall
Metaphors indeed Per ‘Luke 17:21’ The Place to Seek And Find Now
And So Much More
Than Even the
Lines Here
So Eloquently
Describing the Place New
i Live Within Similary True:
“To See a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, (Yes)
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour (i Am HeaR Now)”
Of Course Blake Capitalizes Grain of Sand
Holding Infinity And Eternity As He Obviously
Sees Divinity in All Three Phrases Do Note Hehe
How Many Words i Capitalize Occasionally Using
small case Letters only when the breath of Creativity
Sees This Way
So Very Deep
Within The
Tree of my
Life The
Leaf i Am
Feeding The Tree
Of my Life And How
My Leaves Fall to Fertile
Soul Soils For New Saplings
Springing Green Even in Winter Snow
SMiLes Given The Choice And Similar Price
For A Bigger Big Screen TV to Replace the Old
60 Inch Model From 2013 that Still Works As
Well As It Ever Did And A Window to Replace
That Hurricane Ivan Fogged Up Window Panes
In All the Grids of that 5 Foot High by 8 Foot
Wide Window Putting it Off Since 2004 and
Waiting 6 Additional Months Since June of
This Year’s Purchase Through Supply
Chain Interruptions on Window
Glass Supplies the Choice Now
Eternally So Clear to me
Seeing Out into Nature
WHere Again Below
A Grain of Sand
Is The Same
Value to me
As the Milky Way Above
And the Rest of God Energy
Manifest in the Beauty of All
Forms Our Minds Come to Co-Create
This Ever Changing Reality of Colors Now
Eternity And So Much More Ours Yes
To only Paint More in Sublime Ecstasy
Of A Naked Enough Whole Complete
Life That Only
Paints God More
Beautiful For Those
With EYes and All Other
Feeling Sensing ways to
Perceive in Even Greater
Depths and Colors of Heaven
Within Now This Christmas Tree
This Flower With Thorns That Makes
Life Worth Living Same This Gratitude This Rose
For this Present Gift of Breath Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For All DarK
Thru LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring Freely
Even More
With Least
Harm And
Love For All mY FRiEnD
So What Would Jesus Dance
And Sing About The Kingdom
Of Heaven Within i Honestly
Don’t Believe i Have to Only
iMaGiNE to BRinG This Dream
To Fruition at Least FoR Me Now
It’s True William Blake’s Lines Were
Non-Sense to my Left Brain Restricted Way
Of Think Sponsored By A CuLTuRE That Only
Sees Ownership and Consuming of THINGS
As Important Competition in Life of TaKinG
And Hoarding More Than Giving And
Sharing Free FREE FREE FREE JUST
FREE ALL THE BEAUTY LIFE BRINGS
FROM HEAD TO TOE AND SO MUCH
MORE For it’s Also True my
Recovery From the
Challenges of
Autism
Reflecting the Feeding
Of my Right Hemisphere
Way of Doing the World in
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual
Intuitive Meditating Contemplating
Interpreting Ways of Doing Existence
So Far Beyond Word Think Where Only
Poetry Will Possibly Bring Images That
Reflect All the Potentials of Existence
Lost From Left Brain Restricted
Ways of THINKING THINKING
GRABBING THINGS IN THE
ENVIRONMENT TO
OWN AND
CONSUME
Missing All the Colors
Of Wild FLoWeRS and
Boot Camps of THorns
In Struggle That Make All
Of Life DarK Thru LiGHT
The Delicious Meal
Of Heaven Ever
Preparing Now
Not only Ours to
Give Free yet to Share
With Others For them to
Give Free As Well as Life Becomes A Rose of
More Art and Colors of Life Being the Reason to
BREaTHE Free Moving Connecting Co-Creating This Way…
SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby After Graduating From University
With Three Degrees How Happy Then i AM to Pass Out Rental
Shoes and Exchange Smiles With a New Unique UNiVeRSE
Of Human Being Each And Every One Then Visiting my
‘Cheers’ And ‘FRiEnDS’ Rental Counter of
Human Connections then
Even Enduring all
The Cigarette
Smoke Hehe
For Almost Two Decades
Too And Yes to spend the Rest of
The Half of the Day Wandering the
Beach Free All by Myself all
That Was Missing then
When i First Started
Working Part-Time
Is Doing it Literally
Naked Free
As I am
Able to
Do in my Real
Backyard Garden
Of Eden With Board
On Board Total Privacy
Fencing And the Forest Back Yard to
Eternity in Colors Ever Changing
Dancing With Sand And Sun So
Naked And Free This Way and Of
Course in My Art too Never Really
Intending to Be an ‘Orgasm Donor’
Yet How Do We Stop Someone
From Looking Into Our
Eyes Even if We
Are Muslim
Women
From Doing the Same…
Anyway That Art is Behind a
Blog And A Cautionary Door
To Get in Yet that Didn’t Stop
The Google Search Engine From
Spreading me That Way All Around
Online With Key Word Searches With
Images As Of Course my Whole UNiVeRSE
Of Art is Catalogued This Way For Free Isn’t
It Cool How Technology Prepares a Way for
Heaven to Exist Online Free As Well Who Knows
Who Feels Who Senses However Long ‘Servers’ May
Comply A Thousand Years and More NoW As A Renewable
Source of Human Energy in Every Way as We Surely Do Still Now
Enjoy ‘Moonlight Sonata’ This Way Several Hundred Years Later Now
And That’s Amazing Uploading A Soul For Generations this way for
Free AN ULTiMaTE Giver of this PreSent Gift of Art to All mY FRiEnD
A Meaning A Purpose
Of Life For
Real Giving
Sharing Caring
Freely This Present
Gift of LiFE iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling LoVE
For All With Least Harm Now
What Greater Purpose is THere
To Inspire And Lift Others Up in
Every Way Possible in this GifT ALL
Of Life Now to Truly Express Gratitude More
For this Miracle of Ever Changing Breath Now
SMiLes The Lady Who Cuts my Hair Said Yes Her
Grandchildren Tell Her Daughter When they Go
To Walmart They Hope We See the ‘Dancing
Man’ Today And True other Grandmothers
And Grandfathers And Parents Have
Related the Same to me
And Honestly it makes
That Year Worth it
i Started and Honestly
Years After That As i Surely
Looked like i Was trying then to
Look Like a Fool and Ridiculous Hehe
On Purpose Yet i was Only Doing What
My Body Wanted to Do to Gain Mind And
Body Balancing Soul Emotionally Regulating
Sensory Integrating Becoming Naked Enough
Whole Complete as A Human Being With Zero
Illusory Fears
And Anxieties
TRuE FRiEnDS
With Gravity NoW
In Total Balancing
Leaving Room For
So Much More to Give
And Share Freely and
Never to Run out of Gas
Hehe as If i Keep on Going
HeaR i’ll Have Enough Room
To Fill And Feel the Music of
Moonlight Sonata With These
Lyrics HeaR And True in Doing
So This Will Become a Frednata
Just Something Else No One
Else Has Ever Tried to do
And This is what
Happens
When We Aren’t
Afraid to Truly Become
Vulnerable And Fear Free
To Stand And Dance And
Sing In Front of the World Naked
With No More Layers oF All the Tools
And Clothes of Culture That Separates Us
From this Inherent Gift of Social Empathic Nature in
Artistic Spiritual Intelligences EXPReSSinG TheM ALL So Very Free
And True Now A Psychiatrist, Oxford Literature Professor, Researcher,
And Writer, Iain McGilchrist Expresses Left and Right Hemisphere Ways
Of Perceiving and Doing the World as i Intuited What Helped me Break
Through And Escape the Real “Matrix” Of This Left Hemisphere Western
Civilization Way of Consuming And Trying to Own All of Nature by Grasping
It in
Right
Hand
Way so
Soulless
Without the
True Master of
Soul So Ironically
A Left-Hand Way of Life
The Yin of Feeling Over the
Yang of Only Words Empty Shells
On A Beach Just Waiting For Sea Life
To Return Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Again
It Took McGilchrist 30 Years to Reach His Scientific
Based Conclusions FoR Me A Dance And Song In Autotelic
Flow The Day in 2013 When Free Poetry of Dance And Song
Brought me Back to Life on July 19, 2013 As Again Celebrating
100 Months of Free Verse Poetry That Started on August 18, 2013
And 100 Months of 15,866 Miles of Public Free Flowing Autotelic Dance That Started
God Yes On August, 26th, 2013, Yes Words of Free Verse Poetry in 10 MiLLioN Words
Of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Coming on December 18th, 2021, The Night of the
Wolf Full Moon Where During The Longest Coldest Nights of the Year
The Wolf Howls Out to Other Wolves Similar in Nature to
Find a FRiEnD SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby
There is Nothing i Cannot
Share With You
Where i Will
Be Afraid of Driving
You Away As A True
FRiEnD Since Summer of
2015 About 6.6 Years Ago…
True i Share Everything With
You Same Way As i Do With Katrina
And She Doesn’t Mind That At All
And in Fact When i Showed Your
Birthday Photos to Her She Said
You Look So Slim and Beautiful
With Your Soulful Eyes
That Holy And
Sacredly
Divinely
Truly
Look
Like Love
Yet It’s True If You
Were Standing Naked
In Front of me That’s all i Would
See Yet For Some Reason Hehe
Katrina Is the One Person
i Just Can’t Seem
To Stop
Lusting
After Whenever
She Shows Her Form
to me.. i’m Not Sure Why
That is Yet i Guess that is
Just How Angels Grow Their Wings to Stay Warm
And How Wolves Howl in the Coldest of Winter Nights
Longing So Happy to Hear A Return Howl that is Real with
No Limiting Rules For FRiENDSHiP and Freedom my FRiEnD With SMiLes
i’d Add (i will) the Song Moonlight Sonata Yet You Know How the Wolf Song Goes..
And True On My Tombstone They May Burn All My Words And All the Thousands
Of Voyeur Videos That Were taken And Spread on Social Media World-Wide And
Just Print the
Words on
My Tombstone
That Say Children
Asked Their Parents
And Grandchildren
i Hope We Get
to See the
Dancing Man
At WALMarT
As They Search
The Store and to Their
Delight Find i Am Still Real
Dancing and No Myth On the
Other Hand Perhaps i’ll Dance
And Sing All 10,000,000 and More
Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” and
What Will Soon Be 16 Thousand
Miles of Public Dance For
Beefing Up my
Obituary
While i Am Still SO Alive
And My God if they Don’t
Burn or Change my Words
And All the Voyeur Social
Media Videos HAha
If Servers
Comply
Perhaps
I’ll Never Even Really Die Now
And Perhaps Others Will Gain
A Hobby of Uploading Their
Soul to Give Away the
Art of Their Life
Forever Free
Now
As No
Real Sacrifice
Of Life at All
Just A Continual
Way of BreathinG Love
Similarly to the Way You Still
Breathe Your Mother’s Love as
i Do As Well mY FRiEnD True it’s
Not Hard to iMaGiNE A Life of Giving
Forever or For 1,000 Years or So if we Just Do it now For Free…
And Oh By The Way of Course Folks Have Already Started Doing
It And Quitting And Retiring Early For Jobs With Pay It is Sort of
A Holy
Sacred
Divine
Movement
Coming To Fruition
Now For Those With
EYeS Deep Enough to See the Future Now…
No Different Than What Whitman As A Poet
Prophet Said Last Century too As Sure Let’s
Complete this Frednata to the Tune of
Whitman’s Words in the Introduction
Of “Leaves of Grass” in His
“Song of Myself’
Danced
And
Sung True too…
“The known universe has one complete lover, and that is the greatest poet. (She) consumes an eternal passion, and is indifferent which chance happens, and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune, and persuades daily and hourly delicious pay. What balks or breaks others is fuel for (Her) burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to (Her) proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest, (She) is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak, or the scenes of the winter woods, or the presence of children playing, or with (Her) arm round the neck of a man or woman. (Her) love above all love has leisure and expanse—(She) leaves room ahead of (Herself). (She) is no irresolute or suspicious lover—(She)is sure—(She) scorns intervals. (Her) experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar (Her)—suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. To (Her) complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth—(She) saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore, or the shore of the sea, than (She) is of the fruition of (Her) love, and of all perfection and beauty.”
“There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. A new order shall arise, and they shall be the priests of (WoMan), and every (WoMan) shall be (HeR) own priest. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future. They shall not deign to defend immortality or God, or the perfection of things, or liberty, or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America, and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”
-Walt Whitman
i Love You Shawna Baby,
-Fred
~Thanks So Much
For Your FRiEnDSHiP
It’s True i’ve Spent Many
Decades Howling at the Moon…
Nice Indeed to Get A Reply
Now And Then Hehee...
Hehe Dear Shawna Baby,
i Replaced All the He And His
And Him Pronouns Parenthetically
AS Her And She And Her as The Holy
Creative Spirit of Poetry Has Always Felt a Bit More
Feminine Far Past Just Whitman
Divine Deep Within Feminine
to me Than Divine Masculine
As it Seems to me That is More
Systemizing Than Social Empathic
Artistic All Spiritual As Such More Like
Mother, Son, And Holy Daughter Creative Sacred Spirit
It Seems Daddy Was Off Somewhere on a Hunting Trip HAha…
Or Maybe He Got Left Behind Doing the Laundry in An Older
Testament It’s Not Always
Easy to Say it Seems
‘These Days’…
Those Are Red, Banana,
And Shishito Pepper’s Growing
In that Outdoor Planter Behind
The Room With A View in Our
Garden of Eden
Producing
Hot Stuff
Year ‘Round
So Far At Least
Slowing Production
Down A Bit During Colder Weather
Yet Still it is “Green Acres” Farm Life Indeed
Just Out of the City in Big Potted Plant Life True too…
Yet of Course Whacky Weeds Are No Where to Be Found HAha…
Yet i Will Only Imagine in Some Areas This is Why High Board
On Board Fencing Might Be a Way to Make A Living too Hehe..
Anyway Caffeine Skips me Past The Moon and Shoots
Me Straight Up Far Past Sun and Stars
I’m Practically
A Dancing
Singing Free
Drugs Aren’t
Necessary To
Get Super High
Dancing Singing Free BillBoard
Oh Lord YeS How i Hate to be
Restricted to One Finger Type
On Smart Phones too Yet Hey
i Usually Write Enough for
me And Whoever I Am
Writing to or Speaking
To As Well Now For Free
Anyway Dear Shawna Baby
This ‘Frednata’ Is Truly GRoWinG
Super Long Sort of Like Those Yard Pepper’s too
From ‘SGT. Pepper’s Lonely HeARTS Club Band’ as
I Continue To Raise ‘that Stone Bust’ (me now) Out of the Burial
(With A Little Help From the Rest of the FRiEnDS on the Album Cover)
Grounds Free Just to Have Some More Fun With ‘The Beatles’ Too...
OMG Rue i Love So Many
Women FRiEnDS Yet It's
True i Love Them The Way
"The Neutered Story Version
Of Jesus Loved Mary Magdalene"
Like Angels in Heaven Touching Wings
The Color oF LiGHT It's True i Was Just Telling
One of my Long Term FRiEnD's of 6.6 Years Now
A Wife of A Southern Baptist Preacher How Loving
Her Eyes Are and Katrina Agrees She is Slim And Beautiful
And Yes i Told Her i Love Her Yet if She Stood Before me Naked
i Would See Her
No Different than
Clothed Yet Oh
Lord Every Instance
Katrina Gets Unclothed
How i Still Lust After Her
at age 51 the Same way
i Did Hehe at Sweet 19
Back when i Was 29
And Sure
She Has
Even More of
A Gorgeous Body
Now Filled Out a Bit
HAha in all The Great! Places...!
True my Favorite Porn is Literally
Wife Porn Haha It's So Easy to Tell
You This Now That i See How Open
Minded You Are Out of Respect of Not
Offending You With SMiLes Isn't
Honesty the Best Policy
In Truth of DarK
Thru LiGHT Yes
The Best Relationships
Are Based on 100 Percent
Honesty With No Lies Yet of
Course That New Outfit Katrina
Bought At Belk's Looks Just Perfect
Hehe in that Color that Doesn't Appeal
to me too Much With SMiLes.. True a Tiny
Bit of Room For White Lies too in Do Least
(Although That Line is Fictional She Has Perfect
Taste in All the Clothes She Wears Just Perfect)
Harm Cause You Love the Other Person and
Want them Always to Feel Happy About Their
Free Choices in Life that Do Least Harm for All
Anyway i Had to Cover my Eyes A Bit When i Saw
Your Veiled Belly Button as i am a Little bit Shy
And in Some Instances Tend to Get a Little
Awkward Feeling How Sensitive
i Will Be About Seeing a
Good FRiEnD's
Belly
Button
When Ya Kinda
Least Expect to
See that Next HAha...
Yet True There is Nothing
You Could Do that i Would
Negatively Judge You For Now
(Dear "i Dream of Jeanie" From that Old
TV Show Out of A Magic Lamp in the 60's
Who had to Wear High Wasted Tights as
Women in the United States Were Not
Allowed to Show Their Belly Button on TV
Oh My Gosh that's So Hard to Believe Now)
As It's True my Good FRiEnD
Voted For Donald Trump And i
Love Her the Same As If She
Voted Democrat HAha God Yes
Be Free Be A Bird on a Wing
And i Realize this May
Be All A Fictional
Story and
i May Not
Really Be Seeing
Your Veiled Belly Button Hehe...
Generally Speaking Creative Folks
Are At Core Very Liberal or they may
Be Just Trying to Conform for What
CuLTuRE And or Religion Expects of them...
i'm Really
Happy to
See You So Free
To Be Who You are Dear FRiEnD
That Makes me Very Happy Indeed..
That's What Love is Happy Most when A FRiEnD is Happy..
Or A Stranger or A Real Bird on A Wing Escaping A Cage to Be Free...
Anyway i Remember The First and Only Time You told me You Loved
me So Innocently As A FRiEnD in Respect for How i am Able to Love
Unconditionally And it made me Feel Like You Really Saw Who i am Deep Down
That Really
Touched
my HeART
i'll Never Forget it
And i Guess That's Part
of why i Will Always Support What You do..
It's True Dear Rue i Love You Like A Neutered Jesus
TRuE iT is When i Dance And Sing it is the
Best Of All Versions of Love...
PS: The Theme Song of this
Is "MoonLight Sonata"
Yet it HaS A Whole
Lot More Lyrics to
Cover All 15 Minutes
of Beethoven's Piano Piece...
In What i Describe As A New
Version of A 'Frednata' Like i Do
Fred Fu Instead of Kung Fu And
Fredbun Instead of Haibun And
Fredku Instead of Haiku Yet
You May Already
Realize
it as i
Am A Bit
Different it
seems...
Tween
Night
And Day
Twilight Respite
_________________
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Sand Falls
Lands Feet in
Dance Hour Glass Melts
Synergy of Souls
Holding Hands
Connecting More
Even Online As
Words Become
Hands
And
Souls Holding
Essence Now
More Dear Savvy...
Oh Lord i Usually Start Dreaming Up
A New Year's Resolution for A Blog
Post After A Review of the Ending
Year Yet There Are too Many
Other Celebrations to
Fit Those Two Blog
Posts in So i Guess
i Will Have to Incorporate
It All In the Other Celebrations
i'm Leaning Toward
Play 2022
For It's
True Play
Slays Fear
Leaves Plenty
of Room For Love
to Breathe Yes Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT
And
SMiLes
of Course
For All New
Years NoW And
Recycling JoY iN
Play Again Slaying
Fear Again Bringing
Love Back To BREaTHE FREE NoW...
How Many Boxes
Are in Thoughts
How Many
Wings Are
in Dreams
That Dance And Sing
i Dont Wanna KNoW
i'll Just Do it Now...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Truly The Main Reason
i Started Blogging is it Was So Hard to Find Folks
Who Wanted to Live to Put A Smile on Their Face
And Others i Believed i Could Do It Even
If The Only SMiLe
Grew on my
Face Later
i Found the Word
Press Reader and
Some Really Nice Folks
Around the Globe Who Truly
Wanted to Connect And Believe
iN LiGHT oF Positivity to Create
Give And Share And Care Freely
Indeed a Journey
of Believe Indeed
An Action of Doing
Just For Play and Joy
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
As Love Becomes Belief Enough to Do Love Now...
My Wife Said You Must Be Reading
Her Mind as She Was Just Thinking
About Making French Fries
Now Your Recipe Dear Aarushi
Has Sealed the Deal You Practically
Saved A Delicious
Lunch
Snack on
THiS End hehe...
Lately We've Been Having
Baked Potatoes And Eggs
And Cheese And Butter And
Ham All Mixed Up For A Midnight
Snack After i Do About 3 Hours of
Intense Exercise With SMiLes
It Really Starts
to Put me
Back Together
Again So i Don't
Go All Humpty Dumpty
And Fall Of the Ledge without Any Eggs...
We've Been Eating Spaghetti For the Last
Couple Of Days That Can Get Kinda Boring
After A While French Fries in the Nick of the Day to
Save
my
Appetite Hehe!..
i Kid You Not i Hear
The Pans Rattling Now!...
Gonna Ask Her to make
'em Fancy Just Like This too!..
Fancy Fries Indeed They are my FRiEnD!...
Uh oh Ghosting
In The Machine...
Hehe Yes, This Proves That You are
Not Invisible and someone reads Your Posts
Thanks so
Much Dear
Sohair
With
Love...
Skyscrapers Now Becoming Living
Dying Mausoleums Screen Savers
Becoming Links, Shares, Follows,
And Likes Without Warmth
of Human Breath
And True in Japan
Clean-Up Crews Not For
Taking Care of the Living Elderly
Yet Only What Remains of them Without
A Single Flesh and Blood Human Connection
That Misses the
Fact They
No Longer
Breathe in Apartments
of Sky Scrapers Long
Lost Vacant of Human
HeART Beats So far away
From Love And Now Just Dead...
Just Dead
Just
Dead
If Not
Only Living
Dead With No
Warmth of Moving
Connecting Co-Creating
Really Living Life Hand in Real Hands of Warmth
So How Did We Really Get Here
Someone Was Physically Cold
Or Hot And Wanted Cooler
or Warmer Shelter
Someone Wanted
To Store Food
Without it Spoiling
Someone Dreamed
of Inventing Toilet Paper
That Didn't Even Exist Until
Less Than 200 Years Ago in 1857
And Someone Dreamed One Day of
Taking A Bath Warm Every Day With
The Invention of Electricity in 1831, Light
For A Bath With the Electric Bulb in 1879
my Gosh only 142 Years Ago, And Yes the
Electric Water Heater in 1889 Yet True What
Good Are All
These Luxuries
Without Hugs
of Human
Warmth
In General
What Good Is Life
Without Love Really
Not Much at All What Clouds
Love Most All The Clothes and Tools We Use and Become
No Longer Needing Each Other Forgetting Each Other Exists
Replacement Parts For All In Life That Exists Except for What Really
Touches
Us more
Than SKiN Deep
The Good News Dear
Hemalatha is We aRe Still
Human We Don't Have to Follow the
Rules of This New Cold World Place
So i SHED ALL THE TOOLS ALL THE CLOTHES
OF CULTURE AND JUST DANCE AND SING NAKED
ENOUGH WHOLE COMPLETE; And Master the Tools
For Love
And LiGHT
And Master the
Tools to Become
Even More Human Than Only
FlesH and Blood To Fulfill the Original Plan
of the
Tool
mY FRiEnD
Mastering Both
Tools and Mind of
Only Mechanical Cognition Indeed
To LiVE A LiFE of LoVE Organic Free...
Ever Notice How Folks Wanna Eat Organic
Foods and Forget About Their Soul True Let's All ReMeMBeR
And Breathe Again Inhaling Peace Exhaling LOVE iN JoY oF LiGHT NoW...
SMiLes Dear Sohair The Best Essence
of God is this Gift of Life's Free Loving
Breath Yes iNHaLinG Peace
Exhaling
Love And
While It's True
Breathing ThiS Way
May Be More Difficult
For Some to Do Truly
Freely With Least Harm
For All Giving Sharing
Kindly Freely With Courage
That Surely Doesn't
Hold me Back
From Doing
Even More than
Ever Before as i Enjoy
Creating This Love Force of God Even
More iNhalinG Peace Exhaling LoVE Now
Most IMPoRTaNTLY Thru LiGHT And DarK...
Always A Pleasure
Dear Sohair Thanks
my FRiEnD BLeSSinGS
And BLiSSinGS to
All
You LoVE Dear
FRiEnD With SMiles...
Spring Falls
Beyond Winter Blues
Summer Spring Again
NoW WiTHiN RiSinG
HiGHeR
Apartments Stacked
Twilight Life No Sun or
Moon HeART Dreams
LiVinG AGaiN...
True Dear Sohair True
Love Agape Love only
Hurts When We Wanna
See Someone Rise
Yet They
Can’t
Find
Their
Wings
Even When
We Give Them
Free For True Love
Wind When This
Darkness
Becomes
Even
Brighter
As Light
All Forms of
Art May Deliver
DarK iNto More
LiGHT
WHeRE
iNdeed
DarK
And
LiGHT
Become
Same Giver
For Giving
Thanks
Giving Love...
SMiLes Dear Sohair
My Mother Nurtured
Me into Love Son
Of Mother’s
Love Son
Of Woman
i Am
Father
Not Nurtured
That Way As
Ironically His
Mother A Business
Woman Who Owned
A Nursery Who Treated
Her Black Employees
As Servants
And Required
Us At 7 Years
Old to take Naps
Downstairs on
Cots With The Tiny
Tots As To Not interrupt
The Adults Upstairs
Visiting Her After
School When We
Lived In My
Father’s City
One Year And
They Paid For Us
To Go to An ‘Upscale’
Catholic School With Hall
Monitors And Nuns Who
Spanked Hands With Rulers
Daring To Use Anything
But Right Hand Ways
As The Church And
Related Script
Relates Left
Hand As
Evil
Difference
And Right Hand
As The Only Way
To Do Life Rigid With
Rules Never to Vary From
The Instruction Sheets of
Life
Before
My Mother
Was Pregnant With
Me As That Grandmother
Related My Mother Having
The Fairest Glowing Skin
Yes Dripping With Estrogen
Yes Voted With Best Full Figure
in 11th And 12th Grade
All Prime Signs
Of Health And Fertility
My Grandmother Was
More Narrow Hipped
And Naturally Fueled More
With Testosterone Less
Nurturing Indeed As
Sure Nature is Diversity
Of God’s Breath As Women
Will Be Great Warriors And
Hunters Who Slit the
Throats of Prey to Eat
So Anyway She Raised A Warrior
My Father In Law Enforcement
For 46 Years As not Everyone
Is Cut Out And Bred to
Be A Warrior Capable of
Killing Members of Their
Own Species to Protect Others
Yet my Mother insisted
On Picking Up the
Tiny Baby
Crying in The
Nursery When
My Grandmother insisted
Don’t Pick That Baby Up
He Will Never Become
A Man Like My
Father Told me As The
Only Advice He Ever Gave
Me in my Life at 37 in
The Waiting Room
At the Hospital
When Our Son
Ryan Was Enduring
Open Heart Surgery
Kept Alive Only With
Modern Medical Devices
With Multiple Congenital
Anomalies His Destiny
Fulfilled By Modern
Medicine to Live
In only Suffering
For 51 Days
His Death
Only God’s
Mercy ‘They’
Could Not See As
Blessing As i Held
Him in my Arms
With A Tear He
Could
Never
Make For Comfort
Only Pain Anyway the
Only Advice My Father
Had For me That Day
In The Waiting Room
(And Ever in My Life)
Was Raise Him
Like A Son Not
How My Mother
Raised Me Kind
All Forgiving With
A Loving Touch That
Did Not Growl Truly i Felt
Sorry For my Father
That Day
As He
Had Yet
To Develop As
A Full Human And it
Obviously Explained Why
He Didn’t Stay And Left When
i was Three True He
Didn’t Have
The Opportunity
To Stay To Breed
Me As Less Than Human To
Become Warrior Enough
To Take Another Human
Life He Always Made
Fun of People Who
Wanted Peace
Who Were
Not Rabid
For the ‘Enemy’s Blood’
Indeed My FRiEnD
Son Of Woman
i Am And
Fearless
Enough to
Be my Own Father
Yet it’s Worth Noting
His Blood Runs Through
My Veins Yet
i Transform
That Blood into
That of My Mother
A Fearless Warrior
For Love
Same
Way
All True Heroes
And Legends
Are
Self
Made
In The
Blood Of
Love Dark And Light...
Anyway Not unlike my
Son i Too Went Through
66 Months of No Tears
To Comfort Pain
And Numb
And As
i Have Related
To You Before
With The Suicide
Disease Then of The
Worst Pain known
To Humankind
Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Literally Assessed
As Worse Than The Real
Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would
Touch No 3 Hour to
3 Day Tour For
Me in Hell Gift
Of Forever Now
In Hell A Thousand
Years Eternally in Hell
Every Second Then
From Wake to Sleep
For 66 Months i Had
What My Son Never
Had Blessed With
The Feeling of A
Smile No Longer
Remembered As
Feeling in Hell
Yet
Still
Blessed Before Once
In A Life to Breathe
Love Therefore
Thereby
Then
Who
Am
i
To Complain
As SiGNaTuRE A SON
Comes First For His Life
A Natural Lesson Of
Sacrifice to Teach
A Father
The Lesson
Of Bearing
The Breath
Of Life Then
In Hell on Earth
Life is Messy
My FRiEnD
Yet Life Is Life
Blood Still
Breath
Best
As Love This
Reality This Gift
Of Breath Now
To Feel All The
Heaven
And
Hell
That
Makes God Real...
Thanks For the Inspiration
Dear Friend For so
Many
Stories
Inspired
By My Mother
FRiEnD Teacher
Of Love And Language
To Girls in Egypt Sohair
A Rather
Large
Part
Of my Book of Life...
Hehe Again
So Let
It Be
Written
So Let It Be Done...
Sand Falls
Lands Feet in
Dance Hour Glass Melts
Yes Indeed A Real
Gift Taylor Swift is
Thanks Dear Akshita...
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Pondering on
What to Give You for Christmas
i Feel A Christmas Tree Full
of Cats Might not Work as
You Aren’t too Keen About
Pets In Your Home So
As You
May Know
Being Rudolph
Year All ‘Round
Delivering Gifts
As One of Santa’s
Favorite Reindeers
i Asked Santa And He
Said Write Your FRiEnD
A Poem For Christmas Yet
Don’t Make it too Long or Complex
As Yes She Might Be Super-Stressed
About Work And Other Stuff This Year
So All i Really Have For You Are These
Words That i Miss You Very Much And
Yes i Love You Very Much And It Doesn’t
Really matter if You Have
Enough Space to Miss
me Hehe
In Your
Business
Schedule to
Do List Yes
As i Miss You
Enough For the
Both of Us With SMiLes
So Instead of Cats i am
Delivering A Christmas Tree Now
of me That Yes i Call LoVE At Least...
PS: Hellooove...
SMiLes Dear Samreen
When i Saw the Notification With Your
Name For this Birthday Celebration
For Your Son Turning 4
i Had A Warm Feeling
That A FRiEnD is Near
This Gift That You Provide
to Everyone Who Crosses Your
Path So Generously on Your Blog
So True And i Can't Imagine a Greater
Gift That You Will Bring Your Son than
For Others to Feel the
Same Warmth of
Love When
They Cross
His Paths in Life...
For It's True This is What my
Mother Gave to me i Still Breathe
Her ThiS Way Yet "The Way of the World" Did Take
Most of that Away Yes Sadly For Decades True too...
SMiLes A Young Man Crossed my Path As i Was Staring
into A Black Gulf of a 70 Inch Samsung Screen of An HDTV
TV in the Electronics Part of the Local "Target Store" Here Last
Night For It's True i Wasn't Thinking of it as A Christmas Gift for
What is 700 Dollars Now that Used to Cost 10,000 Dollars to
Buy When this 'Wonder of Technology' First Came out i thought
oF it NoW aS A Door
To CLoSinG Souls
And LoSinG the
Spontaneous
Play of a Child Who
Must iMaGinE And Create
Their Own Play of Life Moving
Connecting Co-Creating ThiS Way
With Other Children So DeLiGHTful With SMiLes
True i Got Trapped in that Device for Decades too
And All My iMaGiNaRY Powers of Creativity Drifted
Away into the Bottom of the Ocean Until God Gave
me the Gift of A Pain Where i Could no Longer Effectively
Use my Eyes or Ears for All the Noise, Clothes, And Tools
That CuLTuRE Brings Covering Us Away from the Play of
A Child Moving
Connecting
And God
Yes
Co-Creating
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
As Our Distant Ancestors
Lived a Life of Dance And Song
Free As CuLTURE to Move Connect
And Co-Create Naturally ThiS Way Bringing
The Fire of God Alive Within
To the Surface of the
Ocean to 'See' All Around
Just for Free Not Only Surviving
Yet Creating Our Own Thriving JoY Just for FREE!
Where Cooperating Over Competing is the Gift of Life
And the Child Within Remains The Prize of Life From Birth
To Death As Feral Cats in the Wild Play for Their Very Survival
And Thriving For Their Entire Life Free While Domesticated Cats Live
A Life of
Furniture
Around the Home
That Rarely Even Moves
And Makes A Living Attached
to Laps That Surely Feels Good
Yet Lacks a Real Adventure of Life
That Colors All the Feelings And Senses
So Bright Alive and Worth Living Now For Real...
Anyway the Young Man Back at the Target Store
Asked me, "Are You That Man Who Dances Everywhere You
Go," And i Said, "Sure That's me." And Then He Notified me as
The Rest of the Folks Do Who Ask Why i've Done this Public Dance for
15,866 Miles in my Metro Area for 100 Months; Yes He Notified me that
i Am A Celebrity and Famous As i've Been Hearing that From the General
Public Ever Since 2014 my FRiEnD Yet True When i First Started The Stores
Wanted to Kick me Out and Folks Told me i Looked Ridiculous and indeed i
Still Have the
Videos from
Early On that
Looked Like i Was
Trying to Look Ridiculous
And Like a Fool On Purpose
Just to Be Funny or Perhaps
i Wasn't Quite Okay in the Head Hehe...
