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16 Jun 2022, 1:17 am

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real...

SMiLes Dear Savvy So True it is often
Those Who Are Outcast Most

Who We May Describe
As Hermits Living
in Forests Lone

Who May Truly
Commune With

Nature And Learn
All The Wisdom That

HumanKind May Truly Need to Live
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love So Very

Free Loving All
Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

With Least Harm
in Balance As Nature Truer Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
Rises All As One And One ToGeTHeR Freer to Breathe...

SMiles Dear
Cindy BLeSSinGs
Of BLiSSinGs to You
And All You Love True...

SMiLes Dear PM

Even When Demons

Chase 'You' Down

'Running Up That Hill'

Running Up That Hill

Running Up That Hill

And If It Doesn't Touch the
Whole World

Just Wait

Until 2022

As With Art
THeRE is No
Age yet SPiRiT

-Kate Bush and 'Running Up That
Hill' Making A Deal With my First VCR
And Digital CD Player As Well Yep Back

in 1985 And

Yes A Hint an
Omen to Where
i Would Eventually
Land Next And Rise Again With SMiLes
iN A World Where 'The Matter With Things'
And All That May Be Attached to 'Silicon'

Often Trumps
Life Yes
And Love Still
Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Yet Now Ruling to Use the Tool
No Longer Mastered At the Bottom of the Hill...

62 Years Now And 9 Days Born On 6660 An 'Omen' too FoR ReaL

LeSSoN 367 True Art is in
Art of HeART Moving SPiRiT
SoUL No Rules Muse Musics

SMiLes Peppers Ever

GRoWinG More

Unique on

Sea Horse

Trees In Gardens

Of Eden Hehe Here

Have A Bite Free There

Is No Cost of Free Fruits

Of LivinG TreeS only Fresh

Temptation Art Singing Muse


Beauty To See

BREaTHE Free...

One Word Before
i Go Karlien
My Wife is


Best to

Bring Another

Pain Disorder

To Medical


She Terms
It The

Rare “Fredache”...

Have A Beautiful Day...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa In A World

Of Dance There Are No Words

So Surprising It is

How Folks

Get Along

When There

Are No Words to Confuse
True A SMiLe is A Dance
Too And Yes When Words
SMiLe Words Dance True...

Historically, Last Century,

'Then' As A Great Global
Scholar of Religion And
A Philosopher, Alan Watts
Related; Yes, Basically All

Of 'Life is A Rorschach Test'

We Continue to 'Co-Create;'

Both Unwittingly and Wittingly,

Based on How in Touch We Are With
Who We Really Are at Core Authentically As such;

And While i Made The Vague Outline of Whatever
The 'Rorschach Test' is As A Still frame of a Fuzzy Black
And White Video Outside a Zoo, A Prompt For A Myth to
Write Anew And Reality too; There Are Folks Here Attributing

As Many Different Realities
As Human Experiences
Currently Providing Their
Rorschach Test Results Ranging

From Dressed Up From the Modern
Cultural Niche of 'Furries' to 'Skin Walkers'
And The Such From Native Religious Traditions;

Listening to Folks, i Surely Don't Always agree with Like
Bishop Barron, Head YouTube PR Guy for the Catholic Church
And Angry Old White Dude And Old Professor Jordan Peterson

Who Is Good With
Facts Yet Not So
Much With Humanity AS Such

In Terms of Basic Frigging Common
Sense and Feelings; Yep What Elon Musk Also
Misses so Much in His Current Failing Endeavor

to Rule Twitter
With His Over Zealous
Ideologies As Such too;

Oh How Butt Hurt 'The Bishop'
And 'The Peterson' Get When the
Reality is We LiVE iN A Modern Age

Where Folks Have the Will And Freedom if They
Choose to Exercise it, At Least Still in the United States

to Create Their Own Life, Liberty and Pursuit of Happiness
Separate From the Rest of Cultures And Religions Other than

Laws that
Must be Followed
of Course to Live Here Free...

Not Realizing What A 'Cosplay

Event' The Catholic Tradition Already Is,
Dressing Up in Really Big Hats Like Lady Gaga

And Wearing Golden Robes And Many Other Fabulous
Costume Colors As An Inclusive Tradition Every Damn Year;

And of Course Participating in a Made-Up Story With Magical
Bread And Wine that Turns into A Dead Dude From 2,000 Years
ago; Transforming the Story of A Crucified Man into An Only God and

King of the
Now Yep, God Yes,

True In the United
States You get to Be
And Do And Practice
Whatever Subcultural
Niche, Smaller and Bigger
And Religion Ya Wanna Do
As Long As You Don't Break Any
Local, State, and Federal Laws to Stay

Out of Jail
And Hefty
Fines and Such...

Anyway, Where i LiVE iN
STiLL A Rather Small Trump
Town USA; i've Never Seen Cosplay
Characters Practice Their Subcultural
Niche of Belonging Warm Together Now

Or So-called 'Furries' Dancing Around
Walmart in Public Dance Like i Do as

True, i'm Sort
of Furry
Any Costume
At all And i Am
Surely in Touch with
The Deepest Still of 'FeRaLiTY'
Yet Still Civilized Enough As me...

Yet, Lately Particularly, as 'TRuMPiSM'
Continues to Rise in the Guise of DeSaTANiS
in Florida And the Such; Cosplay is Rising to the

Occasion, Among those who otherwise Might feel
Increasingly Disenfranchised in Trump State USA

Among 'Florida
Men' and the Such

And It Was So Cute, A
Young Woman So Petite
Riding A Motor Bike Was Wearing
A Furry Helmet Bouncing A Dance
At the Red Light to Her Own YouTube Way of Life

on an iPhone
Secure to the
Console of the
Motor Bike AS Such;

It Was among the Cutest
And Most Creative Experiences
i Witnessed That Day, Hehe, of Course
As Usual Other than what i 'Normally' Do

As A Culture
of One Force
of Humanity Now
Where i Damned
Sure Please to Go Free...

It's Nice to Visit Civilization Freer
And More Open Minded Just 14 or So
Miles Away to Be so Much More Creative

THere AS Humanity Colors Life more;

And True, the Place i Dance There
in Public Holds Multi-Cultural
Cosmopolitan Life as

It's About
50 Percent
White and
Every Other Color
of 'the Rainbow' and More

Particularly Increasingly Latin,
Muslim, And East Indian True too..

This is the Reality i Enjoy Most Always
Changing And Always ReaDy for A New Story Now...

Some Folks Don't Like Change

Yet In Trump Town USA

They've even

Had no
to get
Used to me...

As True, i Have
the Ability to Step
in CR8P Multiple
Instances And Still
Shed THorns And Bloom As Rose For Real...
Not Much Different than the Young Woman

So Furry
and Multi-Colored
On Her Motor Bike
Enjoying the Red Light
While Most Every One

was so
And Lost From Loving Now...

Bottom Lines That Vague Fuzzy
Image is All of Ours to Uniquely Co-Create

Or Just Totally Ignore; Sort of Like me, Hehe;

That Girl on that Motor Bike didn't give a God
Damned Worry About Anyone Else who Didn't Wanna
Join Her Party...

Anyway; Yes,
'The Unknown'
is What Keeps
Life Worth Mystery
And Still Unfolding

As FLoWeRS Blooming
With Newer Colors Never
Seen Before

or False...

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real...

Hmm, The Importance of Art And The Importance

Of Those 'Stars' Who Rise High Enough to Shine Light

in Darkest Recesses of Humanity

And Encourage Innocent

Love And The

Touch of HeARTS

Not Lost OR Lost in Cold, Cold

Places 'Running Up That Hill;' Yep,

Trying to Escape 'the Monster' That
Depression and Anxiety Will Bring

And Yes Like Many Young Artists Through
All the Celebrity And Accolades, Justin Bieber

Has Received As He's Only Human And Had His Share
of Drug Abuse, Depression, Anxiety; and Now Ramsey Hunt

Syndrome With Partial Facial Paralysis; And True For Those He Inspired

in Light through His Celebrity as A Teen Heart Throb And Later Songs Hitting

The Main Stream
Including Adult

Emotions Associated
With Dark and Light; Yes By GOD

Art Matters Much More Than 'ReaSoN' EVER
WiLL, When it Comes to the Human (Love) Condition;

And God Yes, Even Wanting to Live at all Now; Yes, FOR

REAL With A HeART More than Just 'He' MiSSinG From Art...

Or in the Case of SMart All That May be Left is 'Get off my Lawn Kids'

From 'Angry Old White
Dudes' And the Such

Who Only Have
S And M Left
to Give and Share
With the Rest of the World
in Addictions of Anger And Hate
of What they Don't Touch in Life

Through An Opaque Window And
Heart Covered With Glass That Won't Break...

There Are A Whole Lot of Depressed And Anxious
Folks in Every Generation; Yet 'Stranger Things' Do Happen

When Folks Come Out
of The Dark As Art Saves Lives

More Than 'Mechanical Cognition'
Will Ever Touch A Human Soul For Real, Period;

Indeed, Getting in Touch With Humanity is A BIG
ParT of Actually Living

'Running up That Hill,'

'Running up That Hill,'

Escaping Demons Within

That Are Indeed Very Real;

What One Song By Kate Bush
Or Justin Bieber Will Do For Folks;

And while It's True, i Never Expected my
Public Dance to Help Young Folks Get through
High School When they Felt they Just Didn't Belong

Anywhere; Yet never the Less, after 16,753 Miles in 105 Months i've Received

Messages From them IN PERSON That Just One Person Not Afraid to
Dance Solo in Public

Was Enough Then

to Dance to too,
With Voyeur
Videos; Yes,

To Help Them
Get Through the
Lonely Places of Life...

Just Knowing You Don't

Have to Be Part of a Crowd to BeLong...

As It's True One Person May Create
THeir Own Dance And Song of Life FREE...

Running Up that Hill, Running Up That Mountain
Escaping Places
Even Demons
Fear to


IT Before, i Even
Started A Free Dance And Song... So,

To The General Issue of the Value of
Art, And Music, And Song And Celebrities
That Reach Stardom by Touching the Human

in Regulating
Emotions, Integrating
Senses And Bringing Folks
Out of the DarK Nights of the Soul
For Real; Kate Bush's Song "Running Up That
Hill" As That Addresses The "DarK NiGHTS of the SoUL"

Is A Song From 1985,
Currently Hitting Number
one in the Billboard Top 200
Globally As Such Now; As True

it Touches the Darkness That so
Many Folks In Younger Generations
Are Experiencing Now And Provides
Healing FOR REAL; GOD YES, Yes, Yes,




And Here's A 'Thing,' When You Break Through,
You Do What Ever it Takes to Help Other Folks Get

Through too;

If Ya Really
Went to
The Dark, Darker, Darkest
Place and Ever Really Escaped...

You Don't Pay Any Attention to
'Demons' Still Trying to Drag You
BacK iN THeir Home Away From Home...

