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29 Dec 2021, 2:18 am

Yes There is


LiGHT That BRinGS Balance
To DarK As DarK Brings LiGHT

to LoVE IT All

Strings Now
Of Water Sing
As Shape of
Trees in Lake
Mirror Streams
Guitar of Trees Brings

SMiles Gibberish
Ever Sunset is
Sealed With A

Promise Of
A New And
More Beautiful

Oh How
To Stay in
Balance of

Truth DarK
Makes LiGHT

Loving New Creations...

Dancing HeARTS
Free Find Balance
Birthing Peace


Ways For
Love FLoWinG
Freely Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

Every Breath A Gift And Share This

Way in Caring

Joy Dear
FRiEnD Savvy

And On my 15,942 Mile
Journey of Public Dance
In 100 Months Tonight

As my Journey And
Paths to Become
Even Better


With Gravity
in Peace And Harmony
More Yes my Body Floating
242 Pounds Yes Yet Indeed

The Weight of My Little Finger
iN FLiGHT on Terrestrial EartH

In A Place Where Force of Energy

Becomes LiGHT Just Never A Breath
to Run Out of Fueled As FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance

Indeed Gravity A Best FRiEnD to Have in Mind and Body

Soul For Real...

Oh Lord The Natives
Are Restless in Spring Break
Blooming December 2021 Native

Azaleas FLoWeRinG NoW For 2022


SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Hope Your Days are
Lighting Up Some
And i Hope my
Presence in Your
Life Provides A
Little Bit of Warmth
In Your Cold Snowy
Holidays As Oh Goodness
Here With FL Spring Break
After Christmas The Flowers
Are Returning Way too Soon

And my
Public Dance
Has Sprung Spring
Fever Betcha A Million
Bucks i’d Bring Ya A
SMile if i Could Dance

For Sure
With SMiLes...

We Did Enjoy Christmas
Hope You Did Too And Yes
Boosted For Covid-19 Yet in
This Rural Area Infection Rates
Are Close To

Zero Big
Cities Are Really
Hurting Indeed

Miss You Loads
too my FRiEND
Hope You Are Feeling

Maybe i’ll

Really Get to
Dance For You
One Day Unmasked too...

You May
View It With
Google Earth
Hehe Yet Close
Your Eyes If i Am
Dancing Naked
In my totally

Back Yard
Garden of
Eden Yes Nice
To Actually Shake
Your Hand One Day

Dear FRiEnD God Willing...

You Know Dear Rue As i've mentioned Before
First Visiting Your Blog Site After You Followed

Mine My Impression Was You Were Just Another
Gorgeous 18 Year-Old Young Indian Woman

For It's True All 18 through 100+ Year-Old

Young Indian Women Are
Beautiful This Way From

All the Indian Women i've Met
in Life Such Innocent Souls too
A Real Angel Pleasure Yet Really

That's Beside the Point Your Personality,
Intelligence, And Creativity Sets You With the Stars

In the Sky Just Impressive That's All Yet i Digress Back
to the Subject At Hand And Yes With the Covid-19 Mask

This is Obviously Just Another 18 Year-Old Indian Woman
Hehe And No i Will not Divulge Your Cassette Deck Age HAha...

Perhaps You've Seen a Phone With A Cord On it i Really Don't Know

Yet It's True i'm Really Glad
i Grew Up Without Central Heat
And Air-conditioning Then And We

Had to Boil Water to Take a Warm
Bath Oh Lord i Was Just A Skin and
Bones Kid Those Were Some really

Frigid Days Yet Now It's Spring After
December After Christmas In Florida
Nearly 80 Degrees F All this Week Wow

Wish it Got That Warm Back in the 60's
In the Boiling Water For Warm Bath Days

And True No TV Until 7 Years of Age We
Really Had to Use our Imagination to Play

For So Long After Graduating With 3 Degrees
From College Old Friends And New People i Met
Told Me i Was Wasting my Talents Not Pursuing A Job

for Money Yet i Was Just Happy Bringing Smiles to Folks
By Handing Out Shoes to Go Bowling and i Always Loved
to Help Folks With the Computer Scoring System As That

Was One Thing i could Do Excelling at Brand New Computer Stuff

Yet It's True i Always Enjoyed Helping People Just Helping People
All the
i Needed in Life

Yet my Father's Side of the
Family Was All into Money
Father Leaving my Mother when
i Was 3 as She Wanted to Stay at

Home And Garden My Sister and me With
Love i am So Fortunate She Was There until

3 The Real Secret of my Success Wired for Love
By A Mother of Love the Greatest Gift oF all and

Yes i Do Believe Government Should Pay Mommies
To Stay At Home With Their Children if We Wanna Have

Folks With Empathy to Grow Up Who Are not leaning toward
The 'Trump

Side' of
Frigging Psychopathy

Such Cold Hearts Mechanical

Cognition Brings to Life So Living
Dead And Barely Human All that's

Left of the Condition At All Honestly
i Don't Regret Not Bringing Any

Surviving Children into this

World As There Are
Surely Enough

Sad Humans

To Cry A Dry River
of Tears For Sure

Very Rare Do i Find a
Real Happy Person in this
World and Very Rare Was i
A Happy Person When i Lost From

What the Word Play and Joy Even
Meant in Life and all the Warmth of

Love and Connection Moving And
Co-Creating That Makes Life Worth Living

At All It's True Katrina and me Are About as
Close Now As 'Perfect Couple' As that Comes at

Least in my Eyes And It's True There is A Couple
Around the Block Who Live All Their Joy of Life

With No Children Older Than Us Who Never
Even Tried to have Any Children And that's

The Brow Beating Katrina Faced Through
Life Women Always Asking her When We

Were Gonna Have Children haha She
Even Got Presents From Some of them

of Sexy Lingerie Like i Needed Help
To Make it Happen i Guess Nope

No Problem At All with Smiles

Yet With Epileptic Seizures

That Wasn't Meant to Be
For Katrina and

Again i Don't
regret not Having

Children Not In A World

Where Lies Are Told As Truth
And People Just Don't Frigging
Care About Each Other Except for Those Who
Do Who truly make Life Worth Living and yes it's
True Having At least One Person is Enough Yet the

More the Merrier Verily Yes i
See As Night Becomes Day

Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Just Brightening the Days

With Colors Even

More For No
Reason Yet
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

Just Never Running Out of Love At All Dancing
Sining Just Wired This Way All Lit Up And Warm Within..

And the Theme Song For This Is "You've Got A Friend"
Dear Rue by "James Taylor" i have So Many Very Sad
FRiEnDS Yet the

Thing About

Love and

Is it Just

Keeps Shining

And Never Gives up

i Am Surely Glad You

Are Confident Naked Enough
Whole and Complete Dear Rue

You Aren't The Kind of FRiEnD

That Keeps Ya Up at Night Worrying About

Yet It's True That's How Love Evolves and
Roses Grow Taller Out of Manure Rich Life True

Ya Just Keep Loving Ya Just Keep Loving Ya Just Keep Loving That's all...

Even When no one Calls Still There Just Still There no Matter Cold Still So Warm

Just Like
my Mother

Who Never Gave Up on me
Yep Helen and Sister Marie too

Bet if You Went to 'The Bad Place'
Your FRiEnD Maria Magdalena Wouldn't Give up on You Either...

It's Not Every Day A FRiEnD Like That comes And Indeed Yes
To Be able to be a FRiEnD like that is the Best Gift of All to Give...

Like my
Mama.. It's
True the Kids
Around Our
Neighborhood Always
Lamented That She Wasn't Their Mother...

Thank God For Women Just Thank God For Women Period.

*Hehe Singing

Not Sining Let's Hope at Least...

Oh Lord The Natives Are Restless
in Spring Break Blooming December 2021
Native Azaleas FLoWeRinG NoW For 2022

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

As Humans And Part of

Nature We aRe Evolved

With DarK And LiGHT

Parts of Reality

True Oldest

Parts of

Our Reptile
Brain of Pain
And Pleasure

As Fear And Anger
Brings Dopamine and
Noradrenaline As Pleasure
Does too With More Oxytocin
And Serotonin With Perhaps
A Sprinkle or Two And More of Endorphins

As the Fight or Flight Response Brings that too

Yet Let's Not Get too Materially Reduced HAha

As there is A Synergy of All of This Both NoW As

That Relates to Conscious and Subconscious
Mind True

As We

Humans Like
The Other Animals

Are Evolved For Focus to
Capture Prey and Or
Escape Predator
Too Ahem So Much

More Than the Divided
Mind and Body of Modern

Cultures Where The Science Assessed Human
Average Attention Span Is Less Than 3 Seconds
Yes Less than That of a Gold Fish Ya Gotta Have

More When Ya Crown A Tooth or Make Sure All the
Prescriptions Are Correct Before Ya Pass them out Next...

Not So Much
Handing Out
Shoes at A
Yet i Digress
Hehe as How many
Distractions Are there

In Life Yet i Don't Work
For Money So i Get to
Be Master of my Focus
in Flow Now And Go This
Deep in One Comment With
A Person Who is Basically A
Stranger Yet Obviously A Stellar Individual
Who Has the Ability to Inspire a Deep Comment Like this...

That's Kinda Rare these Days As Most Folks Surely Don't
Have What it Takes to Compile 30 Quotes in Several Posts
in A Day In A Blog That Seems to Sincerely Wanna Help Other

Folks Yes


As i Do Know
Several Other
Muslim Women
And Another one
Sohair From Egypt
Who is Focused This Way True too...

A Good Testament to Your Religion it Seems Indeed
And Perhaps Your Way of Culture too it Also Seems now...

As My God Samreen A Muslim Woman From Qatar Stellar too...

It Seems to Be A Pretty Small Blog World You may Know Her too...

Anyway Back to Intermittent Reinforcement And the Dopamine
Response That Drives us Forward Along With Noradrenaline

In the Fight or Flight
Response That
Gets Us through

Fearful Yes And
Painful Experiences
of Life With Endorphins

Too Basically It's True no
Pain No Gain If We do Not
Expose Ourselves to Struggle
We Don't Get to Unlock More of
Our Human Epigenetic Potentials

Being Financially Independent i Could
Be Sipping Margarita's At The Beach
Day In Day Out Eating Different Cheese
Cakes With Top Steak And Ice Cream Each

And Every

Day Yet i Do

Realize That is

Just as Dangerous

For Well Being

As Almost


To Death

And Instead

Fulfilling Epigenetic
Challenge for Greater Human Potentials

So Indeed in a Way Here This Comment is
Bootcamp That Way And it may Look Overwhelmingly

Complex to Most Folks Now Yet is As Easy As the
Breeze That Makes Pain Eventually Effortless Ease

Plus an
Span of

Hours on Demand
Remembering one Must
Stand For Blood Flow to Our Heads
to continue the Dance And Song of Life True too..

The Source of Much Addiction is forgetting to
Do Boot Camp to Keep The Beach Party Living...

No Pain

No Gain

Life is A Struggle

As DarK Makes LiGHT

Yet's It's True in TWiLiGHT oF Flow

It's Truly Amazing As LiGHT and DarK

Pain and Pleasure Mix for Truly Heaven Within Now

In What Science Describes As Autotelic Flow Our Ability

To Master The Within Therefore Mastering the All in All

Breathing Freer Inhaling Peace Loving All (GoD) That is Loving Life Now...

Yawn, As Far As 'the Importance

Of Abortion', It's A Natural Part of
Nature (God) That Comes With Population

Stresses For Basic Subsistence Needs;

If 'You' (The 'Religious Dude' Here)
Don't Believe it is Part of

'God' As Nature

Then You

Obviously Don't

Believe God is Nature...

When We Come to See the World

As Natural It's So Much Easier to

See How DarK is Part of LiGHT...

Most Everything That is Going 'Stinky'

With the World of Human Nature is Imbalance...

There Are too Many of Us Consuming the Rest of Nature

Out of Balance And Mother Nature Will Bite Back And Not Give

A G Dam About Any Books That Are Fool Enough to Suggest

We Dominate

Nature; We

Are Part

of Nature;

Abortion is Part

of Nature; and Yes,

Roses Grow Great out
of Manure; Get Used to the

Fact That There is DarK and
LiGHT iN Life And You Ain't

Gonna Stop the Manure From Growing Roses;

And If You Do, You Still Get to Wilt With the Rest of Us, True too

In all That Colors The World Ugly of 'the Color Trump' And All of the
World That At Least Provides Health Care With 'The Color Obama And Biden'...

It's True, Mostly Hairless
Apes Stronger


In the Deep Stuff
That Makes Roses
Grow or The Flowers that Come Next For Real...

And It's True, We All Have Opinions That 'Feed The Squirrels' too...

'You' Don't Believe Women Should Have Free Agency And You Do Believe Men Should...


For 'You' i Guess...

In My Opinion, Life is Bigger Than that View...

Yet of Course, i am Only Feeding The Squirrels Here Like

Everyone Else...


(See What i Mean,
i Told You We aRe Human 'Butt Naked'
'God Nature' Over Here in Northwest Florida, hehe)

Other than That You Sure Aren't Gonna Convince me that NATURE isn't Real...

You Might Be Surprised How Many Folks Spend THeir Life Trying To Convince Folks Nature Isn't God...

It's Like They

Look All THeir

Life And Never

Even Find Themselves

True as They Ironically

Abort Themselves From Nature
in Human Clothes And Other Tools
Away, Away, Away From True Naked

Nature Reality Now...


*Eve Pass the Popcorn,
The Sun Is Out For
Spring Break
After Northwest Florida Christmas
IN December i'm Ready Now to Go Play...

HEhe, Like

i Ever Stop
Dancing And Singing
And Playing 'This Flute' Baby...


(Still GRoWinG Horns at 61)

Clue: Don't Lose YouR 'Nature'...

Yawn, SMiLes Yawn Indeed
"Matrix 4, Resurrections" First

Movie For me On Big Screen or
Small Before Pandemic Days And

Interestingly, For me the Movie Trailers
Advertised That provided No Interest at all

Before The Movie


My Experience

Watching the Movie

That Based on the Trailer

i Felt i Could Have come Up
With A Better Story than what i Was Watching

Yet it's True it's Lana's Story As She Was Grieving

Her Parents Yes the Director Co-Writer And Co-Producer

Convinced By Some Others It Was A Worthy Story to Tale
After Resisting

Attempts by

Others to Inspire
Her to Add Another Return
to the Matrix After Close to Two Decades Before...

Honestly to me it Felt too Much Like the Gaslit Reality

That 'the Trump World' Did and Still Tries to Inflict On

US And The Rest of Humanity And Overall Nature Out of

Balance too For me it was if the 'Joker' Movie Back in Fall
of 2019 A Pre-Cursor

For The Fresh

Hell to come

Almost As

If 'Trump World'
Inspired Nature



And Their
Nature Out of Balance

Karma is Real Actions
Make Consequences Real

Like Gravity Ya Play With it
in Balance or Ya Fall Ya Fall
Like Humpty Dumpty And Perhaps
Ya Put the Pieces Together or Do Not...

Surely Many Folks Have Felt a Microcosm
of This Whole Imbalance Lately and the Movie

Really Hit A Chord For me of Whatcha Gonna Do

Yet Try to Captcha What's Left As Human And Paint

Your Own Sunsets into Colors That Don't Feel So Much

As An Other Imposed Gaslit Reality Cliche Ending Yes

As Love Holds Life Together Never the Less A



For many
it Seems today

For What i actually
Experience in my Reality

Where i Paint My Own Wagon
And Adventure to Color my Rainbow Skies New...

It's Hard to Find Someone Else to Do that With

Chances Are Trinity Was Only Lana's Alter Ego For Real...

Lifting Up the Parts That Couldn't Feel A Do oF A New Rainbow
Painted Sky

For Her

to Paint

And Whole
of Who She
is God Dam
The Rest of the
World to Hell Those

Dirty Dam Apes as
(The Mostly Hairless
Ones in this Case Study)
Charlton Heston Once
Related Trying to Hold
on to His Long Rifle Gun on the
Beach With the Most Beautiful Woman
in the World on the Back of His Horse With
No Attention From Him at All It's True i Take

Plenty of
Pics of

These Days

She Gets So Much
Attention She tells
me Go Play Naked
At The Beach and Visit now and then.. Haha...

Yes There is A Metaphor, Two And More of
A Trinity of one in this one True too ChessHire

Cat SMiLing...

Still Coming to Play

NoW For Real hehe..

As Usual 'The Cat' Was
A Real Star of A Movie..

And For me It's Just Another
Re-Iteration For What 'the Police'
Suggest to Do "When the World
is Running Down You Make the
Best of What's Still Around" and

i'll Add A Line of A Cliche A Brand New World Now...

Not Born into "This Place of Hell" i Come From Now i am Reborn As Human
Out of Clothes of CuLTuRaL Deceit And Lies Hiding Soul

SMiLes Rue While it’s
True i Did Not Have
To Find Work Over Seas
Or Even Another
Part of My
State to
Find Pay
To Stay
Close to Family
Finding Anyone
Wanting Still To
Do More Than Small
Talk And Dance
With me
As Friend
Seeking Deeper
Than That Regularly
Does Require This
Castle Over
He he
As All of
me seems To
Exhaust Most
Folks Even Katrina
Says Go Write
Get out of Her
Hair i Am
Giving Her
A Fredache
Not Everyone
Comes Fully
me Hehe
And All i
Have is Love
Intention From
Above More Than
i Remain
To Love It All
On Course...

SMiles Rue Can’t imagine
Anything Less Than
Delicious Coming
From You
You are
A Full
Gift i’M
You Keep
Your Family
Close And
To Have Rue
Close and
All Your
Too i’ve
Never Met
A Rue Before
Unique You Are...

SMiLes Dear Rue One of the Most Amazing
Experiences of Relating Poetry Online

To So Many Spellbound Dreams

of Finding That Special Beau

Is i've Come to Realize

How Fortunate

And So Heavenly

Blessed For The Treasure

of my Wife Moreover For A Treasure

of Love that is Actually Real So Aghast to

Hear the Stories of Failed Love So Sadly That

i've Heard over These Years From A Swipe Left

And Right New Generation(s) of Emptiness With so



Sincere Warmth

It's Hard to Tell From Photos

Just How Cold Or Warm A Human

Has Become Now Until A Song of Their

Voice Is Heard With Or Without Much Soul

It's Like Elder Female Relatives From my

Family From Mother to Great Aunts THeir

Words Were All Warm Poetry Touching

So Much HeART SPiRiT SoUL Then
With Sincere Love's Living Tune




Unafraid With
No Secrets to Be Imprisoned

of Who We Fully aRe is What
Is So Shallow and Missing Now

From A World today As NEVER



Your Lyrics Have So Many More Colors than
What Seems Rather Cliche to me in the Original

Lyrics However The Spirit of the Woman And the
Music Left The Cliches Behind For the Dream For

The Dream

Of Love
Just Refuses

to Die as i remember

Back in My Lonely Poor
Working Days A Woman
At the Bowling Center i Worked
At For Close to Minimum Wage
After Earning 3 Degrees Telling

me When You Meet the Love of Your
Life Secure With That Warmth There

Will be Nothing You Cannot Do in Life...

i Agree, i Agree, i Verily Agree And in my
Case i Only Feed the World The Warmth i Receive For Free...

And of Course Reflect The Rest Back too as that is What Ya
Do in Form of Longest Long Form EPiC Free Verse Poetry Writing True too...

Yes There is


LiGHT That BRinGS Balance
To DarK As DarK Brings LiGHT to LoVE IT All

if We Truly Become Successful Seeing God
Everywhere my FRiEnD For Real Anyway
Since Your Blog Site is No Longer Tolerating
You Tube Video Links i Don't Have One Brewing
in my Creativity For Now So i'll Just Leave You With Another SonG of mY SoUL

As Indeed When i Was 47 and my Great Aunt was 94 And i Had No Words of Poetry
No Words At All As Poetry of Soul is What Breathes Life in Words That is What i wanted

Most Just A
Song Like

my Aunt

Jettie so
Freely Gifted Flowing
From the Well Spring
of Her Soul A Beauty
That Ascends And Transcends
All Physical Forms of Flesh and Blood indeed...

It Was Warm And Reassuring Indeed As Well to Hear
Your Voice As it Resonated A True Song of Poetic Soul Free...

For It's True It's More Than Just The Lyrics The Music of Soul True too...

After A Walk Around the Block
A Theme Song came Out Yes
"It's too Late" By Carole King Dear Rue...

Yes There is


LiGHT That BRinGS Balance
To DarK As DarK Brings LiGHT

to LoVE IT All

Strings Now
Of Water Sing
As Shape of
Trees in Lake
Mirror Streams
Guitar of Trees Brings

SMiles Gibberish
Ever Sunset is
Sealed With A

Promise Of
A New And
More Beautiful

Oh How
To Stay in
Balance of

Truth DarK
Makes LiGHT

Loving New Creations...


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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30 Dec 2021, 1:30 am

Thanks For the Kind New Year's
Wishes Dear Orchard Flower Lillian

True Love Breathes

In the New Year

Inhaling Peace

in Gratitude

For Love's Next
Exhale to Give And Share More

Best Part of All Is Love is Free

Love is Free...

A Flame
A Small
Flame Flickering
In the Darkness of Hope

Still Lighting A Way

For All to See

As Indeed



Farthest to
See in DarK
Dear Savvy Free
With Sunshine Smiles...

Hehe i'm Still Waiting
To See if the Big
UFO Report

in 2021
Was Able

To Find Intelligent
Life Fully Vaccinated
Now From Ignorance...

A River A Stream
A Wave An Ocean
Dream Water Full

Indeed Dear


Love is Everywhere

We FeeL IT And Give
it Sharing Free Love Will

Find A Way As Raindrops

Return to Ocean Whole Waves


Above So Below
Fulfilling Every Empty Shore...

SMiLes Dear Sohair Thanks So Much
for the Merry Christmas Wishes With
Great Thanks Giving For Our FRiEnDship

For the Last 6.6 Years or So too my FRiEnD

Always Nice to Have Gratitude Year

'Round And Give For Giving
Thanks Giving

For Another
Year of Life
Given And Shared
With Good FRiEnDS And
for me so far beyond the

Work Years Slaving Away
to A Symbol of Big Money

Nice to No Longer Deal With
Deadlines and Just Pursue Loving
Human Potential Like My Sister Who

Just Recorded A Record Total of 208 Species
of Birds Spotted in Our County For What they
"Call the Big Bird Year Count" As It's Nice to Have

A Special Interest

to Excel at Free

of Charge or Making Money....
A True Benefit of an Older Golden
Age Where Spirit of Excellence Grows
More Without All the Fears Associated with

Making Money my FRiEnD Loving Returning As God's

Breath Within
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
For All Giving Sharing Caring With Least Harm...

SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby So Happy You Enjoyed Roast Beast For Christmas

Just Finishing The Last Leftovers Here Enjoying Spring Break In Temps

After Christmas For A Full Week As I’m Sure You Are Similarly

Doing in Alabama too Please Tornados Stay Away from

You Glad All Of Your Family Clan Is Happy Together During
The Holidays Now And HAha How Nice of You To Wish My

Loved Ones and (Fans) Richly Blessed As

Such As My Pokemon
Fred Fame With

Fortune of
Not A Single

Cent Earned
From Public Dance
Did Last Longer With
Find The Dancing Guy at Walmart today HAha

And it Seems Every Plan of Going Back to the Big
Dance Hall is Spoiled by Another Pandemic Variant

As I Really Wanted to Make A Return Before i Hit
Social Security Early Age at 62 in June Yet Hey at
Least Covid-19 Held-off until Almost 60 Years-Old

And With Masked Social Distancing Dance At Walmart

Nope, Not Even Interrupted on Any Day Except the
One Day They Close All the Way for Christmas

Being Shut-in For 66 Months in Hell Really
Does Make Other life


Seem Like

A Breeze in Heaven Now
Just Inspiration DarK Thru
LiGHT Finally With So Little Pain
And Numb Now Yes Happy New Year!
To You All With Richest Blessings True

Nope, i Ain’t Waiting….

My New Year’s Resolution is #Play2022 The
Hell With ‘Big Money’ I’ll Just Do it All For Free!...

"Currency is a medium of exchange for goods and services."

Hehe Dear Rue in a Culture of one i Skip the Medium

And go Straight to Love For Currency,

Pay Rate, and Pay Grade Now It
Used to be So Very Different Yes,

Yes, Oh Lord The Golden Handcuffs
of the Promise of Federal Government

Benefits The Struggle All About Money to
Get to Three Last Highest Pay Grade and
Rate Years for the Pay-Off in Highest Average
Life Long Benefits This Way The Lifelong Race

Is 'Own' As Money Builds A Future Alone it Seems
Then Yet Oh Lord Yes in the Last 5 Years of a Quarter
of A Century in Federal Employment Five Job Changes

In Return For Double My Pay in those Last 5 Years Moving
From Bowling Center Manager, to Print Manager Assisting
A Captain Approving Print Jobs For the Biggest Area Naval Installation

Traveling 70 Miles or So Round Trip to Commute There Then Another

Temporary Promotion to Community Activities Director, Then Athletic Director,
Then Recreation Programs Director, So i Had to Keep Up With 5 Jobs in 5 Years

i Was Really Playing

Imposter As i Really
Wasn't Qualified For
Any of the Jobs i Was Paid

To Do i Was Considered A Vital
And Valuable Commodity For
My Work Ethic And Developed
Information Technology and
Financial Management Skills

In Areas of Responsibilities that
Had Nothing to Do When the Jobs
i Was Paid For Were Just Collateral
Duties That Again i Wasn't Really Qualified to do...

Yet i had No Choice Through a Reduction in Force
i Had no Choice Yet to Continue to Get Temporary Promoted

To Keep A Job and As the Story Goes it Drove me Slowly to HeLL
ON EartH for 66 Months From Wake to Sleep Yet Hey i got to Retire

Early at Age 47 And Officially At age 49 When All my Annual And Sick
Leave Ran Out in A Year and a Half of that Status Active in the End

Big Money Rules the World Yet Love is The Currency, Pay Rate,

And Pay Grade That is Truly Beyond All Deadlines That

Kneel and Bow to the God of Money, The Currency

Required to Exchange Goods For Services

Without That Requirement Time

Wears Wings With No
Deadlines Just

An Endless Spiral
Yes Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love For Those
Who Do Free Themselves
From CLocK Life Yes With an
Emphasis on the Lock in CLocK

Yet It's True the Millennial Generation
Is Assessed As the Generation of Having
Enough of Money as A God And Moving on

To Greener Pastures No Longer A Slave to the God
of Money Where Deadlines Exist to Make Enough to Survive...

In Our Country 40 Percent of Folks Making over 100,000 Dollars
A Year Through Upper Middle Class Still Live Paycheck to Paycheck

As They've Drank The Kool-Aid of the American Dream of Live a Life of

Buy and Spend

To the Limit
of Never Now

Becoming Free
With Wings From
The Big Money That
Drives Western Civilizations

Out of Balance With Nature
And Sadly Out of Balance With
Human Nature in NDD, Nature Deficit
Disorder More Than ever before Cold
Cogs in A Machine Until Freedom With Wings

Finally Comes...

Without Deadlines
And Locks in

Ruling the
Eternal Now
From Coming For Real Now...
Theme Song for this is "Big
Money" By 'Rush' And Nope, No
Big Money God For me Anymore TG...

Yet of Course So Many Folks Live Hand to
Mouth Around the World Where Starvation is the Price

Oh Lord The First World Problems Where Ironically Suicides
Are the Highest With Most Mental Illness As Even The Starving

Still Smile...

And Share
A Currency
Pay Rate
And Pay Grade
to the Last Breath Of Love
Indeed Reality is Very Relative This way...
'Big Money', Big Money, Big Money Go Away

And Don't

Come Back...

"iF i Navigate (A) River (Now)
(Will) You Take me to Your Island...
Sing (A) Siren Song So i (Will) Never Leave...."

THeRE Is Something (A LOT) To Dance
And Sing About Being Your Own Man (Cat)
Sure And Woman True too to Your Selfie (Cat)

"I don't envy dogs the lives they have to live."

-C. Shultz/Peanuts


-F me too

Already on my "Tombstone"
"He Brought Oh God! Yes! So! So!
Many SMiLes to Faces YeS in Every
Way Possible EVERY WAY Possible."

i Can And Will Show Ya Both Places
Butt God Forces No One To 'SEE' EiTHeR
Heaven or Hell That's Up to You And YourS ETERNALLY NOW

Hint: Katrina Retired at Age
33 Like 'Jesus' AnD UNlike
JeSuS She's STiLL LiVinG NoW

Hmm.. Yes Fredache
A Literary Device
One May Choose
For Some
OF A STory
i BRinG Often
Depth Of Story

SMiles Dear Xenia
May Scotland Highland
Fili Dreams Continue Fruition
Your Breathe
As One
From Ireland
May Naturally See True...


When Struggle Ends
Effortless Ease Sees
Dancing Tight Ropes
Higher Arriving
Forever Now
For You
See my
Long To Quote...


That's Truly Beautiful Anna And What's Best Of All
Is i Feel And Sense And Will Describe It All

Yet This Verily Wasn't Always So Before...

My Mother Was A Published Poet in Her
50's... i Couldn't Understand Why Anyone
Would Wanna Write Poetry Or Even Read

It Then...Yet Obviously

Now i See

Sign Enough
Then Missing
What is Most
Important A Poetic
Soul With HeART
SPiRiT Unleashed

For Soul To BREaTHE Free

'Alexithymia', A Condition Associated
in Historical Studies Of Higher Functioning
Autistic Folks Up to 85 Percent, may Come From
Emotions So Powerful In Affective Feelings And Senses We

Never Come
To Navigate
Them By Identifying
Them With Words Associations
To Travel With Greater Ease Through Life

And Yes To
As we Come to Learn
Our Emotions Are Our Own...

Diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum
Almost immediately at 47 my Sister too
Shortly After that With Asperger's Syndrome too...

The Doctor Said to His Graduate Intern Like i was
A Guinea Pig of Study... Like i wasn't even in the Room

'We See This Often on the Autism
Spectrum It's Fascinating He Can't
Describe What He Feel in Words'

As True He asked me to
Use Something More than
Adrenaline After 11 years of
Work Related Chronic to Acute
Stress as Really At That Point

i was all Out
of the Adrenaline
Hormones of Fear
to Move Another Inch of Breathing Life Living Dead...

And i had No Clue What He Meant About Using Emotions
to Motivate Life as Where i am From Emotions Aren't For Men...

Yes as Mentioned Before Taking 66 Months to Get Over that
Yet There was A Before too Leading Up to the Fall of mY Soul
to Nothing At All in 2007 to my Amazement Reaching Out
into Creativity to Ever play more than what was on the

Sheet Music Instructions of Life
Except for a Few Other
Creative Isolated

Experiences of
Life Through the Hell
of Pain and Numb i was
Experiencing then the Shadow
Side of my Soul both Dark and

Light Escaping Through My Fingers
Feverishly on a Piano to My Greatest
Bitter Sweet Surprise that Suddenly i could

Create Notes

on a Piano


Seen Before

By Direction Only

of My Fingers and

The Shadow of my Soul

The Much Larger Subconscious

Part of Mind the Spirit, The HeART

of Soul that Comprises around 95 percent

Of Our Mind (Soul) That the 5 Percent Often has no

Way to Relate to at All Particularly on the Autism

Spectrum as the Doctor Suggested that Perhaps

The Two Hemispheres of my Mind Were Not

Communicating At All Half A Soul And

Less indeed So i wrote to Escape

All the Pain and Numb

A Poetic


came in March of 2013

Suddenly in July of 2013

Two Halves Become a Whole

And i Finally Am Reborn Again then

Fully Human A Force of Loving All of Life

Both Sides DarK Thru LiGHT As Was the Case

My Air Force Reserves Major Psychiatrist Then said

i was His Most Difficult Case Ever in Deep Deepest Depression

Numb And Pain Anxiety Yet All the Anxiety is Gone Now of any Real

Substantial Difficulty Since That Day Standing on the Beach in July of 2013

Now Experiencing All Your Poem Relates to me Still... Fortunately in 2007

For just the Record of My Soul as Different Kinds of Creativity

Will Come And Go i Recorded what i Created on a Piano

With A Cheap Dictation Device While

The Creativity From

The Keys of


Then Were

Still Flowing

Out of my Fingers

in 2007 True it's the only

Piece of Piano Music i've ever

Created Fumbles and All the Light

And the Dark of my Shadow Trying to

Escape As Living Breathing Loving Soul Again

Now i have no Difficulty Navigating the Depth of the Story That is my Soul

Smiles i'm Sharing This in Hopes Someway it might be useful in Relationship

To Your Daughter on the Spectrum if i Understand You Correctly She Lives With too...

Why It
All Tastes
Great Never
Have to Work
A Buffet
of SMiLes...

Yawn, Let's Start From 'the Beginning'

Of 'The Matrix'; Pray, Do Tale,

How Human

Is Either Objective

Or Subjective or

Both and

Get Back to me
When You Figure
Out From 'That Resource'
Whether or Not 'Morality'

Is Objective or Subjective;

Short Answer is Again,

A Spectrum And Both;

As i've Got Other Things
To Do Other than Avoid 'Spoilers', Hehe...