Yet It's true Dear FRiEnD What 66 Months of
Shut-in Worst Pain Known to Humankind Taught
me is the Value to Escape our Restricted Left Brain
Thinking Mechanical Cognition Cultures so Indeed in this
Way i Learned the Lesson
of the Wild and Feral
Cat that is PLAY! YES the
Same Four Letter Word that
Children, Kittens, and Even Big
Cats in the Wild Do All Their Life;
Yes Play For Play Destroys the Enemy
The Real Bad Foe of Fear and Leaves Room
For Loving All of Life to Come Real For All that is
Good and Truly God Within Inhaling Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For All Giving Sharing Caring
So Freely With Least Harm As When We Play Free with
Each other Moving, Connecting,
Co-Creating We Naturally
Create a Cooperative
Communion of
Love as Little Children
Naturally Do The Gift is
Keeping the Play my FRiEnD
The Gift is Leaving All Fears Behind
The Gift Is Loving All That is The Gift is
Breathing God
Is Love
For Real
The Greatest
Gift is Giving Love
Keep Giving This Gift
to Your Son it is Obvious
You Do Feel and Sense What to
Do Putting People First Raising
A Child of Love to Make the World A
Truly Better Place More Human Than Things my FRiEnD
Dance Sing Live Love Play And Leave Fear Buried Dead
Where Fear Belongs...
RiSinG iN
LoVE Rose
Through
All THoRNS
Reaching New
Colors of FLoWerS AGAiN
Hehe, And if You Don't Blog For
Another Several Months i've Given
You Enough to Read And Ponder
Until the Gift of You Crosses my Soul Path Again...
Yet You Know my FRiEnD The Fact That i am Recognized
As Much Or more As The Local Weather Man on TV Just
For Being An Adult Dancing Like a Child in Public Play Does Say
A Whole
Lot About
What's Missing
Most in Society
Play, Play, Play...
Now And Then Someone
Still Young Enough in Soul Joins in...
Yet What's Truly Sad is In the Modern
History of the Whole Deep South Bible
Belt of my Country i am the Only One Who
Dances
Life
Free This
Way Just for
Play Play Play
Inhaling Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT LoVinG
All Giving, Sharing, Freely Without
A Penny in my Pocket And With No
Outreached Hands for Receiving Other than All Parts
of my Body Whole That Are God And Love To Give Away
As Play
As Play
Just Free Play...
With ZERO FEAR
ALL PEACE ALL LOVE GOD NoW...
And Yes Dear FRiEnD Now and then
i Sing a Bit of Free Verse Poetry too
Celebrating the 100 Month Anniversary
Date of "SonG oF mY SoUL" Literally
10 MiLLioN Words on December 18, 2021...
On the Wolf Full Moon as Wolves Still
Howl to Meet and Greet Other Souls
on Wave Lengths of God's Breath Free...
Vibrations, Frequencies, Energy Love Higher
in All Synergies And When People Ask How in the World i Do it
i Divide All Those Words into
3 That Are Play
Love and
Fear And Leave
The Last Word Still Buried Behind And Free
The "SonG oF mY SoUL" Dancing Free ETeRNAlly
ALiVE NeW NoW...
SMiles Dear Samreen
“One True Pure Soul
On Earth” i’ll Keep
This in my Kindness
Of Others List
HeHE ALonG
With Treasures
Just Last Week
That My Writing
Looks Insane
And i Should
Just Be
Chained
Down in
An Institution
For Daring To
Dance
Off The
Sidewalks
Of Life i Am Only
Butterfly Wing’s
Returning
Dragonfly’s
To Harvest Nectar
In my Case Sweet
Or Sour Matters
Not i Return
To DarK
Or LiGHT
With No
Fear And
Truly it only
Makes Someone
Like You Even A
Finer
Aged
Wine
To Taste
Once Again
For it is DarK
That Keeps The
Gift oF LiGHT
Returning
Sure As
Moon And
Sun Relate the
Same LiGHT For LiFE
We See Dear
FRiEnD Leaf
Living Tree
Falling
Spring
Green For
Winter’s Gift
Summer FLoWeRS AGaiN
Hehe Now
Ya Have
Enough
Seeds Stored
Till Spring my FRiEnD
Dear Samreen in Qatar...
In A Period of Two Days, Yesterday And Today,
A Young Man Notified me At 'Target' That i was/am A Local
Celebrity Last Night By Way of my 15,866 Miles of Public
Dance in the Last 100 Months, i Commonly Experience
This Everywhere i Go since 2014, in REAL LIFE;
IT'S TRUE, i have no 'idea' how to Dance, i have
no idea 'how' to write Free Verse Poetry Either;
i Just Do it For Fun; Not Unlike What
Forrest Gump Said When Folks
Asked Him Why He Ran Across
The United States Several Instances;
Yet Far Below, the Over Half the Distance
i have Danced in Public; Yes, Measuring
More Than Half the Distance Around the Globe
At The Equator; Not Only That Yet Only Today, And Yeah
Baby, Sure, i Can Provide Links And Quotes if Necessary
Hehe, One of the Nicest Muslim Women on The Planet Earth,
Living in Qatar Now in Response to a Poetic Response i Made
on Her Poetry Site
Replied And i Quote,
“One True Pure Soul On Earth”
As She Was Referring to the Character
Called me, So Why in the World Would
i Visit 'the Wrong Planet' Regularly where
i get Feedback Like i Recently Have that
i Write Like Someone in a Mental Institution
Tied Down; And If Whitman Wrote like me He'd
Starve to Death;
Well Let's Face
Facts Roses Grow
in Natural Manure More
Than Not Getting Any Manure At all;
Holy S88T That's what i'm Talking About,
Like my Wife Who Had to Climb 40 Foot Trees
at 8 Years-Old, To Pick Fruit to Eat in A Household
With no Food
or Water or
Electricity Either;
True, She Didn't Feel Very
Entitled Then Either; Yet it's
Also True, She Can Really Appreciate
Everything She Has Now; Not Unlike my 94 Year-Old Great
Aunt Jettie, Who was Still Thrilled, She Had a choice of Orange
Juice, Grape Juice, or Ice Cold Milk Out of Her Refrigerator And Yes!
Ice Cold Water
too as Where/When She
Grew up, There was None of that
Living By Candlelight at Night Then
And Using an Outhouse of Course
And Boiling Water for Baths Yet Hey!
Even When i Was a Child We Had to
Boil Water for Hot Baths too with NO
Hot Water Heater then; And True i
Really Still Appreciate Hot Baths
Now; And Yes True, Central Heat
And Air Conditioning in A Home/Car,
Particularly in Florida Hehe; As Humidity
And Heat Here is No Stranger; And Believe
it or Not Ripley and Horatio HAha, We Used to Have
to Pay For Our Music, And Didn't Get it All On YouTube
for All the Ages of Music And Practically All the Knowledge
At Our Finger Tips And Other Arts of Humankind Almost Free
With A Google Search;
And Yes For those
Who Saved all their
Money for a Penthouse
Magazine; Or Thought
They Had to Wait For 72 Virgins
After Death; Ahem That's No Longer
A BIG Issue at all at Least Vicariously AS Such Now...
Anyway, Here's Another Deal, too Much Instant Gratification
Can And Will Be As Much of A Struggle As Practically Living
Like my Wife Did With Little to Eat or Drink; Humans Are Like
Other Animals We
Are Evolved for
Intermittent
Gratification and
Unpacking Epigenetic Human
Potential More through Successful
Adaptation to Challenge; and if i Let Anything
Get me Down, Like Folks Telling Me Negative things,
i would Likely Never Hear Anywhere Else Now, How Weak
And Diluted
A Human
Being i Would
Be Not able to
Tolerate Anything
Negative in my Life;
True, the Saying No Pain
No Gain Means Either Ya Find
A Way to Do Bootcamp Each Day
Or You Just Don't Usually Meet Nearly
As Much of Your Human Potential That Ya
Could Possibly Otherwise Do with a Balance of
Challenge
And Success
in What Ya Do
In Life True too;
Of Course, However one
May Define that in Competition
or At Best in Cooperation for Everyone's Success...
A Metaphor i Often Use is, What if A Modern Day Mozart,
Beethoven, Jesus, Buddha, Or Lao Tzu Got caught At the
Bus Stops of Life Including A Real Forrest Gump True too
Playing Candy
Crush Endlessly
Drinking Orange Soda As such
For The Sugar High to Keep Playing
Candy Crush; What Would Be Left Out, Yes,
What Makes uS UNiQue And More Different Than Ever Before...
Actually Creating Producing Something Other than Being a Player
in Someone Else's Play...
Newer Generations
Have More Opportunities
Than Ever before, overall, if they
Just Figure Out How NOT TO GET
TRAPPED AT THE BUS STOP PLAYING
CANDY CRUSH AND WASTING THEIR
HUMAN POTENTIALS OTHER WISE NOW...
Will Everyone Adapt to Challenge, Survive, And Thrive;
i'm Surely not Suggesting Reality is Fair; Yet There is No Try for me, Only DO NoW
And While It's True, i Have All Generations of Ages of FRiEnDS, Some Who Are not
Fulfilled And Some Who Are Truly Happy In Life; It has Very Little, When Truly Joyfully
And Happy, to Do About External Circumstances And More About What's Generated Within;
No Doubt THere iS A Whole Lot of Misery, Suffering, And Pain And The Fact That Studies
Show 40 Percent of Folks Live Pay-Check to Pay-Check Making Now over 100 Thousand
Dollars A Year In that
Upper Middle
Class Range
Says A Lot about
Where Folks Priorities
Are And In Many Cases Those
Yes are the Folks Who Struggle
Within, the Very Most i Know;
Life is Tricky THiS Way In What
Culture, Even Religion Says Success may
BE, The Furthest From Truth Within Free Now;
Sort of Like Folks Who Focus More on Life After
Death; and After the Next Paycheck Comes in too...
Sand Falls
Lands Feet in
Dance Hour Glass Melts
_________________
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Wind And
Feather
i Am
SMiLes Dear Savvy
Play Slays Fear
OPenS Way
For Love
To Dance
Sing Free SMiLinG Now
As Children Sing Without
Words As Kids Dance With
No Instruction
Winged
Play
Soars
Unfettered Free
BRinGinG LoVE
oF ALL To Fruition...
SMiles Dear
Cindy Effortless
In Ease One
Word One
Step
Next
i’m Here Now
Just A Dance
And Song Free
FLoWiNG ETernAlly
RiVeR iS TiMe NoW...
Be The Last FRiEnD
Standing Starts With
The Best FRiEnD Within
Dear
Chaymaa
With SMiLes...
Always A Pleasure
Dear Samreen
May All Your
Dreams
Meet
Love’s Fruition...
Thanks Dear
Doc Feeling too
About Some
Of My Very
Successful
Yet Sad
FRiEnDS
In Big Cold Cities...
Wind And
Feather
i Am
These Cookies
Are Currently
Heavenly
Perfection
Thank
You Becky...
Hehe Now i've Got That
'Santa Baby' 'Ear-
Worm' All
Night HAha
With Marilyn
Monroe Or
Whoever
Originally
Dances the
SonG Loving Free Play...
"Don't judge each day by the harvest
you reap but by the seeds that you plant."
- Robert Stevenson
SMiLes Dear Rue i Snatched
This Quote That Practically
Fell into my Lap From
The Blogosphere
As The
Song
"Wrapped
Around Your Finger"
Was Playing in the Back
Ground of My Soul You Know
How A Muse Just Rises Up So
Truly MaGiCaLLY iN Flow As all
The Unrelated Parts in the Environment
Come to Play Totally A-Causally Now With
Such A Beautiful Sublime 'Element' of Synchronicity
Now That May Be Only Psychologically Meaningful
To me in The Depth of The Story of Art That Comes
To Fruition Next
Thrice This
Quote
By Sting Rises
to The Surface of my
Soul to Dance And Sing Now:
'Devil and the deep blue sea behind me
Vanish in the air you'll never find me
I will turn your face to alabaster
When you'll find your servant is your master'
There Are So Many Ways to Paraphrase These
Lines From "Caught between the Scylla and Charibdes"
Mesmerized By Muse Unseen And Unknown Practically
All That is God
That i Really Don't
Know Yet Feel and Sense
So Very Very Deep Where
It Really Doesn't Matter
How Much
Wheat i Reap
From all The 10 MiLLioN
Words of Seeds i Plant
Or Steps of 16 Thousand
Miles of FLoWinG Dance
Now in 100 Months Truly
All Around the Globe Yes
Literally over Half the Distance
of the World At the Equator God
Basically Feels and Senses
So Deep Just Flow Just Go
With the Silent Pilot and
Navigator Within Just
Trust the Hand Within
With 100 Percent
Faith And
Belief Loving All
Don't Turn Around
Don't Look Ahead The
Present Moment Is Forever
Naked Enough Whole Complete
Gift Now It's All Been Done Just Experience
THAT That is DonE Now So Free to Just Be i Am...
SMiLes Dear Rue The Ocean The Wave the Water
i Am There is No Separation only Play Now Slaying
All Fears
Only Leaving
Rooms to
Experience
The Flow of the
Wave Love i Am Gently
RiSinG Falling Gently RiSinG Again
Indeed A Nice Place to Play Humans Don't Deter me at all...
For It's True Neuroscience Shows Humans Basically Hallucinate
Their Reality Based on the Stories of Hallucinations We Co-Create Before
i Am Not Expecting Anything From Anyone Now Other Than This Play of Life mY FRiEnD...
For The Seeds of Song And Steps of Dance i Plant Free Just to Give and Share Freely
For i Understand
The Deepest
Silent Pilot
And Navigator
Is the "Master"
Within For Real
And These Words
Are Only "Emissaries" of Art
Yes Servants to the "Master"
To Paraphrase Iain McGilchrist
Too For The 'Scientific Explanation'
of Everything i Just Really Didn't Say...
As Far As
What Most
Folks Believe
Is The Big "I"
Boss of Ego
On Top of the Little
'i' That is True Master
Of All that We aRe NoW
So Deep Down Loving Free...
"Chili Cheese Poppers"
So Tempting Dear Rue
Yet Jalapeños Burning
All the Way Down
Like Yesterday
When Katrina made
The Equivalent of What
They Serve at the Restaurant
"Chili's" With French Fries, Mozzarella
Cheese, Bacon, and Jalapeños Burning
My Tongue
Too With
SMiLes
It Does Look
Tempting
Hot Stuff
Indeed mY FRiEnD...
Conservative DOES NOT ALWAYS EQUAL REPUBLICAN;
Yet it's Worth Noting As Far As Conservative With RIGHT
WING Highlighted to the EXTREME That the EXTREME FACTiON
With Sheep Following Either Blindly or Timidly Afraid of Losing
Power And Status And Position Are DOING THEIR GODDAMDEST
TO CANCEL
VOTING RIGHTS,
VOTING COUNTS,
AND DEMOCRACY
AS NOW The FACTS BY
THE EVIDENCE CURRENTLY
PRESENTING CLEARLY 'DICTATES'
IN THE "JANUARY 6TH, COMission";
And Why Is it So important to HIGHLIGHT
THIS CANCELING OF DEMOCRACY TRY by one Party
in the United
States;
Our Ways of Life;
Our Right to Life, Liberty
And the PURSUIT OF INDIVIDUAL
Happiness THAT DOES NOT MEAN
WRAPPED AROUND THE FINGER OF CHURCH
HOLDING HANDS WITH STATE IN ONE particular
Iteration of Evangelistic Christianity That Is Surely
More Conservative And Old Testament Than More Liberal
in Progressive Testament Ways Per the 'Dude From Nazareth';
You Know 'the One', Who Has Empathy and Compassion And not
the 'CHANGELING' THAT TURNS INTO SOMETHING MORE EVIL THAN TRuMP
AND BURNS FOLKS (Transforming Sheep to Goats)
FOREVER IN TORTURE
MUCH MORE SEVERE
Than Just Firing Them in
One Life, if they Don't Bow
Down and Kiss the "Trump Pope's Ring"
And Remain on Bended Knee Proclaiming
"Trump Pope" is
Frigging King
of the Whole
Frigging Universe,
Even if 'He' Is Totally
Naked Wearing 'Trump
Pope Clothes' For All to
See in Real Evil Protecting
(Pretending to be the 'Old Testament Jesus')
Harm to Others Clear For All to See NoW; Yet God Yes
Devil And Deep Green to Blue 'See' They'll Never Find
(Paraphrasing 'The Police' And 'Sting' A Bit Here Now too)
me, Hehe; me and Eve Will Be Eating Apples in Our Own Garden
of Eden Loving Free...
Typically i'll
Be "Too Big to
See" and Eve is
Too Shy to be
Noticed too HAha...
In Other Words, Pass the Popcorn
Again Eve, Humans Overall, Are No Longer
Coordinated to Really Get Almost Anything Done
'These Days' Except "Status Quotes" Barely Afloat Still Now.
Hehe Dear Cindy
Considering Last
Year i Had 2100
Facebook Profile Pics
With An Average of 8,000
Words Each in
The Description
Areas That Makes
16.8 MiLLioN
Words Total
i’d Probably
Be in Facebook
Jail too if i Wasn’t
Too Big To See to
Report This Way
So Many Privileges
Hehe As “The Invisible Man”
By The Time Folks Find
Out i’m Here Devil
And
The
Deep
Blue Sea
i’ll Be Gone
Paraphrasing
A Song By “The
Police” And Sting...
Haha it’s True
Dear Cindy
As Fast As i
Type the Google
Algorithm
For The
Searches
i Make So
Fast
Have
Assessed
me As Not
Only Spam
Yet
Bot too
Boo Who
Hehe Robots
Just Don’t Understand
me
With SMiles
And Merry
Christmas
Year ‘Round
Tis Always
A SeaSon
to me As
Wave
Water
Ocean Whole...
SMiLes Dear Cindy
Oh How i Love the
ToPiC of Success
in All Stuff Existence
Overall my Personal
Number 1 Tip Yes
in Anything We Do
is Make it Play
As That is What
The Rest of Non-Human
Nature Tends to Focus on to
Survive and Thrive Even the Motions
of Subatomic Particles in Spiraling Flow
of Play It's Play And Sadly Humans have
Decided to Make it Goal Aimed and Work
So Who Is Freer A Free Range Chicken on the
Farm Or A Small Child Trapped in Quiet Hands
And Feet in Church And School
True i Spent
An Hour in
Church on Sunday
And on A Free Range
Farm That Includes Chickens
And the Response from the
Chickens in Both Free Dance
And Song is They Verily Are So much
Freer than Little Children in Church And School...
Granted One Day They Will Feed Humans and they
Will Not Do Like Humans Do And Hoard Their Dead to
Avoid Their
Real Mission
In Life of Feeding
The Worms to Aerate
The Soils so the True
King of the Savannah the
Perenial Grass Will Grow and
Continue to Inherit the Earth as True
Nature Does it Without Humans As the
Grass Feeds the Antelope and the Antelope
Feeds the Lion on the Savannah Yes And of Course
The Antelope And The Lion Feed the Grass with What
Remains of them After Inhaling All Breaths of Life So
Who Inherits the Savannah As the Meekest of them
All Hehe Well Just Look At What Always Covers the
Savannah Green and It's So Easy to See Year 'Round...
Hehe The 'Thing' About my
'Parables' is They Are
Both Literally
And Metaphorically
True too According to Science hehe...
True if We Are Going to Make Blogging
Goal Oriented As In General This is what
Society Fosters From the First Day of Life
Until the Last
Blink of Life
Per Who Gets
What After Death
too Hehe by Our Direction
All These Pointers Are Gold Particularly
if the Focus in on The Buy and Sell of Eventually
Making Money And Even Obtaining Fame and Fortune
Yet is it really
The Fame and
Fortune of the
Grass That Just
Survives Without Worries
As We Move Away from Science
Here And Enter a Deeper Realm of
Philosophy Yes Dear FRiEnD it Depends
on What We Value in Life and What We Can
And Will Afford to Value in Life too As Money
Is A Token
That Allows
Folks to Continue to Survive
What i Like Most About Being
Financially Independent is i Get
To Be The Grass And Just Inherit the Earth
Without Any Goals Just GRoWinG Green mY FRiEnD
And it's True in this Way of an EPiC 10 MiLLioN Word Long Form "SonG oF
mY SoUL" Poem Celebrating That this December 18th, 2021 in the
100 Month Anniversary Date of Doing That And Sure
Along With Close to 16 Thousand Miles of Public
Dance in the Same Span of Dates and True
A 7.5 MiLLioN Word Subchapter Named
"Nether Land Bible" in the Last 66 Months
of That Effort and A 5.9 MilLioN Word
Subchapter Also Included in All
The Description Areas of my
Facebook Profile Pics Since
Memorial Day Weekend of 2017
Named "FB Profile Pic Bible"
i'm Never Gonna Have A Target
Audience for A Long Form Poem
The Longest Ever Written in HiStory
More Than 12 Times the Size of the
Old King James Size Bible as i am Not
Going to Promise Anything to Anyone After
Death i am Only Gonna Show What Makes
me Happy in Play Actually Living in Heaven Now
And the Best
Thing of
All is
No one Has
to Look As Lord
Knows When i Was
Administrator, Manager,
And Supervisor for A Department
of the Navy i Literally Hated telling
Folks What They Had to Do Then
Yet You See, i never really Saw Life
as A Competition
or Even
Something
to Win at
It's Like
The Nautilus
Shell Not Even Really
Paying Much Attention to
The Last Day it Lives and the
Beauty of the Shell it Creates it Was
Home While the Nautilus Lives And That's Enough
Until the
Nautilus
Feeds the
Ocean As the
Wave and Water Whole...
SMiLes The Truth is Dear Cindy
the Modern Human Is Assessed with
The Attention Span of Less than 3 Seconds
Yes Less than a Gold Fish And That's Why
We Don't See
Many Nautilus
Shells These Days...
It's More Like, Likes
Follows, And Shares
As Long As that Do Doesn't
Take More Than 3 Seconds
And Sure WordPress Understands
This Way is the Way to Make Most Money
Indeed
This is the
Way of the World
A Twitter Ocean
For Gold Fish Indeed my FRiEnD
True though Occasionally a Fish
Will OutGrow the Aquarium With SMiLes...
And If They Are Really Lucky They Still Have a Place to Call Home...
HAha Dear Cindy Thank You For Enduring The Wake of my Over-Sized
Gold Fish Fins Today And A Room in Your Bigger Aquarium to Rent for
A While
With
SMiLes
of Merry
Christmas
Year 'Round
Always Adding
More CoLoRinG
New Lights to my Tree...
Just Never
TaKinG
it
Down Now
With SMiLes...
A Person Refusing to Bleed
May “Get Love” But Never Shed
Enough Of Their Book Cover...
Why Some Folks Spend Their
Entire Life Running Toward
Away From Love Never Truly Becoming LoVE...
When i Spiral Dance In Flow Halfway
Around the Globe A Trinity of Mind
Body And Soul CoMe ToGeTHeR Over me
SMiles Dear Doc i Feel it Will
Be So Hard For Folks
Who Just Don’t Have
Anyone
Close And
Real Flesh
And Blood During
The Holidays
For the Actual
Touch of A Human
Hug
“Zoom”
Will Only Do
So Much Now in
Rooms of Separated
Humanity in Big Cities
Of
No Human
Touch Hard
Year ‘Round Yes
Yet Even More
Difficult Where
And When There
Is No Real Home
For The Holidays Now...
SMiles Dear Samreen
i Do Encourage You
To Keep Blogging
As Do Know
You Have
The Ability
To Shine
The Day
For Others in Change
In A Way i Rarely Find...
i Am
Feather
And Wind
Wind And
Feather
i Am
i Am
Feather
And Wind Now
_________________
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Ever Grain Of Sand
Potentially Green
Holding Another
Mountain Of Love
Indeed Every
Holy Sacred
Step Word Of
Dance Song Now
Free
We
Give
Every
Grain
Of
Sand New
Now Builds
Castles All On
Beaches Breathing
Love Connecting Now...
Quoting
For Truth by
You Dear Savvy:
“Life teaches and how…
Paths are meant to make you move
Healing moves harmonize the being
Change is meant to be a constant
Life evolves us all along the way…”
-Savvy Raj
Yes!
Thank
You Dear Savvy
With
SMiles
Of Lasting Hope...
SMiLes Dear Savvy
So Much Easier
to Be A Fair
Weather FriEnD
So Much More Challenging
To Lower Last Life Boats With
Titanic Size Icebergs Still Approaching
Yet Love True
Is Still The
Wave That
Rises Over Wake
Of Sleeping Hopes mY FRiEnD...
SMiLes Dear Savvy on the
Journey of Almost 16 Thousand
Miles of Public Dance in 100 Months
Every Injury From the Dance in Every
Path Teaches me New Ways
To Move to Heal
Myself And
Dance Even
Freer FRiEnDS
With Gravity So
Very Healing my FRiEnD
As Life Becomes Art For Every Remedy...
SMiLes Dear Jade So Nice
To See You HeaR Home
For the Holidays
On Your Blog
my FRiEnD
Star LiGHT
Tears
of Grief
Bring SMiles
For The Child in Us
Who Wipes Tears From
Other EYes Coming to
See this
Gift
of Love
And LiFE AGaiN
Merry Christmas Dear
FRiEnD May You Keep
Your Tree Up Always And Color
Love With New Lights Evermore Now...
GRiEF Creates
Art Now That Never
Exists Before God Yes
Grief Raises Dopamine
Levels to Inspire Us to
Meet And Greet New
Human Connections
to Re-Establish
the Warmth
of Oxytocin
Connections Within to
Give Share Care So Freely
RiSinG Up The Serotonin Now
oF A Naked Enough Whole No Fear
Complete Dance of Life Again Yet
Of Course
Only
If We Dance
And Sing Nature's
Gifts ThiS Way For PreSeNT Change...
Yes, So Very Much, i Still Treasure the
Gift of My Mother's Unconditional LoVE iN
mY Every Breath A True Alchemy of DarK BRings LiGHT...
Oh No! The Word of 2020 That Must Not
Be Spoken Again The Unreformed Grinch
That Not Even Little Dogs Seem to Be Able
To Save Slithering Up The Mountain Gold Big Top
With All the Gifts of Love Stolen Away
Oh Lord Isn't Life Strange
my Way Station
Blogging Place
Training Each Morning
To New York, New York
i'll Just Call Ya PM For Now
As Your Full First Name is so
Biblical Sounding Indeed Anyway
Speaking of That Visiting The 'Wrong Planet'
One of Modern Forrest Gump's Subway Stops on
The Way to Loving Work What is Not Common
Yet Rare and Very Interesting Feedback From the
Place i Add A 1.2 MiLLioN+ Word Metaphor of An
"8th New Testament," "Depth of The Story" As Let's Face
it Whether We
Like it or not
Whether it is
Inhale of Peace
Exhale of Love or
Some Lesser Experience
of Existence Than Peace and Love
Every New Breath is A New Testament
of Life Every New Now All Is Change
Yet True Some Things Seem to
Stay Similar in Human
Archetypes too
Almost
Like Only
The Actors Change
And The Characters Stay
The Same Dear Movie Buff FRiEnD
ReMeMBeRinG i See Everyone as
FRiEnD my Autistic Savant Skill From
Birth So Very
Strange Like
Rudolph the
Red Nose Reindeer
And Frosty the Snow
Man Fairy Tale Savant
of Love For Real With SMiLes
At Least That's the Forrest Gump
New Feedback i Get in Some Areas
of LoVE iN the World With SMiLes Now...
Anyway i Love Neurodiverse Folks the More
Different the More DeLiGHTFuL to Me to Learn
Something Odd, Strange, And in Synchronicity
Just Pure MaGiC in Both LiGHT And DarK Synchronicity
too Like When All the Scrabble Words Spell Death, Destruction,
And Demise And Dead End Signs on Roads Deliver Darkest Destinies oF All...
Yuck Even
When You
Open Up
A Bible All the
DarK Verses You
Turn to Seem Directed
Directly At You Sure Confirmation
Bias too As DarK Does Seem to Attract DarK
Anyway SPeaKinG Again of DarK Through LiGHT
On or About "December 7th", A Very NeuroDiverse Human
With 'The Fonz' As an Avatar on the "Wrong Planet" Perhaps
A Sign of "Happy Days" Still to Come Yes i Will Believe That too
Shared The Gematria Values From A Calculator online that
Adds The Alpha Numerical Values of Phrases All Up
Automatically And the Curious Dude i Tend to
Be i Put in "Katie Mia Frederick" in the
'English Gematria Version' that
Multiplies All the Alpha
Numerical Values
By 6 For Example
A the First Letter of the
Alphabet Comes to A Value
of 1 x 6 Equals 6 So The
Alpha Numerical Values
In English Gematria of "Katie
Mia Frederick" Came Out to Be
'888' Which i Thought Was A Much
Better 'Omen' that Being Born on 6660
Even Though the Online "Numerology Calculator"
With my Real Born on Given Name And Birth Date
Gives me Life Challenges of 0 For Birth Which Means
Free Will to Do Nothing or Everything in Life and the
Number 1 for the Next 3 Challenges of Life That Only
Means One Need Affirm What They Wanna Do in Life
Kinda Sweet
it Seems
For A Numerology
Challenge Result Yes
However oh my Goodness
The Responsibilities With
A Gift Like That Now From
Birth Do Indeed Come too
Shall Ya Put it off like the
Senior Quote of my Father till the
Next Day Or Shall ya Do What No
Man has Done Before Through that
Senior Quote of my Uncle Ted, My Father's
Identical Twin Who Quoted 'MacBeth' Instead
Of Putting
Off Doing it
All Tomorrow
WeLL It's True i Didn't
Start Being Very Creative
Until 53, Oh by the Way,
Today is the 100 Month
Anniversary Date of my
Longest EPiC Long Form
Poem "SonG oF mY SoUL"
(December 18, 2021 Now)
All 10 MiLLioN Words Plus
These Words You So Kindly
Allow in This Free Rental Space
(ALong With 15,866 Miles of Public Dance)
On your Blog Home in New York, New York,
Where Not Unlike Us Down Here in Florida
Y'all Have Been Having Record Warm Temperatures
While my Sweet Indian Friend in Toronto is Braving
it Solo as A Nomad Corporate Executive Using Her
Laptop to Make 6 Figures Annually in A Room in A Home
For Rent Where The Wind Chill is Currently 7 Below Zero
Just A Bit Northwest
of You in
SnowLand Now
Anyway Aghast Back
To the ULTiMaTE Force
of DarK in Phrases of 2020
For the Phrase That Must Be Left
Unnamed to my Greatest Chagrin
And Mystery Uncoverings too Not
Only Was "December 7th" Yes the
Actual Day i Looked Up the Gematria
English Value of 888 For "Katie Mia Frederick'
The Actual Number One Search for Phrases on
That Online Calculator Yes to my Greatest Chagrin
Hoping to Be in Best Company With that English
Gematria Numerical Value OH GOD NO ON THE
SAME LIST
WAS THE
NAME
THAT MUST
NEVER BE
UTTERED AGAIN
JUST PRETEND i AM
USING INVISIBLE INK
WHILE I CONFIRM "DONALD
J TRUMP" GOT A HOLY AND
SACRED NUMBER OF 888
WITH HIS NAME TRUE
For What Some Folks
Miss is the DarK
iS HeaR
To Wake
Up thE LiGHT
to See Born Again
Even those Who We Feel
Are Our Greatest Enemies
May Be the Ones Who Eventually
Motivate the Other Side to Vote for
Universal Health Care and the Such
Yes the "George W Bush" Effect too
For "Obamacare" Keep the Devil You Know
Close Or Another
One Even
More Challenging
May Come to Wake
Up the LioN oF LoVe
My 'Job' is Easy All i Have
To Do is Watch and Tale the Story
Anyway Just So You Will Not Think
i Am Pulling Your Leg Here is the Actual
Link And This Whole Story Was (Is) Documented
in Real Time on the "Depth of The Story"
That is the Number One Search
Engine Result on Google
With Quotes Although
You may Also
Find it Down
on the List on The
First Page of Google Searches
Without Quotes As Well Amusingly
to me The Folks On the Wrong Planet
As Late As Last Week Have Insisted
That i Write like i am Tied Down in an
Institution As Such and Whitman Would
Die of Starvation if He Wrote Free Verse
Long Long Longer Longest Like me Hehe...
Never the Less As the Administrator
Confirms Only the Registered
Members Views count
on the Website
View Count
And Today
It Just So Happens
That "8th New Testament"
All 1.2 MiLLioN+ Words
Gathers 77,000 Views
From the Folks Who Told
Me Basically You S88K Get
the Hell Out of Here Yet You
See that is Why i Came Back
to Bring a bit of My Heaven as Gift
In Just Another 16 Month Side Show of
Free Verse Poetry From the Heaven Place i LiVE For Real Now...
As 'They' Dance Sing (me) Reality is Much More Amazing (Fun)
Than Fiction
my
FRiEnD...
It's Easy Being Respectful
Of Others When We Really
See One God Now Real of
All
Existence Dear Chaymaa
Smaller Than A Grain
of Sand Bigger Same
Size Above For All of what
We Do Not 'See' Loving All Still
to Come New
In Advance
Indeed
Paying
God Forward Love...
Like A Red Nose Reindeer
Guiding Love Through All the Fog
Where the PreSent is Already LoVE NOW...
It's True A Best Experience
About Being Best FRiEnDS
F O R E V E R NoW
With Everyone New
Is LEarning
All THere is
Dear Chaymaa
To Love About
HuMaN DarK Thru LiGHT...
SMiLes Similar to Being A Best
FRiEnD Within Dear Chaymaa
Before Being Best FRiEnDS
Forever For All of Who We Meet
And Greet in Life New Now
Regardless
Of Labels
Assigned
After the Innocent
Child's Birth Everything
We Want is Already Naked
Enough Whole Complete The
SMiLinG Child Connecting to
Another Child With No Name Yet Love
It Will Be So Difficult For Some Folks to
ReMeMBeR This Within of BeinG LoVE
Fearlessly Giving Sharing Caring Freely With Least
Harm for All NoW iNHaling Peace ExhalinG Love
Yet to Uncover
Oneself
From
All the Divisions
of CuLTuRES And
BeCoMinG Whole Again
Yes Enough Complete Now
Is Indeed A UNiFiCaTioN For ALL LoVE (GoD)...
SMiles Dear
FRiEnD Samreen
Thanks The Best
To All of You Shining...
