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24 Mar 2022, 10:08 pm

A Place in the
Sun Above
Outside And
All Around Indeed

Dear Savvy

Stars Shining
For All Loving Beings
New Feeling SeNSinG Real Now...

Appreciating Others
With Kindness Finding
Greatest Presents Within to Give
Share, Care, and Heal When More

Self-Authentically Real Yes! Yes!
Naked Enough Whole Complete

Believing That Through
Faith, Hope, And Love

Of Belief

We Will

Care and Heal
Ourselves to Recover
Out of DarKness and Lift
Others Up iNTo LiGHT As

Well Dear FRiEnD Chaymaa
All Wonderful Quotes to Love Life With...

True Dear Marianna



In Love More
Often Feels Like
That For Women

Precipice of Heaven
And Or Hell DePEnding...

On Which Sides
of the Human

And Sadly
Bitterly Exposed...

Really A Masterful
Poem As The Last
Words of "I Want
This To be Over" Told
The Other Side of 'The Shadow'...

"Love is not civilised, it injects you with wilderness & craziness."

Hehe, That Sounds More Like "Falling In Love" And the Human
Reproductive Instinct That is Surely Not Always Rational As
Dopamine and Oxytocin Go Way Up For Pleasure and

Warm Connection
And Meanwhile
Serotonin often
Drops in Anxiety
Of Making Sure this
is a Secure Enough Relationship
to Last for All the Life Long Investments
That Comes Per Chance of Raising Children of

Course So This is the Falling Part the Bitter Sweet
Part that is Often Rife With Jealousy and Almost

Paranoia too Oh Sweet Romance Additionally
Too When Dating Apps These Days Are More
About Hook-Ups With No Long Term Strings
Attached it is surely Fascinating to Hear Your
Views on Arranged Marriages in India as
Studies Show It is Still Popular Among
90 Percent of Young Folks Living in India
While 60 Percent of Folks Don't Remain Virgins
So, Obviously Many Have Been Bitten and Smitten
By the Romantic Impulse That May Have Little Rationality

At all except

For the Highs
And Highs and
Lows of the Bitter
Sweet Reality that
Often Comes With
Temporarily Falling in Love

As Of Course Science Shows
The Intense Passionate Feelings
Only Last for about 18 Months even
if it is Gonna Be A First and Only Marriage
That Just So Happens to Feel That Way in Pleasure...

SMiLes i Have FRiEnDS From Muslim Countries and
India Who Are Pleased Enough with their Arranged Marriages...
A Great Sign for You is Your Loyalty and Devotion of You to Your
Parents And Their Love For Each Other too As Chances Are those
Qualities Will Impact their Choice for You i Surely Wish You The Best

This Way mY FRiEnD...

True i've Known an Indian
Woman Who has Been my
FRiEnD for Almost 7 Years
Who Doesn't Go by the Rule
of Arranged Marriage as Jain Yet Following
Her Journey as FRiEnD Long Term it surely hasn't
Been Much Easier than Another one of my FRiEnDS
Who described Her Coming Arranged Marriage as a Funeral
And Got Divorced Soon After that Yet Considering Studies Show

Less than 1 Percent
of Indian Folks Get
Divorced It Works Well
Enough to Keep the Family
Unit Together and Children With
Two Parents As That is Getting Rarer
And Rarer in the United States And Yes

As i Was Just Discussing this with Another
Blogger FRiEnD today my Marriage is Very
Traditional in Most Ways Similar to the Day-to-Day
Realities Common Among Many Muslim and Indian

Marriages my Wife Takes Good Care of me and She Never
Has Any Real Financial Worries As i've Already Taken Care of
That For the Rest of Both of Our Lives Love Really Feels the Best

When it Rises
This Way
When i
Get Really
Sick and She Cleans
Up the Mess When She
Stands By my Side During
66 Months of Illness in Life
Threat of Synergy in Hell on Earth Yes This Is Love
As You Suggest Above For Real As Well Now True:

"Love is all about growing together, holding each other firmly
when the struggles party in front of you. I always dreamt of a
partner who will accept my vulnerability, insecurity, failures &
will hug me tightly in my low moments. I always dreamt of a
partner who will uncover the deepest core of his heart in front
of me, who will share all his tears & fears with me." Yes You Just
Described The Gift of my Wife in These Words Now For 32 Years

And It's True She Argues With me Nearly Every Day About Some
Small Thing And i Always Find A Way to End Up The Night With A Hug

And That's



Hug is All
i Need to Give
The Rest of the
Love She Gives to
me to The Rest of the World Free...

This is What Love Does When it Rises
And Spreads Like Wild-Fire of Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing With Least Harm for All of Nature

Ruchi i Assume
That's What Your
Father Calls You
With the Same
Respect too With SMiLes...

SMiles Dear
There is Never
Debt in Kindness
Only Pleasure
To Give
As The
Is Purely
The Receiving
With SMiles Now...

SMiles Dear Cindy
Deeply Empathic
Giving Sharing
Caring Healing
Souls Are Most
Beautiful Humans
to me Always A Pleasure
Visiting With You Dear

With SMiles...

On Topic, Carlson Is Here to Make Money;
And Gabbard Is Here to Do Politics; Both

Aren't Always Motivated for the 'Common Good'

And People Hopefully One Day Will Be Able to See
Through that

Yet i
Am Not
my Breath; As
Science Shows
At Core the Human
Condition is Not
Only "Matrix
Rational; Yes,

At Least As Neuroscience
Suggests Now That's True.

Off Topic, Yes, i Always
Believed Who You Said
You Were Mr. Glitch AKA
Brian Now; Yet My Issue Was

Different in 'Real Life' as increasingly
i Found Myself Having to Prove HOW OLD i WAS
OLD BIRTHDAY, in Fact, the Last Day it Was Open then
on 3.12.2020, Two Young Women Providing 'A Modern
Dance With me' Asked me for my Phone Number and i Started
Laughing When they told me They Thought i Was 35, Whipping
out my Driver's License with the 6.6.60 On it to Prove How Old i am

Surely Old Enough
to Be Older than
'Sugar Daddy' Material Hehe...

Of Course my Wife's Bikini Pics
They found Even More Amusing Hehe, Her at 50 then...

Anyway, i Still Have the Photo Selfie of them Hanging
on Both of My Arms for Proof; Yet This is Enough Off-Topic
for Now; Ain't Technology Great at Proving Who We Are; It's

A Lot of
Fun Proving
Naysayers Wrong too...

Particularly, Those Ableist With Ageism who Suggest
We Can't Improve On Our Human Potentials
As We Age As Folks Like Jack LaLanne And
All the Other Folks Who Excel in Academic
And Artistic Endeavors Have Done Ruling

The Ages As Elders Often Still Do Hehe;
As It's True, The Way i Was Able to Dance
For 3 Hours Full-On Without even A Drink
Of Water, While Folks 40 years Younger than
me Couldn't Keep Up For 10 Minutes Was More
The Reason for the ID Requests Than Just my Looks...

Wow, Four Boomers Now on one Page; Guess Age Comes Before Beauty Now, hehe...

i Gotta Find that Pic Though, To Share Here, For Comic Relief As Everyone Needs A Laugh
Now at Least


Why So
As the
Left Brain
Way of Being
May Refuse to Play...

Carlson Is Just F in
Obviously A Clown for
Money; And Gabbard is
Off my Radar for More
Important Stuff Going on...

It's Just Amazing to me That
Folks Can't See Through the Faux News Ruse....

And The Trump Ruse And The Rest of the Ruse...

Yet Again, The Human Condition is Not Rational; Honestly,

Do We
Need Any
More 'Science'
To Prove the 'Art
of This Deal' for Real Now...

Yawn, That's Why i Carry my
Evidence for Being Real wherever i go... too...

"Adam Smith Needs Revision"; Sweet Lesson
16; As John Nash Later Admitted His Low
Emotional Intelligence Made His Findings
On 'Game Theory' Flawed; No Way he

Could Have
Predicted 'A
Trump' and
That's for Damned Sure...

Way Out of His Limited
Way of Observing Human Realities...

And Regarding the Movie, "A Beautiful
Mind" Do 'Your Thing' Solo and Free and
Trust me or not; Neither the Blonde or Brunette
Will Ignore
'You', Hehe...

If Ya Do it
And Freely
Enough; Empty
Pockets Won't Matter A Bit...

Human Economics 101; Freeing the Animal(S) Within...

OBTW, You Look Much Younger in 'Real Life' than Your Avatar....

What's Really Amazing Though is the Benefits of Modern Technology
For Those Who Master the Tool And Are Not Mastered by it after Sharing
Way over 100,000 Photos Online and Over 13 MiLLioN Words Now since
i Started writing on the Wrong Planet on 11.25.2010; i Found that Picture with
The 'Google Search Engine Card Catalog' By Just Typing a Few Key Words in; Now

That's Amazing;

So Many Amazing things
in this Life More Than Being
Worried About Who Said What, hehe,
And Who Got Butthurt over This and That Thing next..

Of Course, Unless it ALL Ends Up Over in World War III,
And 'Google' Gets
Erased, hmm...

Yep, i Guess
We Better Pay
Attention to
The Boring Negative Stuff too...

Yet That's Hard to Do as Just Another 'Working Stiff'...

And That in Part is Why Old Retired Dudes and Dudettes Rule...

And Actually
Get Out and
Vote Most
And Do Rule
This Country Now
in Effect of 'We the
People' Who actually Do Vote...

Yawn, if Only So Many of Them (US)
Will Change The Channel Away From Faux News...

Meanwhile, Mr. Glitch, i'M Gonna Continue Now To Freely
Dance and Sing 'As Long As This Peace Lasts' And That's Just 'My Rule'...

Walking Around the Neighborhood Block Yesterday
An African American Woman Lifted Her Voice to

me Asking me to Pray for Her Husband Who
Passed away Unexpected the Day Before Yes

Both Were Ministers in a Non-Denominational
Church Where Here Where i LiVE iN The
Deep South Where Women Are Often
Relegated to Speak Second

Both Husband and Wife

Performed those
Ministerial Duties

At A Church They Built
From Ground Up As Just
A Volunteer Aspect of Life
Man With Long Military And
Contract Military Career of Honor Dying

Anyway i Told Her my Story of Never
Giving Up How For 66 Months i Didn't Know
(That Is Weird MoonLight Sonata Started
Playing on YouTube And i Didn't Press Any
Buttons) if i Could Survive Another Second
All 66 Months True 'That' Would Have Been
A Good Song For Those 66 Months too and Yes

(Of Course, i Composed My Own Similar Before
on the Piano Recorded on a Cheap Dictation
Device in 2007 True my Right Hemisphere
Was Desperately Holding On For Dear Life
As Left Brain Was Taking Breath Away From

My Right Brain Wholly Open Soul Free Yep
It's Called "Challenging Alexithymia" Still
A Number One Video Search Result on
Google With Search in Quotes Like That
Now Yet It's 11 Minutes And 22 Seconds
Far too Long to Accompany These Words
Yet The Essence of Soul Escape Same)

Understanding Beethoven's Struggles
You Can Hear His Soul Desperately
Escaping Through the Notes that
Pensive Look On His Face i am
Surely Still Capable of Making

As What i Did Earn in those
66 Months of the Suicide
Disease Not Taking my

Life is Never Give
Up As When All
Hope is Gone
All Emotions
Even the
of A Smile
A Worse Pain and
Numb Than the Assessed
Worst Pain Type Two Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months Yes

It Is the Human Will That 'Trumps' All Emotions
(Secret of Trump's Success too For Nefarious Ways)
All SMiLes Even All Love Yes Just The Will To Survive

The Shadow
Real That
Saves Our
Lives Beyond
All Other Virtues
The Reptile Brain of Survival

Core to The Survival Of Our Breath Above
And Beyond All Love, Faith, And Hope Lost

As "Avenged Sevenfold" Dances Sings With Arms Held
ACross As Crosses "Shepherd of Fire" Within Indeed Still


i AM

Giving Up
Out of Nothing
Something Rises


This Miracle
Still Just This Breath New Now
Flavored Again With Love, Faith, And Hope
What is Still MiSSinG From a Villain's Repertoire...

SMiLes Dear Yam For A Young
20 Year-Old Woman From Pakistan
You Surely Express A Strong Will In Your Poetry
SMiLes i Have Another FRiEnD From Pakistan Named
Rafiah She Was 20 When She Invited me to Read Her Poetry too...

She is 28 Now Married With Child Graduated
With Chemistry Degree And Does A
Great Job Being a Muslim Wife Now

Similar to my Wife Yet a Life
She Chose For Herself

True my Wife Would
Make a 'Good Muslim
Wife By Tradition' Yet
i Freely Let Her Nag at
Me As She Chooses With SMiLes Hehe

Where We are Raised How We Are Raised
Makes A Big Difference In Who We Become
And What Options There Are to Become my

Wife's Mother Taught Her to Be A Good Providing
Wife Storing as Ram as You Say Very Sweet 'Yam' Soft Sounding
Voice Always Smiling unless She is Very Angry hehe that i didn't

Hear what
She Told
me for the
Third Time when
my Imagination
is on An Entirely
Different Fred Planet

When Life is Hard When Survival is
At Stake People Will Do What it Takes to
Survive Particularly if it means to Eat And
Even Have a Drink of Water Women Who are
Raised Without Fear of All of that Spread Their Wings

Here Same as Men and are afforded that Freedom at Ease

Yet From What i've Seen my Wife Seems Happier than Most of them
Just Living A Simple Life Taking Care of me As that is What She Chooses

to Do i am Glad i met Someone Like Her And i am Glad Not Everyone is Like
Her Either As the World Needs Women Leaders Out of the Home More than ever Now...

You are Already
Leading this
Way in

Your Poetry
Dear FRiEnD With SMiLes...

What Love Spells What We Create That
Lifts Others Up Not What We Destroy
That Brings Others Down Smiles my

Favorite One is the One That Looks
Like You Dear Shawna Baby The Next
Few Surely Caught my Sensual Eye Yet

Still It is the Within Part That Tickles the
Neurons of my Brain Starting Newer Waves of

Creativity Spilling Over Edges of Shores Before
i Will Sing Playing Strings Like A Violin Back And Forth

SPRinG Dreams
CoLoRinG With Every
Feeling Sense Now All
Stars Above Below Oh to

Feel All of Life With Creativity
Just Rising With Spring Tides of
Blooming Flowers Ever Colorful More

My my How i Read Your Soul The Song That
Travels Through All Nuances of Life You Love

Counting BLeSSinGS BLiSSinGS Leaving No Parts of
Life Dances And Songs Out Coloring Souls Even More

Lit Up With
With Spring
Tides And True
There is Nothing to
Feel Guilty About A
Well Read Moon With SMiLes

As Long As The Kitchen Floor is Dry All
Mopped Up For The Day All Chores Done

As True We’ve Been Painting a Front Door Today
Hehe i Was Only A Spectator Watching Paint Dry
All The Women Took Care of the Work What Would

The World Be Without Women Surely No World for me
And Oh How Sweet Surely You Feel The Same Way With SMiLes

Aesthetics of Every Move Every Skin Tone Every Posture More
And All the Clothes Adorning Flesh and Blood of Beauty More

SMiLes my Lit Up SPRinG CoLoRinG FRiEnD So Nice of You
To Come Out and Play With me in my Forest Today With

More Spring Comes…

Eden Always Smiles When
Real And Breathing Free

The Reality Remains Now
With iMaGiNaTioN Creativity
And All the New Colors of Feelings
And Senses We Paint Within There is
No Sky or Ground For Limits Only What

Our Souls BREaTHE iNto Life Next Now So
Free Mastering the Tools of Technology to

Count These Ever BLeSSinGS BLiSSiNGS More to Birth

It’s True Now Is Only Long As Forever We Paint For Art

All Feelings Senses Nuances Deeper Ever More Real

Moon Book

New or Full
Sunshine Never
Sung Before Newer
Dancing Singing Feelings Senses
From Head To Toe And So Much More…

SMiLes And Of Course i Will Continue to
Watch As Long As You Paint A Portrait of the
Inside of Your Soul Still to Come mY FRiEnD…

What A Wonderful World We LiVE iN WHeRE
Freedom of Expression Rings Loud Enough to
Color All Our Souls Freely For Those Of Us

Open Enough With Wings to Continue
A Flight From Nesting Birth So Much

Higher Still To come As These
Wings Understand No

Limits Yet

Flying Newer
More Colorful
Feathers All Over
Than Ever Before BREaTHiNG So Free...

A Place in the
Sun Above
Outside And
All Around Indeed

Dear Savvy

Stars Shining
For All Loving Beings
New Feeling SeNSinG Real Now...




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25 Mar 2022, 3:52 pm

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Passion Lifts Us Up
Keeps Us Moving New

Forward Life's Muse

Compassion Lifts

Others Up

Both Do

Work Hand
in Hand Yes

Best NoW As Group
Effort TRuE RiSinG

More Than Falling

As LiGHT Overcomes

DarK Holding Hands of
Collaboration Cooperation

Compassion For All More

mY FRiEnD...

SMiLes Dear Cindy 'They' Dance
And Sing A Picture Tales A Thousand

Words And True Emoji's At Least

Bring Colors to Life When

That's All That's

Left to Bring

of Words Deeper
to Dance And Sing

Yet So True An Emoji May
Tale an Unlimited Human Story
of iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity True

Every Symbol Is A Potential New HuWoMaNiUNiVeRSE

to Imagine Move Connect Color And Co-Create Anew True There Are


'Copyrights' for What iMaGiNaTioN And CReATiViTY iS Still To BRinG

iN Fact Thank
God As This

Means We Too

Are Birds Who Fly
With Wings Free SoaRin
Next WHeRE No Brush or Pen Touches Yet...

Pan/Leprechaunfred's Lesson 37
Pharaohs Build Pyramids to Last
Trumps Build Towers to Last
i House God A SoUL i Build


Word Becomes Love...
All Avatar God
Flesh Blood


ACTuaLLY THiS Is JusT Icing On A Cake
PLaYinG Roles Of Osiris And Isis So
Much Harder Than Doing HoRuS NoW

WE EveN Found mY
HiddeN HeAR BuT HeRE

An Intimate
Rajani Of Another

Human In
A World Of

Twitter Depth




Of Own Soul

To Breathe Free See
Sadly In Some Cases
Let’s Face It There is

More of What A Person

Does Than How



In Feelings
Senses Within

Shall We Just

Do Or BREaTHE Colors New...

Nature of
DarK Too
To BRing Back
Light of Us Newer Now

Oops! Yes i Skipped
A Lesson Number 35
YeT i REmember Yes
And So Will ‘They’
Loving Avatars
Are Best They
Breathe With
No Air Yet Blood
And Body of Love...

Word Becomes Love...
All Avatar God
Flesh Blood


Touching World
With Dancing
To BRinG


All Clocks
Away my Feet

Hands Fingers
Dance A Way
my Song
To Play Free

Refrain We’re
Late You’re Late

For A Very Important
Date Who Needs Hands
Of Time When Wife Has
Song To Remind
It’s Breakfast Time At
Lunch For Fancy Brunch

Touching World
With Dancing


To BRinG


C O V E N A N T Essence Of Worshipping
All This Gift Of Life Worthy Of A NaME LoVE
Free NoW iNCaRNaTE FoR ReaL
MeMe TheMe NoW

Priest Holds Up An
Idol Book To Worship
At Church i Hold Up All
in All me Naked With

Footprints On A Beach...

HeHe Yeah
Katrina is
Still in


Of Birthing

A New SuBaRU
Yet That Was Last
Year The Labor
Continues Now
For A 2023
Honda CRV

Expecting it to

Arrive Well After

my Retirement Pay

Goes Up Double at 62

This Birthday Year Hmm

All The Way Since Yes
God Yes 6.6.60 A Real
Lottery Number Now
Indeed With SMiLes

You know How



Of Love Go


Some Days Yet

Yes Dear


Marital Success
Yet i Want Green Not


Dear Rue Hehe

SMiLes Anna
No Greater
Truth in
Light No

Longer Fearing

DarK NoW Or

Outcast AS Such

Free Wings Soaring Deeper to Be

i AM

"Dear me,"

And This Is what
Free Verse Poetry
Is For Most Dear Akshita

Deep Within A "SonG oF
YouR SoUL" As The Dance

Comes to Page Freely Taling
You More of Who You Come to Be

And Perhaps

This is the Best
Reason Yet True
Feeling SeNSinG
Always DaNCinG
A SonG of Your
SoUL to Page

to Know to Feel
to Sense to Love You Best

Dear me You Are to You A
Best FRiEnD For You iNDeeD...

“What color is the door?! I love house-painting!! !
The rub of up and down with a drenched brush is such
a divine feeling to the hand and wrist—and all the parts
that get speckled with the spray, white or some

other thick, blissed, and Godly color.”

(Side Note: You Sound So Much Like Whitman)

What Heaven Spells OMG! Shawna Baby
You Really Get It As You Create A Zen Art
Of Painting Front Doors and in All Your Other

Arts too Reflecting William Blake’s Similar
Luke 17:21 Poetic Soul Song That Sings

In Ways of BLiSSinGS and BLeSSinGS
Of Creative Grace iN Gratitude Loving

All of Existence We Move Connect

Co-Create And Make Yes This:

“To See A World in A Grain of
Sand And A Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour”

Yes! to Create A Poetic Deep Song of Soul Making All Parts of
Existence A Poetry Prompt of Dance And Song Free Still To Come

iMaGiNE Heaven Within
It’s Not Hard to Do When
We Spell Heaven With Loving

All of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT Painting It
All With New Colors of Soul Deep Within

And Yes Hehe, You Must Be Psychic or
Just in Tune With my Soul As of Course
Our Front Door is Now Splashed With

Godly White and True It Was Done in
A Zen Art by A Jet Mechanic Yes hehe

Literally So my Sister’s Partner at Home
Next Door She Actually Worked Her Way
In as An E-3 Helping with the Top Gun Program
In Miramar California By Helping to Paint A Mural

First For the Program So Intricately Done in Zen Art
Flow They Wanted Her to Help Direct The Tom Cat Flight
Activities Directing Jet Aircraft there eventually becoming
A Jet Mechanic Who Also Hung New Shutters, Installing New
Lantern Lights Around Our Home, Repairing our Refrigerator
Extending its Life too, and Even Mending Our Wind Torn Privacy
Fence With Jet Repair Mending Wire Until We Could Get it Replaced
With Sufficient Board-on-Board Fencing for Our Personal Forest Deep

Real Garden
Of Eden With
SMiLes Total
Privacy for
All Natural AS Such…

Yet i Am So Impressed With
Your Nightly Exercise Routine
Of 1000 Abdominal Crunches
And Creative Dance Burst Exercises
Now In 50 Sets That Make Your Arms
Burn So Much Yes You Can Hardly Lift

A Coffee Cup And Oh My God Even After
16,366 Miles of Public Dance Now And Still
Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds i Still Haven’t
Met the Milestone of 6 Pack at 60 Driving Close
To Age 62 ever since 6.6.60 Yet True At Least i
Resolved Katrina’s Constructive Criticism of Having
A ‘Flat Butt’ When We Got Married 32 years ago in FAct

i Presented Her Not Only Some Selfie Butt Art Work on
The Spring Equinox Yet A Very TasteFuLLy Done Artistic Work of
Selfie Butt Gif Art too As it is Kind of the Social Media Rage these
BIBLE yep “SonG oF mY SoUL” i WiLL Not only Illustrate Aspects of

Global Cultures
Yet Participate
And Fully iLLuSTRaTE
Them As Well if i am Gonna
Be the Archetype of Hero in my
Own EPiC Longest Long Form Poem too…

Yep i Tried to Explain what i Was Doing to the
‘dVerse Crowd’ hehe i Just Didn’t Have the Correct
Wiki Term For What i Was Already Doing then as Yes!

My God Oral Tradition Using An Advanced Cognition
Of Verbal Song Gluing Emotion With Words Enhancing
Long And Short Term Memory As Well As Laser Focus in
FLoW IS A Longest Ancestral Innate Instinctual Intuitive
Way of Taling A Story of the Soul of The Tribe Then or in my
Case NoW A Global Story as i Do Circle the Globe Every Day Fitting
All 245 Pounds of me in this Fiber Optic Cable at the Speed of Loving

All of what
i Am Doing
For What
Heaven Spells

MaKinG All of Life
Into A Poetic SonG oF
SoUL Prompt As Free Dancing
In Flow Silently Brings Beauty of SonG True

SMiLes Hehe, i Would Share the Artistic Pic
And Gif With You Yet Considering You Are the
Wife of A Southern Baptist Minister With Four
Children An Email With Pics Like that is Not really

Appropriate Yet Hehe it ain’t like there is Anything
You or anyone else can’t find out about me in Other
Places online like my Blog and Facebook hehe anyway

It’s True i don’t Have Any Secrets or Skeletons in Closets
And When One May Speak Their Truth this way Without
Hesitations Or Hiding Parts of All the Art They Are This is Freedom

This is Love

This is What
Heaven Spells
iNDeeD For Real
And Sure William Blake
Frolicked With His Wife
Naked in His Own Garden of
Eden too FRiEnDS With Famous
“Policy Wonks” Like Thomas Paine too

We Need All Varieties of Humans to Make
Survival And Thriving Work Yep Sails on Boats
For Fair Winds And Following Seas to Explore More

Garden of Edens With Ease And of Course The Anchors
Again Who Keep Us in Safe Harbors With Condoms on too Hehe..

And AS Such Clothed And Warmed For Winter Temperatures
And Protecting More Sensitive Parts From Briar Bushes in the

Deep Woods

Ouch! Ouch!

And Don’t Let
Body Members
Freeze Off too Not
Great For Keeping
Family Jewels in Tact Either
In Snowy Ways of Nomads
Traveled too Far North HAha…

Yet of Course Eventually Seeding
Me Literally Settling On Oriole Beach
As Legend has it My Elders First Settled
There and Actually Helped Name the Beach

Traveling Further North in The Santa Rosa
County Named For Saint Roses Even Establishing
A Church i Attend Named Saint Rose of Lima Here too

By Other
Folks of Course

Oh By the way Speaking
Of Abdominal Crunches my
Grandmother Who Married the
X-Catholic Irish Priest Then Married
The Jewish Cop Who Was A Modern “Jack LaLanne”
Too Doing 2000 Crunches at the Gym And One Armed
Push-Ups At Age 86 He Fell Asleep at the Wheel Coming
Home From the Gym And Hit A Tree And Died Instantly then…

Yet he Lived

Yes he Really

Lived and i’ll Be

God Damned if i Don’t
Do That too Now For What
Heaven Spells For Real Luke 17:21
For the Real Win Dear FRiEnD With
A Little Help From Poets Like William

Blake and Walt Whitman too i Never Read
Poetry Much Before Age 53 And i Started Automatically
Writing it in Flow Naturally Coming After A Few Million
‘Normal Left Brain Ticking Words of Logic and Reasoning’
Before The Quantum Metaphor of my Right Brain Hemisphere
Finally Being Released and Unleashed From Data Down Load
Mechanical Cognition Being iRobot Human Nope i Just Couldn’t
Understand What my Mother Got Out of Writing And Publishing

So Many Poems in Her 50’s Then too Yet You See Then i Had No

“SonG oF mY SoUL” And As A Dizzy Fly Lost in the 3-D World i
Dam Sure Didn’t Have A “Dance oF mY SoUL” Free too in Fact

i Didn’t Realize i Was Operating For the First 5.3 Decades of my
Life With Half And So Much Less Potential of A Mind/Body With A Fully
Ticking Soul HeART And SPiRiT Then Moving Connecting Co-Creating Free…

‘They’ Don’t Teach Ya About that Deficit in School And Work True They STiLL
Mostly Only Add to it Making Us Good Little Cogs in the Machine i Did that

Through 19 Years of School and 3 Degrees And 33 Years of Work

For Grades
And Pay

Now the

Raven Dances
Sings Never More
Shall i Be Only A Machine…

For What Heaven Spells i
Shall iNHale Peace Exhale LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Naked Enough Whole
Complete Giving Sharing Caring Healing
For All With Least Harm Until the Day i Die


FRiEnD This Breath
Of Life This Miracle This
Gift This Gratitude Now to
Wear God (Love) Complete

Yet if not For You Not For this
When Two Of Us Are in ‘the Room’
God is the Present For Real Dear FRiEnD…

We aRe ALL Leaves Feeding Trees And Soils

Of Entire

Souls For Love…

As “A Forrest Gump”
Feather Becomes SPiRiT Wind Free...

Of Love With SMiLes
These Leaves These Roots
This Living Tree Forest Whole

Repeating that Refrain From
LeSSoN Number 393 Yet Now

A Flag in Distant Spring Clouds
Deep Azure Blue Skies Rays of
Sunshine Gently Drifting Down

Yes i Captured Your American
Dream in Red White and Blue
And Spring Green Blooming

Freedom Blooms Dear FRiEnD

True i Checked The Toronto Temperatures
i Say A Little Prayer Each Day For Spring
Warmth Coloring Your Cheeks to Go Out and Play

Yet Hehe it Doesn’t
Matter They Are Tan
Year ‘Round
Even if
You Don’t
Go Out and
Play With SMiLes

To Touch The Colors of
Flowers As i Remember
You Are Too Kind to Pick

Them Unless They Are A
Peace Offering i Never Forget

A Day in the LiFE of FRiEnDS

Indeed Intuitively
Real BreathinG Love

i’m Feeling Like Southern
California Dreams Are Coming
To You Soon Where You Will Be
Sunny And Warm For The Rest of
Your Dreams Come True i Always
Pray For Your SMiLes ThiS Way As

Compassion Wears FRiEnDLY SMiLes of Glee


Be Free

Yes i Still Remember
That Day You Said You
Would Go Away And i Said
It’s Okay i Will Always Stay...

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Passion Lifts Us Up
Keeps Us Moving New

Forward Life's Muse

Compassion Lifts

Others Up

Both Do

Work Hand
in Hand Yes

Best NoW As Group
Effort TRuE RiSinG

More Than Falling

As LiGHT Overcomes

DarK Holding Hands of
Collaboration Cooperation

Compassion For All More

mY FRiEnD...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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26 Mar 2022, 3:43 pm

Thank God It's Friday
Seems Like You Are
Entering into Saturday
In the Park Where No

One Knows

What Time

It is i Will

For one

Hope At
Best For You
With SMiLes
As it is Free to Do This...
Even if You Are In New
York And Not Coloring
Your World in Chicago...

So True Dear Sohair A Best Blessing
of All is Feeling We Have Enough

Reminding me of my Great Aunt
Jettie at 94 Back When i Was So

Ill How She Still Felt Glee to Be
Able to Choose Different Kinds of

Juices From Her Refrigerator

Cold As When She Was
Raised it Was Reading

By Candlelight

And An Icebox
With Dry Ice in it
to Keep Food Cold and
An Outhouse With no Indoor
Plumbing For That Basic Human

Reality too Yes Without Heat or Air-conditioning
When Young Settling On a Beach Is For Free then
Whereas Now The Lots May Cost A Million Dollars
in Our County Where Her Father Had to Ride A Ferry
Over A Bay to Go to the City to Work For Days to Bring
Back Goods for Living and Of Course to Make Money There

Oh at 94 How
That Cold
Choice of
Juice Was
Still Heaven For Her
And Then i Couldn't Feel
Anything at all Certainly
No Pleasure From Juice in

The Refrigerator then Now
Most Always i Think of Her
When i Savor Every Last Drop
And Every New Flavor of Life

i Take
Moving Connecting
So Freely in Heaven For Real Now
All Within As the me That is i then

So Much Different

Than the me

Who is
i AM Now...
That Person Would
Hardly Be Able to
Recognize All of
Who i Am Within Now

Like A Totally Different
Inhabitance on A New Planet
Or Even in A New Real HuMaN UNiVeRSE True...