OBTW, Have You Ever Heard, The Principle
of No Pain, And No Gain; Life is a Struggle;

There is Nothing Only Immoral About Pain,

And Yet Again, Relatively Speaking, Pain Can Be Described As Immoral too;

In Fact, You May Describe Anything the Way You Like; And Similarly
To 'Donald Trump Feeding Squirrels', It Doesn't Make it True That
'Donald Trump'
Really Loves


Of Course
In 'Your VIEW'
'Altruism' for
'The Squirrel'



As The Squirrel
Is Not Gonna
Feed Donald






Yawn, All Our
Opinions are
Relative Indeed as
Well; Including the Opinion
That Morality is Relative As Well...

PS: It Makes me Happy To Feed The
Squirrels; Just Like It Makes me Happy

To Help You With This Dilemma With
No Expect of A Thank You, From You;

Yet You See, Again as Science Shows for
Healthy Human Beings at Least; One Act of
True Altruistic Giving Without Expect of Return

Leads to Higher Levels of Happiness For Months After that...

Yet of Course, Not Unlike the Placebo Effect, Not All Humans
Benefit From The Activity of Altruism This way; So Again it IS

A Human Nature Spectrum...

It Ain't Black and
White Dude; Yet

Left Brain Restricted

Processes of Mind

Tend to Demand it is

And Just Can't Escape

An Endless Truly Illogical Way of Thinking...

Life is Full of Very Beneficial Pain That Leads to Greater Human Potential....

How You Could Suggest That Pain is Objectively Immoral is Indeed 'Black
And White Restricted Think'....

Thrill Seeking Folks

Do Indeed Risk

Injuries; That May Be
Viewed By Others as
Needless; However Yes,

They May Discover New
Ways of Doing Life that
Both Benefit Them And Other
Folks Altruistically As Well through

The Bruises That Come through a Life
Where Thorns Make new Colors of Flowers
Possible at all to Rise As Roses...

Or i Guess You Don't Get the
Metaphor of the Christian

Cross Either

or Do You...

It's Up to
You To Decide,
Indeed, What You Believe

To "Take a Red Pill or Blue" or Create Your Own Green

Pill Newer Like me; Therefore, Morality is Indeed Relative...

Of Course, You Could Try to Avoid Pain All Your Life For Objective
Morality and Never Come Close to Meeting Your Human Potential...

Some Folks Indeed are More Cautious and Conservative This Way; others are not...

From Listening to Your Life Story, Hearing All Your Struggles And Pain You Have Endured

It Doesn't Seem to

Me that You Really

Consider Pain to be
Objectively Immoral...

Or Perhaps You Still Do; That's Up to
You; See What i Mean Yet; Yes, Morality is

Both Nature and Nurture too; It's a Spectrum
Like me and You too...

In Other Words Yes,

Morality is Relative And
Influenced By Nurture and
Nature as Well too Now; Particularly,

As Some Folks Are Literally Born without
A Conscience And Typically Have more
Psychopathic Leaning ways of Viewing
And Doing the World at Small and Large...

For A Psychopathic Leaning Person to the
Extreme, The Only Pleasure They May Get
Out of Life is the Adrenaline Rush of Inflicting

Pain On Others; And additionally, Folks Who Are

Low ON the Ability to Feel Oxytocin And Serotonin

Tend to Get Addicted to the Noradrenaline And

Dopamine That Fear, Anger, And Hate, Overall Do Bring;

Facebook Understands

Those Kinda Leaning

Folks And the

Algorithms Fed

That Dark Part of

Humanity to Make Money

Off of Fear, Anger, And Hate Addicts...

Again, As Scar From the Lion King Movie
Relates, "Life's Not Fair" From the Bottom of the
Bowl of Soul SCaRCiTY; Like A Suggestion Altruism

Is Immoral;

How You come

to That Conclusion

Defies Logic to Me;

Yet of Course, Relatively

Speaking me and You See
And Feel and Sense the World
Obviously Much Differently Yet

Are Both Civil Enough to Agree to Disagree...

i Credit Your Christian Believing Ways in General
For that potential...

Score one

For Your

Version of
in Relative Ways
of Morality, This way too...

You Are Likely the First Person
i've Ever Heard Suggest Anywhere that

Altruism is Immoral; Even on This Website...

Although People Here Have Willingly Admitted
Their Autistic Difficulties in Experiencing Empathy

As They Are Honest About it And That's to Their Credit;

Yet It Is EXTREMELY Unlikely, You Are Correct, Yet You Believe
You Are And That Indeed is Your Relative Morality and Opinion too...




Personally, i Think You Are Being
Honest About Your Opinions, i
Give You Credit For That too...

What Really Gets Under my 'Claws'
Is When Someone Like Donald Trump

Intentionally Lies to Manipulate Others
For Selfish Gain, No Matter How Much He
Harms Folks too Ignorant to See What He

is doing to them...

It Amazes me How
Folks Still Don't See
Through this though

Scientific Theories About
How Restricted Left Brain
Think is Blind this Way to

Despicable Leaders and Used
Car Sales Persons Selling Lemons to 'Minions'
And the Such as That do make it Easier to Understand why...

Chances Are it all Started "That Matrix" When Their Big Daddies
Told Their Little Boys To Repress Smiling And Crying; Therefore,

Repressing The More Holistic Right Brain Processes of Social
Empathic Artistic Emotional Real Intelligences; It Sort of Sadly
Fits All Together this way Logically too; As It's Also True Science
Shows When Folks Injure their Right Hemisphere, The Left Hemisphere

Will Process
The World
in Very Delusional
Ways Like Insisting
Their Paralyzed Arm

Can't Possibly Belong to
Them; Therefore, Their Relative
Morality that 'Donald J Trump' is God Sent For them...

Like A Savior That is Really A Paralyzed Arm They
Can't Understand

Is Theirs...

Hmm.. Stuff in

Life that Makes

Ya Go Hmm.. Just Hmm...

It's Not An Opaque Window
to me so i consider myself
Very Fortunate; Particularly, Where i Live
And was Raised in Church and the
SucH as that of Ignorance...

A Short Answer is All that

Is Associated With Human

Being Nature is Impacted

By Both Nature and Nurture;

Humanity IS A Spectrum;

Sadly, Folks

Try to
to Discrete
Separate Parts;

And The Rest of
Reality, Sadly As Well;

That's Not How Reality
Works Unless it Becomes
The Illusion and Reality too...

Yawn, Ya Just Can't Put Any of it
in Prison, Unless You Do And Lock
Yourself Out of Larger Truths Now

Sadly, Not Able

to Transform

DarK iNto LiGHT
With Relative
Free Will
True iN
LiGHT too...

Ah Yes, Speaking of 'Beautiful Ones,'

John Bumpass Calhoun (Yes that's
Really His Middle Name), And His Study

of Norway Rats in the 60's That Came With
A Following Conclusion As Quoted Below From Wiki:

"In July 1968, four pairs of mice were introduced into the habitat. The habitat was a 9-foot (2.7 m) square metal pen with 4.5-foot-high (1.4 m) sides. Each side had four groups of four vertical, wire mesh "tunnels." The "tunnels" gave access to nesting boxes, food hoppers, and water dispensers. There was no shortage of food or water or nesting material. There were no predators. The only adversity was the limit on space.

Initially, the population grew rapidly, doubling every 55 days. The population reached 620 by day 315, after which the population growth dropped markedly, doubling only every 145 days. The last surviving birth was on day 600, bringing the total population to a mere 2200 mice, even though the experiment setup allowed for as many as 3840 mice in terms of nesting space. This period between day 315 and day 600 saw a breakdown in social structure and in normal social behavior. Among the aberrations in behavior were the following: expulsion of young before weaning was complete, wounding of young, increase in homosexual behavior, inability of dominant males to maintain the defense of their territory and females, aggressive behavior of females, passivity of non-dominant males with increased attacks on each other which were not defended against."

"After day 600, the social breakdown continued and the population declined toward extinction. During this period females ceased to reproduce. Their male counterparts withdrew completely, never engaging in courtship or fighting and only engaging in tasks that were essential to their health. They ate, drank, slept, and groomed themselves – all solitary pursuits. Sleek, healthy coats and an absence of scars characterized these males. They were dubbed "the beautiful ones." Breeding never resumed and behavior patterns were permanently changed."

"The conclusions drawn from this experiment were that when all available space is taken and all social roles filled, competition and the stresses experienced by the individuals will result in a total breakdown in complex social behaviors, ultimately resulting in the demise of the population."

"Calhoun saw the fate of the population of mice as a metaphor for the potential fate of man. He characterized the social breakdown as a "second death," with reference to the "second death" mentioned in the Biblical book of Revelation (Revelation 2:11). His study has been cited by writers such as Bill Perkins as a warning of the dangers of living in an "increasingly crowded and impersonal world."

And Speaking of the Metaphor of 'Bumpass', How Shocked i was To Find, After Leaving the Dance Hall Experiences
of the Late 80's Into Married Happily Ever After, Still i Will Add Is True, Yet Practically Aghast Entering into the

Dance Experiences And Associated 'Miley Cyrus' Memes of 2014, As A Young Twenty Something Woman
Forcefully Grinded Her Buttocks Up and Down on my Male Frontal Parts As Such. It Was Like WTF, Back
'in the Day' in my 20's, in the 80's When the Millennials Then Were Just Toddlers; in the Adult Bars

Men Actually Asked Women to Dance And It Was All Face-to-Face, With Actual Kissing, Where

What i Came to Find is You Will Be Gifted A Grinding 'Bumpass' Against the Frontal Parts
Dance Without Even The Aggressive Almost Predator Acting Young Female Women

Turning Around to Make

Face-to Face-Contact

in Anyway at all;

Just Dancing Away
And In This Way With
'Her' Girlfriends Leaving

Together And Leaving the
Dudes Behind; Indeed Between
The Late 80's And The New Millennials

As Adults, The Relative Morality of Mating Behavior

Changed Drastically With Women More in Charge
of Their Own Satisfaction As Surprisingly the

Aggressor; and to Be Clear There Were Also

Predator Like Groups of Dudes Seeking Not So
'Responsive' more 'Innocent' Young Women Where

They Were Also Looking for A Quick Clothed Hook-Up too...

Yet Then What Was totally New Compared to the 80's, Yes, Was
the Prevalence of Women Dancing Together in Grinding Dancing this Way...

There are Other Analogies For Human Behavior as In Japan In A Very Over-Populated
Place in A Small Geographical Area, Young folks Are Losing Their Interest in Actual Procreation
With Each Other; Sadly, Isolated Elders Are Taken Care of With "Clean Up Crews" By What


Of them With No Actual Social Contacts, Who Have Even Noticed They Died, Until the Clean-Up
Crews Take Care of the Grizzly Remains of Humans Who No Longer ACT like Social Animals,


Not Even Healthy Norway Rats.

And Of Course, There
Is A Huge Grooming
Rage in Make-up And the
Such For Males in South Korea too....

And Of Course, Science Shows, A life Spent
More Reduced to Left Brain Processing Life in
Mechanical Cognition Ways Withers Away our Social

Empathic More Artistic Actual Emotional Spiritual Intelligences too...

Indeed, There is Clearly A War Between the Genders Going On; Indeed,

Humans Are Truly Out of Balance With Nature and Human Social Animal Nature Now...

And True, Even Pandemics Naturally Take Advantage of this As Where i Live in Northwest

Florida, Despite the Aversion to Vaccines and Other Appropriate Pandemic Measures It is

A Rural Area

Not Packed

Like Lemmings
in Cans of Huge Cities
of Stacked Human Beings

In Skyscrapers With Little Human 'Soul'
Left as that Comprises the Metaphor of
Social Empathic/Artistic Spiritual Intelligences

Bringing More Purpose and Meaning in Life in Social
Roles that Are More Human Than Machine. Indeed, Humanity

Is Suffering

In A Relative

Morality Way, this
Way; Yet We Aren't Rats;

We Are Not Mice; We Do Have

More Potential to Adapt; And Yes

Research Shows Homosexuality is
One Way to adapt to Population and
Other Social Stresses in the Nature of
Being Human With Our Diverse CuLTural

Challenges too;

And When it comes

To Social Roles and
Meaning and Purpose in Life

That Counts, For Example, the
Once Rather Isolated Janitor Cleaning

Homes May Open Up a YouTube Channel

And Make A Frigging 6 Figure Income Inspiring

Other Folks to Clean Their Bigger or Smaller Homes;

Yes, Humans Have almost

Unlimited Potential

That Rats Do Not

Have; So True, Rat Does Not Equal
Human; However, There Are Similarities
to Consider In How that Relates to Both
Moral Relativity and the Changes in the Environment

That Do Lead to More Homosexual Behavior in the Animal
Kingdom at Large...

It's Nature;
Ya Can't

Just Fit it in

A Big Bible Book

Or Even A Science
Experiment Alone

As Nature is Art

And Order

is the Science
of What We Do

To Make Life, Overall, Work
Enough to Survive and Potentially Thrive;

Yet for Those who Believe That Big Cultures
Can Work Without the Order of Government Rules,

It Ain't Gonna Work; We Do Have to Have Order And
Rules of Morality to make it work or We Get Chaos and Demise,

And Even
More Misery
And Suffering to Humanly Endure...

And it's True, Although Record Numbers
Of Omicron Infections Are Being Recorded in

Big City Life, It's Almost as Close to Baseline as
it has Been in my Relatively Smaller Rural Area of Living...

Indeed, There Are Advantages of Living in Smaller Rural 'Trump Town USA Places'...

And Online Does Allow those of Us More Liberal, A Place to More Fully Express,
Move, Connect, And Co-Create Our More Open Minded Ways of Liberal Being too...

Humans, Overall,

Are Smart Critters;

Imaginative, and
Very Creative as Well;

We May Just Find A Way
Through Diversity to Keep
Surviving Without Total Demise for A While Longer...

And Meanwhile, i'm Gonna Thrive, Just

Cause i Can And Will For Now...

Morality is MOSTLY Relative...

Morality IS A CuLTuRaL Construct
That Humans Move, Connect And Co-Create
Together; Yes, Ideologies And Associated Symbols

Co-Created to Bond And Bind Human Social Animals
Together; The Glue of Life That Keep Folks Working together

For Basic Subsistence And Even Thriving Joyously Singing Off the
Same Notes of Sheet Music of Choirs So Harmoniously Together

At Midnight Mass
or Whatever Indeed
As Even Renowned
Famous Atheist
Sam Harris


Gospel Singing
or A Rock Concert
With Folks Coming Together
on the Same Wave Lengths of
Feeling And Sensing Life Do Ascend

A Singular View of Life Transcending
To A Group Experience of Much More than
Themselves Alone; Yes, Indeed it is Necessary

to Understand Morality is MOSTLY Relative to
See That Humans And The Environment of Spoon-Fed

CuLTuRES From Birth With Their Own Rules of Morality, Just

About Anything Goes as Let's Not Forget There Are Some Primitive
Tribes Studied Still Surviving Now That Use A Phrase in Their Language

For the 'Work of the Night' For Bringing Children into the World As Children
Are The Prize of the Whole Tribe Where There are No Words in Their Language

For Masturbation
Or Homosexuality
As From Puberty on
Those From Reproductive
Ages Practice A Religion
of the Work of the Night
In 'Missionary Positions' of Creating
Children As A Shared Belief in Morality
of What is Most Important In Life And True

Epigenetic Effect and Neuroplasticity Does Come
into Play As Hormones Change According to Environmental
Influence too As There are Not the Same Population Pressures
And Stress associated With the Wombs of Mothers Bringing Children
To Term As That Does Influence Environmental And Biological Changes

That Result in More Orientation of Homosexuality as Seen in the Rest of
The Animal Kingdom too; Yet Let's Get Back to the Relative Aspect of Morality;

Women in Some African Cultures Feel Great Esteem Over the Pleasure That
Would Otherwise Literally come if they Still Had their Clitoris Pleasure Organs

Attached; So, For Many of them Their Morality As Spoon-Fed From Birth Convinces

Them It's Better
Not to Feel Pleasure


Than Pleasure

And Instead Gain Greater

Self-Esteem By Following CuLTuRaLLY
Their Rules of Morality From Birth

And True of Course World-Wide
Many Women Gladly Go Into Arranged
Marriages Feeling Great Self-Esteem Having

Sex With Someone They Barely Know and May
Even Disgust them Someways Through Institutional

First Night of Marriage Date Rape If it isn't Consensual

By Example of Child-Bride Marriage too Where Indeed

What We Would Consider As Horrifying Pedophilia is Considered

Religiously Acceptable And Moral As In Wars Rapes Are Considered

Moral Too in the Name of 'Their God' and Throwing Acid on Women Accused of

Adultery and Mutilating Penises of Little Boys in Many Countries Without Blinking
An Eye Without even Any Anesthesia to Cull the Pain Either Without Blinking An

Eye as Little Babies

In Baptism, Terrified,
With Water Poured Over

Their Head With the Natural

Aversion to Drowning of Course;

While the Rest of the Congregation

Laughs as the Child Cries Out As Of Course

They Aren't Feeling the Terror of the Child
Somehow the Empathy for the Child is Worn
Away by Relative Morality Indeed or Shall We

Review January 6th of 2021, Again And See the
Banners of "Jesus Saves" By Gallows With Chants

Of Hang the Vice President Mike Pence and Overthrow

A Democratic Process Then; Indeed, What's Really Scary

And Nice About the Human Condition is Through Relative

Morality We Can

Make Dreams

Or Nightmares
Come to Fruition

Through the Cultures,
Religions, Philosophies

And Yes Politics We Move,
Connect And Co-Create Next, Yes

And Now And Through History We are
the Basic Same Classical Evolved Human Beings

Biologically As We Were At the Start of Agriculture
12,000 Years ago and Before that; What makes the

Difference in How our Genetics are Expressed is the
Environment That Most Definitely Includes the Overall

Cultural Environments We Move, Connect and Co-Create;

And Oh by the way there are Also Other so-Called Primitive

Human Cultures
Where Great


And Promise for The
Future Village is Obtained
And Expressed For the Prospective
Mothers Collecting the Most Semen
in Reproductive Activities With the Most
Potential Father's Possible As All that Input

Is Considered Potential For Greater Human Achievements

And Since No one Knows Who the Father Really Is Indeed

The Village

Has More


Propensity to
Raise the Child
With More Love
Much More Love

Than Just One Father
With Of course all the
Mother's Helping too Where
Compersion is More a Way of Life Than Jealousy;

Yet of Course one of my Three Majors in College
Was Anthropology and It's True Coming From a
Small Very Conservative Town With what was once

In The Record Books For the Most Christian Churches
Per Square Miles Then in Locality of Inhabitants, i Was

Quite Aghast to Find Such Disregard for The Christian
Religion; It Was the First Time i Ever heard Someone

Dare to Question

it in College;

It's Worth Noting,
Not Everyone Leaves
Their Home Town and

Not Everyone Goes to College

To Gain Greater Views in Life;

Yet Now There is the Information

Highway And More Folks Are Criticizing

Relative Morality that is Practically Insane

Like Believing The After Life is More Important

Than this Life Now Like Believing That An All Loving
Merciful Forgiving God Tortures Life Forever 'Amen'...

Morality is As Fluid

As The River



As Is Sexual Orientation
And How We Treat Each
Other in Fresh Hell or Spoiled Heaven on Earth...

i am A Participant Anthropology Observer And
i Do Write Free Verse Epic LONGEST LONG FORM
Poetry As A Retirement Special Interest Hobby for

Free As i am Financially


And Don't
Wear Diapers
Believing More
Money and Stuff is
Gonna Make me Happier...

i Have Friends With Morality That Relatively
Varies Very Extensively All Around the Globe

And i am Surely Armed With Lots of Resources

When it Comes to Allowing them a New View of Life;

And it's True Folks In Other Countries Who aren't So
Materially Reduced in Outlooks On Life and Attention Spans
Who Indeed Are Gifted in Both Intellect and Creativity too; They

Can And Do and Will Withstand the Depth of True Stories
About the Diverse Human Condition That Do Come And

Two of my Favorite Ted Talk Videos to Open Minds
That Do Open A Little Bit, i Will Share Here in Regard

to the Morality of
Conservative and
Liberal Human Behavior
As that Relates to Biology
And Sexual Orientation as

It's True i Am 100 Percent
Extroverted, 100 Percent
Open Minded, Close to Zero
Percent With the O.C.E.A.N
Variable of Anxieties
And Fears of

And Surely Have
the Ability to Say NO
When it Comes to Agreeableness

And Obviously Conscientious Enough
to Finish A Project or Keep it Going when

Most Folks Would Have Given up on both
The Project and Life Way Before they Arrived
to Where i Come to Be Now; Yet Again it's a Matter
of Biology And Environment; i Was Mistaken For A Female
And Accused of Being Gay for my Androgynous And Happy
Way of Expressing myself in this 'Trump Town USA' in Middle

School Indeed and now i am Literally the Strongest Leg pressing
Dude out of all the Elite Military Dudes 4 Decades younger than

Me at the Military Gym i Work-out With; AND YES True, i Warm Up
With 1380 Pounds Three Times Weekly And Still Can Do the Max That
The Machine Will Hold of 1520 Pounds at 61 Years of age, Yes 15,942
Miles of Public Dance in 100 Months Does Help Humans Become
Strong as Orangutans As Science Agrees We Do Still

Have the Epigenetic Potential to Do this


i Get to Do Ballet and
Mixed Martial Arts Public

Dance in Front of All the
Onward Christian Marching

Conservative Bully Boys/Men Who

Would Have Once Threatened to Beat
me Up And Call me Queer for Moving

in Graceful Balance Like a Lion on the
Savannah; Yet It's True You Won't Find

Any Mice Making Fun of the How the Lion
Moves on the Savannah at Least Not Whiskers to Whiskers

Unless Someone Has No Idea Where They Even are in Life...

Morality is Relative And Pleasure is Real and the Kinsey Report
Long Ago Showed that People Lie about What they really Like or Do Not

Like to Do in Life For What Body Parts End Up Touching together or Not

at Least From the
Research that Exists

Life is A River Always

Changing And the more
Freedoms We have the More

Fluid the River Becomes As It's

True There is Isn't Nearly as Much
Freedom in China; Yet The Authoritarian
Way it is Run Means They Squashed the Pandemic

In March of 2020 and Keep it Flat-lined Since then
And With A Few Blips They Squash the Pandemic Again

Through Closures, Masking, Contact Tracing, And Over 90
Percent of their Population That is Vaccinated with

Way Over A Billion People

And Only A Little

Over 5,000 Deaths

Overall; yet It's True

For Some Folks it is Literally

Give me Liberty or Give me Death...

Balance Baby, A Healthy Balance is Where it's

At and Finding that Balance When the River of
Culture is this Fluid and Streaming Out in So Many
Directions of Relative Morality is A Real Great Life Work of Art



i Just Dance
Naked With Sand
And Sun And Become
Grains of Sand Mixed
With Sunshine in Effortless

Ease yet of course Not everyone
Has Financial Independence and
A Wife Who Does Everything else
Around the Home as She Insists
She is the Very Best at Doing it and i Just
Agreeably Reply Yes Dear Indeed Have it All Your Way...

Anyway, Here Are The Videos And Really Considering the
Beauty that Environment and Biology Brings in Nature's
'Consequences' of Different Sexual Orientations When

Population and General Social Stresses Come into Play
With the Womb and Hormones And all the Research
Coming to Light in that Area It is Indeed Beautiful

That Nature

Produces more

Kind Empathic
Individuals Who

Are Not So Competitive

For the Reproductive Game

And Instead Are More Loving
Cooperative and Empathic Overall Indeed

(Don't Forget How Many Births Elton John
Love Songs Have Literally Fathered From Afar)

As The Hormonal Changes Do Come into Play

Yet For Some 'Reason', Yes, Folks Get Stuck in the Weeds
of What Body Part Touches What in Material Reductionist
More Left Brain Literal Processing of the World in Disgust;

Yet it's True in the Second Video Jonathan Haidt Entertains

Why A Conservative Person Will be Disgusted More By Seeing
The Little Bitty Teeny Weenie of A 'David' By Michelangelo

Focusing on that
Small Organ
of Reproduction

While a More Liberal
Person May See the
Bigger Picture of

Aesthetic Beauty
And 'Hardly' Notice
the Tiny Flaccid Penis at all;

True the Catholic Church for
this 'Biological/Environmental'
Human Conservative Propensity

Did cover Up the Tiny Weenie of
Michelangelo's Jesus Sculpture until

The Entire Almost Microscopic Tiny Weenie
Was Exposed in the year 2017; yet it's Worth

Noting That Small Packages of Males Were the

Prized Jewels in the Days of the Renaissance

And the Prize in Porn Today Was Considered

Gross and Disgusting Then it all Depends

it All Depends

On Relative Morality

Indeed As Indeed Gay Folks
Are More Interested in Sizes
of Male Penises As a Focus of Life
As of course They Have one too and
Want More Than One to Enjoy too...

Meanwhile Straight folks Spend Their
Life Neurotically Concerned About it
And Send Penis Pics to Disgusted Prospective

Female Lovers Who Are More

Concerned About
The Size of the

Grinch's Heart...

Yet of Course Spoon-Fed
Porn From Pre-Teen Ages

Surely Aren't Helping the

Neuroticism or the Empathy
Overall Towards the Hearts of Women too...

Yet Again, You Could Be Frustrated to Hell and
Back Like Where it Was All Hidden Miserably (60's Thru 70's)

In Small Rural Christian Dominated Conservative Areas

From Age 13 Until 18, Where You Didn't

Even Have A Clue Females Enjoyed

Sex at all Until your
First Major


About the Birds
And The Bees
And All their Parts too..

Like i Said Morality is Relative And
With Arts And Sciences i am Just Happy i Have

Perspectives of 61 Years From so Many

Vantage Points of Real Life Experiences

To Understand and Master What
Works for me

in Balance;
And Now and then

i Give And Share those
Views With Others as i surely

Understand What's It's Like
To Be Lost in This World; All of This

Relative Morality Without Any Other Views to Escape;

i Don't Want to Move to China, i'll take my Chances Still on Freedom;

And True i have enough Frigging Intelligence, Empathy, Compassion

to Support Others

Who Are Different

Than me as Both Education

And Being a Participant
Anthropology Observer

More than Just Book-Work Brings...

Anyway, A Biggest Picture is Humans
Are Out of Balance With Nature Taking
Hoarding More Than Giving Sharing

And This Means So Many

People Will Continue

To Suffer the Karma
in Natural

And Consequences

Until they And the Rest of
Human Cultures Find Balance OR NOT...

This is a Very Complex Question And if Anyone

Thinks they Can answer it in a Twitter Size Response;

And in Even Beginning to Answer it in an Essay this Long

They are

Sadly Mistaken

As i Could Attempt

To Cover it in 10 MiLLioN
Words of EPiC Long Form
Poetry as a Participant



and Barely

Still Scratch the
Surface Understanding

The More i Know the More i do not know...

Yet indeed That is what Deepest
Thinkers/Feelers Understand

What They
Don't Know
And Feel
No Matter
How Many
Facts and
Figures and Loves

They Have Collected
in Research and Real Experience of Life;

And For me at Least, Far From Materially
Reductionist in Think and Feel, this Makes
Life More Mysterious, Awesome, And Even More
Thrilling Every Day Now; It's true "it's Good to be me"

As "Austin

Related to
A 'Beautiful Stranger' too hehe...

With 'Madonna' Along For A Wild Ride...

God Yes, Indeed Ya Have to Be Somewhat
of An 'Undercover Spy' to Figure All this Holy S88T Out...

Yet if And When You
Do in Autotelic
Flow Generate
And Regulate

And Master Your
Own Emotions and
Senses Within it really does

Become as Simple as a Balancing
Dance Naked Enough Whole Complete

In Sand And Sun As Grains And Sunshine Loving Life;

Yes, Being Financially Independent With 'Wendy' the

Beloved Fairy

God Mother
Wife Friend

Doing All the
Rest of the Work

Does Provide A Reality

For A Real 'Peter Pan' to Exist;

Yet You See, Yet You May Not Feel
or Sense, or See, This IS MY STORY 'Rabbit Whole Deeper';

This Is My Relative Morality, i own myself And Master indeed...

It's Kinda Rare These Days to Live Such an 'Autistic Social Life'
Yet i do, yet i do, So True...

For Me at Least...


With A Personality
Like Mine Ya Can Tick
off A Whole Lot of

'Bucket List

Items' With Relative Morality And Free Will Before the
Last Breath of Loving Joy Breathes With Someone else...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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31 Dec 2021, 12:07 am

As IS A Tree Leaf

Branches Veins



Within Back to
The Top of the
Tree That is the Leaf As Well

Reflecting Roots That

Carry Nourishment

Above After



And Becomes
Nourishing Soils

Below Dear Savvy

Living Trees Leaves
Branches Roots NoW As Above

One Force to Feed Us For All Freely

NoW As You Dance Sing Living Life Lovingly!

SMiLes Dear ruchiabhisikta

A Very Touching Story About

Your Grandfather Passing Away
So Nice to See You
All Outdoors

By Love as A Child too

Sadly i Traveled Through
A Dancing Walk of Many

Neighborhoods Today That Come

In Very Affluent Ways As i Traveled
Miles Today To Measure What i See

As the Condition of Humanity Where i Live in
Beautiful Spring Like Weather in Northwest Florida

Yet Through Traveling By Literally Hundreds of Nice

Homes Only One Group of Children Playing Outdoors in the

Warmth of Youth

Yes in Very Imaginative
Creative Play That

Forms Moving


Ways With all of Nature
True too So Many Subdivisions

Away From Nature's Breath So In Touch
With Nature You All Seem to Be With Each
Other in India Now Still Today For True Far Past

All That Family Warmth There are those Who Spend
Lonely Cold Years Behind Laptops 60 Hours A Week

Making 6 Figure Incomes Yet Where is the Warmth And
Wisdom of Family Elders to Guide Us Forward Where is the

Human Touch And Warmth At all True Stuck in So Many Subdivisions
Of Life Away From Mother Nature and Our Nature too Dear FRiEnD

Stay Warm

Your Grandfather's

Breaths of Wisdom and
Love That Way His Soul
His HeART His SPiRiT Never
Truly Disappears i'm Sure You
Will You Seem Very Human And
This Is What Loving Humans Still in Touch
With Humanity's Breath of Love and Wisdom

to BREaTHE Free...

Make Everything

Give It ALL Away

Make Everything

Give It ALL Away

And If We Forget

Step One Do Step
Two ALL OVeR Again

Dear Chaymaa ALL Again...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
A Smile is Forever


Next SMiLe
We Give Forever Now...

Hehe You Covered Pride And Greed Well
Enough Yet You Left Them Alone as the

Read More Links Carried Us to Somewhere

Totally Unrelated to the Other Five So-Called

Deadly Sins
True So Many
Folks Are Totally

Lost in Pursuits of
Money that Comes in
Colors of Likes Follows
Shares And the Like Again

Perusing Every Thank You Comment
To Lure Someone In For Dreams of

Financial Independence

However it Most Always

Is Trapping Someone Else
Into a Pyramid Scheme of

Going No Where Yet Back to the
Base to Start All Over Again Finally

RiSinG High Enough to Figure Out

We've Always Been Naked Enough Whole
And Complete Just Covered Up With All the
Green Money and Stuff That Becomes Us

Instead of Being Human Dear Annabel

In Sub-Divisions Away From Human Nature Sadly So...

SMiLes Dear Zoe Yes Nice to
See You BacK NoW Among
The Avatars in the Blogging

World As Far As i Will See

Feel And Sense Whatever

We Burn Of Love Bridges

Before Were


Love Enough
to Last For What
Makes LoVE True
And Lasting Real Now

Yet i'm a Dude Perhaps
That is Why i've Never
Burned Any Bridges
of Love From Before...

Every Single One is
Still Welcome in My
Warm Home Of Love...

Yet True it's Not Lonely
Verily That Likely MakeS A Difference...

SMiLes Born on the Autism
And Bi-Polar Spectrum Beginning Life
Without the Ability to Put Words Together
For Speaking



Age 4

Mental Health
Has Been A Life Long
THeME And Challenge for me...

i Have 5 Major Online Pen Names
Starting With Aghogday, KaTiE MiA Aghogday,
KATiE MiA, Kate Mia, And KATiE MiA Frederick,

While It's true my Wife's First and Middle Name is
Katrina, Katie, or Kat for Short And Yes Mia For Middle Name

KATiE MiA Is Also An Acronym for 'Kind Autistics Taking in Everything
Mindful in Awareness' Yet of Course i'm Not the Kind of Shallow Aloof
Cold Mechanical Cognition Restricted Autistic Person With Barely Functioning

Mirror Neurons

And A Deficit
of Feeling

Empathy for
Others Unlike me Yes,

Nope, i Am Supercharged
In all that is Empathy and
Sensory Abilities And Yes

With A Propensity to Go into Computer
Mind Mode in Systemizing Science Ways

And Lose That Warm Part of Humanity that
Was More of my Story at Life at 3 Before Speaking
Sentences of Words Put Together at Four Years Old

So Yep i Am Basically A Sensitive Snow Flake Born Child
Mothered to Love Alive this Way Full of Anxiety True As Well too...