Justin Beiber is Just Another Slob, A Face of God,
And In His Case He's Touched Innumerable HeARTS



For Real
More Than
Just A "Matter With Things"...

i Never have Really Listened to
His Music Much; i Don't Have to, to
Understand How He Impacts the Condition
of Being Human...

For Real






Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that

Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real...

Lovely Poem Adorning Love
With Roses As FLoWeRS Blooming
Naturally Do Dear Cindy Yet THoRNS

Are Glue True too
As Night is To Day
And DarK is to LiGHT

Oh How Wonderful
Moon Reflects Sun

Above As THorns

Below Protect

Next Blooming
SMiLes of LoVE ANeW...

“You give away nice like it doesn’t cost you anything.”

SMiLes Dear Akshita Not Unlike Humans THere is
Value in At Least Some Lines And Or Spirals in


of Life
With SMiLes...

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;
Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating;
Ocean Whole Water Wave Verily Field


And All That Jazz too...


THiS Ain't 'Rocket Science;'
Yet It is; And that's A Problem;

Master the Tools,

Survive And Thrive;

Be Mastered By the Tools,
And Wither Away As Just Another
Grape Vine Who Never Truly Lived At All...

In Other Words, i Don't Need to Change Water into Wine

As i HuManufacture My Own Grapes; They Stay Sweet Eternally Now



Now As i Shift Back to the Old Ways of iRobot;

With The Attention Span of Less Than A Gold Fish;
Yes, Less Than Three Seconds Waiting for the Next

Hit of Social
Media And The 'Such';

THere is Gonna Be A Whole
Lot of Misery And Suffering Before

(Wailing, Gnashing of Teeth,
And All That 'Blues Jazz' too)

Folks Strip oFF ALL the Layers of CuLTuRaL

Clothes And Actually 'Unplug' And Set Themselves Free...

Yep, Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete; Moving Connecting
Co-Creating on 'The Cheap' Generating Energy oF LiGHT From Within

Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Least Harm; Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT iN Effortless Ease of Autotelic Flow
Increasing Human Potentials Always Dancing A Tight Rope Higher;

Yawn, of
Course it
Helps to Start
Off Financially Independent
to Do this When Money Is the

'God' And It is Worthless As What's
Left of Dead Dinosaurs and The 'Such' (US).


Post Script: i Realize The "Matrix MeMe" Has Become
Old And Overused; Never The Less, if one Can And Will
Leave 'The Old Words (Worlds) Behind,' The Music in the Trailer is Most

A Renewable
Source For

Within in
Terms of
Moving, Connecting,
And Co-Creating More;
For Those Still or Firstly Capable
Of Being In Moving Connecting Ways To Co-Create Anew.

SMiLes Dear Savvy So True it is often
Those Who Are Outcast Most

Who We May Describe
As Hermits Living
in Forests Lone

Who May Truly
Commune With

Nature And Learn
All The Wisdom That

HumanKind May Truly Need to Live
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love So Very

Free Loving All
Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

With Least Harm
in Balance As Nature Truer Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
Rises All As One And One ToGeTHeR Freer to Breathe...

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real...



KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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17 Jun 2022, 1:52 am

Oh Dear Savvy How A Tree is Such
An Everlasting Symbol For All

That is Life Now Yes
And Existence Whole

Remembering A Tree Again
of My Life Grounding me through

Decades of Oh So Cold Mechanical
Cognition of Work All Lit Up At Night

With Strings oF LiGHT Truly A Worship
At the Feet of Leaves The Roots That Grow

Green So Tall
Even Falling
Brown to Fertilize

All that Sprouts
of Spring Again Sadly

Then Hurricane Ivan
Tore Our Tree Down All
That Was Left A Stump of
Once Living Oak So Tall and Strong

Yet A Twig A Branch Grew From Stump
Below And i Talked My Wife into Leaving

it A Chance to Live Again And Verily So True

A Tree Wider And More Varied Than Ever Before

As It's True the
Ocean Grows
Whole For

Waves to
Water Our Lives
Again Free in All That
Is Above and Below From
Trees to Roots That Stand Love So Tall And True...

Oh How pleasurable Paddling
Calm Crystal Clear Hawaii
Waters Before
Surf's Up
Again Dear
Aloha FRiEnD

Sea Turtles Paddling
With Calm FLoWinG
Ocean Waters True

This is the Life As
Finch and Panda
Australian Shepherd
LiVE iN Peace Now

As Panda Becomes
Both Fur And Feathered Nest With
SMiLes As Nature Really Can And Will

Get Along
As Birds
of A Feather
With Dogs of Fur True

And Yes Hehe Even Us Humans Too...

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real...

Sadly AS Hard As it May
Be to Do if We Stop Caring

Yep Giving, Sharing

Healing True

And Yes False

The 'Trump
Meme' OH No

For All of what
Paints Life Ashen Grey

Not Even Fifty SHades of Gray...

Folks Drink 'The Kool-Aid' Of Others to
Even Survive ALL 'The Big Lies' Others Live
Without Kool-Aid AT ALL Except LoVE ReaL NoW

Light Draws Us
Yet Grief Paints
The Will to LiVE oN

This Love This LiFE For Real
Dear Xenia With SMiLes All

Of What A Dog's EYes
And Face

Will Tale
Our Living
Trees of

Life Leaves
Tall Falling
New Life


So Free

Truth iN LiGHT True...

Nature is the
Touch Always
Living On When
Breathing Free Within
From Loved Ones Come

And Gone
Still Living
Within mY FRiEnD...

Bitter Sweet
Nature of Give
And Take Share
And Hoard Heal
And Harm Yet What

Lives on Are Those Who
Truly Love Becoming ParT

of Our Soul to Carry on mY FRiEnD

Xenia So Sad to See the Other Twin Angel

Pearl Go
With Eivor
Now Twin
Angels of
Fur On Earth
iN Living And Death
This Living Tree As Leaves
of Eivor And Pearl Breathe
On in Loving Eyes of We Who Are Souls

Still FoLLoWinG ALong THeir Nature Love Free
As Verily True i Haven't Missed A Step Here for
Over 5 Years Since 2017 What A Gift They And
You aRE ALWays to Inspire Nature of SoUL Dancing Singing Free
SMiLes i'll Drift on Over to the Rest of the Nature of Your Poetry mY FRiEnD

i Love
Xenia With SMiLes...

"Our new report suggests that 36% of all Americans—including 61% of young adults and 51% of mothers with young children—feel “serious loneliness.” Not surprisingly, loneliness appears to have increased substantially since the outbreak of the global pandemic.

The report also explores the many types of loneliness, various causes of loneliness, and the potentially steep costs of loneliness, including early mortality and a wide array of serious physical and emotional problems, including depression, anxiety, heart disease, substance abuse, and domestic abuse. While Americans clearly need to adopt distancing measures to curb the spread of the novel coronavirus, the report authors argue that we also must take steps to alleviate loneliness, particularly for the populations the survey suggests are most affected."

Loneliness, Depression, Anxiety, ETc.; Most All that Come From NDD Nature Deficit Disorder As that/this Applies

To Connecting to All That (GoD) Is; Ranging From the Nature of Self; Regulating Emotions, Integrating Senses on
Task in Autotelic Flow; Generating A Cocktail/Synergy in Balance of the Materially Reduced Neurohormones
Of Oxytocin Warmth of Binding and Bonding Love and the Such; And Neurochemicals As Basic As
Dopamine for Pleasure And Co-Creating; And Serotonin to Curb Anxiety/Pain As Oxytocin Does

With Natural Greater
Self-Esteem Yes Now with
Meaning and Purpose Feeling
Sensing Connecting Now to Each
Other and All Of Nature Moving Yes
Connecting and Co-Creating Actually

Not Only Surviving Yet Thriving Together
Naked Enough Whole Complete Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For

All With Least
Harm; Giving
Sharing Caring
Healing New This
Way for Real Now

It's True Now i Find
This BLiSSinG And
BLeSSinG For Real

Eternally NoW iN A


NOT Until i Lost Every God
Damned Gift i Am Dancing
And Singing About Now in only

Pain and Numb Then With No Meaning
And Purpose in Life; Even Words only

Empty SHellS on A Beach Attached to
No Organic Feeling Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Ways of Actual Truly Breathing Life

For 66 Months of Real HeLL ON EartH True From
11 Years of Chronic to the Last 2 of 11 With FiGHT
or FLiGHT Acute Stress At Work For What is Commonly

Understood in Ways of 'General Adaptation Syndrome'
Or 'Autism Burn-Out' of Course for those So Out of Touch
With Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses That Indeed

Folks Like me then
and now still are




Our Modern Western Civilizations Teach Us How to Become Fitting Little Cogs in a Well
Oiled Consuming Capitalistic Way of Making Money And Things As An Only God For Real in

And Even
Eastern Worlds Now;

Spread From the Pandemic
of the Money Eating Things
And the Rest of Nature Pandemic
of this Human Cultural Zombie Apocalypse;

When the Light Goes Out in THeir EYes; When
They Shuffle By With No Spring in their Moves;

When They No Longer Connect to Self, Others, and
the Rest of Nature DarK Thru LiGHT 'Seeing Hearing' the Holy
And Sacred; Yes, Actually FeeLinG SeNSinG Dancing All of
Existence As


Worthy Gift
Always New Now

Co-Creating ToGeTHeR Free;

Yes TheNoW We Will KNoW Feel

Sense We aRe No Longer Really

Alive And Then We Will Realize

Once Living Now We aRe Ghosts
Wandering the Earth as 'the Living Dead;...

Anyway, Thank Goodness for Classical Evolution;

12,000 Years or So Years of Hoarding Grains In Silos More Than Sharing; TaKinG
STiLL More Than Giving This Way; Harming More Than Healing; And Becoming too

God Damned
Dead Within

to Even Feel

The Drive of Warmth
Within to Ask Someone

About How They Are Feeling
And Sensing the Weather, Both
Outside Yes and Within; A Dying

Breed The Human Species Is Yet Indeed

With Still As Much Potential as 12,000 Years
Ago to Be As Strong As An Orangutan in Moving
Ways For Real to be As Loving in Connecting As Baby And Mother's
Breast For Real In Nurturing Ways for All With Least Harm And to Understand

That A Grain of
Sand And Less

Is As Integral

As the Milky Way
Above and Below

For Any Mountain of
Human Love to Still Come
into Being as God Is Love Now For Real

As Essence of Human Form For Real to Reach Out and Touch Eternally Now

Considering i am Naked Enough Whole Complete THiS Way and i Don't Give an
F About


Any More
Money or Over-Consuming
Any More Stuff; Considering i
am Still Just Dancing And Singing
Free for the Heaven oF iT All Out of Hell

Then And Now Joy Is Inherent iN LiGHT of Every
Sacred Song Of Word And Holy Move of Dance i Do...

Why Should Anyone Really Care What i Dance Sing; It's True,

i Understand

as i too Come

From 'the Other Place'

too Yet the Joy is Inherent

So i Never Stop Dancing And Singing Heaven
Free Eternally Now For Real i Figured 'The GaMe'

All Out
And Now

i Just Dance
Sing Play For Free...