The Holidays are Here
Dear FRiEnD Christmas
Is A Week Away The
Glow is Real
Sharing Christmas
Lights With You Plus
A 100 Month Anniversary
Date Today
December 18th, 2021
A Longest EPiC Long
Form Poem “SonG oF
mY SoUL” All 10 MiLLioN
Words Surely A Million
Of These Words inspired
By You Dear FRiEnD in
Our 6.6 Year FRiEnDship
Now that is
Always
Whole And
Complete Enough
For me No Matter
Foggy Nights, Storms,
Or Fair Blue
Skies i Will
Be Rudolph the
Red Nose Reindeer
Carrying Your Sleigh
Through
Snow To A Place of
FRiEnDShip Love Real
Always
Now
With
SMiles
GLoWinG...
SMILes Dear Ava Indeed Many
Have Sacrificed Blood to Keep
Freedom's Wings iN FLiGHT
However if the Rest
of the Populace
Goes Very Quiet
While Democracies
Are Stolen in Plain Sight
There Will Be Nothing That
Soldiers Will Do to Retain
Freedom
When the
Citizens
Don't
Raise Their
Voice As Freedom
is Being Stolen
From Within
in Front of
Their
Wary
Or Closed
EYes Now...
FRiEnDS Who Never Give Up....
Those Are the Favorite FRiEnDS
Of Mine of Course There is A F R E D
in FRiEnD And That is A Much Better
Omen it Seems
Than Being
Born on 6.6.60
HeHE AT Least
According to The Walmart
F U N D A MentaList Cashiers Who Used to Card
me for An Occasional Beer in my Forties HAha Then
Oh my Gosh Rue Looking So Sweet Enough Whole
And Complete Dancing With Your Best FRiEnD Forever
Again Brings
So Much Joy
to me as an Empath
All the Pleasure of Others is Mine
And Sadly All the Pain too Indeed
You Are an Easy FRiEnD to Visit Now and
Then and Again And Again i Hope you Don't Mind...
It's Just So Easy For me to Be A FRiEnD to Everyone
So Nice to LiVE iN This Place of the Child my Mother Said
i Was With
Open Arms
to Every Stranger
Again None the More
Than Less than A Grain
of Sand None the Less than
All of Existence i For one Name God
It's Easy ThiS WaY To See A FRiEnD in
Everyone even if One Was A Reindeer Rather
Strange Before Santa Let Ya Guide His Sleigh
of Gifts of Love So Free to Give and Share More
True It's a Year Round Gig and the Best Free Lance
Job oF All As THere Are No Limits to FRiEnD Ships Particularly
When You Are Retired and Katrina Insists on Doing All the House Hold
Duties As i Will
Not Rebel
And Call Her
Nothing Yet the
Best and So Much
Better than me Doing
All She Does So Perfectly
Enough Whole Complete For me
With the Standard Reply to EVERYTHING YES DEAR
Except for a New Blue Subaru Forester As they Don't
Make the 2022 Model in Her Blue Color Even if they Had
The Computer
Chips
To Deliver
That SUV Hehe
At the Local Dealership
For 40 Grand or So At Least...
i Do the FRiEnD Deal For Free
And It's True Blessed Are Those
With An Overflowing Fountain
That Just Won't Give Up
on FRiEnDS
No Matter
What Weathers
And Seasons of Life Comes Next now
It's Like Being a Wookiee No Fancy Uniform
No Medals or Awards Given For Success Just
A Wing Man
Never Failing
Hairy FRiEnD at Ya Side...
Like the Little Dog Who Never
Gave Up on 'the Grinch' in that FairyTale Real Hero
too That Dog Was 'Jesus' And No one Even Noticed
And Took Him For Granted Yet Never the Less He is
One Truly Responsible For Bringing Christmas Again to Whoville...
Most Always Ones Not Looking For A Reward Who Save the Day Best Now...
Yawn, Obviously We Don't Have "Total Free Will" As That Would/Will
Mean We Would/Will Have To Consciously Direct Every Action of Gut Bacteria, HAHA.
On The Other Hand, Obviously, Relatively Speaking, Some of Us Have More Relative
Free Will Than Others; For Instance Science Shows Some of Us Develop the Ability Now
To Generate Our Own Feelings And Senses Within In Joy of the Doing Now; Otherwise,
Termed in Science As "Autotelic Flow"; More Specifically, Ascending the Neo-Cortex,
Transcending the Neo Cortex, More in Transient Hypo-Frontality, Generating Through
Bio-Feedback, A Greater Balance of Neurochemicals And Neurohormones Within; As It's
A Well Known Fact That Through This Bio-Feedback in Sensory Ways, Experienced Yogi
Monks Will Generate Steam off their Bodies in Icy Waters; Did i Mention i Haven't Worn
Long Pants in The Winter
Since 2013, Through
Ice and Snow
And Dancing In Public
In Gale Force Winds of
19 Degrees F; Well, It's True i Did This
in Biloxi on the Boardwalk Beaches And
(And Even Took Pics to Document The Event)
A Huge Black Dude All Bundled Up Looking Like
He Could Play for the "Chicago Bears" Said,"You Are
One Bad Dude,"
Well, Not Really,
i've Just Developed
The Ability to Generate
More Heat and on Top of that
When You Make the Choice not
to Bundle up in the Winter, You Tend
to Generally Adapt More to the Cold Like Most Folks Do.
Yawn, For Folks Stuck in Left Brain, More Material Reductionist
Black And White Thinking, You'll Find Folks With An All Or Nothing,
Black and White, Literal Approach to Life; You'll Find Folks Who Either
"Believe" We Do Have Relative
Free Will or We Do Not; While
The Fact Remains as All Stuff in
Life, it is a Spectrum, and In this
Case We Do Have Relative Free Will;
And i've Explored the 'Gray Areas' In Life
Enough to Make them Very Colorful For me;
Whether or Not, Other Folks Have Developed the
Intelligence
More of
A 'Yogi Monk';
Except, i Didn't Have go to "Yogi School";
i Didn't Need Instructions From Anyone Else;
i Simply Looked Within, Got in Greater Touch with
the Right Hemisphere of my Mind/Body and Found Out Who
The Big Boss is;
Clue; it's
Not the Material
Reductionist All or
Nothing, Black and
White Literal Thinking Left Brain
Hemisphere Mind; As Per 30 Years
of Research, As Iain McGilchrist
Attempts to Explain this in More
(In His Books, "The Master And The
Emissary" And "The Matter With Things”)
Material Reductionist Ways Now that is All
The Left Brain Restricted Thinking Mind Will Understand.
The Left Brain Hemisphere is More Associated With Mechanical Cognition
And Materially Reducing Reality for Rigid Order; The Right Brain Hemisphere
Is More Associated In Processes of Social-Empathic/Artistic/Contemplative/REAL
SPIRITUAL INTELLIGENCES that are Much Less Verbal in Nature and More Holistic
IN Big Picture
Views of Reality;
Yes, More of a Top Down
Approach Than Bottom Up
That Only Sees Life in Terms of
Black and White Literal Think; Such
As the Quran and the Old Antiquated
Dusty Bible Are Perfect Unerring in every way
As Left Brain Think as Scientifically Assessed now
Is Much More Subject to Delusion than the Right Brain
Is as Subjects Who are Studied With Right Brain Hemisphere
Damage can't Even Identify That When Their Arm is Paralyzed it
Belongs to Them...
So True,
You'll Find
Left Brain Restricted
Folks Believing in All of
What the Bible Says Like A Science Text
Book and the Quran the Same; Even if they
Have Stellar Verbal Intelligence, And Dot All Their
i's, And Cross All Their T's in Order of So-called Perfect Grammar;
Yawn,
Meanwhile
i am A River
With Much Greater
Relative Free Will in Flow
As the Empirical Effective Results
of What i Do that Folks in Other Countries
Who Have Not Been Brought Up So Much in A Left
Brain Oriented Society Find So Easy to Interpret of What i Write
In much More Holistic Ways of Metaphors For How the Right Hemisphere
Master is Transformed into Metaphors of Words Bringing Bigger Pictures of Existence
for those Who
Have Eyes
And Ears
Beyond Organs
to See and Hear;
And Again, This is why
i am Capable of Writing
A 10 MiLLioN Word EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem Fully Documented
As of the Anniversary Month Date on 12.18.2021
With Over 100,000 Photos i Took to Illustrate it
And Public Dance Through All Kinds of Weathers
And Even Minor Injuries for 15,866 Miles in Public
In Mediating Autotelic Flow of Movement and Writing
Free Verse Poetry in 100 Months; Along with Leg Pressing
Still Up to 1520 Pounds at 61 Years of Age that Elite Military
Dudes Can't even Budge at the Military Gym i Work Out at; Yeah,
Baby the
Intelligence
of A 'Yogi' that
Just MeanS UNiSoN
of Left And Right Brain
Hemispheres of Mind Operating
On All Cylinders, Where Most Folks are
Tuned With 4 Cylinders, i have Practiced
A Way of life Where All 12 Cylinders of
my Ferrari Relative Free Will Are Tuned to
The Max of Autotelic Flow in Laser Focus of
Frigging
Bliss
Most
Every Second
Of Every Now That Exists...
Go Ahead And Believe that Some one/Some
'Thing' Else Controls Your Will; Go Ahead Give
Up And Don't Believe You Will Do What's Never
Been Done Before
And the Effective
Results of
That Karma of
Belief in Action and
Consequence Will Be You Will NOT;
And For All Practical Intents and Purposes
And Meaning in Life, Your Excellence in Free Will
Relatively Dancing And Singing Will be A Tiny Goldfish
In An Ocean
Where Science
Shows Now the
Average Attention
Span of Humans Is Now
So Distracted That it is Less
than 3 Seconds; Yes, Less that A Frigging Gold Fish;
It Should Be Pretty Easy to See, Who Has More or Less
Relative Free Will in this Life By What They Actually Do In Life;
Again,
i took
Pictures
And Documented
This Whole Case Study
Effort; Why? There is
No one Else like me to Study;
At Least not for What my Special Interests
Are in a Class All of Their Own In True Original
Creativity that is the Best Evidence of Relative Free Will There is...
Don't Live Life Like
A Parrot Only Spoon-Fed
All That You Do By Someone
Else's Instructions; i Did that
For 5.3 Decades And It Was like
Living Underground in a Cocoon
As Opposed to Butterfly Wings iN FLiGHT...
And Sure, i Did Caterpillar too, in The Interim of that too...
Basically, Cocoon is HeLL ON EartH, Caterpillar is Grey Scale
Purgatory, And Butterfly Wings iN FLiGHT Are Endless New Colors of Heaven Within...
That Yes, Baby
i Get to Co-Create
With Relative Free Will
Understanding that the
Mostly Silent Navigator And Pilot
is The Master, The Right Hemisphere in Charge...
And Indeed That Makes All these Words Only Emissaries,
Yes, Servants to
The Master
Within
Indeed, Now, For Real
In This Relative Free,
Will Returning to Page
of Original Creativity in
Every Letter A New UniVerse of Existence
Every Inhale of Peace, Exhale of Love Indeed;
This Relative Free Will Eternally Now Free to Be i am...
-me
As Far As Relative Free Will Goes, It Appears That Through
All The Distractions Modern Societies Bring Through our World of Media/Information
Technology; And Again Attention Spans as Long as A Gold Fish; Many Folks Never
Even Gain An Ability to Look Within
And Even Find Out Who They Are
And How to Develop and
Evolve As a Balancing
Human Being
Who Even Has The
Ability to Say Firmly NO
When Others Are Obviously
Attempting to Manipulate them
And Control them As Indeed More of
A Predatory, Competitive Way of Life than
Lending Hands Up In Cooperative Ways to Survive and Thrive;
i Was Always Told i Was too Nice; And Indeed i had a hard time Saying
No; And That too is Part of Relative Free Will, Firmly SAYING NO When
Someone is Trying to Take Advantage
Of You; Or Even Developing the Kind
Of Intelligence Through Cognitive
Empathy That it Takes to Understand
When Someone Is Attempting to Take Advantage
of You That Truly Comes Through Both Intuition and Experience.
Sadly, Indeed, Humans Are Becoming More the Tools They Create
Than Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Beings Who Bring Greater
Social-Empathic Intelligences of Empathy AND COMPASSION FOR OTHERS,
Through RELATIVE
FREE WILL;
YET AGAIN,
Ya Better Become
FRiEnDS With the Shadow
Part Associated With Aggression,
Lust and In General the Fight or Flight
Instincts of Life in Balance Or Those Instincts
May Control What Ya Do Next; and This is What
It means to Be an Integrated Human Being Balancing
Will and Strength in What May Be Described As Divine Masculine
On A
Foundation
of LoVE iN BaLance
of Grace Inhaling Peace (Divine Feminine)
That Brings Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
In Ways of Giving, Sharing, Caring Freely, With
Least Harm for Others as Again, A Foundation of
Life (Love) Where of Course i am Only Using Limited Metaphors
Here to Describe a Way toward Greater Relative Free Will in Balance;
Anyway, HAha, The Intelligence of Non-Verbal Communication Where
The Force oF DarK
In Shadows When
Necessary For
A Defense
For the
Freedom of Living
is Balancing Always in
A Practice of Life Now
With the Force oF LiGHT (Love)
in Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Are Both Necessary And i Surely
Have No Problem Saying "No" When
i Have to, NoW It is Practically Branded
By Sunshine
on my
Forehead With
Effortless Ease of
What Comes Necessary Next...
And Honestly, It's True Society,
Overall, Has Become Too Diffuse And
Stressed, to Be Able to Handle the Smallest Slights;
Canceling the Struggles its takes to Even Grow Up, Evolve
and Mature
in Balance.
And Just
Say NO
And Stand Up
For Ourselves When Necessary
Sort of Like The Illustration Below;
Where Words Are Not even Required
Like 'No' Branded on a Forehead By Sunshine...
Hehe, Actually 242 Pounds, And
Yes i've Been Very Tall Since
Attaining Almost my
Full Height
At Age 13,
Yet It's Also
True At Almost
6 feet Tall Then at
Age 13, i Weighed
120 Pounds, And Had No
Social Clue How to Dress Or
Wear My Hair, And Perhaps i Was
Lucky or Not, My Law Enforcement
Daddy Went Away at age 3; And My
Mother Let me Express myself However i liked;
Yet It's true, Looking Back at Myself at age 13;
i Was Gonna Experience A lot of Bullying at School (Verbally i Did)
For Looking And Acting So Much Different on the Autism Spectrum;
Thing is, i was Nice, i Always Smiled and So-Called Bully Boy Christians
Spit on me
And Called
me the F Word
And Not Fred; Now Indeed,
(As They Literally Said Boys
Are Not Allowed to Smile at
The City Park or Middle School)
i Dance a Mix of Free Style Martial Arts
And Ballet; Yes that Ended up Increasing
my Leg Strength from 500 Pounds in
Leg Pressing at 210 Pounds at age 53,
to Up to 1520 Pounds And 242 Pounds of
Weight At Age 61; There is A Whole Lot that
Averages
Of Science Does
Not Understand;
And There is A Whole
Lot of Epigenetic Human
Potential Just Waiting to Be
Unpacked As Some Ants Become
Workers and Others Become 'Super Soldiers'...
Humans have a Whole Lot of Potential, Not Unlike
me, Not Speaking Until 4 on the Autism Spectrum
With Barely the Ability to Creatively Express Myself
in Writing Through my 40's; For me at Least, Indeed,
It Was All A Matter
of Developing
Hidden
Human
Potentials And
Getting Out of the
Metaphor of 'my Head'
That truly Corresponds
With Left Brain Restricted Thinking;
Indeed, When i Came to this Internet Site
in 2010, i Scored 45 on the Scan for ASD;
By July of 2013, When i Started Writing Poetry
Free Verse in Original Creativity And Started the
Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Public Dance, i Scored
An 11 and the Doctor's Taking Care of me through
66 Months of Shut in Illness, Including A Synergy of
19 Life Threatening Disorders, including the Worst Pain
known to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Then
From Wake to Sleep That No Drug Would Touch; They Identified
My Fast Recovery in the Files of Unexplained Remission of Disease;
Or as my Therapist Called it a Real Miracle; And the Elimination of
All the Difficulties
i had with Not
Only Autism,
Yet Severe Depression,
Anhedonia, And The Severest
Anxiety that my Air Force Psychiatrist
Said He Ever Dealt With Wanting to implant
An Electronic Device in my Chest to Stimulate
my Vagal Nerve to Feel Anything At all; Insurance
Didn't Cover
It, so i Waited
In Hell, 66 Months
Looked
Within, And Found
Answers As Simple
As A Free Dance and
Song to Balance myself Back to Humanity Whole...
When i First Started Public Dancing in 'Trump Town
USA', Some of the Same Christian Soldier Bully Men
Tried to Give me Trouble Around the Stores Here;
Yet Nah, Once i Continued
To Get Bigger And Stronger
They Don't Even Look my
Way Now and Make Eye Contact;
And Haha, They Surely Don't Poke
The Bear All Grown Up From Middle School, Hehe...
True, It's Hard for Folks to Believe i Was Ever Autistic
Until they See 'The Stereotypical Physical Appearance' in
Middle
School
Without
A 'Social Clue'
Of What Society
Requires to Conform
to the Norm; Now, Financially
Independent, Retired, That's No Longer an Issue;
Anyway, Seeing How Severely Living Dead in Pain i was
For 66 Months, And How i Quickly Moved to All Joy
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
Once Again with
The Smile of A Child;
It Was Hard to Believe
That Someone Could Be so
Happy, So i got Diagnosed
With Bi-Polar NON-SPECIFIED
AS TRUE, then they Never Saw
Anything Like "IT' Before (me) With SMiLes...
i Will Readily Admit When Stuck in Left
Brain Think, Most of my Life, All Straight
A's, 3 College Degrees, Still not Able to
Basically Find my Way out of a 'Paper Bag'
As 'They' Say;
i had Very Little
Relative Free Will Then;
And Practically Nothing i Knew,
Had Any Real Benefit to Survive
And Really Thrive in Life With An Entire
Orchestra And Symphony of Relative Free Will Now Balancing...
One Thing That Really Helped me is Selfies, For Feedback For Non-Verbal Expression;
And Really Becoming Whole With my Body; As i Really Felt Like i Was Just living in my Head before...
Movement Therapy (Basically Free Dance) is an Approved Therapy to Regulate Emotions and
Integrate Senses on the Autism Spectrum;
And Additionally It Actually Enhances
Empathy in Sensitivity to
The Other Human's
Feelings and Senses of Life;
i Already Figured it out on my own;
Before i Saw a New Psychiatrist More
Educated in New Research; Who Was Actually
Able to Give me a Real PRESCRIPTION FOR DANCE;
TO PROVE to Folks Who Might Give me Problems
In Stores, Like Management that it is A Real Accommodation
For Functional Disability as in My Case my Empathy And Senses
are Tuned Way up; With Mirror Neuron Functioning Normal to
The Extreme, Practically With "Mirror-Touch Synesthesia"; It Used
To Be A Real
Terror to Even
Walk in Walmart;
Yet the Meditating Flow
of Dance Regulates my
Emotions and Integrates
my Senses that makes it
Effortless in Ease to Public
Dance Now With Zero Anxiety;
It Does Work; And True i Do it more
Than Most; So it Does Work More for me.
i Was Terribly Anxious all my Life; Every Bit of
The Pain and Numb For What i Went through in
HeLL oN Earth 66 Months Shut-in in my Bedroom
Was Really
Worth
One Day
With Zero Levels
of Anxiety; That's
Been my Life Now
For Almost 101 Months
Now And What i Find Now is
Fear Was the Source of Most All
of the Weaknesses in Life i Experienced Before...
It's Worth All the Naysaying i've Received Both off and online Indeed, hehe..
i Do Understand Why Some Folks Don't Believe they Have Much Free Will Indeed
From Personal
Experience;
And i Do Understand
What Life is Like Now
Able to See Through what
Was Once Only An Opaque
Window of Human Potential Freer;
Really, A Metaphor of Heaven Within;
It's Like Ya Finally Understand What
The Metaphors Some Folks Used Really Mean in Real Life Now...
And Indeed as 'Pink Floyd' Sings No Longer An "Earthbound Misfit"
as Part of 'The Wall'...
Just Another
'Brick' and
'A Prisoner'
And Even Slave;
Just A Cog in the
Left Brain Restricted 'Think Tank'...
Hehe, i Live in A Much Bigger Aquarium
Now; It's Practically Wave, Water, Ocean Whole With SMiLes..
Yet one 'thing' is For
Sure, i Would
Not Go Back
to any Age yet Now at 61;
As Now is All THere Is, Eternally Now FoR Me at Least...
Every Now Continues to Only Get Better With Relative Free Will Indeed...
And As Far As the Free Verse Poetry Goes, Yesterday A Young Woman
in India Said And i Quote, "Every Love Story is Beautiful But Yours is The Best!"
Haha, That Was After
A Dude Last Week Telling
me i Write Like i Should
Be Tied Down in a Mental
Institution, and Another
One Suggesting that
Whitman Would
Starve to Death
If He Wrote Like me;
Yep on the Wrong Planet
A Place That Supports the
Truly Neurodiverse like me;
It's True, Indian Women are More like me now...
And if someone Wants to Call me a Sissy Like in Middle School, Have
At IT; For all the Smiles i Bring now, hehe, at Least in India HAha...
i Am Surely No Fighter
That's Not my Way
Although 'They' Say
Now At the Military
Gym i Have a
Unique way
of Martial Arts too;
Yet i Surely Will Stand
Up For Myself and Say NO Now...
Hehe, Without Any Words at All...
i Never Had A Clue How to Do that Until Age 53...
Yes, Indeed ASD Will Be A Real Struggle, Overall, With NO DOUBT...
Yet On the Other Hand, Without the Struggles and Epigenetic Potential Unpacked
i Would
Never Be
Who i am Now...
Including All the Bullying in School And At Work
And Even Still Now Occasionally
Online By Faceless Anonymous Avatars...
Yep, The DarK Makes LiGHT Greater
From What i See Overall, As Life Now Greater Than EVER Before...
Indeed, "Superfluidity"; Where Yes, The Cerebellum And Movements We May Artfully Create
Deeply Influences "Superfluidity between our Thoughts, Actions, Emotions, and Social interactions."
And Yes, This Helps Explain Why Movement Therapy is Assessed As A Clinically Successful Way
To Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses in Both Autism Spectrum Disorder and
Bi-Polar
Disorder As Well.
And Yes, 50 Percent
of the Neurons of the
Brain in that Cerebellum 'Down Part'
That Is Obviously Developed Longest
In the Evolutionary Process; One Would
Expect it to Be Vital in All Our Survival Purposes
As Social Animals Evolved, Overall, Since Our Common
Rodent Ancestor Survived Around 75 Million Years Ago;
It's Really Sad That Movement is So Neglected As Part of
Human Philosophy, And Many Religions, And Cultures Now
Too as Almost an Unnecessary Part of Life, Where Movement
Is Integral Actual to All that Exists Down to the Sub-Particle Atomic Level;
And Here We aRe Sitting
Still In Front of Screens;
One of the Peak Flow of Experiences
Where i likely Attain this State of Being
Described as "SuperFluidity" is when i Dance
A Moving Meditation in Barnes and Noble, While
Reading A Book, While Listening to Meditative Music
And Socially Hehe, While Entertaining the Sitting Still
Starbucks Cafe, Where i Surely Don't Need Any Coffee to
Focus
At Peak Levels
To Finish A Book
And Retain So Much
More of What i read
in About an Hour as
The Wife and i Drop By
There Most Every Sunday
Afternoon Where i Have Read
Hundreds of Books This Way For Free;
It Seems Counterintuitive to Most of the
Folks There to Dance With A Book Listening
to Music Entertaining the Star Bucks Crowd in
A Social
Way Yet
It is only Just
Another Way
to Maximize
Human Potential;
HAha, Yet only For those
Who Are Not Afraid to Do it;
And Understand the Benefits through
the Actual Experience of Doing it that require
No External
Science Assessed
Research at all; Just the
Speed of Reading the Book
And Information Actually Retained;
And Even More Interesting, it Seems the
Bio-Feedback of that Dance And all the 15,866
Miles of Public Dance i've Done this way in 100 Months
Provides A Bio-Feedback, Where i Move into Flow This way
Even Behind a Screen as my Fingers Become the Dance of this
Keyboard in Flow Now
Or Superfluidity
Or Whatever
Metaphor in
Form Is Used
For The Essence
of Increasing Human Potential for Real...
Folks Have Understood Intuitively that
Moving Meditation Provides this Benefit
For Thousands of Years; It's Not So Much
A New Frontier; Yet one that is no Longer
Done as Much; and Not Appreciated for the Actual Effects in Greater Human Potential;
i Managed to Convince my Psychotherapist to Use it in Her Practice Above and Beyond
Just Cognitive Behavioral Therapy in Word Think; As it Just Doesn't Touch The Part Enough
That is Truly
Broke
in Emotionally
Regulating and
Sensory Integrating Now.
Thanks For The Link, i Recently
Read another Source That Was
Trying to Explain Away Why
The 50 Percent Concentration
of Neurons in The Cerebellum
Didn't Provide Any Real Advantages;
Sort of Like Junk DNA, And Hehe, Dark Matter in Space;
As Once Held Pre-Conceived Notions in Science Continue to
Change and Improve.
Beethoven's Birthday 'Moonlight Sonata'
Listening Through An Eclipse
Seeing A Full MooN Now
Wolf Moon Dancing Singing Free
It's True i Do More Than Spiral...
i'm Not 'Selling' Anything...
i Have "iT" All...
Oh God i Have
Too Many
TabS OPen
ACross mY PaGE...
As Katy Perry Dances Sings
'A Perfect Storm' of Poetry to Come
Again and Again...
She Built THiS ALTaR
For Her 'Perfect Man'
He Continues to Return...
Her Favor...
Ever Grain Of Sand
Potentially Green
Holding Another
Mountain Of Love
Indeed Every
Holy Sacred
Step Word Of
Dance Song Now
Free
We
Give
Every
Grain
Of
Sand New
Now Builds
Castles All On
Beaches Breathing
Love Connecting Now...
SMiles Dear Hemalatha
Love is A Flame We
May Kindle Pass on
As Torch To
Create
A Bonfire
For All to
Stay Warm
With SMiles...
SMiles Dear Hemalatha
Stories We Write Are
Inspired By All
Who Ignite
Creativity
Thanks
For Your
LiGHT of Poetry...
And Thanks For Suggesting
my Love Story is Best That’s
Such A Stellar Compliment
With
SMiles...
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The Light; i dance
i sing; no walls or
books will Hold the
Love of my Soul,
at least for what
i name as Real God Within.
SMiLes my FRiEnD THere
iS A Whole Lot More in
Life to Explore
And Find
And Indeed
Seeking it i continue
to Find It Now Even More
Keeping in 'Mind' i Didn't
Even Really Start Until 53 Years of Age
And As Far As Epiphanies And Other Mystical
Experiences of Life Mostly After That Age too...
One Thing for sure,
The Person i Was
Before That
Was Nothing
Like The Loving
Fearless Free i am Now to Be...
It's All Worth it Just to Never
Experience Anxiety and Fear Again for Now...
i take no pleasure
in watching a Human
Being Squirm in the Hell
They Create for Their Self
Sorry Dear
Not Sorry
Protecting
Folks By Spreading
Science is Not
Evil True i’m
61 Faced Death
Thrice Yet surely
Will Wanna
Be informed
Whatever it
Takes to
Protect Folks
Much Younger
Than me Who
Didn’t Have
To Die
From 'This
ViRuS' if They
Took it Seriously
Just my Opinion
Through my Life
Experiences Too
Silence
Kills As
Much As Noise...
Ever Green Scent
Dogs Smell
Xmas Love...
Love Times
Ever Lasting
Christmas Glow...
“Still Healing
From Things
i Don’t Talk
About” Now
Truly Difficult
When Our Scars
Seem To Shut Us
Down Into Silence
Perhaps Fresh
Wounds
Too
Yet
Never Let
Loose Of Ones
Who Care Even
When All Hope Feels
Lost
For It
Is The
Bones
Of Love
We Keep We
May Not Feel
That Eventually
Help
Lead
Us into
A Place
Of Enough
Again With SMiLes...
SMiles For There
Were Many Days
Of Silence
For me
How Fortunate
Those Who Loved
Me Never
Gave
Up
When
All i Am
Then
Nothingness
Pain And Numb
Indeed So
Now i Always
Return That Gift to me...
Clarity of Patience
Dear Savvy
Indeed
Cognitive
Empathy of
Understanding
Other Shoes
Wearing them
Before We Shoot First...
SMiLes Depths of Love
Deeper Provide
Forgiveness
in THorns
A Place
GRoWinG Freer
D A N C in G
Healing All This
Way Dear Savvy
FLoWeRS Color
Life Truer Roses RiSinG...
Dancing Energy
Singing Energy
Yes Dear Savvy
All is Energy in
Synergies More
To Dance And Sing Free
Particularly With The Rest
of
Nature Now...
SMiLes i had to Deal
With The Incompetence
of the Insurance Industry
Today And Once Again Play
A Role of Correcting Other
Folk's Mistakes
They Get
Paid to Do...
Basically i'm
Glad i Don't
Get Paid to Do That
Anymore Hehe And
Not It's All For Free...
SMiLes Every Day Teaches
me to Enjoy Life More
i Must Admit
Facing
Death
Thrice
in My Life
Makes All This Difference...
Holy Touch Now
Divining Senses
Feeling Healing
Smells of Love
Taste Hearing
Dreams
of LoVE'S
Sight Blind Still
See Indeed Dear
ruchiabhisikta Peace
Inhaling Love Exhaling
JoY oF LiGHT DarK Thru LiGHT
Blind Creates Truly See With SMiLes...
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Sohair
A Refrain i Keep Dancing
Singing Now Naked Enough
Whole Complete All That's
Left and Right to Do Now Is Healing
Giving, Sharing, Caring Freely Now
For All With Least Harm Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Yes
DarK Thru LiGHT
Truly in This
Way At
Least Peace
Breeds Love
Even More mY FRiEnD...
SMiLes, When i Scored a 45 on the Autism Spectrum Scan Before 11 Now, as Designed by Simon Baron
Cohen, After Sitting Behind A Desk for 5 Years Doing Mechanical Cognition Mostly Every Day in Terms
of Information Technology Assistance, Financial Management, And Other Administration, Management,
And Supervisory Duties For the Military; And Of Course During The Period i Fell Ill From Work Related
Stress for 11 Total Years, With the Last Two Years of that Through 2007, in Fight or Flight Way,
Culminating in 19 Total Medical Disorders, Including that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, From
Wake to Sleep for 66 Months No Drug Would Touch; Yes, i Lost Basically All the Social Empathic,
Artistic Spiritual Intelligences That i Experienced During my Entire Life;
i Couldn't Even Remember the Feeling of a Smile As
Emotions are Memories and Memories Are
Emotions; i Barely Could Even Feel
Fear or Anger Through that
Experience, And i surely
Never Experienced Any
Mystical Experiences of
Synchronicity Beyond All Notions
of Time, Distance, Space, and 'The Matter
With Things,' Before All of Those Intelligences
Returned During A Creative Storm of Free Verse Poetry
From Within, So Went All the Pain And Numb too; Yes, Described
By the Therapist as A Real Miracle in Terms of Her Practice She Never
Saw and Surely
Did Not expect to
Happen to me; Since
Then i Have This Kind of Faith
Colored By Love That Just Never Goes Away
It's Truly Vibrations, And Frequencies Within
Yes A Synergy of Energies Within That Somehow
Beyond Rational Explanations, i am Able to Master
And Control And the More i Do it The More Real Magic
Of Life Comes this Way in Greater Human Potentials that
Yes More Eastern Ways of Philosophies in Mystical Ways Do
Describe; Yes,
Co-Creators
It Seems We aRe
This Way As Both
Observer And The Observed;
Again the Father or Whatever and
The Child of the UNiVeRSE Are Inseparably
Connecting This Way yet Only Perceivable Clearly
When We Develop Greater Human Potentials to Actually
Experience it;
Of Course Folks
Who Don't Experience
It Are Not Likely Going to
Be able to Identify With the
Metaphors that Describe This Any More
Than Someone Blind All their Life Will
Be Able to Picture The Color Blue of the Sky;
Yet Oh How Surprised They Will Be if They Heal and
See So Much More of the Sky this way; It's Really No
Different With Mystical Ascending Transcending in
An Autotelic Flow of Life; However, One May Achieve that
General State of Being
In So Much Greater
Potential
Of Human
Creativity
And Productivity True;
If One Hasn't Visited This
Place of Human Greater Potentials
In Existence, For All Practical Intents and
Purpose it Might As Well Be A Supernatural
or Supernormal Experience They Have Yet to Experience Now;
This is Described Cross-Culturally Through the Ages; Yet Not so
Much Where
Folks Live
Lives of Consuming
More Than Giving, Hoarding
More Than Sharing, And Living in
A State of Fear, Anger, And Hate More
Than Inhaling Peace, Exhaling LoVE oF LiGHT
in JoY DarK Thru LiGHT of Healing, Giving, Sharing,
Caring Freely With Least Harm for All Now; Chances
Are if Folks Could Actually Feel and Sense What They are
Missing They
Indeed
Would
Come to
This Table of
Plenty Within and
Enjoy This Feast Like
me and so many Others
Through the Ages Eternally Now For Free,
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete; Just Nothing
To Add
Yet Giving,
Sharing, Caring,
Healing even More Now For Free...
There are Unlimited Ways to Describe
This; And There Are Practically Unlimited
Ways to Miss Out on Experiencing This Real Heaven Within;
The Old Bible Speaks to it; Yet it Doesn't Give Nearly as Many
Clues as the Teachings Attributed to Buddha and Lao Tzu for
This All Natural Autotelic Flow of Tao and The Such in So Many
Cross-Cultural Metaphors Greater Identified in the Farther East
And Among Primitive
Peoples, So-Called,
In How they Experience
Life This Way Closer and
One Free With Nature This way...
Honestly, No Cultural Clothes Are
Required; Little Children Dancing
Without Instruction And Babbling
Non Sensical Songs of Soul Are
Likely Closer Than Most Folks Sitting Behind
A Computer Typing Away A Dance Like This
on A Digital Keyboard Now; Yet It's True When
i Sing This Way There is Definitely MuSiC oF mY SouL to DeLiGHT
iN Now; And All that's Left of Heaven Hehe, is the 'KA' of my SPiRiT HeART SoUL on This Page;
And Of Course Wherever the Copy and Paste of my Soul Continues to Survive And Thrive Next With Smiles.