As Humans Have Created A More Stimulating World than i Was First
Able to Adapt Myself to in Natural Animal Homeostasis For 53 Entire Years

Finally With A Practice of Autotelic Flow in Free Dance And Song of Poetry

Voila Balance
is 'Mind and Body Soul'
To Keep Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Free For
All With Least Harm And of Course in a Twitter
World this Way it is Rare i really find a Place to Rest

my Head Still
Where i am not
Only Tolerated Yet
Fully Accepted for
Truly A Sensitive
Snow Flake i am

IN Rather A Large
Male Hairy Bear
or Wookiee Looking Body
And It's True i Have Extreme Tactile
Sensitivity to Almost Any Human Made
Materials A Naked World Suits me Just Fine

Yet True this is An Over Clothed World Where
Humans Have Become More Their Tools Than
Humanity Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Naturally

Surviving And
Thriving This
Way to Actually
Enjoy This State of
Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Loving Humanity Being
Yes Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love For All...

So Okay, Basically i Came into This World as
A Canary in A Coal Mind Whatever Brought me
Down First Would Ultimately Bring The Other Non-Canary
Human Beings Down Further too So Yes in Achieving Recovery

From A Really Severe case of What Science Actually Researches
Now as A Real Human Condition Called Autism Burnout or Autistic
Burnout Resulting in a Synergy of Life Threat in 19 Medical Disorders
For 66 Months Shut-in in my Bedroom From Wake to Sleep With Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia the Worst Assessed Human Pain and Numb
For me without even a memory of if i ever felt the feeling of a Smile before

No Drug Would Touch

Yes i Wanted to Help

Other Folks avoid

The Real HeLL ON EartH
i Went through as A Canary
In a Coal Mine That Others in History
Have Termed Variously as Neurasthenia,
Nervous Break Downs, And General Adaptation
Syndrome As Well Among Other General Metaphors
Too of Basically Having A Frigging Dead Battery to Live

For What i Understand is the Life Juice of Properly Regulating
Emotions And Integrating Senses Through What An Autotelic
Flow of Meditating and Contemplating Free Dance And Free
Song of Poetry Brings to me So i not Only Talk about it like

A Science Project

i Do it For Real

in Real Time Now

As A Real Anthropology

Participant Observer in

Not Only A Science Research
Paper Yet actually a Longest EPiC
Long Form Poetry 'Bible' Project for
100 Months and 10,000,000 Plus Words Now

For Free For Free For Free As i Really Don't Wanna
Touch any of that Human Made Disgusting Green Money
Stuff Anymore in my Life as my Wife Doesn't Mind Touching
it or Keeping it In Her Chubby Little Wallet Hehe True it Wasn't

Easy Standing By Her
Man in Hell Either

Yet at Least

She Got A
Chubby Wallet
To Do it as All My
Life i've Sensed A Really
Horrible Hurricane Coming

For me Before Enjoying the Rainbow
Stars After Tar Birded HeLL ON EartH

It's True i used to Have Prophetic Nightmares

That Were An Omen When i Was a Child for

My Ending and Starting Destination of Life Again...

So Anyway Back to Join You In A Review of 2021

Now that i Have the Background Information Before
That Taken Care of


Now if one Puts
my Pen Name 'Aghogday'
into the Search Engine One
Returns Research Linked to

A Small Piece i Wrote About 'Autism
Burnout' in 2013 When i First Started
Blogging that Spring A Perennial Top
BlogSpot Platform Viewed Hit With Tens
of Thousands of Views Now Yet it's true

i've Spread A Song And Dance of my Soul

In Almost Innumerable Ways Around Online Since

Thanks Giving Day of 2010 And Even Locally Where

i am Literally as Recognizable As the Local Weather
Man Everywhere i go


No one

Asks me About
The Weather They
Just Smile They Just Smile

or the Children Point at me to
Their Parents And Exclaim Gleefully
'There He is the Dancing Man!' True it's
Like Pokemon Never Really Went Away for
the Full 100 Months of 15,942 Miles of Public Dance

Yes Perseverance And Adherence to Restricted Repetitive
Special Interests is Really Rather A Gift too in Laser Focus

of Painting Sistine Chapels and the Such oF Never Ever Giving
UP Even if there are some disagreements about Making God and
the Others Naked as such With All Body Parts Proudly Displayed Freely

Just Hmm..

Anyway Artful
Photography a
Special Interest too
For Way Over a Hundred
Thousand Photos Online
Probably About 150 Thousand
Total And What's Really Cool is i Can
Link the Oldest Pen Name Avatar "Aghogday"
in A Google Search With Just About Any Descriptive
Phrase Like a Card Catalog for Most All the Photos and
Words i Have Done Ever Since 2010 Thanks Giving Now

True Use the
Tool Master it
And Do Not Let
the Tool Use Us

And Become Terminator
Machines Instead of Naked
Enough Still Whole Complete Humanity Now True

What's Perhaps Even Cooler is on the 'Wrong Planet'
The Website for the so-called 'Unwanted Toys of Humanity'

Where Systemizing Restricted Minds Tend to Wanna Rule the
Roost As We Find that With Folks Who Literally Interpret Poetry
In Old Bibles too Trying to Take Us Back to Older Testament Theocracy
Days true too in the United States of 'Trump' After i Regained My Right
Hemisphere Processes More of Social Empathic Artistic Real Emotional
Spiritual Interpretive Intelligences Again My Depth oF A STory Wasn't really

Welcome There At First

When i Rose Like a

Phoenix Out of the
Old ashes of my
Very Restricted

Left Brain
Science Material
Reductionist Way
of Processing the World
in Very Small Picture Way

to A View the Size of Full Humanity
Once Again Yes Naked Enough Whole
Complete So Several Times They Kicked me
off the Wrong Planet Yet Like A YoYo That Always
Returns or Perhaps a Boomerang Aged Dude i Always

Came Back Just Like A 2.0 Version Of A Terminator Trying
to Save Humans From The Same Old Dam Older Testament Machine age

Honestly They Just Couldn't Understand then so i Kept Giving Them Mulligans
And allowed them to Get Even More Than Three Strikes and Unlimited Gutterballs too

So anyway my 8th New Testament Named "Depth of the Story" Still In Quotes a First
Google Search in a Solo Thread By me for 16 Months Now and Close to 1.3 MiLLioN Words

Is allowed on the 'Wrong Planet' And Viewed More than 78 Thousand Views Now Ever Since
August 19, 2020 The Day After i Celebrated 8 Years and 8.4 MiLLioN Words of "SonG of mY
SoUL" Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Now Again at 10,000,000 Plus Words in 100
Months And True i Am Currently Finishing the 11th of 11 Greater Than King James Sized
Sub-Chapter EPiC Long Form Bible Poems With "Grand Cross Bible 2021" As this
is the 6th Greater Than Old King James Size Effort Since "Grand Cross Bible 2016"
Completed in the 7 Month Period Between Memorial Day Weekend Through
Christmas And New Year's Eve Might Run A Few Days Behind to Finish
it this Year Yet i am getting Mighty Close to Another 58 Thousand
Word Bi-Weekly Effort Just Since i Published the Celebration of
"SonG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old" on Christmas
Eve Just 6 Days Ago And Over 33 Thousand Words
Ago In this Effort Now Still Writing Now It's true

i Used to Do A Review of Each Year too
By Blog Post Title and New Year's
Resolution for #Play2022 Yet
There are Just too Many
Other Celebrations
To Fit that
Ending Now

So Thanks For
The Free Rental
Space From New York, New York
Dear Psychologistmimi Yes Thanks
For Tolerating the Neurodivergence
Of me For the Last Several Years on

Every Single Blog Post You Ever Do

As An Indian Dancer Savvy Raj

Allows From Across the Ocean

in the Same Way and

Scores of other

Folks Around the
Globe Yet Not Every
Single Day Like You two

In Fact Savvy Hasn't Missed A Day
in Close to Two Years Now that i Have
Visited Her Yet i don't think She's Been

Through What You Have in the Health Care
Field As an Executive in the Last Two Years for Sure...

Mental Health And Well Being Should Always Be the
Number One Focus of Everyone on this Planet Earth

For With Naked Enough Whole Complete Comes the
Empathy And Compassion to Love All of Nature With Least Harm

Yes, This Work is Vital For All of Us to Do to Save Ourselves As Both
Anchors and Sails Yes in Both Real Conservative And Brave Liberal Ways

For Fair Winds and Following Seas And Yes Indeed Safe Harbors For All For Real

i Don't Have to Tell You Happy New Year Hehe Just Yet As i Know Where to Find

You Both
on New Year's
Eve and New Year's
Day As You Bounce
Back Like a YoYo Everyday True too...

As You Always Come Back Us Autistic (like me)
Folks Take Great Comfort in Folks Like You True too..

God Knows, Feels, Senses, i Do Love An Everyday Routine

Now of Change

in Balance

Such A Gift A Present of NoW iNDeed...

And Obviously You Are From Neurotypical
too A Requirement for Every Rental Space

on the Globe

i Visit

And Am


Consistently Return...

Sadly While Reading
What i Wrote on the
Wrong Planet About
Clean Up Crews taking
Care of the Remains of Elders
in Skyscraper Apartments in Japan

Who Had Lost All their Human
Social Contacts in Life Where

No one checked on them

To See if they Were

Still Breathing
When They Died

At that Very Moment
Walking Around the
Block My Sister Related
That A Nice Man We Knew for

Years Working at the Naval Installation
Where We Worked Was Delivered Christmas
Food By His Previous Co-Workers After Retirement

A Day Before Christmas They Noticed Mail

Piled All Over His Front Porch

And A Horrible Odor

Coming From
Inside the
Closed Door
Home True

He Died Alone
Home a Month Before

And Nobody Even Noticed

He Came Missing

Alive For that

Long and

Even With the
Horrible Odor the
Mail Person didn't
Even Call Someone

To Check to See what
Might Have Happened to

Him And Indeed This

is A Symptom For All
The Problems Humanity

Currently Has We
No Longer Move
Connect Co-Create

Together Needing
Each Other Alive


Working in Front of
A Screen in 5 Job
Changes For
the Federal

In 5 Years then

To Keep the Golden
Handcuffs of Retirement

For me to Still Come is
What Brought me Down
In a Mechanical Cognition

Restricted Way of Life
in Information Technology,
Financial Management,

And Supervision

of So Many Programs

Then in 5 Years Yet
It's True i Even

Lost Contact

With my
Wife in my
Own Home

for Those 5 Years
On-Call from Work
Around the Clock

And When i Left
i Had no Idea Who

i Even Was Well

Now i Know Now

i Feel Now i Sense

i AM Human And Enough...

Hmm.. Yes At A Penny a
Word for my Thoughts
i Owe You Now Twenty-One
Dollars And Fifty-Two-Cents Just
For Today's Rental Space Now hehe...

Yet i'm Still Breathing, Moving Now,
Connecting and Co-Creating Human

As Even An Avatar online And Really Real Now True too...

Donald J Trump WAS The Leader of the “Free World” Humanity WAS/IS Not Rational

“MNPD” Related to Addiction Wilted Human Flowers Most Often Stemming From
Childhood Neglect And Abuse

JeSuS F8CK88G Christ (iF YoU SeeK iN God/Love) Don’t These Neglected
Abused Souls Deserve Compassion...

Don’t Forget The Demon With Your
Angel Lest You Suffocate And Your Soul Falls too...

Love is Written In the Stone
the Stone Is God
the Rock
Is the Love We

Still No 6-Pack For 61
Yet Still Perhaps Sexy-At-62
Achieved So-Far At Least
As i Still Have until 6.6.62 to Improve

Just for the Tale of the Tape Still i Stand A Bit
over 6 Feet Tall in Nike Shox Shoes And Still Weigh

242 American Pounds...

i Consider Nude Art the Oldest and Most Authentic Human
Art i Will Post the Entire Picture in A HeART Beat Where Legal

And Community Standards Allow

So Many Metaphors Other Words
For Waves That Wash in and Out
Expanding Shores Receding Expanding More

MaKinG Every Move Step of Dance Word Of Poetry Song Holy And Sacred
Full of Meaning And Purpose ReNeWinG ANeW ORiGiNaL CReaTiViTY

Tired oF Old TiReD Religion i CReaTE mY Own Fresh FLoWeRS
For God Thanks And CoLoRinG Creativity Eternally NoW PRaiSE

HeaR'S MoRE Than A 'THiNG' iN HeaVeN WiTHiN No Limits CoLoRinG
World oF LoVE GiVinG SHaRinG Free NoW For ALL GoD ReaL NoW LiGHT

Thanks Dear Sohair
For All The Kind New
Year Wishes Time

Love Stays...

True, 'You' Have the Ability to Use Your Vocal Chords; Yet No
One Has to Listen to Ill Conceived Beliefs and that's the Point;

You Don't Seem to Have A Clue what the Mental
Health, Socio-Economic, And Overall Wellbeing

Requirements Abortion MEETS ARE as Yes, a Frigging

'First World Requirement' for Public Health THAT EVEN

Predominantly Catholic OLD MEXICO HAS







Meanwhile, the 'Big R Politicians'
in Texas, Etc., Now Make it no REAL
Secret Their Agenda is to Stay in Power,

By Meeting the Evangelistic Christian Base
Dreams to Establish A Theocracy in this Country;

Really, No IFS ANDS OR BUTTS; It's Disgusting For

Anyone Who Believes in the Principles of Religion

Separated From State That this Frigging Country was

Built on to ESCAPE FROM 'OLD EUROPE Cobwebs' And Yes,
Newer Europe has practically Escaped And there are Folks here who

Wanna take Us Back to the Frigging Dark Ages Where Women Then

Were Afforded Little to No Free Agency Over Reproductive Rights.

Anyway, Meh, Just

My Opinion and
The 'Forefathers of this Country,'

Specifically, in A 'Deistic Propensity'

to Keep Religion Separated From State;

Somehow, Managing to Keep It Under
More of a 'Masonic Definition' of A 'God' With No Name...

While Providing The Rights For Breathing Life, Liberty and

The Pursuit of Seeking Individual and Group Happiness With

Least Harm For All BREATHING LIFE.

UNTIL IT WAS POLITICIZED, Not Unlike the Pandemic, IN THE 80'S



IN OTHER WORDS, There are Still
First Baptist Folks Taking their Teen
Daughters to Abortion Clinics to Save Face in Church,

For Their Illusory Socio-Economic Positions of Status in Life;

Just Like They were

Before it Became

A Political Wedge Issue
For Republican Politicians
to Stay in Power For the Four Last Decades...

'Those' Are Obviously Socio-Economic
Issues You've Dealt With Now
In Life That Have Impacted
Your Ability to Function

in Life, including

Your Mental Health
And Well-Being;

Yet Those Are Apples

Compared to Women's Oranges,

You Still Don't Seem to See From A View
Point of How this Impacts Women Now

And The Non-Breathing Life they Do
Carry after Being Impregnated, Whether

They Choose to Carry the Non-Breathing
Life to Breathing Born Life Or Not; Fortunately,

Your Specific Life Circumstances Aren't Relative

to How All the Rest of the World Sees this Reality; More
Specifically, Women Who Are Most Directly Impacted;

You Have an Opinion;

Others Have Different Opinions
That Currently Are Still Majority
Ruling A Woman's Right to Choose.

Yet It's True, Politicians Are Doing this
to Stay in Office; Desperately, Their

Only Measure

of Value

in Life in Their
Illusory Power
in the Sense and
Feel that it may
All Be Generated Within
For Free Without All These Strings

Of Degenerate Actions Taking place

That Harm the Overall Well Being of Society As Whole.

And On Top of that Nature As Whole As Humans are
Already Living out of Balance, Aborting Their Place of

Balance in Nature Now...

And Suffering All
The Consequences
For That Imbalance

We May View All Around
Us Now in Almost Innumerable
Factors of What Happens When We Cross Mother Nature's Balance...

Anyway, You've Convinced me That You've Defeated Your Own Demons
In life Without Getting in Trouble, Like So Many Other Folks in Your Position

Might Have Done in Terms of Drug Abuse, Violence, Or Other Criminal Acts of Life...

i Think That's Great

And i Laud You For
Your Accomplishments
This Way as Obviously
You've Been Through
A Lot and Are Still Surviving...

Thing is This is the Same Kind
Of Attention that i Give to the
Well Being of Others That You

Understandably Can't Seem to Identify with;

That's Okay, You Are One of Many Humans
Just Trying to Survive best you can and will...

Just Like Women,

Who Often have
to make a Heart Breaking
Decision for Their Own Well
Being Or the Well Being of the
Family They Already Have; It's
Really Impossible for Any of us

To Understand How Deep That Trauma Goes...

Except for the Person who Undergoes it And
This is Why We Currently Do Still Have Choice as an Option...

Not All Folks Are Going to Understand This And that's the
Human Condition too...

Yet Again

We Have
A Democracy
And A Rule of
Law With Judges
That And Who Will
Determine the Path Forward;

Otherwise We Could Be Living
In A Third World Country Under
Cover of Even More Clothes/Tools/Ignorance
That Separate Us From Free Balancing Nature.

Unless You Are A Woman, It's

Not Apples to Apples,

End oF A Story; A Never
Ending Story So Far Indeed;

And Yes, the
United States is
A Representative
Democracy; the
'Republic' Label

Is Another 'Republican
Talking Head Point' While
Trump Was Slowly Raping the Constitution

And Inciting A Deadly Attempt At Insurrection
to Attempt to Overthrow our Representative Democracy Process...

And Like it or Not, Roe Vs Wade Has Been 'the Law of the Land' Since 1973.

And Yes, The Supreme Court Will Determine the Direction of it Once Again,

Like It or Not,

Live Here or Go

Move to Another
Country Perhaps

Where Women Don't Have Reproductive
Rights In Your Kinda Place Ya Wanna Live...

Hehe, or Maybe Texas When it Attempts to Succeed From the Union....

Or Mississippi, Yes, Largely a Similar Kind of 'Striving Republic' Indeed
of 'Confederacy' Again...

Keeping in Mind,
HAha, i LiVE iN the
Ignorance of the
"Subdivision" of
DeSATaNiS; Yes,
Mini-Me Trump
And the Orange
Wanna Be Dictator Himself...

And Yes, It's True i Have the Resources
to Live Wherever i Wanna Live in the World;

However, i Rather Be on A RaMPaGE Dancing Spree
And Free Verse Writing Spree Loaded Solidly in the Tip of
the Barrel of the State of Florida PaNHaNDLE That Says it's the Flower

State; Yet Never the Less, IT iS Shaped Like A Frigging Gun,

Instead of Roses, So Ironically And Appropriately 'These Days';
Love a Challenge; Yet Unlike You, i Get to Create my Own Just for Fun

'These Days'

Indeed Now For Real...

PS: You are Welcome to
Disagree Again... Yet You
Are Not Going to Change What
Justice And Freedom And LoVE iN

my EYes Is For Liberty

For All Breathing Life,
Even Affording Women
Similar Rights As Men
According to A More

Natural Free World Now For Real.

Yawn, i Am Using "Law of the Land" As A Relative
Figure of Speech Until the Supreme Court Reviews

Whether Or Not Any State Law Meets Constitutionality

And in This Case The Review of the Texas Law that is

An Infantile Attempt at A Power Grab to Put Texas Back in

'The Gun Toting Wild West of Texas', Where Folks Upheld Their
Standards of the Law Then And Even Further Back to Theocracies

of Thousands of Years Ago Holding to Stoning Folks Who Don't
Obey the Humanly Contrived So-Called Laws of 'God', So Far Away

From the


of Nature Real;

It's True, Ever Since Trump
Got Elected, Our Representative
Democracy Has Been 'On Trial';

Either We the People And Those
Who Represent Us in this Representative
Democracy Save Our Representative Democracy

Or We Return to the Dark Ages of Ignorance

And Once Again Live Under

'Lion Scar


of Selfish
Leaning Propensities

That Are Barely Even
Human Healthy Nature At all...

Be Careful What We Wish For, Yes,
If Folks Don't Stand Up For Our Representative
Democracy, There is Surely No Guarantee of Continued


ThiS Way...

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01 Jan 2022, 1:17 am

Honored To be Your
FRiEnD Dear HiMaLi
May 2022 Grant
All Your
Dreams True...

Wishes For the
New Year Thanks

Dear Savvy
With 2022 SMiles...

Indeed Dear
Savvy Barefoot

With Nothing to Add
Yet A Leap of Love With

No Fear For Every Dance

And Song SMiLing Even More!

Happy New Year!

to You Dear



With SMiLes
Returning Again For Real...

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Chaymaa

All i Want For The New Year is Love

And True It is All Mine As Long As i Give Love All Away

Other than That
My Resolution

Is the Same

As Ever #Play2022

For Play Slays Fear

Leaving Room For Love
to BREaTHE YeS Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Even More With Least Harm For All

Happy New Year! to You Dear Chaymaa In Egypt With SMiLes!...

Perhaps it might be Comforting

To Know/Feel/Sense That the Only
Innate Fears Humans Are Born

With Is Falling and

Fear Of Loud


True When it Thunders
Seek Shelter And When

The Roar is Loud Quick

Get out of the Way Could
Be A Lion or Tiger Coming For A

Human Snack

And Yes

Falling Off
A Mountain
Means Almost
Certain Death

Yet Perhaps Faster
Than Eaten By A Predator
10 Times Our Size With A

Very Very Loud Roar Dear Akshita Indeed!

So What are All the Other Fears of the Unknown
Those We Learn What Does the Small Child Moving
Connecting Co-Creating in Non-Sense Babbling Song

And Toddling
Dance With

No Instructions

SMiLing and Laughing
Together In Pure Human

Love Fear True There is No
Fear In Love All is Okay When

We Give And Share And Care
And Heal Love With All We Meet
And Greet In Existence As Love For

True to Create A Life of Love BeLieve
BeLeaf BeLove Yes Be A Tree of Love

With Hands Holding Other Leaves This Way of Love

All Is Known
And Felt


As Love


Now As A Practice
Inhaling Peace Exhaling
Love AlwayS Eternally Now

Indeed A Best FRiEnD Within
Is Love to Always Be Now KNoWN For Real

There is No Fear in This Place of BeinG Love For Real NoW...

Happy New Year of LoVE Dear FRiEnD With Everlasting SMiLes of 'The Child'...

SMiLes Dear Cindy

"i'll Be Back" That's

What 'The Terminator Said'

As He Continued His Movie Series True...

Hehe i Surely had an Intuitive Feeling You
Would Visit on

New Year's

Eve And the
Poetic Video
From Blogging
Rehab With Your
FRiEnD Is Surely As

Cute As A Song for
Sharecropping As A Slave
to A Blogosphere Addiction Hehe

In These Modern Days of 'Avatars' We
Come to Sing In Poetic Revelations of
What We Still Have to Dance And Sing With SMiLes

It's True 4055 Consecutive Days Writing For Me Online
Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 Yet Hey i Did it At First

For All the Still Coming 13 MiLLioN Plus Words Then

To Escape the Worst

Pain Known to
Humankind no
Drug Would Touch

Then For 66 Months

Yes Now i Do it For it
Simply Feels Like Yes
Heaven Within in Flow
of Autotelic Bliss For Real...

The Most Amazing Miracle in Life
Is When We Transform DarK iNto LiGHT...

It's Sort of A Tradition Truly Before the Beginning of Time...

And The End of TiME NoW As In That Other Place All Is Time
mY FRiEnD...


You Will
Return Again too...
Meanwhile Happy New Year
Forever Now For #Play2022!...

Yes, Yes, yes! Oh my God Yes! it Does Seem
Like 2020 And 2021 Are One Year Perhaps

2022 Will Finally At Least End Tidal Waves

Of Covid-19 Infections For the New Year

As That is the 'Promise' For
the Upcoming New Year

i Heard For A Minute

or Two on the Big
Screen in the
Great Room

The Only Place
i See it For A Few
Minutes While i Eat...

No, It Doesn't Give me
Indigestion Matter of Fact Nothing

Does HeLL ON EartH Before for
66 Months Shut-In With that Worst
Pain Known to Humankind From Wake
to Sleep Has Practically Inoculated me

For Any Fresh Hell to Come in Fact For me
At Least i've Adapted to What i Could No Longer

Do And Have Become Involved in New Creation Activities

With So Many Poets Globally That i Would Likely Not Have

Connected With if Not

For Everyone Else

Seeking More


Too Shut-In And
Away From "Normal"
Activities Suspended Still

For So Long Now And It's True
For Decades Working The only
Real Positive Experience i Could Look
Back on Is Honestly Just Cutting the Grass

As That Was the Only Escape for A Couple of


i Was So totally
Separated From
Except for that Couple
of Hours Cutting Grass
Every Three Weeks or So then...

It's True For me at Least i Couldn't

Ask for A Greater Gift Than Writing
This Creativity in Autotelic Flow of Bliss

At this Very Moment Now For True When
We Generate Our Own Happiness This Way

Everything Else in Life that Might Happen Nice
Is Only Icing Already on Our Naked Cake Enough

Whole Complete

That Really Needs

No Additives At All

For Complete Now

True though


Will Be Nice
Now and then
And True This
Year i've had More
Than Ever Before too With SMiLes...

i Am So Happy You Received the 'Healthcare Hero Award'
This Year, Surely All Health Care Workers Deserve An Award Like This!

With the Pandemic Environment The Last Two Years Truly All of You Deserve A
Break and to Be Appreciated and Respected By Everyone More in Cooperation in 2022!...

Hehe, My Wife Was Standing by me

Looking At the Lovely Cake You Make

For 2022 Dear Little Chef Aarushi

She Was Brushing Her Teeth

And Said Your Cake is
the Most Beautiful one

And Then i Asked Her Do
You Think Those Are Real

Ornamental Beads on the Cake and
She Said No Silly That is Candy You Can Eat...

True i Have to Ask my
Wife So many Common
Sense Questions like that

In Fact We Tried to Take the
Little Christmas Tree We Bought
Out of the Holder And We Couldn't
Figure it out So We Had to Call Our

Next Door Neighbor And SHE Brought
Some Long Handled Loppers Over and

Cut it For Us As She Had the Same Kind
of Tree And Assured my Wife i Wasn't too

Dumb to Figure it out As She Couldn't Either
Hehe and Her Career Was Jet Aircraft Mechanic

For the Navy And She Still Has A Tool Kit Bigger
Than Any Man in the Neighborhood HAha...

Anyway This Explains Again Why i Have
to Show All your Recipes to my Wife First

To See if They Are Even Possible
to Make at Home With SMiLes

Oh My Gosh! i Can
Taste Your

Delicious Cake! Through
Your Pictures Yet my Wife
Says i've Eaten too Much Desserts
Over the Holidays So All i Get Is
Black Eyed Peas With Ham And
Collard Greens With Cornbread
Jalapeno Muffins to Make A Treat

That is No Dessert Yet i Snuck my
Hand in the Big Candy Dish on the
Shelf And Helped Myself to some
Reeses Peanut Butter Cups Five Of 'em i Sure Did!

SMiLes Dear Ava Facing The After Death
In Life Every New Year is This Breath

Another UNiVerSE Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love in Gratitude for All

Just Giving Sharing Caring Healing

iN JoY oF LiGHT With And For All

With No Illusory Fears

For True i Faced

Death In Life
Thrice Yet

That Was the
Easy Part Compared
to the Living Dead As Life

Forever Now Time Just Eternally

HeLL ON EartH WHeRE it Becomes

All too Easy to Understand After Ya Can't

FeeL iT A SMiLE is Heaven on Earth or

Just the Warmth of Petting A Cat or

Even Laughing A Same Warm

SMiLe With A Loved one

Watching A Sit-Com

On TV So Many

Warm Moments
In Life We May
Take For Granted

Yet Not Those of US
Who Have Lost All the Warmth

Where Life is Just Cold Pain and So Very Numb

So Now Every Breath is To Celebrate For me Indeed

It's Always New Year's Eve Striking 12 AM For Eternally Now

This Gratitude Again For This Inhaling Peace ExhalinG LoVE Now...

Always A
New Resolution

to me
Dear Annabel...

Happy New
Year To You
Dear Annabel


Very Happy New Year
Dear Jane Stay Free
Verse Singing
Oracle Hand



Happy New Year!
Dear Cherie Secret
To Living 99 New


Out Look
Of SMiLes
Like Betty
White Within
Endless Beauty


NoW Even
More For All...

Happy New Year
Dear Doc Now With
Many More Inspiring

And Pics
Still to Come...

Can Y.O.U. Handle
Truth/Light Not Many Will
Some Folks Will And That's A Choice

iS No
Yet LoVE

Until 'You' See "The Grass of Leaves" 'You'
Will Never Fully Be Happy as Far as Decoding
Happiness As Pass CodE LoVE IS...

Story Has It Leonardo Painted 'JeSuS '
With Long Hair Neither Socially Acceptable
In Days Of JeSuS Or Leonardo’s Day NoW

Yes It Only Takes 100 Months To Title 11 Greater
Than John 14:12 Bible Poems in 10,000,000+ Words Why?

i Really Believe No Faux News...

How Sweet of You
To Come by my
Blog Home And
Wish me A Happy
New Year on This
Very Unusual

Spring To
New Year’s Eve
Dear Sohair
As It’s Actually
80F Degrees And
Still Rising in Northwest
Florida And The AC is

To Ask
Exercise Hehe
Yet Winter Will
Return to The

30’s F Within 2 Days
A Rare Place i LiVE iN
Florida WHere Climate
Change Means 4 Seasons

In 2 Days
Haha Yet
Who Am i

To Complain
As Your Home
Of Desert Egypt
Has one Temperature


Hot Hot
Hot And
Even Hotter!

Dear FRiEnD
Retaining New Year’s
SMiles Forging into

A Third Year
Of Never
Season All
Humans Share Now...

Oh my Gosh Sohair
i Didn’t Realize North
Egypt Got Snow
This Year For the
First Time Ever
And Indeed Glad
You Are Getting
Relief From the
Heat in South
Egypt With SMiles...

Yes Sohair
Hoping So
My Sweat
Will Better Resemble
Icicles In Winter



Only Cause
i Love A Florida
Challenge Again...

SMiles Dear ruchiabhisikata Now
i’ve Lived in Florida Always And
Watched Nearly
All my Elder’s
And my
Mother Take
Her Last Breath
Too So Your Poetry
About Your Grandfather
Touched me Deeply indeed

So Much
For Sharing my FRiEnD...

SMiles Dear
FRiEnD Your

All The Real Gift...

All my Pleasure
A Best Life is
When We
See Namaste

In All Of Existence
my FRiEnD Treating

This Way...

Generally, the Conservative Stick With Tradition

And Yes Often Dogma too that May Exclude the Marginalized;

Generally, the Liberal Are More Progressive in Changes for Improvement

And Yes Often Championing Causes Against Dogma That May Include the Marginalized

Among Us

More; Yes,

And True, of Course in
Part, the DarK Enigma in the
United States Who Came to Rule As

'Donald Trump' Was Supported in His

Promises to Protect the Traditions of
Dogma That Do Still Exclude the Marginalized Among

Us; For Instance, even the Head Priest at the Catholic Church
i Visited Who Was Practically Willing to Give Trump A Nobel (Somekindofa)

Prize From the Start For Potentially Heading in Another Direction

That Wasn't Taking Us to A Place of Gay Marriage Where the Priest


That Through
That Change
And the Obama
Administration, the

Dogma of the Church
That Marginalizes Folks

Who Are Different From Traditions
That Do Rule Variances in Human Behavior
And Orientations and the Such; Sadly, the Dogma

of the Church that Marginalizes Still the Behaviors
And Even the Existence of Transgender Folks All the
Way to Their Leader on Earth, the Pope, Suggested By That

Priest, Yes, THAT Was An Obama Progressive More Accepting Way of the Marginalized

Among Us That The Traditions and the Dogma of the Church Could No Longer

Even Recognize

As Our


The United
States of America;

Oh Lord That Day After

Trump Was Inaugurated in
2017, i Refused to Stand Up
For Any Traditions And Dogma
In that Church That Day And True,

One Woman Did Stand Up And Holler
to the Top of Her Lungs, "OH NO TRUMP!

OH NO TRUMP!" As if She Was Telling a

Real 'Anti-Christ' Against A Currency of
Love, A Pay Rate of Love, and a Pay Grade of



(Sort of in Reverse Like
"Scar" Told the Junior
Lion King In that Movie
That Came Out on July 19th, 2019,

As Obviously 'Scar' Was 'the Trump' of That
Disney Production Then As Well then True...

So Indeed, 'the Lion of Liberalism' to Protect the
Marginalized From Dogma And Tradition WOKE UP!

As the Lion Sleeps Tonight And Awakes Again to Protect!

(Only if Real Lions
Were Nice, Yet they
Are Not; They "Eat the
Cubs" More Like the
Tradition of Trump
Dashing Opposing Children
of Tribe's Against A Nationalistic

Way of Values Against Killing Rocks
With No REAL Spirit of Love Written in the Stone)

And It's True, Even As 100 Percent Open Minded As i am,
And 100 Percent Extroverted As i Am, With Close to Zero
Levels of Neuroticism; i Took Note of "Blurred Lines" Back

Before Trump Took Office And The Roaring Teens Were in Full
Swing With Worship of the Butt on 'MTV' And Yes Bare Breasted Women

In Videos in that "Blurred Lines" of Video Moving Back to Very Primal Ways

of Dressed Men And Naked Women Insisting That 'They' Just Want "IT" In Physical

Ways Skipping
Over the

Of Love Almost

Like A Hidden
Grinch Coming
Unbound From Reformed
on Top of A Cold Lonely Mountain of Love...