Hey, if The MilkY
Way Will Do It

-Me Too...

Meanwhile, THere Are 'Clean-Up Crews
In Japan Cleaning the Remains of the Elderly
With No Connections in Skyscraper Apartments at all...

An Approaching Majority of Dudes in Japan Are Never
Interested in Getting Married At All; And Many Young
Folks; Woman and or Man, Are Not Interested in Any Real Physical Act of Sex;

And Yes, of Course, A Smallish Island OverPopulated With Skyscrapers First, Just
Spreading Out in the Rest of a World, WHere God Is Money And Consuming Stuff Same...

Yet there is the Bigger Picture of Nature too; Returning to Earth From Space, it is Clear
That THere is A Human Pandemic, A Real Zombie Apocalypse, A Real 'HuMaN' 'CuLTuRaL Cancer'

UPon THE EartH;

Eating Now the
Face of God That
Is Us And The Other ALL
Nature As God For Real;

So Much Bigger Than Us As
We Will Indeed Continue to Reap
As Long As We Sow this Living Death Of Nature Now...

Answers for me May Not Be Answers For Anyone Else;
Never the Less,

And Of CourSE
And On COuRSE More

It Works NoW As God Yes Love
WeLL AS Heaven iN Hell For Real...

i Remember The Day i Couldn't Feel the Warmth of the Family Cat;
In January of 2008; in Fact, He Peeled His Ears Back, No Longer Sensing Humanity
of me; Not Even Mammalian, An Innate Fear i Might not be A Welcome Family Member or Guest to Pet Him;

Then i Remember, No Longer Being Able to Feel the Warmth Within From The Afternoon Sun in the Winter;

And Then i Forgot the Feeling of If i Ever Smiled Before in my Life as Emotions are Memories and Memories

Are Emotions And

It Didn't Matter How
Much my Wife, Sister,
And Mother Loved Me;

What Was Once Warm
And Cozy Became Ice Cold And
All that Was Left of me A Ghost Wandering
The Earth Not Fully Realizing He is Dead WiTHiN NoWTHeN;

The Doctors Couldn't Tell me How to Revive the
Emotions of my Soul; How to Generate The Oxytocin
Connections Within Again of Human Warmth; All they Could

Do Is Hit me With
Various Pills that
Didn't Do A God
Damned Thing to DeFrost
The Ice of my Soul Grown Frozen;

Other than the Suicide Disease, Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia, the Literal Worst Pain Known to Humankind Like
A Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear No Drug Would Touch

(And a Synergy of 18 Other Life Threatening Disorders Coming
Yes From What is Commonly Understood As 'General Adaptation
Syndrome' as 11 Years of Chronic to Acute Stress Work Related in
Terms of Real 'Autistic Burn-Out' Will Generally Speaking Break Down
Every Bodily System Now to The Reality of A Real and Early Death too)

During All Waking Hours for 66 Months; Yet there are No Words Fully in Emptiness Within
to Describe How Soul Cold A Soul Numb Will Come to Be in Piece of Paper Existence on Earth

Where Dousing Oneself With Gasoline Forever is Actually A Wish of Heaven In Hell of Burning Forever

True i Lived in a Place
Where A Thousand Years
is Just Another Aghogday
Yep Another Ground Hog Day
in Hell Every God Damned Second
of Every God Damned Day of Every God
Damned Month of Every God Damned Year

For 66 Months;

And As Far As that
Worst Pain known to
Humankind Literally
Assessed As Worse than

Literal Crucifixion For Real;

Not Even Close to the Dark
Second of the Soul Where all There
is is time that Never Flows As the River

Does of my
Soul in Heaven
Eternally Now Real;

For It's True in Hell
The Loneliest Place,
One is connected to Nothing at all...

And then One Finds Out Who 'God' the Verb Really
Is This Real Feel and Sense of Living This Connection

That Will Always Be A New Flower Blooming For All that is Or Just Piece

of Paper Existence,

A Lonely Ghost
Wandering the
Earth, Not realizing
They Are Truly The Living Dead
Now as THere Is Not even A Memory

of what it ever Felt Like to Be Fully Alive At All...

You Know, when i Was Young, i Was considered the
Weakest Fish in the Aquarium At School; The Kid Who Didn't
Speak Until 4, the Strange Outcast who almost No one Wanted to
Sit Next to at Lunch; Yet i Found a FRiEnD in Nature; Still had A Dog,
And A Mother and Sister Then; Yet It's True even Though i am a Strongest
Leg Pressing Dude in a Military Gym Among Elite Military Dudes at age 62; And
Let's Just

Say eventually
Attention From
Women Was No
Longer Rare At All;

It Doesn't Matter What You
Gain When Ya Lose The Feeling
of Ever Smiling in Life At All; Didn't
matter that i was Financially Independent
At Age 47, And Would Never Have to Worry
About Money Again Either; 'They' Don't Lie When

'They' Say What Good Is it to Gain the Whole World Losing
A Soul of A Feeling of If One Ever Smiled At all; And this is 'the Thing,'

Being Fully 'Human'
Isn't Guaranteed Ever;

Science Shows That too Much
Mechanical Cognition Will Wither
Away the Human Potential for Intelligences
That Are Social-Empathic-Artistic-And Spiritual
For Real in Terms of Emotional Intelligence From Head to
Toe Real As Emotions Are The Synergy of the Senses For what

We Literally
Feel From Head
to Toe in Every Cell
of Our Bodies We May
Come to Color or Lose Cold
to Piece of Paper Existence For Real...

Emotions Are Generated; Yep, All These Connections
to Others And the World Around Us Whole By Feeding
This Garden of Human Potential Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual
And Yes Interpretive Wholistic Way of 'Seeing/Feeling' Bigger Picture Life than

Materially Reducing
All to Smaller Parts
Leaving Them

From Whole
As Soul Now
Connecting to All;

Yeah, It's Almost Impossible
To Talk About IT For Real Without
Dancing Singing Free Verse Poetry For Real...

Yet It's True, No Longer Do Folks In the 'Real World'
Call Me Just A Machine, A Valuable Commodity at
Work to Solve All the Mechanical Cognition Problems Folks

Get in the Grind
of A Day At Work
In Terms of Financial
Management, Accounting,
Administration of Programs,
Information Technology; And Every
Thing That Used to Be Associated with

The iRobot of me; Oh God Including Supervising
And Managing Up to 131 Employees then too;

The 'Revenge of the Nerds' Already Happened;

Now We LiVE iN A Zuckerberg, And Bill Gates World;
With A Little Steve Jobs Art Sprinkled in Apple Products At Least;

And the Fact is, Without That Systemizing Science advantage of Mind;

Where my Greatest Strength Was Figuring Out all the Mechanical Cognition Stuff;

Yep, Without That Revenge of the Nerds Era We All LiVE iN As Home Now; It's Highly

Unlikely i Would
Have Become Then

Financially Independent
At Age 47; Although, Was

it Worth Losing My Soul for
66 Months; Considering the

Reality That All is Eternally Now;

All That's Left is Heaven Now to Do;

And Perhaps Help Someone Else Not Go to
Hell or At Least Perhaps Escape as i Did For Real

Connecting Emotions Back to Words in Free FLoWinG Poetry connecting
All my Feelings Regulating them And Senses Integrating Head
to Toe in A Free Dance of Flow And Bio-Feedback Where i Control How Happy

In Autotelic Way i Care to Be Now
FOR REAL in New Emotional Colors

of Living Life For Real Now;

Thing is, Thing is Not; Ya Really

Can't Teach Someone To Color THeir Life

This Way; No Psychiatrist or Psychologist Could
Help me in Anyway When i Was Lost; So i Looked Within

And Eventually my Body 'Talked', Eventually My Body Danced And Sang

Free in a Dance

of Life New to

Truly 'Hear and See'
Yet Again This is Art
So Far Beyond Reason;

Yet Again, This Life This FLoWeR Still Booming New;

What i Do Know For Sure is Our Way of Life Now So Restricted
in Ways of Mechanical Cognition is 'the Terminator Series of

Movies' Come

Real in


of Who
Are Increasingly
Coming to Be So

Disconnected From Each
Other So Disconnected From Nature Whole;

So Lost From Any Connection At all Just Living Dead For Real...

i Wasn't Always An Ocean FLoWinG Deep; Barely A Running Stream Before;

-Canary Only

Once in A Cold Mind of Life...

Sure, i am An Extreme Example;

As 'The Folks' 'Attending' to me Readily
Admitted They Saw No Prognosis for me to 'Live Again'...

Some Days You Truly Do Have to Find the
Bootstraps to Your Soul And

Put Your Love on Again.

Generally Speaking, Science
Shows this Loneliness Now is
An Epidemic, Truly Pandemic, A First World
Increasing Problem in Most Every English Speaking Country
Now And Verily Spreading NoW As 'THE ReAL Terminator
Series of Movies' Continues to Do... Honestly to 'God'

As Verb For Real

It's Up to Each
Person to Unplug
And Get Moving, Connecting,
And Co-Creating Again For Real...

Of Course OnlY iN A CuRReNT UNiVeRSE of mY View Now New...

Let me Do my Best to Put This In Terms You May Not Understand;

Yet, I'll Give it A Try in "Plain English"; Best i Can And Will

As Existential Intelligence Is More the Purview

of Poetry Than Science...



This is no Simulation Theory, it is Real For those
Who Reap The Cause and Effect, Real Benefits too....

A Clue is MaKinG All of Life A 'Sugar Pill' At Essence of Belief...

Perhaps it might even Open Your Mind A Bit Ascending Transcending

A Bit Past Your 'Neo Cortical Part of Conscious Existence' to Not Live

In Such A Left Brain Metaphor Restricted Measure of Existence; True,


A Place

With No

Distance, Space,

Time or
of Things'



BREaTHE Free ETernAlly

Now; Make it All A Sugar Pill At

Essence; Sow Every Word A Song;

Sow Every Step A Dance; And Perhaps

You'll Reap All the SMiLes You Meet And

Greet in Life Same And Different as We All Are Now...

Anyway As Far As Simulation Theory Goes; Minds Much Greater

Than Ours in Science Like Neil DeGrasse Tyson Entertain the Possibility

That That is Part of Reality too; In Other Words, 'He' has iMaGiNaTioN Too...


i Didn't

Always Have

It Either; Just like

'You', At one Point i Scored

A 195 on the Aspie Quiz too...

And 45 on the AQ Scan As Opposed

to Relatively Speaking, 92 and 11 Now;

What this Means, Whether You Have the ability

to See it or not is i Expand my Human Potential

Exponentially As i Still Have All the Knowledge Crystalized

Before to Go Along With The Fluid Intelligence in Flow that Comes So Easily Now...