SMiLes Dear Sohair it is So Sad When Any Human Oppresses
Another Human and Of Course This More Often Happens With
Women And Other Marginalized People in Our World

Marriage Works For Some Folks Yet Does Not Work
For All An Independent Woman Should Be Able

to Decide to Make it on Her own In Life if that
is Her Choice or Even Who to Marry Although

It is True Many People Are Happy With the
Idea of Arranged Marriages Even 90 Percent

Of Folks Who Live in India Who Are Young
As i Just Recently Found that Piece of

Research too as One of my
New Indian FRiEnDS is
So Happy That Her
Marriage Will
Be Arranged
By Her Mother
Who She Loves
And Trusts So Much...

Yet It's True Being Oppressed
May make Life Feel Not Even Worth
Living Freedom to Be Who We Are Counts So Much Free...

SMiLes, Hehe, Dear Ruchi the Way
Way Strangers Who Are Female And
Male Meet And Greet in My Culture

Is Way Less Formal and
Often With No Words At

All Or Even a Look Backwards
On A Dance Floor For A Face

i Found Your Attention to Detail
And Depth of Analyzing All the Nuances
Interesting And Even Unusual to Find on Word

Days' Leaving
me Wondering What
Your Major is in College
Or If You Are Already Working
In Some Profession Although
It Seems Tradition Says Ya
Get Married Shortly
After Graduating
College Before

You Go to Work
A Career if that is the
Path You Take Anyway
Your Writing is Impressive
And No one Would Ever Know English
Is Not Your First Language For Sure Or
Even What Country You Are From If Not
For the Profile Pic and Name of Course of Indian Origin...

SMiles Dear Ruchi
If There is Any
Moral of my
Story it is
To Never
Give Up As
Life Can Will And
Does Get Better Hehe
i Will Never Trade
Sweet 61 For 16
Or Any Other
Of Life
Yet Now
As Long
As mY SoUL
Within Continues
To Grow With LiGHT...

SMiLes Dear Ruchi And This is What is Great
About Poetry And A SonG oF SoUL EXPReSSinG

It As Words Take Wings of Emotions All FoCuSinG

On Page For Soul To Breathe Freer

And Actually See

Reflection of

Open Sky Within

True There is Vast Space
to Explore And Even More Importantly
All Emotions to Process Free To Fly

Lost Shadows
in DarK Even Becoming
Balancing Becomes Life Again Fresh...

And For those Without The Ability to
Read or Write So Many Other Arts Will Set our
And Free

Again Even
A Free Dance
With No Words At All

Yet Feeling It Sensing
It All Sky Open Free to Fly Again...

Thanks so Much Dear navasolanature,
i Continue to Enjoy Your Nature Photography
From Where You Live And Appreciate Your

Concern for the
Balance of Nature
Along With Humanity

SMiLes my Blog is Kinda
Like A Hurricane or Even the
Milky Way, Hehe, It Started out
With Poetic Responses to Folks Around
the Globe in Long Form Poem Free Verse
Way on August 18th, 2013 with Rather Narrow

Banding And Tight Frequencies of Posting Several
Thousand Word Blog Posts Almost Every Day Then
Close to 15 thousand Word Blog Posts Twice A Week
Then Close to 30 Thousand Word Blog Posts Weekly And

Now Finally Novel Size Sub-Chapters of Long Form Poetry
on Average of Around 57,000 Words Bi-Weekly that Are Part
of the Whole 10.3 MiLLioN Word Plus 103 Month Long Endeavor

i Name "SonG oF mY SoUL"

And Yes Along With Around
300 Photos i Take and Share
in the Novel Size Free Verse
Long Form Bi-Weekly Poetry Posts
It’s Really Turned out to Be A 'Category 6
Hurricane' to Open And See The Whole Thing

On the Other Hand i Share it "Piece-Meal" on Facebook
in the Profile Pic Description Areas There and on An Internet

Site Called the "Wrong Planet" For 'Neuro-Diverse' Folks in A Solo
Thread Named "Depth of the Story" Easy to Find on First Page Google
Search Now As There i am Starting the 44th Page Now of Which Each
Page Has Been Averaging 33,000 Words the Last 18 Months in Fact
Finishing Page 43 With 48,000 Words Little Multi-Media So Easy to Open

With Most
Yet Maybe Not
So Easy For Folks
To Read Who Don't
Like Deep Metaphor all
About Philosophy, Politics,
And Religion With SMiLes

Nice to See You Again Here mY FRiEnD...

SMiLes Dear Ruchi to Use Part of Indian Religion as Metaphor
Shiva Dances Silently Creating And Destroying Time
And Krishna Lives a Life of Play Singing A Story

of What It Takes to Survive Live
Yes Actually Thrive Eternally Now

Eastern Philosophies Understand
Better That LiGHT Comes From DarK
And iN TWiLiGHT A Balance of DarK


Comes New Now

Basically Killing
Time And Living
Forever in Union With
DarK Thru LiGHT Now
Also Understood With the
Metaphor of Yoga and Tao
And Samadhi And In Secular
Terms An 'Autotelic Flow' Where We
Remain in the Sweet Spot of Flow Generating
Our Own Happiness Within Through Bio-Feedback

Of Continuing Complexities on Task in Laser focus Unwrapping
All Of Our Human Potentials to Come Never in Apathy Or Anxiety
And Fear indeed in the Sweet Spot of Flow Where DarK Meets LiGHT

iN Union

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
i LiVE the Heaven Part
of this Balance Now Yet
i Neither Fear DarK or Am
Cynical oF LiGHT As i've Danced
my Way Through the Dark And Freely
Play My Way As Well Through Free Song Now True

Been Doing This the Last 8 Years and 8 Months And 18
Days Yes Ever Since Coming Out of Hell on July 19, 2013

Yet Sure i'll Tell Ya About the First 5.3 Decades of my Life Before
i Conquered the DarK With Silent Free Dance Bringing Beauty of Free SonG

With this Ongoing
"SonG oF mY SoUL"
Yep the 10.3 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Poem Part
Free And the 16,366 Miles of
Public Dance in the Last
103.6 Months As it took
me About A Month
Getting of Hell
to Get
Up Enough
to Do it Starting
on August 18, 2013...

SMiLes Existence is All About
DarK And LiGHT Wisdom is Balancing
The Two understanding the Value of All In All
In Other Words the Verb God of Loving All off Existence now

The DarK
And the
As One
Never Ending
Balance Now With SMiLes...

So, i am born on the Autism Spectrum
Not able to Speak Verbally Until 4 Years-Old
Yet On the Other Hand in the LiGHT as my Mother
Related i Had Sparkling Green to Blue Eyes With Open
Arms of Love For Every Stranger with no discrimination It's

True There Are Two
Different Kinds of
Autism and Many
More and my Kind
Was Silent Empath
Then And i Still Have
the Ability to Feel the World's
Pain and Pleasure And This is Enough

to Turn Some Children And Even Adults
Silent When They Experience Enough Pain
And Numb of the World Hehe yet i Started Out

Silent And a Wanderer Who my Mother Had to Keep
a Close Eye on as One Day in a Split Second While she
was hanging up Clothes Outside i Escaped and Ran into
the Middle of a Busy Road and Fortunately a Man Stopped
His Car and Brought me Back to Her Aghast my Life Might

Have come
to an early
End Yet there
Are Good People
in the World and i Still
Find them All Around the World...

Like You Dear Ruchi A Kind and
Compassionate Young Woman
Who wants to make the Best
of Her Life to Love As Deep

Down the Most Fortunate
of Us Really Do Still Do now

Anyway Not So Blessed With
Social Reciprocal Communication
And The Ability to Express An Overwhelming
Empathic and Sensory Experience of the World
as i still can't Stand to Touch Human Made Materials
Yet on the Other Hand from A Distance i Can Feel the
Touch of the Pain and Pleasure of Others And in Some
Circumstances that's Great in Some Others Not Yet i've

Found Ways With Age to Master And Control These Abilities For the
Best of All Circumstances And Become More Compassionate than Lost
in the Feelings of Pain and Pleasure of Others... The Dance And Song helps
Immensely to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses this Way so Anyway

In School i Was Noted by Peers to Be too Weak and Strange to Deserve to Exist
Yet on the Other Hand the Academic Part Was Easy and i Was Always the Teacher's
Pet Well Behaved As Well a Real Apple of Pleasure Teaching on their Desks So Haha

i Was the Teacher's

Pet And told i Didn't
Deserve to Exist by my
Peers Then i Liked Adults
More Than People my Age
For Good Reason Yet i Escaped
With only Verbal Bullying And Not
Any Bodily Injuries as True i Sprouted
Up to Almost 6 Feet Tall by Age 13 even
Though i only Weighed 120 Pounds Metabolism
So Fast i looked like i Was Starving Then For Sure...

Additionally, A Hardest Part of All Before i Got So Tall
With Very Fair Skin then, Long Eyelashes, Long Hair, and
Thin Folks Taunted me that i looked like a Girl As My Goodness

Out of Family of Mother and Sister i felt my Only FRiEnD Was A Dog
Called Charlie And One Day Riding Home on the Bus When Vicki Was
Taunting me about my Pretty Eyes and Eyelashes Looking Like A Girl
Laughing at me with the Other Children looking out of the Bus then Sadly

Charlie had escaped our Fence to meet me at the Bus Stop and there he
was my Only FRiEnD Outside of Home Laying on the Road And He Wasn't

Coming Home
With me You
Know if it wasn't
For the Fact that my
Mother And Sister Cried
Over that loss together i
Might Have Turned Out to

Be A Really Bad Person if i had
No Love at All Yet That was the LiGHT
Then my Mother and Sister Overcoming

All the Peers at School who Told me in Their
Own Ways i Didn't Deserve to Exist as is then

And Of Course the Teachers Were Lights in my Life too
And Of Course i Have Great Empathy For People who are
Marginalized And They Don't Get Bullied when i am Around

As i am No Longer the Weakest Fish in the Aquarium As Now
i Weigh 245 Pounds And Still Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds Now

For the Weakest Child in the Aquarium is Now The Strongest Man
Approaching 62 Years-Old on June 6th, 2022 Still in the Military Gym
on That Exercise as It's True 'They' Used to Say i Have Bird Legs in School

too Haha
Yet not
As Humans Have
Potentials if they Just
Never Give up and Keep
Moving Forward Particularly when
We Make Every Move A Holy Dance
And Every Word A Sacred Song my FRiEnD

With Shiva and Krishna And Buddha and Lao
Tzu and All the Others Who Have Overcome the
DarK Dancing thru to LiGHT SinGiNG A SoNG ETeRNaLLY

Now of Compassion For All of Existence Now With Least Harm

So Back then i Graduated With 3 Degrees that Consisted of Health
Science, Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Anthropology in 1983

Close to the Top of the Class All the Way through 19 Years of School Working
As A Janitor, Book Store Clerk, And Archaeology Assistant Since age 16 then
And at One Point Doing All Three Part time Jobs with a Full School Load too...

And That Was After my First Love at 18 Broke Up With me at 19, And i experienced
Horrible Depression Off and On All the Way through age 22, Somehow Crawling through
The Dark to Reach the LiGHT Again And of Course With SMiLes that First Love Was A
Beautiful Dark Haired Girl too Some Folks Say Katrina my Wife Looks Like Her Yet Katrina

At Close to Age
52 Still Looks
Almost Just
Like She Did
When i Married
Her at age 19, It's
Almost Like Fairy Tales
Come True and They Do
As my Wife Lived Through Similar
Struggles So Poor in this Rich Country
Where Food and Drink Was Not Always Given
Where She Had to Walk Close to A Mile to School
in the Pouring Rain As They Were too Poor to Buy an Umbrella
Kids Used to Spit on Her in the School Lunch Line For Having
Reduced Prices Lunches; They Were From the Local Christian
Churches And Those Children Spit on me And threatened to Harm

me if i Dared Smile at the City Park And Middle School Halls
Before i Grew Tall and Broader And They No Longer Bothered me

It's True Where i Live then Boys Weren't Allowed to Smile and Most
of the Other Human Emotions Were Off So-called Christian Limits too...

Never the Less
the Jesus Dude
in the Book was
Just Alright to me
He Seemed More
Like me than them
And That Was Cool to me...

So After College Still With Asperger's
Syndrome on the Autism Spectrum So
Difficult to Express myself Verbally Still

Then the only Way i could Talk myself into
A Job was the Fact i had one Computer Class
at College at the Military Bowling Center Just
Getting Computerized Scoring And They Couldn't

Figure it Out so they Hired me then and i Worked
for the Military as that Kind of Valuable Commodity
Eventually for Financial Management Skills getting
Promoted Eventually Up the Line Yet With So Much
Social Stress on the Autism Spectrum i lived with
Chronically to Acutely for the Last 11 Years of my
25 Year Career With the Federal Government
Eventually my Body Started to Break Down

in 2006 as Undiagnosed Sjogren's Syndrome
An Auto-Immune Disease Coming From all
That Chronic to Acute Fight or Flight Stress
Started Attacking the Nerves of my Feet
Where It Was Excruciating to Touch Any
Surface in Pain And Then i Started Getting

Cold in 100 Degree Temperatures in July
With Just a Slight Breeze against my Skin
Eventually Getting Dysautonomia Where
my Blood Pressure Didn't Synch With my
Heart Rate As my Autonomic Nervous System
Got Damaged by all the Stress Hormones too

It's True Other Stuff Like Fibromyalgia Pain
From Head to Toe, Spinal Stenosis, Severe
Degenerative Arthritis of the Spine; a Total of
19 Medical Disorders, Overall, including Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
That No Drug Would Touch Like a Dentist Drill With No Novocaine
Yet for me it was Always From Wake to Sleep For 66 Months then
in my Right Eye and Ear And Yes Lord Knows It is literally Sub-clinically

Called The Suicide Disease; So, in 2008, i Had no Choice Yet to No Longer
Work and Fortunately i was able to Retire Early, taking a Year and a Half
of Annual and Sick Leave Until that was Approved in 2009, When i Was
49 Years Old, So i haven't Actually Worked For Pay Since Age 47

And as i struggled the Last 11 Years of Work i Could Sense A Very
Rainy Day was coming for me so i saved Enough Money with my
Wife on a Very Tight Budget For the Last Years of Work to Last
Many Years, whether i Retired early or not as i Became A Shut-in

in my Bedroom For 66 Months, Never Knowing if i would be able
to Survive Another Second of my Life Yet You See there was Another

Part oF LiGHT

Coming Out of

DarK in mY LiFE

And His Name Was Ryan

Our Only Child Who Was
Born When i was Close to 37 years
Old in 1997, Yet He Was Born not Able
To Breathe; And With So Many Other Issues

Yet He Survived With Only Pain for
51 Days in a Children's Hospital

He Never Experienced a Smile in
His Life And the Last Day of His
Life on July 24, 1997, As i Held
Him As He Took His Last Heart Beat
As He Never Even Got to Breathe On His Own

i Had a long 500 Miles or So Trip Home From the
Hospital to Review my Life So Far then It Was true

People Weren't Always Nice to me Yet it was true Some
Folks Were Nice to me; it was True, There was DarK In my
Life Yet it Was True, There Was LiGHT iN My LiFe Yet it Was

Also True my
Son Never Even
Got to Breathe Or
SMiLe At All so

Suddenly then

All the DarK That had
Happened in my LiFE Meant
Nothing to me And i Felt So Fortunate
too as Even Though i Barely Made Minimum
Wage for the First 6 Years of the Military Bowling
Center Job That is Where i met my Wife The One
Who had Been Through Enough DarK of Her Own

to Stand by me
Through Hell
For 66 Months
For ReaL ON Earth

For You See the Worst Pain
of All was i Lost the Memory
of what a Smile or Any Other
Positive Emotion of Life Felt
Like; i Eventually Even Lost the
Emotion of Fear And the Loss of a
Memory of a Smile That Numb was more

Painful than all the Pain as that Meant i
Literally Lost my Soul of Love the DarKesT
Coldest Part of the Pit of HeLL ON EartH for

66 Months Yet it's True i Remembered my Son
i Still Had Heaven Compared to His Hell For there

Were Days WHere SMiLES of Heaven On EartH With
LoVE Visiting me Before A Reality He Never Had at All

And Yes, The Suicide Disease is What it Was; That (He) Probably
Helped Save my Life Along with my Wife, Mother, And Sister,
Still sticking by my side It's True When Ya Go to Hell Not Many



Just Like when
You Are a Child
And Your Peers
Let You Know They

Don't believe You
Deserve to Exist

All The DarKness in
My LiFE Makes me Who
i Am Now All the LiGHT

iN My Life That Also Comes
From that DarKness Makes me Who i
am Now and on Thanksgiving Day of 2010
i Turned the Light Down on my Computer and
Tolerated A Mountain of Pain Enough to Write a First

Word And then the Poetic Spark Came by March of 2013

And then Standing on A Beach on July 19, 2013, the Pain
And Numb Melted Away i Became One With Emerald Green
Waves One With Sugar White Sands One With Sea Oats Swaying

in the Breeze

And Sea Gull
Wings Spiraling
Around the Sun

All that Was Left to
Do my FRiEnD Naked
Enough Whole Complete
is Inhale Peace Exhale LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Everywhere i Go in Every Measure

i Will Possibly Find Excluding No one from my
Reach Who Welcomes me at Least my FRiEnD

And Isn't Trying to Sell me A Used Car Warranty
With Spam Calls on my 8 Year Old Honda Civic
Coupe That Still Works Perfectly With No Problem;

i Go to Places That Are DarK For i Fear no DarK and

It's Surely All A Pleasure to Visit WHeReVeR i am Welcome
my FRiEnD As Every Face of Nature and Every Grain of
Sand on the Beach is The Same God of DarK thru LiGHT For

me as 'They'

Say WHere

You Live and
Breathe and
Love Dear Ruchi, Namaste...

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Considering
i Don't Have Any Living Children i
Tend to Treat Everyone As a Beloved Child

Hehe, Even People Actually Older than me...

As The Years go By That Becomes Rarer indeed...

Yet As Long As Love Evolves Within my Soul Evolves Younger



And SPiRiT

to me This is
A Comprehensive
Meaning of Life Yet
only one Small View
STiLL mY Dear Young New FRiEnD Ruchi...

Thank God It's Friday
Seems Like You Are
Entering into Saturday
In the Park Where No

One Knows

What Time

It is i Will

For one

Hope At
Best For You
With SMiLes
As it is Free to Do This...
Even if You Are In New
York And Not Coloring
Your World in Chicago...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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Age: 61
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27 Mar 2022, 11:35 pm

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating
For Almost 2 Years i've Been
Visiting Savvy's Posts That
She Writes Every Single Day

Even Though i Heard From You
Friday i Still Missed Your Only Post

That Day You Haven't Brought Every

Day So far Since i've Been Visiting You Here

i Feel Fortunate

To Keep The Drive
to Create And Very
Much Appreciate All

You Inspire From my SoUL
Everyday as True i Might Not
Always Get By Immediately to

Respond Yet i Always meditate

For A While On Words of Wisdom

You Bring Bloggers Come Bloggers

Go Often the Spark to Create Will Fade

Away Yet True Some

Persevere And

Never Give Up
As in All Stuff Life
Truly Use it or Lose it Applies

Every Move of Dance Counts
Every Word of Song Counts All

Make A Tapestry of What We may
Imagine Create Give Share Care

Heal NexT With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Give Is a Life Long
Art That Becomes
Essence Receive

Then We Tend

to Color Winds

With Emotions,
Feelings, Senses

More Of Our Choice
For Changing Seasons
And Weathers my FRiEnD

As Within Drives

How We Paint

New Colors of Winds
No Matter Which Direction
They Come From Next Head



Us WiTH SMiLes...

Yep "Dunning-Kruger effect" Now
i Often Reminisce How i Learned

More About Love From A Down's
Child Becoming An Adult Turning

Around to Shake Everyone's

Hand With Sincere Love

in Church While So

Many Others


And Then There was
A Feral Cat From The Woods

Who Taught me More About Being
Human And the Call of the Wild For Real

Than 19 Years Of School, 3 Degrees, and
33 Years of Work for Pay too Humbling indeed

To Admit

i Knew


of Real Value
At 47 Years-Old

True Though You Are
A Few Years Ahead of
Me Now To Know More Than me Then...

SMiLes i Wouldn't Go Back to
Any Time Yet NoW As Now Is
All That Exists to Make the Best

Of Even
If only
A Memory
Never Had

Oh iMaGINaTioN
And Creativity You

Lend No Limits to
"What Colors Of Wind

To Paint" Even Newer

For Wings to Dance

And Sing

A New
Way of
Dream FRuiTioN Now...

Evening Walks With All Your Pets
And Morning Surfing Surely Rounds
Out A Balancing Day of Waves

And Moonlight Feeling Right

SMiLe Dear Hawaii FRiEnD

Love Your Rooftop Garden
And my Gosh That Pool With
No Edges of Water And Sky Looks
So Relaxing With Rainbows And Green
Green Grass of Home Yet Oh No Hehe...

Not Seeing Any Guardrails
Around The Roof Top
Garden i Guess
i Must Have
too Vivid of An
imagination As
Ya Really Don't Have
to Walk to The Edge Yet
Hehe What if i Start Sleep
Walking in my Older Ages HAha...

Anyway Thank Goodness Heights
Are My Only Practical Fear And Thank

Goodness for Garden Bloomers As it is Almost
Spring Enough Without Any Freezes to Plant Our
Green to Red Hot Chili Peppers Next Yet Not Until

After Easter As An Errant Freeze Might Work Itself in
Before April 17th And Easter it Seems With SMiLes

Keep FLoWeRinG

mY FRiEnD Stay
As Green As the
Grass And Open
as the Deep Blue
Sky With Double
Rainbows Daily As Well WiTH SMiLes...

We've Been Doing Some Minor Remodeling
To Our Home Yet The Women Have Been Doing
Most All the Work i've Mostly Been Watching Paint Dry hehe...

Relaxing Around
The Home like
Your Pets Do too...

SMiLes Dear Anna
iN KiND Love Is
Ours to Give
THere is Someone
To Receive
Now When
Give Becomes
Receive Life
Long Practice
LoVE Real iN KiND...

SMiLes Dear Sohair Peaceful
Music is An Elixir For Mood Changes
to Calm Seas And SPiRiT Winds True

Thanks So Much
For Sharing

MuSiC Indeed
With SMiLes Dear FRiEnD...

SMiLes, i'll Shorten Up An 'Answer'
Even More; 'God' Is Really 'Love'

And Separation From

Love is Surely



in my Bible at Least;
And Yes, Truly the Metaphor
of Hell; i Don't Disagree with
"Angelrho's Description" Here in Essence

at Least...

i Just Use the Metaphor of 'LoVE' iN Essence Instead
of 'God' NoW As That Tends to Set All "Religion" Free

As By Very Definition the Traditions of Religion Divides, Separates, And Excludes;
Yes, Same as Culture, Politics, And Even the Idol Clothes of Philosophy So True

One May Find
The Essence
of Love to
Be True iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Now Giving Sharing Caring Healing All
of Existence With Least Harm in a Verb

of 'Love'

That is
'God' Like
Those Who Choose
Other Clothes (Symbols)
to House Experiences of Love and
Heaven and Less Yet the Essence
Remains for those Who LiVE iN A HoME oF LiGHT...

Famous Catholic YouTube Internet PR Dude, Bishop Robert Barron
Describes Hell As A Place We Choose Away From the Gift of God (Love)
Almost Identically As 'AngelRho' Is Describing Here; On the Other Hand,
the More Literal, Concrete, Black and White Mind of the Head Priest of the

Catholic Church

i Visit Still Utters

Words of Spreading

Oil on A Baby So the

So Called 'Literal Devil' Won't
Get A Grasp on the Child with
No Intellectual Understanding of the


'Thank God'

Yet And He still
Talks About 'A God'
Who Takes Care of 'His'
People Yet Not 'Those' People

And Also Suggests Somedays

That Love is Not A Feeling Until
He is Corrected by Little Children
in the Audience...

Not Everyone

is Cut out of 'Spirit';

Some Are Just Cut Out
of Intellect and Miss the Love
Boat Almost Entirely Having Really

No Idea They aRe Already 'Separated' on EartH NoW

And i am Surely Not One Who Will Profess "Love" (GoD) Is Fair

As You Can And Will Do The Best Job Like "Job" of Doing What Culture
Says is So-Called Right; Dotting All Your i's And Crossing All Your t's

And Get

Off the

'God' (Love)
Boat too; One Must
Develop Anchors For
Safety Sure Yet Without
Sails for the SPiRiT of the 'Love Wind'

You Don't Really Ever Get to "Heaven's
Place" or Even Come Close to "Saint Elmo's

Fire" Yet

Like i Said Let's

Keep it Simple;

LiVE iN The Essence
of God (LoVE) BREaTHE This Way
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing

And Chances Are EVeNTuALLY 'You'
May Arrive to Eternal LoVE NoW WiTHiN to Give...

Yet Without
Giving Free There
May Be No Receiving
And Even Science 'These Days'

Agrees with Old Biblical Text This Way Per

The More You Give the More You Get to Give as Receive As
Even One Altruistic Act With No Expect of Return will Generate
Even More Heaven of LoVE Within iN JoY oF LiGHT As Science

Even Agrees Now...


It Works
Now For
me and The
Record Book i Write
And Fully iLLuSTRaTE
Surely Shows How in Great Detail and Big Picture Ways...

At Least for those With Love (GoD) EYeS to See and Hear for Real As

Running From Shadows And Mythological Concrete Devils Ain't Gonna
Work When Play Slays Fear And Opens the Way for Peace to BRiNG ETernal

(GoD) Love

Etc. Etc. Etc...

i Still Like to Look at
It This Way; This Comes
So Easy For Many Women
all Naturally As Greater Nurturing
Beings By Fortune of Birth While Again if You

Will Imagine A Bunch of Baby Boomer Age Dudes
At A Hardee's Breakfast Club Still Trying To Figure out What

Love is Finding

People to Write
About it in a Book
As They Still Just Don't

Have the Words to Describe
The Essence oF iT Poetically Enough Now

So What You Get Is A Mix and Match Script
of Ghost Author Poets From the Ages, and
Folks Without the Ability to Describe the
Essence Poetically, Worshipping those Words

oF Old, actually
Lifting Up the
Book as Idol
And Worshipping the Book...

Not Everyone is Cut out to Write A Bible
And Not Everyone is Cut out of "Love's SPiRiT;"

True, the 'Old Books' Do Still Provide Some Room For


Side note: The World Needs More
Folks Brave Enough to Be A REAL HERO.

It's Not A Big Deal Yet It's ReaL NoW
Oh the Ironies the Poor of Spirit Ironies...

Always Rise in Love Falling Kills Charm Hardest
Part For A Prince Is Always Charmed And Loved

Most How He Becomes

A Real Hero Is Love Is Enough Need No Worship
Fear No Criticism You Will
Not Scape Goat What Only Gives No Need Return

Reading Fairytales Nice
Writing THE REaLiTY As
Fairytales CoME TRuE NoW
Pure Magic Art Breathes Myth

Open Blue
Sun Shines
Dear Ruchi
Happy SunDay

Be Always
At Your Side...

SMiLes Dear Ruchi i’ve
Already Had So Many
Rebirths in This Life
Surely it’s Not An
Only Life For
Love Eternal
With SMiles
Thanks For
All Your
And Kind
Wishes As
Kindness Spreads
Forever Now As



Does With
SMiles Wishing
You All The MaGiC


Sings Free
Dear FRiEnD...

Student of Life
Eternally i Am
Now Too Science

And Art True of Love...

LeSSoN 394 Kindness
Is The Color of mY Flag
It Never Goes Out of Style

Here Have Some Pre-Easter
SuNDaY Chocolates You
May Choose Whatever Flavor


Kind You
Love All Free
Hehe You Know i Put
A lot of Effort in Bringing

A SMile to Your Face And
It Is All So Much Fun to me...

It’s my

True Dear
Sohair Good
To Get To Know
Feel And Sense
Someone Before
Life Long Bonds...

Thanks Dear Sohair
i Feel Never too Late
To Be ReBorn ThiS Way
Happy SuNDaY God
Bless All You Love
With SMiles...

Catholic Mass Readings
From March 27th, 2022
Something About Eternal

Forgiveness And Mercy

And Never Turning One's Back

On Love No Matter Slights That Come and Go

Love Wins When Real, Genuine, And Sincere

A Practice of Life of Sails And Anchors of Life True As Well...

Prodigal Dances And Songs Come in All Flavors of Humanity
And Even The Rest

Of Nature True
What We Share Now
Best Is Humanity and
Often What We Shed Best
Is CuLTuRE, Politics, And Even
Religion, And Sure Philosophy too

To Touch A HeART oF LoVE SPiRiT
FiLLinG FeeLInG Again For Real Now

And That's Surely a Gift A Real Amazing

Grace to Become Essence of Love to Give

It's Like A Balancing Dance And A Song in Flow

There is Always Room For Practice As Perfection

Will Never Come as Machine Only Human Loving Even More
It'S How Faith Evolves We Become Love And Give God All Away For Free...

What CarrieS oN
Is A Dance And
SonG of All Arts
Of Our SoULS Continuing HeART
SPRinGinG OuR SPiRiTS to Others Free...

BeLieF BeLeAVE BeLoVE This LiVinG Tree
This Leaf Still Feeding Forest Whole And
Soils For Rebirthing Allsouls LoVE NoW Free...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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OMG! Aloha FRiEnD
Really Imagining
Feeling The
Of Swimming
On Your Roof Top
Pool With Glass Bottom

To Your
Cave Pool
Below Lord
Knows indeed
All the Holy Afraid
Of Heights Scare That Will

Bring Hehe
Actually it


Please Do Share
A Glass Bottom Cave

Pool View And i
Do Imagine
How Fun A
In Hawaii
Will Be Looking
Forward to Seeing That...

Running Into People
Looking For Success

True i Used to Do That
Too Until i Stopped

Running And

Dance And
Song Free
Became Naked
Enough Whole Complete
Of Course Financial Independence

Key First Sadly Seemingly No

Dear Marianna

What Are We Really
Searching For i Learned
Not to Know And Just Dance

And Sing Free...

Again, Naked
Enough, Whole
Complete With A
Wife Who Does All
the Accounting, Secretary
Duties And EveryThing Else Now

Who Keeps Real Peter Pans Flying...

Key Marry A Wendy And Be FRiEnDS With
Tinker Bells...

Not Everyone

Is Cut Out to
Be Wendy And Yes
Tinker Bell May Be Rough Going...

SMiLes Dear Savvy i Found Your
March 26th Post on Leaving Room
in Life For Introspection And i Bet

i Might Get To See it Published Again
With SMiLes Anyway i Loved That One

As It's So True Now For So Many
People A Busy Day Doesn't Leave
Much Room to Explore 'the Within'

Particularly When We Are Working
So Hard to Become An Employee Valuable
Enough to Keep in Very Competitive Work

Environments Indeed All Great Advice for
Excelling in the Work Force Yet Perhaps A Best


Blocks Within
to Stay on the
Wave of LiFE iN
Mind and Body
Soul Balancing Whole...
Regulating All Feelings
Senses in Synergy of Emotions
Integrating All Senses In Some
Way of Meditative Flow on Task too

Best in Autotelic Ways Generating JoY WiThiN True too...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

Building BLocks of DarK
Climbing Valley Low Now
MaKinG Mountain Tops Lower Higher

Every Move of Dance to Come
Every Word of Song Returning

Every Mountain
Top We


A New Mountain
To Climb Every

Valley Low Coming Higher...