True, i Am A Participant Anthropology Observer, Yes,

i Actually Went to the Dance Halls Where the coming
Generations Were Even Attacking me In Female Way
of Grinding Dances, Without Even Asking For Permission!



Was Changing
Fast Moving Into
A Direction Yes of
"Roaring 20's" Again

In the Early Teens Back then
And Yes Everyone Carded As Adults
At that Dance Hall Bar Free For All Human Fun then


YES, YES, 'Class,'

The Traditional Dogma

of the United States Church
That Does Still Hold Hands with
Politics at the Pulpit Even though

That's Breaking the Rules of Separation
Between Tax-Free Church And State; Yes,

Aghast they

Were Becoming
Against Change
Away From Old Dogma
And Tradition, So the CuLTuRE

Wars Began, 'The Woke' Against the
Bad Behavior of Trump Ways Against
The Marginalized in This Country Amplifying

More and More As the Trump Days Moved Ahead
In More DasTurDLY Ways of Horrible Human Behavior
Against the Marginalized Among Us; Yet it's True Trump's

Bad Behavior Has At Least Been Defeated And Canceled Mostly

On Social Media Now

And When You

Go to the Mall

Now the 'Lines are Less

Blurred'; Yet Strangely Hidden

Away From Freedoms of Expression too;

As True Now Ya Do Get to See Many Full Figured
African American Women on the Bill-Boards for

Victoria's Secret at the Mall;

Yet It's True There is

Aesthetic Appeal

in What Humans

Can And Will Do to
Maximize Their Attractive Features too;

Yet just One Walk In the 'Spencer Gifts'

Store in this Very Conservative Area at the
Metro Mall And You Will See Small Children Wandering

Around Sex Toys For All to See; Yes, i've Been Studying

Culture as an Anthropology Observer Participant and Taking

Very Detailed Notes

For 100 Months Now;

And It's True The Pendulum

Is Once Again Slowly Hypnotizing

The Woke Back to Sleep Until Ironically

Progressive Goes A Little too Far And Conservative

Takes Us a Bit Back More to Safe Harbors As Anchors

Are Required

to Balance

Out Naked Sails
That Venture too
Far into Stormy Seas too...

This is an Art; This is A Pond;

There Are Ripples in Ponds that
Come When Stones Are Thrown;

Then the Pond Returns to a More
Calm Balancing Way of Being And

So the Pendulum

Swings Back
And Forth

Again And If You

Live Long Enough With
Your Eyes Wide Open You

Will See this Happen Over
And Over Again Until You Just

Yawn And Dance And Sing Nakedly Freely, "Eve," Please Pass the
Popcorn this Human Condition Will Be so G Dam Predictable too...

Yet it helps

To View it

Through the
Lens of A Real
Garden of Eden on Earth

With Fresh Eyes Always LooKinG New...

And to Answer the Question, IF Donald D Trump

Is Re-Elected in 2024, Do Expect the So-Called "Woke"

To Roar So Loud

Dogma May

Go Deaf

For Many
Years After
That; It's All About
Balance; Putting Trump
Back in Office, A Real 'Deadly
Sin' Against Balance in 2024;

Do Expect Woke to Come Back Stronger
Than Ever Before if That Fresh C88P Hits the Dogma Fan Again...

And Yes of Course, if Someone Like 'AOC' Runs And Wins Look Out!

For Gravity

And the

Back Swing!
of that Pendulum Again!

Meanwhile as Usual i'll Just Stay on 'The Wave'...

And Ride

And Ride

Free Some More
Over HeaR in the
"Garden of Eden" With 'Eve' so Free..
True, It's All Mastering the Wave It's

All About Being Wave, Water, Ocean Whole Now...

Other Than That Happy New Year! of Pandemic Again to All!


23 Minutes Before the New Year in Toronto And Now
i Rest Easy As i’ve Brought All New Year’s Wishes to

New FRiEnDS This Year

Yet It’s True i Really Didn’t

Put my HeLLoVE FRiEnD

Off till Last on New Year’s Eve

She’s Actually First As Now i am
Sure to Be A First One to Wish Her

A Lovely New Year in Toronto For 2022!

i Remember Every Kind Word You’ve Ever
Said to me in 6.6 Years i Remember All the

SMiLes And All the Storms

i’ve Sailed With You Through

Never Ever Ever Giving Up on

You As i’ve Seen Darkest of

Days too Making me A
Better FRiEnD for

Where i Have Been…

The Only Important Part

Is i am Still Here For You

And For me That’s A Greatest

Gift of All Same One My Mother Gave to

me in the End And the Beginning When Life

Starts Again It’s The Love We Give That Makes

Us Feel Naked Enough Whole Complete The Most

Thanks For Letting

me Be Your Hellooove

FRiEnD For All These Years

A Greatest Gift Being A FRiEnD to Y.O.U…

In Multiples
of Seven Always
Now Returning Again…

And Here Are Some More
Pics of ‘The Garden of Eden’
And me SMiLinG For You As True

Virtual Reality And Avatars Are Feelings True too...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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02 Jan 2022, 12:20 am

Believe Beleaf Belove

SMiLes Psychologistmimi
Thanks So Much For Sharing
Amanda Gorman’s New Year's Poem

A Reminder LiGHT Comes From DarK iNDeeD

And Speaking of Apocalypse That Originally
IN Greek Means

Lifting the
Veils of


Yet Changed
Into Catastrophe
By More Modern
Dreams of Hopes
To End the World
For More Stuff After
Death Away From California Dreaming Now

My Uncle Bob and His Wife My Aunt Norma
The Richest Couple of Relatives i Have Living
Still on Shalimar Point on The Emerald Green
Gulf Coast Paradise Through Selling Vacuum

Cleaners Starting At Sears Then Yes Door to
Door Then Franchising it Like Kentucky Fried
Chicken And Colonel Sanders Did Except Yes

His Work
Anyway Speaking
of that They Were
Just Fine on Christmas
Day And Then to my Great
Chagrin They Told me today
They Have Been Suffering From
Covid-19 After Getting all Triple Vaxxed

Likely the Omicron Variant And the Rates
Have Been Really Low Here Ever Since
September So i Went to Look At the Covid
Counter In my County And Oh Lord A Tidal
Wave Spike Indeed on December 31st Just

Yesterday And Checking Out Cities in the United
States And Various Counties And Even Canada And
Toronto Too The After Christmas Blues of Covid-19

Spreading Uniformly Tidal Wave Highest All Around
This North America Area Indeed Yet Sadly As it May

Sound Nature Will Be So Predictable And Humans too

In Karma of Waves Going Out and Coming In Again

Yet It's Another

Year Yet

It's Another

Year Best to
Lift the Blinds of
Ignorance in Orignal
Definition Greek of Apocalypse

So All of Nature Including Us Get
to BREaTHE A Little Better For This #Play2022
True Best if We All Play Fair With Each Other And


Each Other True

LiVE NoW JusT NoW...

A Belief In Death More Than Life
Has Killed Many Folks So Sadly Dead...

Yet It's True There Are Some 'Sacred Cows'
Folks Are Sadly too Afraid to Touch to Save Lives...

And Even Life-Long Careers in Jobs For Conspiracies oF Lies

Sad When What is Untouchable Needs to Be Touched Most to Survive.


So Ironically

Lost Indeed It Still Seems...

Other than that "Road
Runner" Doesn't Give
Up Running We


On New
Year 'Coyote' For That...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Every Now A New Year
of Play More Specifically


With SMiLES More
of Play mY FRiEnD...

First of All Happy New Year Dear Ruehla!

Although It's TRue i Understand New Year's

Celebrations Vary Very Much Across

India i Don't Pay Tradition too Much
Attention Yet i Do Love to Participate

in the Moment Whatever the Present
Celebration Is As Every Day is

A New Year to me
Anyway Yes That's

What A Participant Anthropology
Observer Does And An EPiC Free
Verse Long Form Poem Writer Does

Joins In Yet is Never Part of Tradition

Really at All As True How can Ya Include

All In the Story As Tradition Naturally Excludes

The Different And True i Have Very Little Faith in
Group Think Fame and Fortune As Part of An American
Dream That i Only See as Illusion For It's True The Last

Breath Doesn't

Care and For
me at Least
Experiencing That
Thrice All it Cares About
is Love Given Free For What's
Left of that Last Breath Best of

What Is Only Given That Never Requires
Return and that's Love When Inhaling Peace Yes Now
Exhaling Just Free Naked Enough Whole Complete Love...

It's Amusing How Folks Treat Ya When They Believe Ya Are
Famous With The Fortune Or Not As When a Video of One of
Innumerable Ones Social Media Voyeurs Took of me Public

Dancing Went Viral People
Actually Thought if they were
In A Photo With me They Could
Be So-Called Famous too it got
Sort of Uncomfortable When the

Folks Started Falling On Their
Knees With Their Hands Clasped
IN A Kind of Appreciation That
Seemed Way too Much Like A
Form of Worshipping a Human to me...

Yet It's True John Lennon Said the Driving Force
Not Too Much Different than the Nerds Who Invented
the Internet Driven By the Desire to Download As Many
Varieties of "Pretty Birds" Fast As Possible Yes 'The Beatles'

Were Really Kinda Nerdy Before They Became A Famous Rock Band
They Wanted Girls to Love them And Throw Undies at Them And Stuff

And So Much More At Them It's True That Sort of Happened to me too
Yet All Clothed Just All Clothed i Stayed too anyway it Was All Amusing

And Great for An EPiC Long Form Poem Story As It Still Doesn't Phase me
When Folks Come up for a Literal Autograph in Writing or A Selfie Request
With them Informing me for the Umpteenth Time Do i Know How Famous i am

In the Metro Area...
Hehe As it's True i was
Only Resting my Hands
And Generating An Autotelic
Flow in Meditation of Dance

To Generate Even More Creativity
In Dance And Poetry Song too For It's True
How Selfish and Weak i Would Be if i Needed someone
Else's Approval or Applause For This Heaven Within Now

i Generate For Free It's Not About the Applause it's About
The Positive Energy We Create And Give And Share For Free So Caring So

Healing Indeed As Joy Delivering Is Joy Carrying On to Light the UNiVeRSE UP More

Yet Of Course Every Child

Babling A Non-Sense
Song With A Dance

As A Toddler Without

Instructions Already
Gets the LiGHT Force
of A Smile And Giggle Sharing
Forever TheNoW As True in Play
All Fear Is Slayed And the Highway

to Hell is Replaced Freshly With A Home of LoVInG All

All i Wanna Do is Play All i Wanna Do is Play Yes #Play2022

A New Year's Resolution Always Belonging To Free Children True

The Theme Song For This is "Dance With me" By 'Orleans' And True
As Far As I See, Feel, and Sense, Dear Rue For All Who Dance And Sing

Free They Already Have All One Might Possibly Dream to Just Love Life Now Free

And True It's Nice to Have Folks to Dance And Sing With Yet The Wind of Nature

Always Partners Free

The Wind With No

Name The Dance

And Song




That Just
Never Ends
Dancing Singing
Foreevernow Starry
G R A V iT Y
B A L A N C iN G NoW
YeS Eternally Now Free
Indeed Real Heaven Within
Believe Beleaf Belove Living TREE ALL...

Haha! She Did
Say “She’ll Be


Nice Meeting
You in 2021 Dear
Cindy in Old/New
Days Of


Matrix With SMiles...

SMiles Dear Samreen
How Sweet of You to
Wish Us Happy
New Year All
The Way From
The Emerald
Green Gulf
Shores of Qatar
Thanks Dear FRiEnD
May You All Enjoy
All Days As Happy
With SMiLes...

The United States currently Uses 40 Percent of
Human Resources with 4 Percent of the Global Population.

It's True as A Nation We Take More Resources Than We Return.

Is This An Issue of One Generation? No.

It's How Capitalism Still Currently Works.



Consume All Ya Can.

Per Linked Study Below,

Nearly 40 Percent of Folks Making
Over 100 Thousand Dollars, Live Pay-Check to Pay-Check.

53 Percent of Folks Making 50 to 100 Thousand Dollars, Live

Pay-Check to Pay-Check.


It's The Capitalistic Way.

i Beat the System Long Ago
By Just Not Consuming As Much.

Yet When i Was Young as A So-Called
Boomer, We Heated Water to Take a Warm
Bath And Didn't Have TV until 7 Years-Old;

We Learned More to Generate Our Own Happiness

Within and Chances Are Some Folks Still Do; Matter of Fact they Do.

It's True, There Are Lots of Folks Making Lots of Money Who Are Just

As Miserable As 'You', Most Definitely Billionaire Baby Boomers Too

Who Just Can't Figure Out With their Psychotherapists, Why They Are So Miserable

As They Never Even Learned to Be Human Enough to Generate Their Own Happiness Within.

True, It's Not all About Wealth Transfer;

It's About Even Frigging Being Human
Enough to Generate Your Own Happiness

As When You Do, You Can Tell So Much of
the Spending to Go to Hell and Never Return.

i'm So F88King Glad For All the Hungry Years; i Learned

To Fill myself Up with More Than Just Frigging Food, Money, And STUFF.

Capitalism is A Very Sick way of Life for Those Who Abuse it, like Any Other Addiction,

No Matter What Generation Does; Count Your Blessings For the Stuff We Didn't Have
'They' Didn't even List Like Obamacare;

For 'Us', We Couldn't Afford to
Even Leave A Job that Was Making

Us Sick and Slowly Killing Us, Because

Even if We Did go to the Doctor to Get
Help That Would Mean We Might Not Even
Qualify For Insurance if We Had to Quit A Job;

This Wasn't that Long Ago; Just Before 2008, When
My Wife With Epilepsy Couldn't Afford for me to Quit
my Job and Lose my Insurance Either; For It's True, She
Might Not Have Been Able to Get Covered and We Might

Not Have Been able to Afford it Anyway. Now Folks Can; Sure,

Score one for the Boomer Democratic Obama Administration for
Health and Well Being And Wanting to Continue to Live; Oh Yeah,

And that Gay Marriage thing Changed The Lives For Many Who were
Marginalized. Credit the Boomer Democratic Obama Administration Again.

And Oh Yeah, Without Bill Gates, And Steve Jobs And The Baby Boomer Pioneers

Of the Information Technology Revolution, Where Would Folks Work From Home Without

Information Technology

During A Pandemic;

True, There Are Ups and
Downs And Dark And Light

When You Look at Any Slice of
So-Called Generations; Yet the Truth is in

Many Ways, This Is still Real Heaven on Earth

For Those Who Learn To Master the Tools of Culture
in Balance With Nature And Do Not Become More of a Frigging

Machine of Culture Than Even Human in Balance With Nature Now.


'Eve' Pass the
Popcorn, We Said
the Hell With Keeping
Up With the Jones As They still fall far behind...

When Peers Were Out Drinking on Friday Night,
i Took Care of my Health at the Gym; When Peers

Were Making More Children to Pollute the Environment;
We Stopped after the First Son Who Died And Said no More.

When Folks Were Buying a New Car Every Three Years, We
Kept the Same Ones for Sweet Sixteen Years; And True We

Still Live in the Same Dam House We Bought When We got
Married in 1990 And Built it in 1993, Saving the 3000 Dollars for a Down Payment Then

From Only Eating Pork And Beans And Frozen Chicken Bundled Leg Quarters Way Back Then.

True, We Didn't Go to Starbucks That Wasn't A Boomer Creation then For Expensive Coffee...

i Graduated With 3 Degrees in 1983, And Landed Close to A Minimum Wage Job ($3.69/Hr) at 24 in 1984;

When i Got Married, i Still Made Less than Five Whole Dollars an Hour at Age 30 With That Federal
Employment Job At a Bowling Center then; It's True, It takes More Than Straight A's to Get A Job;

You Have to Have Social Skills; That Was Before the Computer Age took Off and The Revenge

Of the Nerds Came Next...

Now We Live in A 'Zuckerberg World'.

At 40 Years Old, i Still Only Had A Thousand
Dollars in the Bank; Yet Eventually By The Time
i Retired in the Next 7 Years Through 5 Promotions

In the Nick of 'Time', i Had enough To Retire Early at Age 47

With the Benefits of Sticking With That Government Job Through Mostly
Thin And Much Heavier Pay Toward the End as on the Autism Spectrum And
Bi-Polar Spectrum Ya Already Know By Innate propensity that Rainy Days Do Come too.

i Was Much Happier Making Minimum Wage, Just Helping Folks Smile for the First Years of that Job;
Sure, Living at Home, Just Like Folks Do Getting out of College 'These Days'; The Worst Years of Employment

Were When i Had the Positions, Pay, The Status And the Powers of Management That Was Just A coming Headache in

Hell For me.

People Talk A lot About

Money; Yet Most Folks These (And Those

Days) Days Have No Clue How to Generate

Their Own Happiness. i Know, Feel, And
Sense more Now about A Real Meaning

And Purpose of Life in Real Innate Instinct

In Skills Than i Ever Dreamed Of Before i Quit
The World of Capitalism And Really Started to thrive

With Empty Pockets, Naked Enough Whole Complete.

i Have Paid ZERO Federal Taxes Since 2008 And Likely Never Will.

Yet, i'm Still Richer Beyond What Most Folks Can Fathom And

True Riches

Have Nothing

to Do with

A Dollar Bill At all...

There are a lot of
First World Problems

That/Who Have No Idea
Still Now How to Escape the
Prison Already Made For them

Without A Clue They Can and
Will Be Happy Beyond What Folks
Have told them Money and Stuff Brings...

Yet It's True, i Ain't the First Person to figure This S. Out...

And Ya Might Be Surprised How Many Folks Who Have No Long
Pants And Only Wear Shorts And T-Shirts, With Yes Older Modest
Homes And Decades or So Old Cars Are Also Millionaires without

A Need to Spend Either Money or Happiness Away Now For Real...

The Biggest Investment i Made in my Health Was Almost Always
The Only Dude in the Military Gym on Friday Night When Everyone
Else Was Out on the Town Getting Drunk. It's true, Extreme Strength

Training Generates Human Growth Hormone; Seen Any of my Pics
Lately Approaching 62 Years-Old on June 6th, Smiling Through Age
60 With Thousands of Beautiful Young Women With A 51 Year-Old

Wife Who Lives

An active life

With no Alcohol
or Cigarettes either

And No Job Either;

It's True, i Paid for that
Capitalistic Slave Life
With 66 Months of my
Life and 19 Medical
Disorders yet

It's True

DarK Brings LiGHT

And When We Are Left With

No More Clothes of Culture

Folks Do Look Within And Finally

Figure out What to Do to Do More
Than Just Survive And Do Thrive Naked
Whole Complete Enough Through Becoming

Art instead

of Just a Cog in a Machine

As that Applies to All Ages
And All CuLTuRaL Ways of
Life Before A Golden Age
We Learn to Move, Connect,

Co-Create And Truly Own Free



Look Around At
Nature; It's A Struggle;
Some Do Survive, Thrive; Some
Do Not; And True Through the
Struggle of the Weak They May

End Up A Real Winner in the 'Turtle Race.'

True, This Is Just One Case-Study; Yet it
Is Throughly Documented, Irrefutable, and Real.

When i Had the Worst Pain Known to Humankind

for 66 Months All i Did is Whine the first 2 Years of
66 Months; It Doesn't Matter What Happened Before Now,

All That Really

Counts is What
We Do With What
We Can And Will

With the Innate and
Cultural Tools at Hand Now;

Epigenetic Effect comes from
Great Challenge and Adaptation;

Yet Fear is A Source of All Weakness For Real...

If 'You' Can And Will Find A Way to Leave the
Whining And Fear Behind, You Might Just Survive and Thrive too...

And If You are Really fortunate, You Won't Have to Go To HeLL ON EartH
First For Real to Find IT.

Happy New Year Rafiah
So Happy to Hear
From You, i’ve
Missed You Very
Much We Are
Doing Great
Dear FRiEnD
Is All okay With
You All oh Gosh
Thanks So Much
For the Family Pics!
So Cute!!

Believe Beleaf Belove

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03 Jan 2022, 1:16 am

Love Is A Garden

Indeed Dear Savvy
Peace is A Garden
We Plant Each Day

Art Is In the smART
In the HeART in

The EartH in




in Dance
And Song Now
Dear Savvy With SMiLes...

Ah Yes Dear Savvy
Eternally Now


Colors of
Our Living Trees
BeLive BeLeaf BeLove

Just Giving Sharing Caring
Freely This Way With Least Harm

H E A LinG NoW All This Wonderful

Journey Adventure Always Ending Beginning
Again Never Finishing Always STaRTinG LoVE

Love Again
With SMiLes mY FRiEND...

Hehe As Far As CopyRights

Go Hehe THeRE iS Also


In Cable

We Used to Have
A 10 Foot Satellite

Dish to Bring in All
The Free Channels Without

A Charge Now They Are Much

For Rural

to Enjoy for Free too
Or Still With the Help

of "Larry The Cable Guy"
As Really Only The Actors
Change The Characters Remain

Anyway The News is About 10 Percent
on Average Folks Meet Their New Year's Resolution

The Better News

Is You Aren't

Average Folks

So Chances Are You
Might Just Not Need
Larry The Cable Guy to
Come Out And Tune Your TV
Keeping the Channel You Desire...

Ah Yes As Freddie Mercury Insists
In His Great MeSSaGE too "The Show Must Go on!"...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
When One Expands THeir
Awareness to All That Is THere

is Nothing

To Miss

To Love
mY FRiEnD...

As We Lift Others

Up We Remain

In Balance Giving
Sharing Caring
Healing More

Peace Exhaling

What A Celebration Life Is


It All Higher
In All Becomes Love...

Dance Feeds
HeART Song

All iN Mind
And Body Balancing
SoUL FeeLinG All Around...

mY FRiEnD...

Feeding Breath
Full Circle Again
Moving Connecting

Spiraling New
FLoWinG Freely


BeLive BeLeaf
BeLoVE All LiVInG Tree

Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG LoVE
Forever NoW iN LiGHT Free...

Out of DarK Have A Nice Day


SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD

Indeed #Play2022 Is my New Year’s
Resolution And Yes i Told my Wife and

She Insisted Oh Lord That’s Nothing New Hehe…

True Speaking of the Year of the Chinese Tiger

2022 Is Surely Making A Roaring Entrance
As Over Here Today We Went from

80F to Close to Freezing
Tonight As Air-Conditioning

Turns to Heat Over-Night HAha

Just Up North in Alabama Snow After
Their Close to 80 F Degree Today There too…

Additionally Covid-19 Quadrupled Here in Infectious
Cases On Year’s Eve And Three of my Triple Vaxxed
Relatives Came Down With the Holiday Covid-19 Likely
Omicron Variant With One Relative Currently in the Hospital…

Hope Things Are Better For
That in Hawaii Dear Aloha
FRiEnD And That Japanese

Strawberry Cake is Practically
To Die For Yet Eat Yes And Live Instead!...

Cat Of Good Cheer
Still Dancing Singing
The New Year Through
4 Seasons Today From
80 F through Freezing
Tonight Snow A Bit North

In Alabama
And 3 Of My Relatives
Triple Vaxxed Down With
COVID-19 One in The

As Infections
Exploded in This
Area With Data Coming

In on New Year’s Eve We
Are Armed With N-95 Masked
And of Course Triple Vaxxed too

Take Care i Checked Toronto
And See Your City Had A Similar
Big Spike on New Year’s Eve too

And i Noticed You’ve Been

Snowed In too

With SMiles...

Love Is A Garden

Indeed Dear Savvy
Peace is A Garden
We Plant Each Day

SMiLes, A Civil Society Requires Order Away From Chaos.

'Political Correctness', Sets Mutually Determined Borders
For What is Order Among Human Beings in Behaviors
of Social Interaction. These Borders Continually Change,

Depending On the Cultures Human Beings Are Part of.

It's Worth Noting That it Requires Healthy Social-Empathic-
Emotional Intelligences to Keep Up With What Culture Demands

For Political Correctness this way. It's Worth Noting, this is one of

the Major Functional Disabilities Associated With the Autism Spectrum.

It Worth Noting That This is Why the Moderators of This Internet Site Exercise
Great Levels of Patience And Assistance With Folks on the Spectrum Who Have

More Difficulties With this;

Such As A Post Title That Speaks
in 'Absolute Terms' of Abolishing
Political Correctness As If Cultures Did

That they Would Fall Apart into Chaos,

Out of the Order of Civility That is Required
For Any Working Civilization. And Yes It's Also

Worth Noting that Specifically, 'the Wrong Planet' is
Not Only A Place For Debate; Yet Additionally, A Place for

Supporting Folks Who Have Been Bullied in Other Places All
Their Life For Being Different. Being Outcast This Way is Difficult,

And May Result in Impacts As severe As Mental Illness, Ranging As Far As Suicide.

Humans Are Social Animals; And the Instinct to Be Part of the Social Group, Evolutionary
Speaking By Instinct is the Difference Between Surviving or Not; The Consequences in
Our Modern Cultures Are Not So Severe With the Aid of Technology; Never the Less,

The Instinct

to Belong

Is Very Strong;

Some of Us Are More Weathered
Warriors of Life With Skin Thick Enough
Almost to Be Skinned; Others Of Us Are

Barely Dog Paddling Almost Below the Ocean
Surface From Drowning Now With More Insult

to Our Integrity

of Being Human;

The Moderators of this Site Have a Very Difficult
Job Balancing The Needs of Those With Thick Skin
Versus The Needs With Those of Thin Skin; So What

This Means is We All Need to Understand the Needs of
Both and Find Some Balance and Indeed That is What Moderation

At Best Offers, A Balance Within A Group of People That Usually Doesn't
Take As Much Effort For What that Will Mean on A Support Site for Folks With Autism.

i Am Not Politically Correct in Much of What i Do With Freedom of Expression As Far as
what is considered Normal In Society; However, i Take Great Care In not Harming Anyone Along the Way;

It's An Art That We All

Flub Up Now And Then;
Never the Less, it is A Huge Gray
Area with Many Colors too that

Never Reasonably Will Be Handled

In Just All or Nothing Ways; And That is
Why the Site Here Has Rules For Folks to
Conform With At Best on Their Own without

Moderation Help; However, Again, Folks On the Autism
Spectrum Often Have Difficulties Seeing the World Through
The Eyes of What Might Harm Others; So Indeed, The Moderators

Here Have a tough Job That We are Fortunate Anyone Volunteers to Do...

If Not For the Moderators

Thank A Moderator today if you like this place
Try to Do things that make them wanna stay

Like Following The Rules And Listening Carefully to What they Have to say...

i Worked at A Military Bowling Center For Almost two Decades With Groups
Of Drunken Sailors Often Ready to Fight Each Other Over Almost Anything

Of Disagreement

When They Got

Drunk Enough;

Indeed i Moderated that
Place Successfully for Almost
Two Decades And Did That As An Administrator,
Manager And Supervisor In Other Areas of Federal
Employment After That; When the Owner of this

Site Asked me to be a Moderator; i Told Him

No As Doing it For A Quarter of A Century WAS ENOUGH.


We Don't Have Many Moderators; If We Want this Site to continue, Do
Treat them With ALL Due Respect;

And That Statement
Is General, i Haven't

Seen You Directly
Attacking Any Moderators...

And Indeed You Seem Willing
to Admit it Sometimes When You
Feel You Are Incorrect; That's Kinda
Rare Around Here And Admirable too
When Someone is Willing to Admit They Can Learn SomethIng New.

In the Other thread that You are Part of in the Wrong Planet
Administration Part of the Site, i Suggest You Copy And Paste
That Well Written Twitter Copy of Why 'Transgender' is A REAL THING;

And Gender is Not ONLY BINARY; Even the American Indians Understood
This As They Were Primitive Enough to Have Common Social-Empathic-Emotional

Intelligences to See the Differences As That is Often Lost IN A World of Mechanical Cognition.

i Didn't Have An Opportunity to Provide the Research; Yet That Was Well Done

And In Fact worth


Again Here,
Indeed, Just
For 'Record Books'...

Friendly neighborhood biologist here. I see a lot of people are talking about biological sexes and gender right now. Lots of folks make biological sex sex seem really simple. Well, since it’s so simple, let’s find the biological roots, shall we? Let’s talk about sex...[a thread]

If you know a bit about biology you will probably say that biological sex is caused by chromosomes, XX and you’re female, XY and you’re male. This is “chromosomal sex” but is it “biological sex”? Well...

Turns out there is only ONE GENE on the Y chromosome that really matters to sex. It’s called the SRY gene. During human embryonic development the SRY protein turns on male-associated genes. Having an SRY gene makes you “genetically male”. But is this “biological sex”?

Sometimes that SRY gene pops off the Y chromosome and over to an X chromosome. Surprise! So now you’ve got an X with an SRY and a Y without an SRY. What does this mean?

A Y with no SRY means physically you’re female, chromosomally you’re male (XY) and genetically you’re female (no SRY). An X with an SRY means you’re physically male, chromsomally female (XX) and genetically male (SRY). But biological sex is simple! There must be another answer...

Sex-related genes ultimately turn on hormones in specifics areas on the body, and reception of those hormones by cells throughout the body. Is this the root of “biological sex”?? “Hormonal male” means you produce ‘normal’ levels of male-associated hormones. Except some percentage of females will have higher levels of ‘male’ hormones than some percentage of males. Ditto ditto ‘female’ hormones. And...

...if you’re developing, your body may not produce enough hormones for your genetic sex. Leading you to be genetically male or female, chromosomally male or female, hormonally non-binary, and physically non-binary. Well, except cells have something to say about this...

Maybe cells are the answer to “biological sex”?? Right?? Cells have receptors that “hear” the signal from sex hormones. But sometimes those receptors don’t work. Like a mobile phone that’s on “do not disturb’. Call and cell, they will not answer.

What does this all mean?

It means you may be genetically male or female, chromosomally male or female, hormonally male/female/non-binary, with cells that may or may not hear the male/female/non-binary call, and all this leading to a body that can be male/non-binary/female.

Try out some combinations for yourself. Notice how confusing it gets? Can you point to what the absolute cause of biological sex is? Is it fair to judge people by it?

Of course you could try appealing to the numbers. “Most people are either male or female” you say. Except that as a biologist professor I will tell you...

The reason I don’t have my students look at their own chromosome in class is because people could learn that their chromosomal sex doesn’t match their physical sex, and learning that in the middle of a 10-point assignment is JUST NOT THE TIME.

Biological sex is complicated. Before you discriminate against someone on the basis of “biological sex” & identity, ask yourself: have you seen YOUR chromosomes? Do you know the genes of the people you love? The hormones of the people you work with? The state of their cells?

Since the answer will obviously be no, please be kind, respect people’s right to tell you who they are, and remember that you don’t have all the answers. Again: biology is complicated. Kindness and respect don’t have to be. [end of thread]"

Love Is A Garden

Indeed Dear Savvy
Peace is A Garden
We Plant Each Day

"Sex is a drive; it's not a need, but an urge"

Of Course That Depends on the Definition of Sex.

And oF Course Definitions Change Depending on Cultural Influences Indeed.

For instance, After Bill Clinton "Changed The Definition" Of 'Sex', Somewhat,
In Suggesting
Oral Sex
Sex, Strangely
Enough (Not really)
Oral Sex Became
More Common Place
Among Younger folks
Than Intercourse; True,

it Became More Socially
Acceptable too as the President
Suggested it Wasn't even 'Sex'...

Hehe, See How this Works or Does Not;

Cultural Morals Determine Indeed What Are
Now More Needs Versus Urges Culturally As

That Also Applies to More Primitive Cultures Without
Much Technology Where the VERY MOST IMPORTANT
OF THE NIGHT' All the Way From Puberty Where there are
Actually No Words in their Language for Homosexuality or Masturbation.

Yet Again, Without the 'Work of the Night' and little Technology And an All
Hands Effort of the Village Required to Even Survive SEX IS THE NUMBER

This is Why We See

So Much so-Called 'Porn'

In More So-called Primitive

Civilizations too As If there is

Not Enough Sex The Whole Tribe Goes
Away And Does Not Return As the Social Group Exists now then...

Yes, Yes, Obviously Some Folks Are Born With Very Low Libidos...

Yes, Yes, Science Shows if Enough Social Stress Accompanies a
Pregnancy in the Womb Folks Are Born More with a Homosexual
Propensity as some Folks Suggest that Homosexual Sex is not



So Let's Look At Masturbation and
Porn in the World Today (Yet Most
Folks do Indeed Lie about it Most
Every day of their Life When Asked)

Yes, Science Shows That Overall Around
the Globe 78 Percent of Males And Females
Do Indeed Engage in Masturbation; And in the
United States Specifically 92 Percent of Males
And 76 Percent of Females; So, Indeed, Culture Makes

A Huge Difference Now on What Folks Do to Take Care of
What this Drive, This Urge, This Want, This Need Actually

Is and Truly 100 Percent Absolute Black and White Thinking
Just Won't Work on an Individual Basis; Some Folks DO NEED

Additionally, Science Shows That in the United States 98 Percent of
Males View Pornography and 73 Percent of Females Do As Well...