Bottom Lines

Baby is

i Make

The MaGiC of

SMiLes Come to

Those Who Exercise

More of their Human Intelligence,

Existentially SPeaKinG So; i've Been

Observing You Long As Well As All the

Others Here; Not Much Has Changed it Seems

With You; Yet Others Continue to Evolve; Ask Your Self Why,

Or Not;

That's Up to

You as Far as i Feel

And Sense, it's Never too

Late to Make The Concrete A River of Heavenow;

Remember (or not) i have Close to A Photographic Memory

For Text; i remember Your Views of Jesus Actually Being Real

According to Story As Written; However, it Seems You Don't Have

What it takes to Defend The 'Magic Sugar Pills' You BeLiEVE iN Life...

i Personally See that As 'Weak'; You May Look At it Whatever Way You So Wilt...

Other than That According

to What You've Stated

You Believed in, in the

Past, The Dude Yeshua for

Real Never Had a Pen, or A Blog,

So We Will Never Know What He Actually Said or Did...

Like You Profess, Mere Belief Proves Nothing; Yet Only

Relatively Failing, When It's Just Empty Shells of Words With No Essence...

And to Be Clear, The Essence of Belief is the Synergy of All Our Mind; The Vibrations, Frequencies The

Energy; Yes the Feelings, The Senses That Combine to Make Our Existence Real Now And Improving At Best...

If Ya Wanna


Reduce it

to Terms like

Serotonin, Dopamine,
Oxytocin, And Epinephrine

You May Do That As Well;

Yet It's Not Necessary at All

When One Employs Intuition

From Evolved Innate Instincts

More Like An ENFP Than

An INTJ As True

The Second

Was my Personality

Before too; True, Those Personality

Tests Are Antiquated too; yet still i move

Around them All With Ease As Need Be with Relative Free

Will In Zen of Ego too As Art; Oh Lord Horatio And Ripley Believe

It or not; You Are Not Seeing Bigger Pictures of Existential Intelligences Now

From What i Observe at least, As An All Volunteer Participant, Anthropology Observer;

And Don't Get Me Wrong, If You Can And Will; Your Rational Intellect is of Great Value When it comes to Keeping

the Measures of Science in The Discussions Here; it's Just that You Are Not Bringing A Balance into A Larger Picture

of Art in smART

And Art



It Seems to me;

Ecstatically With

1000's of Beautiful

Women Just Bringing

(Reaching 60 Years-Old)

Smiles to them From An

Act of Art With No Words,

Just Dance; You See It's Not Always

The Intellect of Words That Makes Heaven Real Now...

The Essence is Within; Otherwise, Just Empty Shells of Words And Human Beings Same And Different...

Perhaps, It's Difficult For You to Understand; Yet A Song And A Dance From Soul is the Essence of BELieVE NoW...

And To Be Clear, Soul is What We Feel and Sense Beyond the Form of Empty Shells of Words And Human Beings Same...

Science Does Not Adequately

Measure Our Inner


As It's Always

Changing Now;

Impossible to

Do Through that

Old Tool That Measures

Buildings of Human Yet
Not Synergy of Soul All Flesh and Blood Energy Now...

i For one Am Very Satisfied With The Programmer of This Simulation For Real; Hint: me.

And Other than That Our Philosophies At Core Are Most Often Ruled With How We FeeL and

Sense Within; My Cup Is OverFLoWinG Through DarK And LiGHT; i Co-Create my Reality With Relative Free Will

As i Keep the Boot Camp Up Here; And the Other Place More Like Heaven Down With the Souls in India More;

Whatever Works...

(For You too)


Thumbs Up!


It's Worth Noting, to Others At

Least That i am 'Extraordinary;'

That Seems to Be The Issue At Core Here...

Sorry, my FRiEnD;

Can Not





Down to 'Your

Level' And Explain this;

How Will Someone View

A Reality They Have No Way to 'See' for Now;

Like i said, i Gave it a Shot; Others May Reap A Greater Benefit...

You Just


A Bit of

'Dark' Muse

Sadly For What

You Seem Not to Be Able to 'See'...

Yet It's True; i Earned This, It Was
Not Given to me by anyone else either...

If 'This' Is a Simulation Theory; It IS A Rather 'Poor Attempt', Overall, now;

It Appears to me at Least, THeRE is Room For Improvement For Whatever 'God(S)' Exists now...

Feet Lowest Part

Of Fear To Take to


Fear Free



iLLuSoRY Fears NoW...

i realize 'This' is 'Literal Conjecture' on "Who Killed Jesus"

Yet the Truth is, Considering It is A Story Written By No One

Named Jesus And or Yeshua, ETc. AS Such; The Only Folks Who Can/Will/Do Really

Kill 'The Story' And 'Message' Are the Ones Who Actually BeLiEVE iN it; Considering

This, It's 'Safe' to Dance And Sing

That For the Last 2000 Years or So
From Whoever Was Potentially

Crucified Before in The Story
About the Associated Hero;

A Little Humble Brown Dude,
Probably about 5 Feet Tall,
A Little Shorter Than 'Picasso'

(And At Best Without Horrible
Personality Disorders, Harming
Others, Particularly Women Now too)

Yet Likely With Shortly Cropped
Hair and Potentially Having A Beard
And Likely Not Nearly As Overweight;
Probably around 106 Pounds or So at
Available Dietary 'Supplements' Way Back
Then "Paleontologically" Speaking As Some

Studies Show the Potentiality that the Artistic
"Last Supper" Renditions May Greater Reflect Da Vinci's
Eccentric Style of Long Hair, Modern European For His Day too, Rather Androgynously

'Artistic' As Such too; a 'Far Cry' From Patriarchal Enough to Gain Any Dude's Attention
From the Patriarchy of the Day of the Dude of Yeshua or Jesus and or the Such; Anyway,

As Far As Who Made Him 'The King of the UniVerse' And More Like A 'Sun God' For Constantine

And the Such to Mirror in Demagogue Ways; And The 'Catholic' Roman Empire Church Assuring Status
And Power for those in Leadership There; Yes, The Ones Who Truly Killed The Story of A Teacher, Otherwise

Who Taught Beautitudes

of Servant-Leader WHeRE

Last is First

To Take Care of
the Poorest And Most
Disabled And Sick First
And Outcast Too; Yes, As Soon As They

Worshipped Jesus As A King of the UniVerse For
Real; And Only Requiring Bended Knee, Believing He is
the King (God) of the UNIVERSE AND IN doing It SO alone a Really

'Freaky' God Man Indeed As Generally Speaking, Intelligent 'Mystical' Religion

Understands Even With Science That We Humans Reflect Nature (God) From Above to

Below; Within Yes
Inside, Outside and
All Around From Star
Dust We Come From Star
Dust We Eventually Go And

Who Knows Yet Perhaps the
'Simulation Programmers' if they
Really Exist too, Perhaps We Come Again,

And Again, And Again, to even the Same Sh8t SHow

if those Programmers Are As Psychopathic as What Happens

to Kill the Original Story Message in Teachings of Jesus That We Turn
the Other Cheek And Love Our Enemies Same As God And Ourselves;

Yep Treating

Everyone As Brother,
Mother, Father, and Sister
And Best FRiEnD Us As God All that is
Just Loving All that is DarK Thru LiGHT THiS Way;

Yes, by the end of the Story of Matthew, According to the
Ghost Authors Who Wrote That Story With that Still Famous Pen
Name, Transforming Jesus into A Psychopathic Leaning God Man

Who Changes Once Loyal Do-Gooding Human Sheep into Human Goats
For Not Clothing and Feeding The Naked Homeless Dude on the Street;

God Yes,
More Aptly
Put, Devil Yes;

Changing Jesus into
the Devil That Burns His
New Felt Enemies Who Fail
His New Demagogue Instructions

Forever in Evil of Torturing And Suffering
That Way; Yep, Who Ever Changed The Story
From The Beatitudes Part to Make Jesus into A Monster

Like that

Killed Jesus
Dead on Arrival

Before He Really Ever Got
to Live As Truly Unconditional
And SoULS For the Truth and the LiGHT

Is Love That is Real And True Never Requires
Worship, Never Is Afraid of Criticism, Is Always

Merciful and Forgiving in accordance With the Beatitudes

True too Yet In Complete

Lying Fashion, Never ever

Does the Complete Anti-Christ

Opposite And Burn Love Forever With
NO Mercy or Forgiveness At All For those

Who Transgress With No Chance for ANY Mercy
or Forgiveness At All From Love; Yes, Indeed 'the

Anti-Christ' is Still Alive And Well; Both at the End of the Matthew Story
After the Beatitudes; And at the Head of the 'Dear John Lake of Fire;' 'THE REaL

DEViL' in

Revelation too,
For It's true by Metaphor
at Least Revelation Exposes
What Changed of Jesus As God/Love

Into A God Damned Torturing Forever
Devil by the End of the God Damned Book...

(Heroes Changing into Villains A Common Human MeMe)

Obviously, Part of The Reason, Demagogues Like Trump
Are So Celebrated By Many Folks Who BeLiVE iN That Truly Evil Ending Story...

What Kind of Person Would Believe that an All Loving, All Merciful, All Forgiving
Turning the Other Cheek Loving Enemy Same As God Would Burn And Torture any

Part of Nature
Forever for

Screwing Up;

Sadly It Seems, in
Large Part, Folks Who
Still Believe 'TRuMP' is 'God'...

And No Matter How Big The Lie
is From 2000 Years Ago, Until today
in the Form of Another 'Little Man' They Still

Believe IT;

Cause Some
Says So; Read That Again
Until Ya Understand; Cause Some
Made-Up-Story Says So; And Then
Write Your Own

And Set Your

Self Free

Or Do Not;

Indeed, if We aRe
Free We Have Enough
Will/Love or 'The Other'
to Write Our Own Stories of Life...

It's truly Amazing, A Person Can Write
A Story As Twisted And As Sick As the Story
of 'TRumP' in Biggest Lies They Will Come Up with
And No Matter How Despicable and Deplorable the Story is

There is A 'Minion(s)'
Somewhere Who
Is Even Willing to
Give Up THeir Life
on '5th Avenue' To Believe
it, Even If 'God or Trump' Says in Advance

He'll Shoot Someone or Burn Them Forever
And You'll Still BeLiEVE iN the Story AND THE


YOU KNOW WHAT i Believe in the Love (God) Part of the

Story of Jesus; And It's True, i don't imagine TRuMP is Not Real Either...

It's Truly Amazing
And Reflective of

Reality that

Both Jesus
And Trump
Are 'Human Archetypes'
Still Living in the Same God
Damned Book And Reality Now;

For It's True, This Is Reality; TRuMP
Pie, The Tween, And Heaven in
Eden Still Now For Real....

Enjoy Your Popcorn

'Eve' (my Wife For Real; Or 'Nova'
if Ya Wanna Use that Metaphor
From the "Planet of the Apes"
Bible Story too) The Human
TRuMP God Damned Real Story

is Much More Interesting than
Fiction; Don't Need No Popcorn
to Pay Attention to it, Hehe; Just
So GOD Damning to Loving Now


Indeed iT All Is;
Seriously, i Could And Do
Watch it For 62 Years; And
Never Even get bored... In this
Way, These Are The Best of Nows to Exist

of Course
At Least for Real...