"The Trump Effect"

Oh Lord It's Reached

HollyWood on Even

The Big Oscar's Stage

(The Toxic 'Oscar
Mayer' Kind Hehe)

Where Actors
Are Yet to


The Art
of Being Fully Human

Yeah It's True When i First
Heard Trump Was Running
For President And the Folks
After the After Southern Baptist

First Sunday ON the Farm Dinner
Were Absolutely Ecstatic About His

'No Moral/Ethical Compass Candidacy' i Thought
They Must Have Been Joking And Or i Was Waiting

For 'Rod Serling'
To Come Out
of the Side

Show of the Oscar's
And Give His Narration
of That Twilight Zone Episode too...

'All the World's A Stage' and Some Are

Merely Actors Who Never REALLY COME TO PLAY...
GOD i Wish they made TV Shows Like 'The Twilight Zone'


Yet they
Have to
We Have the "Trump
Reality Show" STiLL Now 24/7...

SMiLes Lovely Poem Dear
Cindy 'Core' To What All the

Laws of Nature Come to Balance

Yes Staying on the Waves of Life
Best in An Autotelic Flow of Art Too

As We Wash High and Low in

This Continual Rinse And

Dry Cycle of Life True

And Congrats on
Having Yet Another
Poem Published With SMiLes

And That's Truly An Impressive
Size Wave Your Son is Riding Abroad

Hehe It Would Take A Hurricane to Make
A Wave That Large Where i Live or Perhaps A Poem hehe...

"Will Smith," A Poor Example of
How to Resolve Conflicts in
A Peaceful Environment When

Folks Aren't Even Raging Drunk.

Not A Smart Thing to Do in Florida
For Damned Sure Where Stand Your

Ground, Conceal

And Carry,

Will Turn
the Lights
off forever now for
The Aggressor Who
Doesn't Understand How to Properly
Take And Yes Resolve a Joke, No Matter How Distasteful it is....

He Owes More than that to The Folks Who Look
Up to Him as A Role Model to Copy Instead of

Avoiding His

Risk of
Real Death...

The Joke Was Inappropriate
And Should Be 'Canceled' For
A Future Repeat As far As that
Goes in Making Fun of Medical Disorders;

True, There Are Better Ways Than Hitting People
to Resolve Conflict Before You Win An Oscar Award

As a very
man indeed...

Too small to
Regulate Emotions
And Integrate Senses...

And Even Smaller if it Was
All Staged Between the Two
of them Just For A Joke to Be


After all they

Are Both

And Actors too;

They Could Surely
Pull it Off Together
For Whatever Twisted
Rationality of Doing That Could Come

In the Lights of Hollywood That is All about
Staying Relevant...


And in the
Spot Light Now...

Reminds me of Being in A Bar Late at
Night Dancing And A 'Big' Drunk 'Farm Boy Man'
Getting Pissed Off "His Women" Were Watching

Me Dance From Their
Table, So He Comes Up to
me And Insists on A Dance
Challenge And In doing So
Runs into the Brick Wall of

me, Falls On His Drunk Butt

And Then As i Help Him
Get UP He Starts acting
Like He Wants to Get in A Fight;

i Stand there Completely Still Like

Cats Do before They Pounce on Their Prey;

He Goes Away and Brings Back a Couple of
Other 6 Foot 5 or So 300 Pound Farm Boy Men
FRiEnDS And Says Now Are You Scared; i Went Over


Who Was A Bouncer

And Had Them Kicked Out;

End of Bar Night For them; i Kept Dancing As Always
Now; Hitting Someone Is One of the Most Ignorant


Things Anyone
Can And Will Do

Now for A frigging Verbal
Insult; No Matter what it is;

Wit Lasts Longer And 'Will' Keep
'You' Alive, For the Long Run
Like Bruce Lee When Challenged

(Just Fictional Of Course)

On An Island, Just Left in A Boat

And Left
the Ignorant
Fool on the Island;

Anyway, Hope Mr.
Smith feels Like a 'Real Man' Now...

One bit of advice, Don't Try that in Florida...

Unless of Course, it's Someone You Are Sure Won't
Fight Back And It's Just A Frigging Game You are Playing;


Really Just Sad

And Of Course Part
of the Weak Shadow of Human Nature...

And Part of why We Have A War Going on
With Russia And Ukraine; 'Little Men Syndrome'


No Matter
Tall Now or
Shorter as Tall...

And Nah, No Need to
Play the Song "Macho
Man" Again, i Know who i am..

(Per Reference to the 'Village People')

"i Am What i am, And What i am i Will
Be;" Sure Play That one; i like it even better...

And Do i Believe in 'Turn the Other Cheek', Easier
Said than Done When Someone in A Bar Comes and
Head Butts You And You Choke Them Into Submission

on the Floor Before
You Even Think

About What
You've Done;

That's Why It's
Not Safe to Hit
Anyone Carrying A Gun;

You Just Never Know What
Someone Might Have in their Pocket;
A Knife Or Whatever; It's Just plain
Ignorant to Hit someone; i Doubt

Seriously That Dude Will Ever Head Butt a Stanger
Again; No Matter How Gracefully They Dance in Balance...

i Didn't Have Many Problems From the Dance Crowd After that...

At Least
From the

And Honestly It's All
About Location, Location,
Location too; Not too Smart
To Go to Bars, if 'You Don't Have to' Either...

Particularly, when it Comes to Drinking; That part i didn't do...

SMiLes Dear Anna so nice to See You Here
on my Blog Again And Finding A Way to
Comment As It Surely Is A Long Way

Down From the Beginning
of 57 Thousand or So
Words And 300
Photos or So
And Scores
of YouTube Videos
And me Naked Enough Whole
Complete Dancing With Stars
True too Hehe And Of Course
If Ya Try to Open Up the Whole
Site Instead of Just One Link One Will

Find For All Practical Intents and Purposes
A Never Ending Story of 10.3 MiLLioN Words
And Way Over 100,000 Photos too True Not Many

Computers and Internet Access And Human Minds
Will Catch Up
With All of
That Yet

It's Just Another
Ocean With Waves
That Come Naturally
All Intuitively As The Whole
Becomes The Part As the Forest
Becomes the Tree And Leaf Feeding
The Tree Green Falling to Soils Feeding
New Souls So Green

So the Forest
Will Continue
to Be the Ocean
Complete So the
Water Will Continue
To Flow As Ocean Becomes Wave Again

As Clouds Produce Ocean Falling on my Head

Free in Other Words i Have No Frigging Clue What
i Am Doing i Could Ask the Ocean How it Makes Waves

Too i Suppose
i'd Have to
Ask the
Winds And
Tides Behind the Waves

Hehe It's Easier Just to Take Dictation From Within...

Honestly It's So Much Miracle And Magical i'm Not Surprised Some Folks
Believe 'The Voice Within' is Somewhere 'Out There' And 'Separate' Indeed

i'm Sure One Day 'Yoda' As He And Or She Reaches 1001 Years of Age Will Write

A Similar



Of Soul
Too Just
Dancing and
Singing God All Free...

Above So Below Within Outside
Inside All Around When Distance
Space Time And Matter Go Away

And All that's Left is Fumes of Heaven
On Page For What Heaven (GoD) Spells Within Dear FRiEnD...

Thanks Dear
Anna i tried to
Figure out How
To Comment on
Your Site too
Happy to
See An
Option on
Word Press
With SMiles...

For All the
A Pleasure
Dear Chaymaa

With SMiles...

Ah.. my friend that is wonderful news that you slept
comfortably and awake without pain..
And addiction.. of the past.. i can
relate to.. as well.. in prescription
way.. as Ativan was my
Only potential for
sleep for 66 months..
first at 4 MG in 2008 saving
me from the death of 40 sleepless
days of hell.. IN PAiN.. EvenTually
to 1 quarter of a pill in March
of 2013.. to the last
quarter of a
Pill when
19 medical
disorders went literally
poof on a beach of Free..
As Far As Pain and Numb
Goes On the 19th of July of 2013
Changing Then into someone else
TotAlly NeW as free as magic
could ever
take me
iN any fictional
movie reflecting
the miracle my life
BeComing then.. by
'His God of Spinoza'
And Einstein Nature
Einstein is absolutely
correct in metaphor way
there are two ways of looking at
life.. one of no miracles or one of all
Miracles true as we stand here intelligently
and full of feelings as WalKinG TalKinG DusT
of Stars
Now Yes
and in the
so-called religious
movie.. named "Miracles
From Heaven" they used
that same exact quote
to illustrate
the best
way to live
life.. to see the
smallest iN gRain of Sand
As Sacred.. Holy Miracle of Life
to far far beyond what UniVerse
eYes can see as real for now..
beyond the human good
and bad..
there is
the tapestry
that is the imperfection
of what is a perfect miracle
iN what can be balancing as
practice now..
as there is
no perfect
yet the
imperfect of
the Art of God of Nature
That ALWays changes as the
rule of balance.. like a playground
and a seesaw iN a cycle of up and
down.. inside and out.. and all around
NoW mY Friend..
the more We See as Miracle
More WE Become Miracles
with no exclusions
iN understanding that
DArk does BRinG US here
oF Human
As Love
iN CoURaGE Free...

SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD
True.. Life is
Avatar Life
Is JusT A GamE2...

“I also want us to always be
friends—even/especially after death.”

SMiLes Dear Shawna
Baby in A World So
Often Cold Vapid
And So Very Shallow

In a World Where

my SMiLes Were

Not Welcome in Youth

By So-Called Christians

And Working For the Military
Accused of Wearing Pink
Underwear For Being So Nice

By So-called ‘Superiors’
Who Had No Idea How
Strong i Was then too

Suggesting i Should
Have Been a Girl too

Having Emotions and
All that Mushy Stuff

Of No Value to them
Who could Hardly
Move Their Butt off

A Chair

In A World Where i Was
Taunted And Bullied in Youth for Having
Long Eye Lashes and Beautiful Eyes

And ‘Heaven Forbid’ Called A Girl

By So-Called Girl Christians Then too
(Who i Likely Still Have A ‘Finer
Butt’ Than Now too, Hehe Newer

And Even More Improved)

True These

Are Among

The Sweetest Words
i’ve Ever Heard “Nothing In it”
For Anyone Now For Real
Except FRiEnDS Forever Now

True As God (Love) Goes Now
Will Come True Dear FRiEnD

Indeed For What Spells LoVE Unconditional
And True For Those Who Couldn’t/Still Can’t
See A F R E D iN FRiEnD Hehe… Of Course

“Eyesight” Varies Among Makes And Models of
Being Human..

Thanks For

Seeing All

of me and
Still Being
mY FRiEnD With SMiLes...

Love, Fred

"Now as a man is like this or like that,
according as he acts and according as he behaves, so will he be;
a man of good acts will become good, a man of bad acts, bad;
he becomes pure by pure deeds, bad by bad deeds;

And here they say that a person consists of desires,
and as is his desire, so is his will;
and as is his will, so is his deed;
and whatever deed he does, that he will reap.

— Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, 7th century BCE[18][19]"

"Karma" Applies to What You Do
Not What Others Do As That Is

Well Beyond Our Control; On the
Other Hand, Karma Isn't Fair; In Other

Words Again, if Am Doing Everything "Morally"
Correct, According to "Culture" That Doesn't Give
me a Free Ticket to Heaven Within On Earth For Real;

For Instance, When i Worked For the Federal Government
For A Quarter of A Century, it didn't Matter How Good my Intentions
Were For Providing Economic Security For my Wife; There is Also the

Social Part of that
That Science Even
Shows Gets Drained
Away From A Life Spent
in Mechanical Cognition Activities,
Like Information Technology and Financial
Management That i Did Increasingly All the Way
Through my Career, until i Ended up Stuck Behind
A Screen, Most Hours of the Day, A Cog in A Machine

As Slowly my Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual Intelligences

Withered Away Like A Vine No Longer Producing Any Fruit of Love,

Not Even at Home;

it Became Increasingly

Hard to Feel the Warmth of Love;

i Became Increasingly Oblivious to
What it Means to even be Human And

Yes my "AQ Score" that Specifically Measures

Systemizing Versus Social Empathic Cognition

Went Way Out of Balance up to 45, And i Ended up
on the 'Wrong Planet' With A Diagnosis of Autism;
More Specifically, Sub-Clinically Assessed With Asperger's

Syndrome as Obviously You (me) Don't Get through Work 33 Years,
3 Degrees, A Beautiful Wife, A Home, And A Nice Car, If You Never

Could Function in Society At all; On the Other Hand, You May Have a Propensity
to get Lost in A Systemizing Mechanical Cognition Way of Do; Yes, Karma And

(Yep, Diagnosed by 4 Professionals; And My Sister as Well In Her 50's After me
At Age 47 then)

Lose the Warm
and Fuzzy

of Life That Drive

Us to Actually Want
to Reciprocate Social Communication;

It's Safe to Say, i Really Didn't Have Many
FRiEnDS then; It's Safe to Say, i Wasn't really
Emotionally Present for my Wife; Hardly Saying

A Word to Her or Even me in Introspection; Yes, It's
Safe to Say, We Become What We Do in Terms of Karma

And Personal Responsibility; And It's Also Safe to Say that

We Are only Human; When We Do What A Machine Does and Become

Less of Humanity For What it Means to Be Human; A Social Animal

Smiling With Other Social Animals in Collaborating, Cooperating, With


For All of
Spelling Love;

Yes, For What Spells Love

For Those Who Find A Suitable
Environment to Do that And Actually
Do A Life of Kindness as A Practice of Life

Close to What Buddhism Practices Indeed From
India Where the Term Karma Originates, Where i Just

Came From From A Nice Young College Student Woman's

Online Home in India And She Related me to 'The Sky' Saying if

the Sky Had a Personality It Would Be like me, Generous And Kind;

Now Granted, Becoming A Public Dancer, Fearless, Solo and Free
As A Human Bird With Wings on Terrestrial Land Attracted A Lot

(Through All 16,388 Miles Now of Public Dance in 103 Months of Doing
that Along With 10.3 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Long Form Poetry
That is Simply An Anthology of Poetic Responses to Folks Around the

Human Globe Moving, Connecting, And Co-Creating)

of Young Women to me
as the Record Clearly
Shows Even on this
Page on the Wrong
Planet Ranging from
Public Kisses on the Dance
Floor to Even a Little Angel Looking
Woman Bringing A Pink Rose to me on the Dance Floor;

Yet Rarely, Can i Even Imagine A Compliment Like Someone
Suggesting You Are Like the Blue Sky Expansive Open And Giving

Even Shining
Sun on The

Good and The
Bad of Life Same

As We Humans Interpret

Existence Now; Here's What We
Can And Will Do; Do Better; The Best
We Can And Will; Make Life More of an Art of
Kindness, Collaboration, Cooperation, And Compassion

Than A Withering

Weed in the Desert
That is Yet to Bloom

As A Wild Flower Now;

i Don't Have to Even 'Think'
Now to Be Assessed as the Blue Sky
Expansive and Open Generous and
Kind; Above all, ALL i Have to Do is Love And Love Even

More; Every Part of Life Dark thru LiGHT As i Naturally
Become Love, By Doing More Love Now For What Love Spells For Real...

True Love is More
Than An Idol Word;

Love is Kindness, Generosity
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing
All the Way Across the Life Span

For Those of Us who LiVE iN An Environment

That Even Allows that Potential to Arise to Real...

i've Been Assessed As the Weakest, Strangest, Ugliest Person in the World...

i've Been Assessed AS the Strongest, Coolest, Most Beautiful Soul In the World;

Am i the Same Person Now

Than Then; No, Environment
And Biology Counts; What Makes

The Difference is What i Did Next; Yes,
Karma And All the Ingredients of Life That Make Do Even Possible Now...

SMiLes, i Am a Nude Artist; That Doesn't Stop My Muslim Female Friends;
Some of them, From Reciprocating Every Communication; The Power Of Love

May and Does


Culture, Religion,
And Even the Philosophy

Of Others As Long as it is
Fearless, True, And Never Gives Up...

And Words Are Not Enough; Although 'Alan Watts'
As An Intellectual Was Stellar in All the Information He

Brought; He never managed the Within Part of Him As A
Smoker and Alcoholic That Shortened His Life Span on Earth;

(If He Did Nude Art, He Might Have Learned to Love And Accept ALL of Him;
10.3 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry And 16,388 Miles of Public Dance

Probably Would Have Grounded
Him Better Naturally in Bliss
And Nirvana Then for Real too)

It's Much Easier to Do the

Talk Than Actually Do the Do;

As the Assessed Most Miserable Person (me) Then
at 47, in the World, at Least for What 'He' Ever Encountered
in Life as an Air Force Psychiatrist in the Reserves As A Major
Who Assessed Combat Veterans With Combat Fatigue From the
Middle East; He Eventually Saw How i Healed myself; Regulating Emotions,
Integrating Senses, All Naturally, With Free Song of Poetry and Dance Done All

Intuitively Deep From
Within; Without Any Drugs
to Make That Change; He Quit
His Practice And Said His Patient (me)

Inspired Him to Teach Movement Therapy
in A Hospital in South Florida; As 'They' Say

the Patient

May Become
The Doctor if

They Find A Way
to Heal the Within Part
That Comes with No Manual...

And Is Healed By No Pill on the 'Market' Now...

Same Old Eastern Philosophies That have Worked Forever NOW

LiVE A LiFE of Balance Inhaling Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing All With Least Harm Now And the Next
Day Now Someone

May Call

You The Sky

If the Sky Had a
Personality Like Yours...

Or a Beautiful Young Woman
May Bring You A Pink Rose on the Dance
Floor When You are Close to 60; And Another
Young Woman Will Kiss You on On the Cheek out of Pure


For what
She Sees as
'Hero' and 'Living
Legend' As Simply
A Bird With Wings
on Terrestrial Earth... Free...

(And You (me) May Even Maintain A Marriage
of 32 Years to A Woman Who Retains Most All
Her Teenage Beauty, Head to Toe at 19 at 52; Just Like A
Disney World Fairy Tale Now on the Big Screen At Home)

It's True, What Heaven Spells, LoVE oN Earth Eternally Now;

Took A lot of Positive Karma in Do to Get Here Now And That
Must Never End in Art of Practice to Staycation Here Now For Real;

Lots of Blood, Sweat, And Tears; Yet i Still Arrive And 'Make the Grade'

Now; Just Another
"A Day in the Life"

Turning Folks on Who
Have The Ability to See
"Mr. Blue Skies" Now, Hehe...

Now All i Have to Do is Choose
"The Beatles" or the "Fifth Beatle"
"Jeff Lynn" From The Great Band "Elo"

For A Theme Song For This As All Comes
Naturally Higher in Autotelic Flow in Karma of This Do...

And What Does (At the End of the Song "A Day in The Life" by
the "Beatles") An Echoing Key of "E" on the Piano Do At the End

Of A Song; It Brings Us into the Present; Similarly As When "Alan Watts"

Used to Resound A Gong Sound For A Moment in His Instructional Videos

Now How
You Come

In A Key
As Simple As 'E'
Where Everything All
Becomes Forever Now Within;

Obviously, (to me) You Have to Have
An Open Mind, Soul, SPiRiT And HeART


To Feel




Again, Mileage Varies

Based on Model and Make of Being Human

For Whatever "A Day In the Life" Comes to Be Now...

to Birth in Do For How
We iNHaLE Exhale LiFE NeW NoW...

Christianity Provides Some Hints Like
Living a Life of Love in Luke 17:21's
Kingdom of God And Heaven Within;

Yet is Woefully Inadequate for Practices
That Actually Work Now Where Eastern
Philosophies And Religion That Are Less 'Ego' Driven And
Material Oriented Are Heads And Shoulders Above Within

in a
Do That
Actually Works Now...

Yet to Be Clear my Way
is Still Substantially Different
Than Those Ways As Really Considering
We All Perceive the World Differently One Will


in Terms
of Karma
of Do Expect
Now in Continuing Change
And All Colors New Making
What A Spectrum of Humanity is...

At Best What Heaven Spells for
the Individual Uniquely And New Now...

With Least Harm For Others, A Greatest Art Indeed to Achieve With 'Cognitive
Empathy' And Perhaps A Most Difficult Part as Others Are Definitely Different...


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30 Mar 2022, 12:18 am

So Are Humans Really Masters Of Their
Pets Oh How We Serve Those Meek Enough
to Give Us All Their Love Free of Charge

No Matter What Obstacles Come

Hold A Door to HeART Open

First Forgiving Those in

Advance Who

Do Not See

How We Do

With SMiLes
For the Hard Day
A Waitress May Have
Or Even 'The Door Man'

Holding A Door Open For

Pay It's Like Our Pets We Truly

Are Not Their Masters For the Meek

Who Give and Share Love Unconditionally

Do Inherit

A Love That

Serves Even More
Love Freely As Love Attracts More Love
Dear Savvy With SMiLes And True We May
Not Let Anyone Take A Merciful For Giving HeART


SPiRiT Free

For Thanks
Giving Naturally Comes...

Oh My Gosh Yes

All The Strings

Of A Ball of Yarn

Connecting to One Super
String of Laser Focus in Flow

Yet Of Course it was only An
Illusion All Along All Is Only

One Focus Now

of Attention

Wrapping Around
A Soul Unwinding Free
Dear Savvy Now With SMiLes...

Yes, Yes, Dear
Savvy Tuning
Inward Now
in Introspection
Connecting to A Dance
And Song of Our Soul

Moving Co-Creating

As i Find Free Dance
in Silence Brings Beauty

Of Song More This Way

Glad to Find This Post Again Dear FRiEnD
From March 26th, 2022, A Day You Are Still Here...


Your Streak
Of Consecutive
Online Wisdom Days...

Wow You Must be Super Near Sighted
Like Me No Reading Glasses Close to

62 Yet Surely Far Away With Lens Required

And That's Part of Why i Quit Wearing Contact

(Oh Lord Plus the Dry Dry Dry Dry Eye Syndrome)

Lens Once i Did Reach Close to Your Age Now Yes
(One 'Year of The Chinese New Year Rat' Removed)

i Couldn't

See Close Up
Anymore With
the Contact Lens
And Still Could Without
Any Lens At All i Rather Look
Above The Lens Close Up Yet

Interestingly Enough my Vision
Improved With my Corrective Lens
From 20-40 in My Left Eye to 20-25
And From 20-30 in my Right Eye to 20-20 When

i Reached Age 60 Years-Old What's The Difference

i Started Using My Long Vision More Walking Regularly
(Another Benefit in Routine Change Due to Covid-19

LockDowns And Yes
Associated Restrictions)

Seems to have Made
A Difference As They
Do Suggest in Super Screen
Attached Technological Societies

That is actually Leading to the Majority
of the Population Requiring Corrective
Lenses From A Younger Age Yet i Still

Do A Tremendous Amount of Screen-Work
Yet Look Out into Nature Outside my Window

to Eternity

of Green
And Colors
Now Spring
True Nature Will Eliminate
So Many 'First World Problems'
Particularly Starting Within Naked
Enough Whole Complete Returning
to Green Acres of Leaf Feeding Tree

And Fertilizing Soils Year 'Round For Green Growth

Gump Whole' Hehe

As Feather Becomes Wind...
Again Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete
Shedding All Clothes of First World Problems Indeed...

SMiLes When All That's

Left to Do Is Forgive

And Smile A Change

To the World From Fear
And Hate to Hope And LoVE iNDeeD

The Other
Cheek of
Love to Radiate
Peace for Breath

to Continue in Harmony
Happy Tuesday Dear Chaymaa
in Egypt Wednesday There For You...

SMiLes "Kindness Wisdom" What A Wonderful
Username on WordPress Indeed Thanks For
Sharing So Much and Dropping By "Silence of
Dance Brings Beauty of Song"

And True i Find Play Slays
Fear Matter of Fact #Play2022
Is My New Year's Resolution As i Find
Play Slays Fear Leading the Way to iNHaLinG
Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving
Sharing Caring Healing For All With Least Harm at Best

And True All Activities
Associated With Humor
too of Course Not Everyone
Appreciates All Senses of Humor
too Hehe Glad You Could See Light

Heartedness For What i Do And True
i Don't Usually Leave Any Parts Out of the
Human Condition Either For those Who Balance

All The DarK Thru LiGHT Tend to Eternally Set themselves
Free in TWiLiGHT oF NoW in Never Ending Balance mY FRiEnD

So As One
Famous With
Fortune Advertiser
And Real Greek Goddess
Of Victory Nike Suggests i Just

Do It
A Worry
Of Selling Shoes
in Fact A Bare Foot
Dance Meditating in
Autotelic Flow Naked
Enough Whole Complete
Dancing As Sand And Sun Works Fine...

As i Simply Become A Beach Free Wherever
i Dance and Sing Next Free in Wisdom of Kindness True

All DarK
Thru LiGHT
With SMiLes New of
Course iN FLoW Free...

SMiles Dear
Sohair Again
For me At Least
i Respect Your
to Believe
And Do As You Will
This is The Human
Condition if
We Cannot
Accept And
The Condition
On Earth At Least


So i SMile instead...

SMiles Dear Sohair
i Respect Your
Freedom to
Believe And
Do As You Please...

SMiles Dear Sohair
i Didn’t Say Gays
Are Better Than

Are Gay
Muslims Too…

i Didn’t Mention
The Muslim

The Policy
Of A Country
Out of Respect

For You…

Yet i Still Challenge
You to Find Finer

Examples of

In Accordance

With Real Love…

It Will

Be A
Long Search
Indeed Yes, Will
Smith Is Emotionally
Unstable for Personal
Reasons That Have
Nothing to Do

Church or
State However
Many So-Called
‘Christians’ in my
Local Area Condoned

The Violence…

Violence is
Never Now A
Good Answer
To Conflicts…

Never the
Less A Sad
Part of Reality…

And Yes Nature
And of Course
God too…

A God That
People Forever…

That’s Not
my God
Now In at Least
Best Behavior...

Just a Quick Update,
According to Chris Rock,
He Didn't Know Jada Had
the Condition of Alopecia;

According to 'the Oscars,'
The Joke Wasn't Scripted
Into What Chris Rock Improvised;

Indeed, Chris Rocked it, An Ultimate

Hero Really Standing

Up As A 'Real Man'

"Turning the Other Cheek"

In Almost A Biblical Way of

the Patience of "Job" That Not
Many Dudes Would Have the
Emotional Regulation and
Sensory Integration to


The Hero

Who Isn't Phased
By the Ignorance of Others...

Jumping to Conclusions Without
Review Is A Path Down to the Ocean
Below off the Cliff And Perhaps the Loss of

A 'Gold Statue'
(Or Even LiFE)

That Needs A Lot
of Work Still For the Dude Holding it...

He's only 53, With Enough Will, Will, Will
Rise More too...

As Just


"Mr. Smith"...

SMiLes.. Social media is
An Anthropologist Dream
Come true Yet not a
Healthy place
For a Timid
It helps them
Break out.. Express
Themselves more fully
In the flesh world.. As Fearless
Is the best way of life in expressing
Love along with all the challenges
With or without likes.. i never
Expect friends or likes
As i pander to zero
For group think..
The reward is
Peace of mind
For me now..
At least..
Social media is
A platform for the
Art of me as the rest of
The oyster is when Free...

WhY PaY FoR iT WHeN iT'S Free

MuseMuse Free FoR uSe

SMiLes Dear Sohair A Lion Is Named
King of the Wild By Human Beings Never

The Less if that Lion Does Not Learn to Become
FRiEnDS With Gravity Moving as Gracefully as Possible

To Conserve Every Precious Calorie to Survive That Lion
May Surely See A Fate of Decaying to Grass Earlier and Feeding

What's Left of the Scarce Resource of the Antelope That Over Consuming

By A Larger Population of Lions

Than Balance With Nature

Becomes Eventually

Fate of the Lion
Decaying Feeding
The Grass Green to
Feed New Herds of Antelope

Strong to Feed the Lions Who Still
Move With Grace in Balance FRiEnDS

With Gravity Winning the Intelligence of
Intuition Within that makes Survival And
Even Thriving Much Longer This is Freedom in the

Wild It is Rife With A Balance of Safety AND Freedom

to Consume
As Many
As Possible Yet
Without Balance With
Nature An Earlier Demise
May Come For the Wild and Free Indeed...

The United States has a Declaration of Independence
That Declares God Given Unalienable Rights to Life,

Liberty (Freedom),

And The Pursuit of Happiness

However Obviously it Doesn't Define
Happiness As that is Often Unique to Each
Human Individual's Perception, Feeling, Sensing
Experience of THeiR UniVerse Within They Co-Create

With the Rest of
Existence Indeed
In or Out of Balance FRiEnDS
With Gravity This Way Now in All Stuff

Existence or Not Unique to the Individual
And Common to the Group Think That May
Not Bring Happiness to the Unique Individual

Depending on How
Different they are

From 'The Herd'

Freedom Is Not Without Cost
Freedom Requires Safety and Risk too...

How Much We aRe Willing to Keep and Take
Is surely Different Depending on the Individual
And Group Think Sharing Common Ideologies and Symbols
Bonding and Binding this way to Be Stronger to Survive and Thrive

(Commonly Referred to as Culture, Religion, Politics, and Even the
Philosophy of Sports
Really Unlimited
of Symbols
And Ideologies
That Bond Bind Humans
Together Now For Real)

Too as All
Social Animals
Do For Overall Wellbeing in
Existence Now Yet Humans are An

Interesting Mix We Have Imagination We
Co-Create Tools That Assist in Our Survival Solo
And in Group Ways too So In the Case of the United
States that Uses a Representative Democracy to Set the

Limits on What is Considered the Best Ways to Provide the
Individuals And Groups to Pursue Greatest Levels of Surviving

And Thriving

to Whatever

The Individuals
And Groups Assess

As Happiness in Life if
They are even looking For
Happiness at all is an Open

Source Project for Change For Whatever

The Majority Comes to As Consensus For that Change...

Sadly The Tools Are Often Loved And the Humans Used

It's Surely Not a Perfect System Yet for me it works


Enough With

A Whole Lot of Mistakes
in my Life Through Freedom
In Limits of my Personal Biology
And Environment to Create a Fruition
of my Personal Dream of Freedom Leading
to A Real Bliss And Nirvana in Meditative Flow
of Dancing And Singing Free Wherever i Go So Easy

NoW iNHaLinG Peace
oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Freely With Least Harm Now For All

It Was Surely the Work of A Lifetime New to
Come to This Arrival Now And Still Is my FRiEnD

However the Freedom to Make Mistakes Was A Huge
Part of the Place of Heaven Within i Exist Now Let's See

Will Smith is 53, And indeed it took that Long in my Life to Even

Get Started After All the Mistakes i Made in my Lifetime Before then...

Let's See, Chris Rock

is 57, A Small Man in

Stature, A Comedian Whose

Role in Life is to take down

Public Figures A Notch or two to

Keep Them Meek Enough in Life Not

To Fall off Cliffs And Drown in Deep Oceans Below

As Far As i Can And Will See although that Joke was
Rather Inappropriate as it was really Hard on me being

Made fun of With my Autism Condition And Other Issues
Most of my Life too Yet It is Precisely Those Challenges That

Has Made me Who i am Now Yes With Empathy, Compassion,
For Most All Even The Devil in Hell as i Did that Role too on

EartH for
66 Months
Within too

Chris Rock Reports
He Didn't Know That
Jada Had that Condition

In that Sense it was a Joke
of Ignorance And Not of Intent

And You Know What Those Folks Who
Made Fun of me Didn't Know i Had A Condition
Either For It's True the Label for what i had Didn't
Even Exist then And i Didn't get the Label until 47 Years-Old

Never the

Less the

iN DarK So Much
Account for Who i AM Now

LiGHT Comes From DarK

And Chris Rock in Someways

Is More oF A Real Man than i am

in Terms of Love As He Did One of the
Most Magnificent Acts of Turning the Other

Cheek to Make

me Believe

It is Possible

For A

Man to Do that
Being Struck so
Ignorantly as He Was...