So How Might that apply to the Needs of the Individual. Well It is true,

Some Psychopathic Leaning Folks Either Born or Bred That Way Have
No Ability to Feel the Warm Oxytocin Connections That Bond Human Beings

in The Actual Warmth in Emotional Feelings of Love; For them, All Love really

Is is Sex

For Them

Indeed if There is

No Sex as a Need in
A Relationship There is

Not Even A Temporary

Bond Lasting 15 Minutes

Or Whatever it Takes For

Only Pleasure to Make that Bond
That Keeps a Relationship together
if it Satisfies that Only Need that Makes
A Relationship Real to that Poor Individual

Who has No Resources of the Warmth of Love;

Yes Again, Sadly Either Bred through Neglect and
Abuse that way or even Sadder Born that Way as

It is a Biological

Deficit some
Humans Do Not Have...

Beyond These Considerations,

Sadly Again for Cultures That Do Not
Understand All the Benefits of A Healthy
Balanced Sex Life As that is Applicable
to Males Having a 50 Percent Less Chance

Of Dying From a Heart Attack with Two Orgasms
A Week On average compared to One as It's Also

Worth Noting That Men are Wired Differently For Sex
Than Women in General As Men Are Wired more For Variety
And Women More For Monogamous Relationships for
Nurturing the Child And Of Course Exceptions on
Both Sides and the 'Tween Do Come As well

In the Biology of All the Colors And
And Shades of Grey Beyond 50

That Makes Us Humans With
Diversity in All Drives, Urges,
And What is Actually Different

In Needs Among Different

Individuals And Cultures too

As the Great Modern Philosopher
Alan Watts Said Who Studied All Cultures
And Religions Across the Globe too, There are

Some Human Beings who Are So In touch With
Higher Levels of Experiencing the World in 'Spiritual' Pleasurable

Ways That Sex Becomes A Second Rate of Pleasure Indeed...

And It's True i Was Born that Way and It's True if i Never ever

Had Sex i Wouldn't Still Be Missing The Best Pleasures of All In Life...

However, Never the Less my Libido WaS EXTREMELY HIGH AND






Epididymal Hypertension

As i am Doing may Very Best
to Be Politically Correct on Your
Blog too And It's True This is Another

Difference Why Overall All Sexual Releases

May Be Perceived as More a Need For A Male than A Female...
Particularly, if There is No One around to Explain Why Nocturnal
Emissions Happen SO MUCH oh Lord How embarrassing when

You are Growing

up as the only

Male in a Household

With no one to give you a

It's Like the Movie 'Carrie' And the Ignorance
Portrayed in that Movie When She Started Her
Menstrual Periods i was Literally Concerned

Someone Might Say i deserve to go to Hell

For Being

For Being
Human For Being
Human For Being Human Being...

We LiVE iN A Very Ignorant World
When it Comes to Talking about

THE Greatest





And It's True in Japan
Young Folks Have Lost
A Desire to Procreate with
Each Other And In Not Doing
So That Culture is Figuring out

Just How Much of a Need to
Survive Sex really is again AS the WORK OF THE NIGHT

The Same thing is Happening in the United States too With Lower Levels
of Fertility Among the Young; However, Humans are Living Out of Balance

With the Rest of Nature

And this is the


of What Happens
When Any Species
Lives out of Balance with
The Rest of Nature They Start to Naturally Go Away...

Hmm, Interesting Subject Sex is Indeed And Difficult
For Humans to Discuss in a Modern Mature Truly Rational Way...

Yet of course, Not Everyone is Afraid With Life Experiences And Thicker Skin...

And What Song For This, i Guess "The Show Must Go On" By Three Dog Night Hehe...

HAha, Human,
One of the

Only Animals
Besides Sea Horses
And the Such Who
Routinely Forget

The Need of Sex in Life...

Yes, Yes, Oh God Yes, No, Yes

A Result of Modern CuLTURES

Yes It's True Some Folks
Are Just Too Stressed Out
to Do it With Each Other at all

Yet never the Less the Show

Goes On in the Work of Other Ways
As A Basic Need of Surviving This Life As Is...

Honestly, Human Beings Haven't Advanced Much in the Being...

Overall, There's Plenty

Of Evidence
We've all
in General

in One Lifetime

Now So Far away
So Fallen from an Original Garden Of Loving All of
Our Nature And The Rest of Nature Freer in Balance Now...

It's True A Group of Apes Hugging Each Other Naked When
Human Apes Approach Them in the Zoo Experience More

Warmth in
Life than

Ever do.. So Sad...
i Used to Have Human
EYes so Cold Like that too...

i do Understand What Being 'Cold' Means...

When 'the Show' Just No Longer Goes on Anymore Forever Now...

So Far Away

From a Place

Love Doesn't Exist...
Then Ya Understand
God is Love If Ya ever
Are Fortunate Enough
to Meet God Is Love Ever In Life Rue...

Love Is A Garden

Indeed Dear Savvy
Peace is A Garden
We Plant Each Day

Catholic Mass Readings from 01.02.2022
Give The Fill In Priest Credit Who i Understand
Once Pastored the Parish for Suggesting if You Ya
Wanna Find A Metaphor of the Loving SPiRiT of Christ
Look For the Marginalized in Society As Those Who Are Who
He Stood Tallest For So They Could Become His Height And Greater
With Words/Acts of "John 14:12" And True the Fill-In Priest With Obviously
Real Feelings

And Sensings

Of Soul Went As Far
As Using A Transgender Person
We May Meet Somewhere in Public

To Find this Metaphor of Loving Christ Living
SPiRiT Within Yes That Four Letter Word Love For Real

"The SHoW

Go on..."

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05 Jan 2022, 1:06 am

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

Winter BRinGS SPRinG

Isn't That All the Hope We

Need YeS Unless

We Forget

It Almost always

Feels Like Summer

At Least Part of the
Day in Southern Egypt With SMiLes...

HeHE ALways LooKinG For New Ways

Dear Chaymaa Now

To Improve Loving Life

No Getting Even

Or Even Ahead

As Love Already
HaS iT All to Give With SMiLEs...

Yet Yes i Do Collaborate Now
to Compete With Myself Hehe...

Ah YeS in A World Now Globally

Of So Many Relative Moralities

Surely The Saint Will Be

The Sinner

And The Sinner

Will Be The Saint

Depending On If the

Moon Is Blue or Magic

In Dreams Not Yet Felt
Sensed or Met

In New Colors

Of Life

Still To Come

To Be For Those Unafraid

to Explore More As i Return
to Jonathan David Haidt's

Exploration of What Makes

The Difference Between More Open

Minded Liberal or More Closed Minded

Conservative Folks A Simple Barometer
(Reactions to A Public Dancer Work Just As Great, HAha)

oF A 'STatue of David' And Seeing THE ALL Aesthetic

Gift or Just

A Much
Smaller Gift

In Disgust

That Still Brings
Life to Bear And Bare for Real...

This is Life to Some Michelangelo

Is A Villain For Sculpting 'David' THiS

Way to OTHeRS He’s Just A Natural

Hero Portraying the

Reality of


Pictures to Give

And This Is Life Boats
Do Need Sails to Explore
Naked New SeaS And ReTurn
To Clothed Harbors to Escape
Bad Weather's of Life True too

With Conservative Anchors Yet

There Is No Peace Inhaling Now Or
Love Exhaling Without Understanding

The Differences

That Do Still Make
Us Naked And Clothed

Enough Whole Humanity Complete

Yet of Course Open Minded Folks Naturally

Have the Advantage For This As Life is Not
Fair Yet Never the LeSS A Work oF Art For A More Perfect Union Indeed...

LoVE BeinG YouR FRiEnD! HeHE EVeN Challenges Too WiTH SMiLeS EVeN MoRE!

Inhaling Peace ExhalinG Love
In The Touch of Human and
Other Canine Companionship

Dear Xenia Hope Your
Holidays Have Been
The Best With New

Warm New Year's
Wishes Coming True Now...

January 4th, 2022, Dear Xenia
Our Sleeping Hibiscus Red
Flowering Patio Tree

Lasting this Long Until
Last Night's Freeze Such
An Extended Spring Christmas
Thru New Year's Summer Break We've
Enjoyed Indeed in Air-Conditioning too HAha...

Yet Now to Give the FLoWeRS Some Rest as It's True
During Our Last Year Without Much Winter Not Nearly

As Beautiful the Following Year Without A Challenge

Of Winter

Really Just A Rest
Now For Even Newer
Colors of Beautiful Life

And of Course As Always
MoraL oF A SToRY For All
Of Existence DArK Makes LiGHT As i Love to Intimate

Fear No DarK That Only BRinGS LiGHT AGaiN mY FRiEnD...

And Never Be Cynical oF LiGHT for This Gift of Wonderful LiFE!...

SMiLes Dear Xenia i Showed my Wife
A Photo oF A Rainbow Around the
Moon Over Our Home Dancing

Around the Block Of course
Just a Digital Artifact Yet



Senses of

Life aRe All that
ReAlly Counts in
All Our Stories of Life...

Yet It's True Last Year
i Did Capture A Moon Dog
Rainbow Around the Moon Then

For Real After Telling my Sister and
Wife i Bet We'll Have A Rainbow At Night

Like i Did Walking Around the Block Before
A Hurricane With Them And A Few Seconds

Later One appeared

Through the Clouds

It's True When

We Look For Real
MaGiC iN LiFE Long

Enough We Are Bound
And Determined to Find
It And We Do With SMiLES

With Enough Faith That is No Doubt or Disbelief
100 Percent Loving Will Yet Again Fact or Fiction


For Real
Within Do Count Most!..

Inhaling Peace Exhaling
Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Now For All With Least Harm!...

Gratitude Such A Beautiful Way of
Living Dear Xenia This Morning

i Just Lay in the Comfort
of A Warm Bed Blissfully

Treasuring This Gift of Life

And Now i Dance And
Sing This Gift Now to

Give With SMiLeS AGaiN...

Life iS A Wave FLoWinG Lower For Higher More

SMiLes Dear Xenia Every Challenge
Of Life A Doorway to Find New

Ways of Joy to Give
And Share Free

With All Others
With Least Harm

Bring on the DarK

As Nature Will Naturally Do

i Insist on BreaKinG Dawn Again
With JoY FoR ALL!

As Always Play
Slays Fear

mY New Year's
Resolution #Play2022 !

Yet ReAlly ALWaYS mYPhone
Number/Letters For Heaven Now!...

Yes 'Class' In Case Ya Haven't Noticed It's What The Rest of Nature
Does Too That Isn't Currently HuMaN Nature Ignorance FaR AWaY

Dance And Sing Naked In Work And Play! That May Sound Extreme
Yet It's True It's What Our Ancestors Did FoR A REaL LiViNG THeN

True A New Year's Resolution For 2022
#Play2022 Yet Surely No Secret i Make
Play A Way of Life For 101 Months Now

Play Slays Fear!! !

SMiles Dear Cindy
Always Free SMiles
Of Creativity
Dropping By

To Be Inspired!

Thank You
Dear FRiEnD
Just Great Flames
For my New Year’s
Resolution of

#Play2022 !

Sort of Like
A ‘Groot Dance’
To Mr. ‘Blue Sky’
By ‘ELO’

Of Play
From Chaos
Art MaGiC Hehe...

SMiles Dear Sohair
Didn’t Realize You
Lived on the Nile
In Sohaj So Glad
Rainbows In
New Year
Come Your
Way And Surely
Studying Your
Climate Winter
Brings Heat Relief
Yet Close To Freezing
Still May Come Now in

Of One Day
Like Here From
Summer Heat Yes
To Winter Freezes

For Inner Rainbows
To Develop Humans
too In Potentials More...

Joy A Freeze
Just Took Many
Flowers Away
Last Night After
Record Breaking

Yet Still
Warm New
Colors Within
Dear FRiEnD
With SMiles...

Thanks Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Yes! Glad
Vaccination Rates
Are Super High
In North Shore,
Oahu And
Most Folks
Are Experiencing
Mild Symptoms
Do stay Healthy
Safe And Happy

With SMiles...

Ah Yes Science of Flow

Yes Letting Go Inhaling

Peace Exhaling Love

Effortless in Ease

Sweet Spot
Tween Apathy
And Anxiety Dear
Savvy Always Completing

Higher Levels Now of Human
Excellence In Ever Increasing

Challenges Riding Current Wave

in Ease

Such Great
FRiEnDS With
Gravity Balancing
All In All Yes So Free
ThiS Way With SMiLes...

SMiLes To Have
Enough to Have
It All With SMiLEs

Dear Chaymaa...


As Ocean Knows
No Separation from

Water or

Wave FLoWinG Free...

SMiLes The

Giver Gets

The First
And Last Give

Just So Very Rich

Within Indeed

As Giver

Last and
First With SMiLes...

True No WHere to Go Reaching

Top of A Mountain

Yet to Stay

Or Go


Scale The Sky
Above no Limits High...

Finding The Joy Button

The Joy Stick of Gaming

Early Racing Around A Track

With All the Shiny Screen Colors

Yet Something

Was Missing

After the

of Dopamine
And Noradrenaline

Even Addictive For Some True

Yet the Warmth of Human Connection

Missing Having No Idea There Was A

Name for the Loving Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Neurohormone Oxytocin

That Brings

The Warmth

to the Party

From Birth On
Of Smiles That
Refuse Neglect or Abuse...

SMiLes Dear

Sohair No

Time Yet

Now For Present

Gift of Kindness to Ripen


Giving Sharing

Caring Now For Real

Even More Treasuring
Everyone's Breath New
Gift Now of Loving Freely All...

Charitable Kindness

Such A Natural

Gift of Giving
Sharing Freely

Dear Sohair Without
Restraint the LiGHT

Of Caring Healing Now

That Comes Worth Bringing

Out of DarK To See Again Now...

Warmth of Winter



Soul Flowering
Fall For Winter


Buds Blooming
FLoWeRS Coloring
Life This Way Year 'Round...

SMiLes Dear Cindy How Nice to Wake
Up With A Spark Of Poetry Inspired From
The Day Before or So How Nice to Put

The Words in Song of Voice

to Further Inspire The Breath

That Comes So Freely From Soul






Truly Enabling Empathy

And Compassion to LiGHT

Up More Yes if Only More Folks

Gain this Gift Deep Down Spark They too

Will Spread More
Messages Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN

JoY oF LiGHT For All mY FRiEnD...

Thanks Dear
Hawaii FRiEnD
Relatives Recovering
Fine Now Yet Rates

in Florida


1000 Percent
Hopefully Not
Too Many Children

Will Suffer As They
Have Begun to
Do For Those Not

Eligible For And Or
Not Vaccinated Yet…

Couple A Thousand Of Words Or So Before
Concluding "Grand Cross Bible 2021" Yet Surpassing

Even All These Words EmBarKinG oN A New Year 2022

Is Autotelic FLoWinG Free Dancing All Around the Metro Area
in Public Reaching 16,001 Miles of Public Dance on January 4th, 2022
And The Grocery Store Winn Dixie After Piling the Miles on At Walmart
In Hours And Hours of Dance After Doing it All Weekend too At the

Mall and Barnes And Noble Book Store

Those Miles Completed

in 100 Months Averaging

Right At 160 Miles A Month Overall
as Covid-19 In the Last Two Years
Has Slowed the Average Down By
About 6 Miles A Month From What

It Previously Was Anyway Life is A Great
Adventure When We Do Indeed Slay Fear
With Play And Simply Make And Create Life This Way

As Indeed #Play2022 For A New Year's Resolution is
Surely in High Gear Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring Healing For All With Least
Harm Even More NoW iN Unity of DarK And LiGHT True too
And With All that Said "Grand Cross Bible 2021" Will Just

Have to Wait


Day to get Completed
With A Tale of the Tape
And Subchapter Titles and
Links For the Last 7 Months too
As That Effort Will Exceed the
Size of An Old King James Size
Try of Over 800 Thousand Words or So
As "Grand Cross Bibles 2016, 2017, 2018,
2010, 2020" Also Did too In 7 Months From
Around Memorial Day Weekend Through the
End of those Years too As Yes The Show Does Go On


On and On...
As Never Ending
Always Starting Newer
Stories in Never Landing
Ways Do Always Do Now For Real...

This BeLieve This BeLeaf This BeLoVE This Living Tree...

And Of Course After That Effort A Full Celebration of 16,001
Miles of Public Dance in 100 Months Yet Not Only That After
That Subchapter "FB Profile Pic Bible" Arises to 6 MiLLioN
Words in 56 Months of Writing Then too Where Those Words
Are Also Including in the Description Areas of All My Face
Book Profile Pics Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 too

And Yes the Second Ongoing Subchapter Longest Long Form
Poem of "SonG oF mY SoUL" In the Whole 10,000,000 Word Plus
Endeavor of that in 100 Months As of Now Yes "Nether Land Bible"
Reaching Now Past 7.5 MiLLioN Words Now In 67 Months of Writing

And Of Course What i Casually Describe As An 8th New Testament
Keeping in Mind That Every Human Breath is A New Testament of Life
Yes "Depth of The Story" Arises Close to 1.3 MiLLioN Words Now on 'the
Wrong Planet' With Close to 79,000 Views Now in 16 Months too in that

of A Thread
All About Philosophy,
Politics, And Religion
And Just About the Rest
of the Soup Including Kitchen Sinks too

All in Longest EPiC Long Form Style
Free Verse Poetry Writing in Autotelic Flow

All Just Fumes Coming from A Real Heaven Within
Not Much Different Than Enjoying A Balancing of Night
And Day Yes DarK and LiGHT iN Twilight Sunsets Sunrises Evermorenow...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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06 Jan 2022, 12:17 am

Enjoying A Crescent Moon Tonight Soon
Finishing Up the Writing Part of Another
Blog Post With Plenty of Multi-Media
Still to Come

Dear Aloha FRiEnD

So Nice to See Your
Hawaii Sunset for This
New Year Week And All Your

Playful Pets As Always Enjoying
Paradise Beach With You And All Your

Family With of Course Wagging Tails

of Muscovy Ducks it Seems i Have
Seen Them Around Here too


Duck Tails True

Anyway Creativity Need
Never End As Long As We
Play Using All of iMaGiNaTioN More...

SMiLes Dear Savvy Every
Turn in A 'Wrong Direction'

Is A New Potential Path

To Open Up New Dreams

of Life And Making Wrong

And What is Left Before Right

Dreams Never Imagined Before
It's True Living With the Worst
Pain Known to Humankind with
18 Other Life Threats in Synergy
of Misery And Suffering For 66 Months my Sister

Then Suggested i Start A New Chapter of Life

Yet There is Some Pain And Numb Where

All You May Possibly Find in Relief is Greater

Memories of Gratitude of Only Memories with SMiLes...

Yet Sadly Emotions Are Memories And Memories Are Emotions

When That is Gone

There is No Reference

Point to Return Until

Some How Life Comes

Back and We Become Reborn Again

And Then Indeed A New EPiC Door of Story
May OPeN Up Once Again As the Old Room

of Hell


A Heaven
No Longer
Spoiled Eternally Now to
BREaTHE Once Again Free...

SMiLes Forever
iS ETernal Now

How Deep We See
Colors Of Life


Gift of

Life Dear
With SMiLes...

Fear Is A Measure
of Time i Left Behind

Yet It's True It's Almost
Impossible For Most Folks to Do

Reality For Most is Living With
Fear Always Now Except For Mostly

The Other Animals

Who Only Rest After
Fights And Flights

Are Done

For the
Breath of Survive
True Living Being
Able to Live With
Fear is


All Are
Able to Do...

And Of Course
A Major Accomplishment
In A World of Fears Spoon-Fed From Birth...

Oh My Gosh Yes Dear
Chaymaa FRiEnDS Now
From Places Like India Who

Sacrifice Entire

Decades of

THeir Life

For Even Having
A Chance at the Freedoms

Sadly Most Folks Have Forgotten

How Hard Our Ancestors Fought
to Secure Over Here in the Big USA

Dreams So Many Seek Beyond Brick Walls...

So Many Folks Take This For Granted Now Yet

It IS A Dream

Come True

For Those

Who Still

A Method
to Actually
Express And Do
Unique Individual Freedoms Now...

For Every First World Problem

There are Still Even Worse Problems

Than Third World Realities At Home

SMiLes i Tried to
Explain that to

mY Wife

When Fixing

All the Insurance

Company Mistakes

Just Last Night Again

As Usual i'm Surely Glad
i'm NOT in Charge

of Anyone


Mistakes Now

It's Not Easy Being

A Perfectionist that
Way As Far As i Know

Its Potential is to End Life
While Those Who Don't Care Continue

to Dog Paddle The Water Where They Stay

SMiles There ComeS A Day When Ya Let A
World Just Float On Ya Shoulders Away As We Stay too...

Indeed Dear Hemalatha i Love To Write Poems to Love As

Well And How Beautiful Your Poem is To Love As Well
It Even Brings A Classic Song Upon A Ship Dedicated

To This Life This Love of Nature

Of Every Leaf Of Every Tree

Feeding Above So Below

Falling to Soils Still For

Souls of New Wintergreen

Water Wave Ocean Whole

Fair Winds Following Seas of

Flowers Summer Peaking in All
The Brightest Sunshine Colors

Fall Promising Winter Rest for
Even More Beautiful Love of Nature Next

How Deep The Ocean Will Be For Love's Breath

To Create Even Newer Colors of Human iMaGiNaTioN

Set Free to BREaTHE Underwater SaMe Beyond The Stars

Every Word Becomes A New Creation Fond Memories For Others

To Touch
As They
THeiR Inner

More Every Breath
Inhaling Peace NoW

Exhaling LoVE iN JoY

iN Creation Activity

oF LIGHT Coloring

Even More Giving
Sharing Caring Healing

So Free With Least Harm
to Paint the World ThiS Way

As Even A Stone May Be Romanced

As Big As The Moon For A New Midnight

Dream Brightly Lit For Love to Rise Again Free
Thanks For Such An Inspiring Poem Indeed We

Have a Lifetime to Romance Every Grain of Sand Every Star We Create

Last Farewell Will Still Be First Breath Thanks We Carry On GivinG Love...

SMiLes Yes Dear
Cindy Nothing Lasts
Forever Except Now
What A Present

It Is When

Now Really
Feels Forever Gift

Now With No Fear Trees
CoMe BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove

Congratulations on Your Poem
Published Leaving Eternally Now
To Write


As iMaGiNaTioN
CReaTiViTY Even
Our Conscious Mind Beyond
All Limitations of Breathing
Distances, Spaces, Times


Or Even

of Things"
mY FRiEnD...

Thanks Dear
Xenia Hope
Springs Winter...

Of Rest
Dance Again...

SMiles Dear
Sohair Egypt
Land of
Never Knew
Till Now my FRiEnD...

Thanks Dear
Sohair Always
Learning Something

New Whoever
i Meet And
Greet in

Life is
my Teacher
And One


By Teaching
Too With SMiles...

Meh, Coming FroM 'A Party' That Overall Caters
to Constituent Desires to Believe in Trump's Big

Lie that He Won the Last Election in 2020;

Even After the Republican Senate Majority
Leader Publicly Admitted that Trump Held
Practical Responsibility for Inciting A Deadly

Insurrection to Overthrow Part of our Representative
Democracy Process; And Even After the Republican Minority
House Leader Publicly Admitted That Trump Also Held Responsibility
For Not Taking Action Enough to Stop the Deadly Insurrection Immediately

And Even After The Propaganda News Station That Supports Trump IN MAINSTREAM MEDIA 'SPOKE;'

Yet Hannity and Laura Ingraham From THAT FAUX Fox News Along with Trump's Son And Daughter Begged

THE BIG TRUMP to Stop the Deadly Insurrection As Trump Was Ruining the Legacy of the Whole

Contrived SHow For Everyone Involved in Trump's Fresh Hell in Ruining the


Democracy of

The United States; YES,

If the Same Folks Doing this;
Yes, the Republican Party With
Support From Folks Who Still Believe
the Big Lie That Trump Won the Last Election,

Try to Take Revenge on Biden for What Trump Reasonably
Should Have Been Convicted for Surely in the Second Impeachment
For What the Senate Republican Majority Leader and House Minority

Republican Leader



It's Kind of Like

Inmates of a Prison

Impeaching the Correction

Officers; Yes, Laughable at Best

And Just Another Affront on Democracy At Worst...

Really Just Sad And Indeed An Overall Sign of A Failing Representative Democracy Indeed
Where Too Many of the Citizens Don't Have 'the Hardware and Software' to Lift Veils of
Ignorance Per that Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse, While the Hands of

State And Church

Come Together



Against the
Constitution for
Separation of Church
And State And Insist that
God Says Vote Trump No
Matter What He Does as Long
As He Promotes the Suffering of
Women Not able to Get Legal Abortions...

Yet True, This Now Isn't All on the Back of
Republican Party Ignorance; This is All on

The Backs of Spoiled Americans of EVERY

Party Who Believe, if they Don't Get Everything

They Want, They Won't Go Out and Vote And Believe
They Can Just Take All Their Toys Home and Forget about


She Bang;





THAT SHARED BONDS Over Fear, Anger, And Hate Do Bring

As Who Ever Binds and Bonds Over DarK or LiGHT The Best And Gets
Out and Votes

Win the

For Whatever
Fresh Hell or Spoiled

Heaven Can And Will Come Next...

There's An Easy Way to Fix this: Vote!

Move Hell and High Water to VOTE! No Matter
How Hard Republicans Jury-Rig the Laws Now to
make it More Difficult; YES, VOTE! LIKE FREEDOMS












Americans Have Grown Ignorant of the Gift They Have...

Americans Have Grown Ignorant of the Gift They Have...

Americans Have Grown Ignorant of the Gift They Have...

Lift the
Veils of

Wake Up! or

Go to Sleep And Awake

iN A Way of Government

That is Indeed Spoiled Heaven and Fresh HeLL ON EartH, HeaR; Other Wise, YES,

'Soon and Sooner', 'The End Days' of the United States May Come to Fruition FOR REAL.

Other Than That Call Ya Mamma, Tell Her You Love Her, And Pet Your Cat And Dog With SMiLes...


~It's True, We Do
Need 'Both Kinds'

Of 'Greeting CardS' iNdeed...

Politics, Religion, And Even Philosophy

Are 'Good Bedfellows' That Exclude

Out of the Walls and Prisons of

Tradition; Almost Every Archetypal
Story of A Hero is One Who Discards

Tradition for More Progressive Freedoms

For Humanity; Particularly, Among Those

Who Are Marginalized; Yet of Course that is

Paradoxically More of An Open Minded Liberal

Way of Being As If Ya Wanna Go On About Your Day

in Terms of What Jesus Might Dance or Sing in A Day

It is More like
A Quote
Came to
me in A
Facebook Feed
That Was actually
Worth Repeating and
Repeating Here Again Now:


-Hang Out With Sinners

-Upset Religious People

-Tell Stories That Make People Think

-Choose Unpopular Friends

-Be Kind Loving And Merciful

-Take Naps on Boats

-Per The Gospel of Thomas
Verse 37, Shed All My Clothes
And Dance Without Shame on Those

Clothes Again With No Shame or Regret
Finding Nature is the Living God Naked Within FOR REAL NOW...

-Yet Exclude the parts That Don't Make Any Damned
Sense And Are Contradictory; Like Changing Naughty
Sheep into Goats And Burning Them Forever As Pay-Back


Literally Hell

From An All Loving
Merciful God Who Turns
The Other Cheek And Always
Loves The Enemy the Same

As God Loves God Now Within
With No Damned Separation in (Yoga) Unity For Real...

To Be Clear, Bishop Megan Rohrer, Created The 6 First
of Those WWJD Tasks And i Did the Rest With my Own

Mental Masturbation

With A little
Other FRiEnDS too...

Anyway, The Church i Visit
Surely Crossed the Line of Tax Free Services,

For What is Legally Required to Stay That Way Now;

Again for Constitutional Purposes for Church Separate From State...

Yet 'We' All
KNoW; Yes, the

Church is A Sacred
Cow that Every Party
Is Afraid to F Around With too Much...

For Fear of Getting Canceled indeed By Votes...

As Tradition Naturally Gets Out to Vote the Most...
Most Definitely, Including Churches That Also Push The

of All
That Colors
The HiSToRiCaL
TheME of Demagogue Leaders;

Most Despicable, Just Waiting

For the Support in What Ever Form

Minions Come in Church or State Sponsored Activities Next...

And This is Why i Ask 'Eve' For More Popcorn Enjoying The
View from my Real Forrest Deep Gump Garden of Eden

Naked and

God Free;

DarK And LiGHT
The Whole Play Now

Is What It Is; Folks Make
The Best of This One Life
to LiVE ON EartH Forever Now

or they

Just don't

Do it And
Fall Lower
to Another Place on Earth..

Does it Have to Be Fair: No...

Can And WiLL IT Get Better; at Least for me Yes, so far For Real...

As Anthropology Observer Participant, The MaNuRE and GRoWinG

Roses are More Interesting to Study than Ever Before, So My Heaven Continues at least...

~Yet Me Multi-UNiVeRSE
CoLoReD With Me Hehe...

"You Can't Possibly Harm Love"...

(BeLieve, BeLeaf, BeLove Living
Tree Naked Enough Whole Complete;
Yes, Water Wave Ocean Whole Indeed)

Of Course Easier to Dance Sing When
NoW When One is Financially Independent

And Has it All:

A Place
of Life With No Fear;
Just Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN Joy
oF LiGHT Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing, Freely
With Least Harm For All;

GenerAlly SPeaKinG, Folks

Who Feel Small Try to Build
Themselves Up By Bringing Other Folks Down,

Like the Person in Line for A Drug At A Free Rehab
Center to Help with their Opiate Addiction, Complaining

About Folks Who get Medicaid and Can See a Doctor;

Or Like the Mama Complaining About Having to Buy
Her Poor Son's Insulin And Complaining About Immigrants
At the Border Who Get Help At the Health Clinic, While Insisting

That Poor Folks Shouldn't Receive Medicaid in Her State Either...

(Clue: Vote Democrat! If You Want Help For Marginalized Sons)

(Face Palms, Forrest Gump Common Sense Thicker Indeed)

i've Seen the Most Amazing Cut-Downs From Below this way...

Yet Alternatively, From A Place of Love; Yes A REAL PLACE OF HUMAN


(Or Alternately Self-Created Boot-Camps Like Dancing Around the Block in
Below Freezing Gale Winds in T-Shirt And Shorts Just So the Hot-Chocolate Even Warmer Next

Will Come, Your 'i Dream of Jeannie' Wife With Dark Hair Who Rarely Ages is About to Serve Ya)

In Activities as Science Shows Bring An Eternally Now Autotelic Flow of Joy For Real... Yes God Yes,

Yet Again it Helps
to Be Financially

Independent and
Accompanied by A BEAUTiFuL Wife
Who Takes Care of Everything Else...

(And Sure, Doesn't Mind If You Take
Care of Yourself Downloading As Many
Pretty Birds As Ya Care to Do in Artful Ways of THAT)

And Unafraid to Dance A Happy Dance in Flow
in Public Everywhere Ya Glow; And True i Cannot
Tell A Lie, Standing Over 6 Feet Tall At 244.2 Pounds;
Now Still Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds at Age 61...

Where the Elite Military Dudes, Jaw Slacked, At the Military Gym Wonder How
And Why i Start With Free Style Ballet-Tai-Chi And Take All the 45 Pound Plates
at the Gym away...



When i Was Small, When i the weakest little
fish in the Aquarium; when i was too Strange

And told i didn't deserve to exist in School,

It's True, i was Still Frigging Smart Enough

to Outwit Onward Christian Bully Boys

From Beating me up Physically

When Verbally Abusing

me for Daring to
Smile in Trump
Town Toxic
Patriarchal Place USA Then...

Yawn, Life is A Jungle; And It's

True, the Strong in Balancing
Grace of Peace Loving it All Now

With Incredibly Strong Will To Create their Own Reality Do

Tend to Thrive More Than Just Survive; Only the Truly

Try to

Others Down...

It's True, Even if Someone Now

Tried to Insult me, i Would

Nerd And Artblast them

These Words That Would
Come At them So Fast they
Would Wanna Run Away Before

Their Head Blows up HAha...

To Hate as i've got
More important
Stuff to Do
Than Swat
At Mosquitos
And or Gnats All Day Long...


NO One really
wants to get in
A 'Word Game' with
me as the only Escape is Going Away hAha...

And Yes, Yes, i Don't Even Need A Name of 'Chad'

A Man Who Is Always Dancing And Singing Free Will
Never Be Without Females All Around Him In Joyful Glee...

Or Words Like Oh By God You Are Smooth As Honey in
Flowing Words Mesmerizing me So Much Your Wife is So,
So, Lucky, You Are Just Too Good to Be True; Yes, True This

Does Happen too...


~Plenty of
Evidence on DeManD...

-Peter Pan For Real
Or Just Naked Pan of the Forest
With This Flute That Just Won't Frigging EVER Shut-Up...

Anyway, This is My Suggestion; FoCuS on the Positive;



Left Over

is Greater Joy
Than Garbage
Games of Foul Mouths...

And It's Also True; Yes, i've Had
the Most Hilarious Put-Downs
i've Ever Heard From Nameless
Faceless Avatars on this Internet Site
Over the Last 11 Years, And 1 Month,

And 11 Days...

It's Easy to
Do Anonymous
And That's for Damned Sure

Yet It's Also True It's A One

Way Endeavor That only
Returns to Whoever


That With me...