When Young (Now too) i Used to Listen to Groups Like Rush, Led Zeppelin, And Pink Floyd; While Substance Enhanced
Hehe They Brought
A Bit of 'This Other
World' in their Music
As the Beatles And Many
Other 'Enhanced' Groups Did then too...
The 60's Were A Decade of Powerful Change This
Way and Now Folks Are Finding All Natural Ways to Arrive
in An Ascending Transcending Flow of Meditating Contemplating
Autotelic
Ways of
Life in Pure
Bliss And Joy
to Explore the More
Mystical Aspects of Life;
i Surely Expect A Synergy of
Focus Among Folks Connecting
All Around to Bring This More To Fruition
in Ways No One Anticipates At This Moment Now...
Nice That the Mechanical Cognition Folks More Restricted
to Left Brain Processes of Thinking Built This Highway online;
This Web Mostly For the Desire in Motivation to Download Unlimited
Varieties of 'Pretty Birds' With Faster Access Than Ever Before; Whatever
Works
Works;
It is what
it is Amazing
When One Arrives
More Fully to BREaTHE NoW Truly For Real..
SMiLes Dear
Cindy Your
Poetry
Mystically
Deep Exploring
ThiS Way i Love...
SMiLes Dear Cindy Merry Christmas to You In All Bethlehem
Places of Meek Children Growing Up to Be Humble Carpenters
With Poetic Messages of Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love For
All Yes Dear FRiEnD iN JoY oF LiGHT Healing Giving Sharing
Caring Freely Fearlessly With Least Harm Just Loving It All Now
Even More
Builders of
Love Without
Even Names Just
Dancing Singing Free
Temples of God Loving Spring Spirit Wind
Year 'Round through All Weathers Human
And i Must Say if The Story of Jesus Had
(Like The 'Accountant Character' Christian Wolff)
Been A Financial Manager or Accountant
Or Other Business Person Dealing With
Insurance Companies Screwing
Everything Up Where Ya
Have to Intercede
And Basically
Do Everyone's
Job For them
Chances Are
There Would Be No
Old Testament New
Testament or Even Poetry
of Years Before That And So Long
After As Mechanical Cognition Just
Drains Soul And Spirit And HeART
Away Remembering now Why it takes
Some of my Accounting FRiEnDS And
Other Mechanical Cognition FRiEnDS
So Long
To Reply to Love
Hehe Oh How Lovely Feathering
NoW it is to Bird WinG IT ALL Free
NoW Anyway Gonna Keep Building
Just Finishing 10 MiLLioN Words Now
of Longest Long Form Poem "SonG oF mY
SoUL" in 100 Months Now off to Complete
My 6th King James Sized+ Titled Metaphor
of A "Grand Cross Bible 2021" As That Will
Be the 6th Titled Subchapter Effort Longer
Than an Old King James Size Effort For the
Years of 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020 and
Yes Coming Next For "Grand Cross Bible 2021"
Completing All 6 in 7 Months Tween Memorial
Day And Christmas Through New Year's Eve
If i Ever Get Off the Phone with the Insurance
Company Correcting Their Mistakes Hehe as True
i Still Have to Finish the Celebration Post of "SonG
oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old" And True i am
So Happy Not to Work
To Correct Other
Folk's Mistakes
For Decades For
It is Truly Sweet Just
To Create With the Colors of Spirit Wind Free Now
True With A Few ReViSioNs of What Comes Before
Yes it Seems Some Days i am More Like An "Accountant"/Auditor
From that Other Movie About a Dude With Asperger's Syndrome
Who Stole Money From Criminals to Give to a Place that Supported Folks
Including Him When Young on the Autism Spectrum Boo Who All i Have is
Words of Love to Return to a 1.2 MiLLioN Word Solo "Depth of the Story"
Thread There hehe Number 1 Search With Google IN Quotes Now True
And Inspired By Folks Just Like You Dear Cindy All Around A Globe Now
Anyway that 'Wrong Planet' Place That i Give to For All i Poetically Receive Did Provide
A Support Place Then for me to Write to Escape the Torture of the Suicide Disease for
33 Months Yes Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep for 66 Total Months
And Considering i Survived Getting my Mind off the Pain From Wake to Sleep a Bit Writing
There for 33 Months Toward the End of that HeLL ON EartH on 7.19.2013 Yes i Will Surely Pay
Them Back as Long As i Live or the Poetry Runs Out HAha iMagine me With Writer's Block There is
No
Rehabbing
me Away From Poetic
Blogging Words Free HAha
Love to You and All You LoVE
DeaR FRiEnD It's still early Enough
to Traverse The Rest of the Globe
in Words Before i Work Out at 5 PM
Unless the Insurance People Call Again With SMiLes
(Oh By The Way Your Poem is So Very Inspiring Thanks So Much For Your Art)
And i have to Pull Out my Measuring Tape to Spank Their NuMBeRS AGain hehe...
Oh my Goodness Dear Cindy
Here You Are Having a Celebration
For Garth Brooks And Even though
He is Second Best to only 'The Beatles'
And Ahead of Elvis in Selling Records
in the U.S.
Oh What
A Failure i am
in Including Many
Songs of Country
Music to Entertain
Words of Free Verse
Poetry As Somewhat Sad
As A Tear in A Beer Hehe...
i Can't Even Name one Garth
Brook's Song Yet i Do Clearly
Remember Using One Song 'Record Year'
in Country Music by Eric Church More Than Once And it
Seems i Will be Using that Country Song All too Soon Again
With SMiLes
To Entertain
Some Poetic
MuSinGS too...
Anyway i'm Sure
i've Heard His Songs As
After All i Do LiVE iN A
Very Rural Area of the United States
True...
SMiles Dear
Cindy i Do Love
The Song “Record
Year” By Eric Church
It’s Just
That my
Family
(my Wife)
Doesn’t Change
The Radio Dial
To Country Music Hehe
There is No Music
i Can’t Dance to
With SMiles Even
The Music
Of The
Colors
Of The
Wind With SMiles...
True Love is In the Mother's Love
No Doubt Dear Soni Love Comes
From Mother's Most How Love
Became
to Be
A Dude
Alone or Him
Or He is Surely
Nothing Like Mother's Love Alone
For All to Give, Share, Care So Freely Now
With Least
With Least
With Least
Harm for All
Surely From
Mother's Lips
More Than He or
Him or Dudes' Ever Seem
to Dance And Sing So Freely Love...
Numerology, Astrology, Tarot,
Religion, Dance, And Song
Are All Arts;
'Strange'
How Some
Folks Wanna
Make Everything
in Life Literal And
Systemizing Science;
Not Really Strange, Just
One of Many Human Conditions....
Amusing How Some Folks Take the
Old Bible As Literal Science, Indeed;
Yet According to Modern Science
Ironically, Understood As More Restricted Left Brain Think....
So the Science of the Bible Proves The Science of the Bible
Is Literally True As The Science of Poetry Will Only Have the
Meaning
YOU
ASSiGN;
Sorry Baby,
That's Not Nearly
Rational Enough to Change Art into Science...
And it Reminds me of Entertaining an International
Group of Poet's Adhering to So-Called Form in Science
of Poetry; The Leader of the Group Was A Physicist
Who Insisted
That if He
Didn't Understand
my ArtFull Poetic Meanings
No One Else Could Either, Then;
Duh, People are Alike and Different ALL OVeR;
Some See More, Some, See Less; Never the Less, the Conditions Remain...
Meanwhile, God Yes, i Went on to Write the Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Ever
More Than 5 Times the Size of the Old Indian Long Form Poem the "Mahābhārata'
At A Minuscule Effort of Only 1.8 MiLLioN Words That Took Centuries And Innumerable
Ghost Authors To Create; And Let's Not Forget That's the Effort That took the Even Tinier
Old King James Size Endeavor Less than 12 Times the Size of 10 MiLLioN Words i Write in 100 Months Now
(Speaking of Numerology as An Art That is Not Limited to Any Science of Numbers Now; Just Frigging FREE ART)
Anyway the Physicist
Poet Is Still
Copying
Tiny Poetic Science Forms
of What Has Been Done
Before; i am No Parrot, i Am Free Art Now For Real...
And As Far As Kindergarten Efforts of Antiquity
Goes, Lord KnowS iT Took Muhammad 23 Years
to Receive Poetic Sparks Within He Labeled
As Angels and the Such in A Cave to Hear
Only 80,000 Or So Words of Spirit And Troubled
Poetry Then Within And So Much Longer To Get Whatever
Became of that Published Next; Yes As the Old Scribes
of the Old Christian Bible Had a Free For All of Copy
Mistakes
And Intentional
Innumerable Changes
Over Centuries Then
too As the Validity of
What Ended Up Printed
As the Quran is Disputed the Same;
Yawn, They Didn't Have Blogs and
Original Authors Writing Long Form Poem Bible Poetry Back
Then; Just Ghost Authors Assigned Famous Later Pen Names...
Funny How Story Rules; The PROOF IS STORY RULES AND FOLKS
STILL BEND
NOW AND
KISS THE SOUL
OF THOSE GHOST
AUTHORS IN CHURCH NOW;
And Not only That; Works of
Art Painting Jesus More like
The Long Haired Bearded Dude
Who Painted The Last Supper and
Jesus More the Style of Who He Was
Then Rebelling Against the Norm
of the Renaissance He Lived in With Long Hair and A
Beard, Yes The Hippy Style of Leonardo DaVinci Renaissance Jesus Style True too...
As To This
Day Now, Yes,
Still Leonardo
Is Worshipped
This Way in Art
As Just Another 'Son of Man'...
Yes Nature of Human Creating ART SPiRiT Free
And Living on in the Breath of That Art Still to BREaTHE Free...
Egyptian Pharaohs, Employed Artisans to Create Art With the
Idols of Their Form And Names; Yet Indeed Only The Spirit,
The "KA" of the Artisan's Souls Remain in that 'Pyramid Art'; No
Different than the Art of Towers With the Initials
DJT For Donald J Trump in Modernity Now too.
Meanwhile,
Other Folks
Are Still Copying
And Adhering to
What's Been Done
Before; Prisoners of Old Stories That Still Rule THEM Now...
There Are Two Ways of Life; Write/Do Your Own Story/Art Or Be Owned
By Someone Else's
Story/Art Now...
Clear it is
to See
Who
Is
And
Who is Not...
People Will Literally
Die As Fools To Worship
Ghost Authors/Artists of Old Stories/Art Still...
Or Just Be Trapped Still in Prisoners of Their Stories/Art...
And This too, Was the Ending Moral of the Story/Art, "Game of Thrones"
ON TV
For the
Folks who
Got the
ULTiMaTE
MoraL of That Story/Art True too...
Story/Art Rules; You Choose Who Rules You Or Not...
Meh,
i Write
my Own
Story And Do my Own Art And Indeed
IT is Both Metaphorically And Literally
EPiC in Both Story/Art And Real Play of LiFE Now.
HAha, The FunDaMentALisT
Good Old TiMe Religion
Cashiers At Walmart
Already Tried to 'Exorcise'
me With Fear Then in THeir
EYes When They Carded me
For An Occasional Beer Way Past my 40's
Then Seeing That 'Beastly Mark of 6660'
on my Driver's License; Yet Yes, it is Also
True as i Approached 60 Years-Old in the Biggest
Metro Dance Hall Then, Folks Demanded i Pull Out
my Driver's
License
in the General
Dance Audience
to Prove How i Could
(At my Advancing Age
3 Months Shy of 60 Then)
Move So Smooth in A Dance
FLiGHT All Around the Room;
Yes, the Last Night i Went There
Before COVID-19 Shut the Place
Down on 3.12.2020, Two Lovely Women
Approached me With Hips as Modern Dance AS Such Does
And Politely Asked me For my Phone Number After That;
So i Asked, "How Old Do You Think i Am," And After That They Said,
"35," in the
Dark Dance
Hall that Night, So
As Usual i Whipped
Out the 6.6.60 on my
Driver's License And Proved
Who i Am to Them Then; And
All They Did Was Keep Smiling
And All They Did is Keep Smiling...
SMiLes, Age 33 Born in '88, Isn't A Bad
Age Either; Yet i Dam Sure Wouldn't Go Back to Any
Age Yet Eternally NoW iN Heaven WiTHiN at 61, For
ReaL it
Only
Gets
Better Now For Real
At Least FoR Me NoW With SMiLES...
And True, "Adam Smith," Still Needs ReViSioN,
Same As Sweet LeSSoN NuMBeR 16, Back Then on 3.12.2020...
As That Also 'References' the "A Beautiful Mind" Scene, When 'John Nash' Made
The Mistake of "Ignoring the Blonde"; A Greater Solution Is Doing 'You' Free And Let Heaven Come Free Now...
For
You
With SMiLes...
SMiLes, i Just Included 'That Movie
Scene' From A "Beautiful Mind"
For A Reference Now For What
i Was talking About; True That
Scene Was About 'Adam Smith'
And Revising Old News into Improved News...
Whether Than Comes From Art or Science Now That's Totally
Up to me, 'The Study of Numbers' Will Surely Be Either Science or
Art and When it Comes to Art It Will Change to Whatever i Please
To Create;
In Other Words,
A River With No Restricting 'Banks'...
'Nothing' Anyone Else Has Control Over Other than my Flow...
Please Note: i Don't Expect You to Understand What i Just Said Yet i Do
if
You
Don't
With the
Same SMiLes...
i Do Agree; Seeing A Bigger
Picture Reducing it to Simpler Sight...
However, There Was A Whole Lot of
Background Experience That Brought Nash There
to His Game Theory; However, In His Later Days
He Admitted it Was Flawed Because of His Weak
Emotional Intelligence; And of Course The Bar
Scene, 'Ignoring the Blonde,' Was Fictional in the Movie...
Yet it Was
Still Surely
Awesome;
Although,
i Rather Prefer
Reality myself than Fiction...
True, Or At Least "Adam Smith" Was Likely At Least on the Autism Broader Phenotype With More Systemizing
Minds As Opposed to Social Empathic Minds, Back to the Metaphor of Left Brain Versus Right Brain
Thinking/Perceiving Folks; Simon Baron Cohen, Suggested in His Research That A Broader
Autism Spectrum Extends Out to Around 15 Percent of the Population, Yet That Was
About a Decade Ago; The More Systemizing in Structure Society Moves
Per Environment, the More Likely that Broader Phenotype
Through Epigenetic and Neuroplastic
Change Will Extend Even More
As It's True Other
Than Being
Perhaps A Most
"Different Person"
In Most Rooms i Enter;
There Are A Whole Lot More
Folks Now i Encounter Who Show Symptoms/Deficits
Associated With The Reciprocal Social Communication
Difficulties With Autism Than i've Ever Seen in my Life Before;
For All Outward Appearances Again, i Would Likely Be The Last
Person Suspected on the Autism Spectrum Now; An Autistic Person
Dancing Everywhere
They Go;
Stimming
Yes, Yet Not Likely
A 100 Month Art of
Public Dance Navigating
Through So many Different
Social Environments Like that
Not Pissing Anyone off Demanding
You Being Removed From the Premises hehe...
And that's Where i Get the Challenge for The Autotelic Meditating Contemplating
Artful Flow As Dancing In Public Has Just About As Many Complex Social Variables
As Not Falling Off the Side of a Mountain When Folks Are Scaling it Always Higher Now...
Seriously, Like What i Did in the
Mall Yesterday
Literally Dancing
In Public Through
A Crowd of 'Rabid'
Week Before Christmas Shoppers on Sunday...
Exhilarating it Surely Was Firing all 12 Ferrari Cylinders in Balancing Tune...
Still Though Not As Complex As Solo Navigating My Way Through a Crowd
of College Aged Drunks In A Dance Hall For Three Solid Hours Without Even
A Drink of Water...
Haha, People Who
Got Out of Breath
Just Staying up with me
10 Minutes Wondered How
i Did it Without any 'External
Substances' to 'Juice me up'...
Not Unlike the Rest of the Animal
Kingdom FRiEnDS With Gravity i
Was Expending the Least Amount
of Energy in A Practice of Balancing Dance
That Still Improves now to the 15,888th Mile in Close to 100 Months...
Sure As Far As Numerology Free Art Goes With that Old Biblical Number of 40
That's About 40 Miles Every Week and Back to the Combinations of 6's For the
First Exactly 40 Months i Danced, The GPS Nike Watch Measured Total Came out
to 6666 Miles of Dance And Yes An Average of 166.66 Miles of Dance for Those First 40 Months
Back on December 26th of 2016; Yet That's Not All; i Decided my Third Subtitled "Bible" After "SonG oF mY
SouL" And "Grand Cross Bible 2016", Completing that Larger Than Old King James Sized Effort Tween Memorial
Day of 2016 and Christmas of 2016, Would Next Be "PHI Bible 2016" And Just By Chance or Synchronicity For
What Ever One May
Choose to Name
The A-Causal Connecting
Principle in Numbers Alone;
"PHI Bible" Arrived Subtitled in
Exactly 365 Days of Effort on
Memorial Day of 2017 At 1.618 MiLLioN Words
in that 12 Month Effort; Which of Course Has Nothing
To Do With Causality in the Mathematics to Do With the Golden
PHI Spiral Ratio of 1.618 Yet Indeed, Truly AMAZINGLY Psychologically
Meaningful to me,
NO Different really
Than the 6666 Miles
of Public Dance in Precisely
40 Months of Averaging 166.66
Miles Every Month for those 40 Months;
Covid-19 Has Slowed Me Down A Bit Yet of
Course i was 34 Words or So Short of meeting
The Extended Decimal Places of 1.618034 For The Golden Spiral PHI Ratio Number...
It's Like the Rest of Nature; It's Close to the Golden Spiral PHI Ratio; Yet in some cases it's
Just Close;
Yet the
Essence of
The FLoWinG
Spiral Still 'Breathes' Free ThiS Way...
It's Like the Ending Beginning Credits of
the "Forrest Gump" Movie, The Wind Carries the Feather Free
And The Feather
Carries the Wind Free
In Other Words Again,
"The Father (Mother or Whatever) and i are one"...
Not Everyone is Gonna See Deeper Like This Until they
Arrive Now my FRiEnD Feather Free NoW As SPiRiT Wind...
Yawn,
In 'Original
Greek' the Word
'Son' Means "Nature of"
So in the Case of "Son of God"
In Original Greek, Means "Nature of God"
As Of Course
Science SHows
We aRe ALL Connected
And Literally the Nature of All that is
As Fractals Unto the Whole aS Even
Quantum Mechanics Leans in to SHow...
"The Father and i Are ONE," Is Just A MEtaphor
in Earlier
Free
Verse
Greek
Poetics
Relating then
The SaMe Yet Only
in Metaphor of EYes
And Ears Yes Large Enough
To See and Hear A Much Bigger
Picture of Existence Beyond All Forms of Names And Words...
And As Far as Verse NuMBeRS of the So-Called King James Size Version
of A Bible,
Those Numbers
Were Not Even Verse
Applied Until the Lucky 1300's,
Where Centuries of Mix and Match
Scripts Were Copied And Pasted Together
in Mishaps of Trying to Fit All the Contradictions
Together to Make Some Kind off Sense out of Basically Pig Slop
For
Swine
Still Today;
Harsh yet True...
Obviously, the Truth
Will Hurt for Those Glued
to the Same Old Beautiful Human
Pig With Lipstick For What Makes Humanity DarK Thru
LiGHT, in Other Words, i am NOT Suggesting the Whole
of the Old Bible
Does not
Reflect
The Human
Condition Still;
Basically, Different
Actors, Same Frigging
Characters as 2000-3500, or so, Years Ago Still Now...
As Human Archetypes Do Tend to Role and Roll on and on, Ad Nauseam Real....
Yet of Course, Some Folks Have Already Taken Full Lives in Scholarly Study OF ALL
HUMAN RELIGIONS...
And They
Took Detailed
Notes too That Are
Still Available to Peruse...
(You Are Too)
The SaMe Old SaMe Old 'Good News' Now...
And Sure John 14:12 too; John Lennon, Neither First or Last...
SPeaKinG oF Numerology, Arriving This Morning on the "Wrong Planet," i Noticed on the
Solo Thread i Write, "Depth of The Story," Using Free Verse Poetry to Express my
Ideas About Philosophy, Politics, and Religion, It Has 77,077
Views with 600 Replies Almost All by me; Yet You See, i
Appreciate The Aesthetics of the Art of the Numbers
Created As Symbols, They Don't Need to Have
Any Other Meaning at All, Other Than What
A Sunset or A Sunrise Brings
in Sublime Feelings of
Beauty to me; Yes,
Yet You 'See', i am
An Aesthete Now
And Sure A Synesthete
With Close to Mirror Touch
Synesthesia, Born Hyperlexic
Speaking Late at 4; Yet Decoding All
The Forms Around me Then as Symbols
Earlier Than Most; True, You See Most Folks
Don't 'See' Like i Do Now; And Many Folks Are
Not So Empathic, So Social, Imaginative, Creative
And Artistic Like i am on the Autism Spectrum...
Yawn, Folks See, Do the World Differently Now
And the More We aRe Able to Step into the Shoes
of Others And Or Even Do them Barefoot Greater...
The More We See How Differently
Others View the World Now;
Numerology And Astrology
Provides Tools to View, in General,
How Differently Humans See and Do the World;
it Doesn't Matter So Much How We come to Use Tools
That Help Us Look Within Deeper in Introspection in Contemplation
And Seeing Others Deeper As Well; Just the Fact That We aRe Using Any
Tools at All
To Seek and
Find More Wisdom
Is Surely A HeLLuVA Lot
Better Than Kindergarten Religions
That Basically Just Offer Promises of
Sticks and Carrots After Death; Such
A Primitive Simplistic Way of Creating Reality
Out of Fear, Mostly Out of Needing Order Over Adventure of the Unknown....
Yawn, Some Folks Are More Averse to the Greater Unknown, Others Are More Adventurous
to Seek and
Find New
Frontiers to Explore...
Yes, Tarot, Astrology,
And Numerology Provides
Tools For Seeking and Finding These Greater
Ways; And True As Far As Positive Affirmations
And Suggestions In Life, Even Science Shows the
Placebo Effect of Positive Suggestions Truly Heals
(GO CHINESE FORTUNE COOKIES) Where the Nocebo Effect of Negative
Suggestions (YUCK REAL VOODOO) Truly May Lead to Actual Illness And Actions the Same
Way Differently...
Yawn, i Use What Works; Yawn, i Explore Avenues and People i May Totally Disagree
With to GroW As Well, Now, Sure,
i'll Take my Numerology Report
of the Challenges in Life of 0, At
Birth For Free Will to Put Off Today Until
Tomorrow What i Will Do Then; Or Do More
Than Any Human Has Done in my Special Interests
And Affirm them As the Next 3 Challenges of Life Based on How
The Number 1, Suggests, i Get to Do For All my Life After Birth;
i Was Already Doing it, So in this Case That Numerology Report
Based on my Full Birth Name And Birthday, Was Basically Confirmation
Bias, And Yes Synchronicity, A-Causally in Principle only Psychologically Meaningful to me...
Never the Less,
It Only Affirms
What i've Been
Doing Since i Put off
my Own Religion of Doing
'Forrest Gump' in Focus till 53; Yet
With No Worries Like 'the Dude' off
'The Big Lewbowski Movie', And True
Unlike 'Forrest Gump' i Am Not Running
Away From my Past By Public Dancing
15,888 Miles of Public Dance in Close
to 100 Months Now, in FAct, i am Doing
'Ferris Bühler' NOW, i Ain't Waiting For Any Carrots
or Sticks After Birth/Death; "Life Moves Pretty Fast,"
If You Don't Start Your Own
Party Everywhere
You Go And Take
A Staycation ThiS Way
In Heaven For Real Now
Within and Everywhere Ya
Go, Even Writing a 10 MiLLioN
Word Free Verse Longest EPiC Long
Form Poem, "SonG oF mY SoUL" in 100 Months, Ya Just
Might Be Slave to Someone Else's Bible Book, Numerology
Report, Astrology Report, Tarot Card Report, Or Whatever
Symbol Or Ideology Binds and Bonds Folks Together As What
is Human Nature in Culture as Well, Religion At Core At Basic Definition...
i Entertain
All Religions,
As Far as Human
Symbols and Ideologies
Travel Now and i Travel Further
Just Because i Can and Will And When
One of the Members Here Shared A Gematria
Calculator With me And on "December 7th" i Entered
my Pen Name, "Katie Mia Frederick", into that Calculator
And Found that Not Only My Pen Name Calculates in English
Gematria With the Very AESTHETICALLY PLEASING SERIES OF
NUMBERS 888, Which to me Looks Like the Symbol of Infinity
In Trinity Standing Upright This Way in Synchronicity of Meaning as Well...
Well True the Date "December 7th" is A Phrase That Also Calculates the English
Gematria Number of 888 And True That Number is Associated with The Story Book
Character Jesus As Well with a Quick Google Search too; Yet You See That Number
is Also Associated
With "Donald J Trump"
By Calculator Specific
Results of 888 too; That
is Just a Synchronicity Reminder
to me That We Are All Integral
To All that is Existence
No Matter For Real Now
What Label or Symbol
We ASSign to Ourselves
or All of Existence now;
Yet of Course That is the
A-Causal Principal, Psychologically Meaningful
Way i Determine it Through my Relative Free Will
And if Folks Wanna Miss out on Heaven And Or Hell
Now and Wait Until the Whole Party is Over that Never Started For them,
THeir
Wilt
Shall
Be Done
THeiR Way
They Follow, Imagine
And Co-Create too...
Meanwhile, my Party
Continues now as i Play
With And Create Symbols and Ideologies
However i Wilt Choose to Do Now; Yes,
FRiEnDS With Gravity too As the 'Jedi' Flavor
Of Folks on "Star Wars" Do too, This Force, This Balance
This Harmony, This Melody LoVinG Now AS "SonG And Dance oF mY SouL" Now
Naked Enough Whole Complete Heaven Now For me Within at Least my Party Now;
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN
Joy oF LiGHT Free
For All to Give, Share,
Care, Freely Everywhere
i Go DarK Thru LiGHT
It Matters Not
When All
oF LiFE
Becomes A Poetry
Prompt to Dance And
Sing All DarK into MoRE Colorful
NuMBeRS oF LiGHT Now to Breathe...
Yawn, in Other Words my Party is only STaRTinG Always Now...
And True i Wear
SHades Every
Where i go
To Block Out
The DarKness
of Others True...
in the Current
ReViSioN of A 'Matrix' Now...
- 'Neo'
Can't Wait to
Catch the Movie
Again As The Days
Start to Grow Longer
As Sure AS Heaven Exists
Within now At Least for me on December 22, 2021 too...
My Suggestion is Don't Be A Machine of NuMeRS Only
Be Always Human Evolving GRoWinG More Colorfully iN LiGHT...
Anyway...
'i'll Be Back'
i Always
Come
Back
Again Now...
"Terminator"
Or Whatever ya
Wanna CaLL A Dude With SHades...
Born on 6.6.60 From Hell to Heaven
As 888 Verily Comes Next...
For Now
At Least
FoR ME
i Do Choose 888...
At Most in English
Gematria By Pen NaMe Hehe...
Love (GoD) Perfects By Spreading
Not Housed in Only One Human One Religion One
World Cold
Alone…
River…
God Spreads…
NEVER Limited
By Any Human
Controlling Idol
Word That At
Core is Only
Human Ego
How Small
To Tale
River Of
God How
God Must
Flow Or
Spread
The Best
Who Do
You Think
You
Are
Rhetorical
Question At
Most
God
At Least
Dear Bishop
Barron And
Others Who
Attempt To
Imprison ‘GoD’
Within The
Confines
Of Banks
Of Letters
i Am
River i Am…
Free FLoWinG…
God PLEases…
Wave Water
Ocean Whole
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
i
Am
PS: Have A Nice
Day Yet i Am Not
Telling You What
From:
To:
Do Now…
SMiles Dear FRiEnD
ruchiabhisikata Kindness
Travels Where Kindness is
Not Welcome…
Yet Kindness
Rests WHere Loving
Kindness Is Welcome…
Thanks For The Rest...
Love (GoD) Perfects By Spreading
Not Housed in Only One Human
One Religion One World Cold Alone
Rivers Of God Dance Sing With No Banks
Oh My Lord Dear Rue Dance Never Ages
Sweet Sixteen Soul Forevermore Now at
95 All Ya Have to Do Is Keep Dancing
With Your Best FRiEnD Forever
Maria Keep SMiLinG Keep
Sweet Sixteen SMiLinG
ThiS Way At Even 101
For It's True When Play
Meets Naked Joy Enough
Whole Complete All that's
Left is A Smile to Tale the Story
of Life No Lies Just Smiles Smiles Smiles
Dance Dance Dance Dance Dance All Night
LonG As Day
Becomes
The Flavor
of Sunshine
Moons Fuller Nights Longest
And Shortest Days to Celebrate
A Play of Dance Brunette Gray
Ebony Brown Blue Green Blonde
Tan or Just
All White
Coloring
Brown More
Alive Dance Understands
No Labels or Categories Now
Just Play With No Instructions
Just Be The Feather Who Holds
Up Wind and Rivers Creating
Free Banks For All
To See As
Dance
Flows A River
Wave Water Ocean Whole Play
SMiLes SMiLes SMiLes Dance Dance
Dance Dance JusT JoY Play More No
Aging No Aging Just Loving LiFE NoW
Wash Rinse Dry No Need Just Dance Repeat
Dance Dance Dance Dance Dance Dance ReFRaiNS
All Night
Long
Short
or Long
Life Breathes
Free As Dance Makes Song Please
Keep Letting The Dance Make The Song
Play More Just Never Ending PlaY iN JoY
Hmm Loving Go to the Place With No Words
Just Dance Dance Dance Dance Dance Dance
Dance Dance Dance Just Dance Just Dance A Little more...
SMiLe
SMiLe
SMiLe
Dance Dance Dance
Hmm... And if Ya Don't Play
A Fiddle Just Hum ALong With me...
SMiLes At 16 my Mother Just Moved Us
Into A New Home With A Detached Garage
And Overhanging Porch Toward The Back of the
Yard A Huge Oak Lit Up at Night With Lights Above
my Idea of Love Was A Hanging Swing on that Porch
Just Holding Hands Under the Great Lit Oak With Warm SMiLes...
Strange When
We aRe ALL Alone
Now We May Not Ask
For More Than Holding
Warm Hands in the Cold
Really Though It's Simply
Being Human At Any Age to me...
A SMiLe or A Dance A Hug And Holding Hands the Same...
True That WaS A Dream At 16 Two Years From Fruition
True Dream
Dream
Dream
LoVE Dreams
Dreaming Fruitions Dance Come Free God Yes
So Do Sing Sing Sing Singing SMiLes So ALiVE...
To Fertilize The World
While Living
And Dying
This Does
Seem to Be
Nature's Way
Continuing to Breathe
Here or
THeRE
A Leaf
Falling
Is Soil
Smiling
For Spring Greening
Through Winter Feeding
Summer Flowers Smiling
Again After Winter Springs Life to See
SMiLes Dear ruchiabhisikta True Dying
SMiLinG
Living too...
Home At The
End Of The
Road Truly
Within All
Feelings Senses
We Generate
Connecting
True
Yellow Blue
Sunshine Moon
Day
Is
Night
TWiLiGHT
Feels It All
This
Present
Gift Now ALWaYS
Breathing Sunset
Sunrise Colors More
Our
Worlds
Our
Views
Touching
Night Meets Day
Amazing Grace We Breathe...
“Hey the person whose profile smells like love!
I always get amazed the way you leave serene words in my posts.
My comment box will always remain indebted to you & will always
wait for the painting
of your fingerprints”
-It’S A VEry Good Year
December 19, 2021
101 Months Anniversary
Date Living In Heaven
Within On EartH
Escaping HeLL ON EartH
Within For 66 Months
Prior to The Date of
July 19, 2021, Anyway
It’s Safe to Dance And
Sing Gifts Keep
Rolling in The
Art of
Fearless
LoVE in
DanCinG
SinGinG
Life Free
Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG Love
As Karma
iN Deed
Naturally
Return oF LiGHT
iN
Life
Out
Of DarK NoW...
SMiles Dear ruchiabhisikata
That is surely one
Of The Kindest
Poetic Replies
i’ve Ever Received
In Return i
Make This
Promise God
Willing Of Nature
Within me
You Will Always
Receive A Poetic
Reply From me
To The Inspiration
Of The Words Your
Soul Brings…
An Exercise
Of Truly Living
A Life of Free Dance
And Song my FRiEnD...
Basically, Alex Jones is A 'Christian
Evangelist', Yelling ON A Street Corner
FOR A LIFELONG CAREER IN MEDIA
Through A Bull Horn as 'A Routine.'
Some Folks FALL For
IT; Most
Folks Do NOT.
Note: Trump is
Also A 'Christian
Evangelist'. Conclusion:
'THAT Christian Evangelist' Has
NOTHING TO DO WITH LOVE Now;
WHY? LOVE DOESN'T HAVE TO YELL;
HAHA, YET MAYBE TYPE IN ALL caps FOR HUMOR...
MEANWHILE, FEAR, ANGER AND HATE IS STILL YELLING,
SENDING ITSELF TO HELL NOW.
It's really Sad to Watch People
Live A Life of Fear, Anger and Hate.
It's Even Sadder When
They Lead Folks
Down that
Dark
Path to NoWHeRE
Except DarK NoW.
Typically, Folks Who Follow that
Way of Life, Already Live With Emptiness
Within, in Some Kind of SCaRCiTY that
May Only Be Filled Up Temporarily Now
With the Addiction of Anger and Hate that
Is Just As Real As The Addiction to Drugs;
Where Ya Get the Noradrenaline and Dopamine
Fix to accommodate Low Levels of Serotonin and Oxytocin;
In Case, Anyone Wants to Know Where The Conspiracy Theories
About A 'God' oF All Love And Forgiveness And Mercy Gets HIS
Gaslighting
HIGH From
Threatening to
Torture Folks
Forever; Same
Alex Jones
And Trump
Sentiment for
The Unfortunate
'Masses'...