It's Highly Unlikely i Would
Have Responded the Same
Way Empirically Speaking i am
Strong as an Orangutan in Many
Ways Just like the Last Time that
Happened i Might Have Choked Him
in Submission to the Floor You Just Don't

Know until

it Actually

Happens to You
or in the Case of
me Again my FRiEnD

We All Have Really DarK
Sides Chris Rock Proved

Who had the Freedom That Night Indeed

Mastery Over Regulation of His Emotions
And Senses Indeed the Most Successful Martial

Artist And



A Punch to
Harm Any Part

Of Existence When
It is Not Necessary mY FRiEnD

i Would Have Exclaimed With A Very Deep
Voice That Projected from the Mountain
Top And Just Said Hey That's Not Funny

mY Wife Has
A Medical


Where She
Wears Her Hair
Bald Because of it

Not Much Different
Than if Someone Has Cancer

And is Undergoing Treatment

Not Much Different Than if Someone
Made Fun of my Wife experiencing Partial
Complex Seizures Where Folks Used to Believe

Folks With That

Condition Were

Demon Possessed

And in the Name of
Their So-Called God of
Ignorance They Burned Them at the
Stake No Different than Not too Long

Ago When Lesbian Women Were Buried
to the Chest And Stoned in Saudi Arabia True

Until Ignorance Is Erased From the Earth There

Will Always
Be REAL Evil

In Every Culture,
Religion, Politics,

And Philosophy too mY FRiEnD

One Person's Hell is Another Person's Heaven Yes

Mileage Varies Depending on Make and Model of

Being Human As God Doesn't Make Garbage To Stone And

Kill Buried

to its Chest

in a Living

Burial Ground Either my FRiEnD

i Take Greater Offense to that Indeed
considering i have Relatives Like that

Who are More TRULY Angelic And Empathetic
Than Most People i have ever ever met in Life Now

And Even Science Explains Why As When Resources

Come Low and Stress Comes High Women's Wombs Are
Effected As Such As Stress Hormones Change the Human
Being to Be Less Reproductive Inclined More Empathic and
Kind as they Say "Gay" As Pejorative to A Man Who Does Not

For Female
Mates and Such
Provides services like
'Elton John Songs' that Have
Sired More Children through His

Love Songs in the Romance of Marriages
Than Visible Stars in the Sky mY FRiEnD

The United States So Far At Least isn't Stoning

Folks After


them to the
Chest for the
Way Nature Makes
them to Cooperate with
Compassion to Help those
Who Are Still Reproducing in Tough

Times to Survive As Only Kindness and Love

May Provide

to Even

Have A
Chance to Live at all...

SMiLes Dear Sohair Freedom
is Messy Indeed Freedom Will of Choice
Improving A Greater Union for All Or Not

This is the Human Condition We Co-Create

A Better Way for All Together or We Do Not

We Have the Freedom Now to Stay A While Longer

Or Not And Leave the Freedom of the Rest of Nature of God to Breathe

Even Freer

Not to

Be Killed
off by the
Ignorance of Humanity
That Continues to Harm, Rape,
Maim, And Yes Kill the Rest of
Living Nature and its Resources out of Balance



In deed
the Price

of Freedom will
Be High Practically

Evil for All Considered
Now too Dear FRiEnD yet
Hiding Truths Remaining Blind

Is Not A Way to Improve the Chances and that's for Sure...

And It's True It’s Still More Art than Science As Love is Truly
Free This Way and Never Bound By Only Tools to Be Used

for Selfish


That Goes

No Where Yet Eventually Gone...

Yet True i Am A Glass Over FLoWinG Person Now

i Believe i Hope i Have Faith in Love Just Cause i Can And Will

Be Love

Unless Someone

Comes Up and Punches

me Unexpectedly i Am Only Human
i Also Have a Shadow Far Beyond Rationality

Lightening Faster Than Any Words Reaching my Lips hehe...

We Are Made This
Way to


Our Shadows Plays A Role Most
of Basic Existence too my FRiEnD...

For It's True

No Matter How Bright
The Sun Above There

Is No Us Without Shadows Below...

So Are Humans Really Masters Of Their
Pets Oh How We Serve Those Meek Enough
to Give Us All Their Love Free of Charge

"How sweet
How wonderful
How magical
My lovely FRiEnD"

Aww You Wrote me
A Little Poem Last
Time You Did That
You Called me Your
North Star How Deeply

You Touch me
Like Magic
Indeed Yet
Still Waiting
On That Spring
Pic of You Touching
Toronto Flowers Retracing

SMiles Of Your Ebony Eyes
my Sweet Poetry Muse As

Long As
SMile too Hehe...

Just a Little Bit of Harry Potter
Magic Reminding You That You
Are Amazing And Hey That Alien
on my Shirt Travels

This Far to See
A Smiling Face
of You in Spring
Flowers He is Only

Waiting For You to SMiLe Again…

So He Will Smile Again too So Wide And Bright…

Hehe i Cannot Tale
A Lie No Run or
Dunk With
Close to
62 Year-Old
Knees Yet Hugging
Earth Hover-Craft
Floating Dance

me Close
To Distances
Around The


Dear Cindy
Like An 18-Wheeler...

Welcome Dear Cindy
And Nah No
Big Waves
For me
i Am Hehe...

So Are Humans Really Masters Of Their
Pets Oh How We Serve Those Meek Enough
to Give Us All Their Love Free of Charge

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30 Mar 2022, 4:39 pm

Oh Gosh Cindy
You Still Have
me Beat Hehe
1182 Words

For Your
Post only

793 Words
For my Response

Oh Lord 500 Word
Essays Were A Nightmare

In College All i
Could Think of
In Firstly, Secondly,
In Addition, And
Finally Ways For
4 Paragraphs

Of Fill in
The Blanks
Then With No
Multiple Choice
Hehe Now Just



Only Feathers
Dropping Wherever

As Original

me More
Always New Now
Thanks Dear Cindy...

1. “The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.

Don’t go back to sleep.”

– Rumi

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Wee Hours
of the Morning 1:06 AM i Last Am
Inspired by Your Quotes and i

Appreciate This First Quote
Of this Re-Blog From 9 Months

Ago i Visited Then too As True my Goodness

40 MPH Gusts In Winds as i Danced As Wings Around my
Neighborhood Block in Balance This Morning at 10 AM Bring

An Important Message Indeed Hehe Yes Severe Thunderstorm and
Tornado Warning Coming As Not Not Only Has Morning Broken Night

Stars Afternoon
Is Now Here at 4:00 PM
As You Already Are almost Reaching
Morning Hours in Egypt Now again at 11:00 PM

Wow What A Morning, Noon, Afternoon, Evening, Midnight And
Morning Again Inspiration All the Quotes You Share Almost
A Different One For Every Hour of the Day to Muse New Poetry too...

And Again
Rumi is one
of my Favorite
Sufi Muslim Poets True

And When it Comes to
Peace of Every Inhaling Breath
Exhaling Love Breaking Morning

Every Now
A New Beginning
of 'Interbeing' With
All of Existence Buddhist
Poet and Philosopher 'Thich' is
one of the Tops to me too Per Your
Number 2 Quote, “Waking up this morning,
I smile. 24 brand new hours are before me.

I vow to live fully in each moment.”

– Thich Nhat Hanh

And i Echo That Sentiment
And Reality Again With Every
Inhale of Peace Exhale of LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Now Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Even More

Least Harm
For All ThiS Way
Morning LastS ETernally
Now Dear FRiEnD Hehe
You Caught me After A Nap Now Newer
Words Tend to Flood More Like That From me Hehe...

It's Hard to See Now Yet God Yes i lived the First
5.3 Decades of my Life As A "Canary in A Coal
Mine"; Yes, More Specifically in my Mind Hehe


With Mine

And Poetry Is An
Excellent Way to
Connect Emotions to
Words in Sing Song Ways Free

to Re-Connect A More Restricted
Left Brain Narrow Data Download

Mind With More Right Hemisphere Social
Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences That

Also Lend an Autotelic Flow Through Bio-Feed
Back of Activities On Task in Laser Focus Increasing

Cognitive Executive Functioning As Indeed Regulating
Emotions Integrating Senses This Way Through Continual

Feed Back

Is the Glue
of Short and
Long Term Working
Memory Bringing Laser Focus

Now Really Focusing A Lamp of
Mind With What is Going on Now This Present
Gift in Flow Remaining in the Sweet Spot Between

Anxiety and
Apathy Increasing
Human Potentials Higher
Dancing A Tight Rope Like
This In Ease For It's True What Makes

Us Break-Down Are Chronic to Acute Negative Generating Driving
Stress Hormones From Anxiety and Fear Filled All Days All Day

Long Humans
Like Other Animals
Are Evolved to Focus on
Details And Big Picture Ways
of Seeing the World In Balance As

to Avoid Capture By Predator
While Pursuing Prey and Not

Losing Sight

Now of Laser
and Big Picture
Focus Starving or
Getting Eaten To Death
Neither Are Great Options

Anyway Lord Knows Once Again
This Isn't Something We 'Normally'
Learn in School And True it is Much More

Dangerous Overall For the Canary in my Coal
Mind of Struggles i Surely Endured for 5.3 Decades

Then Before Bringing An "Interbeing" Reality Regulating
Emotions And Integrating Senses Reborn This Way Real... at 53...

So Anyway Canaries Like me Generally Speaking Have "Low Latent Inhibition"
Per the "Default Mode of Our Minds" That Filters Out So Much Of the Environment

For Us

One May Be
By Every Feeling
And Sense of Life

And Be Susceptible
to No Longer Being Able
to Sustain The Environmental
Demands At Hand So yes in Terms
of 'Autistic Burn-out' That is A Real Medical
Term Now As That Relates to Struggles of Autism

No Longer
Able to
Demands And True
One of my More Popular
Blog Posts From my Archive
BlogSpot Site, "Katie Mia Aghogday
Views From the Autism Spectrum and Beyond"

Named "Burnout on the Autism Spectrum" Continues to Receive Tens
of Thousands of Views As This is a Relatively New Identified
Associated Disorder With Autism in Fact That Blog Post Has
Been Used As Reference for Science Research Papers as
They Are Even Linked by the "Aghogday" User Name on

the Google
Search Engine
too As A Multitude
of Sources Have Used
That Early Small Written
Resource on my Canary
in the Cultural Coal Mine Condition then
Yep Leading to 66 Months of Shut-in Life
in A Life Synergy Threat of 19 Disorders then...

It's True Humans Can And Will Endure Amazing
Struggles in Life Yet Some Fail Before Others
In Sustainability of Challenge Due to Our
Genetic And Environmental Effected

Make up
And Model
Of Being 'Human Cars' Now

"You Started Work at the Military
Bowling Center on August 28, 1984."

i Was Rather Shocked When An Autistic
Man in Casual Conversation Noted That Start
Date in A Department Store Recently as i Was
Amazed That He Could Remember That Small
Tid Bit of Information About me Stored in His Brain
From Over Two Decades Ago When i Supervised
Him As A Bowling Center Manager Who Didn't Know

How to Bowl then Yet True Not Unlike Him i Still Remember
What i Wore on Vacations Decades Year Ago With Movie Maker
Full Color Memories of All Associated Feelings and Senses Then

Problem Before i Didn't Understand How to Regulate My Emotions
And Integrate my Senses With A Free Dance And Song And True
i Aced Almost Every Multiple Choice Test As That is How We Were
Tested Most through 19 Years of School and 3 Degrees then And All

It Took
Was Rote
Memory to
Data Download
And Spit the Facts Back

Yet Life is More Complicated
Than Acing All the Multiple Choice
Tests Yet They Didn't Really Teach me that
in School or Work or Even Church and Home too...

in The Last 5 Years of my Work Career Trying to Keep
A Federal Golden Hand-Cuffs for Benefits Job Through
25 Years Almost There Yet i had to Do Whatever Came


to Survive
Bowling Center Manager
Print Manager of NAS Pensacola
Community Activities Director
Athletic Director And Finally
Recreation Programs

Director None of
Those Jobs

i Was

Really Qualified
to Do As i Was Considered
A Valuable Commodity More than
Human For my Computer And Financial
Management Skills i Learned Outside of School
And Outside of Work as Well For the Valuable

Lasting as

Long as i Could
Barely Make Another
Move in Pain and Numb At Work...

i Am always Amazed When i Think About
What You've Been able to accomplish As
CEO of 5 Health Clinics in New York, New York...

Yet i Remember Folks Are Different And You Have the Right

Stuff to
A Job Critical
for the Non-Profit
Areas of Health Care
You Serve in the Biggest
City in the United States...

Yet Of Course You Know What You
Are Doing Yet in my Second Job Change
Working For the Government Print Manager
Approving Printing Jobs And Editing Work Other
Folks Have Done for the Largest Navy Station Here

They Sent me to, 'They' Said Just Roam the Halls Up and

Down Here in the Administration Building of the Naval Air Station


May Be able
to Tell you How to
Do Your Job SMiLes

i Still Have No Idea What
i Am Doing Yet It's Peaceful
And Easy As the Summer Breeze
i Enjoyed That Day on the Beach
As At Least the Naval Air Station

Was Located on the Beach

If i Couldn't Have Escaped that
Hell Hole of a Building Every Day
For Lunch to that Beach Solo and Alone
in Peace i Might Not Have Ever made it
through that 3 Month Job Before i Got Moved
to Another And Another And Still Another Job
i wasn't Qualified For All in 5 Years Finally Saying

i Give


i Am Going
Away and
Never Working
Again of Course
i Didn't Have Much to
Say After Falling Flat on my
Face Defeated By the World Finally at Age 47...

i'm Surprised i Was Able to Get Up and Go Do Again....

With Enough Time Healing Comes From Within Indeed...



And Longer
Than a Canary
Dance and Song Now...

Gusts Already to 40 MPH 16 Hours Before the
Storm is Scheduled to Blow Through Dancing

(Trash Cans That Do Not Willow Give
Tumbling Over And Over Down Road)

With Wings of the Wind No Longer

245 Pounds only the

Weight of A Feather

Blowing Through the

Wind March Meets April
in the Deep South Florida

Panhandle Winter Birthing Spring
Labor Pains Clearly All Around Do



And This is the
'Small Talk' i Just Related
to A Retired Marine Around

my Neighborhood Block Dancing
Freely With Wings This Way Haha

The Look On His Face Was/is Priceless

Yet Nothing i Do Is For Sell or Copyrighted

As It's True Original Creativity Will Never Even

Need to Be Copyrighted It is surely More of me

Than Just A Label Assigned At Birth Not Able to Speak

Until Four or the Asperger's Syndrome Label Assigned

at 47 That the

Claim i Discarded

With Free Verse Poetry
And Free Dance Regulating
Emotions and Integrating Senses

Voila A Condition With No Cure i Just
Dance And Sing Away in Bliss And Nirvana Eternally Now

Yet You See As Far As Reciprocal Social Communication

The Doctor's With 'A Thousand Years' of Education Are able

to Learn to 'Speak Fred' Whereas the Retired Marine Neighbor

Not So Much Oh Lord Still Stuck With A Vincent Van Gogh


Hehe True
Who Now has
Ever Understood

What They've Never
Encountered Before Isn't
This the HiSToRY Already
of Original Creativity As We Know

It Yawn Hehe i Have the Advantage of
the Google Search Engine While This is New

Its surely isn't New in the Experience of Original Creativity

True indeed a Reciprocal Social Communication Difficulty Still

to Some Beautiful
Amazing Magical

to Others Just Word
Salad or Even So-Called
"Insanity" Yet to me the Science
of Poetry Counting Syllables and
Paint By Numbers is the Opposite of

Art And Truly
Science How Do i 'KNoW'

Hehe i've Gotten the Same
Clueless Responses From both
An Internet Site for Folks on the Autism
Spectrum and A Poetry Site online Dedicated

to "Paint
Poetry My God

That's the Part of Life
When i Was/AM iRobot i StruggLED

And Finally Escaped to Truly 'Bloom'
It's Like that Song By 'Nirvana' Sarcastic
in the Audience's Inability to Understand the
Lyrics While they Sang Along Yet It is the Music
That Brings The Emotional Explosions Far Beyond Words...

True 'Sturgill Simpson' Expressed A Different Ending of 'the Grunge'
From the 90's As "In Bloom" Becomes Colors of A 'William Blake Poem'...

SMiLes Dear
Cindy i Get You
And i'll Be HeaR
As Long As You Are Here

As ReMeMBeR i ReAlly have
No Choice as THere is a F R E D iN FRiEnD...

And On the Other Hand You Know what They Say About "Wookiee's"

True We Are Very Hairy And Have Big Canine Teeth Yet We Are the

Most Loyal
of All When

It Comes to FRiEnD...

Not Unlike Yoda When
He Was Only A Child of 50
It took me That Long And 3
Years More to Learn to Dance
And Sing Creatively And Most Everything
i've Done is Just A Copy and Paste Anthology
That Expresses How Much i've Been Inspired
By Other Human Beings and All of Nature Everywhere

i Travel
NoW iN
Flow in this
Life Now It's
All A Free Dance
And Song Prompt to me...

Hehe Yet oh How Upset Some Folks
Get When one Responds Creatively New This way...

Hehe, at Least online there is An On and Off Switch for me...

All These Words And It's So Amazing i Literally Became Assessed
As Legend, Famous, And Hero For Just A Non-Sense Public Dance
Everywhere i Go After About 12 Months of Doing it Back in 2014 Now

People Point at me like the 'Local Weather Man' And Takes Pics of me


In Line
There too hehe

Still Accumulating
16,402 Miles in
103 Months Now

And Some Folks Are
Amazed When they
Find out i Speak (Sing) too Hehe...

As i Talk/Sing As Fast as A Tornado
And Spread as Much Original Creative
Rain as A Hurricane Cat 6 in a New York Minute..

of Course Haha...

Oh Lord When Creativity
Becomes A Functional
Disability Outside of 'Wonderland' Now hehe...

And Yes in my Case "Boogie Wonderland" too...

Do not Doubt 'The Force' of A Non-Verbal 3 Year-Old Child HAha...


And Size
Matters Not
When One is
'too Big' to See WitH SMiLes...

It'S How 'Invisible Originally Creative People' 'Just Do It' And REMaiN Truly Free

And YeS It Dam Sure Beats An Overall "Will Smith" Fame AND FORTUNE Effect...

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31 Mar 2022, 11:56 pm

Silence Voice Within
Intuition Deeper New

Than All the Oceans
Now And Ground Below

Higher Than ABoVE iN Space
Skies Will Only Shy in Relation

Expanse Inner

Home "Interbeing" Now
All Center Point Balancing
Fed By Flow Deeper Still mY

FRiEnD Dear Savvy

Soul of Faith
Place of


Love Beyond
Measure All
Seeing More Within

To Feel And Sense For Real...

Source of Original CreativitY iN Deed...

SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Happy
Anniversary And New Moon to You
And Wow The Wait For the Construction
Now of Your Cave Pool Surely Worth It

So Beautiful Below
The Second Story
Pool Way Up There Hehe

And my Goodness How Well Behaved
Panda Australian Shepherd And Your Two

Very Vocal About Getting Treats Cats Are

Following You Without even Leashes
Amazing As Cats Usually

Veer Off the
Path and
Go Exploring
Maybe For Hours Free

HAha, So Relieved to Hear
You LiVE on A Dead End Street
Without Much Traffic As Goodness

We Have Four Wheel Drives Coming
Home Through Our Neighborhoods

Where We Still Struggle to Save
The Frogs From Road Kill

That Way So Very
Peaceful And

Beautiful Where
You LiVE Every
Part Paradise iNDeeD
Dear Aloha FRiEnD With SMiLes

And As Always Stellar Food True
And Rising Vegetable Garden too...

Ah So True There is No Barometer

Of Whether A Marriage is Gonna

Last or Even Be Tolerable

After 'The Romance'

Is Gone if
There is

No FRiEnDShip
Starting or Continuing
Dear Chaymaa With SMiLes...

i Agree And i Agree
And Totally Resonate

It Doesn't Matter What
Anyone Thinks As Long

As You Truly


This About
Yourself That's
Truly A Hardest Part indeed...

That Most Folks Don't Arise too Within...

And i Don't See How Anyone Who Has
Accomplished as Much As You Have

Could Do
it Without

This Already...

i Accept God For All That Is
DarK Thru LiGHT; The Christian
And Muslim Version That Most Folks

Profess, Not So Much; Particularly, recently,

As i Told A Muslim FRiEnD of Mine the Same
Way As i Easily Tell Christian FRiEnDS That The Version

of the Christian God That Many of the 45,000 Plus
Denominations Across the World Literally Profess As

An All Loving Merciful Forgiving God, Who Per the Parable
of the Goats and Sheep in Matthew, Burns Those Naughty

Folks Forever Who

Do Not Feed and
Clothe The Poor;

Yes, Changing Those
Folks From Loyal So-Called
Sheep to Naughty, Naughty Goats

And Burning Them Forever As They
Do Not Do Enough Do Gooding to be
Spared Torture Forever; Particularly, if they

Are Born As Some Folks Are, Biologically Speaking,
Without The Feeling to Love or Even a Conscience As

Such For Feeling
Regret For Harming
Someone, Even the Only
Way They May Feel Anything
At All in Life is to Actually Harm

Someone Starting With Small Animals

And Starting Fires For Destruction, Just
For the Adrenaline Rush As They Don't Get
Any Warm And Fuzzy Feelings of Oxytocin

As They May Not Biologically Be Able to Feel
Love That Way that The Altruistic Person Who Feeds
And Clothes the Poor Totally Feels As Warm Happiness Within...

So, Who Is the Poorest Homeless Person of All; the One Without A
External Warm Home or the One Who Has Never Had A Warm Home Within...

Well, Well, Well, Well, Humans Have Also Progressed Enough to Understand that
Human Beings Like My Wife With Partial Complex Seizures aren't Actually Demon


And Don't Deserve
to Be Burned at the
Stake in the Name of
Some Evil God That Would Support
That Torture No Different Than Hell Forever

For the Psychopathic Leaning Person Born that way too...

And Face Palm, For Actually Suggesting Folks Here Feel Inferior
to The So-Called Christian God That Portrays Someone More Like

Trump in that Parable of the Goats and Sheep, Except That God Gets
to Fire the Enemies Forever; The God That Said They Will Always Love
Them With Mercy And


True That's Basically
A Definition of A God
With More Than One 'Personality

Disorder;' Including, Likely the Folks
Who Wrote the Story too; 'Happy April
Fred's Day Eve,' Born With the 'Tarot Fool Number'
Still in 'Numerology' of 0, With Only 1's to Affirm
The Last Three Challenges of my Life; For Whatever
The Hell Or Heaven, i Wanna Do With Free Will; It's No

Less or More Believable

Now Than A Little Man
God With Some 'Personality
Issues'; Not Unlike 'Will Smith';

i Suggest that God Needs to See Someone;

Perhaps A Psychotherapist And Improve their Humanity...

My Muslim FRiEnD Said She Believes in the 'God That Tortures
Naughty Folks Forever' With 'Glory Be To Him'; i Didn't Vote For Trump

And i'm Not
Gonna Vote For
That God Either...

However, What i Will Do Per
Luke 17:21 per Whatever Ghost Author
Wrote the Lines of Finding the Kingdom of

Love Within is Continue to Create A God of

Love to iNHaLE Peace Exhale LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Least Harm...

Dam Sure



Naughty, Naughty
Humans Forever as
They Don't Have the Patience
Or Ability to Rehabilitate them;

True, We Need A More Wonderful
'God Counselor'


Damned Sure...

Listen, i Go To Church,
Shortly After the Homily
Starts At the Catholic Church
as it's one of Few that Doesn't

Keep Blaring Hell Fire to the Folks
They Don't Understand in this World;

Yet Whenever Some Antiquated Ridiculous
Old Dusty Belief Up to Evil is Uttered; i Just

Cancel it With

Love and

Send it Out of my Soul;

Like i Told mY FRiEnD, i Respect
Her Freedom to Believe Whatever
She Does and Do As She Pleases;

Yet An Evil God Like That; Hell no for me;

Jesus F in Christ; i'm More oF A Real Man Than THaT For Real;

Jesus F in Christ; Even Chris Rock is A Greater 'God' Than That....

THere Turning
The Other Cheek
Almost Making it
Believable that JeSuS Could Exist on Earth...

The 'Other God' Would Have Likely Traded His
Virgin Daughters to Be Raped, So His Friend Wouldn't
Be Sodomized; Or Dashed The Children of An Opposing
Tribe's Heads Against Rocks in Refrain of Joyous Psalm;

i've Read Stories Like that too; They Aren't Used, Unless

Someone Really

Evil wants to
Justify What

They Wanna Do Evil Next;

Saying, See It's in that so-called
Perfect Story Book; Yet We Have Libraries

of Books Now; With Fresher Ways of Love Than that....

God is Love,

Now Just Do It;

Like Gandhi Said,

Your Jesus is Alright with me;

Yet The Ones who follow Him Not so Much...

Yet You See, It's Plain to See to me, They
Got it From

the Book too...

It's a Book Of Love;
It's a Book Of Ignorance,
Also that leads Still to Much
Harm, Rape, Maiming, and Killing too...

Sort of Like the Human Condition That Authored it too...

The Book Is Messy; Not Particularly Rational; And Yes, Very Human...

No Wonder It's So Popular; It Appeals to All Kinds; And Ones Who Pretend

Like the
Rest of the
Story Doesn't exist...

It Doesn't Really Have An 'Ethical Leg' to Stand
On, Unless Ya Want 'God to Accept His Oscar'

For Burning

Folks forever

in Hell With No
Mercy, Forgiveness,
And No Love Left At
All; Wow What A Slap

ACross the Face of Truth

iN LiGHT Thru DarK

To Sheep Becoming Goats

in the
Before that
in Matthew at least...

"They Will Know We aRe
Christians By Our Love"

Wow, Amazing, if Everyone Did that For Real...

*Taps Finger, Still Waiting At Church At Least,

Among the Multitudes of Frowns THere And of

Course i Keep SMiLinG iN All WeatherS And
SeaSons of Humanity...

NoW Cause i Can;

Cause i Will NoW;

Just Because i Am Love, i Do Love True
iN DarK Thru LiGHT At Least For

HoW i 'SEe' NoW...

Welcome Haha
i Thought it
Was Friday
Day Feels
Like Saturday
In Spring Wishing
Colors to You Soon
Always Keeping An
Eye on Your Weather

With SMiles...

All Beautiful Sights
of Spring March Magic
Where You Live Keep

Coloring Your Pages
This Way navasolanature


LeSSoN 395
Wild FLoWeRS
Free Create THeir
Own New Colors of Beauty

With Wild
FLoWeRS SMiLinG...

Regarding Lost Boys/Men/Etc./
And Peter Pan for Real Now
Also Known As Man-Child

And Fairies for Real
And Stuff Like That;

First of All, Mr. Glitch,
Happy, Happy, Holy Thursday
Also Known as April Fred's
Day Eve to me As i Ain't Afraid to

Be Different Than What Culture
Determines Others Must Do Now;

In Case You Haven't Heard, Play Slays Fear,
Opening up the Way for Inhaling Peace, Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing,

With Least Harm for All; And Yes By God Yes, i Dance With

A Gym Towel At A Military Gym for Really Big Elite Warrior Dudes;

True, Just Like i Have Wings As i Obtain More and More Balance, Making

All 245 Pounds of me Feel Light as A Feather; It's True, i Don't Have to Go to
the State


Or Up in
Space too
And Spend
A Hundred Thousand
Dollars or So For A Ride

to Feel And Sense Weightless This
Way; Oh by the Way, Science Shows
This Improves Our Social Empathic

Abilities too as the Cerebellum of Our
Brain That Is Associated With Moving is
Also associated with Social Empathic Real

Oldest Intelligences as Cerebellums Yes Are
Common to All Social Animals and Others That Move...

True, i don't Even need A Skateboard to Do this Everywhere i Go
in Public Yet in Fact Hehe, Walmart Customer Service Associates
Have Accused me of Wearing Skating Wheels on the Bottom of my

Shoes; Yet oh
No, It's All A Matter
of Play Slaying Fear And 16,402 Miles
Now in Practice of Public Dance Now in
103 Months; And What Are The Rewards
of A Dude, Almost 62 Years-Old Dancing Like
A So-Called April Fred's Fool, Year Round Everywhere

He goes; Well True, All the Hips Offered (Forced on me) Up to me for Grinding
Dances at the Dance Hall All through my Late 50's to 60 Years-old Dancing Free
Floating Solo This Way at the Biggest Metro Dance Hall With Young Women Bringing me

Pink Roses And Kisses on the Cheek; Calling me Legend, Hero, And Reminding me
i am Famous Everywhere i Go in Public, Still Now, Ever Since that Feed-back Started
Back in 2014, Just a Year in the Continuing April Fred's Day Year 'Round Where i LiVE

in the Most Conservative And Social Science Assessed Difficult Place to Be Different than
the other Humans in the Herd; With Three Military Installations, And the Locality in the Record
Books for the Most 'Footloose' Christian Churches Per Capita Here; Oh Yeah, and Back to the Military

Gym; What Do the
Other Big Military
Elite Warriors Do when
i am Floating Around the
Gym Dancing With a Towel
in Balance Shedding my 245 Pounds

This Way in Actually An Autotelic Flow
of Free Moving Meditation in Balance that

Brings What is Described As Total Focus With no
Fear or Anxiety, Also Known As 'CHI' in Martial Arts
Like 'Tai-Chi' Practices Slow to Fast in my Case in Free Dance...

Well As i Start to Load 30, Yes, 30 Forty-Five Pound Plates Just
to Warm Up With 1380 Pounds as i Still Easily Leg Press 1520 Pounds
Beyond the Warming Up Part of my Work-Out, Still Now Close to 62 Years-Old;

Well, here is What they Do, They Watch With Their Jaws Dropped Trying To Figure out
How i Retain

my Youthful
Strength and More
Than They Are Able
To Press That Weight

4 Decades Younger than me;

Here's Why, i Am Fool Enough not
to BE A Real Fool And Ever Believe Now i
Am Going to Be Any Less Strong than when i Am 21;

(True, i Only Leg Pressed 500 Pounds then; 3 Times
Stronger Now As Literally Empirically Assessed by Weight)

And in Practice of April Fred's Day, Year 'Round Every

Day is 'Holy
Thursday' This Way...

Other than that i Have Examples
Like Jack LaLanne, Who Towed 70 Boats
Across A Bay Swimming at A Still Youthful 70 Years-Old

And One of my Friends; A Retired Navy Captain At that Military Gym Still
Squatted 450 Pounds and Bench Pressed 450 Pounds into His 70's; As

He Didn't Believe He Was Gonna Get Old and Weak And Stale
And Boring When He Got Older Either, So He Did Not; His Mind


As Sharp Now
At Close to 80
As It Ever Was too...