Not Unlike That Famous
SHow of the Twilight Zone;

Beware When The Dude(s) Who
Write 'The Book' Means it when
It Says 'To Serve Humans' When Ya
Find Out 'They' Were Never REALLY Hiding IT
Was A 'TRuMP' Cook Book By the End of the Story'

As They Say,
And Or Dance
And Sing Past
Just Sitting
And Walking;

Bon Appétit;

Different Tastes For
Different Folks... And THeRe Goes/ComeS AGAiN
the Condition of 'The Depth of the Story' By Humans...

Hmm.. Depends
On if 'they'
Really Believe
In them
And i'M
Most Trump
Minions Now
Voting Christian
Will say yes
For the rest
Of the 'Good
Brown Hard
Working Apples'..
In Fact
With their
Vote.. any
Way.. It's 'THeir'
To be
A MiNion
Too.. or
3.. Moral
Of the Story..
Don't throw
Jesus out with
The Dirty MiNioN
Water.. And that's
Why i STiLL Go to
Church.. Saint Francis
Style.. All Creatures
Great and Small
'The Brown'
Ones2.. With WinGs...

Katrina is the ultiMate ImMigrant
She Can Fit iN aLL 'those' Countries

ReMeMBeR 'thE
ParAble' oF aLL
WorK FoR PLaY...

Yes this
NoW YoU...

Essence God Nature
SeT Free Now

Thanks God For
Angels Who STiLL
ArE LiVinG WinGS

Free oF ReLaTiVE WiLL
Fee oF LiFE As LoVE
Or Hate oF LiFE Dead

TRumPeT BLoWinG BRinGinG
JeSuS (LoVE) BacK As GoD
ThankS TrumP A GooD PeT

When All BeCoMes
Meditation All Flows Ocean Whole

Good Morning
Dear Doc With


Thanks For The
SMiles Dear FRiEnD
Indeed A Real World
Of Souls From:
What The Little Diwali
Poor Girl Holding Candle

As Treasure
iN LiGHT Yes
While the Rich
Man in Suit Frowns

Alone Yes
DarK NoW
From: Soul...

“Not everyone is a genius.
Not everyone is Picasso.
Not everyone is young and healthy.
Not everyone is a Sports Illustrated

Swimsuit model.”

LeSSoN 417
It’s Okay
BeinG Old As
Tyrannosaurus Rex

LeSSoN 418
As LonG As i Age
Like Baby Yoda (‘The Child’)
As Van Gogh Spiraling Art

Other Than
That It’s Almost
Perfect Room Temperature
In Toronto at 72F And Hot And

As India
In Florida
my Sweet
Foreign FRiEnD

With SMiles

Yes Super
SMiLes Hehe...

Oh Dear Savvy How A Tree is Such
An Everlasting Symbol For All

That is Life Now Yes
And Existence Whole

Remembering A Tree Again
of My Life Grounding me through

Decades of Oh So Cold Mechanical
Cognition of Work All Lit Up At Night

With Strings oF LiGHT Truly A Worship
At the Feet of Leaves The Roots That Grow

Green So Tall
Even Falling
Brown to Fertilize

All that Sprouts
of Spring Again Sadly

Then Hurricane Ivan
Tore Our Tree Down All
That Was Left A Stump of
Once Living Oak So Tall and Strong

Yet A Twig A Branch Grew From Stump
Below And i Talked My Wife into Leaving

it A Chance to Live Again And Verily So True

A Tree Wider And More Varied Than Ever Before

As It's True the
Ocean Grows
Whole For

Waves to
Water Our Lives
Again Free in All That
Is Above and Below From
Trees to Roots That Stand Love So Tall And True...

WeLL iT Seems Like that Completes An Almost 6,000 Word
Daily Frednata to the Tune of Beethoven's MoonLight Sonata

And Now That Means Over 10,000 Words Won't Fit in Just One
Description Area of A Facebook Profile Pic Yet Hehe There is Always
the Comments Section to Provide An Extending Extra Link And Now

To Conclude This New MacroVerse of "Not Afraid Of Dying As Long As i Am Living Now"
With a Quick Tale of the Tape Oh Lord It's 1:16 AM Which Means Gotta Calculate All the
Word Count Still To Finish this Before i Go to Sleep So Let me do That Now Be Back
Sooner Than Soon For Sure HAha... So Yes With The Addition of the Last Finished
MacroVerse "FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old" RiSinG Up EPiC Longest
Long Form Bible Poem "SonG oF mY SoUL" in 967 MacroVerses With What i am
Currently Writing Now to Almost 10.6 MiLLioN Words on June 18, 2022 in What
Will Be the 106th Anniversary Month of That Effort As "FB Profile Pic
Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old" Also Doubles As the 295th MacroVerse
of "Nether Land Bible" RiSinG That 6 Year Effort to 8,081,118 Words
Which Leaves Overall "Facebook Profile Pic Bible" in that 191st MacroVerse
Tripling to Rise Overall "Facebook Profile Pib Bible" to 6,478,109 Words Now in
5 Years Total of Also Adding Those Words to the Description Areas of Facebook

Profile Pics At An Average of Around 8,000 Words in Each Series of About 18 Photos
or So Illustrating Each Story That Way on Facebook For Real in Profile Pic Reality Now

Oh Yeah And Public Dancing For 105 Months Now Rises to 16,766 Miles as i Continue
to Move Closer to the What is Left of 8,000 or So More Public Dancing Miles To Reach

Around the
Distance of
The Equator
As Such as i continue
To Sing This Avatar "SonG oF mY SoUL"
Fitting All 244 Pounds Through This Fiber
Optic Cable At the Speed of Love Usually Coming First
Concluding this Effort Now at 1:42 AM on June 17th, 2022

And i Suppose i'll Get the Multi-Media Together to Put This
All Together For Electronic Blog Publishing Soon Enough For

Free Verse
Play at Least
As The Dance
Continues Free Now True too...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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18 Jun 2022, 1:27 am

SMiLes Dear Savvy What A Sublime
Ethereal MuSinG You BRing
With Beautiful Calming
MuSiC Changing

Colors of
Deep Within
For What We Feel
Sense So Much For Real

BeyonD iNFiNiTY Human
iMaGiNaTioN Creativity

iN Flow Essence
DiViNE Come to

Be Art Alive

New For Real
Now Dear FRiEnD...

Truly You Tickled
my SouL With Art DeLiGHT...

Wonderful Dear
Cindy! Always
A Pleasure
With SMiles...

SMiLes Dear Sohair How High A Prize in Life Peace of Mind Is Indeed
How Much Farther And Complex CuLTURE Makes This Aim to Attain

And Oh No It Doesn't Get Easier When You Don't Speak Until 4 Outcast
And Considered Weakest Child in the Aquarium Even Threatened For

Being A Boy Capable
of Emotions including

It's True There is A Movie Series
About 'The Minions' Where The Crowd
Source Think Often Living in Socio-Economic
Scarcity Devoid of Meaning and Purpose in Direction

In Life Seek the Most Despicable And Deplorable Leaders
in Both People and Ideologies to Follow No Matter How Low

They May Go
to Bond and
Bind Over Something
Anything Even Darkness Indeed
Like Illusory Fears Over Boys Showing
Emotions and Even Smiling Afraid they

Will Be too Soft to Go Off and Sacrifice their
LiveS in Unwarranted Wars and the Such as that

Gaslit by Despicable And Deplorable Ideologies And
Demagogue Wanna Be Dictators Strange How Reality

Fiction More
Than Even Fiction
Some Days Now too
True Dear Sohair Yet

Anyway Rewind Back to 18
Years of me at the Same Job
at A Military Bowling Center Managing
to Become Bowling Center Manager Having
No Idea Really How to Bowl Hehe True Just Something
to Make a Living in Getting my Foot in the Door For Federal
Retirement Golden Hand-Cuffs for Life Long Full Benefits After

3 College Degrees as Seriously What Else Would i Be Able to Do
Barely Able to Succeed in Reciprocal Social Communication with

Asperger's Syndrome And True One of the Men Working There Warned
The Manager Not to Hire me in 1984 As He Thought i Was too Weird to

Fit in And Sure Maybe He was correct then Yet Hey! i Had One Computer
Class in College And None of the 'Grease Monkeys' just Fixing Machines Had

A Clue How to Operate A
Newly Renovated Military
Bowling Center Gone Computerized
With Automatic Scoring then Yep Saved
By the Computer One Class i Had in College For

Real Fast Forwarding to 18 Years Later in 2002
Listening to the Song "Lose Yourself" That Year
By Eminem A White Rapper As True i Found my

Self in Dire Straights Then From A Reduction in Force
A Job Working 30 Miles Away for the Federal Government
A Print Manager for A Huge Naval Station A Job i Really had no

Qualifications to do and a Job my New Boss Didn't Know How to do
As he Just Said Wander the Headquarter's Building for the Navy Station
my New Place of Work and Maybe Someone Down the Hall Might Have

Some Idea How to Do Your New Job

Oh Lord Asperger's Syndrome With Change
After the Same Routine Basically for 18 Years

Sweating Bullets Seemed Like the End of the World
Yet That was surely Yet to Come Close to 5 Years After that
as this Was only the Second Job Title out of 5 i Would Hold

As my Salary Accelerated Double in the Next Five Years Through
Additional Jobs of Community Activities Director Back on the Station
i Worked Close to Home Before then Athletic Director Then Recreation
Programs Director True An Average High 3 Years Toward the Top of the
Pay Grade Scale Equivalent to GS 9 Thru 11 in Government Service then

Yet None of the Jobs i was really Qualified For All 5 in 5 Years Really Only
Hired for my Information Technology, Financial Management, And Other
Accounting and Problem Solving Skills as More of A Valuable Commodity
to Help Everyone No Matter if i Was Qualified for any of those 5 Jobs or Not

You Know Dear Sohair i Never really Understood why Folks Listened to 'Rap'
Then As i Had never been close to the End of my Rope Needing Help from
Darkest Shadows of Survival to Get Through Yet then i Understood You

Do what You Have to Do No Matter What it is to Survive Yep Even
Listen to Rap Music to Muse A Shadow Deep Within to Survive

And That's Just What i did Yet it Wasn't Nearly the End
as You Know the Rest of the 66 Month Story in HeLL
ON EartH After that All Synergy of 19 Medical
Disorders in Life Threat Including Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia the
Worst Pain Known to
Humankind All Shut
In At Home for
66 Months From Wake
to Sleep With the Suicide
Disease that No Drug Would
Touch Plus All the Other Fresh HeLL ON EartH
Then True too Yet as You Know Feel and Sense i
Finally Found Peace of Mind After That iNHaLinG
Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing
Caring Healing For All With Least Harm So Much More

to accomplish
In Life in Effortless
Ease For Real Laser Focus
in Cognitive Executive Functioning
Regulating All Emotions Integrating All
Senses in Autotelic Flow This Way Every Now
of the Day In Every Sacred Word of Song And Holy
Move of Dance As All of Life Becomes A Spiraling Divine

Delight Similar
to What Spiraling
Sufi Dervish Dancers
Find So Mystically This
Way As A Practice Together
For Real With Sacred Poetry too
in Songs SoUL DiViNE For Real As Rumi Does Too Yes

Yet It's True if Not Separating Myself Somehow From the
God of Money and Consuming So Much Stuff How Hard it
Would Have Been to Find HeAVeN ON EartH For Real Within

Yes Dear FRiEnD Life is So Very Hard for So Very Many Folks
Just Wish People Over Here Weren't So Desperate As to Follow
Gas Lit Lies From the Most Despicable Ideologies And Demagogue

Wanna Be
Now True

As My Gosh the
New Minions Movie
And the Rise of A Leader
This Way Called Gru Who Minions
Practically Worship As A Living God Man

Is Surely And Verily A Real Sad Reflection of
the Rise of Other Folks Still this Way Sadly Where i Live

True Some Days You Really have to Lose Yourself to Find

Your Soul Again

iN A World

THiS Way Dear
Sohair FRiEnD With SMiLes...