Yawn, Meanwhile
i'm Gonna Dance
And Sing, Just For the
Hell oF IT and Replace
'Them' And 'That' With Heaven Now.
And Typically, When Someone Suggests
That God Hates Anyone, They Are Not Speaking
of A God of All Loving Forgiving Mercy; They are
SPeaKinG
oF AN Angry God
of Fear and Hate;
Where They Project
Their Own Fear, Anger,
And Hate Through an 'Idol
God' That is Really 'A Devil' Within
That (Who) Needs Feeding of Fear,
Anger, And Hate to Feel Anything at all in Life...
It Also Makes
Small People
Feel Bigger Than
Nothing Within Now.
It's Not Really Funny; It's Just
Sad And Proves 'Life's Not Fair, My Little FRiEnD'
As Trump and Alex Jones' Comrade 'Scar' Related
on the 'Lion King Movie' And Don't Forget A Real
'King' Serves,
Gives Shares
Without Fear
For All with
Least Harm; Yes
Hope and Love
For the 'Lesser';
NOT Fear, Anger,
And Hate to Bring the Lesser Down Even More...
Anyway, 'The Lion King' Is One Fairy Tale of A Movie
WRaPPinG Most
of this Archetypal Human Story UP For/Against What Separates
A Villain
From a Hero.
A Hero Shows
Great Empathy For
All; Great Love, Forgiveness;
Great Mercy, Great Compassion
For All NO MATTER HOW SMALL
THE PART OF EXISTENCE MAY BE.
A VILLAIN
DOES NOT;
Basically, There Are Two kinds of Christians;
Those Who Live by All Love, Mercy,
Forgiveness, Compassion For ALL
And the Majority of Other
Christians Who Make the Most 'NOISE'.
'Pro Love Tip': Don't Do Trump And Alex Jones Style 'Christian.'
And to Be Clear, i Distance Myself from 'the Word'; For It is has Now
Become the
Color
of Both
Trump
And Alex Jones;
Basically the Same 'Villain' And Real Foe AGAINST Love.
This is Clear, When Any Well Meaning Other
Wise Innocent Person Attributes
Christianity to
Alex Jones or Trump.
As All those Like 'Them'
Continue to Slaughter
Lambs for the Silence of the 'Sheep'...
So Ironically, Sadly, Changing them
into 'Matthew Goats' on Earth Now
In A Real Self-Fulfilling
Living Hell of Fear,
Anger, And Hate Now...
My Suggestion is
'Don't Drink the Kool Aid';
However, i Have Friends with
Advanced Collegiate Degrees Who Can't
Find Their Way Out of This DarK Labyrinth on Earth...
Again,
'Life Ain't Fair
my Little FRiEnD'
As 'Scar'
Yes, Trump And
Alex Jones Relate
From the 'Lion King Movie' Still...
"They Will Know We aRe Christians
By Our Love;" i Live in the Locality that
Once Held the Record Book Title for the
Most Churches Per Square Mile; Rarely
Have i Met Anyone Here Who Lives by a
Philosophy of Loving All...
Other Countries,
God
Yes; Particularly,
Indian Women;
And Some Muslim Women too....
Men, Not So Much; Particularly the
Ones Who are Taught Boys Don't Get to Smile
And Cry and If You See One Do it, Spit on them
And Call them 'Gay';
For We Wouldn't
Wanna Confuse
Them With Anything Associated With Love...
Ever See A Lion Walk Across The Savannah;
Very Gracefully Indeed, For in the Wild Kingdom
Balance and Peace At Rest When There is no Fight
or Flight Means Conserving Every Precious Calorie for Survival...
DO NOTE: THE OTHER ANIMALS DON'T MAKE FUN OF LIONS
WHO 'DANCE' gracefully meekly as Last is First THiS WAY...
Sadly, Many Humans
Have too Much to Eat
And Are Gagging on Fear, Anger, And Hate Now...
Alex Jones and Trump Are Indeed 'the IDOL' For ALL OF WHAT THAT 'SCAR' MEANS.
When i Saw 'This Title', i Thought For Sure it Was A Parody; Sadly in a way i'm Not Surprised it's not...
Dont Dismiss
The Power of the
DarK Force; 'That Dude'
Who Was Just Laughing
At Alex Jones, And All those
Sitting Pretty in Feathered Nests
Who Were Just Laughing at Trump
Indeed made
A FATAL MISTAKE;
OF DISMISSING THE
POWER OF THE DARK FORCE NOW.
ANGER, FEAR, AND HATE, IS A VERY ADDICTIVE
FORCE TO DEAL WITH AMONG THOSE SUBJECT
TO ITS POWER WHO ARE LOOKING FOR A VILLAIN LIKE THAT.
Of Course, the 'Minion Series of Movies' Already Posed the Question
of Why Do Some Folks Follow the 'Most Despicable Leaders' and Indeed,
Overall,
Science Answers
the Question for the
Power of What the
Addiction to
Fear, Anger, and Hate Brings,
Filling Up Empty Wells with No Bottom...
Okay, i've Provided What That Looks Like, now Let me
Show Ya All What it looks like When Love Comes into the Room of a Stranger;
'Hey! the person whose profile smells like love! I always get amazed the way you
leave serene words in my posts. My comment box will always remain indebted
to you & will always wait for the painting of your fingerprints '
-ruchiabhisikta
It's True, i Rarely Receive 'Feedback' Like that When i Spread Love in My Locality
With the Most Christian Churches Once in the Record Books; However, when
i Dance in Public Freely, i Do Get Welcomes From Groups of Women Like Last
Night Who
Plead
Please Dance
For Us to Brighten Our Night..
i received That Sweetest Comment
Above While Typing this Essay
For the Difference
of What Makes
A Hero and A Villain;
Again, You Will Know A 'Real Lion King' By Their Love...
Anything Less, is Indeed Frigging Gaslit Faux Love News...
Trump and Alex
Jones are As
Far Away
From Love As Living HeLL ON EartH;
And Please Do Note, This Is All Just my Opinion;
And The Author of the OP Here; Yes, Seems Every
Bit As Nice as My Mother Who Followed Alex Jones Style Radio too...
There Was no Way to Get Through to Her; No Different than my Previous
FRiEnDS, Who Insisted i Supported The Sacrifice of Babies by Voting Democrat...
It's the Human
Condition;
There is No
Escaping it;
Or Just Going to
India or Somewhere else like that to visit...
Yet Of Course, Some of the Male Indians i've met
Who Are More Subject to 'The Toxic Patriarchy'
That is More Specific to the Addiction of Fear, Anger, And Hate;
Ain't Much Different than Toxic Patriarchy, the Face of Trump, Jones,
And 'the Old Testament God' That Still Lives in Matthew's Version of
Burning Enemies Forever Either...
You'll Find it Everywhere
Ya Find the Addiction of
Fear, Hate, and Anger,
It's Just Part
of the
Human Condition...
And a Part of Nature
That is the Real God
Including DarK Makes LiGHT...
Where Both 'Scar' and the 'Lion King'
Serve a Purpose for the Whole Circle (Spiral) of Existence...
Love And Kindness
Never Gives Up On
A FRiEnD Hope You
Are Feeling Better
With A Nice
Week Ahead
For Christmas Joy...
Fall BRinGS Spring
Winter LamentS NoW
Summer DarK BRinGS
Light.. Day Turns Into Night
Mornings Bring Promise of Most
Beautiful Sunsets After Sunrises to Compete
For Beauty Those at Greatest Peace And Harmony
We Echo
It All
One
Breath
Loving
DarK Thru LiGHT
PReSenT GifT NoW…
Isn’t It True NoW All
Tools We Become
From Words
To Guns
Take
Us Away
From Nature
We aRe Born
To See
Naked
Free in
Balance
Truly
Living
To
Love
Oh What
All Human
Clothes SKin
Becoming
Tools
Misses
Out Of
Touch
Nature Ease
Please Seeing
Breathing Free...
Just Downsizing
Smiles Dear it Seems
You Were Nervous
Practice
Overcomes
That it’s True
Some Folks
Even
Find
That
Endearing
For Naturally
Dudes See Damsels
In Distress
As A
Natural
Hero
Instinct
To Protect
And Cherish
A Forgotten
Art indeed
Just Nature
Breathing
Through
All Experiences...
Good Fortune to
You i’ll Still Be
Playing As A
New Year’s
Resolution
In 2022
Dear Cherie...
Thanks Dear
Sohair For
Dropping By
A Very Long
“Thanks Giving
11 Years For Giving
2010-2021”
Blog Post
Currently
Writing “SonG
oF mY SoUL
10 MiLLioN
WordS Old”
Anniversary
Date of 100
Months Effort On
December 18, 2021,
Hehe, True The Giving
Just Never Ends ALWaYS
STarTinG NeW NoW...
Hehe, Cortney, my
Sister Marie is Currently
In The Lead For
“The Great Bird
Year” 2021 in
Santa
Rosa
County
With Over
200 Species,
Capturing
Photos of
Most, Including
Rare Ones With
A Camera With
Lens The Size of
A Telescope Long...
Becoming
Tools
Misses
Out Of
Touch
Nature Ease
Please Seeing
Breathing Free...
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Indeed Dear Xenia Every
Poetry Breath of Yours
Is A Poetry Prompt For
me Through All These
Years And No Finer Muse
to me Than the Shortest Rainy
Cold Day of the Year So far Here...
Winter Solstice GLoWinG NoW
As The UPS Man Said Where Are
Your Long Pants When it is 48 Degrees
F Dancing Around The Block Hehe Yet
It's True Dance
And Song Knows
No Seasons Now
And Weathers Other
Than Dancing Singing
Springing Within Year 'Round
Warming me Up Enough Where i
Haven't Worn Long Pants Since the
Winter of 2013 So Long Ago So Long Ago
Haha
With
Covered
Legs Then
Still Flying
NoW As Feathers
And Dust Floats Wind Bare...
Hehe Or Bear Depending on Who One Asks...
Merry Christmas Happy New Year Always Now to You All
For Play As True #Play2022 is Already my Resolution in Play...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Make Every Foot Print
Enough to Give
And Share Free
With SMiLes
Whether Dance
Or Song Arriving Now...
Be the Leaf
Be the Tree
Be The Wind
Carrying the Leaf
Free in A Breeze of
Dance That Never Ends
Healing From
Head to Toe
Singing
Now
And So
Much More
For All to Come
To Dance And Sing Free
Dear Sohair With SMiLes of Love...
SMiLes Dear Sohair
Indeed Both Free Dance
And Song Where All Of Life
Now May Become a Poetry
Prompt of Healing
is So Soothing Dear
FRiEnD And Invigorating
True too All Emotions May
Regulate This Way And Senses
Integrating Just Balancing All
Naked Enough Whole Complete
Our Gift From
God Dancing
Singing So Free...
SMiles Dear Samreen
Thanks So Much For
The Christmas Wishes
You And Your Family
Remain In My
Prayers
For Love
To Touch
You In Every
Way Through
Shortest Days
And Longest Nights
In Many New Years
oF LiGHT
Returning
Now To You
All my FRiEnD...
SMiLes Dear Cindy Every Loving
Mother For Every Loving
Child Is the
Future of
Humanity
Love or Not
Love's Breath
Wins All That's Life...
Merry Christmas Dear
FRiEnD Happy Holidays
As This Shortest Day Remains Now
Love Marrying the Night Merrying the Day
For A New
Year of
Love Again For All
DarK RiSinG LiGHT Returns...
Do
Appreciate
Thank
You...
mY Soul iS A Tree… Writing (Dancing Singing
Free Verse Poetry) Grows More Rings WiTHiN
Tree GroWinG Leaves
BRanchinG OuT All
Leaves Dust
in the Wind
SaMe RiSinG
Falling With Wind Free
Feather Touch Life Surrenders Freer
FRiEnDS With Gravity BREaTHE Peace Balancing Now
JusT LoVinG
IT All
So Much More NoW
Old Anxieties Remembering
Those Who Have
Come and Gone
With Yuletide
Shores
Distant
In Sunset
Dreams once
Close.. Blessings
Of Loved One’s Stay
When Christmas Spirit Lost...
Brave of Love Holding On ‘till Ice
Melts
A
Tear
A Hug
To Souls
With Now no
Yuletide Spring..
Forgiveness for
Being Human
Holding
Hands
DarK Thru
LiGHT Ice
SKaTinG HEaRTS...
“That’s okay”... i’m
Just A Mad Scientist
In A Doctor Strange
Way Literally
Online Born
From ‘The
Wrong
Planet’
Yes An
Actual
Place
Where
Folks
Talk Yet not
Really To Each
Other You Are
Obviously just
Human
With
An
Open
Heart
Fully
Prepared
For Examination
Hehe.. So Breathe
Deep And Exhale
You Are Okay
Just
The
Way
You
Are
Exam
Complete...
For Every
Year A Star
From: DarK NoW to:
Lights BLacKesT
Longest
Nights
Indeed
This
Winter
Sunshine
Summer
Year ‘Round
Within This Heaven
Now Human Living
Eternally More Now
Ever Green LoVinG
BREaTHinG CoLoRinG
Living
Trees
Fall
Always
Springs
BreatheS NoW
Uniquely Sublimely
Connecting Living
Flakes Of Freer Love...
SMILes Dear Annabel You Sound
Alive And Surviving Yearning
To Thrive Naked
Enough Whole
Complete
Yet That is
The Direction i Take
Yours May Be Clothed
Never Enough Empty
Within Far From Complete
For It's True This is the Longest
Night of the Year and Shortest Day of the
Year Yet it is Still the Brightest day to me As
i Choose to Create it This Way From Within
Yet it is True How Hard it Would
Be To Do Without
All the Privileges
i Enjoy in Life Earned
Yet Real Never the Less
Blessed in Bliss This Way
From So Many Variables that
Both Fell and Rose my Ways Now
Like Being Seeded in an Area of the
World With the Most Beautiful Beaches
Bays, Rivers, Streams, And Forests Thriving
Green In Colors of Flowers Even More Year 'Round
Yet It's Also True How Difficult it Was For my Ancestors
To Travel This Far Though Toils And Troubles Unknown
to Me Just To Breathe This Fresh Air in my Own Garden
Of Eden Modest Home
With Windows
And Doors
To Forevermore
Forest of Green
With Colors Never
Ending of Flowers Blooming Now...
Yet You See Dear as i've Told the Story
Differently Before Before 53 for 66 Months
This Place is Living HeLL ON EartH FoR me
Then the Ocean Gulf A Place i Desired Most to Just
Drown in So Far Away From Naked Enough Whole
Complete to Hang From A Tree So Far in the Forest
Where my Life Would Serve Some Purpose And Yes No
One Who Loved me Would Find me Feeding the Vultures
There As The Antelope And the Lion Feed the Savannah this
Way Not Far Away Really From Nigeria Where You Live It's True
Dear Friend We aRe All Made to Be Food For Leaves of Grass It's
True Dear FRiEnD It's True We aRe All Leaves of Trees Feeding the
Forest and Trees Both Living And Dying Falling to Holy and Sacred Soils
This Way
From the
Breeze of the
Wind That Carries
Our Spirit to Green
Spring Again in New Sapling
Leaving Trees Yet Indeed We
Hoard Our Dead and Fail to Feed Our
Children We aRe Night And Day DarK
And LiGHT too Yet It's Also True the Sun
Still Leads The Way From Night to Day
Three Days it Shall Idle on the Horizon
And Then it Will Rise Again in A New Year of Hope
And Best in Love Returning From Us Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love As i Feel and Sense it Dear FriEnd
As Present
Gift Naked
Enough Now
Whole Complete...
So What's the MoraL oF A STory
BREaTHE Dear FRiEnD This Present Breath Now
To the Best of Your Ability And Give Share that
Breath Best of Love to All You Meet and Greet
in Existence
of What
May Be
This Present
Gift to You Now...
Merry Christmas My
FRiEnD And A Very Happy
New Year to You in Nigeria With LoVE...
Learn From The Sun It Gets Knocked Down
Every Year Day And Night And Always
Returns Marry The Night Merry The Day
Trust or the Lack Thereof Dear PM
Perhaps A Greatest Roadblock to
Anyone Making a #Play2022 New Year's
Resolution So Where Does Trust Start FoR Me
At Least Naked Enough Whole Complete First
A Practice of Life
That Modern
Culture of
Grabbing And Owning
Things Externally Surely
Doesn't Foster Among Quiet Hands
And Feet of Children Moving Through
Church And School And How That Holds
Hands So Silently With State And The Affairs
of Our Country These Days Holding On to Any
Semblance With A Thread or Falling the Same Way
For Instance John McCain A Man A Real Hero Who
Endured So
Many Years
As A Prisoner
of War Protecting
Those He Led From
Additional Harm And His
Decision While Slowly Dying
To Buck the System of Power
Status Seeking Material Gains Over
The Natural Social Animal Direction
of Putting People And Their Basic Needs
of Survival And Thriving First So John McCain
In this Instance of What May Described As a Truly
Real Man Saved Health Care for Millions of Folks Standing
Against the Fire of the Dragon That Already Provided 1.4 Trillion
Dollars for Corporate Welfare During the Tenure of the Evil that
Shall Not Be Named at Least in this Essay on DarK And LiGHT
And Trust And Play on this Shortest Day And Longest Night
of the Year True We May Have to Be Patient For Three Days
And Even Very Very Anxious in Centuries Past And
More When the Sun Idled At the Horizon
3 Days After The Shortest Day of
The Year on the Promise
To Return To A New
Year oF LiGHT
Again No Different
Really Than Night Makes Day
And Day Makes Night And Speaking
of the DarK the Pendulum Now Sways
The Other Way in Shortest Days of DarK
Among the Democratic Party Regime That
Sprinkles Pepper in With the Salt of the Earth
As Joseph Manchin III, Drives Away in His Maserati
After Blaming His Decision Not to Provide Tax Credits
For Children on Addicts in His Poorest State of Virginia
in the United States As Far As Children With Needs Who
Do Need that Child Tax Credit the Most in the United States Now
A Grave Day
Indeed
of What
Will Not Be
Spelled As Trust
iN A Human Condition
That When Not in Balance
Becomes A Villain Instead of A Real
Hero Leaving the Most Vulnerable Behind to Stay
So How is Generation X the Future Responding to Their
Wise Elders Like This In Charge of Our Government
With Memes Like "BIRDS AREN'T REAL" SO TIRED
(Parody of Deep State Government Feathered Drones)
OF THE RIDICULOUS CONSPIRACY THEORIES
THAT LEAD TO THE DEATH OF INNOCENT
PEOPLE PEDDLED BY THOSE
VILLAINS TRULY
DESPICABLE
WHO PUT POWER
AND STATUS AND
MATERIAL EXTERNAL
GAINS OVER PEOPLE FIRST
AS EVEN DOGS TREAT EACH
OTHER SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS...
Yes, Man's Best Friend is More For Giving
Prized in Thanks Giving For Giving This Way
Yet Back to the First Prize of Naked Enough
Whole Complete This Much We Will Do With
Practices in Life that Work That Do Make it so
Much Easier
to Both
Give
And
Forgive
And Have
Thanks Giving
Everyday Now For this Gift
of Life Present Now Indeed the
Sun Returns in Human Form Now
And Essence This True in Trust As Well...
And Joe Munchkin the Flying Monkey
Returns in His Maserati Back to the
Castle
of the
Wicked
Witch of the
West However
It's Worth Noting
'He' Will Melt With
Enough Water of Love
Sprinkled Upon 'His' Fiery Head..
This Next Part Uses Invisible Ink
Again As i Continue to Dance Sing Returning
Naked Enough Whole Complete as "The" (A) 'Anti-TRumP'...
*Oops, Oops, Typo...
Generation Z Hehe...
And Perhaps
X Too
With SMiLes...
And Some
Y Sprinkled in
Let's Hope too in The Middle
NoW iN Millennial Style As Well...
Sadly i'll Leave The Boomers Out
Most of Them At Least too HAha...
Learn From The Sun It Gets Knocked Down
Every Year Day And Night And Always Returns
Marry The Night
Merry The Day
SMiles Dear Chaymaa
It’s The Shortest Day
Of The Year Yet Poetry
Of Song And Dance
Directs ThE LiGHT
Within
With SMiLes...
12212021 Look At The LiGHT It
May Be The Shortest Day Cold Rainy
Yet It’s Florida’s PaNHaNDLE! WHeRE SPRinG Returns XMAS!
Thanks
Merry
Christmas
Still Coming...
SMiles Dear PM
Happy Shortest
Day of the Year
Yet Poetry Grows
LiGHT Free in
Longest
NiGHTS
And DarK
Free on Longest
Days Truly Mastering
All in
All Within
This Stay...
The Light; i dance
i sing; no walls or
books will Hold the
Love of my Soul,
at least for what
i name as Real God Within.
OMG And This Almost Concludes
"SonG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old"
Yet Wait First A Quick Tale of the Tape Before
i Begin The Next EPiC Long Form MacroVerse
"Grand Cross Bible 2021" That Comprises 7 Months
Of Effort Since Memorial Day Weekend Ending May 2021
God Yes Greater In Size Than the Old King James Try And
Just One of Six Grand Cross Bibles That Began in 2016,
Then 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, All Greater In Size Than
The Old King James Sized Try in Just 7 Months Again
'Tween Memorial Day Weekend Through Christmas
And New Year's Eve Celebrating A Coming Year
New Resolution of #Play2022 As Well Yet
Too Many Celebrations to Add A Macro
Verse titled That Or A MacroVerse
For A Review Specifically
Titled for 2021 As i've
Done that too For
Every Year Since 2013
For True Coming After "Grand
Cross Bible 2021" Will Be A Celebration
of "16,000 Miles of Public Dancing" in 100
Months Then too In the Beginning of January 2022
And Lord Knows The Celebrations Just Keep Coming
As After That Will Be A Celebration of "Facebook Profile
Pic Bible" RiSinG to 6 MiLLioN WordS Old in 56 Months of Effort
Where God Yes Those Words Are Also Included in the Description
Areas of my Facebook Profile Pics in Series of Photos That iLLuSTRaTE
A Dancing Singing Bible on Facebook In Real TiME NOW True Yet
Now EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Bible "SonG oF mY SoUL"
Also Arises to 10 MiLLioN Words in 100 Months of Effort Per the
Last Completed MacroVerse too Number 957 Yes "Thanks Giving
11 Years For Giving 2010-2021" That Also Doubles As the 285th
MacroVerse of "Nether Land Bible" RiSinG Now to 7,519,757
Words in 66 Months of Writing Almost 67 Coming on
December 26th And Finally That "Thank Giving Post"
Triples as the 182nd MacroVerse, 5,916,748 Words
"Facebook Profile Pic Bible" in 54 Months
of Effort Almost 55 Months Also on
December 26th As the Facebook
Profile Pic Description Areas
Keep Getting Filled Up
Ever Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2017...
"Depth of The Story" Named
in Metaphor As An "8th New
Testament" As Yes there Are
7 Other Titled Subchapter "New
Testaments" Titled in "SonG oF mY SoUL"
EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Bible Now too
As Let's Remember Basically Every Breath We Take
Is Both a New UNiVeRSE oF Life And New Testament of Life True
Anyway Depth of the Story is Still RiSinG Past 1.2 MiLLioN Words
Also In A Solo Thread on the 'Wrong Planet' Website Since 8.19.2020
16 Months Now With Over 77 Thousand Views From the Actual Registered
Members of that Website Now Where The Total Public Dance Miles Now
Closing in on 100 Months is Currently at 15,906 Miles of Dance Just 94
More Miles To Go And Sure i Write Erotic Poetry too Yet that 114,652
Fully Illustrated 6 Volume Novel Has Been A Bit in the Freezer
Hehe Ever Since Covid-19 Came to Play With the World and
Close the Dance Floor Down And Such as That There Are
Always
New Arts
to Try And
Do And sure
More Bucket List
Items to Check off Before
i Explore The Next Great Adventure to Do...
With That Said Catholic Mass Readings From
December 19th, 2021 my 101th Month Anniversary
Date in Heaven on Earth Ever Since Escaping 66 Months
of HeLL ON EartH on July 19, 2013 Standing On A Beach
Becoming One With Sugar White Sands Emerald Green
Gulf Waves Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze Sea
Gull Wings me too Spiraling Around the Sun
Are Ya Getting A
Bigger Holistic
More Right Brain
Pic of What i am Saying
Now Yes One With the Force
of All One With The Father and
or Mother Just One With All That is God Now for Real
Separation is the Illusion CuLTuRaL Clothes of Tools
Bring As We Become More Our Tools We Create As
Things
Than the
Great i Am
oF ALL Now For Real
Yes As Some Folks Metaphor
in A Tiny Word Called God that
Sadly gets Stuck on the Roof of the
Mouth of Some Folks Imprisoned Only
In Idols of
Words and
The Such As That
Anyway As Far As Mary's
God Do Know, Feel, Sense
That You Truly Are the Ones
All the Ones Who Birth The Face
of God AS HuMaN Still Now With only
Really A "Little Help" From Dudes That Way Haha
It's Gonna Be A While to Get this one Published
i'm Way Behind on the Multi-Media to Illustrate
It All Next Yet at Least i am Finishing the Writing
of this Now With A Tribute to All the Mary's Who
Birth the
Face of
Human NoW As
God All That is Too..
If Ya Wanna Keep God
Trapped in Tools of Words
Imprisoned That Way And
in Only Dudes Sure Have it Your
Way in Relative Free Will Yet Just
Remember All Swallows All Smaller Gods Whole As All That Is...
"You Know", the Metaphor of Alpha Thru Omega 'i Am' Only Bigger
Than that too as All That is True
It's DarK Tonight And Long
Yet The Sun is Returning
Now Back to Longer Days
And Shorter Nights
As The Spiral
oF LiGHT
And DarK
Continues Its
Balancing Dance And Song New Now
Ever Changing Every Breath A New
UNiVerSE Ours to Play With Now...
Concluding This Writing on December 21st
The Winter Solstice of 2021, Yes, 12.21.2021
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SMiLes Dear Sohair
The Nile Welcomes All
The Same As The Nile Stays
In Flow Away From All Distractions
And Verily Issues From the Past With
SMiLes Indeed
The Nile
Is A River
We May All Strive
For to Maintain
Inhaling Peace
Fearlessly
Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT For
All Healing Giving
Sharing Caring Freely
YeS AGAiN With All With Least
Harm Yes Nile Flows in Loving Focus Free Now...
SMiles Dear
Xenia Many
More Poetry
Years of
Canine
Kindness
Coming
Your Way
MaKinG
Christmas
Joy Year ‘Round
Now For You All
SmellinG LoVE’S Prints...
SMiles
Prayers
Answering
Dear Xenia
Florida
Panhandle
Spring in Winter
Christmas SMiling...
SMiles Dear
Xenia The Sun
Is Out And
Winter
Spring
Is Returning
To Christmas
In Florida’s PaNHandle
Now So Very Green Changing...
THorns Bring More
Beautiful FLoWeRS
of Roses
Droughts
Bring Deeper
Roots For Stronger Trees
Nautilus Shells and Galaxies
Start With Narrow Spirals Expanding
Out As Existence Continues to Spiral These
Ways Through LiGHT And DarK to Grow Our
Living Trees
Taller and
Stronger As
Valleys Make
Mountains Same
Height in Appreciating
Taller Tree Tops And Deeper
Roots Same Yet Changing
Different of Course
The More Miles
i Public Dance
The More i Find
Balancing FRiEnDS
With Gravity Dear Savvy
Not Unlike Writing in Flow FRiEnDS
With Gravity Exists in All Dimensions
When Balancing Comes Now To Inhale
Peace Exhale Love Deeper For All Indeed...
Dancing Singing Poetry IS A Map To Hope, Faith,
Belief, Joy, Happiness, And Overall Love (“Why Is
He Dancing Singing Grand Cross Bible 2021?")
Parenthetically,
Dancing Singing Now
Sadly This is Rarely
Just A Rhetorical
Question For Play 'These Days'...
Well You Know Dear PM Back Then
The Grinch Tried to Cancel Christmas
According to A Fairy Tale At Least Hehe
So Perhaps there is a Chance That Joe Munchkin
Will Not Fly Back as A Monkey to Kiss the Butt of
The Wicked Witch of the West too Yet It's True
With or Without
Gifts
Even With
The Grinch And
Associated Comrades
True the Kids in Whoville
In West Virginia Could Sure
Use Some Fresh Clothes in those
Mountain Cabins for the New Year too...
Yawn No One is Gonna Cancel Christmas
For me As my Tree Stays Up Year 'Round With
More Colors Than Ever Before New too As Yes
i Am Currently Starting A "Grand Cross Bible 2021"
Yes It's Just A Metaphor As "In the Beginning" When
Most Folks Were
Illiterate Books Were
Held in High Reverence
When All Books Were
Termed Bibles then
in Some Locations
of This Big Blue Green
And Brown Orb As Such
We Spiral Around in Galaxies
On Just Orbiting A Healthy Star Still...
Hehe, Yet of Course All of Nature Real
Moves Even When We Sit Still and Slow
Twitch Fibered Muscles Are Constantly Firing
Now to Keep Us Sitting Up Straight in Balance
It's Worth Noting That is a Rather
Ergonomic Injury Potential thing
To Do As Those Tiny Movements
Are Repetitive Indeed So Yes As
That Principle Applies to All Stuff
Existence Within, Inside, Outside,
Above, So Below And All Around
The Rule of Nature is Balance For Change
So in This Way in 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019,
2020, And Now 2021 God Yes i Dance And
Sing A New "Grand Cross Bible" Every Year
For Six As A Tradition of Change in Balance
Too, Yes From Memorial Day Through New Year's
Eve For 7 Months Out of Each Year Now Through
All those Years i Write A "Grand Cross Bible" Greater
in Size than the 'King James' Effort Always Changing Always
Evolving Just Like
my Soul SPiRiTinG
HeART Free Now As
It's True Whatever Stagnates
in Life Moves into Imbalance and
Causes Problems With Our Health
And Well Being and May Harm the Balance
of the Rest of Nature Adapting to Constant Change Now True...
In This Way Every Christmas Bible of my Life is Always Different Now
In Fact For Us All, Truly Every Inhale of Peace Exhale of Love or Less in
Life is A New UniVeRSE
A New Testament
to Adapt
And Change
And Evolve Greater to
Light Up New Colors of
All Our Christmas Trees
Or Not Or Not Or Not
As Some Folks
Are Rather
Averse Now to
Change Yet It's True too
Boats Need Sails to Explore
New Seas for Subsistence With
Fair Winds and Following Seas Ahead
Yet Storms Do Come So Boats Do Need
Anchors In Old Harbors to Stay Afloat And True too
Humans Do Bond and Bind Over Common Symbols
And Ideologies too As Tradition Does Naturally Exclude
Others Who Don't Play By Those Rules and Stay on the
Same Sheet of Choir Music in Church Now True too Yet
It is Also Possible to Write Our New Testaments And
New Bibles, Direct And Produce Our Evolving Soul
Play of Life And Still Visit The Traditions And
Sort of Be A Visitor Like the Reformed
Grinch And Even Perhaps
Play Their Reindeer
Games Enough
Not to Get
Exposed With
Our Red Noses GLoWinG
HAha So What's the Meaning
And Purpose of All of These Words
Just Merry Christmas And Happy Holidays
May All You Love Prosper And Thrive With Their
Relative Free Will in Tow Or Airing Out New Sails of Adventure mY FRiEnD...
Anyway i Still Have "SonG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old" To Put Together
As That Longest EPiC Long Form Bible Poem Holds This 11th Titled Subchapter
Long Form Bible Larger Than the Old King James Size Effort in 100 Months too
As True All Those Words in 100 Months in Free Verse Spirited Play is Indeed
More Than 12 Times Greater in Size than That Old King James Size
Effort unlike 'The Book of Eli' Dear Movie Buff, i Didn't Go
The Route of Copy Cat Like 'Denzel Washington'
Playing the Part of 'Eli' on that Movie
Then It's True i Continue the
Race With my Best
Life Only Now
And Like My Mother's
'Prophecy' in A Letter We
Found In Her Home After
She Passed Away in '17 That She
Never Sent to me Post Marked Dated
By Her on my 33rd Birthday in 1993, As
She Said After My Life Is Over
A Grand Story it Will Tell Yet
Of Course, i Suppose It's Poetic
Justice As When i Was 33, i Didn't
Have Much of A Creative
Bone in my Soul It's True
That Didn't Come Until
Blooming Much Later
At Age 53 And the Next
10 MiLLioN Words Yes
Funny Now How Life
Goes
MaGiC
Oh
How
Souls Grow Evolving
Yet i Love Old Traditions too...
Yes i Used to Be A Very Black
And Thinker Then Who Had so
Much Trouble Bending to What
i Didn't Agree with; Hehe Now i Change
All the Metaphors to Love And it Mostly All
Works Out DarK Thru LiGHT True That's Colorful
Feeling Sensing Almost Wearing Shades That Are
Rose Colored HAha...
With No Know...
Anyway
Cheers
With SMiLes
"Life Moves Pretty Fast"
Yep, Yes, We Gotta Make it the
Best Party We Can Loving Will At
Least According to "Ferris Bueller's"
Religion and Basically In A Way Mine too
With the Focus of "Forrest Gump" For No
Particular Reason Except For Feeling Like
Dancing More Than Half the Distance around the
Globe too for Close to 16,000 Miles in 100 Months...
Yet Without Any Real Worries Like 'The Dude' off "The
"Big Lebowski" Movie too And When it Comes to 'Terminators'
i Refuse to Be A Machine Doing the SaMe Old SaMe Old 'Thing'
Yet an "Avatar" i Will Be Squeezing All 242 Pounds in this Fiber Optic
Cable Close to The Speed oF LiGHT And LoVE Even Faster Than
Dancing Around the Equator Distance of the World hAha.. And
As Far As "Neo" Goes i do the Green Pill And "Whitman"
As "Leaves of Grass" Fed By Leaves of Living Tree me
Feeding Both Trees of Forests Whole And New
Sapling Green Trees RiSinG Out of
Holy Falling Leaves iN
Sacred
Springing
Green Sprouting Soils
Through All Winter Snows
And Spring NoW on Christmas
Day in the Panhandle of Florida True too
As Summer FLoWeRS Still Remain Here
in My Own Garden of Eden Staycationing Eternally Now
Gratitude Yes it is Why i Never Stop Doing Newer Testaments of Breath Now...
SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD There is the Sweetest Little Yellow and White Tuxedo
Kitty Who Greets Us Walking Around the Neighborhood Block Each Night As
The Frogs Do Still Come Out As They May When Temperatures Rise Back
to Spring on Christmas Morning; As Here, Hehe, 4 Seasons in a Week
in December Spring of Panhandle Florida In Winter is No Big Surprise
As Even Air-Conditioners Have Been Turned on, on Christmas
Days Before; Yet Anyway, The Little Sweet Kitty Laments
A Desire for Us to Have Another Kitty FRiEnD in Our Home
As Yes, It's Been Almost 3 Years Now Since Our Last
Cat Passed Away True And if Ya Keep Putting
It off As Far As Anything in Life Goes
In Use It or Lose It Ya Just May
Never Find It At All Again or Yes
Even A First Date Now mY FRiEnD...
Until 2008, i Couldn't Bear Pets in the Home
Because of Severe Allergies as i Believe i've Told
You Before, For When 19 Life Threatening Synergy
of Illnesses Came Then Including the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind, the Suicide Disease, Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia For 66 Months From Wake to Sleep That No Drug
Would Touch; Most All of these Disorders Related then to 11 Years
of Work Related Stress Yes Ranging From Chronic to Acute Fight or Flight
the Last 2 Years of That 'Term' of Life Basically In Prison of the "Matrix" of What
Society Brings, Strangely the Allergies Went Away And What Our Cat FRiEnDS
Taught me Best is A Return to the Call of the Wild in Balance of Loving Nature Then
And Now too; Particularly , "Yellow Boy," A Feral Cat From our Back Woods Feeding
Him in A Dry Spell As He Came Whining Under Our Shed Begging For Food And True
in Return As He Became a Lap Cat Of Love Transformed From A Dangerous Competitive
Killer From the Woods He Showed me What Is Truly Important in A Continuing Play for Life's Existence
Free Without All the Illusory Human Issues We 'Think' We Have For So Many of the Clothes of CuLTuraL
Tools We Wear/Become That May Otherwise Be Discarded to Inhale Peace Exhale Love As Our Social Animal
Other Friends at Home Do Teach So Well my FRiEnD in the Spirit of this Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
A Very Merry Christmas
And Happy Holidays
to All You LoVE iN
Life mY FRiEnD
SMiLes it's
A World for
Playing Life Loving Free
Now Fearlessly in Kindness Oh What A Cat or Dog
Will Teach A Human How to BREaTHE Free Again...
SMiles Dear Chaymaa
All Your Quotes So Valuable
to Personal Growth What i Do
my Best to Do is Make Every Life
Experience A Poetry Prompt for
Both Dance And Song For More
Gratitude For this Breath
of Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
Now
And The More i Do
This the More i Find i
Grow As A Soul Ever
More Coloring my
HeART And SPiRiT to SPRead...
Really, Who Has the Years, Months, Days,
Hours, Minutes, Seconds Required NoW iN
FoCuS to Actually Understand Anyone At All (me)
The More Ya Understand Folks Now The More It Is
Realistically Impossible For Them to Disappoint Ya in
Whatever They Do Now
SMiLes Dear Akshita Oh How
There is Connecting Moving
Co-CreatinG As Long As We
Dance And Sing A New Song
Together
Removing
Ourselves
From Ice And
Concrete Before
Just to Flow Alive
Free Where Hands Touch
ReNeWinG Bird's Wings, Smiles
Yes, "W I N T E R" Hehe.. Got A
Top "T, I, E, R" Result in 'Katie Mia Frederick'
Out of the 'Winter' Letters Required to Join in
From my Pen Name Related to All my Letters
Yet No, i Don't Join In on Any of The 'Reindeer
Games' in 'Poetry Prompts' Online as Invariably
i Will Just Be too Strange/Different For Anyone Who
Orchestrates
Order
Over
Total Freedom
in this Life With SMiLes...
Rather Make All of Life a
Poetry Prompt For Dance
And Song Free And Just Do Every
Event of Life Moving, Connecting,
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Freely
Co-Creating this way in Autotelic Flow
With Rarely Any Rules...
HAha Other than
Death and
Paying
Taxes that
Generally Speaking
on the Federal Level
i've Avoided Paying for
13 Years Without Even
Breaking Any Rules Hehe...
For It's True Ya Have to
Know The Rules to Beat
A System With No Wings...
As Today 12.22.21 is the Opening
Date for the Matrix Movie Part 4
Per Title, "Matrix Resurrections"...
i Am surely Not Going to Join Any
'Matrix Party' Verily i'll Just Do 'Neo' Allone...
Writing Poetry In Reverse Like the 'White
Knight' Feeding the Right Hemisphere of my
Brain as The 'Dormouse' Suggests
Hehe in the 'Matrix Resurrections'
Movie Trailer Singing it Well
Along With 'Grace Slick'
And 'White Rabbit' too
As Far As What to Do
Removing Ourselves
From Concrete Ice
Souls In
Life
to Flow
As A River
Free Once Again...
With No Banks to Restrict...
-Fred or 'Alice' or 'White Knight'
or 'Dormouse' Or Even "Neo", Nope,
~All The Names Really Don't MatteR aT All...
Fear of Loud Sounds for the Lion Roars And Will Eat us
Gravity...
Wings to
Fly or Fall
SMiles For me
It Is Mostly
Folks
Insisting
i Do Life
THeir
Way
True
It’s
Only
A Lost...
Cause For Them...
Merry Christmas
Marianna to All
You Love With
SMiles of THorns
RiSinG FLoWeRS
Dancing
Roses
RiSinG Again...
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Wherever You
Are This Moment i Will Love to Arrive
Now Just Like Santa Claus to Give
You A Warm Hot Chocolate Hug
And Mug of Cheers to Make
Every Little
Thing Alright
With You Just
Sunshine and Spring
in Your Eyes SMiLing
i’m Knocking Softly On
Your Door Hehe
Don’t Wanna
Get Burnt
Coming Down
Your Chimney Where
it is So Very Cold and Snowy
For Christmas Eve And Day For You
Anyway Promise i’ll Be Visiting on
Christmas Morning…
And Many More too
As Long As You
Welcome
Santa in Your Home...
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/02/momentos-from-mother-helen/
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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FLoWeRinG NoW For
Christmas iN Deed in
Metaphor Ever Green
Thank You Shawna B.
Keep the Jingle
Bells A Ringing With
SMiLes Now Of
Joy Love Breathes
Hehe.. one Day
i’m gonna OPen
Up a “FredMarK”
Greeting Card
Company... Wait!
Already Do it For Free! heHe...
SMiLes Yet Again
Rue i Follow
This Path Late
At 53 You Early
At Thirty Something
As Assessed Not
By Youthful Beauty
Still Yet The Story
I’ve Listened
To of Your
Life You
Are Still
So Young And
Talented Truly Gifted
With Poetry of The
Soul
So Young
You Will Go
So Much Farther
Than Me on
Your Path
If You Just
Keep Traveling
Once You Arrive
Long After
i Pass Away
Remember
Your
FRiEnD
Fred And
Do Feel And
Sense
You Are
Eternally
Now Just
Starting
This Magical
Journey
God
Guiding
You Always
Breathing
Freshly
Within to See Love...
Lovely Canadian
Christmas Views
Merry Love
Happy
Lovemas
To All
You
Love And
BREaTHE NoW...
SMiles Rue
i Just
Love
Sending
Merry
Love
Love
Mas
Cards Year
‘Round Hmm
Wonder
What
Hobby
JeSuS Will Choose
Perhaps
i
Will
Get
A
Christmas
Reply Only
Sad
Part
Is if
JeSuS
Comes Back
Today As Promised
Same Way He
Came Last
Go ‘Round
In The
New Testament
Excluding No
One From
Open
Arms
Of Love
Truly
Who Would
Open Their
Homes
To Him
Knowing
Full Well
All He
Wants
Is Heaven
Now For All
Okay Rue Busy
Completing My
Christmas Merry
Lovemas
Card Back
On
Reply
To
This
Question
Currently
ANSWeRinG Now...
"The MaGiC" Finally Returns
Indeed 'The Child Of LoVE' RiSinG AGAiN...
SMiLes Dear
Savvy Gratitude
Is the Give of Love
Thanks Giving
For Giving
All We Do
mY FRiEnD Now
Gratitude No End or
Beginning No Finish
ALWaYS Starting Now
New
BeLieve
BeLeaf
BeLove
This Gratitude
Tree This Loving
Forest iNDeeD For All mY FRiEnD...
Happy HoLiDaY LoVE to All You LoVE ALWaYS NoW...
And Thank You For Your Wondrous Every Day Poetry of 'Living
Life
Lovingly'
my Dear FRiEnD
With So Many SMiLes...
i KNoW NoThing PM,
i Am Wave
i Am Water
i Am Ocean
i Am Particle
i Am Wave
i Am Field i Am
BeLieve i Am BeLeaf
i Am BeLove i Am Forrest
Whole And Sure 'A Real
Forrest Gump' Too Hehe...
Or So
i BeLiEVE
i BeLeaf
i BeLove i Do...
me Just Another
River Flows No Fear Now
No Banks Will Hold This Will oF Love...
Repeat This 'Prayer' Three Instances
And Perhaps You Will Click Your Heals
Dear Alice or Dorothy And Return Home to Y.O.U. too...
-me
OBTW Merry
Christmas God Yes
Happy New Year SMiLes
NoW And All That Jazz Yes
Every Day Every NoW iNDeed
Just LiGHTiNG Newer Colors on LiVinG LoVinG Trees...
And Thank You For All Your Inspiring Every Day Words...
SMiLes PM, i Wanna See the 'Matrix
Movie' Today in A Way It's Looking
iN A MaGiC Mirror Too
Yes LooKinG Deep
Within Finding
All the Gifts
of Our Inheritance
Our Ancestry At Our
Very Finger Tips In Other
Words The Gift of Unpacking
Epigenetic Potential With Enough
Struggle to Make Change Real For
Positive Adapting to the DarK oF
Live Transforming
Our Selves NoW into
A Much Newer Enigma
Mirror Creation indeed
So What's Possible is the Sky
The Limit or The Ground or Is
Above Below And All Around
Within Inside Outside
Generally
PreSentlyThe
SaMe Distance
B A L A N C in G
Center Point FRiEnDS NoW
With Gravity For All that Exists
Shall i Try the Blue Pill or Red
Hell No i've Already Tried
iT i'll Grow My Own
Life With
The Green Pill
i Create And Skip
Right Left Over the
Left and Right Hemispheres
of Mind in Union of one Believe
one BeLeaf one BeLove One Living
Tree To Spread My Leaf to Forest Whole
Ocean Water Wave SaMe Indeed Just
So Many Trinities Particle Wave
Field True too
Like my
Wife
And
FRiEnDS
And All of Existence True
Merry Eve of Eternal Loving LiFE iNDeeD
Dreams Come to Fruition We Do Create New
As Mirror Changes Our Creation Now For Real...
PS: Gotta Proof-Read And Add the Multi-Media
to A 57,710 Word Long Form Poem MacroVerse
Celebrating 10,000,000 Words of EPiC LonG Form
Poem Longest "SonG of mY SouL" to Make the 12:15 PM
SHoWinG of the "Matrix Resurrections" First Movie of Any
Movie i Will See Since Before Pandemic Days Came
If i Don't Make it on Christmas Eve
THere is Always
Christmas
Day Still to Come
NoW ALLwayS A Trinity
of Plans A, B, C i Do Hehe...
SMiles
Happy
Santa Day
(Eve)
Dear Doc
As Long
As We
Continue
To Give
Love With
No Wrappings
To Hide Love
Santa
Breathes
Still Through
North Pole Cold
Or Pandemics
In Deep Snow
Snow
Refusing
To MelT HeHe...
Greatest Gift
Is A Mother
Who Gives Life
And Gardens
Love The
Child oF LiGHT
Dear Chaymaa…
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Life is the Fruition
of The Dream
Sadly
Some Lose
The Life of the Dream...
Indeed Dear
Chaymaa
The Rebirth
Of Love When
Someone
Doesn’t
Give up on
Us is The
Return of
Love When
We Do Same
Love
For
Someone
Else Lost
We Refuse to Lose
Happiness Two G's
Dear Chaymaa
Makes God
Third
G
Gratitude
Giving mY FRiEnD
That Comes Naturally With L...
SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Our Cat
Yellow Boy
Survived In
Our Home For
Almost 10 Years With
Feline Leukemia Out
Of The Woods
We Refused to
Make A Choice
To End His Life
When The Vet
Told Us As The
Only Choice To
Protect Other Cats
Keeping Him Inside
We Could Feel in
The Holiday
Season of
December
2018 He Was
Passing Away
Amazingly At the
Bar i Danced At
As i Felt That
Way i Took A
Random Picture
Of A Burning Torch
In Fire Of A Fountain
That Shaped The Figure
Of A Yellow To Orange
Fired Cat
As if
Sculpted
Before
my Eyes
i Still Honor
His Memory
With That
Sculpture
Of Fire
What
Love Will
Do Extend the
Life of Most
All to Life
Is Good As
Our Cat And
Dog FRiEnDS
Don’t Really Pass
Away Like Others
We Love As We
Continue
To BREaTHE
THeiR Love
As “Saint
Elmo’s Fire’s
Myth” Real
“Elmo” Another
Name For Bringer
oF LiGHT Meaning
Of my Mother’s Name
Helen Who Went To
Her Death Bed on
Valentine’s Day
In Hospice in
2017 She Lasted
8 Long Days Without
Food Or Water For
The Long Good Bye
With Undetected
Cancer Through
Bones Through
Breast Through
Brain Two Years
Prior Losing 80
Pounds Only
Taking A Bayer
Aspirin Calling
The Pain Arthritis
She Beat My Sister
At Scrabble Several
Days Prior to Her
Death Bed As
Her Brain Was
Bleeding The
Doctor Said
Usually People
Last 3 Days Without
Food Or Water And
Attributed Her 8 Days
To An Unusually
Strong
HeART
What
SPiRiT
Of Love
Physically
Builds Indeed
As Her Love Still
Breathes me As
Yellow Boy Does
Too In The Love
i Heal, Give, Share
Care Freely No Different
Than An Ever Blessing
Of A SMiLe my Child
Ryan Never Had in
Only A Life of Pain
For 51 Days
His Blessing
Death His
Last
HeART
Beat in
my Arms
In 1997
A SMiLe
He Never
Experienced
i Dance i Sing
i Give Away to
All i BeLieve
i BeLeaf
i BeLove
Part of All
Our Living
Tree Bleeding
And Breathing
LoVE iNto The
FoRest
Of God
Water Wave
Ocean SaMe
Merry Christmas
Dear Hawaii FRiEnD...
Thanks Dear
Savvy Happy
Spirit In HoLiDaY
Cheer
To You
With SMiles...
Hi Himali.. Since You Love
Santa i'm Sure Merry Christmas
As Birth oF LoVE and LiGHT And
New Years ALWaYS LoVE MoRE
As NoW iS ALWaYs iN OrDeR For
ArT so this is mY CHrisTMaS
Card to: You
From me
As FRiEnD
And Yes
PS.. too..
HelloooVE HiMaLi
WiTH aS LoVE to: YoU SoMe MoRE...
The Mortal Sin The Fear The Hate Against
Eternal LovE NoW iN ForGiveness
ThanksGiving
Bottom Top Line
#ForgivenessWinsThanksgiving
Empaths Do
'This' As
Breath
in Quiet Breeze
Yes They Hear Your
Soul in Silent Nights of Days...
It’s Worth Noting At Least to me that i Wrote
‘This’ With one Finger On A SMarT Phone For
Real That’s All ‘David’ Needs to DeFeaT AGain
SMiLeS iNDeeD
NoW One LooK iN
EYes Enough For me
For i Am Higher to See
No
Road
Blocks
Freely Breathing
Hehe i Only
Come Here
For the
Poetry
Of Your
Eyes
And
To Be
Clear
This is only
Poetry For 2021
Vision Longest
Nights Deserve
Black
Leather
And
Champagne of Eyes
As Always Thanks
For
The
Art You Are
Happy Holidays
Do Remain
A Gift
For
Coming
Present 2022...
Humans
Are
Not
Evolved
To Efficiently
Flow Reaching
Human Potentials
In More
Than
One
Task
iN
FoCuS
Common
Sense What
Happens
When
You Take
Your Eye
Off The
Prey
And
Pay No
Attention
To The
Predator
You Starve
And Die Whereas
In Our Modern
World Facing
Constant
Distractions
That Most
Have to
Deal With
To Survive Slave
To The Work And
School World
Same
The Starvation
And Death is
Much
Slower
Yet
Ever
Wilting
THorn
STill
Waiting
To FLoWeR
Rise With
All
Colors
Rose
Truly
Comes To
BREaTHE Free
Happy Holidays
To You And
All
You
Love Kally...
Spicy
Potatoes
Never
Bland
Christmas
Lights Continue
To New Color
Potatoes
THiS Way
With SMiLes...
Lovemas Even Better Really Sad A Priest Says
Us CatholicS iN Mass As If Them Are Not Love Is God Now
Repeat After Me Or Do Not Religion Will Never Be Love As
Tradition By Definition Means Us Not Them Excluding Love
Or What They Do As Them
Not A New Story Why JeSuS, Buddha, Lao Tzu, Etc., Escape
Church And State Freeing God Nature All NoW Within NoW LoVE
Echoes of Snow My Ancestors From the Black Forest
Of Germany as I remember Playing a Little SnowBoarding
Game As In Florida Snow is So Rare; Yet, i'm Sure i would
Feel the Ancestral Memories of Deep Frozen Winters
If I lived Somewhere Farther North by Far
From Florida Now; Smiles, I haven't
Worn Long Pants since 2013;
So i tolerate Cold Naturally Well;
And Polar Bears Were my Favorite
Stuffed Animal From Childhood For True
i Found Love in That Stuffed Toy that would
Never Go Away as My Father Did at 3 for i am
Sure There are Many Folks Who Have Stuffed Animal
Parents This Way as Surrogates And Of Course Stuffed Pillow
Lovers Through
Life as
Well
When
Lovers Fade Away
Yet We Still Find Ways
To Generate the Warmth Within
Yes the Christmas Sprit Year 'Round At
Best We Create Within to Warm Ourselves
Surely With More To Give to Others this way too...
Generating
Love Within
Christmas
Spirit
Warmth Indeed
Smiles Lillian From Norway
As i Know a Lillian From Boston too...
Oh the Magic of Northern Lights And
Snow Aglow With Sublime Memories
When Ice Becomes Warm Within
Yes Merry Love to You
Year Around
May
You Always
Find Ways to
Generate Sunshine
Of Love to Feel and Give and Share More...
Our Family From Ireland "Who Black Sheeped"
My Catholic Priest Grandaddy When He Left The
Church Basically In Part So i Could Exist Now Breaking
Those Rules Hehe, Got In touch With Us to Visit Them For
A Family Reunion in 2017 Yet My Mother Passing Away Excluded
That Option From Coming to Fruition
They Asked For Photos to
Include in the Ritzy
Occasion As Apparently
Our Relatives in Ireland
From Limerick Where my
Grandfather Was Born Are
A Bit Ritzy in Material Accomplishments
Like Some Other Members Living in Mansions
on my Father's Side of the Family Anyway All
They Had to Say is it is So Strange (UNAPPROVED) That
i am in Shades At Night Even Though i Wear them From
Recovering From the Worst Suicide Pain
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Assessed
As the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
in My Case in my Right Eye And Ear Like
A Dentist Drill With NO NOVOCAINE RELIEF
Wake to Sleep Shut-in my Bedroom
For 66 Months As if Wearing
SHades at Night Is the
Strangest Thing
i've overcome in Life
AS NO Drug Would Touch
The Suicide Disease For me...
(YES LITERALLY ASSESSED AS WORSE
THAN THE TORTURE OF REAL CRUCIFIXION IN HELL
NO 3 HOUR OR 3 DAY TOUR FOR ME 66 MONTHS)
It's True Some of Us Materially Reduce
The World to Details We Can't Look Past
i'm Sure my Penis Would Offend Them
iN my 'David Art' too Yet We Didn't Share
That Art With Them As It's Rather Exclusively
Linked And Truly "Grey Popoun" At Essense of
Renaissance Art At Least All Fancy Dancy too..
It's True Some of Us Can't See PAST the
Trees For the Forest of Beauty All God
Some of Us Reduce God to Words
And Insist God Only Comes And
Returns to Earth With A Penis
To Hell With Vaginas they
Only Deliver Sons of Love
Huh Well NO it Depends
On How Those Sons are
Gardened for Love or
To Erase the Aversion to
Killing Someone of our Same
Species in Desert Tribal Wars
By Removing the Smiles and
Cries of the Young Boys From
ALLMost Birth From Big Daddy's
Fierce Dead Faced Glare So
What's Left Over
Anger For
And 'Left Brain'
Hemisphere Restricted
THiNK
For
The Different Among
Us Until the Whole Nature Picture Free Loving All
of God All Of Nature Returns to Life Balancing Again
Left and Right Right And Left One Whole God Now We
Yes Some of Us Come Free Some of Us Go Lost This is Life...
Hehe, Dear Savvy
Amused by the
Illustration Here
of in General
A 'Sharp Pencil'
Left Brain Metaphor
As Opposed to A More
Colorful Crayon of the Right Hemisphere
As Mechanical Cognition
Vies For Superiority
In Left Brain
Ways
That
May even
Grow Angry
When Control
No Longer Seems
Its DoMain Yes Dominating
The World With Words Too mY FRiEnD
Overall Our Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual
Intelligences in Big Right Brain Picture Playing Now
True it is Often A Balancing Force of
Liberation Within That Leads to Both
Sharp Pencil Fine Lining And Crayon
Brushes Painting the World Newer In Colors True
When Art And Reason Becomes Chaos MaGiC Real Indeed...
Bringing
Newer
Colors
Out of Order
So Very Uniquely...
Hehe We
Don’t Have
A Chimney
Dear
Cindy
So He’ll
Have to Knock
(Rudolph We Trust)...
We Had Frost on
Our Roof Thursday
Dear Cindy
Yes Below
Freezing
Yet 76F on
Tap For
Christmas
Not A Place
For Frosty A
Snowman To
Thrive Never
The Less Rudolph
Rides
Yes So
Free Hehe
GLoWinG
Nose to See...
"It's A Wonderful Life"
(Leaf)
Indeed As the Old
Jimmy Stewart Christmas
Story Relates Do Count our
BLiSSinGS
BLeSSinGS For Those We Move,
Connect, And Co-Create With in
Life As We Go or
We May
Forget
Those
Smiles
of Moving
Connecting
Co-Creating
And Be Left With
A Question is Life
Worth Living At All
For It's True It's Really
Not Without Love as Billionaires
Surely Pad the Pocket Books As
Those With Fame and Fortune
Surely Pad the Pocket Books
of Their Psychotherapists too
With A Question of 'Why me?"
Love is Free
So Why Do We
Attempt to Sell and
Buy Things so Much So
Far Away from the Fins
That Swim the Fish the
Wings That Fly the Bird
And the Hands That Climb
The Monkey So Far Above in Trees
For Indeed We Tend to Forget We aRe Believe
As True That Word Originates From BeLeaf and
Even Further From BeLove So Very Close to HeARTS
Who Dance And Sing This SPiRiT oF LoVE Moving Connecting
Co-Creating SoUL So Fearlessly Free Now Just A Dance And Song of Life
Just This
BeLieve
BeLeaf
BeLove
This Naked Living
Tree Enough Whole
Complete to Heal, to Give,
to Share, Inhaling Peace,
Exhaling LoVE iN LiGHT
of Joy For All With Least
Harm Every Leaf of Love that
Feeds The Tree Every Leaf of
Love That Feeds Holy and Sacred
Soul Soils Where Sapling Green Trees
Survive Fertilizing ThiS WaY Through
Deepest Winter Snows As Roots of Living
Trees Grow Even Deeper As Love This Way
Summer FLoWeRS Returning in Flow Leaves
Falling off Living Trees to Winter Spring Love Free For All Again...
It's True Dear FRiEnD
i Relish in DeLiGHT
For Every Smile
of Love i Am
So Fortunate
To Able to Give
Away And True too
i Often Copy and Paste
The SMiLes and Just Put
The "SonG oF mY SoUL" Now
on Repeat to Play Again my FRiEnD
Or Dance Or However Love May Move
Connect And Co-Create in Love's Great Breath...
As my Christmas Tree Up Year 'Round Just Continues
to Add New Colors oF LiGHT Merry Christmas Dear FRiEnD Cindy
Indeed
This Now is
'A Wonderful Life'
Nice to Share With
Leaves of Trees Forest Enough
Whole Love Complete Like You With SMiLes
Hehe Yet Ya Don't Have to Do it 'Naked Free'
of Course
That's Just
My Thing HAha...
As All i Am is Leaf...
SMiLes Dear Okidedatter
Orchard Daughter Lillian as
You So Eloquently
Brand A Name
For Your Poetry
Book on Sale on
Amazon Yes Such
A Sublimely Beautiful
Video You Produce With
Hints of the Poetry You Create
Indeed So Deep As the 'Moon
Kills the Day' As You Say Dear
FRiEnD Through Sunsets
And Sunrises With
Twilight's
Promise
Fulfilling
To Rise From Fall Again
From Norway Northern Lights
As The Sun Idles on the Horizon
Today One More Day As Surely A
Promise of the Sun at Least RiSinG Comes Again
As Always Thanks For Your Inspiring Soul Free to Delight
Poetry
So Deep
As Oceans
Swim Love
From Shallow
Clear Waters of Love Above...
SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
Love iS A Whole Ocean
We aRe Fish What
Happens When
Fish Are Separated
Now From An Ocean
They Surely Don't
Drown They Slowly Suffocate
What Makes Love An Ocean Now
What Makes Fish Able to Breathe
This Water And Never Suffocate
They Swim They Swim They
Never Stop Swimming
The Water Deep
And Blue
Or Shallow
And Clear They Swim
They Swim They Never
Stop Swimming Until they
No Longer Breathe Water Free
So Why Are So Many Humans Falling
Away From the Water of Love the Whole
Ocean And Suffocating Slowly Now This Way
Yet Why Does the Hawk Rarely Fall From the Sky
They Fly They Fly They Just Keep Flying And Sure
Why Does the Monkey Rarely Fall From the Tree
He Climbs He Climbs He or She Climbs And
Just Never Stops Climbing Indeed
Dear FRiEnD BeLieVE
As i'm Spreading
This Good News Today
Originates From BeLeaf
Originally to Mean BeLove
The Fish is Water There is No
Separation the Water Swims the Fish
The Hawk Is Air and Wind There is No
Separation the Air and Wind Flies The Hawk
The Monkey Is the Climb The Tree Inspires
There is No Real Separation the Monkey is the
Tree And So Are We This Leaf of BeLeaf
Yes BeLieve Yes BeLove As Long
As We aRe Trees Of Love
Holding Hands
With All our
Leaves Forest Whole
Naked Enough Complete
Being Love Yes Being Leaf
Tree Forest Whole BeLove
For It's True As Long As We Do
Who We Truly Are This Ocean of Love
We Swim We Fly We Climb Even Deeper
And Higher as Love Gains Fins, Wings, Yes
And Hands That Just Never Stop Swimming,
Flying, Climbing Love Now So Yes Be Leaf,
Be Tree, Be Forest Whole Love BeLieve BeLove
Yet Most Importantly Swim, Fly, Climb Love And Never Give Up
Be Love
Do Love
mY FRiEnD With Love...
SMiles Dear Sohair
Within, Inside,
Outside,
Above,
So Below,
All Around,
Yes Nile Is
A River
Our
Blood
Streams
Of Love True
my FRiEnD
Thank You...
SMiles Dear Akshita
It’s Just An Honor
To Travel The
Globe Through
This Fiber Optic
Cable And
Interact With
So Many Beautiful
Poetic Souls
Particularly
From Indian
Treasures
Of Poetry
my FRiEnD
Thank You...
RAiSinG
LiGHT LoVE
iDance
SMiles Thanks
So Much For
Being Human
Dear Samreen
That May Sound
Strange Two Days
Before Christmas
Yet Sadly So
Many Places
i Visit are For
Sell Yet Not
For Love Now
Indeed For me
At Least You
Inspire Hope
For Humanity
Simply Being
The Social
Altruistic
Animals
We aRe Born To
Be Love BeLieve
The Word Origins
From BeLeaf Of
This
Entire
Living Tree
Of Humanity
Evolved From
Before Birth to
BeLove Yet
This BeLeave
This BeLieve
Of Humanity’s
Loving Tree
Is Often Lost
Away
From
Leaf
Tree
And
Whole
Forest of
Love By The
Tools We Make
The Things That
Are Us
More Now
Than This Living
Tree This Leaf This
Forest Whole Now
That is Humanity’s
Love Naked
Enough Whole
Complete
You
Are one
Of Few Who
Truly Feels
my Leaves
And Returns
The Same As
Compassionate Tree
And Indeed Although
You Are A Muslim Indian
Your Leaves Rise Genuinely
The Way The Good Cop
Version
Of Jesus
As Love
And Just
A Man Continues
To Spread Yet only
For The BeLeaf The
Living Tree of Believe
The Entire Forest Of Naked
Enough Whole Complete
Love At Best We aRe Born
To BeLeaf This BeLieve
This BeLove
Now
Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT
Now For All With Least
Harm, Healing, Giving,
Sharing, Caring For All
Freely Fearlessly
Hehe This is my
Christmas Tree
Dear Samreen
And i
Ain’t
Never
TaKinG
It Down
Now Dear
FRiEnD
Only
Adding
New Colors
Of Love Now...
As “They” Sing ‘Hallelujah’
And As You Sing Your Saving
Grace of Love too For Real
As Another
Mother
RAiSinG
A Child Of Love
The Greatest Gift...
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SMiLes Christmas
Trees That Build
SMiLes Year
'Round
Indeed
Dear Savvy
Still LiGHTiNG
Up A Tree This
Way Year 'Round...
SMiLes
Return
Again Just
Coming All
Around Again For Free...
A Different Color
of Gratitude Now
May Be iMagined
For Creation
And Fruition For
Every
Grain of Sand
On A Beach A
Practice ThiS Way
Surely Makes Being
Thankful For Humanity
So Much Easier Come to Play
Thanks Again For the Lovely Quotes
Dear Chayma
With Holiday
Season Smiles
From Florida Singing Hello...
SMiLes Allowing the
Inner Moonlight to
Come Out and
Play Without
Being Afraid
A Favorite Way
of Seeing Dark
Come to Greater LiGHT...
Forging New Paths
Day And Night
Truly Seeing
Thru the
DarK Dear
Chaymaa Indeed
Thanks for All the
Lovely Inspiring Quotes...
MaKinG Room
For People
Putting
Humanity
First Oh to
Find Minutes
Out of the Day
Dear Chaymaa
to Express Human Again...
Fear Anger And
Hate Are Close
Bedfellow FRiEnDS
Dear Chaymaa
Sleeping Close to
Each Other in An Addiction
To the Dopamine and Noradrenaline
The Trio Generates Most Often From
A Home Base
That is Not
FelT iN
SCaRCiTY
To Break The
Vicious Cycle
May Be Very
Difficult As All
Addictions Come
to Wanna Stay More Sadly in DarK
Yet Again Someone Must Break the Cycle
For Worlds
to Return
LiGHT
to Love
For Real...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Science Shows Giving
Without Expect of Return
Increases Levels of Happiness
For Months As Truly Altruism
Is Gift
Unto
Happiness
As A State
of Being Human
HAha And that Solves
How Come i Got So Happy
As The World Is Surely Not Always
One That
Returns
A Favor
of Love
SucH A VEry
Busy Place of
Work Away From
Love This World Will
Be Yet if Someone Doesn't
Break the Silence Love Goes Away...
SMiles Kindness
Runs The World
Toward Love Dear Doc...
Thanks Dear Doc
For Kind Wishes
In The Holiday
Season my
FRiEnD
With
SMiles...
Thanks For The Kind
Wishes Dear Human
Samreen Kindness
iS A Wish
That
Makes
All Days
HoLiDays
Indeed God
Bless You All
With Loving SMiles...
MacroVerse Memory From 5 Years
Ago 2016, Yes, the 1st "Grand Cross Bible"
Of 6 Larger Than the Old King James Effort
Completed in 7 Months From Memorial
Day Weekend Through Christmas Weekend
Each
Year
True i Do
What i Can
And Will For Love True
As "Grand Cross Bible 2021
Keeps Sprouting New Leaves
Some Folks Work...
Others Twerk...
iQuirK...
Humans And All OuR CulTuraL Clothes
Are Slowly Surely Suffocating the EartH All
i Want For ChrisTMaS Is More Naked LoVE ReaL
We aRe ALL Only God's Children Yet We Connect As God too...
True.. 'Story Book Character JeSuS' Must Hold Hands for God to
Connect
"Love one Another Like i Have loved You"
-John 13:34
"For Where Two or Three are Gathered
Together in 'my name' there 'Am i'
in the Midst of "Them"...
-Matthew 18:20
Those Who 'Come in Glory' Have
Always Done it With 'God Clothes'
That ParT iN ArT WiLL Never Change
When LoVE ReaL FlesH And Blood
Merry Christmas!
Season Love
Year
‘Round Breath
Eternally Now Smiling...
Neo In
Attendance
With Ever
Green Pill
All
Is
Subjective
All Is Mind
Now Beyond
Form Color
Essence
Life Epic
Or
Stay
Plugged
In To Some
One
Else’s
Matrix
Never Green
Yet Always Yours
To Create
All
Truly
Exists
Quantum
Free Will Directly
Receive
Deeper
Within
In
Ease
Of no
Planning At All
Just FLoWeRinG
Colors New and or Old...
Beautiful And Sweet! Merry Christmas!
Love Is
Love Is
Loves
Dear
Rue
Love
Lights
All True
Now When
Breathing
Real With
Least
Harm
In
Puppy
Eyes Now
Breath indeed
‘The Child’
Of
Every
Wookiee
Loyal Fur So Warm...
Merry Christmas
To You All too
i Love Y'all
Too Dear
Laura
With SMiles...