Even Though He's Dealt With
Challenges of Multiple Cancers
Now And Other Medical Challenges
Through-Out his Life too; If Ya Sit on

Your Butt, You Rot; Use it or Lose Applies
to all Stuff Existence; If You Stop Playing and
Originally Creating, Your Mind Stops Growing Younger too...

i Wouldn't Trade 16 for Sweet 61, For All the Money in the World

As i Have

A Pro
At Being
Peter Pan
For Real in Almost
Every Way; Another Hint,
Be Friends With 'Tinker Bells';
And Make Sure Ya Marry 'Wendy,' Hehe...

True my Wife Also Still Plays Like A Teenage
Girl too And Surely Reflects the Body Type Still

As the
Shows at 52
in a Few Days

in Wonderland
And Eden Where i LiVE;

i Wasn't Always Free to
Play Like a Child, in Fact, i
Looked Like an Old Man at
7 Years-Old, and Basically like
A Worm Standing Up Stuck to A Book...

i Was Wearing A Superman Outfit when
i Looked Like Herman Munster then; Change;

It's Still What's
Up For Holy Thursday
Continuing As April Fred's Day Now...

Aging iN ReVerse is Really A Blast Leaving (Writing Free Verse
Poetry in ReVerse For 10.3 MiLLioN Words in 103 Months Really
Makes A Tremendous Amount of New Brainiac Connections too)
The Skates Behind And Surfing Terrestrial Earth With A Free
Autotelic Moving Meditation Free Dance Making Ya Strong as

A Frigging

And It's True,
Science Suggests
That Humans Haven't
Been Separated From Being
Feral Long Enough to Lose this
Potential, Of Course if they Move Enough

Like An
And Less As
A Worm Still
Standing Up
Mostly Sitting Down
Attached to a Book
(Or Screens Of Course)
As the Before April
Fred's Day And Holy
Thursday April Fred's Eve

Version Did Before as Early As 7 Years-Old;

'They' Don't Teach This in School, Work, or Church, Or Even
Even Home; Lord Knows, What Would Happen if Everyone
Did Man-Child and Peter Pan like me; True,
Nothing Much of Work Would Get Done; Yet

True, Other Folks Still Take Care of that Same
as i Did in my 33 Years Of Work too; Now a

Age of
Pan Man-Child For REAL...

Seriously, if a Person Doesn't

Take the Opportunity to be A Child
Again With Wonder and Amazement
Creating Every Day New with New Colors

of Enjoying Life Head to Toe and So Much

More, They May Never Find Heaven Within For Real...

Place Indeed
And A Woman
Child's Place; And
All the Spectrum of
the In Between of Continuing Free Play...

Shorter Answer Now Without So Much Creativity in Play:

Dude, Older Dudes Still Skate, Just Because They
Feel Like Doing it; Same 'Reason,' 'Forrest Gump'
Gave For His Reason, Fictionally AS Such to Run
(Nike Sells Shoes, And That Goddess of Victory in
Greek Way For Profits Suggests the Same, "Just Do IT")
Across the United States, Several Times in the Movie;

Or 'Ferris Bueller' too;

Difference Being;
Life Moves Pretty
Fast; if Ya Don't
Dance Sing Loose
Heavenly in Free Play
Like A Child New Now; All You
May Meet Next is a Dirt Nap;


And Some Folk's Belief that
The After Death is More Fun
Than Heaven for Real Now...

LIke i Said/Dance/Sing
Every Day Now is Holy
Thursday and April Fred's
Day to me
on Friday...

i Don't


to Shine From Within;

And Fly Dancing Free on Terrestrial
Land Now Barefoot or With Nike's As
'They' Don't Let You Dance/Fly Barefoot in Stores...


A Child Only
A Mother Loved at Seven-Years-Old,
And A Few Other Relatives, And Some Cats, And A Dog too;

Yet the Dog Didn't Come Around Till Middle School;

i'd Rather Play/Do 'Tarot Card Fool,' For Real,
Number 0 Whole, Than Do Living Dead Again...

And That's
For Damned
Sure As i Did
That Stint in
For Real for 66 Months True too...

True We Can
Only Keep Trying
Harder For Fun...

Hehe Dear Cindy
i Was Never Much
Good At


Yet Numbers
Easy Breezy
ACCounting i Do...

For Those Who
Search And Find God

Silence Voice Within
Intuition Deeper New

Than All the Oceans
Now And Ground Below

Higher Than ABoVE iN Space
Skies Will Only Shy in Relation

Expanse Inner

Home "Interbeing" Now
All Center Point Balancing
Fed By Flow Deeper Still mY

FRiEnD Dear Savvy

Soul of Faith
Place of


Love Beyond
Measure All
Seeing More Within

To Feel And Sense For Real...

Source of Original CreativitY iN Deed...


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02 Apr 2022, 12:29 am

SMiles Dear
Savvy Resonating
Ocean Breath Waves
Continue on Forever



God And That
Ain’t An April
Fred’s Joke So

Happy Weekend

Always New



ParK NoW
WHere The
FouRTH of
July is More
Than Red White
And Blue And God
Wears More New Colors

Flags And
Worlds oF Old
In DusTY Books...

Always A Pleasure
Dear Cindy
Fools For
Love Endure
Even After


NeckS Hehe...

A Thousand Buddha's in

Every Eye of Compassion

A Love Forever Now

NeW iN

Breath of Kindness
Dear Savvy With SMiLes...

No Can't In Love

Only Feeling


of Do


Warm And True
With SMiLes Dear Chaymaa...

SMiLes Dear Kindness Wisdom
Thanks For Dropping By
Again Hehe to 'The

Best Post

of the Year'

Are You Sure
That's Not an "April
Fool's Day" Academy Award HAha...

SMiLes Dear Cindy Beautiful
Inspiring Poetry As Always

And True You Look
As Elegant There in the

Photo With Your Husband
As Any Academy Awards

Participant Hehe All Civilized

Too of Course With Humanity's SMiles

Yes Happy "April Fred's Day" Always Endearing

to me Ever since my
Peers in Middle
School Then Labeled

(In the Year Book of '73)

me as The Cafeteria
Lady in Her Clown Mask
For Halloween And It's True

Katrina Understood Early On
It Wasn't Necessary to Pick April 1st
For Our Wedding Date as Every Day
Is "April Fred's Day," Over HeaR in This

Neck of the
Woods By the
Way You Have A
Very Long Elegant

Neck too Some Days Have
Gone By Since i Lost my Neck
And Ended Up Mostly With Head
And Shoulders With No Dandruff TG...

No FRedwoods Today, i'm All Out of
Fire Wood And Creative Fumes Hehe...

After Poetically Responding to Literally
Hundreds Of Poets and Thousands of Poems

Globally As Part of 10.3 MiLLioN Words Now in
103 Months of my Own Longest EPiC Long Form Poem

Bible; Yep, More than 12 Times the Size of the Old King James
Size Minuscule


Considering How
Differently 40 Different
Humans May Respond to

The Same Poetry in Determining

The Meaning, Totally Different From the
Intent of the Author Who Is Actually Alive
And At Hand to Provide His Actual Intent

And Meaning of the Poetry He Or She Writes
From Deep Within; It's Surely Amusing to Hear

Someone Claim They Have the 'One True' Meaning of

Anything Written in a Bible By Ghost Authors assigned
Famous Pen Names Like Mark, Luke, John, And Matthew,
Close to 2000 Years Ago; With All the Scribe Changes, Mistaken
And Intentional After That; And All the Editing Changes, Translations,
And ReVisions That Still Come Today Among Over 45,000 Denominations

Globally Where In One Church You May Ask A Congregation of 400 People
And Get Different Interpretations From EACH AND EVERY PERSON THERE IN





The Truth is as Validated By Neuroscience At Least, is Every Breath

We Take Is Constantly Changing Us into a New Creation That We Take Part

Of Now in Both
Nature and Nurture too,

Which Means An Eternally Changing

New Testament of Life We Co-Create As

We Basically as Neuroscience Also Shows,

Hallucinate our Realities, Creating them Based
on Past Hallucinations We Co-Create of Our Realities Before...

And This Is Why, i Write My Own Bible; Might As Well As Most
Everyone Around Us Who Has Read that Old Dusty one Has

A Different
View in
Based on their
Nurture and Nature

As They Continue to
View it Differently Based
on Their Changing Discernments
In Changing Interpretations too All

The Way Across Their LifeSpan Of Course
Unless They Change over to a Zillion Other
Books or So Doing the Reality of Change Again

of Every
We Take
A New
of Our Changing
Realities Eternally Now New...

Other Than That Happy "Fred's Day" Again,

For It's True, i'm in Good Company As the Holy
Fool is an Archetype As Long as Humans Exist,
Marginalized, Bringing Newer Rules to Order Creatively

Moving Out of Herd Think this way to Come to New Arts
And Sciences of Life; And Of Course, the Isaiah 53, Archetypal Hero
Story Retold Innumerable Instances In Other Stories and Arts too;

The Hero Is Called Out into the Desert Within and Challenged in Dark
By Demons Within And Escapes Dark to Bring Newer Arts And Sciences
About Life Experience to The Village iN LiGHT Back Home or Traveling
Further; Yep,

Even Online
Days too
As Heroes
And Holy Fools Still Do...

It's Nothing New Under the Sun Now or then...

Different Actors, Same Characters As the Human Story continues on
And on As Some Folks Learn From Lessons Old And Make A Newer World Greater To Love;

One Thing For Sure is, One Who Proclaims the Meek Inherit the Earth; And the Poor of Spirit
Inherit the Kingdom of God and Heaven Within; And the Last is First; And If You Believe You
Will Do Greater

Works than

me Is the


Now Who
Inherit Heaven
Within New Same

Story Cross Culturally

Proclaimed Through Ages Still;

Same Story Acted Upon too Now For Real...

And it's Damned Sure Not the Same Demagogue Story of
'Trump Jesus,' Ya Can And Will Also Find in that Big Black

Book, If That Is How You Perceive Your Reality Differently too...

Basically Life is A Rorschach Test And Some Folks See Demons

And Other

Folks Become
Angel Empath
Lovers For Real

As Strong As No Fear Brings...

Anyway, JeSuS, According to the
Story at Least Wasn't too Big to
Suggest That Others Will Do Greater
Works than Him Per John 14:12
If They Just Believe
And Do It too...

So It's

Simple, i Do,
With All the Authority too
of the Luke 17:21 Kingdom
of God Within For Real All Original


of Course Now Too...

Meanwhile, Folks Still Wait
For 'Godot' After A Dirt Nap

And May Never Even Seek/Find the Kingdom
of Heaven Within For Real Now in An Autotelic
Flow Generating As Much Joy as they Please Now too

And Other Folks Spend Their Life Never Really Living Now


Of Hell
On After Death
Even More in An
Imagined Dirt Nap More...

Anyway, Just my View; VIEWS Vary Smaller
Or Greater, Per Each and Every Human


JeSuS F (FooL) iN CHRiST
i HaVE No CHoicE BuT To coMe
BacK oN APRiL 1st, 2022 FRiGGiNG AGAiN

Loving ALL

FirST i CaME BacK aS A MiNioN

iN FuLL ACCounT oF 'The' (A) DaY
At HanD i'LL Be BacK iN A FeW
WitH ANgELs FroM HeaVeN


For Real Now

Hehe Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Happy
1st of April


Not Sure if
You Celebrate it
In Hawaii Yet i Always

Do Locally
Where i Live
i Figure if i Help
Save Enough Frogs...

i’ll Come
Back As A
Prince And
Then i May
Celebrate Happy
Prince Day too Yet

i’ll Be Satisfied
As Cat As Long
As my Wife Pets

me And Gives
me Treats With
SMiles Aloha With

And All
Those You Love...

LeSSoN 396 Planet Human
God Is Love Religion Is
Kindness Happy Fred’s
Day Hehe Dance Sing
Hellooove to An Alien

April 1st, 2022

It’s True i’ve Heard
It Danced And Sung
“Now And Then We
All Feel Like Aliens,
Have Mercy

The Alien
Help Him
Find His And
Or Her Way Back Home”

Hehe True i Paraphrased
It A Bit Never


Is Never
Far Away
SMiles the
Alien Creature
Of Habit i Am
i Always Come

to Make You

SMile on
Friday For
A Weekend
Alien Toast
Of Cheers With SMiles
It Always Feels Like A Book

Of The
Year When
i Write Dear FRiEnD...

Empty Shells Yes True LoVE iN my
Attempts When Lost From Love Then
To Color Words of Soul With Essence

More Than Shells For it's True
Even When We Have Love
That's True At Our Sides

We May Have Fallen
Away too Far to Fill
A Feel Of Empty Shells

In Words of Love

That Touch

Now More Than Shells
On Beaches Separating
Our Sea Creatures Within
That Who Dances And Sings
Love Back to Ocean Whole
Warmth Lovely Poem Dear
Hemalatha Keep EXPReSSinG

A Song of
Your Soul Dancing
STill Breathing So Free
Leaves of Living Trees Feeding
Green Falling to Soils Birthing New Souls

So Loving
Real So Alive
Be i Am So Free...

It’s Worth NotinG One Will Not Compete Against
What Will Not Be Measured: LoVE (GoD) ReaL

Living A Life Of A ‘Holy Fool’ And Not Getting
‘Crucified’ For It Yep The American Dream Of

The J Man Fool Fulfilled Now For LoVE ReaL

FoR Me, Shedding 'Old Time' Religions,

Same As That Nasty Green Habit of
MaKinG Capitalism The God of the

Declaration of Independence with
Life, Liberty, And the Pursuit of True Happiness

YeS FoR Me


Key to
God of LoVE iN
All With Least Harm WiTHiN Yes For

ALL Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing

iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE REAL

For Me Big Mistake Before LooKinG
To Those Not Fool Enough to See Truth

For True What Harms Forever iS ONly Evil...

No IfS AndS OR Buts,

Only Naked Truth;

Love When Real and
True iN LiGHT And DarK

Never Requires Worship,

Never Fears Criticism Now

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

And Nope, Dam Sure Isn't Afraid to
Love And Even in Damndest Ways Doesn't

Torture Any Part of Nature Forever As REAL DarKesT Evil...

Try to Convince me of Something As 'Idiotic' As That: NOPE.

i Don't Owe Anyone

Anything to

BE A 'Real Fool' Like That...

And For Those Who are Willing
To BE A Scape Goat For That Have At IT...

For Whatever 'Orange' Arises From Street Gutters Next...

Do As Ya



What Folks Do
LiGHT Thru DarK Anyway...

Under the Force of LoVE REaL

or a Lesser 'God'


SMiles Dear
What Heaven Spells

For ReaL ON EartH
NoW Naked Nature


Clothes oF LieS iN
Ignorance All Human
Clothes Pandemics

And Kill

Each Other
And The Rest
Of The Only
Home We Will
Ever Now Be

Most To Even
BREaTHE Free Now...

'Tricks' Are For Silly
Wabbits And Fools

Who Rather Just Tale
The Truth Than Swim in CuLTuRaL,
Political, Philosophical, Religious Lies

That Bond and Bind Over Group Think

Like Female Genital Mutilation in Some Countries

Child Marriages For Pay in Others And Clerics Abusing Young
the Same
Way As Priests
May Do Now in the

Name of A Similar
God that Burned Folks
Like my Wife With Partial

Complex Seizures Mistaking
The Grimacing Looks of Folks
Undergoing a Challenge of Seizures

As Frigging Demon Possessed As Ignorance

is A Worst Real Human Pandemic That Harms, Rapes,

Maims, And Kills Each Other And the Rest of Nature Most

Welcome to 'Greta

Thunberg World'

Fool Enough

To Tell The Truth
About the Environment
of Humanity's Ignorance

Yet Without Giving Any F's
If She is Gonna Fit into Modern Group
Cultural Think Lies True Though She Doesn't

Dance Naked With the Stars Like me as After
All Naked Has Been Selling So Much of What Human


For Eternity

of the Condition Now

Yet Naked Does Not Lie

As It Doesn't Have the Kind

of Intelligence to Cover Truth With Clothes

Oh This Holy Fool Condition Happy Fred's Day

Year Around For me too Yet For One Who is Content

With Who They Are What They Have And Where They Are

Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete No One May Take

Their Heaven


Just the
Way They Are
As Billy Joel Sings too...

And Yes Shedding the Filthy
Green Habit of the Money MaKinG
God Slave Is Surely A Path to Freedom of


iN DarK

Now A Place Where

Ya No Longer Have to Believe

in God's Who Are Eternally Loving,
Merciful And Forgiving While Burning
Their Enemies the Naughty Ones Forever

And Calling Themselves 'Clean' Nah, i Can, Will,
And DO See Through that 'Dirty Trump TricK' NoW

As True Not Every Fool Is Holy Either

For i Don't
Wear Any

of Those
Clothes that Require Lies

To Fit in to the DarK Pit Below Above For Real...

i For One Believe That We Should Be Able to Heal

on Days Besides Sunday And Not Be Murdered for Love

Or Threatened Bodily Harm and Spit on in School Just For Smiling

And Being
A Human

in Trump
Town USA too..

It's True in my Middle School
Year Book Most Common Response
to me even Labeling the Lunch Worker
Lady in Her Clown Dress for Halloween 'Fred'

They ASSiGNeD the Archetype Early on i Just
Follow Through for What the Christian Onward Soldier
Marching Boys

me with
Then Again
Happy Fred's
Day Always NoW iN Deed

Yawn All i have to Do is Dance
Sing Free SMiLe And Tale my Naked Truth
Play Slays Fear Best Naked When Dancing Singing Free
With the Stars or Just Me aLLone With a Little Help From FRiEnDS...

SMiles Dear
Savvy Resonating
Ocean Breath Waves
Continue on Forever



God And That
Ain’t An April
Fred’s Joke So

Happy Weekend

Always New



ParK NoW
WHere The
FouRTH of
July is More
Than Red White
And Blue And God
Wears More New Colors

Flags And
Worlds oF Old
In DusTY Books...


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03 Apr 2022, 12:31 am

Touching Wind Now

With Wings of Dance

Dear Savvy


Air Of
Wings So Free
Just LoViNG All This
FLiGHT oF Life New
SMiLinG Singing High to Low...

So True Dear Chaymaa

Wild Flowers Love


Enough to
Break Through
Concrete And Flower

Even Without Any Human
Additives Like Fertilizer

or Pesticide Oh How

Wild Loving


Thrive This
WaY in Human
Form of Essence True too...

SMiLes Dear Gibberish Wonderful Post
on The Gift That Keeps Giving Human Empathy

When Driven From Within Our Mirror Neurons Help

Deliver When Well Tuned Along With Helpful Neurochemicals
And Neurohormones Like Oxytocin, Dopamine, And Serotonin All
in Balance

And Amazingly

Social Empathic Intelligence

may Be Increased Through Arts

Like Dancing And Singing Free with

Others As Poetry Connects Emotions
With Words Better To Regulate Emotions

And Dance Integrates Senses As Well

As Even Our Cerebellums That Are
Connecting to Every Move

Enhance Our Ability

to Sense and

Feel What

Another Person is
Going Through Better
And Indeed Come Closer
to Walking in Their Shoes Now

And True As Well Empathy is An
Intelligence That May Wither Away

if We Stick With Only Problem Solving
Mechanical Cognition Like Computer Science
And Accounting Fields and Such As That As True

Even in the Engineering Classes And Computer Labs
When i Went to College (Hehe in the Early 80's) Cautions

Were Posted
Don't Forget

to Get Out
And Move
And Co-Create
With Other Humans
In Social Empathic Activities
Then Now Yes As Simple as Dancing
And Singing Free Together Yes Opening Up

HeARTS From Head to Toe More Where Reason
May Follow More in Balance of Mind And Body Soul...

Yet A Most Difficult Kind of Empathy is Cognitive Empathy

Coming to Understand The Shoes of Others We Have Never

Really Walked in At All And Oh How Blogs And Other Arts That
Clue Us in On

Other People's
Lives and Life

Histories Help Develop
Greater Cognitive Empathy
As Every Human Life Experience May Now...

Hehe, i'm A Pretty Good Case Study Example
As There is An Autism Quotient Test Online (AQ Test)
Developed By Scientist Simon Baron Cohen That Measures
Social Empathic Intelligence Verses Systemizing Intelligence...

The Higher The Score Through 50, The Higher The Systemizing
Intelligence Versus Lower Scores to 0 For Social Empathic Intelligence...

Spending my Last 5 Years At Work Doing Computer Science, Financial
Management, And Other Associated Systemizing Intelligence Activities,

i Scored A 45 And Was Also Diagnosed With Asperger's Syndrome in
2008 At Age 47; At Age 53 After Writing Free Verse Poetry And Public

Dancing i Scored 11 And the Doctor's Were Amazed At How i Turned
My Soul Around and Opened Up My HeART And SPiRiT This Way

All In Balance

Yet It's True

i Was Retired

i No Longer

Had to Serve
Systemizing Intelligence

to Exist i Came Out of that
Cocoon And No Longer Tripping
Over So Many Caterpillar Legs i Truly

Became A Butterfly With Wings Dancing Singing
Loving Moving Connecting Co-Creating With Other

Butterfly Winged Human Empaths True As Well
It's Kind of Exciting to Think That A Human
Who Was Once Assessed As A Machine

Could Be
As Human
Again This Way...

True i Spent The 18 Years
Before that 5 Years Behind the
Computers Working With People...

i Wasn't Nearly the Machine i Came to Be then
It's True It Seems Use it or Lose it Applies to Most
All Stuff Existence...

Thanks For Sharing
Dear Chaymaa Always
A Pleasure With
SMiles Happy
To You
In Egypt too...

Truth of Now And Then

Hmm... ThaT ReMinds
me PerHapS A Nap
iS iN Order Next... Hmm...

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
THere is LoVE iN Waves
THere is Ocean of Love

Waves Rise Fall

Yet Both Ocean
And Love Are

Made of

to Last
Ride The
Waves Be
Ocean Water
Lasting Indeed
Yet of Course Now Only Your
Journey Within Seeking Finding New...

Sadly The Truth is

If i AM to Be Me

Honest And True to

Myself As the World Stands

And Falls Today i Surely Cannot
(Particularly Where i Live Today)

Expect Rationally

To Be Treated

With Dignity

And Respect

in A World Currently

Like This However What i Can
And Will Do As An Individual
True to me is Treat Myself

With Dignity And Respect

No Matter How


The World
Now Will See of me

And Do to me Short
of Any Real Harm Now

It's Truly Impossible to
Change Our Worlds And
The World At Large Eventually

Unless We aRe Truly Strong Enough

To be the Fool in Eyes of Others Different and Persevere

Granted i Surely Won't Be one Asking For Volunteers...

And i Surely Understand The Reality of it is That this

Is Almost

To Do As A Social
Animal Human Being
Unless One is Financially
Independent And Not Slave to
Anyone Else for Financial Security

With Enough Core Love From At least
one or A Few Others to Survive As Human-Kind True


Most Folks

Will Fall
And Sadly
Become More

Villain Than Hero to Themselves...

Or Conform of Course And Survive
As Less Than True to Their Authentic Self...

When i Expect Dignity and Respect From Others
Is When i More Often Respond to Harm With Harm...

(Yep, Ask Chris Rock About Turning The Other Cheek,
Bullied in Childhood That Way too Refusing
to Fall in

That Way)

Giving Up Those


Hard indeed

Yet The Rewards

Do Come From Within
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE Enough Now...
Of Course Only in my Individual View of Existence...

62 Percent of American's Morality, Includes the Belief that An All Loving,
Merciful, Forgiving God Tortures Naughty Humans Forever in Suffering After Death;

i Must Wonder, if they 'Deserve' to go To Heaven, With Morality, and a Belief Like that....

i'm Guessing, the Path to Heaven Within Now For Them is much Like A Camel Passing

Through the Eye of A Needle...

Sure, Easy for Someone, Like
me to See, Dance, And Sing This; Someone

Now Who Feels and Senses Naked, Enough, Whole
Complete; Someone, Who Sees Beauty in DarK Thru

LiGHT; Someone Who Inhales Peace, Exhales LoVE iN

JoY oF LiGHT; Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing, Now For All

With Least Harm; Do i Understand Why 62 Percent of Folks in the U.S. Believe

An All Loving, Merciful, Forgiving, God Tortures Naughty Folks in Suffering Forever in

A Place Called Hell; All i Know for Sure is; They Aren't me; And i Can't Imagine a Love that


As i Am
Wired Differently
By Relative Free Will;

Biology; And Environment of

Course As All Work Together to

Create Who i Am And How i Love Completely Now

Unconditionally Yet Yes, No, i Don't Love it When Folks Call me
With Robo-Spam-Calls Attempting to Sell me A Used Car Service
Warranty for my Honda Civic That Are Well Known to Last 200,000
Miles if Properly Maintained; Sort of Like The Human Body, if We See This

Life As Heaven

And Take Care

of Our Bodies

And Don't Wait for
A Better Body After Life

And An Opportunity to Really
Be Happy Then; Feeling that it is

Moral That Other Folks Who Lived A Life
Different than You Believed in, get to Suffer Forever

For Being
And Making
Mistakes Or Just Being
Who They Are Differently than You (Us)...

Some Folks Evolve Out of Ignorance; Some Folks Do Not;
'Some Folks Dance, Some Folks Do Not' Per 'Guardians of the Galaxy' of Love Too;
There Are Mountain's of Human Suffering Built Upon Valley's of Ignorance Indeed;

Science Shows The Human Condition isn't Particularly Rational; Our Feelings, Senses,
Emotions Most Often
Come First Before

Our Reasons;

And i Surely
Believe There
is Still Room For

Love to Evolve to Truly
Unconditional, Where Beauty

May Be Seen As DarK BRings LiGHT...

Seen it Happen in My Life; And Surely That
Lifted Some Veils of Ignorance in the Original
Greek Definition of Apocalypse Way for me Now;

Sure, There is Heaven And HeLL ON EartH;

Been to Both Places; one for 66 Months

Followed by the Other

Place of Love
For All As

Above in My
Personal Morality,
Beliefs And Ethics Now;

True, Eight Years, Eight Months
And A Half A Month, And Two And A Half Days in Heaven Within Eternally Now;

God Yes, A Real Place Both Objective And Subjective Morally True FoR Me at Least...

Yes, We LiVE iN A Country in the United States With Separation of Church and State

And that Indeed Lends Plenty of Room For Folks To LiVE iN Both Heaven And HeLL ON EartH

And The
of Grey
of Existence
Forever now True too...

What Heaven Spells Is
How i Bring Love to Life For Real...

Considering That Some Countries
See Morality in Female Genital Mutilation;

Other Countries Bury Lesbians to Their Chest
And Stone Them To Death; And in This Country
There is A Push For Women Who Are Raped to
Enforce Their Inability to End Their Suffering

To Terminate A Pregnancy That Way; Even
if Daddy Raped His Little Girl Violently;







Yet What Do Ya Expect From Folks With a Morality And A Belief
in an All Loving, Merciful, Forgiving God That Tortures Naughty Folks
in Suffering Forever;

Culture, Indeed,

Will Be A Seeding

Ground for All Kinds

Of Evil Harming Others to
Escape From the Pit of Human

Imagination and Creativity Bringing Nightmares to Fruition...

Morality DarK Thru LiGHT is the Nightmares to Dreams We Bring to
Fruition Now...

Who Needs

'The Twilight
Zone' And 'Rod

Serling' in a Place like 'This'...

Hell, Who even Needs Hell;

Look Around It's Still Falling
From So-called Human-Kind...

With Heaven Still RiSinG From Some Others True too...

YET MEH, Most Folks Are Living in Purgatory Pay-Check
to Pay-Check; Some of them Filling Up their Garages With

Walmart Junk Over-Consuming Resources on the Planet

Earth With A Major

Focus on the Fact

That Gas Has Recently

Gone Up A Buck; While They

Still Believe Folks Deserve to
Suffer Forever in Hell for Being Naughty...

Paint 'Your' Wagon Indeed; Color it With Who You Are...

What You



Where You are...

It's Surely Not Fair;

And It is What We
Imagine And Co-Create Now;

FoR Me at Least What Heaven Spells Now...


LoVE ReaL For ALL...

Hehe, Except for those
Damned Robot Spam Calls;

At Least They are Only Machine; And Not Human...

If They Were Human i'd Give 'em A 'Fred-Talk' Like This;

Meh, Chances

Are They

Wouldn't Call Back,

Even With the Very
Best of Intentions from me...

Yet Chances Are They Might
Think About Life Differently in Someway than before...

Meh, The Joy of the Eternal Now is Actually Doing Heaven Now...

THere is Nothing

Anyone Will Take
Away From Someone Who is
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete, Love Now...

Which Leaves All To Give, Share, Care, And Heal Away, Away, Away, some more...

Yet Again i Am Wired This Way; Through Much Blood, Sweat, Tears, Pain, and Numb in
'the Other Place' too...

LiGHT Comes From

DarK; Perhaps, Everyone

Will Eventually Have to
Go Through Darkness to Finally 'See'...

Touching Wind Now

With Wings of Dance

Dear Savvy


Air Of
Wings So Free
Just LoViNG All This
FLiGHT oF Life New
SMiLinG Singing High to Low...

Heaven Spells...

In Part Dedicated to
my Nephew Who Sadly
Never Made it out of the
Dungeon On Earth And Left Last Night That Way...

How Fortunate Are We To Find Our Wings Of Love

How Unfair Life Will Be For Those Who Never Find A Single Feather in Life...

At Best in Memory Not Unlike my Son Ryan Who Only Lived 51 Days in Pain...
My Nephew's
Name Cody...
As Long
As We Will
On Wings of
Love Giving Back
What They Were Never Given At all...
i've Been to the Lowest Levels oF ALL...
i Made it Out Indeed Not All Do AT All too...

Count Our

Every Color


Wings of LoVE Real
Now New Again What Heaven Spells..:)

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03 Apr 2022, 10:01 am

"Life is Like a Box of Chocolates," Said the Rabbit
Or Bugs Bunny Or Whoever Brings a Message Next

Oh i Love That Forrest Gump Movie Quote

And Also Too i Read Some Teacher of Poetry

Suggest on NPR This Morning Don't Tie A Poem

to A Chair

And Expect
to Interrogate
The Only Meaning
Out of it Sort of Like
Folks Who Tale God What To Do

And Really Think They Have Control

As They Are Afraid of Someone Higher

Up Who Knows More Than They do Hehe...

Anyway i Used to be the Tennis Guy Who Folks Thought

Would Go Pro Doing That At the City Park From 12 Year-old
Then Through my Twenties And i Started Out With Some Concrete

Weights From K-Mart my Mother Bought me When i Had Bird Arms and Legs then....

And True i Was the Kid Who From Very Early Who Rode His Bicycle, Bicycle, i Always Wanted

To Ride my Bicycle From the Day i Learned How as A Child Through Elementary School
Riding All Around Town

Through my Twenties
Going as Far As the Next
City Over in Heavy Traffic on
the Side of the Rode Before Smart
Phone Distractions of Course And Running
That Far And Participating in 10K Races and the Such too...

i Was Always The Teacher's Pet and the Nerd Who Made the Good
Grades in School Girls Liked me as Long as i Went to Conventions Down
South and Like Superman Wandered Around Without my Glasses on True

As Long as i Didn't Give Anyone a 'Fred-Talk' the Pretty Girls might want to
Kiss me Down there at the Nerd Beta Club Conventions Where You Might
Come Across a 'Penny' From 'the Big Bang Theory Show' Where All the

Budding Musks, Gates, Jobs, and Zuckerbergs Came to Meet Once A
Year in Their Plan to Rule the World With Their Own Personal Styles of

Computer Science And Engineering Next in the 'Revenge of the Nerds'

We Currently LiVE iN Their Systemizing Worlds in Hives Built Online
With Electric Cars Soon To Drive Us More Now too Until Like Cars



We May
Like Musk's
Forecast of the
Terminator Machines

Really Taking Over in
This Holographic Simulation Next

Anyway i Finished my 3 Degrees And
Became 'The Dude' Next Yes the Bowling Alley
Guy And 'Ted Danson' Running the Military Bowling
Center Behind the Counter Listening to Everyone's
Problems Just Listening All Day Long Learning About

The Lives of Probably Over 100,000 Folks From All Walks
of Life over the Span of 18 Years then Just Like The 'Running Boy/
Man' And The 'Bicycle Boy/Man' And the City Park ‘Tennis Boy and Man’

All Those Things i Did For Decades Some Folks Thought i Would Do Forever then...