-Weathered Wood
~Literally The Color of my 'Roof'...

Holy S88T, Luther Really
Put the S88T iN Holy;

At Least

Could Be Creative
And Not Always

Crude in His

Insults; Yet of Course,

Jesus is Not Forgiven Fully Holy Either

As the Man of Cloth And Words Then

Only In Words, Someone Else Wrote,
Stated Turn the Other
Cheek, Love

The Enemy,

Unless They

Were Ignorant
Swine And

And Not
Nice And

Only Worthy of
Burning Always Changing
Ye Old Sheep into Goats Yet Again

It Was only Words; And
Sticks And Stones, Nope;

Just Words In A Book To Worship For Fools...

And Sadly Pigs With Conspiracy Theories
of Being Demon Possessed Sent Off A Cliff

And Bow Down As Dogs Might 'Q-Anon' Tuck
Their Tails Between THeir Hind Quarters in Fears

So False...

-Don't Quote Me on That Personally,
Just A Rose Bud LiTErary Work oF Art...

Sort of Like The Septic Tank Delivery
Truck That Clearly States it Delivers

(Seriously, One Labeled Like This Where i Live)

Milk in Its Other Job Titled "Rose Bud" Now too...

Hope Your Throat Is Feeling Much Better
And Hope Your Work is Productive With SMiLes

And Tuesday Night On January 4th, 2022
i Finished
16,001 Miles of Public Dance in 100 Months

Yet i Haven’t Even Finished my Last Blog Post
As Some Mileage Celebrations Just Can’t Wait

With Video Records

And Such With SMiLes too

Indeed #Play2022 mY New
Year’s Resolution Already

Kicking off

In Joy For A New
Year Again mY FRiEnD

Wishing You Surprising
Happiness To Come All

This Year

Even More
Smiles of Joy...

"Artists are reflections of society... mirrors."

-John Lennon

Table of Contents For "Grand Cross Bible 2021"
As This Completes The Writing Portion on 1.5.2022
At 11:06 PM With Plenty of Multi-Media Still to Come
Before it All Gets Put Together And Electronically Published Next...

FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2021, 4 YearS Old 54,036 Words

Nether Land Bible 7 MiLLioN Words 5 YearS Old 60,886 Words

15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 54,225 Words

CeLeBRaTinG HeAVeN Within 8 Years ReaL NoW 57,262 Words

SaiL On LoVE NoW 62,926 Words

SonG oF mY SoUL 8 YearS Old 9.6 MiLLioN Words 53,280 Words

“Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament 55,061 Words

WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW 56,926 Words

UP uP AWay mY BeAUTiFuL BaLLooN YOuR SoNG 58,233 Words

Peace Be With Us Pretty PLeasE LoVE LiVE HEaVeN NoW 56,244 Words

i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me 58,291 Words

Thanks Giving 11 Years For Giving 2010-2021 57,919 Words

SonG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old 57,710 Words

Grand Cross Bible 2021 ~58,000 Words

Grand Total ~800,999 Words


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06 Jan 2022, 11:58 pm

Old World Dreams
New World
Memories Indeed Now
With SMiLes Dear Savvy
SHiMMeRinG Map
of the UniVerse

Waves oF LiGHT


On Water
No Space, No Time,
No Distance, "No Matter

of Things"

Just Beauty

Within Dear
Savvy Forevernow...

SMiLeS i REmember
The Day i Realized

i Am Only


Too Late

i Was Already

Breathing Hell
With No Horns



mY 'WingS' AGAiN!
Why? Now i am my
Own Choir Director
iFree iDance iSing!...

SMiLes As Usual i Transform Your Blog to Dear Diary

Yet It's Always So Easy to Do Dear Lala Rukh When

A FRiEnD Remains Silent For A Year Or So

And Returns Back to Remind

You That You Are Not

Only Speaking

To A Ghost

of Years Past

How Odd That Will
Be Yet i Do Love Strange
Including Finishing Up 16,001 Miles
of Public Dance on January 4th, 2022

As Yes i Finished "Grand Cross Bible 2021"
At Around 801 Thousand Words of Effort in
7 Months Just One of Six Efforts That Size
Greater Than An Old King James Effort in
7 Months From Memorial Day Weekend Through
Yes The End of the Year in Years 2016, 2017, 2018,
2019, 2020, And Now Yes 2021 Just Those 6 Sub-Titled
EPiC Long Form Poem Bibles of 10 MiLLioN Word "SonG oF mY
SoUL" Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Close to 5 MiLLioN Words
Total and Only 6 of 11 Sub-Titled Long Form Poem Bibles of that Whole Endeavor
That is More than 12 Times the Size of the Old King James Sized Effort Yet Yes

Back to

Public Dance
As During the
100 Months of
All of that i Averaged
A Grand Total of About
160 Miles of Public Dance
All These Months too For Now
Yes 16,001 Miles of Public Dance

Celebrating With Some Videos my
Wife Took as Well Oh Goodness in Flow
the Heavenly Autotelic Bliss Just Never Ends Now

Yet It's True it's the 6th of the Month And As Promised
i'm Back Every 6th, On or About that Date Now Since

2014 When You Got Married And Went Away You Know
i Wonder How You Are Doing Now And Then i Keep You
And All You LoVE iN my Prayers And Hope You Are Doing

NoW iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling
Giving Sharing Caring Healing Freely
With Least Harm For All This Gift of Life ALL NoW
Hehe Yet Back to the Workshop And Drawing Board
As While Writing a Celebration of "16,000 Miles oF Public Dancing"
Yes i Am Still Putting Together the Multi-Media Parts of "Grand Cross
Bible 2021" And Will Be Electronically Publishing That All Just For Free Fun Soon...

Love Feels Good So Free

Giving Love is Fun to Do

Sadly Not Everyone Feels

Love This Is Why

Some Must

Keep Giving
Love So the Balance
of DarK And LiGHT

Won't Fall OFF A Living Map

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

Yes Keep Giving SMiLes...

Love is
Peace Never

Finding Wind Alone
When Breathing SaMe...

SMiLes Dear Vrunda Nice to See You Back in the
Blogging World For the New Year 2022 Hope

All You Love is Safe and Well Through
All Challenges of Life Coming Around
More For ALL it Seems And Yes This

Issue of Being Trapped in One's
Head Seemingly So That may

Be More of A Left Brain
Thinking Metaphor
of Detail Thinking

So Far Away From Big
Pictures That Flow in Emotional
Harmony Springing Words in Balancing

Flow and It's True Free Verse Poetry Helps
Open the More Right Hemisphere Connecting

Deeper Emotions With Words and It's true Even
Science Shows That A Free Dance of Movement

In Flow Will Even Allow Us Greater Insights into
The Emotions Flowing Through Other Human beings

Head to Toe As Our Emotions and Senses and Words

All Come Greater Into Play This Way as Social Reciprocal
Communication May Indeed Become easier to Play this way

Hehe It Works
For me And
Science Shows
It Works for Some
Others too As to Escape

So Much A Left Brain Think
Way Trapped Away From More
Social Empathic Artistic Natural
Spiritual Intelligences Again Just
Naturally Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating This Way...

Yet of Course Hehe i Rate 100 Percent Open Minded,
And 100 Percent Extroverted; Yes And About 0 Percent
Neuroticism, And Yes With No Problems Saying No to
What i Don't Agree With In Life and Plenty of Focus in
Flow to Be Conscientious Enough to Finish What i am

Doing Now Without Falling off A Twitter Breath of Loss
of Focus and Attention to One Task At Hand True This

Is Easier or Harder to Do Depending on Personality Traits
too Yet Human Beings Do Have Great Epigenetic and Neuroplastic
Potentials for Change As Caterpillars Make it Through Cocoons and

Finding Themselves A Brand New Creation Simply Flying Reborn This


Newer Now
mY FRiEnd
Anyway Nice
to See You around
Blog Land Again with SMiLES...

Connecting Emotions
With Senses in Synergy

Becoming Mind And Body
Whole Dear Yam in Energies

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating
Happy New Year Always Real Now

Together Indeed BeLieve, BeLeaf



Tree Ocean
Water Wave Whole Complete
Be Human Be Human Yes Be Human
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring Healing
These Roots Deeper With Least Harm Yes Love ALL...

Raised in a Locality, In A 'Trump Deep State South', i Do Surely

Relate to Stories of 'the Devil'; Yet Observing 'The Church'

Rather Detached, Yet Visiting As An "Anthropology Participant

And Also

Observing Behavior
Associated, Yes With A

'Trump Card oF A Devil',

What i Often See is Weak Men

Who Are Disenfranchised in Someway

Using the "Story Book Character oF A Devil"
As An Illusory Crutch to Make Them Feel Bigger

Than they Really Are in Life By Striking Out Against

Perceived People They wanna Feel Bigger Than in Life;

And Using the Illusory Story Book Character oF A Devil
As An Illusory

Power Tool

To Threaten Other

Folks They Wanna Feel
Greater Than With That

Illusory Device of Imagination
From Stories oF old to Build-up

Themselves As A Greater Character

In Life With Power Than They Really Are or Have;

i Remember Sitting in One of the Gospel Singings When
A Little Man With 'Hell Fire Eyes' Stared at me Threatening

Sinners to Hell

By Threat of Devil;

i Had to Hold Back From
Giggling And i Did as i Really
Didn't Wanna Make Him Feel
Any Smaller Than He Already Obviously Was and Still Is;

In the 'Blogging World', i See Folks Trying to Build Themselves up
This Way Threatening Others With 'the Devil' to Go to 'Hell' too, Usually

Also Trying to Prove the World Was Made in 7 Days Or Such Antiquated
Ignorance as that To be Taken Literally From the Words of Ghost Authors

No one has Actually

Met; Yet, Never the

Less, Worshipped in Effect
By the Story Book Tale Still Told
Used By Politics of Church and State
To Subjugate And Control Folks; Number
One, Usually Starting With Reproductive Freedoms

Using That

To Attempt

to Shame Folks

To Fall In A Trap
By Those Who Wish
to Imprison Others in their
Ideologies to Rule as Basically

Their Slaves in Life, Sadly Taking So Many
of Their Freedoms Away, Replacing That With Shame and Guilt...

Indeed, the Literary Device oF A Devil Has Been used to Take Many
Freedoms Away From those Who Follow Rather Than Lead; And Of Course

'The Foe or Adversary'

Is Also Anyone

Who Disagrees
With the Story Book
Rules As Interpreted by
Whoever Rules A Pulpit Roost with

A Story Interpreted Of Their Own Next;

Yet it's True, Some Follow; Some Lead;

Some Fall By the Wayside,

And Basically

Are Never
Heard From Again;

And For Some, Their Destiny

In Someone Else's Story is Just Better than
Nothing at All they Find As Purpose And Meaning In Life...

Other Than That Again the Old Bible Represents Archetypal
Stories About Human Nature As Most Literary Works of Art Do

Through Human HiStory; That much Hasn't Really Changed As One
Will See the Same Old Story With Actors Replacing the Old Same Old

Archetypal Characters

Really Over and

Over again


As THere Are Always

Gonna Be Dis-Enfranchised

Folks Who Feel Greater Power by

Imagining themselves as Heroes and Or
Villains in Other Stories Folks Create in Life;


Others Actually
Write, Direct, Produce
And Genuinely Act their

Own Plays of Life; Yet Again Others
Remain Only Spectators And Audiences
And Even Willing Slaves to Much Older Stories Still Now...

There is Darkness;
There is Light;

There is Day
And Night;

And Pain;

And As Long as We aRe HuMaN
Beings, THere Will Be Stories About
This Human Condition From DarK Thru LiGHT;

50 Shades of Grey; And All What Makes Life What it is,


Fed By


Roses, Thorns,

Manure; Or Guns

And Roses; Or Just

Another Song of 'Live and Let Die'...

Sure, By "Guns and Roses" too Or "Paul McCartney" And "Wings;"

Stories Continue, Songs Do Sing, What the Human Condition Dances Again...

And Modern Psychology Does Show That For Those More Subject to DarK Forces
of Addiction that Often Come from an Origin of Social Neglect And Abuse in Life;

Often Missing the Warm And Fuzzy Bonds of What the Neurohormone Oxytocin Brings When
Wired Warm That Way In Life Through Positive Bonds in LiGHT of Kindness, Harming Others Least;

Yes, The Noradrenaline and Dopamine Fix That Comes Through Empty Bonds and Binds of Fear, Anger,
And Hate Are Actual Addiction that Folks Fall Under And 'The Devil And Hell' And Threats Thereof Associated
With Fear, Anger, And Hate Against Perceived Enemies is Precisely What One may come to See in Action By

The Part of the Gospel

Singing Where They Get
All Red-Faced And Say

That Homosexual Folks,
Transgender Folks and

Other Folks Who Don't Fit in With
Them, Do become Targets of Fear,
Anger, and Hate to Feed that Addiction

of Noradrenaline and Dopamine That Comes

From the Addiction to Fear, Anger, And Hate;

It's Not Really Rocket Science; All Ya Have to
Have is Emotional And Physical Intelligences to

Intuit What is Going Down in Human Land With
Human Archetypes That Come From Common Patterns
of Challenges In Life that Start Early With Big Daddy's Yelling

At their Sons,

Boys Don't
Cry And Smile,
if They Ever Wanna
Become Men Who Aren't

Afraid to Shoot 'The Enemy Dead;'

True, There Are Guns and Roses in Life;

True, There Are Lovers and Haters In Life;

And By Metaphor, There Are Human, Otherwise

Sweet Sheep, Who Turn Themselves into Callous

Goats and


Kill Their

SoUL of Real Love
Forever in a Tear in A Sad Beer;

Anyone Got a 'Garth Brooks' Song for this?

i'm Thinking Maybe "The Thunder Rolls" Or

Perhaps "Live and Let Die" By 'Guns And Roses'...

There Are unlimited Choices Really As the Human
Condition Does what

it still does

in DarK
And LiGHT...

Devil or Angel,

Or Wings Slowly Torn Off From Birth...

Indeed Dear Aloha FRiEnD
The Crescent Moon Nearly
Large Enough For me
To Lounge on The
Edge Hehe
Yet The Weight
Of me Might Tilt it
Up We Are Surely Duck
Rich in Fact my Sister Stellar
Bird Photographer And Bird
Watcher In A Great Bird Year

Set The
One Year
Record in Our
County For Spotting
208 Species Of Birds

As She Donates The
Bird Photos She Takes to
Make my Blog Super Fly

This Way
With SMiles
A Little Overcast
Tonight Yet Perhaps
Crescent Moon
Will Break Through

For Celestial
More Beauty

Skies Bright

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08 Jan 2022, 2:43 am

Truth or Dare
i Dare Truth

Hehe Dear Savvy

i Don't Know

Any Thing

i Only Feel
A Dance
And Song
Of Soul Escaping Free...

Hehe i Am
A Buffet
And i


No One to
Partake of
A Whole DaM Meal...

Truth or Dare
i Dare Truth

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

i Find Play Slays

Fear And

Singing Free
Is A Great Play ReSOuRCE...

SMiLes Dear Vrunda

THeRE is AweSome


True Human Beings

Have The Ability to Find
Great Gratitude in All that

Is Existence DarK Thru LiGHT

As A Practice of Life Every WaKinG

Second And Even in Dreams With SMiLes


The Miracle
And MaGiC
oF LiFE We

Create Within
Inside Outside
Above so Below
And All Around WiTH SMiLes
Yet of Course We Get Stronger
by Surviving the DarK True too...

SMiLes Dear Ava Currently Celebrating
"16,000 Miles oF Public Dancing" in

100 Months Yet Even Though When
i Started Doing This Joy i Was

Occasionally Ridiculed,
Shamed, or Even

Attempted to
Be Kicked Out

Of Stores too Yet i Already

Failed At Everything That is

Life Long Before That And Survived 66 Months
Of A Deadly Synergy of 19 Disorders Including
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia the Worst
Pain Known to Humankind the Suicide

Disease For Real From Wake to Sleep
That No Drug Would Touch at all then
With All the Other Fresh Hell And Yes
Spoiled Heaven then Rising Out of

Those Ashes Basically Means



Born on the Autism Spectrum
Not able to Speak Until 4 Weakest
Kid In the Aquarium Assessed as Such

too Strange to Even Deserve to Exist It's

True i've Seen And Been The DarK it Doesn't

Scare me As i Understand DarK Does MaKE LiGHT

Night Makes Day Real And Yes Hell Will Actually Make

Heaven Come For Real After One Rises Out of Those Ashes

On Earth Eternally Now For Real So Bring On the Ridicule and

Shame For


i Express
my Human
Freedoms For
Anyone Who So

Pleases As Ya Can't Bring
A Mountain Down Lower When
iT iS Already Valley Higher Now...

Blessings For Publishing Your
Joy of Poetry Book Dear Cindy

And i Do Believe i Saw A Whole
Lot of Mini-Me Cindy's Dancing

on Christmas With SMiLes

Oh Goodness i Spent Friday

In WordPress Purgatory Hehe

Trying to Figure Out With the Word
Press Happiness Squad Why Around

6,000 Of my Words Disappeared From my
Editor Screen Every Instance i Tried to Preview them

Goodness They Tried Three Hours to Come Up with a solution
And the Rest Was

Left up to me
After Another
Hour or So Through
Much Trial and Error

i Finally Pin-Pointed
The SNAFU Oh Lord i
Used the Code From Another
Site i Visit to Link my YouTube

Video and Just A Couple of Misplaced
Brackets And Voila My Words Become Invisible

From the Top to Preview the Worst Part of All is it
Reminded me of the Last 5 Years of my Work Career

Always Having to Fix the Mistakes of Other Folks and
Too Kind to Fire Anyone Rather Fixing their Mistakes
Than Getting Rid of them Oh Lord i Just wasn't cut

Out for
Others With
SMiLes And No
Thanks to Publishing
As That Would Literally
Take 14.4 Trees Out of the
Forest, 144,000 Pages of Copy
Paper or 288 Boxes Per Quantity
of 500 Pages Each Box of Copy Paper

And Additionally 240 Novel Size Books
That Would Probably Crash a Barnes and
Noble Book Shelf Either or Just Collect Dust

Of Course Hehe More Traffic Online For Free Yes

Just to Publish One Copy of Entire "SonG oF mY
SoUL" All 10 MiLLioN Words And Over 100,000
Fully Illustrating Pics And True No Book In Hard

Copy or Regular E-Book Style Will Administer Close
to 10,000 Your Tube Videos For Music and Information

Either Yet Anyway Finished "Grand Cross Bible 2021" That Poetic 7 Month
Long 11th Subchapter of 800,057 Words Now Off to Celebrate "16,000
Miles oF Public Dancing" in 100 Months As the Next Small 58,000
Word or So Bi-Weekly MacroVerse Will Do that With Even More


of Dance
And Song
Free FLoWinG
iN Autotelic Bliss to come Next

Happy Saturday Kinda Glad Friday
Is History Now With Even More SMiLes!...

Oh Gosh Dear Rafiah Happy 7th on the
8th Been Trapped Under An
Ocean of Words And Finally Escaped!...

SMiLes, Welcome to the "Capitalization Of Existence"

Spreading Like Wild-Fire From Western Civilizations

Changing Attitudes of 'The East' As Well to

Consume Over
Return Well-Fare

to the Rest of Nature in Balance;

Some Fell For This Cultural Philosophy

Of External Goals and Like Every Age And

Generation Some Did/Do Not; And Like In Every

Generation And Age, Some Learned Lessons Becoming

Re-Born, No

Longer Bound

So Much By Consuming
Things Where Life Becomes Colorfully

Newer And Deeper And Not So Clothed And Tooled
From What Humans Create; How About CAPITALIZING

On Some Transfer of Wisdom from What Older Generations

And Ages Learn From Life; Yeah, HEHE, How About Capitalizing

ON Wisdom

And Not




Through Ignorant
Cracks of Life With
No Ability to See A Greater

Way of Life Without SO MUCH STUFF...

ANYWAY, i've Got Free Dance And Song
to Do Butt Naked or With Just T-Shirts and

Shorts on to Make Folks Smile; i've Got Another

Smile to Deliver in Words to Women Who Have the Ability

to Still SMiLe Around The World And It Doesn't Cost me Enough

To Even

Federal Taxes

As Guess What



And It's Worth Noting, It's Impossible to 'Troll The Wind'...

Or Go Ahead and Try Baseless Accusations of More Ignorance...



Change Essence
of Reality Anymore
Than Words Change Wind...

And It's True, Ya Can't Glue Any of 'You' to 'Wind'...

Yawn, Dedicated To all the Folks Who Believe They Have
An Ability to Control 'The Wind'

And Also Dedicated
to All the Folks

Who Do

From Within...

Indeed Dear Yam i Am
Happy to Find You As
A Deep Writer
And Reader

Too Also A
Nice Young
From Pakistan
As The Crescent
Moon Cradles


Of Your
Flag And
True i Do
Have Two
Other Deep
Poetry Writer
Young Muslim
Women FRiEnDS
From Pakistan too

Of Folks
It Seems to me...

Truth or Dare i Dare Truth



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08 Jan 2022, 5:48 pm

Dear John Baptize me With
Creativity Of Soul NEVER MIND NoW
Already Finding God Within For Real


Loss of Humans Connecting

Loss of Moving Creating True Emotion

Loss of Co-Creating When Competition



For Hairless Apes

Truly Progressing to
Higher Loving Levels Together

YeP It's Pretty Scary Imagining

Someone Like Trump Who

Isn't Really A Buffon

Yet A


Devil Now
No Real

Human Soul too...

Thankfully, i Can't
Imagine Any in this Country


The Environment
Though is Surely Ready As Is...
From Where Shall This Man or Woman Arise...

Or Shall We Move A Cool Change in the Direction

of Love...





In All Ways
of 'January 6th'

SMiLes With All Due
Respect Your Poem
Likely Has Nothing to
Do With These Words

At All Except Emotions

Inspiring This Breath...

Dear John Baptize me With
Creativity Of Soul NEVER MIND NoW
Already Finding God Within For Real


Choo Choo, Choo Choo,

Dear Chaymaa It's

Almost Like Your

Name is DeSigned

For This Free Verse
HeaR With SMiLes Yes

A Train Is Laser Focused

Not To Fall off The Tracks

In One Task only to Arrive

At Always Journeying Now

With Rarely Any Distractions of
Forks in the Rails to Come Just

Full Steam Ahead Nothing to

DeRail Soul


Within Now

Oh and How This
Is A Greatest Problem
Currently of Humanity As
Goodness Knows Trains Are
Coming Off the Rails of Human
Potential Almost Continuously as
Science Shows the Average Attention
Span is Only 3 Seconds Yes Goodness

Literally Less than A Gold Fish NoW iT Kinda
Sounds Funny Yet It's Really Not Just Imagine
Mozart, Beethoven, Michelangelo, And Even Buddha,
Jesus, And Lao Tzu Playing A Mindless Game of Creativity

Yes 'Candy

Crush' at
The Train
Stop Totally

Missing the Train
All Together No More
Symphonies; Bare Sistine
Chapel Ceilings; Long Gone
Holy Sacred Text Still To Come

All Candy Crushed At the Train Stop

Where Even 'Forrest Gump' Has No Life
Story to Relate to the Egyptian Pharmacist
At the Bus Stop With Genuine Smiles my FRiEnD...

Yet Ah A Cool Change is Possible too Choo, Choo, Creativity Free!
As A Crescent Moon Becomes Half to Full Moon Dreams Again Ocean Blue

Just Waves

Just Waves

Water Ocean
Whole Waves Free Again to Create
Newer Never Seen Explored Shores Before

True There is Mind Yet Much Deeper Now Opening
More Corridors of Soul Never Ending Creativity New...

SMiLes A Key i HeaR it Seems

In One View of Your Poetry

A Thirst For A Song of SoUL

So Deep to Return

to Breathing

For the Owner

of Pen Man or
Woman Ship to

Return Home to A Harbor

Of Loving Setting Free Sails

To Explore A Soul So Ocean
Whole Water Wave Deeper Within

SMiLes Dear Shubhi As It's Just So

Hard for me to Imagine

Any Dude Returning

Beauty of Words

Like this

Back to A Soul
Freer Than Who
You Write of You HeaR Hehe

Listening to A Breath of Soul

MaKinG A Way to Completing

Life As Only A Practice of Perfecting
Loving it All Now From Deep to So
Far Above


of Course mY FRiEnD...
A Best Enough Most
Whole Complete


Is Becoming
A Best FRiEnD
With Soul Within
Then All that's Really
Left to Do Now is Inhale
Peace Exhale Love Now
Yes BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove
Giving Caring Sharing Healing
So Free A Living Tree Touching
Other Forest Leaves of LoVE iN Peace...

Oh Why, oh Why, Oh why,

i Try to understand

Why so much Fear,
Anger, Hate, And Overall

Contentious Behavior in the

World And Then i Remember Basic
Material Reductionistic Parts of Biology

And Psychology to Help Me Understand

AS Human Beings Who Are not Bred and
Gardened For Warm Oxytocin Hugs and Smiles

So Free May
Turn More
Into Cold
HeARTeD Reptile

Warriors Than What
Loving Abundance that
Does Not Also Fall to the
Addictions of What Instant

Gratification Brings And therein

Lies an Origin of Most All Problems

In Life Balancing it All DarK Thru LiGHT

In Change In Change, Change, Change As Truly

Every Breath Whether Inhaling Peace ExhalinG Love

is Change


Even more
Change A Newer

Testament of Life
in Change to Co-Create
And Relatively Speaking
to Interact in Balance For Success

Anyway Science Shows That Humans Who
Are Not Born And Bred Well in A Garden Of

Loving All With Least Harm May Not Even Get
Wired For Feeling Warm Oxytocin connections of Life

And What's Often LefT iS A Desire to 'Feel' that Emptiness
Now With What's Left Available to Do And That May Often Be
What is Truly An Addiction to the Noradrenaline And Dopamine

That Bonding and Binding Over Fear, Anger, And Hate Can And Will Bring

Yes to A Never


Real Highway
of Hell, Yes an
Addiction to Fear,
Anger, And Hate on Earth Now

As A Popular United States Song
From the Past Sings "Take it Easy on me"

By A Group Called the 'Little River Band'

True Words of Wisdom For All Each Other
Loving Together NoW Free With Least Harm

BeLiEVE, BeLeaf, BeLoVE LiViNG Tree iN Balance Now

With the
Rest of the
FoRest of

More Complete Inhaling Peace Exhaling
in An Art of Love Best With Least Harm
Indeed Roots Spreading So Deep And Far Now...
SMiLes Dear Sohair FRiEnD Thanks For Your Inspiring Poem!...

Do Lyrics Need MuSiC NoW
Not Really When Dancing
Expressing Songs Of Soul

Yes When Free Expressing All
Vulnerabilities We Come Now
To Misplace And Forget Fears

It Wasn’t Then Until i Celebrated
A Valley Whole Before Now i See
New Mountain Building Complete

So Now What Is Left On Top Of
A Mountain Indeed Yes Building
A New Valley Climbing Even Higher

Yes Dear Hemalatha Casually Dancing
Around my Neighborhood Block in Another
Beautiful Spring-Like Northwest Florida Day of Joy

i Caught A Glimpse of Your Free Associations in Your
Poem on the Way Hearing A Word Press Notification For it

And On my Facebook Statuses i Sketched The Verses Returning

From mY SoUL
Freely Inspired

By Sparks of
Your Poetry So Free Above

True Like What Happens When
Ya Turn A Lamp on in A Dimly Lit

Room It LiGHTS Up Of Course For
Creation Activity For Those Pre-Disposed

In A Life of Competition Often Above and
Beyond Corroboration The Actions and Consequences

Of Life Are Often Centered Around Fitting in What Ever Flavor
Work, School, Church, Home And Other Traditions of Cultures

Bring For Us to Fit in to Not Get Excluded in All of What Everyone
Else is Doing So Indeed to Play Free Expressing All Vulnerabilities

In Dark Through Joy oF LiGHT to Slay or Even Misplace Fears May

Be Very Difficult Indeed to Step out of the Box And Do Yet Hooray As
Even in Very Restricting Localities of Culture in All these Ways Now Online
And Safe Anonymity May Allow One to Better Develop Art And Become An

Integrated Human Being With All Shadows and LiGHT More Fully Expressed
And Fully Exposed Without Consequences That May Come From Free Agency

Of Expressing Soul in Day to Day Life of Fitting in Again and Again And Again


So Much

Freedom Just

to 'be me' Free With
Loving SMiLes For All This Gift
of Life DarK Thru LiGHT MoRE NoW
Hehe It's True Celebrating 16,000 Miles
of Public Dancing in 100 Months It Would

Have Been So Hard to Keep A Job And Get
Promoted So Out of the Cultural Literal Box Then
of Screen Life Now With A Dance Of Moving BREaTHE

to See More New
Fully mY FRiEnD
An Autotelic Flow
of Focus That Does

Most Definitely Sprout
Broader Wings of Creativity
to Dance And Sing So Much Freer Now...

Yes artFull HeART

Hehe Dear Cindy
Somedays Visiting
Tech Support Hell
Only Reminds Us

Really Is
Yes Art Away

From All The Systemizing
Brain Restricted Small

Stuff Think Tanks

Oh Ocean Whole
Water Wave Art Relief
iN Free Dance And Song

Right HemiSPhere Joy

So Real Much Love To
All You Love


Rule Your
Reasons to SMile
Art iN SMart Art iN





60 Percent True...

Do Lyrics Need MuSiC NoW
Not Really When Dancing
Expressing Songs Of Soul

Yes When Free Expressing All
Vulnerabilities We Come Now
To Misplace And Forget Fears

It Wasn’t Until i Celebrated
A Valley Whole Before i See A
New Mountain Building Complete

So Now What Is Left On Top Of
A Mountain Indeed Yes Building
A New Valley Climbing Higher

Lost in The DarK Oh
No Hehe i Spent 3 Hours

With Wordpress Tech
Support On Friday

Trying To Figure out
Why The First 6 Thousand

Or So Words Wouldn’t Preview
On my Newest “Grand Cross Bible 2021”
Blog Post And
They Could

Not Figure
It Out So
i Was Left
In The Dark
Hands Solo To
Figure it Out And
i Did! in another Hour
Of Trial And Error a Bracket
Out of Place in Code Messed

It All Up
And Made
Those Words
Go Blank Anyway
It Reminded me of
Being the Information
Technology And Every
Thing Else Go to Consultant

At Work
For Bringing
Folks Out of
The Dark
me Actually
Remember And
Feel Like What You likely
Endure As A Consultant
In A “Big Four” Accounting

Firm i Suppose if i Was in that
Field There Would Be More For
Us to Share Hehe yet true glad

i Don’t Work
With Other
People’s Problems
Like That Hehe Particularly
When They Can’t Even Fix

Mine HAha!

Happy Saturday!
All Caught up!
Dance Comes Next!

Yep, i Need This
Book MarK To
Keep Track
Of WHeRE i'M At
And Sooner to Nap!

Dear John Baptize me With
Creativity Of Soul NEVER MIND NoW
Already Finding God Within For Real SPiRiT HeART SoUL Free

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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10 Jan 2022, 1:37 am

Dear Savvy
Essence of

As Home
Now In Some
Other Place Here...

SMiLes Dear Savvy

i Believe Yes BeLeaf
Yes BeLoVE iN MaKinG

my Life into A Gratitude

Tree Indeed For Resilience


Now Coloring

Ever More

With Each
New Leaf oF All
FoRest SaVoRinG ThiS Way...

SMiLes Dear Savvy About
To Wish You Treasures of
A Holiday Vacation Yet Without

The Masks Seems Like a Beautiful

Memory From the Past i Do Love

To Hold Memories

in Photographs

to Last too

Also to Perhaps
Write About on
Another Day of Gratitude More...

My Grandfather From Ireland
His Father From the Black Forest of Germany
Yes My Grandmother's Family From France

A Bit of Nostalgia

As i've Really

in the World
Yet Online And True
Vicariously We Can And
Will Experience the Joy of
Others This Way in Memories
Expressed As Art Ever Lasting Now...

Yes Dear Chaymaa So Very Important to Focus

On the Positive As Human Beings By Very

Evolutionary Nature to Survive Must

Focus on Fearful Experiences

Most Just In Case

We Still Don't
Get Eaten by Predators

Even If They are Fears We
Humans Create As Obstacles

in Life Almost Like We Enjoy Darkness
in Life Not Really We Just Pay Attention to

The DarK Most to Survive Yet We Do Have

An Innate Ability to Wire Ourselves For LiGHT

Like All the Colors of A Christmas Tree Up Year

'Round Finding

New Colors

to add
in Positivity

of Happy LiGHT

Just Wiring Ourselves
Up For Joy out of DarK
In A Play of Brighter Life...

SMiLes Dear Vrunda i Started Blogging

As Most of the Folks i Was Hanging Around

With Only Wanted to Debate Each Other

To Win Arguments Like Writing

Is A Contest i Started

Writing to Generate

My Own LiGHT to
Make me Happy Wherever
Freedoms of My Soul Fly Higher

And Yes
it Really
Works As

Life Becomes
One Barrel of Joy

In Gratitude For ALL

And True Not Afraid of
The DarK Either to Celebrate
The LiGHT Without Cynicism too With SMiLEs...