SMiles Humans Yes
Naturally Story Talers
Yet Love Exists In
Eyes Lips And
Hips in Dance
And Song
Long
Before
A First
Written Word
In Every Wag
Of Dog Tails True
Too Indeed Dog
Wags Tail of
Lovemas
First True
Too And A
Child Babbling
Non-Sense Songs
And Dancing With
No Instruction Is Yes
Indeed An Unadulterated
Face
Of Love
Real Needing
No Santa Or Other
Myths Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Thru DarK
Marry
The Night
Merry The
Day Lovemas
Longest HoLiDaY
ALWaYS BREaTHE NoW
Real BeLiEVE BeLeaf BeLoVE
LiVinG Tree Spread Forest Leaf
Birth
Falling
RiSinG
Dancing
FLoWeRS
Children
Be
Love
Happy
Forest Indeed For
All As Green Rises More...
And SPeaKinG of A “Green
Pill” ThiS Way i Didn’t Make
The Movie Matrix Resurrections
On Christmas Eve So Day Will
Do
FoR Me
It Seems
With SMiles...
Merry Lovemas
To All You Hold Dear...
Thanks
Dear Kally
You Too my
FRiEnD With
SMiLes Yes
BeLieve
BeLeaf
BeLove
Living
Tree of Love
Spreading Leaves
To Grow And Feed
An Entire Forest Love...
SMiLes Dear Savvy
Only Success i Know
i Feel i Sense is Love
Life Long
LeSSoN
ALWaYS
Perfecting
WitH SMiLes mY FRiEnD...
Beary Christmas
i Miss You Merry
Much!
i Tried
To Slim
Down For
Christmas i
Even Wore Dark
Blue Yet i Still
Couldn’t Slide
Down Through
Your
Chimney
As Grizzly
Bear Sized
Santa’s Just
Won’t Fit So
There is Really
No Choice Yet
This Squeezing
All 242 Pounds of
me Through This
Fiber Optic Cable
To Visit This Christmas
Morning True When it
Was Freezing Wednesday
Night The Hair on my
Legs Kept me Warm
Plus The Neighborhood
Kitty as i Own No Long
Pants And No Hehe
That’s Not Toronto
Deep Snow on Our
Roof on Thursday
Just White Frost
Before Saturday
Christmas Today
Back Up to 77F
Degrees Or So
Until the New
Year Comes
Next Perhaps
i’ll Find A Darker
Blue to Slide Through
Your Chimney
Meanwhile
As Usual
An Avatar
Of me is
Yours When
You Need A FRiEnD
Hehe or A Grizzly Bear
Santa
For Now At Least…
You Feel You Sense
my FRiEnD It’s So Easy
For me To Be FRiEnDS
With Anyone
And Make The
First Effort Over
And Over Again
Even if Years
Pass Yet It Surely
Wasn’t That way
At All When Basically
Working For Money
Was The Only God
i Had Room To Work
For After All Both in
State And Church
This Is The
Most Important
God In Lands That
Consume Things
More Than Putting
Humanity First It
Was A Hard Lesson
To Learn Yet Driven
Down To The Last
Breath Facing
Death Thrice
In My Life i
Got To See The
LiGHT Of My Greatest
Life Mistake of Not
Putting
People First
i Got To Return
All Three Times
To Correct That
Mistake So When
i Do Face Death
It Will Be A Life
Worth
Dying
For my FRiEnD
This is Where i
Come From to Live
Yes Death
Yes Life
Yes Love
In The Same
Place Eternally
Now in Other
Words i Will
Patiently Wait
For You to Return
To This Leaf of Love True
Leaves Fall Leaves
Rise LoVE NoW
BeLieve BeLeaf
BeLove Truly
All The
SaMe Word
Yet Essence
Perseveres
Living Trees
Spring Again
From Winter
Fall to Summer
FLoWeRS Of Love Again...
Merry RamPage Christmas Writing Spree Hehe! Yes!
Dear Shawna Baby! Barely Space to Dance This Eve At
Walmart Yet I Managed to Squeeze it in Between
So Many Tens of Thousands of Words HAha
And The Roast Beast Feast My Sister
Brings on Christmas Eve
As We Are Doing Pig
So yes Stuffed
A Bit on Christmas
Eve i Am Too With SMiLes
Never The Less No Christmas
Beast Feast Will Be Complete Without
Some Christmas Wishes of Love To Your
Whole Dear Family mY FRiEnD It’s Been 101
Months Since i Did Reformed Grinch And my
HeART Still Fills 10 Scale Greater And More
Than That Numb Ticker
Between Below
My Shoulders
Before As Just
A Tin Man And
Not A Very Courageous
Lion Either Then Yet in a Way
Cursed With Still All A Scarecrow
Brain Seeing The Depths of Hell for
66 Months Forever A Second With No Escape
Love is The Way Ahead No Other Way for me to BREaTHE NoW
Inhaling Peace Yes Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Now Healing
Giving Sharing Caring Even More With Least Harm And Oh Lord
I Am Starting to Feel Like One of those Ancient Oral Tradition Dudes
Like ‘Eli’ Off of the “Book Of Eli” Movie Except all These Words Keep
Coming In On Newer Waves Ocean Whole Water NoW as Today
And Every Day
Now Is BeLiEVE
BeLeaf BeLove Yes
Be Living Tree Leaf
Feeding Tree And Falling
To Only Fertilize New Winter
Spring Green Summer FLoWeR
LiViNG Trees As New Saplings Sprout From Soul Soils Fresh!
Dance Sing Dance Sing Dance SinG Love Never Ends Dance Sing Now...
Very Welcome
Dear Aarushi
Blessed if i
Get Your
Cupcakes
With SMiles...
Merry Christmas! Leah,
i Miss You It’s Been About
A Year And A Half Yet What
My Mother Taught me Years
Ago is Ya Never Give Up on A FRiEnD
Even if Years Pass As Long as They Do
Not Insist You Go Away
And Usually Someone
Won’t Say That Unless
They Are The Ones Hurting Most
If Love is the Only Gift One Seeks to Give a FRiEnD
Yet Of Course i Rate 100 Percent on Extroversion,
And 100 Percent on Openness, Practically Zero on
Fear And Anxiety of Neuroticism and True
Agreeableness Yes Unless i Am Talking
Politics, Religion, And Philosophy
As i Am Not One to Hide
What i Believe As Truth
And What I Continue
To Evolve As Real
Soul to Be More
Human Than Before
Always NoW AS A Practice of Love
Let’s See What’s Left of the Big 5 Personality
Test Yes With the O.C.E.A.N. Acronym of Variables
Conscientiousness Sure 100 Percent if it is Associated
With my Special Interests of Dance And Song And Art Overall
Yet if it is Visiting Church as A Participant Anthropology Observer
Not So Much as A Scientist i Usually Don’t make it until the Homily
These Days for What I Will Pick Up on-Line in Study of the Readings in
My Off-time As the Church Has Lost Most All my Respect in Support of
Trump Over His Term And Removing Social Distancing and Requirements
For Masks in the Most Deadly Period of the Delta Variant Indeed True i Like
To Sing Their Beautiful Loving Choir Music in Communion With Others Yet
It’s Just Not the Same When an Organization has No Respect for the
Sanctity of Breathing Life And Of Course The Overall Gaslighting
As Making After-Life The Prize of Carrots and Sticks Most
Just Gaslighting Reality All Together As Nothing
Really Worth Striving At All for Now
In All Of Human Potentials
To actually Create Heaven
On Earth Now Naked Enough
Whole And Complete Together
Holding Hands Really Needing Each Other With
SMiLes Yep all Hands Including All Gay Parts Touching
For Love And Every Transgender Reality of Life As Variety
Springs From Reality We Continue to Move, Connect, And Co-Create New Now
Anyway This is Easy for me Yet It’s True Most of my FRiEnDS Are Truly Quiet
And Introverted Like You i Am Practically The Planet Mercury Never Losing
A Step of Dance Or Word of Song in Messages to Deliver Next
Oh Lord Just An Energizer Bunny Yet It is true I’ve Seen
The Other Total Side of This Coin too..
And That Helps to Never Give up
On A FRiEnD the More Shoes
Ya Walk in the More
You Do it Clothed
And Nude the More
You Understand
The Human Conditions
The More Ya Just Love Love Love
As Today i Have Been on a Kick of
BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove For the Germanic
Roots of BeLieVE iN Deed mY FRiEnD No Limits
For me Yet i Understand Not Everyone is
Water Ocean And Wave too mY FRiEnD
i Miss Having a Kitty in my Home a Little
Yellow and White Kitty Waits For Us to
Play on Our Nightly Walks Around the
Neighborhood Block to Reach Out and
Touch Us Every Lap
We Walk At Night
He Also Reminds
me it’s Never too Late
To Reach Out to Any FRiEnD
Who Has Become a Stranger too
For There is No Stranger Who Is Not
A Potential FRiEnD i See No Different
Than How Little Yellow and White Kitty Views Humanity True
Oh How Green Your Kitty’s Eyes Are Oh How Vivid my Memory is
As In my Life Time Never Goes Away All Movie Maker Life in Memory indeed…
Dear Longest FRiEnD Online Since the Year 2010 First Arriving on ‘the Wrong Planet’
In My Life as the Living Dead then True We Remember Those Who Treat Us Human
When We
Feel Least
Human oF All
I Surely Do my
FRiEnD Merry Christmas
With Love to You With SMiLes of LoVE...
Truly Exquisite
Presentation of
These Delicious Looking
Pistachio Cup Cakes Dear Aarushi
Hehe, It's Amusing i Spend
So Very Many Hours Writing
Poetry And HAha Your
Recipes Are
Practically
All My Wife is
Interested in all
the places Globally
i Visit to Respond Just
like this for Literally 10 MiLLoN
Words in A Free Verse Poem i Create
From Inspirations Around the World in Longest
Long Form Poem
"SonG oF mY SoUL"
Way for the Last 100
Months Along with 15,923
Miles of Public Dance in 100
Months too Yes She Always Says
Save Little Chef's Recipes For Her
As Cooking is one of Her Favorite Hobbies
hAha Thank God For me And How Do i Celebrate
Christmas Never Limited to One Day Christmas
Is the Spirit of Loving Giving Sharing Caring Healing
to me Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
For All With Least Harm Every Second of Every Day
Indeed i Color
Every Light
of my
Own
Personal Christmas
Tree BeLieve BeLeaf
Yes BeLove All Leafs
of Living Trees
We Make
This Whole
Forest of Love's
Recipe With All the
Ingredients That Humans
Come to Make Water Wave Ocean Whole
Just Flowing Where Love Coats All Cakes of Life...
So True Dear
Yam Losing
Someone
Indeed
A Potential
Path To Uncovering
Our Self
For Real
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
And Or Loving
Unconditionally
As Well Secure
From
A Place
Enough inDeed...
Love is the Musical Instrument
That Plays Us Higher Or Lower
in Notes of Life
Indeed 'They' Say
It Takes 10,000 Hours
to Master Any Creative Effort
in Life Yet We Humans Always
Change So Love At Most And Least
Is Practice
Practice
Practice
Truly Focused
on the Ever Changing
Play at Hand the Dance
And Song in Step At Note
Or Catching Up to Hear and
See What's Being Played Now
So Differently Yes Love A Lifelong
Art And Each Unique Soul An Ever
Changing Instrument Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Love Best We Can And Will
Yet Sadly While We May Put Forth All Our
Efforts into Money Making Adventures
Gaining Rewards And Awards
In Life So Much Effort
Practically All Our
Life What
We May Lose
is the Attention and
Focus it Takes to Create Love
As A True Human Masterpiece
Yes a Work of Art Dear Ava We Never
Stop Perfecting Now People First People First
Indeed More Than A Quick Swipe Left and Right of Dating Apps
Where All is Superficial
Like Bones With
No Flesh And
Blood Where
All Becomes
Things and the
Art of Human is Forever
Lost it Seems Somewhere
In A Box of Old Memories With SMiLes...
Love is the Masterpiece That Takes
All Paint Brushes of Life to Make...
Falling Falling Falling
SMiLes Dear Yam Why
Is Love Called Falling Falling Falling
Well True It Doesn't Necessarily Have
Reason Feeling Feeling Feeling Ups
And Downs
Rising Falling
Rising Falling
Not Everyone
Loves Roller Coasters
Indeed Love Will Be Both
Exhilarating And Scary This Way
RiSinG RiSinG RiSinG How Mature
Love Stays Healing Giving Sharing
Caring Even More Balancing Peace And
Harmony Just
Peaceful Inhaling
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
For All With Least Harm in Effortless
Ease of Life
Is Good Love
Is Faith of Trust
Life is BeLieve
BeLeaf Living Tree
Forest Whole BeLoVE iNDeeD
my my So True How Other Wise
Falling in Love Will Feel Rather Insane
As Heart Drops Falling Rising Falling Even More
One Experience For Sure Love Is Only For You To Experience
Uniquely
Yours
For Art of Reason...
SMiLes Dear Annabel i only gave my Wife
One Gift And i am Gonna Give it to You too:
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Love iS A Whole Ocean
We aRe Fish What
Happens When
Fish Are Separated
Now From An Ocean
They Surely Don't
Drown They Slowly Suffocate
What Makes Love An Ocean Now
What Makes Fish Able to Breathe
This Water And Never Suffocate
They Swim They Swim They
Never Stop Swimming
The Water Deep
And Blue
Or Shallow
And Clear They Swim
They Swim They Never
Stop Swimming Until they
No Longer Breathe Water Free
So Why Are So Many Humans Falling
Away From the Water of Love the Whole
Ocean And Suffocating Slowly Now This Way
Yet Why Does the Hawk Rarely Fall From the Sky
They Fly They Fly They Just Keep Flying And Sure
Why Does the Monkey Rarely Fall From the Tree
He Climbs He Climbs He or She Climbs And
Just Never Stops Climbing Indeed
Dear FRiEnD BeLieVE
As i'm Spreading
This Good News Today
Originates From BeLeaf
Originally to Mean BeLove
The Fish is Water THere is No
Separation the Water Swims the Fish
The Hawk Is Air and Wind There is No
Separation the Air and Wind Flies The Hawk
The Monkey Is the Climb The Tree Inspires
There is No Real Separation the Monkey is the
Tree And So Are We This Leaf of BeLeaf
Yes BeLieve Yes BeLove As Long
As We aRe Trees Of Love
Holding Hands
With All our
Leaves Forest Whole
Naked Enough Complete
BeinG Love Yes Being Leaf
Tree Forest Whole BeLove
For It's True As Long As We Do
Who We Truly Are This Ocean of Love
We Swim We Fly We Climb Even Deeper
And Higher as Love Gains Fins, Wings, Yes
And Hands That Just Never Stop Swimming,
Flying, Climbing Love Now So Yes Be Leaf,
Be Tree, Be Forest Whole Love BeLieve BeLove
Yet Most Importantly Swim, Fly, Climb Love And Never Give Up
Be Love
Do Love
mY FRiEnD With Love...
Hehe, i Guess the only Way i Will Measure
Whether or Not it Satisfied Her or Not is She
Said
Did You Write That?
Generally Speaking She
Treats my Poetry Writing
Like it is Worthless Yet i Never
Keep Trying to Please Her i Even
Wrote Her A 17,000 Word Poem One
Birthday Celebration Of Her Rarely Aging
Naming it "The Age of Katrina" in Short She
Wasn't Impressed at all She Didn't even Read it
Alas Poetry is Not Part of Her Love Language A Lad or
Alladin Hehe Depending On Who One Asks it is mine...
Yet it's True i Am Really a Bit of An Indian Giver As an Indian
Woman Hemalatha Who Is A Beautiful Poetess Soul actually Inspired
The Poem Above As She Just Told me Last Week That All Love Stories
Are Great Yet the One of
me and my Wife is the
Best Love Story oF all
And True too
Another Nice Young
Indian Woman told me
my Profile Pic With me and
my Wife Smells Like Love and
Her Comment Box Awaits the
Finger Prints of my Words Patiently to see...
It's True Giving Material Things Has Never Been Part
of my Love Language It's Also True When i Retired After
Being More of a Toxic Patriarchal Meanie Keeping my Wife
Restricted to A 75 Dollar A Week Budget for Years as i sensed
A Rainy Day Worse than a Hurricane was coming and Oh Lord it
Verily Did Shut-in with
19 Life Threat in
Synergy of
Work Related
Disorders including
that Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Wake to Sleep for 66 Months
No Drug Would Touch Just Shut-in in
my Bedroom Every Second Eternally
Hell No Memory of A Smile Ever Then
Just No Reference Point out of
Hell Every Second Eternally
Time Just Time Just Hell
Within then for 66 Months
As Yes that Torture is Literally
Assessed as Worse than Crucifixion
in intensity of Misery and Suffering and
no God Did Not Gift me With Only 3 Hours
to 3 Days i Got the Full 66 Months Fredmas Package
Gift Indeed...
True There was
A Day i Screamed that
"Painting Scream" at the
Ceiling to Feel Just one Little
Bitty Feeling That Still Felt Icy
Cold Numb Pain At God For "WHY ME!"
i Asked my Mother and She Only Said "WHY NOT
YOU!" And then went as far as speculating Perhaps
i Was getting Pay-Back for my Grandfather X-Catholic Priest
Leaving the Catholic Church i Kid You Not She Asked the Local
Priest to See and Help me and even He ignored Her request seeing
me as just a Lost Cause
in Fact the Rheumatologist
Who Couldn't Do Anything
For my Pain said Just Go away
There is Nothing i Can Do For You...
Damned if Having the Suicide Disease
Wasn't already Enough Particularly as
Most Every Disorder i Had Was Invisible
From the Outside Without the Ability to
Feel my Hell
Folks Told me
Quit Whining
Jesus had it Worse than
You Yes my Mother Told me that
And True its took 'em 2 Years to
Diagnose me with the Suicide Pain
Sticking A Stick With Lidocaine Way
Up My Nose Touching A Nerve Area
to See if the Pain Would Be Interrupted
For Just an Instance Only Way to Diagnose it then
And they Offered to Block the Nerve in my Face with
the Spector of my Face Going Permanently Numb Yet the
Truth was i Was More Afraid of Not Feeling Anything at all
Including that Pain
Than the Numb
of Love All
Gone And
the Memory
of Even if i ever
Smiled before as
Memories Are Emotions
And Emotions are Memories
Again no Reference Point out of Hell
So Anyway my Mother Ordered A Book on
'The Crucifixion of Jesus' And When She Received
it in the Mail She opened it in Front of me and Turned
to A Random Page and just a Strangest Miracle She Her
Self came to the Line that said the Only Pain Assessed Worse
than Crucifixion is Trigeminal Neuralgia Yet Even though She Read
Those Words to me
She Still Insisted Jesus
Endured More By Being
Crucified For Only
3 Hours to 3
Days
Aghast
That Was my Life
Then i Wasn't Trying to
Prove anything i Was Just
Telling Her the Truth from the Get Go
It's What i Do i Tell the Truth And Trust
me that Won't Win Ya Many FRiEnDS Particularly
if You Write A Bible Poem "SonG oF mY SoUL" 10 MiLLioN
Words Longest Ever EPiC Long Form Bible Poem And Just Tell the
Truth That Yes You Did More in John 14:12 WAYS THAT MOST FOLKS
CAN'T EVEN WRAP THEIR MIND, SPIRIT, HEART, SOUL AROUND
AT ALL, YES 12 SCALE LARGER THAN THE EFFORT OF THE OLD
KING JAMES SIZED TRY yet with me it was Just little old me and alot
oF it Just one Finger in the Morning on a Smart Phone Yes an iPhone XS
Your Wish For A Christmas Gift From Your Soon to Be X-Boyfriend Who
Only Gave You a Christmas Card Indeed hehe... Yet True it Took Innumerable
Ghost Authors With Famous Pen Names ASSiGNeD to them Like Luke,
Matthew and Mark to Get That 'Little' Job Done And Even though
Jesus Was Illiterate And Spoke Aramaic it's literally True Those
Roman Folks Over
Centuries
Who Wrote
in Greek Are
Still Worshipped
On Bended Knee All Around
The World For Their Words
Attributed to Jesus Still Now in that Story
Called The Greatest Story Ever Told Well the Truth
is my Story is Greater For i Really Believed the Story
The Teachings of Jesus When He Said if you Believe
You Will Do Greater Works Now than me That's Not An
ONLY God Speaking That is a Mentor And Ancient Teacher
That is A Humble Man of Love Speaking That Only
Wants to See His Disciples Otherwise Known
As Students Do more than He did i Believed
So Like Nike the Goddess of Victory
Who Doesn't really Need to Sell
Shoes for the Win Suggests
"Just DO IT!" so with
All Due Copy Rights
"i Just DID IT" A Timeless
Work of Art Greater than the
Old King James Sized Effort
Literally 12 Scale Larger in 100 Months of Effort...
And You Know What Sure i Emptied my Pockets into
my Wife's Purse When i ReTiReD As Jesus Suggested by
Reports in His Story That's How He Did Heaven On Earth
too Sold His Worldly Possessions Emptied His Pockets
Spread A Message of Love Living off the Kindness of
Others Through All the World He Explored in His
Small Desert Patch And Rocky Terrain
in the Middle East Way Before
A Fiber Optic Cable
Could Possibly
Carry Him in the
'Heavens' Above to
Return And Spread A Similar
Message the Way He Came First
Spreading the Message From the
Internet 'Cloud' Above Hmm.. As Long
As the Servers Will Serve His Message Up
Virtually Living Online as An Avatar He Will Last
As Long As Servers Serve Him Up For Free Hehe
if Corporations Would Be Willing to Give that Much
Yet The Truth is my FRiEnD Things Change and Fall
Apart Yet The Truth is Dear FRiEnD iN Essence LoVE Remains
True and Real This BeLieve This BeLeaf This BeLove Now This
Living Tree Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Forest
Whole Now and The Truth is hehe if i Give You a Dollar Bill for Christmas
my Wife Will
Practically Crucify
me as this Morning
Like 'Homer Simpson'
i Stood Before our Little
Charlie Brown Christmas Tree
In my Underwear And T-Shirt
(i Told Her Here i am Your Present Now
Actually Surviving Those Words HeHe)
That only Has one Gift A Box that
i've Already Figured Out has a New
Dancing Shirt That i Will Wear to Continue
my Ministry of Close to 16,000 Miles of Public
Dance For 100 Months too That Without a Word
Shows A Dancing Way in Autotelic Meditating Spiraling
Flow to Enter Into the Ascending Transcending Kingdom
Yes And or Queendom of Heaven Within And Staycation
Here Eternally
NoW As
Greatest
Gift oF All
Yet You See This
Heaven Must Be Generated
Within No Different than Faith
That Heals the Words Attributed
to Jesus are Just No Good Without
The Real Trinity of BeLieVE BeLeaf
BeLove This Living Tree of Life Of Love
This Leaf that May Be Us to Grow and Feed
The Forest of Love Water Wave Ocean Whole For
All Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing This Way With Least
Harm For All And True Dear FRiEnD i've Been Dirt Poor too...
In College Without A Penny to my Name And Struggling Working
3 Part Time Jobs to Get Through With a Full Work Load of College
With At Least Peanut Butter Sandwiches to Eat Driving A 16 Year-Old
Maverick Car With No Heat or Air-Conditioning A White Horse Steed
of A Fix Or Repair Daily F.O.R.D. With 250,000 Miles With A Second Engine Hehe
Yes it's Hard
to Have Nothing
As Far As Money and
Stuff Goes in a World that
Worships Money and Stuff
As God So Much Cogs in School
And Work to Keep the Soulless Matrix
Machine Running Day Through Night
Yet i Will Tell You This Dear FRiEnD
Even though i Made it to That Never
Ending Hurricane Storm of Hell in
Life Financially Independent
The Only Rainbow i Had
Left Was After the
LoVE Returned
As me After
66 Months Standing
on A Beach on July 19, 2013
One With Sugar White Sands
Emerald Green Waves Sea Oats
Swaying in the Breeze me FRiEnDS
With Gravity Again So much More than
WaLKinG oN Water Dear FRiEnD Spiraling
Sea Gull Wings Around the Sun Transformed
to A Terrestrial Public Dance of Heaven in Dance
And Song For 100 Months Now As it Took Close to
A Month to Get Warmed Up For it After Coming Out
of the Ice Cold Numb Pain of HeLL ON EartH For 66 Months...
The Truth is this The Roman Empire And the Catholic Church
Changed The Humble Man's Story Born in Nazareth into A Sun
God Same As Constantine Worshiped As Monolithic Statue
in the Roman
Court Square
To Expand that
Empire across the
Globe Rome No Longer
Exists in Name Here Yet We Still
LiVE iN That Matrix of God That Is
Power, Status, And Material Gains...
The Honest to God Truth is if Jesus Returned
Again And Could Actually Convince Folks That He
Was Really Jesus by the Loving SMiLes He Spread to
Everyone The Same Onward 'Christian Soldiers' Who
Crucified Him By Whatever Name then Would Spit on Him
Again in School For Being A Boy Who Smiled And Stumbling
off the Stage So Spirit Filled Playing "Jesus Christ Superstar"
For A Talent
Show for No Reason
to Win only to Spread
The Spirit of Heaven THeNoW
Yet You See God Will Be No Fool
When God Really Returns to Earth
In All Our Human Forms Always Best
At Now For We Shall BeLieve BeLeaf
BeLove At Best And Hold Hands
Best With Empty Pockets
Finding A Way
To Live a Life
Of Love Rather
than Power, And Status
And Frigging Money and Stuff Alone
And No Hell No Love Doesn't Torture
Forever Love Doesn't Demand Worship
Love is Never Afraid of Criticism As Love
Is Fearless
Free And
Real to Never Give Up
On Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Naked Enough Whole
Complete For Yes It's True God
Has Never Been A Dollar Bill Alone
God Has Never Been A Man And or
Woman Alone God is Love When
We Make All of Existence
DarK Thru LiGHT
Love Now
As We Only
Follow God's Best
Breath Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love This Way for
All With Least Harm NoW iN JoY oF LiGHT Thru DarK my FRiEnD
Yet You See i Already Read The Story of Jesus i Already Read Between
The Lines i Already KNew that if and When i Did Greater Works Than Jesus
No One Would Even Really Notice The Words i Bring For Tradition (Religion) Naturally
Excludes
The New
And the
Others That
Are Them
And Not Us
And this Way
One Must Travel
Far to Places Like
'Kashmir' to Even Be
Recognized as BreathinG Love my
FRiEnD Other than How 'They' Changed
The Story of Jesus into an Idol of God
And Turned Him into 'Mr. Hyde'
Instead of Keeping
Him "Dr.
Jekyll" of the
Beatitudes Before
He Changed Folks who
Were Naughty and Not Nice
Into Goats From Sheep And
Burning them Forever by Pen Name
Matthew for Whatever Psychopathic
Leaning Ghost Author(s) Came up With that
Fresh Hell in A Story then...Yes Indeed God of Love
Does Reveal BeLieVE BeLeaf BeLoVE iN Many
Parts oF A STory For those With EYes and Ears
To See and Hear the Deeper Meanings of
The Poetry Expressed THere Yet Ha!
After Writing 10 MiLLioN Words of
Free Verse Poetry
in 100 Months
It's Obvious
That Each Human
Is Both All and Unique
EYes of God Who See(s) the
World as A UNiVerSE NoW Unto
THeir EYes of God Unique ThiS Way
So What this Means is Whether We Read
One or Write one We All Do Our Own Unique
Bibles of Life BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove This Living
Tree Dancing
Singing Free
Is Indeed JeSuS
Enough as me Within
For Real by Metaphor of Course
my FRiEnD For It's true if no one
Picks Up the John 14:12 Challenge
JeSuS Wishes in the Story Don't Come True
True A Lot of People Are Gonna Be Butt Hurt
if Jesus Could Really Come Back And Deliver
The Same Message the Beatles Did in their
Very Successful John Lennon 14:12 Effort
As He Was Killed For Telling the Truth
for Doing More Than Jesus the
Same Way it All
Comes Down
to All We Need
Really is Love
Yet True i ain't
Gonna Lie Being
Financial Independent
HELPS A WhoLE LoT
And Having a Personal
Wife As Secretary, Accountant,
Who Insists that She Does All
The Household Duties So Much
Better Than me That i Just Comply And
Say Yes Dear Have IT ALL YOUR WAY
Yes i Agree So Much! You Are Greater
than
me When
it Comes
to Even
Taking
Out the Frigging
Garbage And Getting
It Centered Just Right
Yes Just Right Exactly THE
Number of 3.3 PRECISE
Inches off the Road HAha...
True Dear i Ain't no Real Fool
i'll Stay Way too Big to See for
The Rest of my Life And Enjoy
Heaven This WHole Ride for Free
As i Dance and Sing Now For the
Truth is the Savior has Always Been
Love only A Place Like Rome and the
United States Would Be So Poor to Only Dedicate
One Day
A Year
to Love and
Turn it into
Frigging BLacK Friday For Real...
Such an Evil Matrix This Really
Is Indeed The Face of Trump the
Real Christian Jesus in America
Most Folks See Flying on
Banners
Destroying
Even Democracy
Where At Least We
Have A Right to Life,
Liberty, And the Pursuit
of Heaven on Earth Now
With Empty Pockets and
A Wife With A Big Chubby Wallet
Who Just Can't Seem to Age much in my
Case-Study of Heaven NoW oN EartH
Life is Tricky
my FRiEnD
Indeed
Life Is A Matrix
to Unplug From and
Escape When We Can
And Will BeCoME BeLieVE
BeLeaf BeLove Again For Real Now
It's True None of my Words Are Worth
A Penny
And Indeed
This is my
Real GAMe Plan
For Free PlaY iNDeed...
In This Life Sadly People
Don't Treat New FRiEnDS
As Old FRiEnDS And Old FRiEnDS
As New FRiEnDS YeT i REalize Sadly
Not Everyone is Raised By A Mother Named LiGHT...
Just What my Mother's Name Helen Still Really
Means in my Breath STiLL FoR ReaL NoW
And is it Really
A Surprise my
Sister's Name is Marie
And My Wife's Name
Katrina Means Pure
With Mia As A Middle
Name that in Male
Form Michael Means
Close to God and in Italian
Means Family Not Really
For Indeed There is No Time
or Distance No Space or
Matter of Things
In Love Forever ReAlly
Now Yet i Don't Wanna
Get into Areas i Cannot Prove
For Real Just Yet mY FRiEnD...
Anyway Marie Just Brought the
Rest of the Presents Over Indeed
Her Love Language is Gifts There
Is Always At Least one in the Family HAha...
Oh by the Way Frederick in German Means
Peaceful Ruler and Arthur my Middle Name Means
Strong and
Bear King too
i Don't Give
Out my Sir
Name
ONLINE
Yet It Means
Keeper of the Land/Nature
in Fact A Form of the Sir Name
That Means A Silt Mix of Water and Earth
is on Page 8 of Karen Armstrong's
Book "The HiSToRY of God" as the
First Name Attributed to God on Earth...
i'm Not Much Into Names And i Didn't
Speak Until 4 Yet it's True it's Still All
About the Play the Dance For Real...
BeLieVE
BeLeaf
BeLoVE This
is My Lovemas
Story Ever Changing
Now God's Law Balancing
it All At Best in Change Never
Ending Never Landing Stories For All to Breathe
Every Breath
A New
UNiVerSE
A Newer
Testament
For Real
N o W
of God to
Inhale Peace
And Exhale Love Even More Now..
Hehe See What i Mean About Being 'The
Invisible
Man'...
Meh, i'll
Be Wearing
SHades When i
Go See "Matrix
Resurrections' on Christmas
Day True i'll Have to Borrow
the Money From my Wife to get in Haha..
Ya Do What Ya Gotta Do to Survive i Get the Hard Part too my FRiEnD...
That First 53 Years of Life Really WaS A Matrix That S88KeD Lemons
Without
Lemonade TRuE...
As Far as i Feel and
See THeRE Will Be No
Heaven On Earth Within
Without a Little Hell on
The Fryer to Butter up Heaven Sunnyside Up...
And With That Said i Leave You With "Shepherd of Fire"
This Morning
"The Devil"
Is A Password
to WHere i am Now too
From 'Hell' First WiTHiN mY FRiEnd
Indeed DarK iS LiGHT All Is God Now...
Merry Lovemas Love Is Love Is Love For Real Now...
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PriSon ReLease
MoMent You Are
With Forevernow
PreSent Gift Now
Indeed Dear Savvy
Embracing NoW iN FLoW
Balancing All DarK Forces
With LiGHT Forces Continuing to Grow
Creating New Paths FRiEnDS With Gravity
Balancing
Force
Free
Transforming
DarK iNto Light
Struggles of
Life in DarK Become
LiGHT As NiGHT Makes Day True...
i Love The Art Yes
The Aesthetics of
Numbers AS Humans
Co-Create Symbols to
Bond and Bind Over in
Art And Science True Yet
Other than Deeper Sacred
And Holy Meanings With
Purpose in Play;
Time, Distance,
Space, And Matter
of Things Just Really
Doesn't Exist For me,
Almost Like a Metaphor
Of Quantum Being MaKinG
The Jump Over the Rainbow
And Finding Nothing Yet The
Doing
Rainbow
Now True
Rainbows Arching
Paths Coloring Heaven
Now A True Gold Of A
Process With No Real
Treasure Anywhere Yet Within
Rainbows Arching NoW iN Newer Colors We Co-Create
Moving Connecting All That Humanity Free Loving Jazz...
1. "Stay Strong.
Change Lives.
Love endlessly."
– Amy Bleuel
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
i Love This One Yet i
Will Turn iT All Around
Too In ReVerse NoW iN
Dancing Singing Endlessly
Loving Living Changing Stronger...
Just A Habit
of Putting
Love First
Then Will mY
FRiEND in Balancing
Grace Without Fear Force
Yes Stronger ALWaYS NoW...
PriSon ReLease
MoMent You Are
With Forevernow
Thanks So much
USA Writes May
Life Love Deliver
You New Year
Present
Moments
Making
Every
Now Joy
With SMiLes...
SMiles Dear Young
FRiEnD i Don’t
Have Any
Living
Children Yet
If i Had A Daughter
Like You Ava Verily
i Would
Be very
Proud
Of Her
Too
Take
Care Lots
Of Love Now
To You With
Respect too
i Am One
Of Those
FRiEnDS
Not unlike
A Parent
Who
Stays to Give...