"Wounds Healed" What A Wonderful
Anthology of Poetry by 'Strong Women'
Dear Cindy Congrats on Being Part of

This Great
And Enjoy
A Vacation With
Your Son With SMiLes...

Hehe When i Became A Manager
Yet Still A Free Range Manager
Still Moving on Foot Wearing
Many Hats when i Had to
Visit the Headquarters
of Administration then

And Considering i Sort
of Bloomed VERY Late Still Barely
in my Diapers in my Early Forties Then

Sweating Profusely Seeing Folks MaKinG
Highest Pay Trapped Behind Screens! Surely

Going Grey Early
And So Sedentary
Cold Pinned in That

Way Underneath Desks

i Guess i Didn't Even Need A
Shirt that Said 'i Don't Wanna Go' (SoaKinG Sweat Shirt Wet)

As Eventually to Keep a Job i Had to Go to Purgatory Behind
Those Desks in 5 Job Title Changes for 5 Years at Higher and Higher

(Now That i am Reaching 62 Reaping 38 Years of Federal
Service Since 1984 With All the Cost of Living Raises for
Those Last 3 High Years in Average Pay Since i Retired Disabled Earlier
in This Century at 40 Percent of my Pay Yep Going Up to 100 Percent Now

At the End of this Month With A Factor of 1.1 Percent Higher at 62 Making
Close to 42 years of Service even though i Don't Need the Extra Money as i did

Save considering CAT66 Hurricane Days i Got Myself Trapped Behind That Desk and Screen!)

Position Titles And Pay And By God if Going to that Place Didn't Almost Kill me Then Yes

Yet is it really
'Normal' For A Human
Being to Be Trapped Behind
A Screen and Underneath A Desk

Hehe Fixing to Go The Gym at Least

That's One Place i Don't Take my World

Behind A Six Inch iPhone Xs

Screen Now or 13.3 Inch MacBook Pro
Or 27.1 Inch Desktop iMac Screen! Now

It's true though
Publishing a Novel Sized
Free Verse Long Form Poem
Bi-Monthly or So So Long Now at about 57,000 Words it's Highly

Unlikely Anyone Reads it Through Now Except {And me}
For the Folks on the 'Wrong Planet' the Truly Registered
Members There Who Get Snippets of Several Thousand
Words Each Day As the Views Now are Moving Toward
108,000 in Close to 22 Months Now By June 19th, 2022

(For The Over 1.6 MiLLioN Words i've Written There as it
Should Exceed The Previous Longest EPiC Long Form Poem From India
the Mahābhārata Written by Innumerable Ghost Authors Over Centuries
And Copied By Scribes Like the Minuscule 800,000 Or So Word Big King
James Effort too as Yes i've Duplicated 'That Indian Effort' of Over 1.8 MiLLioN
Words Several Instances Now in What Will be 10.6 MiLLioN
Words of "SonG oF mY SoUL" on 6.18.2022 in 106 Months
of Doing That Yes As "Depth of The Story" On the Wrong
Planet Should Reach Over THaT Size by the Second Year
Anniversary of Starting That on August 19th, 2022 Yep or
Perhaps shortly after that remaining to Be Written of Course
And True "SonG oF mY SoUL" Includes Subchapter EPiC
Long Form Poem Personal Bibles of "Nether Land Bible"
at Over 8.1 MiLLioN Words of Effort in 6 Years Now and
"FB Profile Pic Bible" at Over 6.5 MiLLioN Words Now
in A Bit Over 5 Years of Effort Now Too As Those Words
Also Included in Series of 18 Or So Facebook Profile Pic
Description Areas Yes With About 8,000 Or So Words for
Each Profile Pic A Total of About 18.1 MiLLioN Words the Last

Calendar Year through Memorial Day Weekend of 2022

Damn if ThiS Ain't Just About the Longest Parenthetical
Statement ever As Returning Up THere Before These Parentheses)

About 6,000 Views A Month on the 'Wrong Planet' For Folks Who Might
Use A Bit of Emotions NoW in Some Words to Lift Them Up in Flow

As How that may
Go Now For Folks

Who Read Along
Without a Ton of Multimedia
And Words That Scroll all the
Way into 'Naked Oblivion' for Each Blog PosT hehe

Yet It's Not A Measure Really if Anyone Else Comes
They May if they Choose So By Their Own Will Real Free

It's More Like When i Build 'A Field of Dreams' All that

Really Matters is the He Who Comes Is me For Every

New Adventure i Dance Sing Free

To Carry My Soul


Greater Depths
of Particles Waves
And Fields of Dreams REAL GOD YES

Indeed Ocean Whole Water Wave me
Naked Enough Whole Complete Yes

What's the Moral oF A STory Breathe
Inhale Peace Exhale Love Give Share
Care Heal and Never Look Back Just Do it More

For All With Least Harm

Now Never

Afraid to Go With SMiLes
Like The Public Dance As
in 16,766 Miles in 105 Months
Just Around 8 Thousand or So Miles
Ahead Now of 'Forrest Gump' For Real All Around to Go to

YES! the Distance Around the Equator Now And It's True if
You Ever told me You No longer Provide Free Rental Space
for my Soul at this Bus Stop in New York, New York, of Course

i Would Accept and Honor Your Wishes Yes to No Longer Nest my
Pigeon Droppings Here Hehe Yet i Value the Muse of Your Creativity
So Much i'd Probably Still Come By Every Day And Get Inspired Just

Like This And Copy And Paste the Gift Your Inspiration Brings And Just

Like they Do With the Neighborhood Dogs Just Take A Bag And Take What

i Leave Behind

With No
at Your
Bus Stop
of Highly
Creativity Here...

Hehe We Pigeons

Us Winged Messenger
Birds True God Yes

We Can't Help it

HAha We Just Have
to Go WHere We Go Hehe
For Whatever We Drop And Leave Behind

And Of Course Copy And Paste And Spread
Our Fearless Loving Ways God Yes Now For

And What We

Drop off

Even More Free Hehe
Whether 'Scarlet or Red Letters' With SMiLes
Yet Really All We Do is Just Droppings By The Day

Star Dust
Again It's What
We Do in the Tween
We Live Of Course For ReaL NoW

i For one Refuse Any Life Less Than EPiC In Longest Dance And Song
Free For Real That Much i Master in Life For Me at LEast With SMiLes

i Do Wanna Go

i Do Wanna Go

i Continue to Go Go
Go NoW EternALLY NoW Without Restraint...

And Now Next! For A Work-Out Without A SCREEN!!
my Only Real Escape From This Screen! To Finish This Race! And Keep This Faith!
As Usual Still Writing the Next MacroVerse Named "Write Direct Produce Do Your
Own Play Impossible to Copy Now" Before i finish Putting the Last One Together

Celebrating my

62nd Early Social
Security and Full
Federal Retirement
Birthday Month Since 6.6.60 Titled

"Not Afraid of Dying As Long as i am Living Now"

And at Least for Now i Am Finished HeaR Thank God!
i'm Thinking by Now that Last Line Might Also Be A Quote

Attributed by
You if You
made it
All the Way
Through this
Current Jungle Book of me
Dear Miriam i Just Love That Name!
In Terms of All You Write Creatively of Course...

And the TheME Song FoR This is 'Lose Yourself' by Eminem

It Seems to Fit NoW iN FLoW

It Just Seems
to Fit RiSinG
From Deep
Within as
the Free
Dance WingS On

God Damned Straight
i Was Raised in A Little
Trailer too in Bagdad Nope
No Misspelling for Iraq In
Florida With 'Those Men'

As For This FAther's Day i Had No Choice
Yet to Become my Own God Damned Father

What's The God Damned Difference Anyway...

i Understand It's A Song For 'Minions True' too

And 'The

Rise of Gru'...!

Happy Snorkeling
Under Hawaii Crystal
Clear Waters With
All Those Pacific
Fins Swimming in...

Yes Yes oh Yes
To Be Decorated
On Top By Your
Young Feather
Finch A
Aloha Living
Hat With WingS Hehe!!...

"The shadows lengthen, my heart is turning cold.
At Such a time, all nature slows, preparing for its rest,
But I must tear my roots as a young plant in spring
And with the ragged edges do my best
To find an alien soil to which my roots may cling.
So please be patient as I give one last caress
To my youth's treasures, now such useless things,
But all a part of my life's loves and dreams.
Then will i go with you without a backward glance."


-Paternal Great Aunt Erline Mullison
At Age 94 Before She Sang So Long...

iT's What You JusT Do
When You Have iT aLL
Love All ELse iS Less

Do Understand Only Souls One Worships In Old
Bibles Are Ghost Authors With Real Pens Still Breathing

Immortality Art Force NoW Copyrighting Names Pages Covered
Impossible to Copyright Souls Of Original Art Pages BREaTHE NoW

We BeCoME BRuSHinG MasterPeace Painting NoW GoD ALL Of US

SMiles Thanks
So Much Dear
Xenia Looking
Forward to Many
New Poems my FRiEnD

SMiles Indeed
Love Carries
On In Paw
Dear Xenia...