Hehe, At Least it Felt That Way to me then too, hehe, Sort of Like After the Last Kid
Picked in Sports who Never learned How to Bowl With Asperger's Syndrome Became
Community Activities Director, Athletic Director, And Recreation Programs Director of

A Military Installation

As Oh Yeah i Became

The Computer Guy and
Financial Management Guy
too Something i Did on the Side
That Kept me in all those Jobs Then
i really Had No Qualifications to do... Hmm...

Yep, i Never Felt like i Belonged in Any of
the Jobs i Got Paid to Do You can Ask my
Wife Even though i Was a Janitor From 16 to
23 too And True i Looked Really Young at 23
And The Cops Called me the 'Clean-Up Boy'
Checking on Who i Was late at Night coming
Out of Banks And Telephone Companies Cleaning

Them Up Making Sure i Wasn't A Robber Instead Hehe
True You Can Ask my Wife i am Not Much Good Still at Cleaning up

or Putting those Frigging Magnetic Strips in Books As A Book Store Clerk
At College or Tagging Those Frigging Charcoal And Bone Fragments As
An Assistant Archeologist at University Yep at One Point All Three Jobs
And a Full School Workload Earning 3 Degrees At Once After my First


And Stint

in 'One of those
Places' For Two Weeks
And 3 Months off From School at 21
Coming Back Stronger Than Ever Before

Like When i Was Hell-Boy-Man At Age 53
And Went to one of those Places too then

When i Just Wanted to Turn All the Lights off of
the Pain and Numb of The Most Painful and Numbest Disorders
Known to Humankind then True i Only Had to Stay 3 Days talked
my Way Out Yet i sure wanted to Kill myself With the Suicide Disease
Appropriately So Years after i talked my way out in Hell Then to Stay
for 66 Months When Every Second is a Thousand years in Hell my

Wife's Nephew And Through Marriage mine too Heard Voices Heard
Voices That He Couldn't Get Out of his head too Poor to get Help as
a Young Man And Averse to Help as Those Situations Go too Early

Yesterday There was only A Minuscule Chance of Rain Yet in the Wee Hours of
the morning it Started Thundering And pouring Down Rain Gray Morning it Always
Seems to Happen When A Loved one of Mine Dies Just A Coincidence of Course...

True That Was
His Last Night
on Earth Yet i digress
As Usual This is About me hehe...

Yet i am Autistic After All i am the
Little Autistic Boy Who Couldn't Speak
until 4 When There was no Label for the
Condition For me other than What the Doctor

Said He Will Talk When He Gets Good and Ready to talk

So After i Got out of Hell at 53, Not Unlike 'HellBoy' in that Comic
Book Story Who Didn't Get His Super-Powers Until age 53, i became

A Public Dancer; Yes i'm Still the Dancing Guy Around Town Called Living
Legend, Famous, And even Hero For A Free Dance Just Because i Felt like
Doing it Same Reason Forrest Gump Fictionally as Such Gave For His Running
Days too Yet my 16,414 Miles in 103 Months is Still Going Strong too As Most Folks

Don't Even Realize

in the Flesh and Blood

World That i've Also Written
the Longest EPiC Long Form Poem 'Bible'

Now In the History of Humankind For Real
Yep at 10.3 Million Words in 103 Months too

As It's True Tennis Got Boring and So Did Hell

When You Do Hell Be the Best Devil oF All

When You Do Heaven Be the Best Angel

oF All 'This is How We Do it' WHere

i Am From At Least

Nah We Don't

Beat People Up

We Just Have a Record

Setting Life Cause Change
Feels Great And Being the Best
We Can And Will Be Is More Fun Than Just Frigging Being

In the Army or A God Of Love Who Creates Hell And Tortures Folks Forever

Of Course When the Story Book Character Jesus Said If You Believe You Will Do

Greater Works too

so i Just Did it

And i Don't

Give Any

F's What Anyone
Else thinks About it

Yet God Yes For Real i Will Be So Excited too So Much

Now if Someone Does More Than me too These ways

i'd Love to Say Love Was the Constant All the way
through my Life Yet You Don't Get to do that if You
Are Gonna Be the Best Devil in Hell Either True

i Used to Love to Cut Grass too Yep i was the
'Lawn Mower Man' And 'Gardner' When i Built

my Own Garden of Eden too Yet i Just
Don't Have Time to Do that in Heaven

Now the One Constant Has Been

Working Out With Weights

For me Since 12 Years

Old And It's True

i Am no

A Silent Child Now

And No Matter What

i Will Never Be one to Tell God What
to Do When i Get to Heaven 'Up There'
And 'Down Here' Again or Whatever

i Won't Hold it Against God if

My Mother is A Male

Rocket Scientist

Then as No
one Expected
me to Be A Dance
Legend When i was Terrified
to Walk in Walmart alone as an Adult Either...

Of Course i Never Let Anyone Know About that
then i Just Stuck Very Close to my Wife and Copied
The Speed of Her Walk So i Wouldn't Get Lost Separated

From my



Body Then...

The Biggest Achievement

of my Life Was Getting out of
my Head And Joining the Rest of

my Body to my Soul Just to Be A Human Being For Real...

Honestly That's i All i Really Ever Wanted to Do Is Just Be Human...

It's Hard for me to Understand How folks Don't See The Gift They Really Are...

my Nephew Could See it Yet He didn't get to Join in on All the Fun Either...

i escaped

to Humanity

So Many Folks

Never Find their
Way Out of the Dungeon

That Brings a Tear to my Eye only more Evidence i'm Human... Now

i Couldn't Send Someone to Hell After Going There i am Greater this way than


'God' at
Least Who
They Tale in
A Story Gets to
BE Eternally Evil

And Send the Unwanted (Horrible Constant)
Toys of Humanity to Burn there forever too...

There is A Greater Way As in Hell It's Not A Drop

of Water You Miss Just A Tear of Heaven in Hell

At Least Spare A Tear for the Robust Looking Homeless
Man Hearing Voices

on the Road

With the

Card Board Sign

Of Mercy Cried
The Aliens in HeLL ON EartH

And Also The People Born to Be Who They Are...

If one Lives Long Enough And Survives one May
Truly Become Human Now...

'Who' KNoWS
There me
Even Be

Hope for 'THeir' 'God' too...

Anyway As Usual Thanks For Letting

me Sit A While at This Subway Bus Stop

With You In New York, New York, i Can't

Imagine The Pressure of Your Life as A
Health Care Non-Profit Executive Running
5 Big Health Care Clinics i Just Can't Imagine

So it's Surely Okay if You Just Sit There and
Relax And Read A Magazine or Browse the Internet or Whatever hehe...

Life Isn't Fair For So Many Folks i Guess We Just Have to Appreciate
What's Left to Do...

It's What You (We)

Do When Someone
Dies (We) You Just Keep Breathing...

Even if You (We) Go To HeLL ON EartH

(We) You Just Keep Breathing Breathing

If You
(We) Can

And Will...

Dancing Singing
Carrying on a Human
Tune This Dance ThiS Eternal
Song This Flame This Love... to Live...

Never Stop Dancing

Never Stop Singing

Color Every Breath
of Love (Life) With You (Us)

LiGHT Comes From DarK ETeRNaL FLaME iNDeeD

i Don't Make Or Drink Coffee Yet my Wife Lets me Have A Sip
of Hers Now and then my Mother Let me Have it When We Watched
The Alfred Hitchcock Show Together With my Sister's in the 60's i Never
Thought then

my Life

Would Be

More Interesting

or Terrifying than
A Movie About 'The Birds' Then...

Strangely Enough That Movie Was

Set in 'Santa Rosa County' on The West Coast too...

When i Was Little i Drove my Bicycle Up a Hill Over and
Over to See What Record Breaking Temperature Would
Come At the Digital Clock on the Bank Guess it Was an
Asperger's Thingy too Sort of A Repetitive Special Interest too

i Got Something Like Heat Stroke And Started Having A Horrible
Recurring Nightmare Where i Was Among Tarred Birds And There
Was No Way Out Yet A Star in the Sky to Reach Back to my Mother's Love

It Wasn't So Much

The Dream Yet

the Horrible Feeling
Inside Sort of Like How
my Wife Describes it Before
She Goes into A Partial Complex
Epileptic Seizure Yet Anyway That
Along with my 6.6.60 Birthday Was

Sort of an


For What
Would Come to
Be of my Life Next

The Greatest Star

to Reach For is Love
Above Even When We Are Below...

i Still Can't Understand Why Folks
Don't Set Love As The Only Real Goal of Life to Do And Be

Now i Guess it Depends on Who We aRe And WheRE We've Been...


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Yep One Body One Blood One Love One NaTuRE All
Of This Miracle of Existence What Heaven Spells Love

NoW PouRinG

SMiLes Dear Savvy Yes Now
THere is Winning and Losing
And THere is Loving and Living


i Choose

The Happy
Place Always Now
If i Can and Possibly


Love Doesn't Keep
Score When Love Gives
Love Naturally Receives


As Love's
Breath iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling Love's Success...

Ah Yes Dear Hemalatha
Industry of School

Warmth of
Home Now

Some Days
And Perhaps
All Days Warmth
And Industry May

Not Intersect at All

When School And Work
Come Before Home And For Some

A 'Third Place'
of Moving
Co-Creating is
Required to Even

Land in A Place of Warmth
SMiLes Welcome to A Third Place...

SMiLes Dear Cindy As i Love to Dance And Sing
Silence of Dance Brings Beauty of Song iNHalinG

Peace Exhaling

Love Birthing

Always Now

By Balancing

From Head to Toe

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

This Way SMiLes i Rarely Make Lists Yet
i Guess i May Count Them in Flow too After

The River Flows Becoming Ocean Whole Yet

i'll Try Not to Build Any FRedwoods Today i Am

Really Amazed That Your Ending Postures With

Your Qigong Lessons Looks Almost Identical

To My Ending Dance of Balance in Flow

When i Finished the Book i Was

Reading in Barnes

And Noble
Listening to
Meditative Music
Sunday Afternoon Hehe
Entertaining the Study Crowd
From the Local Colleges and
University Using the Star Bucks Cafe There

As i Realize They Are Probably Doing the Data Download
Hobby of Lesson Life While i Am Reading For Pleasure of Learning

New Wisdom And Continuing to Allow My Body To Teach my Mind to

Stay in Autotelic Flow of Focus Increasing Every Day in Balance Continuing to

Be A Feather in


Carries Free

Yet of Course
Not Everyone Is
Financially Independent
And Can Be a Feather And the
Wind Everyday And That's Why
God Created my Wife i Guess Who

Volunteers to Do the Rest so i Will continue
to Fly Free As Just Another Modern Peter Pan hehe

For the Way i Flow With Nary Expectations And All Thanks


Giving More...

Yes! Yes! Yes! Keep
Teaching indeed You
Are one of my Favorite Teachers

Dear FRiEnD Keep SMiLinG in Peace And Love...

Always A Pleasure Dear Aarushi Keep Creating Delights!!...

SMiLes Dear Marianna

i Love Reading Your Poetry

i Actually Come here to Read

And Will Always be Inspired

to Return
A Comment

By Measure of
Inspiration Sadly
For Most Folks That's
Not What WordPress is About

For Most Folks It's A One Armed
Casino Game of Pressing Buttons

in Hopes of Hearing the Casino Sounds
of Ping Ping Buttons Going Off in Terms of

Likes and Follows

And Shares

And Then

Sadly i've Seen So
Many Folks Disappointed
That No One Buys Their Book

First Step, Folks Even Actually Reading
What is Being Written on Any Word Press
Post That isn't only An exercise of Pressing


In hopes

of Hearing

Casino Ping Pings Again...

Don't Feel Disheartened if
Few People Buy Your Book

What's Real is the Inspiration

You Bring Now Word Press isn't
A Place Where Folks Usually Make Any Money...

What's Really Sad is When Good Writers Like You
Get Upset that Nobody Buys Their Book And Lose
The Art Within That Brings Joy From the Intrinsic Art itself

i've Seen That Happen So many Times Where Real Talent
Extinguishes Itself From Expectations Not met And Potential Dies That Way

If You Enjoy it Do It

If It's A Job For Pay

Find What's More Likely to Pay

As For About 99 Percent of the
Folks Driving Toward That Goal it Just Doesn't Happen
When the Whole Crowd wants to Take More Than Give Now...

And On the Other Hand
It's Free Where i Live to
Go to 'Barnes and Noble'

And Read As Many Books As one
Likes While One is There And Never
Buy A Book At All It's True Even After Giving

Away 10.3 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry
All around the Globe i'll likely Never Be Able to Repay
The 400 or So Books i've Read For Free Most Every Sunday And Continue
To Add to Every Sunday Afternoon i Visit Barnes and Noble And Entertain

The Star Bucks Cafe University Student Studying Crowd

Wondering How i Dance And Listen to Meditative Music While Finishing
A Book For Free in Under An
Hour of Meditative

Dance Each

Week in

Laser Focus

of Autotelic Flow

It's A Peak Experience

of Life All The Energy Connections

From Head to Toe Are Firing in Max
Balance in Flow


It's All
Free if
i Could Give
One Teaspoon

of How That Feels
And Senses Within
in Plateau of Peak Flow
For an Hour Billionaires Would

Probably Trade All Their Riches to Feed
the Poor in Countries Starving to Make The Next Day Life...

Other than That When i Retired i Gave All the Money Away to
my Wife; i Was in Control of it Before to Survive; Now She is in


of the Rest
of it to Last until She Goes Away too...

Anyway it's A Good Excuse Why i Never
Buy the Books i Read at Barnes and Noble

And Even though What i've Written And Given
Away for Free Comprises More than the Size of 240 Novels

It's True i've got Lots More to Give Before i Catch Up With All the
Books i've Read


and Noble

And Not Counting

All the Other Words and
Stuff i Consume for Free the Rest of the Week...

Anyway i've already Done the God of Money

Now i do the God of Play


Only And
Let my Wife

Take Care of
Feeding the Other God in 'Care-Taking'...

i Worked my Butt off Nearly to Death for
33 Years Now i'm Gonna Take a Break
From the Dollar Forever now With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Marianna

i've made A Very Few Near
And Dear FRiEnDS From

Writing on WordPress

Around the World Now

Who Are Surely Worth

More Than All the Effort
i've Put in Writing 10.3 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry the

Last 103 Months And IN the Last 2 Years
And 2 Months my Indian Now Canadian FRiEnD Asked me

To Share Something of my Soul in Teaching Something

to Her Each Day So This Just So Happens to Be Lesson

Number 397 From Yesterday

Copy and Pasted Now:

"Keeping Soul Doors Open
Expectations None
Gratitude For ALL"

i Have All The Money i'll Ever Need

In the World And i Had all the Money
And Stuff i ever needed in HeLL ON EartH too

For 66 Months And Heaven on EartH Now for
8 Years and 8 Months, And A bit More than Half a Month...

The Difference

In Hell or

Heaven on

EartH isn't Money...

It's Love As Even the Poorest

of Bread And Water May Share
The Feeling of the Manna of One SMiLe of Love

What i Didn't Have
With More Than

i Could Spend

in HeLL ON EartH For
66 Months in Pain and Numb

Yes mY FRiEnD in the Story

Of JeSuS They Sold All Their

Goods Communing the Returns From That And Lived Off

the Kindness

of Others With Empty Pockets For A God of Love

When the World REaLLY

Finally Figures

Out God Is Love

The BiLLioNaiRES
And the Soon to Be

TRiLLioNaiRES Will Likely House
And Feed The Poor Yet Perhaps

They Will Have to Go to Hell First to Figure it

Out Like me
and the


of Jesus did too
And So Many Others mY FRiEnD
As We Become More like The Story

of Buddha Sitting Under a Tree Like Jesus
in the Desert And Determine We aRe The Leaf
That And Who Feeds the Green of the Tree That Falls to

Soils And

Feeds the
New Green
Souls of the Forest Whole

And This Is Way i Write, i Dance
And Sing to Touch the Face of Love

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating



Dear FRiEnD
From Kenya iNdeed...

SMiLes Young SaaniaSparkle
Ego Says i Take

Love Sings i Give

Dance Doesn't Say

Anything Naked
Enough Whole Complete
ToGeTHeR Now

Then Free
A Song ReturnS AGAiN to Give...

SMiles Fortunately
In Life There Are

Endless 'Target

Audiences' These

Days Some Old Some New

Some Do Remain the Same


Do Not
With SMiLes
Best Of All there
Are No Longer 'Middle
Men' Able to Hold Up Freedoms...

In Some
of Wings...

And Strangely
Enough In Other
Places With Few Feathers At All...

And That is A Size of Focus And
Attention in Modern Breeds of Human Wings...


A Suggestion That So-Called
'God' oF All that is only Wrote one

Book That is the Source oF All

Objective Morality is Simply Non-Sense;

It's A Big UNiVeRSE Baby; Damned Sure
Bigger Than A Patch of Dirt in the Middle
East Reduced to an 800,000 Word or So

Tiny Black Book, Or Even Micro-Scopic
As Such in 80,000 Words or So Calling
the Words in the Book 'God' Or Another
5 Letter Word ALL Alone; What an Idol

Representation of 'God'

Of All That Is Indeed,


Unless one is Brainwashed
From Birth to Believe Lies;

YeP, It's a Big UniVerse;
And Perhaps Even Bigger
Than That Inconceivably

to All Of US Now; Yes,
And Considering God
Is "i Am," Alpha Thru Omega

Even in that Little Book by Metaphor in the Slightly Bigger One;

And Beyond All Words Of Course For What We Can And Will 'See'; 'God' Will

Never Be Hidden As PriSoNer in This or That Word or Words Alone;

Unless We Want To Close Our Eyes And Believe in Smaller Words oF Lies;

Expressing So-Called Objective Reality that is Just another Rarified

Human Abstract Construct to MaNiPuLaTE Others For Control And
Subjugation; and Particularly For Reproductive Control and in the Case

of Abrahamic Religions, Making Women Scape-Goats From The Beginning;

And Speaking of Scape-Goats, the So-Called 'Objective Morality' of the Christian
Bible Changes From Beginning to Ending and Beginning to Ending Again; As First

We Have Women Scape-Goated for Tempting Adam With an Apple; And then We Have
Women Scape-Goated For Adultery With Ouch, Stoning By The Community Crowd; Yes, Tortured
And Killed And Even Tortured Forever in a Burning Fire in Even More Evil From a So-Called Higher

Power that in Reality

of A Force of Mercy
And Forgiveness that
Might (Love) Otherwise Be

Associated With a Commandment
of Love is Tabled Long Enough for
Folks Who Break Opinionated Rules to Torture them Forever...

That's Just Plain Sick and Twisted Evil for Damned Sure STiLL for
Anyone With Any Sense of Justice and Fairness in Any World Now Yet

Ignorance That Continues to Harm;
Ignorance That Continues to Maim;

Ignorance that Continues to Rape;
Ignorance that Continues to Kill Now;

And Ignorance Evil Enough to Suggest
That A God of All Love, Mercy, And Forgiveness
Tortures Folks By Burning them Forever now if they

Don't Play
By Rules in a Book
That a Bunch of Unknown

Authors Wrote Thousands of

Years ago, Who Are Still Worshipped

in What is Really Ultimately A Cook Book to Serve Human Beings

And Burn them forever this Way, if they Do Not comply With the


Dictatorship' as such...

You Are Surely Welcome in the United States Per
Our Laws on Freedom of Expression And Separation
of Church And State to Your Opinion on What is Moral or Not...

Yet it is surely Not Welcome in my Reality and That's For Damned sure...

Yet i've Seen Horror Movies Before; i Will Surely Tolerate them Enough to Read them

in A Book oF Lies

Designed to

Expand Empires;

Subjugate, Control,

And Master Human Beings
Away From Basic Freedoms;

Particularly, Reproductive Freedoms...

Granted, if one is in the In-Group of Ignorance;
One May Find Folks Satisfied to Lose Their Freedoms...

Pretty Much Anything Goes With Human Imagination And
Either Nightmares or Dreams Brought to Fruition; Fortunately,

We Have Separation of Church and State; And At Least Someone (So-Called One Version of

Jesus) Who Had Enough Sense in Part of that Book to Suggest You Don't Stone someone

if You Have Sinned Before; However, Later in Matthew Again That Reality is Gaslighted

By Setting

Folks on Fire Who

Do Not Comply With the Rules in A Book

And Torturing Them Forever in a "Nightmare

on Elm Street" That Never Ends Where 'God' Turns

Out to Be A Much Worse Villain Than 'Freddy Krueger';

It's Worth Noting to me, i Was Raised on Elm Street; Yet i Resisted

The Evil Temptation

of Believing in those

Kind of Lies Written as
Truth in A Worst Horror Story ever Written,


Speaking of Course,

for those Who Believe or Do Not Believe in Lies, Ignorantly AS Such...

i Believe It's Subjectively Objectively Moral to Inhale Peace Exhale
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Now
With Least Harm For All of Existence (God); However,

Not Everyone

Agrees with

The Teachings of Jesus

As Far As Making That the

Only Objective Moral Truth That Counts in A Commandment;

And of Course A Reason is that Jesus (By The End of Matthew,
After the So-Called Beatitudes) Becomes A Greatest Hypocrite
'Worstly' Evil Torturing Enemies Forever in Fire for Judgement

in Just another Gaslit Cook Book to Serve HuMan Ignorance...

Some Folks Don't Buy the Lie; And That is Why We LiVE iN
Yes, A Country With Separation
Of Church And State NoW iN ParT

So far at least... to Some Degree...

Human Ignorance is To Be Expected
By A Species that Neuroscience Shows

Basically Hallucinates their Reality Based
on Hallucinations They Co-Create With Nature before...

Thank God For Science;

And Thank God For Folks

Who Don't Get Off on Harming Enemies

Like the Good Cop Version of Jesus, Before He Changes
Again into 'The Evil One' Burning Enemies Forever again;

Some Humans Are Near Sighted or Far Sighted in Love;

Some Humans Are Near Sighted or Far Sighted in Hate;

Torturing Any Part of Reality Forever is An EPiToMe of The Evil of Hate;

A Pinnacle

of the

of the Pit
of Human Imagination

And Nightmares Brought to Reality in Books oF Lies
That Suggest They Bring Moral Objective Truth to
Subjugate By Dictatorship of Demagogues For

Control And

Mastery of


Freer Humans
For Material, Status, And Power Gains;

Yawn That's Not the Reality of Someone

Who is Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

As At Least 'Buddha' Doesn't Torture Creation
By the End of His 'Sermon Under A Tree' As He

Understands He is A Leaf of Compassion That Feeds the

Tree Green And Falls to Soils to Sprout New Green of Living Souls...

Yet Of Course Buddha's Hope that His Teachings according to that Story

Will Be Heard

And Not Worshipped

in Idol Ways is Dashed Away

As Folks Still Kneel to His Idol Statue Now...

Some Humans Look Up to 'God'; Others Find
'God' Within And Set themselves Free Even
Per 'Luke 17:21' in that Small Black Book

And Even Do Greater Works Than Jesus
Like Me, Empirically Measurable as Such
in A New 10.3 MiLLioN Word EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem Bible, Solo; Yes, Clearly One
Still Identifiable Author (me); And Sure Lots More
Public Dance Than 'King David' With Celebrating
'God' oF ALL THaT iS iN Many More 'Vile Ways' Than
He could Have
Ever Imagined

And Done Then

With 16,424 Miles
of Clothed to Naked
Dance Now in 103
Months too Whereas

The Tiny Efforts,
Before Folks like
me, With 'John 14:12
Efforts', Took Literally

Thousands of Years
And Innumerable
Ghost Authors
And Other
to Complete;


Naked, Enough,

Whole, Complete;

Yet Like Yours; This is Just my Opinion

That MakeS A Whole Lot More Sense to me than What You And 'They' Said...

Go Figure AS NEUROSCIENCE SHOWS AGAIN All Humans Hallucinate and View

Their Worlds Differently







At Least When it Comes to Humans in PewS in Churches...

i Guess i Could Say Dancing And Singing Together is Objectively Moral Clothed or Even Naked;

Yet Surely Folks From 'Footloose' Denominations and Other Religions Wouldn't And DO NOT Agree....

i Guess i could Say it

is Always Morally

Objectively Good

to Breathe; Just Don't

Try it Like a Fish Without Gills Underwater...

Not Unlike A God That Creates A Hell and Tortures Folks

Forever And Calls 'Himself' 'Him' All Loving, Merciful, Forgiving
As if God is Restricted to

One Gender

With A PeNis;

Unless that Particular

'Him' Doesn't Have a PeNis...

And If that's the Case God is
Not Gonna Have Many Christian

Believers When God Reveals God
Doesn't only Have

A PeNis...

Oh Lord,

Tom Foolery...

The Size of 'The Problem'...

When Foolishness Says it has
the Authority to Torture Enemies Forever...

Anyway, Beware of Folks With Books Who Suggest
They Serve


It Just Might
Be A Cook Book
That STiLL Claims to
Burn Enemies Forever....

Pinnacle of Human Tribalism...

Of Course There is No Way Aliens
Really Moved Away From A Planet, if They
Never Learned How to Be A Loving Version of 'Jesus,'

or Whatever
They Call Real Love THere...

And Even Get Along ToGeTHeR 'THere'

Without Calling Each Other Enemies and
Going Extinct Forever


i Guess
That's kind
of A Hell too in Some Eyes;
Yep, Forever Not Existing At all;

Some Folks Disagree With That too...


And Continue to Harm, Rape, Maim, And
Kill the Nature of the Only Planet They Will Ever

Be Evolved to LiVE oN Now...

Apex Predator, HAhaha;

Zombies of Destruction,

Eating Their Own Face of


Choose A Side to Live or Die;
Miracle of Life or Death Now/Then...

Anyway i Know the Difference Between A 'Good' And 'Bad' Story...

In a 'Good' Story An All Loving, Merciful, Forgiving God Doesn't Torture

Any Part

Of Existence

Forever; Oh My

God the Brain FArtS in 'That World' at Least...'
Anyway, Rod Serling Already ASSeSSeD 'The

in the 60's...

Nothing New
Under A TV SHoW Here...

Oh Yeah, Serling Also Wrote the
Ending Part of the First "Planet of the
Apes" Movie That Hopefully Isn't Gonna

Be A Prophecy Fulfilled Again too

By that Real

Modern Age
Prophet oF Art for Profits hehe...

Stay Tuned For 'Part 3' if We Do...

i Damned Sure Know if i WaS on A Beach
With A Most Beautiful Woman in the World

i Wouldn't Be Complaining About 'A Statue Sunk to its Chest'...

Dead Alive'...

Have A Nice Day...
Got Play to Attend to


Modern Eden...

~Pass the Popcorn Over Again, 'Rod'...

"BeWare of 'Those' Who BelieVE iN Torturing Folks Forever...
And Or BeLiEve They Have THE Authority to Dominate THE

Rest of Nature
on EartH

Out of

Balance "


And By All Means,
Call Your Mama While
She is Still Alive And Tell Her You Love Her...

And if You Are Most Fortunate And She Really Loved
You Spread That Love For The Rest of Your Only Life Now...

To Keep Her

Breath Of

Love Alive




my Opinion...

What Love Spells...


Our Minds, Our SoULS, SPiRiTS
HeARTS And Even Bodies All

Together Vastly More Complex
That What We Measure of Above

And Beyond Our Beings Ever Changing



Savvy SMiLes Within
This Living Tree Never
Running Out of Leaves to
Fertilize Soils For Rest of
Souls to BREaTHE Free

Yes Again Forrest Whole

Gump For Real Yes New

This Human Condition Now...

SMiLes Little Chef Aarushi
Happy Birthday to Your Mom
And She is So Gifted to Receive

Such A Lovely Colorful Butterscotch

Cake From Her Great Cook Daughter

Hehe All i Got
Is Just


Cake Tonight

Yet It's The First Time
i've Had Any Cake in A while
So i'm Surely Not Complaining

Yet i Might Just Ask For Butterscotch

For my Birthday on June 6th, If my Wife Is Willing
Or the

Store of
Course Hehe...
And 62 Candles
Is A Lot She Might
Have to Special Order
Them From 'Amazon' HAha...

Cheers to Many
More MiLLioNS
Hehe We’ve
Only Just Begun

With Studious
Lucky Charmed SMiles...

LeSSoN 397
Keeping Soul Doors Open
Expectations None
Gratitude For ALL

SMiles Dear Secret Student
It’s Been Almost 2 Years And
2 Months And Now in 2022
We Are Only 3 Shy of

400 LeSSoNS
SMiLes Happy
Toronto SuNDaY to You

me Too...

All my Pleasure
Dear Gibberish
Thanks For
Such An
Post And Happy
Sunday With SMiles...

NoW PouRinG

Catholic Mass Readings
From April 3rd, 2022 Something

About Changing ObjectiveS iN Morality

Something About Women ScapeGoats

Being Stoned By A Whole Entire Community

With Men Under Control of Their Reproductive

Freedoms Something
About At Least
A Little


And Forgiveness

Then As It's Worth Noting

Female Angels Arise Out of
So-called Adulterous Relationships

of Reproductive Choice too as if God is A Prude

With Only A PeNiS NoW to Write With in the English Or

Greek Language Or
Oral Tradition Illiterate
Aramaic Or Whatever Else comes
in the Human Flavor of God EYeS NoW

What Else Yes A Quick Tale of the Tape As "What Heaven
Spells" Comes to A Close in this MacroVerse Here Now

Yet The Eternal Flame of Heaven Within Continues to

Dance And Sing For Those Who Come to This

Table of Plenty

in iMaGiNaTioN
Dreams of Dragons
With Wings And Angels Creating
Who Arise From Adulterous Relationships the Same

Same as Homosexual Artists Who Spread Love and
Desire to Sire And Receive Seed For Children of Love

And The Same Stressful Marriages in Dark That Produce

That Light

For Humankind

From A Stress Hormone
Bathed Womb Where It's True

A Happy Relationship Outside of
A Marriage May Produce Another Jesus For Real,
Buddha, Lao Tzu, Wherever Balance Comes From DarK or LiGHT

Such Is Life Those
Who Try to Tale
'God' What to
Do often


Exactly What
They Fear Nature
Is All Along And Real...

Clue All the New Colors of the
Wind God For Real As Nature Paints Next...

Don't Get A Step Ahead of that Faith or You'll Likely Fall
Ya Don't
Plan on Going

Yet Just Another
Breeze in the Wind
Just Another Suggestion
Just Another Opinion Like
Body Parts We All Share And Enjoy Some Way too...