Yes It is Sad
When A
Bird’s
Wings
Will Be Cut
Of Course
i Am Now Really
Only Speaking
Of Generalities
As Women Will
Also Be Greater
Warriors
And
Some
Men More
Nurturing
Than Wives
God Nature
Is All The
Colors
Of The
Wind
And
More
That
Humans
Do Not Even Breathe...
Beautifully Done
In Dance And
Song Sublime
Little
Mermaid
True THere
Is Much To
Dance And
Sing
Naked
Complete
With No Human
Tools At All
Not
Even
Words
Yet i Find
Words Now
Such As
Yours
Naked
In Truth
oF LiGHT
Eternally Now
Complete
Hehe And
All
i
Am
Expecting
Is Another
‘Tea Party’
With Winks...
Mad Not
Really
Nice Hatter...
Happy Newer Year 2022...
SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD That "Yule Log"
Looks Delicious With Those Strawberry
Toppings And With All The Chocolate
Colorings Yet Surely Happy to See
A Bit Less Sugar Added
With Too Many
Sweet Goodies
As Always During
The Holidays At
Home my FRiEnD
And As Always You Have
The Best Taken Care of Pets
Both in Paradise And Love mY FRiEnD
Happy Rest of the
Holidays in Yule
Log Chocolate
Ways With SMiLEs
For All the Cats and
Dogs in the Entire World True...
Yes Indeed
No Day
Without Night...
Yes A Perennial
Playful Earworm
Well Santa Suited
For #Play2022 iNDeeD
He
He...
Sigh, i Gave Up on the
Dark Blue Plan to
Slide Down Your
Chimney On top
Of That Santa
Version of
Christmas
Is Gone For Now
Anyway it Appears
No Matter How Slim
my Rear Gets my Shoulders
Will Still Get Stuck So ALas
A Lad An Only Gift i Have
Left on Gift Card Sunday
After Santa Day (Except
For A Bit Of Quick Witty Humor)
Is Holiday
Work Week
Seasons Greetings
Back To Sky Blue And
White Fluffy Attire in
Florida
Lands
Of Year
‘Round Santa Tans...
PS: It’s Not About
me It’s
About
You SMiLing
TinkerBell
From:
~Never Land...
So Do 'You' Want "the Red Pill Or
Blue Pill"; i Probably Should Have
Skipped 'The Movie' And Continued
Writing my Own Story Creating the
Dance And Song
As i Go With
Relative Free Will;
Yes, the Green Pill
of Creating Our Own Play of
Life that Oh By the Way is Already
My New Year's Resolution, #Play2022
Where the Tag is Literally a Literary Device
As When One Remains in Autotelic Flow Meditating
Contemplating a Story and Play They Play, They Do THeiR Own
MaKinG
Of A Crown
And A Throne
As Literally What they
Make of Life As KinG
And Or Queen, Yes Director
Serving It All Up For Free At Best
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing,
iNhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT For All With Least
Harm as the Whole Process Becomes
'Real God' inDeeD of Verb For All That i Do
Yet of Course This Is Version 1.6.8 of my 'Matrix
Story'; True, i Am Not Single as Being 'Neo' in Version
1.6.8 Alone is Just No Fun to me So One Becomes
Two; Yet i Don't Wanna Spoil the Rest of my Movie
or the Other 'one' Ever Hehe as True i Rather my
Play Be A Mystery
Even unto me;
For True, THere is
Already Unlimited Numbers
to add in 'Decimal Points' for the
'Golden PHI Ratio' of 1.618034 and So
On; True, it Doesn't Match up in Any Way
Causally Yet What Synchronicity Brings Now;
AnyWay, So, So Far, Do 'You' See This is my Unique
Gift of So-Called "Aspieness;" True Not All View it as
Gift, Some View it the Way the General Audience Pegged
The Matrix Movie 4 as Basically Chaos too Hard to Follow As Story Line to them...
Yet You See, This is What Keeps Autotelic Flow in a Sweet Spot of Heaven Within
A More Perfect
Spiral Ratio
Tween the
Distance Between
Apathy and Anxiety Indeed
In Over ALL Increasing Potential
of Complexity Effortless in Ease
FRiEnDS With Gravity Balancing
THiS WaY
And to Explain the Version 1.6.8
For What That Basically Means Is i Am
Currently Writing my Own Matrix Overall
Version of 1 That is "SonG oF mY SoUL"
And to make it Just a Tiny Bit Easier to
Understand in Biblical Terms That is the
HouSinG of mY Current Overall Bible EPiC
Long Form Poem of my Current Matrix Now too;
In Other Words, A Culture of one i Create For myself
As Quite Honestly i've Circled The Entire Globe And
If Anyone Really Wanted me as Part of Their 'Club';
Basically, i Have Failed to Be A Unique Creator in this Life;
In Other Words, No Thanks As the Second Number in my
Overall Version Now of my Matrix Creating 1.6.8 Is the 6th
Generation of A "Grand Cross Bible" i Am About to Complete
Named "Grand Cross Bible 2021;" Yes A New Decimal Pointed
Sixth Generation of Overall "SonG oF mY SoUL" EPiC Longest 10 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Bible Poem in 'Grand Cross Bibles' Every Year for 6 Years
From Memorial Day Weekend Through New Year's Eve in 7 Months, Yes, Each Year
That are Literally Longer in Words And Way Longer in Dance than that
"Old King James Sized Effort" For Dam Sure Now Every Year Then From
2016 to This Year's Iteration 2021; And Where the Decimal Point Place
8 Comes into Play
is the 8th Generation
Revision New Testament
That i Actually Create on
'The Wrong Planet' Named
"Depth of The Story" to Show
How i Do Create My Own 'Matrix' on Earth
In and Out of All the Other Cultures (Matrixes)
Around the World That Most Folks are Prisoner,
Slave, or Willing Customer of Consuming Those
Cultures; Yes, Different Versions of Matrixes Spoon-
Fed From Birth That Honestly All of them Would Make
me Wanna Vomit A Little Bit in my Mouth, if i Was Strictly
Following Any of the Other
Matrixes Humans
Create in Cultural
Ways Around the World;
And Indeed, This is A Gift
oF AN Outcast and This General Story is
Common in Other Cultural Matrixes indeed
As Buddha in that Story Outcasts Himself From
the Matrix He is Born in And Finds A Tree to Meditate Under
And Contemplate Existence Becoming One with Nature Free; Yes,
And the Story of Jesus Does the Same in the Desert As Well Finding
And Defeating His Inner Demons too and Returning as Most 'Joseph
Campbell Archetypal Heroes' Do to Spread 'The Good News' of Epiphanies
Learned By Crossing
The River Styx
So Far Below
All Matrixes
And Culture
Touching Deepest
Ancestral Resources
Inherited Within From Birth...
It's Kinda Hard to Do that as the
Star Football Quarterback Moving
Directly into College and a Business
Oriented Job in Cold Mechanical Cognition
So Far Away from More Holistic Views that
Less Left Brain Processing And More Right
Brain Processing of Reality Allows so Naturally
InDeed So True
Better in Some
Ways to Be Bullied
And Called Names
And If You Are Lucky
to Forgo Any Physical
Kind of Bullying, Although
Psychological Bullying Can
And Will Get Kinda Tough as Outcast
As Lord Knows, 'Neo' Just Won't Work Alone
As We aRe Evolved as Social Animals Where
The One Must Become Two At Least Again
Trying Not Provide Any Spoilers Now For
the Matrix Version 4.0 At the Theater
And What Ya Have to pay 15 Bucks
For on HBO Max to See Yet Ya Better
Have Attention Spans like me
to keep Up that's
The Only
Hint i Will Provide hehe...
It's Really Not Designed for
The Average Human Attention
Span of Less than a Gold Fish
of Less Than 3 Seconds as Science
Assesses the Average Human Being Now;
Yet You See, No Doubt the Creator of that Matrix
Movie Was Outcast in Some Ways And Experienced
Substantial Trauma of Bullying in Life And that Does
Come Through in Genuine Artistic Creativity That Doesn't
Really Concern
Itself With
How Much
The Movie Makes
in Money or How the
Target Audience Rates that
Unique Song of the Soul of
The Creator of That Play of Life too...
Haha, In Other Words, Don't Like the Story, Create
A Greater One And Play it For Real; It's What i Do And
FoR Me at
Least
my Unique
Nature is A Gift
i Will Never Trade
With Anyone For Any
Other Version than my
Matrix Created Individually by me...
This is what Happens When 'Neo'
And the 'Architect'
And the 'Oracle'
of Holy Sacred
Spirit Become
One 'Trinity'; You'll
'See and Hear' what
(if You Have the
Required "Hard-
Ware" and "Soft Ware")
i Mean When You Get
to the End of the 4th Generation
of the Matrix Movie or Create Your Own Matrix
With the Gift of Unique Aspieness or Whatever
Pieces of the Pie
of Existence
You Deliver
In Your Unique
Neuro-Divergent Ways Next...
And as Far As that 'King James
Stuff' it makes about as Much
Sense As LooKinG Forward to
Hell or Heaven After Life Ends...
Holy C888P That Sounds Like
A Version of A Matrix from 2,000 to
3,500 Years
Ago or Even Longer Ago than that...
Meh,
Antiquated
Old Rusty
Matrixes
All Dusty
With Spoiled
Heaven and
Fresh Hell, Nope,
Not
FoR me...
-me
i Call my Wife 'Eve'
And Go Back Even
Further to my Own
Planted Garden of Eden
And Relax Naked Always
Blooming New Flowers of my
LiVinG Tree BeLieVE BeLeaf BeLoVE;
Yet Again this is Only Version 1.6.8 With So Many
More Leaves to Come in Colors of my Living Christmas
Tree Always Up Now...
It's True, i Fit in the
Traditions of Older
Matrixes/Religions/
CuLTuRES Just For Fun too...
When You Are the Director
the Player and the Play of Your
Own 'Truman Show' You Get to Freely
Do this Indeed With Relative Free Will NoW.
And It's True, There Are Even More Than One
Young Indian Woman Sage in my Matrix for Dam Sure
It's Like the Old Beatle's Sgt. Pepper's Album Cover With
the Stone Bust Coming Back From the Dead in the
Burial Ground Soaking Up the Wisdom and Arts
of the Sgt. Pepper's Burial Ground Audience
Behind
With 'Lakshmi'
And More than
One Lakshmi
Inspiring So Much
At The Head of
the Whole Living
Burial Ground Indeed
In the Red Dress And
So Many Other Colors
of What my Band Now
on the Run (Dance/Song) Will Play Next, Hehe...
Other than that Yes, My Suggestion is Create, Direct Your
Own Story, And Play Your Own Play of Life; Yet it's True
Make No
Mistake,
I AM
NOT NORMAL...
IF YOU WANT
NORMIE ADVICE,
DON'T PAY ANY
ATTENTION TO ME... HAha...
In FAct, if You Want Any Advice
AT ALL, i Suggest You Create Your Own...
Catholic Mass Readings For 12.26.2021 JusT A Review of Traditions...
PriSon ReLease
MoMent You Are
With Forevernow
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RiSinG Roses
FLoWeRinG
THoRNS NoW
When We Only Expect To Give
THere Is Nothing Left To Return
At The Beginning Means Of End (Love/God)
SMiles Dear
Savvy Finding
TWiLiGHT
Never
Ending
Balance
FRiEnDS
With Gravity Now
The Happy Dance
And Song Staying
Inhaling Peace Yes
Exhaling LoVE iN Joy
oF LiGHT Thru DarK
Giving Sharing Caring
Understanding Healing
Freely
For And
With All
With Least Harm...
SMiLes Dear Savvy
More and More
It Seems Now
Like Connections
Others Attempt to
Make Are For Buying
And Selling So Much
Less than Humanity
Pays in Warmth
of Building
Cooperation
And Yes
Collaborating
To Raise Light
Of Life Higher Than Before...
SMiLes it Never Feels Heavy
To Visit You
Indeed
Lightens
The Load
From the Rest of
A Day That Seems
Increasingly Falling
to Buy And Sell Over
Humanity Dear FRiEnD...
Indeed Dear Orchard
Daughter Lillian Soul
Builders of New
Colors We May
Come to Grow
Out of Deepest
Abyss Oceans
With No
Bottom
Surfacing
Again to be
The Sky Starlit
Breath Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love For All Again
Indeed Keep Building
mY FRiEnD No Different
Than A Nautilus on the Shore
Spiraling Leaving A Most Beautiful
Home to Pass
On to Inspire
Others
to Build
Their Unique
Spiraling Higher Souls True...
SMiLes Dear
Chaymaa
Honestly
if One
Is Truly
Rich With
Love It's
Impossible
For Someone
We Love to Treat
Us Poorly For Who We Truly Are
At Core Rich With Love
The Way i
See It, It's
Only
Ego
That Possibly
Will Make the
Truly Rich of Love Poor
By Anyone Else'S Words
Alone at least...
Love That's Rich Enough
Has No Need to Give Up on Love...
And True Love is Not A GRoWinG
Tower Everyone is Cut-Out to be...
Richest
Loving
Folks Have
Seen Rooms
That No Flame Will LiGHT
So Much in Life is A 'Matter' of Perspectives...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
What i Try to Focus on
Is Even A Match
Will Change
DarKesT
of Rooms So No
Matter How Small
A Flicker i Flame A Room
Even if It's A Size of 'The World'...
A Flame
Burns
For LiGHT...
SMiLes Dear Rue What A Beautiful Christmas
Tree in Your Home Truly Sparkling And Merry
Hope You Enjoyed All the Holiday Feast and
Treats i'm Sure You Made For All Your Family
to Both
Treasure
And Consume
True Not Much Equals
A Meal Cooked With
Love Sure A Hug
And Perhaps
A Golden
Retriever Pet
Or A Little Yellow
And White Kitty like
the One Around Our Neighborhood
Block That Treats Us With Play Every
Night When We Walk Hugging Our Legs
With His Paws
And Wet
Kitty
Kisses As Such
True He Feels Right
At Home With the Fur
of my Legs in Our Spring
Break After Christmas Temperatures
This Week Very Close to 80 Degrees F
So Many People in the World Are Lacking
This Warmth in Their Lives So Lasting in
All Ways of Family Kindness So Far Beyond
A Quick Dopamine Hit For This and That Scratch
Off oF A Lottery Ticket or a Swipe Right For the 5 Percent
of Dudes Who Get All the Attention Yes on Swipe Left
And Right Dating Apps Where So many Sad Young Men
Who Aren't The Hollywood Stud Type Get Left out in the
Cold With Not
Even A Hug
Next Year or
Hand to Hold
And True What Women
Get May Not Last Very
Long Either In Terms
of Enduring Warmth that Lasts...
That Sadly Only Gets Washed Off...
So What About Money, Money, Money,
Money, Money A Spoon-Fed Master From
Birth Required For Survival As So Many Folks
Become Slave to Money For A Job as Basically
Slave to Someone Else's Directed Play of Life So
Far Away From Humanity Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating
And So Far
Away
From
Really
Anything Human
At All FRiEnDS of
Mine Making 6 Figures
With Laptops Trapped in
Cold Snow Weather Rooms
Where Endless Lonely Nights
Just Never End Unless there is
A Bit of Hopeless Swipe Left and
Right in Dreams That Most Always
Never Comes to Fruition For Cinderella
The One Who Has Money For Wishes
Money, Money, Money, True the Theme
Song For Donald D Trump and HiS Way
of Golden Towers With His Initials With No Soul
No Essence
Of Kind Empathy
And Compassion The
Only Great Thing i See about
Being Financially Independent Is
Boredom Scratching Off Lottery Tickets
For Christmas As More Money Only Seems
Like A Chore
To Cash
A Lottery
Winning Ticket
At the Store True
i Rather Dance and
Sing A Green Pill Giving
Life Than Take the Red and
Blue Pills of Matrixes Run By
Money, Money, Money, Money...
Money, Money, Money, Stay in the
Bank You Have Nothing New to Offer me now..
That
I'll
Buy at Least hehe...
Other than That Humans
Consume More of the Earth
Than they Return Mother Nature
(She's Omicron Pissed With Much
More Karma to Come As Humans
No Longer Even Have FoCuS to Reproduce)
Doesn't Like this and She Pays No, NO, NO, NO
NO Attention to Books That Say We Dominate Her
Dominating Her A Way of Life For Fools Indeed
Money, Money,
Money
Go to
Hell And
Stay Where You BeLong
Already Visited 'You' There Once is Enough...
It's True The One Who Gives the Most By Death
Has Nothing to Return... In Terms of Free LoVE ReaL..
Hehe Anyway You'd Be Surprised Maybe to Find How
Many Millionaires There Are Living in Modest Homes
With Old Cars Just Wearing T-Shirts And Shorts So
Humble
As Such
With
'Stuff'
It's Kinda
Simple Don't Spend...
It's Kinda Simple Make
Ya Happiness Give Instead For Free...
That Way Now Before Ya Get Rich Ya
Arrived In A Much Richer Place Years Before...
i Know (Feel) A Lot of 'Rich People' Who Are So Dam
Miserable it Practically Cracks THeir Face to Smile...
Yawn, Grandma 'Cross The Railroad Tracks On Her
Porch Sitting With Her Grandchildren Rich Beyond 'THeir' Belief...
With
Only
Three Teeth...
True It's Not Something
Ya Buy It's A Life Long
Practice of Giving Real Sincere Warmth....
And Truly Something i Didn't Understand
When Master God Was Money... Money, Money, Money...
Hehe, For What It's Worth i Missed Your Creativity Glad to See
You Back
Home For
The Holidays
On Your Blog Dear Rue...
SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Wherever However SMiLes
Come Now Whenever SMiLes
Are Giving
Sharing
Caring
Healing
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love Yes
Neighbors Beyond
Distance
Space
Time Now
And Matter
Of Things
Neighbors
BREaTHE NoW When
SMiles CoMe ALiVE!...
Visiting A Pharmacy Where i Live
To Feel And Sense All the Pressure
The Pharmacists Deal With Always
Now to Never Make A Mistake
And Keep Up
During
A Pandemic
Where Their Services
Have Been In Demand
More Than Ever For the Last
2 Years i Continue to Flow As
A Wave On the Ocean Calmly
And Just Like When i Visited
A Dentist to Install A Crown
On A Tooth Chipped
By Biting Hard
into A
Chicken Bone Hehe
i Say A Little Prayer How
Fortunate We aRe That People
Just Like You Chaymaa in Egypt
As A Pharmacist Are Cut Out of
Molds And Gardened to Do
These Really Tough
Jobs in Life
That
Demand
Zero Levels of Mistakes...
Hehe On the Autism Spectrum
And Dealing With Bi-Polar Spectrum
Challenges in Life i Honestly Didn't
'Know' What i Would Be Qualified
To Do at All In Life More than
Earning A Triple Major
All At Once Hehe
True Holding Down
3 Part Time Jobs,
Book Store Clerk,
Janitor, And Archaeology
Assistant Just Basically
Digging And Tagging Charcoal
And Bone Fragments in Bags Hehe
As Part of An Anthropology Degree,
Health Science Degree, And Social
Sciences Interdisciplinary Degree i Could
Do As Input Not Much Problem Yet Oh Lord
Extreme Empathy And Tactile Sensitivity And
So Hard to Socially Communicate on the Autism
Spectrum A Major Cocktail of Functional Disabilities
That No One Really Noticed Yet me Mostly Making
Straight A's Hehe.. Anyway Lots of Degrees Yet Just
A Job at a Military Bowling Center for Almost Two Decades
Where i Was Forced in the Last 5 Years into Promotions Then
That i Really Wasn't Qualified For or Cut Out to Do Just for my
Collected Computer, And Financial Management Skills
i Developed on my Own that Didn't Have
Anything to Do
With College
At All Hehe
Anyway After
33 Years of Work
And Not Being Able
to Handle All the Challenges
i Fell Ill With Life Threats Then of
19 Medical Disorders And Fortunately
Ending A Career Toward the Higher Pay
Grade Levels Able to Retire Early and Finally Recover
Enough to Get Poetically Sparked to Dance And Sing Free
After
66 Months
of Doing
Real HeLL ON EartH
i Do Remember Back in the Old Bowling Center Days
There Were Some Days i Had to Run the Whole Place
By Myself the Front Desk, The Snack Bar, And Fixing
The Hidden Machines Behind the Pins Yet it Was
Really Great Exercise Running The Whole
Night Long And True No One's Life
Depended on What i Did
Just Delivering Smiles
For Free And An
Ear to Lend
on the Other Side of the
Shoe Rental Counter For
Personal Problems Folks Brought to me...
HAha, i Was Really Surprised When Folks
Asked me How in he World i Was Able to
Do What i Did then and the Truth is When
i Was the Poorest of All Helping People
Now Was Just Eternal Heaven Then...
The Perfect Year Now is when We
Bring A Smile to Someone's Face
Whether Some Rental Shoes
For Recreational Bowling,
A Crown For A New
Tooth, Or A Medication
to Indeed Save Even More
Than A Tooth and A Life Now For Real...
i Think it is Amazing You Are Able to Do
That and Create Such an Inspiring Blog too
Just So Very Amazing Indeed Thanks For All You Do...
‘Thing' is Dude,
You Don't Seem
to Fully Understand,
There Are Experiences
In Life WORSE THAN DEATH;
When YOU COME TO THAT UNDERSTANDING;
WHEN YOU CAN GET Violently RAPED BY YOUR FATHER
AND ARE NOT IN A POSITION TO RID YOURSELF
OF THAT
EVIL SPAWN;
COME BACK
AND TALK TO US
ABOUT ETHICS AND MORALITY PLEASE;
UNTIL THEN, YOU Don't Know, Feel, and
Sense Enough About the Human Condition Now.
INDEED, ETHICS
AND MORALITY
IS ONLY RELATIVE
FOR HOW MUCH WE
UNDERSTAND OF THE HUMAN
CONDITION; Indeed, Ethics and
Morality is ALSO THE HIGHWAY TO
HELL ON EarTH oF IGnorance FOR REAL
Taking Others So Easy to
Consequences
Worse than Death;
And Of Course the
Same Applies to Euthanasia
And Hoarding Dead Bodies Instead of Feeding 'The Worms'...
A Religion, Politics, And Philosophy of Ignorance Brings Most Harm too...
It's All Relative
Baby From
WHere We
BREaTHE Heaven
Or Hell Now And
the Purgatory In Between...
Perhaps, If You Experienced the
Worst Pain Known to Humankind
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep For 66 Months
That No Drug Will Touch Actually
Assessed As Worse than the So-called
Pain of Crucifixion For Real; You Could
Understand How Far The Rings of Dante's Hell
Go Alive
Alive
Living
Deader than
Dead Alive Now...
i Don't Expect You
To; Yet Trust me or not, Your View is Limited;
EMPATHY BABY, A LIFELONG ART OF COMPASSION
IN PRACTICE OR NOT...
i Do Understand
Now You Don't 'See'
What Some Other Folks Do...
i Surely Wouldn't "Change You
Into A Goat From A Sheep And
Burn You Forever" For What You Are Not Able to See...
-'See' What i mean?
i Didn't Relate Any Stats At All; Just
One Extreme Circumstance That Does
Happen; It's The Same With Mental States
of Being; Whether it is Violent Father Rape or A Mistake
in A Drunken One Night Stand; Rape or Not,
Some Women Aren't Cut Out
to Carry A Child to term;
And the Same Applies Until
You Become One of Those Women
And Become Pregnant And Are Not Able to
Afford to Go Somewhere to Save Your Mental
Health and Life, You Are Still Not Understanding the
Depth of Human
HeLL on EartH; However,
It Works the Other Way too;
Let's See How Many of The Suited-
Up Folks at the First Baptist Church Supporting
The New Law Will Stand Around And Not Take Their
16 Year-Old Daughters to Another State For an Abortion
To Save Face For Perhaps A Mixed Marriage or Such as that...
And to Be Clear Many Underage Girls Are Forced into
Abortions to Save First Baptist Face When they Really
Wanna Have Their Mixed Babies Or However they
Escape From Their Wombs...
Seen It Happen,
Just For Plain Old
Saving Face; i've Seen
It Happen, When the Daughter
Who Was Told that Abstinence is the
Only Way that Works, Terrified, Hid A
Pregnancy From Her Deacon Father Until the Day She
Had the Child In the Woods, Who Died, Who Otherwise
Might Have lived, if Afforded Prenatal Care; of Course in Most
Every Case, Ignorance And Lack of Empathy And Compassion
Disguised As Morality and Ethics Rules Among the Ignorant Cold Hearted;
And Meanwhile, The Family Dog
Brought Some Body
Parts of that
Child Born
Dead Back Up
to the Home For
Ignorance to make
its Presents for 'Christmas Known';
The Deacon Father Had Plenty of Money;
He Bought my Old Camaro in Cash For His Daughter;
All Crisp Hundred Dollar Bills; All 8,000 Dollars Back
in 2008; Sadly, He had Not Enough Common Sense
Then For How Human Nature Even REALLY Works;
So His
Daughter
Paid the
Price of
Ignorance and
Indeed the Potential
For a Living Grand-Child Instead of Dead...
Life is Messy Baby; You Can't Make it Black
And White Ethics and Morality, No Matter How
Restricted 'Left-Brained in Think' You May Think it is....
Ya Have to Develop The Kind of Holistic Empathy And Compassion
That Sees Farther than Your Own 'Knows'; True, Not Easy for Everyone to do...
Takes Practice...
Practice
Practice
Indeed; This All Comes
Down to Empathy And
Compassion for the Needs
And Requirements to Survive and
Thrive For Other Human Beings who
Are Different than Us; Go Figure that's
An Intelligence Not All Practice and it
Shows in Most All Areas of Life Today More;
Folks Who Just Aren't Interested in Walking
in the Shoes of Others With All Variables
Of Life Experiences Different From them....
The Majority of Texans As Polled Don't Agree
With the Texas Law; This is a Democracy; This is
A Nation With a Declaration of Independence that
Supports Rights to Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness
For All In Individual Ways With Least Harm; That isn't Limited to
Just Non-Breathing Life, indeed; However, In Reality, Many of the So-Called
Folks Who Wanna Tell Women What to Do With Their Uterus Don't Give
A Flying
F For
That Child
Who Might
Use a Tax Credit
To Get Some Clothes
Now to Wear A Little Bit
Later in Life in West Virginia
Or Wherever Cold Ignorant Hearts Don't Care...
It's All Disgusting to me; Yet it's Just my Opinion.
We Do LiVE iN A Democracy, So Far At Least Still Now;
i Don't Get my Way
And Neither Do You;
When the Democracy
Works the Majority Does;
In This Case, the Majority of
Texans Do Not Support the Law;
And In Many Cases, Laws are Becoming
Twisted to Support the Desires of the
Ignorant Cold Hearted Minority...
We Get the
Country
We Create;
A More Perfect
Union or Big Show
Circus Top of Cold Hearted Ignorance...
Yawn, Just Watching From A
Garden of Eden for Real; 'Eve'
Please Pass the Popcorn again;
As i Told You
Before We aRe ALL
God Over Here; And
True We Can And Will
Color God For Love With All
With Least Harm or Keep the 'Old Testament God' 'In Office' for real...
The One that Supports Dashing the Opposing Tribe's BREATHING Children's
Heads Against Stones
and the such
of Human
Failure
at Love...
Or Just Eliminate
Masking and Social
Distancing During the
Peak of A Deadly Variant
Like They Did at the Church
Where i Visit and Let the Breathing Bodies Free Fall at 'Cause',
Looking Forward to Carrots And or Sticks After Death this way...
Yawn...
Whatcha
Gonna
Do Yet
Captcha's
That Still
Attempt to
Determine
How Human We Really Are...
Meanwhile, i Watch, and Eat the Free Popcorn, And Tell A Real Story;
Yes, It's Kind of a 'Complicated Situation, Lots of Ins and Outs' Now;
'Lots of Strands Man'; Lots of Threads to 'Keep in Old Duder's Head'...
Give You Credit
For Making Some
Room For the Most
Horrible of Circumstances...
Thing is my FRiEnD While
You May Not Be Able to
'See' The Reality,
There Are
Even
Worse Circumstances Now
Than That That No one Can
See Yet the Young Woman
Enduring the Mental Illness
That She Did Not Ask to Have
Either and Just Part of Her Life
And Not Yours or Mine; It's Hard
to Walk in the Shoes of
Others and This
Is Why We Have
A Democracy and
A Jury of 12 Peers and
Not Just You or me;
The Human Condition
Is Very Very Messy and
Some Days Folks Who Insist
They are the Most Rational of All
Are Obviously Living in Another World
They Are Not Able to See in How that Applies to All of Us...
Lots of
Understanding...
That's An Art
And Never Now
A Science Alone...
Lots of Folks Where i Live
See it Similar to You So Yes,
Let ALL The Votes Be Tallied Fairly Indeed at Best...
Wishing Upon A Star i Call HoME NoW
Some Days A Song Applies to All of
Everyone We May Come to See in Life
A Distant Rueful Feeling Seeking to Find
SMiLes PM, All i Wanted For Christmas
And the New Year Is to Play
It's Always An Adventure
They Never Told me at
School or Work
All i Do is Dance
And Sing Free And the
Flow Brings the Heaven Now
Within And the Party is the Fumes
Some Others Feel From A Party of
one Little
Old
me Hehe
Interestingly As
Algorithms Bring
Different Opinions on
YouTube Sciences And Arts to
Create A Better Life i Listened
(Hehe, Ya Don't Get to Watch When
Ya Are Driving Just Listen, Just Listen)
to A Dude Who is Worth 400 MiLLioN
Dollars Selling Some Kind of Nutritional
Deal to Lose Weight And His Ultimate Goal
Is to Create
A Bigger Better
Disney World Yes
He Also Mentioned
He Only Has Two
Real Connections of
FRiEnDS in Life His Wife
And Sister No Family For Him
Anyway i Have no Desire for Any
More Money or Even to Visit Disney
World as i am Able to Regulate And
Integrate the Whole Actual Feeling and
Sensing Experience Within From a Totally
Free Naked
Dance
Song
Enough
Whole Complete
One With Grains of
Sand Spiraling Around
The Sun Below So Above
As 'Blake' Described it this way:
"To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your
hand And Eternity in an hour."
Actually It's Just A Description
For me For How i Feel and
Sense Reality When i
Dance And Sing
So Free in
Autotelic Flow
EVeRYWHeRE Every Inhale
of Peace Exhale of Love Now
IS A Brand New World And
A New UNiVeRSE of Moves Dancing Words
Singing That BREaTHE me NeW So Very Free...
When We Travel When We Go to New And Exciting
Places That Stimulate All the Organic Happy Juices of Life
We Open Up Our Souls to New Environments SPiRiTinG OuR
HeARTS to
Fly 'Thing'
is It All
Comes
From Within
Whether We Travel
Out THere or Travel
From Within hehe And It's
True After All Is Said and Done i'm Just A Cheap Skate...
With Or Without An Ice Rink i Glide FRiEnDS With Gravity Now
Bet There Are Plenty of Places to Do that in Your Alaska And
Iceland Dream too...
i Guess to Do it
my Way
One Just
Has to
Have 'The Nuts'
Yes The Crazy Enough
to Do Life Naked Dancing Singing Totally Free
WHeRE Ever i AM Now Staycation HoMe Adventure New...
It's Probably An "Asperger's Thingie" too My Sister's Special
Interest is 'Birding' And She Currently is in the Lead for the "Great
Bird Year" in our County for E-Bird, Two More Species And She Gets
The All Time Record in Our County So Far; She Used to Collect
Buttons and Matchbox Cars, Mountains of them indeed
Every Variety on Earth Yet the Photos She takes
of Birds Are Unmatched for All the Bird
Art i've Seen with Her Camera with
(Where the Birds Fly In From on my Blog)
A Lens Yes the Size of A Telescope Haha
i've Had Many Special Interests too i used
to Know Everything About So Many things
And With Close to a Photographic Memory
In Movie Making Ways Every Feeling and
Sense is Mine
To Pull Up
Time out of Time
Forevernow Real...
My Current Special Interest
is Heaven Within And For 101
Months Now Heaven Stays and
Never Really Goes Away
There Are So many
Ways to Do
Life i Just
Don't See
Many Limits
At All Anymore
And i've Never Felt
More Alive and Happy
Now It's True Chances are
i'm at least in the Lead in my
County For Heaven Within
And That's Kinda Sad
Considering this
County had
the Record for
the Most Churches
Per Square Mile For it's
True When Ya Live WHeRE i Do
Now Ya Only Wish Others Could Visit...
i've Never Visited A Church Here Where
Anyone Comes Close to Heaven Now
It’s Something You Sense When
Another Person is in Your
Presence Oh How
Lonely
Yet Allone
Heaven Really is Yes
In a Way Heaven is Hell ThiS way
too Isn't Life Ironic Indeed Having it
All Still Having Nothing to Really Share...
Some Days Now i Come Close Yet Even
Smallest of Distances Will Be So Painful in
Heaven True...
Yet THeRE
is Really
No Choice
Now Yet to
Stay with
An Invitation
to Visit that Never Ends Now...
Yet It's True Only 'They' Will
Come to Their 'Field of Dreams' For Real Now...
Still Building Mine That's An Only Way Ya get to Stay Now...
It's So Strange How FRiEnDS Who Insist They Are Close
To Us May Be the Farthest Away And How Strangers May
Open up
The Truest
Parts of Us
to Dance And Sing Free
And This is What i Love
About Blogging
Strangers
Who BRinG
Out The Best
in me WHeRE i
Become A Better FRiEnD to me...
Ya Have to Be Kinda Gentle With
Ya Self in Heaven in Deed And Particularly
Handle People Who Don't Come Carefully With Love...
And Indeed
That's
How Ya Stay...
RiSinG Roses
FLoWeRinG
THoRNS NoW
When We Only Expect To Give
THere Is Nothing Left To Return
At The Beginning Means Of End (Love/God)
SMiles Dear
Savvy Finding
TWiLiGHT
Never
Ending
Balance
FRiEnDS
With Gravity Now
The Happy Dance
And Song Staying
Inhaling Peace Yes
Exhaling LoVE iN Joy
oF LiGHT Thru DarK
Giving Sharing Caring
Understanding Healing
Freely
For And
With All
With Least Harm...
_________________
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