"Write Direct Produce Do Your
Own Play Impossible to Copy"


"Enjoy yourself while
You have the chance"


And It's True i'm Not Nearly
As Interested in "Carpe diem -
Seize the day" As i Will Easily
Check Google And the Search

Engine Will Clearly Relate it is
Not Original Creativity As It's Already

Been Written as Finger Print of Someone Else's

Soul Deep Within That is An Authentic Measure in Art of Who They Are;

So Yeah, While The Authors of Merriam Webster Relate it the Way You Did too
Per "Enjoy yourself while you have the chance" This is never the less So True

So When is the Chance

As Now is THE Eternal

ReaLiTY of Now

Changing New
At Level of Sub-Particle
And Below Spiraling Around Atoms
That We Consist of And the Rest of
Existence True Above So Below Smaller
And Larger The Same in "the Depth of the Story"

of Existence

For Real;

Okay, i Checked the Google
Search Engine And No One Has
the Phrase Identical to what i Related

And True to Make it Even More True i'll
Add a Word 'Now' For A Title of the Next Chapter
Always of my Life Now to Create A New Chapter Now

of "Write Direct Produce Do Your
Own Play Impossible to Copy Now"

As It's True of Course Someone May Copy
And Paste my Style and Even Name the Finger
Print This Essence of my Soul Theirs Yet Never

The Less For Those Who Worship Pyramids As Reflections
of Pharaoh's Who Paid Artisans to Design And Do The Art For Them

Who They Truly Bow Down
to Are the Unnamed SiGNaTuRE'S

of the Souls of the Artisans in the Art
They Create as the Pyramids Still Standing Now;

i'm Amused When i Visit the Catholic Church Each Week
to Study it As An Anthropology Observer Participant And Indeed

to Partake of the Communion of Love As i Never Sing A Song The Same
Way Each Note Unique And New As Every Sub-Atomic Particle Spiraling Around
Below and Above of me And Every Human Communion With Folks i've Known, Felt,
And Sensed For Decades is Unique and New For Every Human Interaction of Communion


i Make
As Well
Eternally Anew
Now Wherever i Go
to Love Every Breath
Inhaling Peace Exhaling
Love Even More This Way
Giving Sharing Caring Healing
With Least Harm For All as i Travel Free

ThiS Way Naked Enough Whole Complete

As Indeed Some of my Words of Original Creativity
Change And i Do Indeed Copy And Paste Parts of my
Soul Coming to Page New of Past As Well Now For Real

Yet What's Really Amusing is To See The Priest Hold Up the Words in the
Same Old Book Copied And Pasted A Bit Differently Through the Ages yet

Never the Less now
the Same Old Book
Written By Ghost Authors

Under Dusty Covers Now From
Decades and Centuries Before

So Who Do They Worship Other than
The Story When They Raise the Book to 'The Heavens'

On Bended Knee; Yep All the Ghost Authors, Editors, And
Even Scribes Who Hand Wrote Every Mistake And Intentional Change

of a Some What
Open Source Method
of A Copy and Paste now

of Many Mixed And Matched
Scripts Doing the Best they Can
And Will Then to Make A Coherent Whole
of an Anthology of So Many Ghost Authors in One Book

Yet Still Instead of Writing A New Book They STiLL STicK With
Tradition Like Dead Hands on a CLocK No Matter How Antiquated
And Obviously Incorrect it is Now

Just Leaving No Room
For New And Improve;

Yet of Course Some Folks
Are More Conservative And Closed
Minded And Averse to Change And
Of Course This is Why Separation of

Church And State is So Important to Leave Room
For The 'Prophets' of More Open Minded Liberal Progression

of Souls Evolving More Than What's Under the Cover oF old

Dusty Antiquated
Books No Matter
How Close
to Sacred
And Holy
Folks Do Give Great
Thanks And Praise And
Worship For the Words of Ghost
Authors, Editors, And Scribes oF Old

As Literally ONLY One 'Voice' of God They Seem to Believe is True...

Once Again Holding Up An Idol of Book And Words of Others As God Incarnate

Trapped Under
One Cover of
A Book This Way
Yawn i'm not Claustrophobic

Yet if i Believed That Was
True i'd Surely Be Living in
A Very Small Bible Book of 'God' Indeed...

Just A Small Idol of 800,000 or So Words Under Cover Indeed...

Anyway, While i Still Haven't Put together the Last Novel Sized Free
Verse Long Form Poem Celebrating Every Breath of the Last Two Weeks or So

Yes As i Do This Regularly Around 57,000 Words or So Twice A Month or So

Just A Celebration, A Song of Soul of Life Eternally Now Real For Every Word of Song

And Every
Move of
Dance Always

Improving Balance
FRiEnDS with Gravity

As It's Impossible For A Human
Being to Ever Truly Perfect Balance
FRiEnDS with Gravity in a Dance and

The More We Attain this Peace of Mind
And Body the More We Have the Ability to

Exhale Love Along With This Great Inhale of Peace

So I Move On and In Adding the Word 'Now' As the
Title of my New Chapter Lengthens Now to "Write Direct Produce Do Your

AS EVEN i Cannot Copy And Paste
Original Creativity of me of my SoUL
That Does Not exist on Page Until Now This Word

of SonG
or Move
of Dance New Now

And For Now at Least
i'll Copy And Paste This
Phrase Again for Real And
Welcome Anyone to Dance
And Sing it As They Might too As Well:

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real...

WeLL It's True i Can And Will Do This

Yet Just As Easy in Human Warmth Just
Strolling A Dance Around my Neighborhood

Block i Have the Ability to Do Small Talk About the Weather

And in Doing So i've Come to Know in Great Depth Someone Who
Lives in Each House in My Neighborhood Now And In Dancing in Public

For 16,766 Miles For 105 Months Now in my Entire Metro Area, The Rest of
the Metro
Area Real

Several Hundred
Thousand Have Come

to At Least Recognize
me as Familiar As the Local
TV Weatherman in the Peak
of Hurricane Season With An Approaching

Dance Storm
of me Free Wherever
i Drift in Next Seeing
SMiLes Wherever i Go New Now

Just For the Presence of Who i Am For What i Do;

Yep Generating SMiLes Wherever i Go Dance; As It's true Back
in Hell Shut-in for 66 Months Without A Soul in my Building Home

The CuLTuRaL iLLuSoRY Emotion i Left Behind Was Fear Indeed

Naked Enough
Whole Complete

Will Accomplish

More Than the CuLTuRaL
Clothes of FearS in LieS Ever Before

in Spreading Each And Every SMiLe of Human
Warmth TSuNaMi of Joy i Become Now For Real i Am

Wherever i Go Dance;

And WHerever i Am
Not Welcome in Song
Of Free Verse Long Form
Poetry Now As God Yes i Still
Go As Give Yes Has Nothing
to Lose Now New Yet Receive When Truly Love And Fearless Real...

It's Really Hard to Understand Until Ya Actually Experience And Do Heaven ThiS Way New Now;

MeaNWhilE Some Folks Are Looking Forward/Dreading to Go to Either Heaven, Purgatory or Hell

in A Dirt Nap


God Knows Real

Now is All That Eternally Exists

So Yes i Make The Best of Now While
i Have This Chance Eternally Now Alive For Real

SMiLes And
It's True as i Dance Free
And SinG i Take Note of
Natives Eternally Now Yes
Literally Living In Hell Thru
Purgatory Beyond Rainbow
Colors of Heaven's Love Now me too, hehe...


SMiLes Dear Savvy What A Sublime
Ethereal MuSinG You BRing
With Beautiful Calming
MuSiC Changing

Colors of
Deep Within
For What We Feel
Sense So Much For Real

BeyonD iNFiNiTY Human
iMaGiNaTioN Creativity

iN Flow Essence
DiViNE Come to

Be Art Alive

New For Real
Now Dear FRiEnD...

Truly You Tickled
my SouL With Art DeLiGHT...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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i Am
i WiLL
With WiLL

Such Strength
Balancing iN FLoW
Foundation Love's Grace

Faith's GreaTesT Trust
Beyond Even All Hope

FRiEnDS With Gravity
Moving Connecting
Co-Creating New
All Peace No


Love This
MaGiC Rises new
Colors Evermorenow
Dear Savvy SMiLes of Free
This Living Tree We All BREaTHE...

Thanks For
All You
With SMiles...

True No
on Air
of Love's
As Naked
And Free As Wind
Still Sees Breathes


Bee i Am

Lost in the Giving
Lost in the Sharing
Lost in the Caring
Lost in the Healing

All That's Left

Right to
Be Happy
Dear FRiEnD
Chaymaa With SMiLes

If Only We Find A Way to
Give More Than Take Share
More Than Hoard Care More Than
Hate And Heal More Than Harm Oh

What A World
of Peace And

Love Will BReaTHE
JoY iN Every Inhale
of Peace Exhale
of Love For


With SMiLes
Our Living Trees
So Free to Green
With Leaves And Brown
To Fall to Soils of New
Green Souls to Grow

This Garden Love For Real...

Carpal Tunnel Left Hand Smart Phone Holder Syndrome

i Ain’t Her Brother i Am Heavy Wee Morning Leg Hugs

Little Bird i Heard
You Sing Now
You Dance Be Free

Quick Moods
WiLL Change
And Stay
Soul So Free Tree oF LiFE
LoVES No Frets Left mY FRiEnD...

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Some Folks Will Not
Truly See A Face
Of Love till
They See A
Face Of Hate
Angels Devils
Both Play
To See
God (Love)
My Faith Is Complete
i See A Greater
LiGHT OuT oF DarK...

Yet You See i Have Pictures of My Father
And He Was A 'Pretty Boy' too 'Trump' Told
Him Men Don't Love He Sold His Soul too...

His Mother Ran A Nursery With 'Black Slaves the
Way She Treated Them;' Told my Mother Don't Pick Up

the Crying Baby You'll Ruin IT

Dancing to 'Moonlight Sonata' 244 Pounds A SPiN (Spiral)
Free Verse Ballet Martial Arts
For 2 Hours In 'This God FoRSaKinG WaLMaRT Place'

23andme Says i am All of 'You'
Common Sense Feel Dances
Sings Now We aRe aLL LiViNG
Yep Nigerian And Southern Asian
Ancestors From the 1800's Mix
in the Grandfather Born in Ireland
His Father From Germany And Yes

Grandfather's Wife Mostly French Cajun As
Such Woo'ing Him From the Pews of
the Catholic Church Parish He Was


For At age 36
And True Considering
Priests Aren't Supposed to
Get Married And Have Identical Twins
(My Father And His Brother in 1932
on Long Island, New York) Yep

Credit my 17 Year-Old Spicy
Cajun Grandmother for

Taking Care of

Life's Businesss

So i Could Exist True
i Come From A Long
Line of Rule Breakers
Like the Rest of Us Indeed

Other than that Some English
Viking And Other Scandinavian
And Spanish Ingredients AS Such

Again Like The Rest of Us Just Slobs With
Various God Faces And Views of Reality Different of Course...

Every Color And Shade
Is Dreaming Now Really

Live Lies Don't Tale

Doesn't Matter If 'Snoopy' iS A Most EPiC
Dancer And Song Writer Or Not FacT iS
i BRinG Snoopy to Life That's ALL That CountS NoW

Hehe True
Dear Sohair
Tools Of
i Discard
Truth of
Nature FRiEnDS
With Gravity


Love i
Every New

Breath Gift
With SMiles
Play of God Art Real Now...