Ah Yes Never Thought i'd See The Day Now
of the Clock Going Backwards And Walmart

With Actual Closing Hours Like A New York

Minute No Longer As Fast At Night Either

11 PM Closing Hours At

Walmart What's Really

Hard hehe is They No
Longer Have 2 for 1


For my Wife's

Old Hobby of Getting

All my Gatorades for 3 Dollars
An Eight Pack Instead of 6 Dollars Now

True The Price Hasn't Actually Gone Up
Double However Coupon Shoppers See it Different Hehe

Yet There is A Silver

Lining i Guess if We
Will CaLL iT That as Rib Eye's

At the Restaurant Practically
Cost as Much as They Do at

The Grocery Store Where Ya
Have to Cook Them For Your Self...

Anyway Just to Have Food Where Ya
Don't Have to Grow it And Kill it is Nice...

SMiLes Dear Soni Such Beautiful
Tapestry of Art Work By Moon Light

And True Moon Will Always Be A FRiEnD

Of Snowy


Mountain Tops

As Moon Reflects
Shine of Sun That Truly

In Happy Rays
of Night or Day...

SMiLes Akshita Happy
New Year's Writing Contest
To You Again May You Win

It All my
With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Rue That Looks Spicy And Cool

And Even Sort of Reminds me of the Mexican
Dish We Had Last Night Where the Left-Overs

Extended Two More Meals That of Course
i Ate Myself Tonight Currently Celebrating

What Is 16,000 Miles of Public Dancing in
100 Months That is Actually Increasing
to 16,016 Miles in All the Fun Katrina is

Having Videotaping me to Record
Another Increment of 1000 Miles

To Dancing on Average 160
Miles A Month as Before
Covid-19 i Got An
Average of 6
More Miles

A Month for 166 Miles
So All Vaccinated, Social
Distancing, And Masking When
Necessary Not Much Has Really
Slowed me Down in the Last Two Years
of Pandemic Play Yet of Course i Still Have

to Eat Vast Amounts of Calories to Fuel me All the Way

Thought About You Today Hoping for another Inspiring
Poem By You and Somehow Missed This one From Last
Night Yet Here i Am Again Like Clockwork Fred i Guess Hehe...

Sunday And
Coming Work
Week SMiles For You

SMiles Dear FRiEnD
Sorry You’ve Been
Feeling Unwell
Love You Dear
Care With
Warm SMiles...

SMiles Dear Hawaii
FRiEnD Thanks For
Visiting Bird Winged
“Grand Cross Bible
2021” Hehe And
Glad You Could
Virtually Come
To the Mall With me…

Yes Writing EPiC Long
Form Poetry Over the
Course of 100 Months

And Yes 10 MiLLioN Words

A Cosmopolitan Mall
In A Global Tourist
Beautiful Beach
Metro Area is Yes
A Great Way Now to
Take The Temperature

Of Ever Changing
Culture Really
How This
Area Will Be So

Very Liberal In The
Offerings Of The
Mall Never the
Less In Someways

It Has Grown More
Tame As A Pandemic
Takes Some
Fire Out


Wild And
Free With
SMiles Of
Course It Is
Lovely Visiting Your

Virtual Reality of
Paradise Beach
Hawaii Surfing

With All Your
Warm Hearted
Playful Pets too!...

SMiles Thanks for
The Beautiful
Inspiring Poem
For A

SMiLes, Ever Actually Read The Bible?

(Maybe You Have And Just Aren't
Catching The Woke, Social
Justice, And Cancel Culture
Yet Out of the Free Verse)

Per Turn the Other Cheek?

Love The Enemy As FRiEnD/God?

Feed And Clothe The Poor or Get
Changed From Sheep to Goat and

Get Burned Forever As Punishment
Per Whatever Roman Greek Writing Ghost
Author Wrote that Free Verse Poetry by Script
And Was Assigned A Pen Name of Matthew by

Those In Power Who Selected And Edited the Scripts
For the Entire Bible EPiC Poetry Book Over the Course of

Centuries of Copy Page Scribe Changes, Both By Mistake And
Intentional That Happens When So Many Pens are in the Pie of A
Same Bible Book Not Yet
Bound By Printing Press...

Anyway, By Way of Social
Justice, Getting Woke, and
Cancel Culture; There Isn't Much Stronger

Language in Any Reference Book Than That Bible
And Words Attributed to the Story Book Character


Than "Turn the Other Cheek" And "Love The Enemy"

And i Would Dance Sing Live By the Sword Die By The Sword too;
Yet That Verse Was Contradicted too, Certainly by the MOST SEVERE





Indeed, if the Book Is True, There Are Gonna be A Whole

Lot of Folks Who Aren't Woke, And Don't Follow the Strict

Jesus Social Justice Rules, Who Are Gonna Fry in Hell Forever;

Yet of course Now Rationally

it's Laughable (True at Worst)

At Best By All the Contradictions

in the Book as Obviously Those in

Power Who Did the Editing of the Book
Assigning All the Contradictory Scripts to
Various Famous Pen Names Did A Really Haphazard

Job where Most Every Dream and Nightmare of Humanity

May Be Justified By All the Spoiled Heaven And Fresh Hell of Culture

on Earth now that Has Been Derived From Interpretations of that Mix and

Match Ideology

of the Human
Condition As Whole
DarK Through LiGHT;

And Of Course 'Back in the Days'
Where the Vast Majority of Humans
Were Illiterate, they could Be Impressed by
A Book they Couldn't Read So Very Easily Depending

(So, Those In Power Could Subjugate And Control Them;
Particularly When it Came to Reproductive Freedoms,Then too)

On Yes, Who Interpreted the Verse for them; On the Other Hand(S),

People Actually Read and Write Now, So Most Anyone (Even if Only Twitter Verse) 'These Days' Can
And Will Write A Much Better Bible With Actual Integrity and Compassion the Whole Way through.

Just finishing An EPiC LonG Form Poem Bible, "Grand Cross Bible 2021," JUST FOR FUN, Exceeding
The Minuscule Effort of Around 780,000 Words of the Old King James Try, in my 6th Rendition of
That Size in 6 Years Now in a 7th Month Period From Memorial Day Until the End of the Calendar
Year that Conversely in that Other Small Effort Took Innumerable Ghost Authors, Scribes, And Those
in Power Who Chose and Edited the Mix

And Match Scripts Over

Centuries it is safe to say


At Least it keeps those Who Live
in Scarcity Out of the Streets to Protest

A Fair And Legal Election, Other than the
Extremes Who Believe that Trump Was a Literal
Second Coming of a Savior Sent By Their So-called God...

And All i Have to Sing is the MaGiC Password 'Jesus' If A Group

Of 'Good Old Boys' Ever Try to Give me Flack in my Public Dance
For 16,016 Miles Now in 100 Months, Same Span of Months it took

me to write "SonG oF mY SoUL," my Solo Effort of A Longest Long From
Poem EPiC Bible of Over 10,000,000 Words; Yes, Count the Zeroes There

Are 7
Of them

Preceded by 1.

So Now That We Have
The 'Literal' Background of
Christianity Biblically Tidied Up A Bit,

What About "The Opiate of the Masses?"

Well It's True, When Groups of Humans Get Together
to Dance And or Sing Over Common Bonds and Binds in Communion, They

Do Often Experience An Ascending Transcending State of Consciousness
More in Flow Together That Will be Rather Blissful in the Experience of that
Togetherness Whether That Comes From A Southern Gospel Singing or A Rock

of 'AC/DC' As

Yes Even Sam
Harris, Famous
United States Atheist
Admits This is True and
Scientifically Validated As
Real About the Human Condition

And It's Also True When Humans No Longer
Experience Ascending Transcending Experiences
of Dance And Song Together Like this They Lose the

Moving, Connecting, And Co-Creating Ways of Life that

Bring So Much More Meaning and Purpose in Actually Feeling
And Sensing A Better Way of Life in Togetherness this way, SO YES,

SO HEAVEN'S YES, i Will Visit A Catholic Church This Morning Probably
Arriving Late as i Usually Do Only For A Communion of Song Sadly the

Only One Solo
Dancing in the
Congregation; Yet

Never the Less, Experiencing

the Part of the Human Condition that

Is missing for so many folks Who Don't Find
A Way in Life to Ascend and Transcend to Higher
Levels of Blissful Consciousness this Way in Transient
Hypo-Frontality that is Just a Scientific Fancy Term for Flow

Like the Original Version of 'Yahweh,' The Name of God That

Must Not Be Uttered, So Sacred and Holy By the Original Hebrew






By Tongue or Roof of Mouth Like 'God'

And Another Term Used As 'Allah,'

Is Inherently Meditation To Move
To Connect And To Co-Create By

Mantra of Inhaling Exhaling Breath

to Become One With the All In All In the
Eternal Now Present of Heaven Within Inside
Outside Above So Below And All Around Such

A Powerful


To Gain

Nirvana And
Bliss And If Folks

Pooh Pooh The Experience

Or Are Never Led into This Light

of Being in their Religious Practice,

They Indeed Are Missing Out on This Real
Divine Nature of Humanity in Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing Freely; Yes, Inhaling Peace Now

Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Naturally Spreading to All

in All, When Done With SPiRiT of Peace And Love For Real...

Anyway, Yes, my
Special Interest
Is Heaven Presently
Now i Staycation HeaR

By A Practice of Divinity
For Real In Holy Dance
And Sacred Song of Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Eternally Now

Moving, Connecting, Co Creating
BeLieve, BeLeaf, BeLove, Living Tree
Spreading Leaves of Peace and Love
to the Rest of Humanity Free As Well

i'm Glad You as A Person Who is Part
of the LGBQT Community Find A Place
That is Welcoming For You in the UK; THEY DON'T



is Really Good in a Way About A Religion With 45 Thousand Global
Dominations, Per Christianity, If You Travel Far Enough You May Find

One That Interprets the Diverse DarK Thru LiGHT Poetry of the Old
Bible in A Way that Welcomes You Even Potentially into an Ascending
Transcending Giving Sharing Caring Healing Way of Togetherness And

If So in
Real Communion!

God Yes! That's Great!

Yet Please Do Understand

If You Can And Will That Yes!

Jesus at Core, Per Story Was

Surely A Social Justice Warrior,
YES! Woke For the Marginalized,

And YUCK! Sadly In A Way Described

As A Really Horrible Taskmaster

of Evil When it Came to Torture;
Canceling the Culture of Folks

Who Did not Agree With Him, Back
to Changing Sheep into Goats and
Burning them Forever; However, you Will Even

Find Catholic Monks/Priests Who Agree With Everything

i Just Said at Essence too; There's Almost as Much Diversity
Now in Christianity

As There

is in

The Human
Condition; Is this
Any Great Surprise? NO.

Just Like the Mix and Match
Scripts of the Old Bible; You Get the
Same Results in A Big Anthology Book

of Poetry From Global Poets Around the World....

And On the other Hand, Some Folks actually Do
It Solo Like me With a Little Help From FRiEnDS

And Today,

You Stranger,

Are that FRiEnD for Now...

Jesus, Per Story Book WaS A VEry Liberal

Left Leaning Dude, Who Wasn't Afraid to
Strike Down Ignorant Tradition And Do things

HiS Own Way And Sadly Even in a Story Book Version,

He Wasn't Clever Enough to Do it And Actually Survive;

As in the 'Real World,' Like John Lennon, if You Go too Far Over
The Ledge And Suggest You Are Greater Than Religion/Tradition,
You Can And Will Get Burned, indeed; However, Online Has Erased



Men, And
Editors in
Power for Now,

Where The Meek
Actually Do Inherit
the Art of EartH And ReMain Unscathed...

Too Big to Even See to Be Named As ScapeGoat Now...

True, Don't Forget, 'John 14:12', Innumerable Artists/Scientists

Have Been Accomplishing That Feat Whether They Ever Heard

The Name

That Must

Not Be Uttered






too that Bonds And Binds Those Members of 'That Congregation' too...

"The Father and i Are One'; "We Are Made of Star Stuff"; if Ya Can't See

That is At





One isn't 'Seeing God'...

Whether Carl Sagan Said
it, or it is Attributed to
A Famous Pen Name


By JusT ANoTHeR Ghost Author oF Old...

In Other Words, JusT Another 'NoBody' Left-Over in Words...

Okay, Now Let's See if i Can Make it to 'Church' on 'TiMe' This
Morning With SMiLes

Of Ascending
Dance And Song Again;

At the Metro Dance Hall Folks Asked
And Begged me For What i Was on For Years

Then; Yes, The Divinity of God/Nature Within Dancing Singing Free...

Sadly They 'Thought' it Came in A Pill, When It Is As Natural As God
Dancing Singing

If Carl
Marx Had


This Stellar
Part of the



This He Would
Have Been Able to See in
Advance How Communism
Miserably Would Fail Without
The Ascendant Transcendent
Aspect of Divine Life Same Way

Capitalism in the United States is Currently Failing too...

This isn't Rocket Science; Just Humanity 101, Forgotten

And Trashed in Stuff to Buy And Sell...

An American Indian Dancing In Flow Now or
'Pre-Historically' Without a Word Together
Benefits the




of Humanity/God/Nature Free...
Just Like me in my Back Yard
Garden of Eden, Naked, Enough,
Whole Complete Dancing Sand And Sun; And Yes

The Original Greek Definition of 'Son' That Means
'Nature of;' Now,
In This Case,
God Nature
in Flow;

in This

Real Case

Study of Yes,
my God Humanity Now
As Simply Nature (God) Allone Set Free me...
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT At Ease...

True Baptism is A Practice That Never Ends Now;

Those Who Seek and Find the Holy And Sacred

Divine in All That is Always Arrive Now in


Within For
Real; Do Note i Generated
These Last Lines First on A "Porcelain Throne;"

True, Trust No Bible Without Humor or 'Dirty Jokes;'
If It is Missing Any Part of the Human Condition or
Nature As Whole IT iS iNdeed Always Incomplete, Unfinished

And Imperfect

Indeed, the

Essence of

'The Name'

Never to be Fully Understand or Done...

Yet Never The Less, Inhaling Exhaling Eternally Now US too...

Whether that Comes By Nature of Peace and Love or BeLow Heaven Now...

Catholic Mass Readings From 1.9.2022
Basically Just Some More Notes About
YeP Available Online For Anyone Who Wants to Take A Look THere Doing it too...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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11 Jan 2022, 12:38 am

SMiLes Dear Savvy The More
Balance i Find in Dance

And Song

The More

i Float in
Mind and
Body Balance
On Terrestrial

Land True Though
it Makes Me Even More
Afraid of Heights Even

On A Pier Over Water as
i Feel i Might Just Float Over
the Edge Hehe..

And Be Gone

Only if

i Rise

Above the
Water With SMiLes...

SMiLes Every Year Teaches A New Lesson
Betty White Left 2021 At 99 With Being Nice

Sidney Poitier Left 2022 At 94 Ditto

Being Nice

True too
i Remembered
This Today Dealing
With New Health Insurance

Snafu's For 5 Hours This New
Year 2022 Day And Amazingly

i Endured the Whole Endeavor

Nice Without Going to

Naughty Town

In Red Facing Ire

In Fact The Technician
Responded By Moving
Hell and High Insurance

Water to Fix the Problem(S)

We Had Oh Nice Is Always

A Best Policy Now no




to Dinner Next!
WHeRe aRe aLL Best
Role Models of the Human
Condition Going Yes Hopefully Still Coming...

Elliptical Poetic
Life Advice Yes!

SMiLes Dear Cindy
i Could Feel All You
'Cinsage Yoga Words'


From Center
Balancing Life

All In All With SMiLES

And Your Hand Writing Looks
Pleasing to me As Mine is A Real
Style of Doctor And Or Chicken Scratch Haha

i Particularly Like the Phrase
'Father Mother God' Gives

A Bit More Nurturing
Smell And Taste

to Stellar Love

Ah Yes my Mother
A Big Believer in Believing
Positive Intentions or What
She Called Prayer Come True And They

Did In So Many Leaps of 100 Percent
Faith For Her Took me A Few Decades in
Life to Arrive Where She Always Lived this

Way Yet Now i Understand THere Are Practically

No Limits of Love at Least For How Far Positive Intention

Will Go Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love As Every Word Will Become
Sacred Song And Every Move Will Become Holy Dance Yes All that's

Left to Do is
Give Share
Care Heal

Even More
Lighting Up
Our Trees of Life ReFreshing
This Way CoLoRinG BeLieve
BeLeaf BeLove We aRe Now

With SMiLes Of Course As Let
It Be Sung Let it Be Danced Together Free!..

Hehe i'm Very Fortunate to Be Able to Dance Free
In Public Arriving Past the 16,000 Mile Mark in 100
Months at 16,016 Miles As At 244 American Pounds

In Center Balance in All Weathers Outdoor i Become

Practically The Weight of My Little Finger Dancing As

Wind Carries A Feather Randomly And Artfully Free

As Far Away From Lessons and Instructions

As Life Breathes Free And As Close

to What Ever Words of Song

Are Birthed

Now From

Dance Free...
Creatively ReNeWinG
WonderfullY iNSPiRinG
Post Yes MaGiCaL You BRinG...

Oh Yes And Glad You See Value
in the Number 6 As A 'Perfect Number'
i Surely Relate to Being Born on 6.6.60

Down Here in The Panhandle of Florida

Sadly Many Folks Are Literally Afraid of

The Number 6 Particularly When it

Appears on A Driver's License As
3 Sixes When They Card You in

Ya Forties Back

When Ya


An Occasional Beer
Yet Where You Live Seems
Like A Place For Open Minded
Folks to Thrive A Bit More Glad
to See That California Dream

Without Fires For Now...

Thanks Dear Vrunda
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
We Continue
To Do Now in
Florida Love
To All You
Love For
Peace in
This New
Year True Too...

Oh Lord Dear Akshita 'This' Reminds me
Of A Horribly Weird Story That Yes Came

True For Some of Our Friend's Relatives

Their House Was Broken into And

A Very Expensive Camera

Was Left on the
Living Room

Table Later
When the Film
Was Developed Yes
This Was Before Digital

Camera's Became Very Popular

Horrifyingly The Robber took A Photo
With Their Tooth Brush Where it Wasn't

Suppose to Be And Meanwhile the Whole
Time The Friend's Family Member Was Using

The Tooth Brush i'm Not Sure What the Moral

Of This Weird

Story Is


For S Happens Hehe
It's Not Really Funny
Yet It's Truly Just So Weird...

SMiLes Dear Vrunda As Per Number One Now
Of All the Emotions We May HaVE iN Common

Life Tends to Really Begin or End As Humanity

Depending On How We Come to Regulate

Our Emotions and Integrate Our Senses

in Synergy of Feeling Life


'In Synch'

of Mutual Understanding
of Empathy Both Affective

And Cognitive Able to Feel Each
Other's Emotions Through Affective
Empathy Other Mammals Experience

Too And With Life Experience Moving,
Connecting, And Co-Creating With Our
Mirror Neurons, Neuro-Chemicals, And

Neurohormones Working in Synch Together

This Way Including Adrenaline and Oxytocin
And Endorphin Neurohormones and Serotonin
And Dopamine Neurochemicals to Just List 5
Major General Parts of Material Reductionist

Ways of Seeing the Parts of the Human Condition within

The Thing The Feeling The Sense Really Is if We Don't Both

Dance In Non-Verbal


And Actually

Voice Our

Human Condition

In the Rhythm of Vocal

Song Naturally Together

We Do Lose Our Human Condition

By Degrees of Devolving in One Lifetime Now...

Where We No Longer In Cognitive Empathy
Are Actually Able to Walk in FlesH and Blood
Bare And Shoe'd Feet Of Other Humans Now

And True This is a Large Part of Why So many
Folks Live Life Frowning Really So Many Have
Lost the Art of What Human Even Means in Meaning And Purpose Yes

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating For REAL IN FLESH AND BLOOD





for real

Not Losing
What is FlesH and
Blood Real to What
May Otherwise Be
Shallow And Vapid Indeed...

Of Course Developing ComPassion For All...

In Other Words, We Do Really Need to Both
Find and Do LoVE iN Common Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Together Free iN


With SMiLes...

Is All Mine
Thank You...

Hehe my Super Power
Is Writing Free Verse
Long Form Poetry
The Last 7 Blog
Posts You
Liked in
7 Seconds
Average 57,000
Words Each Which
Makes it Seem Like
Your Super Power
Is Reading However
That Is Beside the
Point i Am So
Prolific As
i Discount
No Source
Of Creative
Muse Your Finger
Work Liking 7 Posts
In 7 Seconds Sounded
Like A One Armed Bandit Ringing
A Jackpot at
A Fancy
i Find Your
Blog Creative So
Not Only Did You
Get A Like on This
Blog Post i Read Yes
i Am Following Your Blog Next
i Am Only


To Write
And Read
As Doing
This is Intrinsically

And Fun
To me As
i Generate
Bliss in Flow
As i Naturally
Play With Myself


See How
This Works
With SMiles

As Now You
Just Read A
Blog Post Sized


On Your




Every Two
Weeks i Write
A Novel Sized
Long Form


Averaging 57,000
Words And most All

Of it Comes

In A Copy And
Paste of What

Folks inspire
From me Around

The Globe i’ve
Written Comments

As Long As 10,000
Words Yet it’s True

Shows The
Average Attention
Span of Humans Now
Is Less Than 3 Seconds

Yes Literally Less Than
A Gold Fish Yet Some
Folks Do Have The





i am Doing
Rare Yet They

Do As i Am Taking
You On A Test Drive
Now Hehe Anyway

The Second Longest
Long Form Poem Comes
From Your Country India

Named The “Mahabharata”
It is 1.8 MiLLioN Words And
Took Centuries And Innumerable
Ghost Authors To Create While
my Long Form

Poem That

Comprises My
Entire Blog Named
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
Is Literally Over 10 MiLLioN

Words in
100 Months
Of Effortless
Ease in Blissful

Flow Of Contemplative
Meditating Writing Not only

That in The Same 100
Months i Public Dance

16,016 Miles more Than
Half The Distance of The

Globe at The Equator
In Autotelic Flow too...

You Asked
For Folks
To Describe
Their Super
Powers So i
Really Granted
Your Wish With
SMiLes Ask me
Anything My Wife
Doesn’t Need to

Engine Hehe

And if This Sounds
Unbelievable it Would
Take me 10 MiLLioN


To Describe
The Rest of
my Super Powers
So i Shall Stop And
Let You Decide if You

By And
Read the
Rest With


The Human Condition At Core is Ruled By Our Emotions and Senses

We Feel We Sense And That Doesn't Necessarily Have to Make "Sense"

From the Stand Point of Mechanical Cognition That Tries To Make

Order Out of What May Seem Like Total Chaos in the World

Fitting Our Reality Into Forms

With Borders Like Time,
Distance, Space, And Matter;

Which Of Course Quantum Mechanics

Relatively Speaking Suggests is Illusion

As All is Energy including Us More of the

Sense and Feel Of How We Perceive Reality

Now As Particle Wave and Field Us as i Love
to Relate Ocean Wave Water Naked Enough
Whole Complete BeLief BeLeaf BeLove Be

Living Tree Inhaling Peace Exhaling

LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving
Sharing Caring Healing

At Best With least

Harm For All Concerned

Of Nature Whole in Larger
Venn Diagrams That Likely Exist

Than We May Even Fathom in Our Imaginations Now;

YeS, iN Terms of the Unknown Nature is Already Chaotic

Enough With the Order We Individually And in Group Ways Bring

So Is Life

Science or Art;

Is Life Rational

And Cold Mechanical

And Analytic With Predictable

Borders of Abstract Constructs That

Make Life Seem More Like Black And White

Systemizing Science That We Actually Subjugate

And Control of All the Art of Reality Now Well As i Love

to Dance And Sing
Art is Literally 60

Percent Of SmART

And HeART Now Just
A Metaphor Yet We Humans
Tend to Get Caught Up in Spoon-Fed
Culture Fed to Us From Birth And often
Fall to So Many Illusory Fears that May Never

Actually Impact Us At All And this May Be Particularly

Difficult For folks Who Have Difficulty Filtering Out Distractions

In Life; And On The Other Hand, For Those With Laser Focus on JUST

ONE Task They May Miss The Big Iceberg Coming on the Right Hand of


Of Life
And Boom!
Wreck Their Ship
Never Seeing What
Is Coming to Crash it Now!

So Life is A Balance, Seeing the
Forest and The Trees And We aRe

Leaves Of the Forest Indeed As We May
Feed Our Living Trees in Solo or Group Forest

Ways of Being Benefitting All the Most IN Balancing Life Now



It's Effortless Ease
in Autotelic Flow of Bliss
For Some in Dance And Song

So How Does Truly The Overall

Chaos of Culture Impact me Now

i Make Art And Order Out of What

Personally Impacts me and

Do Not Expend Any

More Emotional

And Sensory
Energy into What i Cannot
Control and Change in Life....

As Far As Politics Goes i Vote...

As Far As Everything Else Goes

i Tend to Love it All Dance And Sing
And Make Life A Work of Art With Still More
Human Potential to Come and True Some Folks

Might Suggest They Have no Idea Why i Do What i Do

Yet It's True i Can't Make Folks Feel or Sense My Heaven

Anymore Than i Can And Will Make A Horse Drink The Water

Once i Carry

That Horse

on my Back

to A Trough of Water...

i Quit Trying to Carry Heavy

Loads Like that And Now i Thrive
And As Usual Financial Independence
Helps First to Sift Through The Chaff and Find the Real Wheat...

As Long As i've Lived The World's Been Truly Out of Order; However,

i Realize i Don't Fit in, So i make the Rest Art of Mine And Do Thrive For Real...

For Now At Least There Are Most Definitely Ways to Blend in "Modern Rome"
Enough to Thrive

Yet That's

Only From

my Point of

View i Personally

See My World No More

Out of Order Than Wind Flies

A Bird's Wings and Ocean Water Swims a Fish...

It's ALL A Dance And Song of Play to me as i Surely
Am Just Wings, Winds, Fins With Ocean Whole Ground
NoW iN

Words Nature
Free Able By Relative
Free Will To Dance And
Sing Shedding Tools And
Other Clothes of CuLTuRE
i Don't Master Now Free This


Free Etc...
So On And So

Forth Now...

Is All Mine
Thank You...

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11 Jan 2022, 11:06 am

16,000 MiLes oF Public Dancing Achieving This LandMark,
FeatNote, And Literal 16,001 MileStone at Winn Dixie on
January 4th, 2021 in 100 Months of Effort

And Yes Dancing to the Silverback

'Gorilla Version of Maniac'
Also By Flash Dance
And Other Artists

Including Jennifer Beals
Back From the Early 80's

Then Yes This Is How i Slowly
Evolved into A SilverBack Human
Dancing Gorilla All By Innate Instinctual
Intuitive Play in Regulating Emotions and

Integrating Senses With No Lessons or Instructions
By Anyone Else Yet Yes Again 'Class' Innate Instinct

And Intuition And the Benefits

Are A Contemplative Meditating

Way of Autotelic Flow in Bio-Feedback

Where i Get to Generate All my Own Happy

Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Within

That is Also Identified in Some Sacred Text

With Various Metaphors LIke the Kingdom

Of Heaven Within, Samadhi, Satori, Prana,
Nirvana or Kundalini Yes Bliss RiSinG Oh

Yes the Great Tao That Shall Be

Left Unnamed Now

And Yet of

Course Indivdually
And Uniquely Coloring

By Whoever The Artist is

Who Colors Heaven Within Now
So Freely Inhaling Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT iN Play
Giving Sharing Caring

Healing Freely

And True Along

The Way Basically Getting
Strong Enough in Will On this
Foundation of Loving Balance of

Peace Where True i am Just About
As Strong As A Silverback Gorilla too

At Least Orangutan Still Leg Pressing
Up to 1520 Pounds at Age 61 Now

With Zero Anxieties and Other

Illusory Fears to

Boot or


One With Sand And
Sun Naked Enough Whole Complete...

No Different Than my Gorilla FRiEnD
Really Arriving in the Same Place of #Play2022

And Oh Yeah, Oh by the Way, Also Generating
Enough Enhancing Creativity and Productivity

to Write A Longest EPiC Long Form Poem
Yes Literally 10,000,000 Plus Words Now
No Mistake Count the Zeros 7 of them
Preceded By the Number 1 For Real
"SonG oF mY SoUL" Also In A Same

Span of 100 Months Ever Since

August 18, 2013, Just

For the Free Sake

Of Pursuing Human
Potential in Just Another
Great Art Work of Personal Endeavor
iN This One Life to Live Eternally Now THiS WaY...

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Dancing On The Beach
Dancing On The Page Now True
The Ink Is Soul The Breath Is Love

SMiLes Kindness Wisdom
Thanks So Much For
Peace And Hope

Dropping By A
Visit to
Bible 2021"

So Now That Kindness
Wisdom Peace And Hope

Is In The Room it Seems

All That's Left is Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG LoVE in JoY oF LiGHT

In 100 Percent Faith of Will in Graceful
Peaceful Strength Loving All As Foundation

Now Yes Giving Caring Sharing Healing Even
More New So Yes Do Keep Doing What You


Ah Yes Dear Savvy Three Stages
As You Describe Here Perhaps

Also Put As 'First World
Problems' Spreading

Near And Farther

True too
As That
Applies to
Wealth and Means'
And 'Collecting Goods' Yes Stuff

Ah Yes And Being Captain's of Industry

And Finally As Those of Fame And Fortune

May Indeed 'See' The Babbling Song And

Dance Without Instruction A Child Still
In Happy Flow

Gives Free

And Shares
With Other
Children This

Way The Inborn
Lessons of Giving
Sharing Caring Healing
Freely That Sadly Is Only Forgotten
Until We ReTurn to Our BeLieve
BeLeaf Belove Our Living Tree
To Spread Leaves Feeding our
Loving Trees And The Rest of


Green Again...

SMiLes So Nice To Recover

And Spread Every Healing

Lesson One Learns to Others

i Am Always Excited to Spread All
The New Insights i Learn Connecting

With So Many Humans Around the Globe

in my Quarterly

Visits to my


Who is So Very
Progressive About
Learning Everything
He Can And Will About the
Human Condition He Hasn't Experienced

Before True For Decades The Thought of
Ever Visiting A Psychiatrist Terrified me as

i Didn't Really Understand the Complexity
of How Asperger's Syndrome And Bi-Polar
on That Spectrum Ruled My Existence Beyond

(With No Diagnoses Either)

my Mastery

Then and

Recovery And
Healing to Be
More Fully Human With

Both Hemispheres Now of
my Mind Firing in Balance
From Head to Toe Yes Mind
And Body Balancing REAL SOUL..

SMiLes i Will Likely Always Have
A Quarterly Visit to Insure the Dance
And Song Therapy All Natural i Use Continues

to Work For me Yet Meanwhile the Last Three
Professionals Have Incorporated What i've Used
For Healing and Recovery All Innately Instinctually
And Intuitively to Help Their Other Clients too It's Nice

to Come


From Hell
And Spread
A Little Heaven
to Others That Truly Works Indeed
And Yes Science Is Catching Up Now to
What Humans in Intuition Have Always Felt
And Sensed of A Free Healing Dance And
Song ToGeTHeR to Truly Survive And Thrive
in Life Naked Enough Whole Complete As Nature



Breathes Free...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Now

Whenever i Feel Troubles

i Allow A Free Dance

to Change


my Colors
And Then A Song
Comes Free Now If A
Song Feels Like Sprouting Green...

SMiLes Dear Cindy

Holy C88P!

God Yes!

i Always

Try Easy to

THornS And
Fresh MaNuRE

Make Most Colorful
Beautiful FLoWeRS of Roses Rise
After Falling And Wilting True Holy


Is Integral
To the Whole SHoW
And Humor Gives Rise
To Truly Being Human Free iN Play...

Honestly i Will Never Fully Trust Any
Holy And Sacred Text Without Humor

Or Even
Any Dirty
Jokes As

Without Clouds
THere is No Real
Beauty of Blue Skies High...

And Now And Then A Well
Worn Cliche is Verily Appropriate too!


Ah Yes Dear Hemalatha The Ocean Seems to Have
All the Lessons As Waves Hold Water Ocean Whole

And Waves Do Create

Shores That Both

Expand And

Recede As Waves
Go Out and Come Back

In As All Of Existence Seems

In All Energies Synergies Thereof

To Move Free NoW in Vibrations And
Frequencies And Waves Balancing This

Way True Without the Space Between

Notes in A Song Without The Silence

No Real Melody and Rhythm

To Experience

And Play

too My FRiEnD
NiGHT Makes Day
DarK Makes LiGHT

So The Waves We Ride
Marry The Night Merry the Day
Rise and Fall ThiS WaY in Harmony

Of Existence in Push and Pull Even
Liberal and Conservative Personalities
As Boats Require Sails to Explore Fair Winds
And Following Seas And Anchors Keep Us Safe
And Secure in Harbors This Way When Storms Erupt

We Do Not Expect In General Yes DarK Gives Rise to LiGHT
SMiLes BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove Inhaling Peace ExhalinG Love Freely

Living Trees Spreading Leaves Nourishing Trees And Soul Soils Forest Whole

So Nice to Be Alive This Way Giving Sharing Caring Healing Lifting Ourselves Out of DarK...