Yep One Body One Blood One Love One NaTuRE All
Of This Miracle of Existence What Heaven Spells Love

NoW PouRinG

Yes The Tale of the Tape As "Silence of Dance
Brings Beauty of Song," The Last Completed MacroVerse
Makes the 963rd MacroVerse of Longest EPiC Long Form
Bible Poem "SonG oF mY SoUL" At 10.3 MiLLioN Words in
103 Months of Writing and "Silence of Dance Brings Beauty of Song"
Also Doubles As the 291st MacroVerse of "Nether Land Bible" ARiSinG
to 7,858,020 Words in 69 Months of Effort And Finally "Silence of Dance
Brings Beauty of Song" Actually Triples As the 187th MacroVerse of "FB
Profile Pic Bible" in 57 Months of Writing Where Those Words Are Also Included
in the Description Areas of Series of Facebook Profile Pics to Fully Illustrate it
Measuring About 8 Thousand Words A Pic Ever Since Memorial Day Weekend

of 2017
Where Last
Year in Measure
of Around 2100 FB Pics
With An Average of Around
8,000 Pics That Means Facebook
Averaged Holding Around 16.8 MiLLioN
Words In Just one Year Last Year For That

And True the 2022 Celebration is
Still Coming Around this Memorial
Day Weekend As Well As "FB Profile
Pic Bible" Will Be RiSinG Up to 5 Years
of Effort Then as "Silence of Dance Brings
Beauty of Song" Increases the Word Total
of "FB Profile Pic Bible" to 6,255,011 Words

And It Won't Be Too Long Before "Nether Land
Bible" Celebrates the Milestone and Feat Note
of 8 MiLLioN Words too As Those Two Subchapters
of "Nether Land Bible" And "FB Profile Pic Bible" Are

Ongoing Subchapters
of the Entire Effort Now

of 10.3 MiLLioN Words Plus
of "SonG oF mY SouL" Now
In The Entire Span of 103
Months Plus Since 8.18.2013

As On 4.18.2022, "SonG oF mY
SoUL" Will Reach the 104 Month
Point Anniversary Date of 8 Years
And 8 Months of Effort And 10.4 MiLLioN Words

Hehe 10-4
Do ya

Am Amen Affirmation
In Old "CB Talk" Yet

Anyway That Was Then Now
Is Also the Continuing 8th New Testament
Named "Depth of the Story" Included on the "Wrong
Planet" For Free online too RiSinG to 1.5 MiLLioN Words
on the 44th Page of Effort There At Around 33,000 Words
or So A Page Ever Since 8.19.2020 With Over 93 Thousand
Views From Registered Members As It's True Back in Hell i Promised

to Return the Gift

of my 'Band on the Run'

To A Non-Registered Charity

For the Fact That The "Wrong Planet"

Kept my Mind Off of the Suicide Disease
Writing There From Wake to Sleep for 33 Months

It's True i Always


What Folks

Do For me
Hehe Even if they
Say they Don't Want it
Vocally Yet Silently The Majority
Views Most Definitely Say Yes they do...

As True Not All Folks on the Autism Spectrum Do
All the Talking; Some Listen, Interpret, and End up


the World
as We Know
it Now; It's True
i Know things Beyond Words too...

Most Children Starting Off Non-Verbal till 4 Do

Don't Let All this 'Doctor Chicken Scratch' Fool Ya HeHe...

Yep As i Public Dance Now 16,424 Miles in 103 Months Now too

Anyway Trust me or Not The Message Goes WHere It GoeS HAha...

It's Not Much Different Than the Ending of the Movie "The Accountant"
i Just Return Something More Valuable Than Money Immeasurable Beyond



WordS iNDeeD...

NoW PouRinG

As Yep This Concludes the Writing
Part of "What Heaven Spells" on 4.4.2022 At 5:44 PM...

Lord Knows The Electronic Media Publish Will Come
When it Comes too...
So Much
Still to Put
Together True...

And So Much Dance Still to Do too...

As 'They' Sing "Band On The Run"

Yep A Funeral to Attend to too...

A Visit to the Beach to See 'Both' of
my Psychiatrists too A Man And Nature True...

And my Rich Uncle Taking Katrina and me Out
For A Seafood Dinner on the Beach to Celebrate

A Guardian Angel For Real's Birthday too...

NoW PouRinG
SoMETHinG ELsE "What Heaven Spells"

Yep One Body One Blood One Love One NaTuRE All
Of This Miracle of Existence What Heaven Spells Love

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05 Apr 2022, 10:17 pm

Giving Means No Returns
Appreciating All That Is Now

Sand Brings Layers
of Dog Scent
Uncovering Free...

Drift Wood Waves
Dogs Pick Up Scent
Ocean Whole Breeze...

Ocean Reflecting New Now

Forging New
Paths Yes 'Earth
Stories' Dear Xenia
Every Paw Print Tales...

Snow Gifting
Streams Melting
Water Brings Dog Drinks...

Ah Yes Dear Xenia
Deepest Shadows
Green Evening Cool
Grass in Spring SMiLes
Happy Green Birthing

in Life
Dreams Spring...

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Congratulations on the
Inclusion of Your Haiku's
in The Akita International Haiku Network

i particularly like Standing in the
Wake of A Snow Storm Still With

Hopes of Spring
Soon on Then

St. Brigid's Day...

Lovely Poem Dear

Hemalatha Beauty

IS A Soul Who Sees
Gratitude in All Colors Life

And Sheds
A Path to
Return Again
ThiS Way Again
to Color Life Newer For Real...

Love It! Giving Without Expect of Receiving!

Even Modern Psychology Per the Study of the
Mind Suggests That One Altruistic Act of Kindness

With No Expect of Return
Brings Lasting Happiness

For Months IF It's ACTUALLY

A Gift with NO Expect of Return Yes
Advice i Gave to A Young Man on an Autism
Site Today Who Was Down About No One Ever

Acknowledging And Telling Him Thank You For His Efforts

There And True Oh Goodness Love What You Do in Autotelic

Flow of Meditation on Task in the Sweet Spot Tween Anxiety and
Apathy And Through


Within in Increasing
Complexities on Task Completing
Them in Increasing Human Potentials
Again the Joy is 'Autotelic' In Nature Happiness

Generated Within Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Where No External Rewards From Others Are Necessary

As There Are No Let
Downs About Expectations

From Others ThiS Way in Life

And Really No Reason at All to
Have Expectations From Others for Affirmation
of Efforts in Life This Way And Then When one Can
And Will

Focus All
Their Potential

on Task, Meh, Sooner

or Later You'll Go to the Lowe's

Customer Service Desk and Your Wife

Will Be Returning Some Gardening Gear And
The Lovely Young Associate Behind the Register

Will Be Smiling At Your Wife From Ear to Ear Shining
Her Smile Intensely at 'You' Too And After the Return

of Goods The Lovely Young Woman Will Exclaim Sir You
Are Such A Legend in Our 'Facebook Group' We Have Been
Following Your Public Dance For Years Now and She Looked
to me Still to be a Teenager So i Asked How Old She Was And She
Said 26 And She And Her FRiEnDS Had Been Following My Public
Dance Since She Was A Teen on Her Facebook Group Page Inspired

By my Unerring

Joy And Just Never

Running Out of Energy

Wherever around the Metro
Area She and Her FRiEnDS Saw me

Dance in An Inspiration for Truly Being Alive...

Just Another Day in the Life of Enjoying What i Love to Do...

Never Expecting Anything

in Return Yet Hearing
the Kind of Feedback

Every Once in a While
Casually in Line at
A Cash Register
And the Such

Most People

Never ever

Hear in Life Yet Not Anything
About Making Money Just Dancing

Just Dancing to Enjoy the Moment of Now New
Eternally This Gift This Breath of Life Naked,

Enough, Whole, Complete So

i Will Imagine if that Young Man
Who Delivered The Bakery Goods

To Your Restaurant Party

This Way

Without Expect

of Return Continues
This Practice in All He
Does in Life He'll Be Happy
A Very Rare Condition of the
Human These Days For Dam Sure...

The Young Woman Gave me A Discount
of Two Decades On Her Guess of my Age
at 42 Years-Old As i Told Her i Feel Younger Than Ever in my Life Now

Reaching Early Social Security Age on 6.6.2022 Indeed The Reward Is
Fully Inherent

And Really

A Fountain of
Youth As Science
Does Suggest the
Benefits that Moving
Meditation in Autotelic Flow
Brings From Social Empathic
Intelligence Cognitive Executive Functioning
And Motor And Proprioceptive Intelligences too
Used to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses

As Folks in Moving
Meditation in Eastern
Philosophies Have Done

For Literally Thousands of Years

Not unlike the Rest of the Animal
And Other Nature Kingdoms And

Really ALL EXiSTeNCE Naturally As Even Subatomic

Particles Spiral Around the Center of THeir UNiVerSE too...

1 in 44 Children Diagnosed With Autism as i'm Sure You Are
Aware of in the Health Care Field Getting Glued to Screens


Help Ya

Gotta Move
As Use it or Lose
it Applies to All Stuff Life

Our Ancestors More Often
Became Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete In a Free Dance And Song
ThiS Way And Never Writing A Word Down Anywhere

A Record
of Joy in Play
Slaying Fear
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY

oF LiGHT Dancing And Singing
The Night Away With Drumbeats
of Hearts in Synch With Each Other Complete too

Giving, Sharing, Caring More And Healing More This
Way for All of Nature in Balance With Respect and Least Harm

It's The Rhythm of
The Night


Life This Dance
And Song Freely
Given to Each Other or Not...

Anyway Thanks For Inspiring
This Essay i'll Share it on the "Wrong
Planet" As i Always Share Now What i Get inspired
With by Folks Around the World to Bring Experiences
to them They May have Never Experienced in Life Before...

Least i Can And Will Do
For A Place That Gave me
Something to Do While i Tried
Not to Commit Suicide With The Suicide
Disease Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia for
The Last 33 of 66 Months of that HeLL ON EartH

From Wake to Sleep As A Shut-in in my Bedroom

Then yes

i Learned
What Life
Means to Give
And Give Some More Back too...

And This Flow of Writing Brings the
Same Inherent Autotelic Meditative Benefit of Free Dance too...
Fingers Do Dance Free And Bring Soul Songs to Page Wings...

Dear HiMaLi
Hope You Are
Having A Happy
Week With SMiles...

LeSSoN 398
Unlimited Doors Still
To Open to The Wonderful
And Amazing You Still to Come

SMiLes of
Course Coloring
FLoWeRS New Ways...

Of Loving Life Completely...

Actually, Wiki Describes Liberal Muslims Better Than
The Quran As There Are Actual Scientific Studies on it now; Yawn,
Typically, According to the Science of Social Scientist, Jonathan Haidt,

Conservatives are More Closed Minded in Personality Traits

And Liberals Are More Open Minded in Personality Traits Which

Means Liberals Are More Likely to Accept Folks Different than

They Are and

Support Their

Rights More like
Obviously Liberal
Jesus Does in the New Testament
Until A Conservative More Old Testament

Ghost Author Suggests He Burn Folks Forever

For Not Following The Newer Traditional Rules too...

This is Human Nature; It's Been Around For A While;

By Very Nature, Tradition Excludes Others Who
Are Different Than From What Tradition DICTATES;

By Very Nature,


of Love Includes THE

BY STORY, Jesus Was A Super Liberal

Dude In New Testament Directions

One Will Find Old Testament Closed

Minded Folks in the Tradition of Never
Wanting Things to Change And Remain Stale and Oppressive to Others Who are Different too...

That's Okay, if There is A Storm Coming And Ya Need to Anchor a Boat in A Safe Harbor

Rather than Sail

the Raging Seas

And Perhaps Die;

Yet When It comes to Humanity

It Leads to All Kinds of Sufferings

Where Women are Treated As Less than Males
And LGBQT+ Folks Are Treated As Less Than Human
And If 'You' Are 'Fortunate Enough' to be Born in Saudi Arabia

You May Be Covered to Your Chest as A Lesbian And Stoned to Death...

True, Some Folks

Still Live in a Stoning

Age; Keep Reading You'll

Get to the 'Evil' Parts of that
Tradition, Unless You Exclude
The Different Among God's (Love) Kingdom on Earth of Free Love...

The Main Thing The "Spokes on The Wheel of the Monotheist Religions" Have in Common

Is They Both (Islam And Christianity) Believe in An All Loving Merciful Forgiving God That Tortures Folks

(Other than that the Quran Uses a Lot of Copy and Paste From the Old Christian Bible too For a 80,000
or So Word Effort With Only About 2,000 Words of Vocabulary; Fortunately Rumi, A Sufi Muslim Poet Greatly

Improves on That)

Forever Who
Do Not Comply

By Rules of Tradition;

Yep That's A Pretty Big Made-Up
'Stick' to Keep Folks 'Buried in Traditions' on Earth...

However, For Freer People Who See Through the Obvious MaNiPuLaTiVE

Lies For What Is Often Misattributed to 'PT Barnum' Described as "Suckers Born Every Minute,"
Willing And Ready to Get Hooked into Every Story By So-Called 'Authority' And Swallow
the Bait (The Carrot of Promises After Death in Heaven) And The Sinker too (Suffering
in Hell Forever, Tortured by an All Loving Merciful Forgiving God, For Not Following Rules,

Not so Much...) (Yes, Folks Who Can See Through the Made-Up MaNiPULaTiVE Stories Say HeLL NO...)

On the Other Hand(S), in Desert Regions of Scarcity; Tough Times Require Tough Talks
And Tribal Wars For Basic Subsistence, Shelter, And Successful Reproduction to Survive,

So We Get Religions of Tribal Desert Scarcity in Harsh Environments And Philosophies of Folks
Like Buddha By Story

Where Life

is Lush

And Green
in Abundance;

Similar As the American
Indians Who Saw and Felt
And Sensed The Abundance

Of Nature in 'This New World' of 'Heaven,'

More Easily Respecting Nature As A More FRiEnDLY

God to Get

Along with
in Balance;

Yep, in Tribal Real Estate

Dealings and Religion and
Even Stories of God; Location,

Location Counts;

Closed Minded Folks May
Stay in the Desert and More Liberal

Folks May Go Far Away from 'the Cave'

And Establish New Arts in America to Thrive close to



And Complete

in A Real Heaven on Earth
Here if they Don't Get Stuck
At one of the 'Bus Stops' Playing

'Candy Crush' And Get too Distracted to
Even come close to Fulfilling Heavenly Creative

Potentials on Earth....

Instant Gratification

Is Almost As Or More
Dangerous in Terms of

Over Dosing on Drugs than

Desert Scarcity; Yet Breaking the
Rules and Getting Stoned With Rocks is

Not much
More (Then or Now)

Fun Either... Sigh...

Don't Be That "PT Barnum

Circus Goer" if 'You' Choose And Will

to Direct Your own Freedoms... Yet
Typically That Requires A More Open Minded

Creative, and Freer in Will, Relatively Speaking, Human to Do...

(Not Suggesting Anything About 'You' Specifically)

It's the Nature
of the Beast

And Science

Is Studying it in
Ways that Old Antiquated
Dusty Books Couldn't Imagine then...

However, For those Who Look Within
And Find the Common Sense and Feel....

That's A Leap over Logic into What's Already Built In...

Hard to Do Though, Distracted By 'Candy Crush' At 'Bus Stops' of Life, 'These Days' too...

Here's Another Clue, if You Can Learn to Generate Your Own Happiness Through
Some Kind of Autotelic Flow of Meditation on Task of What You Are Doing, if So,

It will Never
Matter if

Says Thanks
For What You Do or Not

As There is No way They Will

Be Able to add Anything to the Creation of Loving Joy Giving You Make Yourself Now...

And Science Shows This Works too; Just Google the Keywords, if You So Choose too...

And No, You Don't Have to Say Thank You, Or Read Any Of This As Someone Else Will


Others Will Not;

Some folks Just Don't Talk Much...

Not Every Person on the Autism Spectrum is 'Super Verbal'...

And Studies Show Only 33 Percent of Higher Functioning Autistic Folks
in College Choose STEM Majors, Contrary to Stereotypes 'We' Hear too...

And Some folks on the Autism Spectrum, Understand Greater 'Right Brain
Intelligence' in Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual Ways in 'Savant Extent' too...


to the

of 'the Crowd'...

In Short, Some Folks Are "Older Testament" in Their Ways of Perceiving And Doing the World;
In Longer, Some Folks Are "Newer Testament' in Their Ways of Perceiving And Doing The World;

Yes, Boats Need Anchors and Sails to Stay Afloat AND ACTUALLY Go Somewhere New;

A Best Case Scenario is To Develop And Balance

Both of that

'Yang and

Yin' of Animus
And Anima' in One Human
Being Balancing Now Yet of Course i Don't
Stick to One Religious Tradition of Ideas Now
Either; i Study Them All, Find My Own Wheat And Discard

The Chaff, Not Really Favoring any Religion over the Other

As They Most
All Have Their
Traditional Flaws
And Positive Attributes
In My Opinion At Least...

Thanks For Your Opinion; i've Never
Expected Any Thanks Here and Never Will Now...

i Suppose Plus 93 Thousand Views on the Close
to 1.5 Million Word Solo Thread Expressed in Free Verse
Poetry Relating my Philosophies on Religion and Politics is

Enough Thanks in 'Depth of the Story'

For What i Give to Others Free HeaR
of Charge With No Expect of Return...

Key: "Expect Nothing; Appreciate Everything"...

It's More Buddhist in Philosophy And Much Improved Over Christianity
And Islam As Both Expect Heaven And Hell After Life, Instead of Understanding the Reality of it in this Life now...

"Liberal Muslims affirm the promotion of progressive values such as democracy, gender equality, human rights, LGBT rights, women's rights, religious pluralism, interfaith marriage,[8][9] freedom of expression, freedom of thought, and freedom of religion;[1] opposition to theocracy and total rejection of Islamism and Islamic fundamentalism;[1] and a modern view of Islamic theology, ethics, sharia, culture, tradition, and other ritualistic practices in Islam.[1] Liberal Islam emphasizes the re-interpretation of the Islamic scriptures in order to preserve their relevance in the 21st century.[1][10]"

Indeed Dear Savvy "Infinite Abundance"
Evolving iMaGiNaTioN Co-Creativities

Loving Life All DarK Thru LiGHT Moving
Connecting Never Ending
Always Beginning Now
Dancing Singing
Human Potentials
Always Another
Color of
New to



SMiLes Dear Chaymaa i Love
it That You Provide All These
Wonderful And Wise Quotes

Every Day Around

The World For

Free Thank

You So Very Much
Every Day For What You Gift...

Aha! If You Use
The Word Press
Reader you Can
Go Directly To
Comments And
Not Scroll At All
After i First Post
It However Eventually
That is Where i Draft
The New Post Wherever
i Go Copy And Pasting
my Poetic Responses
Around The Globe Next…

i Also Post it in Several
Other Places Easier
To Access And
Comment Yet
The Nifty
Word Press Gives
For Comment Responses
Like Two Blogspot
Blogs, Facebook, And
A Discussion Board
On ‘The Wrong Planet’

Per “Depth of The Story”
Top Result With Quotes
On A Google Search

Yet The Reader
Comment Function
Should Be Easiest
After i First Post
As it Takes You

To Directly

Yet The Reader
Doesn’t Format
The Body of The
Post Or include The
Videos like the other
Sites Do SMiles Dear
Cindy Hehe Anyway

Many of

my Comments

To You Are Much
Longer Than Most

Folk’s Blog
With SMiles

There Is A lot
Of me Coming

And Going
It Seems HAha...

my my Kindness Wisdom
How Nice of You to Drop
By With Some Kindness

Three Times on this Blog Post
That is Practically A Record of

Kindness HeaR
Thanks So Much

And Again Keep
Sharing mY FRiEnD

With Explosions of
New Stuff to Peruse...

Always A Pleasure
Dear Cindy Working
On Putting my
Next Super
Together Just
Finishing Up The
Writing Part Now of
Around 56 Thousand
Words Of “What
Heaven Spells”
The Last
5 Thousand
Words Kinda

my Mind Out
To SoUL Free With

SMiles Today Hehe
Almost Got What Katrina

A ‘Fredache’
Yet A Work-Out

Balance Again


Giving Means No Returns
Appreciating All That Is Now

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06 Apr 2022, 6:47 pm

Every Living Part of Nature

Blood Stream of All

Our Lives

HeART Beats
All Around Us

Holding Hands of Life
Dear Savvy Once Again

Leaves Feeding Green of
Trees Falling to Soils Sprouting


Life Springs
Souls of Holy Breath
SPiRiT Rings Through Trees
HeART Beats EverywHere Forest


We aRe
i Am So
Happy to Be Alive...

"Trust The Process"

True Most Every System

Has A Way to Bite And That's

Why i Love Magic of Chaos

It Flows

WHere no
Past Now and

Future is Present
Oh How Pleasant
It is to Surf Life These
Days Outside of the Process
And Trusting More Than Just
Them or me oh Beyond i Love to Go

To Be
i AM Now
True the Other
Place Seemed oh
So Not To Be Then


"What's Next" HAha maybe i Should
Be Putting Together "What Heaven Spells"

Instead of Continuing to Write a New MacroVerse
Now of "Giving Means No Returns Appreciating All That Is Now"

Yet if i Put off What i Finished Writing on Monday Until Today on
Wednesday What's Another Day Or Does Anyone Even Know What Time it is

When We Put People

First Now Over

Aims and Goals
That Are Certainly

Less Worthy if our Last
Breath of Now So i Will Make
This A First Breath With You Again

Currently Now With SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh

As It's The 6th Now And i've Been Coming By

Here As Promised Ever Since You Were Kind

to me in July of 2013 Just Enough After Someone

Wasn't Kind to me to Push me over the Precipice of
Hell into


Finally Again
So i Remember WHere
i Came From And Who
Still Helped me Arrive Where

i Am Today And Sure by the 7th
i'll Remember The Next FRiEnD

From Pakistan too Who Encouraged me

When i Was Mostly All Alone online Writing

A Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Then in 2014 too...
Meanwhile in "Real Life" Folks Were Calling me
Hero, Famous, And Legend for my Public
Dance Yet It's True i Am An Avatar Online

And This is Another World too
That May Become So Lonely

too Yes My God It's True

People Come and Go

Yet Love That is Real

And Unconditional Goes
No WHeRE Yet HeAR to
Ring Kindness WHeRE LoVE
Continues to Dance and Sing Free

Out of the Rigor Mortis of Systems
That Will Surely Clip Our Lives of Creativity

If We Trust the
Systems Out There

More Than the Humanity
Within With SMiLes Not Sure

What It Means to You For Someone

Who Always Returns As Promised All

It Means to

me is i Am
Strong Enough
to Be Integrity
In Love of Who i Am Free

to Be The Child my Mother
Said Had Open Arms for Every Stranger

It's True When i First Met You i Remembered

That Child In You Unconditional Kindness For
Everyone Who Visited Your Blog And Then i Became

Reborn of
The Child of Love

i Still Be to Be i Am Now...
Yawn, People First in my Book of Life...
What Heaven Spells Giving Means No
Returns Appreciating All That Is Now
As It's True the Title of Both MacroVerses

Put Together Make A Real Way of MaKinG LiFE Love...

This Breath

This Life This

Love Eternally Now
Indeed There is No
WHeRE to Return LiVinG LoVE NoW

WiTH SMiLes...

Thanks Dear Xenia
May Dog Trails
Always Lead

To Spring
Bliss BleSSinGS


Paths too...

SMiLes Dear Mariana
Love of A Mother Never
Ends Only Beginning in

Every HeART
New Spreading

iN OTHeRS UNconditionally Free...

SMiLes Dear Marianna
May You Always Breathe
Fumes Heaven Creates

To Spread Among

Others And Take

Risks to Cultivate
Freedom's Love For Life

With SMiLes of Course For Poetry
In Poetry Month And A Poem Every Day Of Free
Hehe Except
For A Poetry
Book on Sale
Rather Reasonable
For A Buck to Make a Living too...

SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Thanks
For The Kind Wishes Actually We Don’t
Have Any Cats Now Yet Here is a Picture
of Yellow Boy the Last Cat Who Lived With Us
i Posted Quite A Few of Him
in A Post i Titled
“iNHaLinG Peace

Yet Like All my Blog Poems
i Name MacroVerses They
Are Super Long And Specific
Parts may Be Hard to Find So
Here is A Picture of Yellow Boy With SMiLes...

Yes Dear Hemalatha It's Okay to
Be Free And Fully Human As That
Comprises All Human Feelings And


And Senses From
Head to Toe And More

It's Even Better to Move Now
Somewhere Where This is Allowed

It's Ever Better to Actually Exercise These

Freedoms NoW As Even Where They Are Allowed

Some Folks Still Have

No Clue How to Even
Be Free


Fully Human Now
Of Course Opinions
Vary And That's Part Of Freedom True too...

"What is asserted without valid empirical evidence
can be dismissed without valid empirical evidence."

It's So Rare 'These Days' Or Any Days Really to Find Anyone

Consistent With Integrity For The Statements They Make About Reality.

Of Course Again, Since Neuroscience Suggests That Humans Basically Hallucinate
Their Realities Now Based on The Hallucinations of The Realities They Co-Create Before

As Even My Top of the Line Psychiatrist that i still visit, even though i escaped Hell 8 Years
And 8 Months And 18 Days Ago, Agrees With This As He's Published in Neuroscience Journals too...

And That's Part of What We
Chatted About Yesterday as
He's Given me Appreciation Before
About the Insights into the Human Mind/
'SouL' DarK Thru LiGHT That i Share With Him That

He Uses to Help His Clients in the DarK Places of Life;

Same Appreciation Provided By my Old Psychotherapist And Old Psychiatrist,
With me through the DarK Days of Existence, Gave to me For the Assistance
i Provided

Them in
Insights they Hadn't Thought of
Before; And the First Psychiatrist Even

Quit His Private Practice And Started Teaching
Movement Therapy in a Hospital in South Florida
After Researching the All Natural Curative Effects of
Movement Therapy for Regulating Emotions And Integrating
Senses And Really Providing A Remedy At Core of What is Behind

So Much
in Life, Otherwise

Known in Science
Journals As Mental Illness...

True, He Said i Was An Inspiration
Then For Changing His Path Of Life;

i've Lived in the Valley; i've Been to
the Mountain Top and Still AM Climbing
Higher NoW in Autotelic Bliss of Moving and
Singing Meditative Flow in Balance of my Humanity...

i have a Lot of Room in Slack For Folks Who Haven't Traveled
the Paths i've Been on And Have Enough Cognitive Empathy to Give
Folks A Lot of Rope, Before They Hang Themselves in Paths i Haven't Taken in Life Yet too...

Anyway, it's Interesting that A Person, So In Demand of Empirical Evidence For What They Believe
in Life, Unless it May Be Dismissed By Others, Shows Such A Great Respect And Belief in What they Name God...

It's Easy for me to Provide

Empirical Evidence for God;

i Must Wonder What A Person Who
Suggests Now that A Truth may Be
Dismissed Without Empirical Evidence

Has to Use for Proof Their God Exists; Particularly,

If it is Just a Story That Suggests A Man Who Is Identified
As God is Resurrected From the Dead to Save Us All From

in A Fire; Or Perhaps

it is the God in the 'Old Testament'

That Somehow Overlooked 'Lot' Offering
Up His 'Virgin Daughters' For Rape to A Gang
Outside As He Valued His Virgin Daughters Less

Than the Stranger in His Home That Was in Danger
of the Same, Unless Some 'Material Good' Greater Was Offered Up to them...

True, Somehow That Old Testament God overlooked The Logic of That in Truth
And Turned the Wife of 'Lot' into A Pillar of Salt For Looking Back At the Destroyed City

And Saving
The Dude Who
Saw a Sacrifice
of His Virgin Daughters
For A Gang Rape By A Mob

Outside Greater Over the Rape of A
Stranger in His Home He didn't Know at all...

So Much For Respecting Family in 'Those Days of Old';
So Much For the Value of Women Compared to Males then
As They Are Still Valued Less than Males in Countries Adhering
to an Islam Religion too, Where Homosexual Folks Are Imprisoned
And Tortured And Killed too, Even if They Only Love Each Other and

Are Not Heterosexual
Men Who Want to Violently
Rape A Male Stranger in A Home

As A Form of Torture As Well...

'Funny' How Homosexual Men Got
Blamed For What Heterosexual Men
Wanted to Do to Violently Rape Men
That Has Nothing At All to Do With Love;
Same as When a Heterosexual Man Rapes A Woman...

True it Happens in Prisons too; Yet in this Case, the God
of the Old Testament overlooked The Sacrifice Attempt of
Lot's Virgin Daughters to Avoid the Humiliation of A Male Stranger in His Home...

And Again His
Wife Turned to
A Pillar of Salt

By That 'God'

Just looking Back
on a City Destroyed
By A Hypocritical God;

Yeah, i have a Muslim FRiEnD
Who Recently Suggested that
The Will Smith Incident Was Evidence
That Americans Have False Freedom in the United

States; i Brought up the Stoning of Lesbian Women Buried
to Their Chest And Stoned in Saudi Arabia, Indicating that
'Human Slight' is Much More Offensive to me Particularly As

Science Shows That Nature Develops More Empathic Less Competitive
Reproductive Leaning Homosexual Folks to Support The Entire Tribe
When Stress Hormones Are Released in the Womb That Indicate Population

Stresses Are Evident in the Environment
Same as the Rest of the Animal Kingdom

Too as Balance With the Rest of Nature
in Ways of Resources And Not Over-Consuming
Them is Vital to the Survival of the Species in Groups Currently Existing...

And i Also Provided Anecdotal Evidence That the Homosexual Folks i Know
Who Are my Relatives Are Among the Finest Examples of Loving Humans Around...

However, Even my Mother As Unconditionally Loving as She Was to me, Believed Muslim
Folks Were Going to Hell And So Were Homosexual Folks too As That Was the Lie She was

Told in Church
Without Any

Evidence to
Support Any Truth
to Her Claim Propagated
By The Ignorance of the Religion She Believed in...

Did i Stop Loving Her For Her Ignorance in the Lies She
Believed in: No. Have i Stopped Loving my FRiEnD Who Doesn't
Support Homosexual Folks And Believes In An All Loving Merciful
Forgiving God Who Tortures Naughty Folks Forever who She Says She

Not Only Believes
in Yet Gives Great
Glory to in Worship and Respect:

Of Course Not, For i Am A Scientist
Too; i Understand Humans Basically

Hallucinate Their Realities As They Go
Based on the Hallucinations They Co-Create Before
That Means Humans May Bring Almost Every Conceivable
Dream to Nightmare

True in Fruition on Earth...

i Have No Problem Providing Proof God Exists.

Yet it Depends on the Definition of God of Course.

True i Can And Will Cherry Pick The New Testament And Even
Old Too Where Luke in 17:21 Says the Kingdom of God May


Be Found Within Now; Or Sure Go
Back to the Old Psalms in the

Old Testament

And Look to the
Claim That Ye are
All 'Children' of God

True You May Find God
is 'Love' Too in the New Testament
Under 'the Word' As Reported By A Name of John...

Yet Again, i Do Appreciate Integrity of Beliefs Per Truth
in Human Beings i meet; Love Does Not Require Worship
And Love Does Not Fear Criticism As Love in Essence Never


As Love Gives,
Shares, Cares, And
Heals With Mercy And
Forgiveness Never Ending

True Love Doesn't BeLieVE iN the
Death Penalty And Love Surely Doesn't

Believe in Torturing Naughty Folks Forever...

(Yet of Course, Some Folks Believe A God Of
Love Tortures Naughty Folks Forever too; Back
To Square One Root One Problems Humans Are at

Core, Not Rational)

Anyway, i told my FRiEnD i Respect Her Freedom
to Believe and Do As She Wills As True i Have No
Control Over That in Egypt Anyway And Neither Does Anyone Here...