SMiLes Dancing Along The Emerald Green Gulf Coast Shores Mirroring Foot Prints Yesterday

With FL Gulf Waves ThiS Way This Is What i Heard The Ocean Tale Me iN Loving Peace Free...

Dancing On The Beach
Dancing On The Page Now True
The Ink Is Soul The Breath Is Love

Ocean Enough Whole Life Complete

Indeed Dear Hawaii FRiEnD And Oh

Yes The Food Is Paradise As Always True

Too in Your Hawaii Ocean Home So Smooth With
All Pleasures
And Hugging
Pets So warm too...

Yes We Visited Our Beach
On Tuesday A Bit Farther Than
Your Back Door Hehe Yet Never

The Less i FLoWeD As Waves Surge

New Shores in Dancing in Reverse Floating

Through Deep White Sugar Sands On Top this

Way in Center Point Balance As My Arms BeCaMe

Sea Gull Wings Free and My Lungs Became The Free Breeze

So Very Calming Indeed And Yes We Ate Seafood After That Just
Finishing Left

this Morning
my FRiEnD Yes Paradise
is Kinda Nice Within Inside Outside
Above So Below And All Around Complete!
With SMiLes and Aloha of Course Even More...

Nah, Material Stuff Alone Including Cash Doesn’t Make
Happy Naked Enough Whole Complete All (God) Does Yah Way NoW

WoW ! What If Real JeSuS Comes Back As Everyone Teaching
Heaven Wired Within Eternally Now With No Hell Hate To Spread!

Inhaling Peace MeSSaGE ExhalinG LoVE Repeating BeLieve
BeLeaf BeLove CoLoRinG NeW XMaS Tree Lights Year ‘Round

One Of The Hardest JobS UNHappY Humans Attempting To Bring
A Happiest Human Down Yes More Than One So Sad Won’t Work Hell No

One OF The Hardest Jobs Happiest Human Naturally Wanting Everyone ALL (GoD)

To Be Happier Than You For Real No Separation...

Hehe Thanks For Stopping
By Imrana That’s A Very
Poetic Sounding Indian
Name By The Way




Never Ending
Stories Never
Land In Real


Of Eden

With SMiLes
Of Evermore


PaN No
me heHe...

PS: You Are
Surely A Brave
Soul if You Even
Scrolled From The

Top And Made it to The


OF THE Never End
Story With SMiLES NoW...

Mid-Week Warm Greetings
From Sea-Gulls At Navarre
Beach On Shimmering Shores
Plus SMiLes From The Dance
Halls At Walmart Note The Small
Child Inspired to Dance Dance

My Elbow

Hehe Yes
Hope You
Are Feeling
Much Better
Dear FRiEnD
And Hope This
Does Warm Your
Snowy Home Up A Bit too...

Yes, 1.11.2022, Now And
Additionally, Completing
my 10,211th Post on 'Wrong
Planet'; Currently in Transit,

Writing the 10,212nd Post Now

So What Could This 'Mean'...

Hmm, Well, According

To William Blake

He Put it Like This:

"To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour."

So The Answer is Humans Are Creatures

Who Normally Create A Story of Life Out of
Abstract Constructs of Art They Mutually
And Consensually Agree Upon in Life For

Social Bonding And Binding to Work And
Play Together; Yes, Surviving And Thriving Now At Best;

So, Yes, In Fact, if a Group of Folks Get Together Now
And Create A Story Next About This Abstract Construct

of 1.11.2022; Yes, Three Twos With A Zero Sandwiched
After the First Two Preceded Now By Three Ones This Way;

Yes, An Entirely New Religion Could Be Created As A Story

And Gospel Truth; And If They Wrote it in a Book And Calling It Sacred,

Holy Text All They Would

Have to Do is Demand

Everyone Offer Great Praise

And Thanks to 'This One Day'

With the Three Ones And Three Twos

With A Guarantee of A Carrot After Death Of Heaven;

And If they Don't Fall On Their Knees Worshipping This

One Day That Only Comes This Year In Terms of Ones and Twos,

Sentenced to Hell They Would Surely Be, Cause Someone Wrote it in a


And It Says

So In That Imaginary

Book That Someone Made-up

to Keep Folks In the 1.11.2022, Religion to Date!

True, They Could Even Arrange For Collection Baskets
to Build New Temples to Worship That Only 1.11.2022 Date too...!

True, With Human Stories Anything Really Goes Even A Big Lie And

A President Who Incited A Deadly Insurrection Failed Attempt to Overturn

The Democratic Process As That President Pushed That Lie to Push the Buttons

of Loyal

This Way too;

Yet THere is another Side of 'The Story'

Too For It is True Humans May Write Their
Own Stories And Relate Them to What Makes
Them Feel Good in Life Regulating Their Emotions
And Integrating Their Senses too in Bio-Feedback From

All the Words And Emotional And Sensory Associations

Moving Into Autotelic Meditating Contemplative Flow

And Really Just Generating Heaven Within Now

Yet it's True, One Must Develop Their

Human Potentials in Imagination,

Art, And Story Telling

Putting 'the Song'

In A 'Dance' of

Life that Moves,
Connects And Co-Creates For Real...

Despicable Leaders Have Been Dreaming

Up This Grift As Long As Pens Have Been

Writing Words on Pages to Record And

Save to

Control, And

Yes Take Away
Freedoms of 'Minions'

For As Long As Folks Have
Been Taking Advantage of This Grift Again Now...

Anyway, Happy, 1.11.2022, Just Got Back From A Most
Beautiful Beach in The World Where i LiVE And Under

The Windshield Wiper Was A Little Flowery Pamphlet That

Had Another Page Enclosed in it Folded Up That Insisted

if i Don't Believe 'The Favorite Quarterback of the Team'

Is God, i Get to Go To Hell And Burn Forever; However,

iF i Wanna Go to Heaven, All i Have to Do Is Believe that

'The Star Quarterback of the Religious Team is God', Yes,

And Get A Free
Ticket to


And All the
Folks Who Don't
Believe the Quarterback
of the Team is God, Go to Hell;

Guess They Didn't Get Word, Now
'The 'Crimson Tide' Lost And Gone
Around the Toilet Boil, Roll Tide

Is No Longer
Champion, There
Is Another Team
With Dawg's in Charge New...

i Do What Blake Suggests And Make


TO HOW i See the World, i Expect No one Else to
Follow; Therefore, i Own my Own Heaven And Generate

All My Own Happy Neurochemicals And Neurohormones

Within As Every Bit of Gratitude for Holy And Sacred Meaning
And Purpose in Life Generates This Heaven Within For Real in



of MaKinG


The Art of Heaven is Real Now;

And On Top of that Days are Only Numbers Anyway
And According to Quantum Mechanics Time, Distance,
Space, And The Matter of Things is All Just Really Energy Now

At Best to Inhale Peace And Exhale LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT as i Get

to Make

Real for
me now through
This Bio-Feedback
in Autotelic Flow Now

With Relative Free Will; Sadly,

MeaNWHiLE, Other Folks Count
On Someone Else to Make Them
Happy After Death And usually We
Will See These Folks Frowning in Church

Just Waiting on 'Godot' One Day After Death;
Just Waiting, Just Waiting For A 'Statue' To Come Back
To Life, Destroy Their Enemies And Put Them on Top of
Everyone Else...


The Sun Rises

The Sun Falls

And It's Just An

Illusion Still That
Folks Imagine it
Disappears At Night
And the Moon Takes Its Place;

Never The Less It's DarK; Ya Either
Marry the Night And Merry the Day or Ya Do Not...


Hehe the Way
i Look At It The
Birds Don’t
Mind So
i Follow
Spirit of
With SMiles...

Yes You Have Fires
In California And Yes
We Have Destructive
Hurricane DeSataniS

In Florida

Yes Nature’s
Politics isn’t
Always Fair

In All Forms
It Comes in

And Note
i Did Not Even
Mention The Name

In Florida
Living Here
Best left

Tornado T

SMiles Dear
Cindy Weathered

Wood The Color


Dancing On The Beach
Dancing On The Page Now True
The Ink Is Soul The Breath Is Love

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SMiLes Dear Savvy A Gift of Dance
Song in Flow May Be A Greatest
Gift When River


There is Always
An Alternate Verse
to Dance And Sing in Flow

Eternally Now Evermore

As Feelings Yes Emotions
Continue to Regulate This Way

Senses Integrating Still Coming to Play

New Now

Free Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Positive Energy
oF Love Again So IMPorTanT
To BRinG BReaKinG Dawn Morning Again...

"'Cause the free wind is blowin' through your hair
And the days surround your daylight there

Seasons crying no despair

Alligator lizards in the air, in the air

Wishin' on a falling star, waitin' for the early train

Sorry boy, but I've been hit by a purple rain

Aw, c'mon Joe, you can always change your name

Thanks a lot son, just the same"

First Lizards Falling in the Sky
Then Fish in Texarkana, Texas Raining Down
God No What's Next Yes Alligator Lizards in the



Omen Finally Comes True!

Hey What Else Will i Sing?

It's 'America' After All Again....

Even 'The Onion' Cries in This Climate Now...

"Chewin' on a piece of grass, walkin' down the road

Tell me, how long you gonna stay here, Joe?

Some people say this town don't look good in snow

You don't care, I know

Ventura Highway in the sunshine
Where the days are longer
The nights are stronger than moonshine

You're gonna go, I know"

See i Told You Ventura Highway is Coming Back

And Even Though This May Be A Sad Lament For

Some There is Always Another Verse to Change the

Tune to Another

Day Never


To Dance And
Sing Again Newer
In Sunshine True Now...

SMiLes Now When All SMiLes Are
Gone Even The Memory Thereof
As True Memories Are Emotions
Emotions Are Memories In That

Place Feelings of
Hope Just Have

No Place to
Exist Yet Yes

Dear Chaymaa

What is Left Then
Is Will To Survive
Barren And Cold
Yet Still Real Will to Survive
In That Place Forever May be
A Thousand Years of NoWHeRE at All


Still Will
to Survive
Everlasts Real Now...

All Great Quotes Drawing
Us to Sunshine Out of Shadows

Always Worth Noting Re-Creation

Is As

To Change
PaSSinG Now For Next...

When Ya Transform
All That's

Left to
Do And
Be is LiGHT...

SMiLes Dear Vrunda As i Love
To Dance And SinG one
Who Always Gives

Love Has
Nothing to

Return When
Leaving This Place
As Love Only CarrieS oN...

Life is Full of Earthy Passion

All The Senses All The Emotions

All the Feelings Free Do Come to Play

All The Passion Yes Surrendering to the

Thrill Of
Instinct So

Very Deep

And Shadow
Thick So Above
So Very Below As Deep
And As Fast As A Tornado Blows

SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchard FLoWeR

i Do Believe You Capture The SPiRiT of
The Beginning oF UNiVeRSES iN Human

Multi-Uni-Verse Big Bangs That Come Again

So Very Free
This Way

As Indeed
There Will

Be No Life
Without the Passion
of Energy Vibrations Frequencies
Of Waves so High and Very Low

The Rhythm of the Night Makes

LiGHT of Day Come to See

Again The Melody of All Our
Breath Deep and Unrelenting

Sing Notes of Relief And Release Even

Higher As Sirens From Within Play Again

As Beautiful As Roaring Waves Calming FLoWinG
Grace Again Water Wave Ocean Whole Existence
Breathes Free Again

As Salt Water
Foam is


With Seed of
Stars FLoWeRinG
AS Humans LiGHT Up Again...
From Shadows DarK And Deep So ALiVE...

Growing Up Without A Father Or Any Other Male
Influence in the Home is Sort of Like GRoWinG

Up With One Arm

Ya Make Due With

What Ya Have to

Use Indeed Dear Annabel
For Real So Much Will Be Left

Out Without A Balancing Two Parent Home

Yet True The Dilemma Extends Out Further than
Ever Before As Over Here in the United States Extended

Families Are Becoming A Thing of the Past and Surely Far
Away From A Village Raising A Child Yet the First Baptist Church

And All Its Elders Are Mostly What's Left As the Young Folks Are Falling

As Online
And All the
Newer Electronic
Entertainment Surely

Is A Brand New Opiate of
The 'Masses' To Entertain as
True 'These Days' in Church Without
Any Silver Hairs Ya Just Don't Fit In Like

The Songs of Youth That Used to Sing Upon Fresh and New

It's Really Rather Strange the Church i Attend i Am 61 Yet i Still
Feel So Young Anyway Yet True The Others are Even Much Older



me So
Old So
Very Very
Old When They
Go Away What Will Be
Left of the Village of Church
to Raise a Child Just really Almost

Nothing at All so far Away From a Village
of Cooperation That Builds A Child of Honor,
Integrity, Character to the Game of Life More Fair...

Anyway, my Father Left At 3 Too Early For me to Remember
Much of Him Before i Could Even Speak At 4 Years-old What

i Do Have of Photos of me Then is a More Robust Child than What
i Came too after that With Very Little Rough and Tumble Play More Protected

With Mother's
Arms All Around
me Gardening A
Child of Love All Nice
With Spice And Sugar Yes Without Enough
Challenge of Puppy Dog Tales and Vinegar then...

It's The Way It is Not All Folks Are Born/Raised With Two Arms

Yet It's True There Are Days When One Arm Will Be More Useful

Than Two As that One Arm May Exceed Challenges of What Two Arms

Would Have
Ever Brought
in Success too...

i Never Really Got to Know
my Father as He Had no Ability
or Drive to Express Who He Was
Emotionally or What His Soul Was Like Deeper Within...

And True A Big Part of Why He Left at 3, My Mother Saw Him
As the Best Looking Man in the World When She Spotted Him
Half Shaven With JetBlack Curly Hair And Sea Green Eyes

When She Worked At the County Courthouse And He A
Beverage Agent Was Busting Illegal Moon-Shiners then...

She Thought Whoever Was Married to Him Must Be the
Luckiest Woman in The World too So He Asked Her
Out and Asked Her to Marry Him on the Second
Date Back then my Mother Thought 26, was
Rather too Old to Be Single So She
Rushed in And took the Chance
After That Second Date too...

She Was Voted As Having the
Best Figure in 11th And 12th
Grade 'They' Do Dance And
Sing Opposites Attract THiS Way

And Yes After They Were Married
She Said He Barely Ever Said A Word
to Her After That And Left Her Because
She Wanted to Raise Children At Home And
His Lifelong Goal Was to Become Materially Rich
So He Found Him A Working Woman That Way Then
And Never Had Children With Her And Was Still Buying
500 Dollars Worth of Lottery Tickets Each Week After His 46 Year
Retirement From LawEnforcement For the Last 11 Years of His Life

On the Other Hand
my Mother Lived
A Life of Love

And Yes
What She Left
Behind Was Surely
At Least One Arm of Love

And the Father i Had No Choice
Yet to Become myself for me However

It's true if We Live Long Enough All that We Will
Have is the Mother And Father and Best FRiEnD We Become as Us

It's Not Easy Yet i'd Rather Be A Lover Than Just A Money Dreamer For Sure

As My
to Really
Come true
Just Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT, Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing Freely Naked
Enough Whole Yes So Very Complete...
No Choice NoW iN LiGHT Yet to Be my Father,
Mother, and Best FRiEnD Indeed SMiLinG For Real Out of DarK...

Holy CR8P! Did Anyone Even Read
Past the Click Bait of the Daily Mail
Tabloid Paper From The Devon Area

Of England Where Only 6 Percent
or So of the Population Attend

Church; No, This Isn't

Florida Now

Or Alabama We
Are Talking about
With the Most USA Church
Attendance oF All Now and Of
Course As Far As Countries Go
Nigeria At the Very Top As Typically

Countries That Have More Folks Living in
Scarcity and Ignorance Have More Attendance
In Church As they Obviously Don't Feel as Protected By

State Plus There is Some Conservative Leaning Correlation
As Conservative Folks Tend to Stick More With Established Tradition

By Their
Very Human
Nature of Course
A Bit Different from
That of Liberal Folks in
Some Ways Of Nature And Nurture too...

Anyway, The Mama Just Likes The Name
Lucifer; And Where She is From, Around 94 Percent
of the Population That Doesn't Even Bother itself

To Go To Church Likely Won't get too Butt Hurt Over
A Name Associated With A Failing Religion That is More

Associated Now With Figure-Heads Like Trump And Ignorant
Failings of Prejudice Against Folks Who Are Different like Gay
And Other LGBQT Folks too; Of Course This Makes the Op's Experience

A Bit Better Living Where He is From As He Likely Wouldn't Be Very Much
Accepted With LGBQT Behaviors in Alabama, Overall at least, Still Leading

The Existing Pack of Folks, Attending the Faltering Religion of Christianity
in the United
States, Getting

A Really Bad Trump
Flavored WRap Along
With Such Real Evil Like
Protecting Priest to Cardinal
Pedophiles in the Recent And Likely
Long History of 'the Organization' of the Catholic Church...

Anyway, You Think That Boy Is Gonna Have it Bad Just Because
of A Name; Damned, if my Baby Doctor Didn't Go on Vacation, Inducing Labor

Two Weeks Before i Was Regularly Scheduled to Be Born, Like My Father on or
About the Summer Solstice; me in 1960, With the Same Name As Provided By my
Catholic X-Priest Grandfather At that Date of Antiquity then; Yes, that Makes me
A Junior and my First Name Frederick Means Peaceful Ruler in German Where my
Limerick Ireland Born Grandfather's Father Was Born in the Black Forest There; And my
Middle Name Arthur Means Strong And Bear King too With A Bit More Passion Beyond Peace

in that Middle Name;

Per Last Name
That i Don't
Share online,

one May Find A Form
of That Name that means
'Keeper of the Land' in Karen
Armstrong's Book on the 'History
of God' on Page 8, That is Her Researched
First Name Attributed to 'God' As A Mix of

Earth Sand
And Water
As Generally
Speaking Silt Sort of
Along the Lines of Humans
Fashioned From Clay or Mother
Earth too As Some Folks Do Suggest too...

Anyway, Back to So-called Story-Book Biblical
Significance For Folks Who Find Some Psychological
Meaning and Purpose in IT, Like Any other Work of Art or
Even Science too,


At least the
Look on the Walmart
Cashier's Faces as i Revealed
the 6.6.60 Numbers per Birth
Date on my Driver's License to

Purchase an Occasional Beer in
my 40's, Still Getting Carded then at the

Register; Yes, That Was A Real Taste of What

Happens When Folks Take Stuff They've Heard

About the Bible As Literal Fact; as in Fact, John Milton

In His 'Paradise Lost Book' Was Actually the Artist and Author

Who Changed 'Lucifer' into A Fallen Angel And Devil That Way;

The Bible Really Only Refers to 'Lucifer' as A Metaphor For a Leader
Trying to Outshine others More like Trump or Any Other Demagogue too

With Loyal

Minions as
Usual Following
Most Despicable Leaders
As True the Prophecy of
the 'Minion Series of Movies'

Did Obviously Come True With
The Circus of Trump and His Loyal Audience Indeed...

Meh, If We Wanna Call 'The So-called Devil Out' Look No

Further than
The Evil
the Church
Has Done through
The Ages Against the
Marginalized Folks Who
Just Wanted to Be Who They Are
Born And Co-Create Themselves to be

As it's True Increasingly Now Jesus Has
Been Changed into More A Bully and A Face
of Trump Against the Marginalized At Least
Among Evangelical Christians in the United States;

Some Folks Would Likely Be Made More Fun of if they
Were Named Jesus; And The one Named Lucifer might

Seems Edgy

And Cool

And Even

to the Female
Audience At Hand;

As 'You Know What
They Say' (Do) About Bad Boys'

And Even 'Eve' Still These Days...

Life is Full of Passion; And Life is Also Full of Boring...

i Kinda Like my Birthday; i Kinda Like not Falling to the Dogma Alone...

Sort of like the Story of Jesus That Has Been Changed More into an Old Testament
'Trump God'...



And Smell
the Freedom of
Expression And If You
Can And Will Don't Fall

So Hard to Obvious Click
Bait As that Baby is Starting
Earlier than Most In His 15 minutes
of Fame for the Posterity of His Life to

Come In Hopefully A Less Ignorant Place Than i Was Raised in....

And that's Okay, Ignorant or Not; the PassWord of Jesus Still Usually Works
for Peace


You Don't
Look Like you

Could Still Hit A Home Run
on the First Baptist Soft Ball Team at 61.. Hehe...

Honestly, If one is Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete,

one Could Be Called Practically Anything And Still Be
A Success at What

Real Life is


Exhaling Love For Real...

Hehe, Some Days i Wonder
if Folks Who Spend So Many
Hours online Ever Even Get out And Dance!

'The World of Trump' Where i Live is no Problem at all to me..

Even As the Most Liberal one of Anyone who Lives Around me...

Again, All You
Have to Do

Is Look
Like You
Are Capable
of Hitting a Home Run...

Yawn That's About All There is to it
Around Here Where i Live at Least..

When in 'Rome,' You Blend in And Still
Thrive! As Liberal Comes to Life For Real Now!

If The Story Book Jesus Then Had Beefed Up A Bit
He Might Have Been able to Avoid Getting All Hung-Up

Without Ever Finishing A Job He Promised to Return And Do...


Angel And Or Devil
DarK Makes LiGHT...

Ain't afraid of the
Dark And Sure As
Hell Don't Have Any
Cynicism About Bringers oF LiGHT FOR REAL...

And On Top of that The Fox Network Presented Series
'Lucifer' Was Wildly Successful in Its Run on TV in the United States

And Will Continue to LiVE oN iN Ways of Full Series Boxed Blu Ray Videos
And The Such...

Not Everyone

Is Afraid

Or Takes

Old Stories
to Gospel Truth..
IN Fact Some Do Write,
Produce, Direct And Play THeir Own Free...

Like the Mama Who Chooses to Express
Her Freedoms by Naming Her Now Famous

Son Lucifer!


my Mother's
Name Helen
Also Means Shining
LiGHT! Didn't Hurt me one bit!

It All Just Makes Interesting

Subject Matter For A Never
Ending Story For Those who
Are Indeed Interested Now As Far
As Depth of Stories Do Continue to BREaTHE NeW NoW...

"And there's shall come a man of mechanical ability, a engineer.
He is a man of rationality, but his father he does hate him so. But he shall
take up strength in the words of his forefathers, and denounce charlatans

and false prophets with great vigor..."

Hehe, 'You' Missed 'The Prophecy
Part' About The Rational Engineer

Still Believing A Very Old Dusty Book
Story About God Coming to Earth As A Man
Getting Crucified And Promising to Return on a

Promise That the Kingdom of Heaven is coming no Later

NOW This

And True at Least
Part of the Story is True
As Cross Culturally in 'Autotelic
Flow' With All the Metaphors That Have
Been Created to Describe it in terms of
The Kingdom Of Heaven Within, Samadhi,
Satori, Prana, The Great Tao That Is Only Experience

With No
Kundalini Rising

And 'The Great
American Indian Spirit'

Too As Folks Often Get
Really Tribal About the Abstract
Terms They Create And End Up Worshipping
The Frigging Symbols More Than The Essence of the

of Autotelic
Flow And Never
Come Home to Yoga
Unity to Play With Free
Wings of A Butterfly Graduating
From Cocoons And Other More Restricted Caterpillar
Left Brain Processes of Word Think Materially Reduced Life...

Albert Einstein said, “The intuitive mind is a sacred gift, and the
rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that

honors the servant and has forgotten the gift.”

And True, Iain McGilchrist, Oxford Literary Scholar, Psychiatrist,
Writer, And Researcher For Decades Surely Agrees

In His Book 'The Master And The Emissary',

And His Latest 1500 Page Very Comprehensive
Book, "The Matter With Things" That Took 10
Years of Intensive Research to Study How the

Left Hemisphere of Our Mind Processes the
World Much Differently in Small Picture View

Ways As Compared to the Social-Empathic, Artistic, More
Holistic, Spiritual, Intuitive, Contemplative, Interpretive Ways of

'The Real Master' As The Right Hemisphere Processes Reality

With the Left Hemisphere Brain Mostly Relegated At
Best As Faithful Servant Grabbing What is Needed in
The Environment for Basic Survival With Emotions Mostly

Relegated to Fear and Anger IF 'IT' 'Thinks' it is Not
Getting ITS Way As True More Left Brain Thinking

Folks Are Often Addicted to the Dopamine
And Adrenaline That General Hate And

Discontent Brings of Never Really
Being Naked Enough Whole

Complete True With
Both Hemispheres

Working in Balance of Synch!

McGilchrist, Views Modern Western
Civilizations Oriented Towards More Of
Half A Mind and Less in More Restricted

Left Brain Ways of Systemizing 'The World' Away!

True, As 'They Say' (me now) Not KNoWinG, Feeling, Sensing, Intuiting Our Full
Potentials As Human Beings is Truly A Greatest Poverty in ALL Life Experiences...

So Meanwhile, More Literal Left Brain Materially Reducing Minds Even Take Old
Dusty Books Like the Bible As Gospel Truth, Believing Words That are Told oF Old
By Real Ghost Authors/Scribes too Innumerable to Count That A Dude Really Died

And Is Coming

Back to Life

to Resurrect 'US'
Folks to Eternal
Life And Send All

of 'Them' To Eternal Hell; Particularly,
in Some Sects Who Believe Everyone
Who Doesn't Believe in the Story Book
Character Hero Is Going to Burn Forever in Hell...

Well Of Course That's What A Person Addicted to
Fear, Anger, Hate, And General Discontent Would

Naturally Navigate Towards in Life in terms of 'Belief
And Faith' In that Dark Place Indeed; Anyway, i Find it
Amusing that Folks Pooh, Pooh Nostradamus While

Still Standing

In Pooh, Pooh,

Of the Same Human Ignorance.

Here's 'The Thing', Use it or Lose it Applies



Leads A Life Of Material Reductionism of Mostly Labeling Reality
In Parts And Missing the 'Gestalt' Of Life Experiences, Their World of

All Senses and Feelings is Much Smaller; Even An Orangutan Driving A Golf
Cart With His Orangutan FRiEnDS Climbing All Over The Cart And Eventually

(The YouTube Video
of This So! AMuSinG)

Lifting themselves

Out of the Cart to
Climb A Tree to Pick
Fruit Probably Experiences

More Actual Senses/Feelings of Life

Than Most Folks Actually Experience of
Life And Yes of Course the Most Recognized

6th Sense of Proprioception Among the Literal
22 Senses One Can Find With a Quick Wiki Search

That Many Folks Experience Differently or Hardly At all.

The Best Evidence, i am Actually An 'Empath', is my Lifelong

Mirror Touch Experience of Synesthesia Which Is Great When
It Comes to Expertise in 'Loving' As i actually Experience the
Pain and Pleasure of Others Like it is Mine Through Extremely

Sensitive Mirror Neurons; Downside With Extreme Tactile Sensitivity,

i Can't Stand to Touch Almost All Human Made Materials; The Feeling,
The Sense of it, is Almost Unbearable; Yet almost impossible to Describe in Words;

i've Spent Most of my Life With my Hands Closed Where my Finger Tips Don't touch
Human Made Stuff; Nature is my FRiEnD this Way Before Humanly Clothed Indeed.

Both Conditions Are Fairly Rare; And Compared to the Life Experiences of Others it is
Practically Supernatural to them as it is Impossible for them to Experience the World

The Way i Do;

And Here's Another
'Thing', Mechanical Cognition;
Yes, All Systemizing Science; Yes,

Represses The Ability for Social
Empathic, Artistic, Spiritual Intelligences of Life;

So Yes, Indeed, Even The Act of Participating in a Science
Project to Determine the Validity of Extra Sensory Perception
Compared to The Same Norm Represses The Actual Potential

Of Measuring The Extra Sensory Perception That Doesn't Come

By Pre-Planning; Only Comes When it Comes; For Instance, During

my 'Dead Zone', When i Experienced a Total of 19 Life Threatening
Disorders in Synergy, including the Worst Pain Known to Humankind,
Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; Yes, assessed As Worse than the Literal

Torture of Crucifixion And Aptly Sub-Clinically Referred to as the 'Suicide
Disease' That No Drug Would Touch From Wake to Sleep For 66 Whole Months of Real HeLL ON EartH...

It Wasn't IF i Wanted to Kill Myself, It Was a Pain Worse Than Any Thought of Dying Indeed, So i Put the
Chain to my Work-out Machine in A Basket on my Bicycle And Picked Out A Road Away From Home
That i Didn't Mention to my Wife in Conversation, And A Tree Far Off the Road in the Forest Where

my Life Would Finally Serve Purpose then of Feeding the Vultures of Only What Part of Nature Would
Find me There to Consume for Nutritious Support of Some Kind at Least; So On The Next Spring Morning

My Wife Awoke And Said She had The Strangest Dream That She And Her Deceased Granny Were Hanging
Christmas Ornaments on A Tree off That Road She Named Then We Didn't Talk About Before, So Even

Though i Never Took The
Chain Out of the Bicycle

(Until i Recovered)

Basket, i Didn't Kill
Myself as i realized
i didn't 'Know' Nearly
As Much About Reality
That my Restricted
Left Brain


The World Then So Yes After 66

Whole Months, the Pain And Numb
Reality of Never Remembering the
Experience of a Smile At all,
Went Away on July 19, 2013,
Standing On A Beach Melting
All My Pain And Numb away then
Becoming One With Sugar White
Sands, Swaying Sea Oats, Emerald
Green Gulf Waves, And Sea Gull Wings
Spiraling The Sun As Yes Finally my Left
and Right Hemisphere of Mind Seemingly Came Together

Then For An Overall Mystical Healing of Life That is Real
And True As Folks Experience This Similarly in Forests And Describe
The Real Experience as 'Forest Bathing' That Sadly City Dwellers Rarely 'Touch'...

In Short As Shakespeare Describes The Reality of Existence Still Apt More Than Ever Now:

"There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy."

And Yes i

Like Socrates

That 'i Know Nothing'

And the More i Learn

of this Existence the

More i am Assured

of That As 'i Know Nothing'...

i Am Naked Enough Whole Complete...

Honestly, There is Nothing Left to Do More
Than When i Was A Child Before i Separated
myself From Nature And My Greater Human Nature too...

Inhaling Peace

Exhaling Love

What May Be Described

As Chi or Qi; Yes, No Fear

Breathing Positive Energy Now

As The Rest of Life Simply Flows Like A River Effortless in Ease...

Never Restricted By Any 'Banks' Really Flooding As A River 'PLeases'...


Like a
'Nile' in
Florida And Online...

Actually, Iain McGilchrist's Work
on Left And Right Brain Processes
Are New And Also Replace the Old
Dichotomy of Left Brain And Right Brain
Specific Skills; It is More of A Difference in

Process of How That

Impacts The Way

We View And
Do the World Bigger
Or Smaller Picture This way As Metaphor;

And Yes, i Am Somewhat Familiar With 'the Default
Network' And Also too, How When it is Not Regulated
Well Folks Have Difficulty Filtering Out Stimulus From the

Environment; And Interestingly For Folks With Higher So-Called
Standard IQ That is Often More A Reflection of Mechanical
Cognition, They Seem to Be Able to Balance Themselves Better

Than Folks Who
Are Not So


Gifted As Such
As Without That Balance

Folks Tend to Go Off in 'Dreamtime'
As such for Metaphor too And Have A Very
Hard Time Returning, if Ever At All; And Of
Course, Nature And Nurture And Environmental
Challenges Make A Difference to How Epigenetic
Effects Come For Positive or Negative Change As
Well As Positive or Negative Neuroplasticity too...

And Yes, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia is Kind of
Like An Abscess Tooth, Yet it Was in the Area of my Right
Eye And Ear That No Drug Would Touch; Yep, It's Kind of Like
A Dentist Drill With No Novocaine too As That is A Very Painful

to Have
Issues Indeed...

There is No Real Science
Specific Explanation Why
The Pain Comes and Goes...

Mine Hasn't Come Back in
101 Months, Almost 102 Months
As of January 19, 2021; True there

Are Some Spans of Dates That Are too
'Holy and Sacred' Without Pain Ya Remember

As Truly Hell Will Make Even 'Normal Life' Seem Like
Heaven This Way So Much of How We Experience Joy
in Life Will Be Related to Points of Reference of How Far
We Have Escaped The

DarK to LiGHT

Indeed MaKinG
That Pain
A Greatest

'Job' Gift too in Life;

The Old Bible Has A Lot of
Old Archetypal-Like Stories
That Will always Apply to Life
Experiences DarK Thru LiGHT

For A While Longer At Least

Classically Evolved As We Are For Now...


Yes By Story
of Jesus And
Other Archetypal
Hero Stories


To Task
Is Often
An Avenue
To Meadows
With Human
Wings Sprouting…

There Are Too
Many Amens in
Your Comments
Section Without
JeSuS Wings As

You Question


They Should
Question You
As Only A Humble

Son With
Sandals Or
Less Indeed

Have A Nice
Day Robert

Of Heaven
Within That’s
Real Eternally


SMiles Calm Cold
Pristine Almost
Desolate Beautiful

Beach Katrina
Bundled Up From
Head To Toe Yet

Not me
Sand, Wind,
And Waves on

Shores Free


The Beach is Life
Dear Aloha FRiEnD...

SMiles Dear
Cindy Humor
Is Integral to


Hehe must
Meet New
Year’s Resolution
#Play2022 ThiS Way...


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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