She Seemed to Reciprocate The Sentiment At First in Respect of me
Then Went on to Write A Blog Post Asking Folks Not to Follow Her if

Her Beliefs Offended them...

Listen, my Mother's Beliefs
i Found Offensive And Irrational too...

However, Again, i Must Remember That
Humans Basically Hallucinate Their Realities
Now Based on the Hallucinations They Co-Create Before...

i Don't Have to Be Right or Wrong to Understand That Reality too...

The Truth is the
Human Condition
Is Not Rational; Read That
Again Until the Truth of the Human Condition SinkS in; Lately,
The News of the Human Condition NoW iT Seems Provides Proof


The Majority of Folks in my Neighborhood Still Support
A President Who The Leaders of His Republican Party Admit
in Practice Incited A Deadly Insurrection to Over-Throw Part of Our

Representative Democracy in the Name of Having Any Freedom at
All in Our Country And That 'Dictator Wannabe Demagogue' Is Still A
Leader in Getting their Nomination to Be 'Dictator Wannabe Demagogue Again'

Even With The Example
of What Happens When that
Happens For the Whole World to
See For the Leader Putin Who is Doing
This Now By Attempting to Overthrow

The Democracy By Death and Destruction of Another Country Now....

It's True, it's Sodom And Gomorrah for Real Again, Yet We Must Look At The

To See the
Evil of What
Happens When
Men Decide to Become Gods...

Or Support So-Called Last Prophets with
the Only And Last So-Called Truths Are Elevated

Above Below

the Meek And Poor and Last Who Inherit
The Kingdom of God Within Now Eternally
So Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Not Even

Needing to
Grip A Gun
'With Their

Cold Hands'
till Death They
Part From Otherwise
Loving Paradise Now as God Is LoVE ReaL...

Anyway, My Proof For the God of Luke 17:21
And The Psalms And Newer Testaments That indicate
We aRE ALL Children of God Is Love And Sure Even in the
Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 That Similarly Relates Strip Your
Clothes Off and Dance on them With No Shame Finding the Living

God Within; Yes,

Whenever i take a
Selfie; Whenever i Take
A Photo of My Wife i See

Love And God the SaMe i Am

And Even Before Words At Age 3, Before
i could Speak At Four, i Could Clearly Feel
And Sense i Am A Leaf That Feeds The Green

of my Tree That Falls to Living Soils to Fertilize

New Souls of



Up Resurrecting

Forests Whole Complete

Enough Naked Now AS Such

As DarK Creates LiGHT
NiGHT Creates DaY

As We Humans

May Create And

Co-Create A Paradise
of Love Within And On Earth
Now Together Stronger As God of Love

Or Fools Our Selves Now That We aRe
Some Smaller God Than All that is Now

Star DusT We Come From Star DusT We aRe
Star Dust WE REturn As Star DusT Continues to Exist...

Okay, Mr. Engineer, Provide Empirical Evidence of the God
You BeLiEVE iN Or Not As My God Is Irrefutably i AM Now

Man in the

Mirror And

LoVE iN the Picture
i Take of my Wife Now

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Love

Yes God Is WeLL And ALiVE iN Eden WHeRE i
Inhale Peace Exhale LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing, Loving All With Least Harm Now...

Love is Without Limit And Full Measure; Yet It's True i have
the Ability to Take A Photo Of Love (God) True... And As Far
As Going Empty Pocketed Out in the Village And Spreading A
Non-Verbal Message of Freedom in Dance for 16,433 Miles Now Loving All
That Is God in 103 Months It's True Some Folks Have Noticed i'm Here As my

FRiEnDS Often
Appreciate me
From Greater Distances
Than i know Like Yesterday
When my Wife Was Returning

Some Gardening Stuff at Lowe's
And A Lovely Young Cashier told
me Sir, You Are A Living Legend in
Our 'Facebook Group' As For Years They
Have Been Inspired by the Freedom And Energy

of the Balance And Flow
of Moving Meditation
in Bliss of Dance in the
Kingdom of Heaven on Earth

And Within

i Bring Everywhere i Travel in
my Metro Area Now For 103 Months
As That is Similar Feedback i've Been
Receiving in Appreciation Since 2014
About A Year in the Freedom of the Loving Endeavor

For This Life Now; This Love Now; This Miracle of Breath Now;

It's True, There Are More Ways Than Even
Words of Love to Give; There is Love That

Wears no


of the
Green Dollar Bill...

There is Love That

Simply Dances and
Sings And Feeds an
Inspiration Even Higher than
Food or Drink; Yawn, It's Simple;

i am a Litmus Test for the Conservative
Closed Minded Folks and Open Minded
Liberal Folks Among Us; Except i am Clever

Enough Not to
Be 'Crucified'

As i am Worth
More Alive than
Dead in this Only Life New Now;

Yes, This Kingdom of Heaven Within
For Real Now And Truly At Least Empirically
Measurable in the Ways i've Presented Above...

Yawn, It's 'Funny' And True How When You Always Love With
Mercy And Forgiveness LoVE ReTuRNS to You As Love Never Leaves

NoW It's True

There Are
Living God's

And Dead God's too;

Litmus Test in Human Terms: Love That is True And Real;

i Don't Discard Human Beings, Even When They Discard me...

After All Is Said and Done With me; Sticks and Stones May Break my


Yet the
Dance And
Song of Love
Continues for ReaL ETeRNaLLY Now

And Typically Folks Don't Mess with
The Naked Guy Dancing Who Still Leg
Presses Up to 1520 Pounds at Close to 62 Years

Old; True, i Don't Have to Even Sting Like A Bee
At 245 Pounds; The Fact i Can And Do Float me

On Terrestrial
Land Like

A Butterfly
of Balance in Flow

Is Enough So Far to Deter Any Attempts...

Other than That the Average Science Assessed Human Attention
Span of Less Than Three Seconds; Yes, Shorter than
the Attention Span of a Gold Fish is Enough to Make

me Practically

too Big Online

To See Haha
And Invisible This
Way Except for those

Who Are Able to Rise
A Bit Higher Than the
Average of 'Couch Potato' Humanity now...

Those Folks Do Exist Hehe; Links And Quotes
Available for Empirical Evidence too... HAha...

Anyway, i'd Love to Hear the Engineer's Evidence For
God; i've Surely Presented Mine By Even Older Definitions Real And True (Love)

Anyway too, See You Folks Later, Still Have Another 56 Thousand Word Bi-Weekly

Poem to



-Invisible Dude...

Yet It's True There
Are A Few Who Are Able
To 'See' Most All of me


Appreciate me in Ways
That Most Folks Never Experience

in Life, Just For Being Free Loving Life Slaying
All Fears With Play Loving It All; With No Dollar

Bills in my Pockets to

Make God...

As That God
Is Truly Invisible
to me; True, i Have
No Way to See "IT' In 'the Bank', Hehe...

iT ALL BeLongs to one(s) Who

iNHeRiT(S) Freedom of my Love (God)...

Every Living Part of Nature

Blood Stream of All

Our Lives

HeART Beats
All Around Us

Holding Hands of Life
Dear Savvy Once Again

Leaves Feeding Green of
Trees Falling to Soils Sprouting


Life Springs
Souls of Holy Breath
SPiRiT Rings Through Trees
HeART Beats EverywHere Forest


We aRe
i Am So
Happy to Be Alive...


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SMiLes Dear Savvy
Spring Cool Breezes

So Bright Green Reminds
me of the Gratitude i Saw on

the 94 Year-Old Face of my Old
Neighbor on The River-Front Where

i Am Raised

His SMiLe

Never Changed
For the Peace

In Thanks

For Life Within
This Man Not Only
Lived on the River He
Was And Still is the River

And Now i Am too Re-Tired

From Once Barren Wheels of Loving LiFE...

Weaving Our Way

Through Live


With Meaning

More Meaning

More Life Yet


Thru DarK True...

SMiLes Dear Marianna

A Mother's Gift Love to
Child And Mother

For The Child

To Carry on iN LoVE
As Love Continues to Breathe
ThiS Way


To Be i AM...

Indeed Prayers for Your Ill StepFather Dear Cindy

And Good Fortune on The Publishing of the
STRONG WOMEN," As Surely Poetry in Freely

Expressing Emotions Through the Art of Words in
Song of Poetry is A Connection to SoUL Within HeART

Curing SPiRiT Taking DarK Shadows to Coloring Lights

Of Healing Sadly
Attending my

Wife's Nephew's
Funeral Tomorrow
on Friday As His Shadows
Were Deep And Very DarK

Indeed mY FRiEnD Life is Surely

Not Fair We Verily Are Not Dealt the
Same Gifts And Environments of Loving

Life Some

Make It Across

The Styx River

And Others


in the DarKNess
Lost Yet ReMeMBeRED Same...

Back to 'Personal Responsibility' That The "Protestant Work Ethic"
Seems to Take So Seriously, in Ways of Suggesting the Homeless

Person on the Street, Hearing Voices, Seeing Visions, Should Just Pull His
And Her Or Own Boot Straps Up And Get A Job; Not Unlike Saul the Paul;

Perhaps, the Only Identifiable Human That Actually Wrote Words in

That Old Bible We Can Modernly Actually Identify; It's Really

Amazing That The Experience of 'i AM' is Reduced

to A Verse in A Big Black Really

Relatively Small BooK NoW
of Around 800,000 Words

To "Romans 10:9;" Let's Look
It Up Again, KJV Romans 10:9: "That
if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus,
and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him

from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

Even People Who Have Never Entered Churches, At Least
If they Travel 'Down South'; They'll Likely See A Pamphlet

With Flowers on the Front, Attached to A Toilet, Suggesting

There is 'Good News,' Until It Tries to Hook Ya in By

Suggesting if You Don't Say the Magic

Incantation of Romans 10:9,

You Don't Get

Saved And

Burn Forever;
Usually, There is
A Pic of A Mythical Horned
Beast They call the Devil in 'Fiery Embering
Hell' on The Back of the Brochure in Black

Or Red if They Splurged on Colors;

Again That's A "Trump 101 MeMe;"

Lure 'em in With 'Carrots' And 'Whack

Them Over the Head' on 'Fifth Avenue' With
Whatever The Metaphorical Stick of The Day

Then or Now Is; And In This Case, Let 'em Burn

Forever, if They Don't Bow Down And Call An 'Idol

God Man' Their Only Living Savior Who Died Around 2,000 Years
Ago; of Course, Illiterate, Where we Only Have Words Around the
1st Century From Greek Writing Roman Folks, Collecting Up Words From

Oral Tradition

And A Dude Called
Saul the Paul With Visions

Then Yet in this Case,

Not Standing on the

Side of the Road With
A Cardboard Sign With
Empty Pockets Like the Story
Tales of Jesus And His Disciples,
Living off the Kindness of the Village This
Way Just For Bringing A Message of Love For All That Is

Being Do-Gooders of Course too; Hmm, It's a Cool Story Bro

Yet This "Infinite God of Perfection" Could Do A Better Job Than That

At Least if "i Am" is Inhaling Peace, Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT With

Least Harm For All Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing This Way, Freely Without Restraints,

Where Courage

Of Kindness

'i AM' Does IS A Measure

of True Loving Success As i am Doing Now.

Yes, of Course That is Only One Sect And Way of
Cherry Picking A Book of Mix And Match Scripts of

Free Verse Poetry From Innumerable Ghost Authors
And Changed By Scribes in Mistakes and Intentionally too;

So Let's Go Another Route That Is More Applicable to Personal
Responsibility, Instead of Reciting A 'Magic Incantation' Verse for
A Free Ticket to Ride to Heaven After Death; True, Let's Put the Realism

In Theism, Like i've Been Doing Since 6.6.60, With Luke 17:21, Like the Day

i Was 3, Before i Turned Four to Speak, Early in on the Autism Spectrum in '63, Then

Seeing Clearly Looking Across my Down Town River "Shot-Gun Home" With No Guns;
Yes, Looking Across the 'Blackwater River' To the Forest Clearly Seeing in Our Beautiful
Yard on the River too my Grandmother Made into A Real Garden of Eden Like me And my

Wife Do in

A Beautiful
Forest Here too...

Yes, then, Before i Could
Speak Words; Clear i Am Then And Now,
i AM A Leaf That Feeds the Green of my Tree;

i Am the Leaf That Falls to Soils That Yes Feeds
New Green Souls Forest Whole; Indeed, i Am All

That is ThiS Way Resurrecting in Every Breath i Take New Now

And Then Yes, Let's Do Luke 17:21, Like i Did Before i Even Ever

Heard About a Bible Existing; Again, Where it Says, according to he KJV Version,

Luke 17:21: "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of
God is within you."

Yes, Once Again,

i Am The Leaf

Greening my

Living Tree;

i Am The Leaf

That Falls to Soils

That Greens New Living
Souls Forest Whole; Still Now, i Am...

Yet Let's Not Stop it All at 3 Years-Old as

Look Around, Wild Flowers Are a Greater Metaphor

For i Am As They Strive to Color And Shoot Up in Concrete Dead Life;

And Meet their Greatest Potentials in Coloring Life New Now; It's True,

While Wild Flowers May Seem Like Wild Chaos to Those Who Don't Get Down

to Wild Flower Views And See the Beauty of Wild Flower Forests Below, They Miss

the Magic

Above Now

of Yes, Looking

Within And Becoming

All They May Be Now i AM in Unleashing
And Releasing All Their Human Potentials

Within; And True, i Don't Have to Go Over how i've
Accomplished All of this With Effortless 'Wu Wei' Ease in Autotelic
Meditating, Dancing, Singing Flow in 'Blessful Bliss' Either as 'i Am;' Yes,

The Record Speaks Clearly That John 14:12 Is No Myth And Neither

Is A Leaf,
The Tree,
And The Forest,
Still EXPaNDiNG of i AM Now.

Seriously though, If 'God', The 'Infinite
Perfect One' You Describe Is Actually That Way;

THere Ain't No Way That God Would Limit Themselves
to Such A Pathetic Book of Contradictions And Truly Evil

As There is Nothing

Perfect or Love
About Torturing

Any Part of Creation

Forever, Except in the
Eyes of Someone Attached
With A Trump 101 Meme of

True Evil in Psychopathic Ways
of Torturing Any Part of Nature

As That is 'the Stuff' for the Truly
'Criminal' Messed up in the 'Soul' Folks And

OR Folks Who Just BeLiEVE iN What They've
Been Spoon-Fed From Birth; Good News or Really


News too;
Overall, As Again,

Anyone May Cherry Pick
Free Verse Poetry From Anywhere
And Put Their Own Interpretations
And or Ignorance to 'Work' as THere Are
Always Humans Now, Just Waiting to Follow Someone Else's Story;

The Record is Surely Clear on That in Most Bizarre Ways Through


HiSToRY Now...

In Other Words,
This Ignorance Isn't New
or Restricted to Any One
Category or Label of Being Human Now...

Fascinating to Study Though; Please Pass the Popcorn 'Eve'...

As Now Is A Good Place to Go Back to 'REAL Eden' From this
Only Avatar


God Yes,

Blue Skies
And Wild
STiLL CoLoRinG i AM...

Thanks For the Input And i Understand; Yes, of Course
Some Folks Have Difficulty With The Way i Write

(You are Surely Not the Only One Here)

'These Days' And Others Do Not;

i Don't See it As An Attack at All;
Yet this is the Way i Process And
Deliver "A SonG oF mY SouL;" And This

Is Just The Natural Way it Flows

Now; So, i Suppose We Both Have
Somewhat of A Communication Issue,

Hehe; i Don't Expect You to Understand
me; Yet This is Just the Way i Communicate Now;

And In Particular, The Activity of Doing it is Inherently
Blissful This Way in Evolving my Soul As my Special Interest Now;

In Other Words,

You Are Asking

A "Bird to Walk;" And That is
No Longer Part of my 'Repertoire'...

i Come Here to Be Free To Express
my Neuro-Divergence; This is A Support Site For That; i Already Tried

'Normal', And That Didn't Come Out to A Very Good Life Result;

This Other Way Maintains Heaven Within Always Now; Not Going

Back to
The 'Other
Place,' No Matter What...

Anyway, Hehe, i Don't Portend to Be 'Normal'...

And in Regard to Who Is Right or Who Is Wrong, i'm Not
in Any Kind of Competition For Winning Debate Points of
Any Kind; i'm Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete; And

i Commonly Hear Comments From the General Public That
i Am Assessed as A Legend For My Public Dance; i Actually Enjoy

Going Places
Like This
As A Break

From Getting
'Applause' out in
The 'Wild Real World';

i Just Wanted to Dance;
Getting the Privilege to Freely
Do that Every Where i Go; Yes, That Took Quite
A Bit of Effort at First As There Were Many Establishments
Adverse to Someone My Size Dancing Like A Graceful Bull

in A 'Fine China Store'...

Just Being Able to Do Joy Freely

Was/is Enough; The Legend, Hero
And Famous Stuff Can Really

Be A Considerable Distraction

(At One Point, Young Folks
Were Actually Kneeling Down
And Mocking Worship With
Hands Clasped in Prayer;

Ugh, Yes, What an
Uncomfortable Feeling)

if it Happens too Much...

Haha, Thank God i Don't
Have to Worry About that Here...

Just Laser Focusing in Autotelic Flow
in Generating Free Verse Poetry for
Whatever Sparks My Interest And

(Indeed, A Very 'Autistic Way' to Be)

In This Case, it is Generally A Staycation
in Heaven Within Eternally Now And God

Yes Writing Like This For me is A Basic
Requirement to Stay in This Blissful Flow Now...

Hehe, Yes At First, i Had A Lot of Folks Ask me
to 'Walk Normal' in Public, Instead of Freely Dancing
in Spiraling Flow; Took A Year or So Before it Caught on Haha...

Took 7 Years Here,

to Even Get the

to Be
Free to
Be Me;

No One Ever Actually
Kicked me Out of A Store

in 'Trump Town USA'; It Goes
to Show, It Hasn't Always Been
A Place for Neuro-Divergence 'Here'...

It Takes A While For Folks to Understand
me; Just Being Able to Be me, is Enough for me,


i Am
Going to
Doing me...

Just Like Others
Here Will Do 'Them' Freely too...

Thanks, It Seems We've always
Been Able to Agree to Disagree

Civilly Enough;

Not Always the
Case Here for
me, So i Appreciate That...

And Indeed, my Civility And
Calm And Yes, Peaceful Nature is
What Has Kept my Privilege Dancing
in Public For 103 Months Now, Everywhere i Go; And
Additionally, How i Present the Justification For the

Dance in Public too.

i've Learned the
Art of Self-
Quite Well, Indeed, With SMiLes
And Yes That is Core to Personal
Responsibility For One's Health and

Wellbeing too...

Happy 7th in
Pakistan Dear
Rafiah Pray
All Your
Is Doing
Well And
Full of Joy
With Sunshine

To SMile...

“All Things Bright And
Beautiful” And Warm
When Creatures of

Different Species
Get Along Dear
Aloha FRiEnD

Hehe Even me
Practically Yes An
ET Yes Extraterrestrial
When i FloW in Dance
Floating on Land HAha

Yet It’s
True ET Is
Not Always
Accepted At
Home So He Travels

Far to Find FRiEnDS too




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08 Apr 2022, 6:12 pm

So True Dear Savvy

Without Kindness

Integrity Wears

Few Colors

of Humanity's Soul...


Love That Reaches
Out Now And Touches


SMiLes Dear Akshita So True
What We Can And Will Master

Is Staying Even When Others Go Away

Yes What We Can Control Now is Always
Forgiving With Mercy For We All Make Mistakes

And True Best of All

Giving May

Feel Even

Better Than Receiving

Never Running Out of Love Within
Happy 2nd Birthday to Your Blog

Keep Writing As Long As You

Are Here i Will Be

Your Poetry

to Stay
Hehe As Long
As i Can Move A
Keyboard At Least...

And Fit All 245 Pounds of
me in this Fiber Optic Cable Hehe
To Travel As Avatar All The Way to India...

SMiLes Dear Cindy Home
Is WHere Love Wings Whether
Above or Below Love's Breath

Fully Living
Now in FLiGHT
Free Holding Hands

With All of Nature's Breath to
SMile Hehe i Never Get Tired of

Being With my Wife Bring on the
Nagging It's Just So Sweet to me

Other Than That Keep Spiraling

Around the Love

Of Your
Wings oF LiGHT...

LeSSoN 399
Doors And Windows
Plant A Garden of Eden
Outside And Within Home

Where You
Live For A Week
Sunny on Tuesday Warmer

Yet Let’s Not Wait Plant
Your Garden With SMiles...

SMiLes Dear Mariana
Surely Hear A Soul
Song in Poetry's
Home of Mother's

SMiLes When We Come to Understand
That the Top of Every Mountain is

A New Mountain to Climb

Every Step Becomes

The Gift Every

Climb Becomes

The Same Height

As Valley High Mountain

LoW in Ease

NoW As A


of 'Wu Wei' in Flow
Of Increasing Human
Potentials Where the
Butcher's Knife Never Dulls

Where The Dancer's Soles

Never Wear Down Either

Nor Our Souls Within

FRiEnDS With Gravity

This WaY in Balancing

Orbiting The


Existence Within

Stars Remaining
in Skies Above BeLow...

My God ThiS Way of Life
Has Saved me a Ton of Bucks
on Nike Athletic Shoes i Used to
Go Through a Pair Every Three Months

Now 160 Miles of Monthly Public Dance Takes me
Through 8 Months Going on A Year of 'The Butcher's Blade'...

Of Love to
You As Well
Dear Cindy With
More Prayers For
Your Stepfather

Men Suffer
In Silence It’s
Too Bad So Many

Have Been
That Emotions
And Healing Arts
Are Only Mush
And Weak


The Opposite
They Are For True
Alpha Males Who Heal

And Souls
Of Others True

With The Force of
Love That Creates

Of Destroying
Others And Imploding


i Have
The “Sweet”
And “Bitter Pill” Too...

Love to
You As Well
Dear Mariana
Happy Friday

To You
In Kenya
With SMiles...

SMiLes Dear Ava i Have Other FRiEnDS Who
Have Endured Rigorous Studies in India For their

Upcoming Professions Who Through Much Discipline
Have Had to Leave Their Creative Efforts and Many of

Their Online Social Connections Behind; You Seem Like
A Very Conscientious Young Woman And Knowing You Are

A Budding

Like Some of
my Other Indian
FRiEnDS i Thought
That Was What Was Probably
Going on With You in Your Ending
Years of Study; You Are Very Talented

And i Encourage You to Stay in Touch With
Your Creativity As It is So Healing in the Arts

We Create For Our Well Being and the Well Being
of Others Who Take a Journey Through the Songs of
Our Souls We Create And True During the Rigors of

School And Work Through 3 Degrees and 33 Years
of Work for Pay For 40 Years Since i was 13 Years-
Old i Lost Most all Touch With my Creativity until

53 Years-Old After Retiring From the Machine
of Work and School And It's true as Much

As Folks Try to Stick With Their Creativity

And as Many People as i Have Known
Who Tried Their Best, Modern Life Just

Has a Way of Taking That
Part of Our Human

Potentials Away

in Creativity

as Well As
Greater Well Being Within;

Just Remember That it's Never

too Late to Come Back and Find A Song
of Your Soul to Relate and Heal With Again

Even IF You too Are Facing All of Life's Responsibilities
Both For You and the Family You May Soon Come to Take
Care of Losing The Space to Pursue Your Creativity in Life

Yes Again It's Never too Late

Now in Your 50's, in Your 60's, or

Even the Last Breath You May Take

Finding the Space Outside and Within
to Relate the Deeper Parts of You to This

Breath We Take Now; Smiles, Life Long Fan
of Your Poetry as Long as i am Alive And Well too...

i Am Particularly

Glad You are

Okay as i am
Also A Fan of

Your Humanity as
A Distant Yet True FRiEnD...

i Am Very Happy to Hear From You With SMiles...

The Idea of "Mass Formation (Hypnosis)," in Relation
to the Anti-Science of Vaccines and Climate Change
Has Been Thoroughly Debunked By Multiple Sources.

On The Other Hand, "Mass Psychogenic Illness" As That
Relates to the "Nocebo Effect;" And The "Placebo Effect,"

in Terms of Folks in Actual 'Catholic Masses' Who Believe

in the Healing Power of the 'Sugar Pill' of 'Jesus' as A 'Wafer of
Bread the Same,' No Matter How 'Normally Irrational' Folks May

See that 'Belief'; Yes, the Placebo Effect Works For Folks, Like the
Power of Suggestion; Yes, Hypnosis Works to Help Heal Some Folks
With the Power of Their Own Minds; As Yes, Insurance Covers that And

(Some Days, Ya Just Have to Have "Great Hope, Faith, And Belief to Heal")

It Does Help
Folks With
Medical Disorders
With the Power of Belief,
And the Placebo Effect As Well.

Of Course, Science Probably hasn't
likely Studied the Obvious Connection With
The 'Sugar Pill' Of 'Jesus' As That is Somewhat

of A 'Sacred Cow' Still In Our So-called Advanced
Society of the United States. It's Just Frigging Common
Sense; the Authority of the Doctor or Priest 'You' Trust With Belief and Loving Kindness;
Yes, Gives 'You' a 'Sugar Pill' or 'Wafer of Jesus' and You Believe That You Will Get Well;

And Yes That Changes The 'Biological Activity' of Your Whole Being in many Ways
that Science isn't Able to Discretely Measure, Other than You May Recover Faster From Illness...

Not All Folks Are Able to Benefit From 'Sugar Pills'; Not All Folks Are able to Benefit From Hypnosis.

Go Figure, Folks Perceive Their UniVerses Differently, Through Cultural Meaning and Different Biologies...

Guess What: Vaccines Work,
And Climate Change is Real;

Science Provides Enough Evidence
And Consensus of Studies to Prove this is Real.

True, Placebo And Nocebo Effects Work Too As Science Shows too;
That Also Relates Far Beyond Just A Literal 'Sugar Pill' or A 'Voodoo Doll' too.

A Good Example of the Nocebo Effect in Actual 'Masses of Catholic Church' is the

Majority Nocebo Belief That Folks Who Are Naughty Suffer in Hell Eternally By A God
Who Is All Loving, Merciful, And Forgiving; And Additionally, Those Folks Are Told They

Are Unworthy

Every Week as
They Repeat That
Belief; They Aren't Always

Happy and Well Adjusted Folks;

Although, There is that 'Sugar Pill' That
'Wafer of Jesus' That is the Only Reason
Some Folks Attend Catholic Church; True That is a 'Carrot,'
A Placebo Effect That Actually Works; And True, the So-called
Devil And Hell And Subjugating 'You' Into Unworthiness is the Common Stick

Effect; i've been
Studying This for Practically
A Lifetime Now as a Free Lance
Anthropology Participant Observer;
And Now a Longest Epic
Long Form Free Verse

Poet too; Fascinating

It is, And as Close to
'White And Black Magic'

As Science Provides Evidence,
in General, Through the Placebo
And Nocebo Effect Is Real; Folks Bond

And Bind Over Common Symbols And Ideologies to Control

Group Behavior And Enhance Outcomes For Survival As Well too....

At Core That is 'Religion'; And Some Folks Bond Over Conspiracy Theories
Similarly That Are False too; And Often Propagated in Religious Institutions too;

And Are Very


to Human Health And Well Being As Well...

Be Careful What 'You' Believe in; That Counts.

Not All Folks are as Susceptible to the Placebo And Nocebo Effect;

Yet Others Surely Are; And They Reap the Benefits And Destruction of Health And Well Being too...

Other than That in Regard to Group Think and Feelings in Bonding and Binding Over Common
Symbols and Ideologies; We Are Social Animals And Religion and Meaning in this Basic Definition

Of Religion is Still
Core to Our Survival
And Potential Destruction,

Depending on the Quality

of the 'Religious Beliefs' We Hold;

('Stories' We Commonly BeLieVE iN that
We Bring to Fruition of Life, True or False)

Whether We Bond Over Science or 'Bull Crap'...

Fortunately, About 80 Percent of Folks Believe in the
Science of Covid-19 Vaccines as Close to 1 MiLLioN Folks Including
A lot of Disbelievers in the Science of Vaccines are Dead, Dead, DEAD FOR REAL





And For Folks Who Believe The After Life is Greater than
The Before Death; Wow, Ultimate Nocebo Effect not to Reach Human Potentials Now.

And Additionally, Not Unlike All the 'Trump Crap;' That is A Much Bigger Lie than Who

Lost an Election...

Yet, It is
Also a
Sacred Cow
(Hell) That Around
60 Percent of the United

States Still BelieveS iN...

And A Huge Part in the Equation

of Whether or Not the Human Species
Will Continue to Survive, Until Folks Value

This Life Now Presently

More than

Death Pills'
of 'Church' Still
Holding Hands With 'State' Now...

Oh 'Jesus F in Christ', Only if 'They'
Will Find Their 'Sugar Pills' Within...

Hey, 'They' Can Justify it with Parts
of Their 'Good Book' Too For Real...

And It's True, Similarly, iF They Believe
in It, They Will Find a (Yuck) "Voodoo Doll" Within too...

And Yes, of Course, Share IT With Each Other As 'Darker Religion' too...

Yawn, 'These' Are 'Commonly Held Beliefs'

Where You Can Find 'YouTube Religions'
Like "Call For An Uprising" Bonding Over

Similar Conspiracy Theories;

It's Nothing New; Just Another

Religion of Lies; No Different

Really Than A 'Mass' of Folks Believing

A Dude Came Back to Life With Proof

They Read
It In A Story Book;

(Albeit, Smaller

And IF You Repeat
The Lie (Belief) And Admit That
The Dude is Actually God, You
Get A Free Ticket to Heaven Now;

And If You Do Not, You Burn in Hell Forever...

Yawn, 'This Religion' of Conspiracy Theories, This
Dude is Commonly Practicing Here, is No More Evidence

Of Mental Illness

Than Evangelical

Christianity As Practiced;

And often, You'll Hear Both
Practiced in the Same Pews;

Unless, Perhaps, You Don't Live Where i Do

Now And Study it Up Close and Personal,

Like i Did at A Funeral Service Today;

Don't Get me Wrong, it Give Folks Comfort
And Works For The Group Think/Feel; At least if You

Aren't Different And Don't Believe the Lies (Stories)...

This Is Human 101; i'm Sure Some
of the Folks Passing Around Arm Chair
Diagnoses, Believe in That Other Religion of Lies (Beliefs) too...

i Have Acquaintances, Who Are Mathematicians, Etc., And Owners
of Two Homes Who Are as Rational As Anyone Here until it comes

To Their
Religious Beliefs'...

It 'Blows my Mind';

Yet Not Really As i'm Used
to it, Living in the Locality that
Once Held the Record Book Holder For the
Most Christian Churches Per Capita Here in

'Trump Town USA'...

As 'They' Say;

See The Board
in Your Own Eye

Before Ya Start Throwing
Stones in a Stained Glass Church...

On The Other Hand, The Scientific Method
Will Only Measure What is Observable; Not Everything

In Life is Discretely Measurable, Like Love, Kindness, And Patience Within...

Yep, Mercy And Forgiveness too, And The Warmth Folks Feel Within Giving or Not;


When it is For

Others; Disagree

With the Beliefs, Sure;

And Come to Understand
the Parts of the Human Condition
That Don't Operate Under the Parameters

of The Scientific


Do Not...

So True Dear Savvy

Without Kindness

Integrity Wears

Few Colors

of Humanity's Soul...


Love That Reaches
Out Now And Touches


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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