SMiles Dear Akshita
Your Creativity
Thank You...

A Pleasure
Dear Savvy
With SMiles...

"Poet Laureate you are sure our dear Soul and your naked soul. Always in my heart"

My Gosh What A Stellar Kind Comment in Reply Dear "Peace Truth" And A Second One For A
"Day in the Life" of This Long Form Poem From A "SonG oF mY SoUL" It's True Dear

FRiEnD i Do "Free Verse Nude Poetry"

For Every Sacred Word Of Song
Holy Move of Dance As My Public
Dance Moves on Through 16,766 Miles
Of Free Wings through 105 Months Just
A Little Over 8,000 Miles From Dancing

The Distance Around Our Global Equator

Hehe Yet for me at

Super Walmart
With Smoothly
Renovated Floors
And Other Places
Like That Selling
Double Car Garage
Stuff to Store Often
Not Even Used Until
The Next Garage Sale at Home
or Flea Market on the Lawn HaHa

Meanwhile my Dance is Free And the
Wife Katrina Takes Care of the Buying for me Hehe

And Her too
of Course
With SMiLes

It's Not Always
Easy Standing in Front
of the World Without Any
Layers of CuLTuRaL Clothes
And Other Related Tools that
Separate us So Much From Nature
That i See As the Nature of God Free With Wings

Sure Climbing

Trees and
Ant Mounds
With 10 Times
the Strength of
Body Size Hehe Kinda
Like me too as At 62 i
Am Still About as Strong as
A Human Orangutan Leg Pressing
up to 1520 Pounds at a Military Gym

(That's Only 6.22 Times my Body
Weight of 244 Pounds So i Am
Still Not As Strong Relatively

Speaking as An "Ant"
Yet Sadly the Machine
Oh No! Won't Hold Any
More 45 Pounds Plates!
If it Did Perhaps
i Could Find Out
if i am Strong
As An Ant HAha..)

As the Elite Military
Dudes Often Wonder

How Yet i Explain

Real Strength Comes
From Peace as In Peace
There is No Fear the Core
of All Weakness my FRiEnD

As my Warm-Up Before Taking Most
ALL of Their 45 Pound Plates Looks

More Like Ballet

Than the Martial

Arts it Really Is

For It is How We Move
Now New Without Fear Dancing
in Flight in Ease on Terrestrial
Land With Wings that is the Best

Defense of All

As It is No

Offense At All
Yet Truly Fearless
And Free And Obviously

Balancing FRiEnDS With Gravity
A Most Powerful Force of Existence

Fast and Strong Enough to
Release A Mighty Martial
Arts Kick if All Else Fails

HAha iN Delivering Peace and Love
to the World Free on Wings mY FRiEnD

It's True my Body is Truly A Temple
of God No Different than the Exoskeleton
Naked of An

in Play
of Building
Even Larger
Mounds of Homes

Every Part and
Function of Every
Body Whole Sacred
And Holy For Real

That And

(The Big Dirt Mound)

NoW WHere No "General
Dollar Store" Will Rise
to Clutter The Forest
Free Even More Hehe

If i'm Not Mistaken
You Are From Australia
or the UK Not Sure if You
Have "General Dollar Stores"
There yet Here They Are Almost
As Pervasive As New Homes Springing

Up For Rich Snow
Birds From the
North to
Roost New
Baby Boomers
Like me House
Rich And Warmer Now HAha

In Florida if they Don't
Mind 'The Florida Men' Who Roost Here too Hehe

Yes i am the Naked One Discarding All those Other Clothes And Tools my FRiEnD

And at Least in this Case i Need No Empire or To Be Emperor to See i am Naked Enough


Very Complete
With SMiLes
of Peace And
Love Dear 'Peace Truth'...

"The you that’s had a rough week. The you that seems to be under constant storm clouds.
The you that feels invisible. The you that doesn’t know how much longer you can hold on.
The you that has lost faith. The you that always blames yourself for everything that goes
wrong. To you. You are incredible. You make this world a little bit more wonderful. You have
so much potential and so many things left to do. You have time. Better things are coming
your way, so please
hang in there.

You can do it."

-Jodi Ann Bickley

SMiLes Dear 'Peace Truth'
Thanks For Sharing Such A Lovely
And Inspirational Poem And For me at Least

i Embrace every Challenge, Struggle, And Pain
Almost Effortless in Ease And In Fact Just That

When Fear, Anger, And Hate Is No Part of the Tools

to Overcome Whatever Wind May Make Wood Harder of
my Tree Less likely to Fall As Well Yes
With Droughts of Even Peace And
Kindness From

Others That
May Reach my
Roots Ever Deeper
Still to Create Love
From Within Still RiSinG

iN LiGHT From Above Below

Even When So Many Folks May Be
Falling All Around me Now in Despair

Yet You See For me it Doesn't Matter How
High Petrol or Other Products Rise for First

i LEarn A Naked Enough Whole Complete Dance

Flying Free Now

On Terrestrial
Land Generating

Even More Colors New
Within to Enjoy Even
More Every Inhale of
Peace Exhale of Love
Additionally Free Hehe

iN JoY oF LiGHT JusT
Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Even More With

Least Harm For All
With SMiLes mY FRiEnD

Yes In Fact my Name Might
As Well Be 'Freddy-Free-Loader'

Just Another Hobo With Wings

Not Even Needing

to Hitch

A Ride

On A Train
ThiS Way With SMiLes
Yet Oh How i Love to Hear
The Echo of A Train Whistle
True Not Unlike the Meditation
In Flow that Comes So Free As Well

From An Ending Piano Key Note of E As 'the Beatles'
Yes Turn me on The Same Way In "A Day in the Life"

From "Sgt. Pepper's Lonely HeARTS Club Band" It's True
i Very Much Resemble the Stone Statue Bust on That Album
Cover From 1967 Hehe off of John Lennon's Porch Keepsake

Art of the
Street Beat
Yes Then From

Long Ago Some Random
Mustached Law Enforcement
Officer From BacK 'iN the Day'

Never the Less my Stone Statue
'Rose' Out of 'That Burial Ground
Park' God Yes With Wings Naked Wings

So Very
Terrestrial Land
of Wisdom and Kindness
Now to Add to Your Peace
And Truth Dear FRiEnD With SMiLes...

It's Not often Someone Scales Down
2365 or so Photos and Over a Hundred
Thousand Words of Last Weeks Poem
And This Weeks Poem in the

Comment Section From "FB
Profile Pic Bible Vol
2022 5 YearS Old"

too Hehe

i'll Have to
Buy Even A More
Advanced Smart Phone
to Open it Up Myself
By Mobile Hehe as

When it Gets
this long
All that
Will Work
is my Fancy
Dancy Singy
iMac Indeed Hehe...

Or of Course MacBook Pro
Too Yes Apple Tools Are
Very Welcome to BRinG A
"SonG of mY SoUL" All 10.6 MiLLioN
Words As Today 6.18.2022 is the 106 Month
Celebration Anniversary Date NoW in "A Day In
A Life" of This Longest Long Form Poem Bible Ever With SMiLes

You've Done A Very Wonderful Job of Helping me to Celebrate

A Gift

From Far
Away Yet
Close to
SouL of
SonG With SMiLes...

“This is from the Scottish author and
poet George MacDonald ((1824-1905)
"Diary of an Old Soul" I thought you might like it.......”

“All winged things came from the waters first;

Airward still many a one from the water springs

In dens and caves wind-loving things are nursed

I lie like unhatched bird, upfolded, dumb,

While all the air is trembling with the hum

Of songs and beating hearts and whirring wings,

That call my slumbering life to wake to happy things.”

Yes! Thanks So Very Much!
Hehe The Government
Spends So Much to
Train Pilots To Fly
Birds Millions
Billions Even
Trillions in
Fact Yet
What Would
Be of War if
Every Boy Learns
To Fly As All Body
Parts Come together
To Dance With Wings
On Terrestrial Land

Walking on


Peace in The
Wings to Be
Naked Enough
Whole Complete

Even Buying
Any Extra Layers
Of Tools Like Clothes


Of Fear
And Hate

SMiles Thanks
For Dropping off
A Poem Second

For A Day
In A Life With
Wings RiSinG

No Need for A
CLoCK With

Feathers Free...


Hey YouR Signs May Be DiFFeRenT
Than Mine What Will i Dance Sing Free Now


3 Days From Summer Already Hot As Hell At Least
5 Planets Aligned in The Saharan Florida June Dust

THoRNS FLoWeRS NoW Neither
Above Below me Yes Rose RiSinG

i Don’t KNoW ‘Bout “You” Yet i Will Change mY LoVE iNTo me

And ‘They’ Wonder Why What’s Left in Pews is Less Than 50 SHaDES Of Grey Hair

Considering Priests Claim God Supports Leaders Inciting Violent DEADLY RiSinGS To

Overturn Representative Democracies

Considering FRiENDS of Young Folks
Are Marginalized From The Pulpit And Treated

Less Than Free Loving Humans

Considering Little Girls Violently Raped
By Big Daddies Forced To Carry That

Act To Term

iN LiGHT ThrU DarK iF You Are
Afraid to Criticize God And
Country Truly Neither You Have

Loving Free

i Am
i WiLL
With WiLL

Such Strength
Balancing iN FLoW
Foundation Love's Grace

Faith's GreaTesT Trust
Beyond Even All Hope

FRiEnDS With Gravity
Moving Connecting
Co-Creating New
All Peace No


Love This
MaGiC Rises new
Colors Evermorenow
Dear Savvy SMiLes of Free
This Living Tree We All BREaTHE...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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19 Jun 2022, 11:47 pm

Happy SuNDaY!!
An Invitation to
Fit You Under
my Umbrella
Of Good Vibes
Hehe Free of
Charge of Course...

FLoWeRS Rise

FLoWeRS Fall

Leaves That Rot
And Green Most

Often Have Compassion

For Leaves Not Yet Turning Green
Same As Wilting

Flowers Seeing
No Shame
As Colors
Lose Their
Hues of

Others Not
So Gardened
By Love or Circumstances
of Sunshine Above Below

SMiLes Dear Savvy A Greatest
BLeSSinG of Going to Hell For 66 Months
iN A Place Lower Than Dante Could Ever

Imagine in His Allegory 'Missing the Mark'
Descending So Much Lower From Rising

For Indeed There is a Place WHere Even
Demons Fear To Tread Now For It's True

In that Place Demons Are Actually
Angels if They Could Just Make

One Feel Anything at All

Sure Fear or
Pain More

Just to Even
Exist Living Dead

Anyway A Best Gift of Going
to that Place is When You Get Out
THere is No Above or Below You Find

That the Lowest Valley is the Same Height
As the Highest Mountain Only Another Valley
or Mountain to Find to Climb As THere is Only

One Way Up
To Climb Now of

Course Particularly

After One has Fallen to
Lowest Valley Heights oF ALL

So What This Means is All Is FRiEnD
DarK Thru LiGHT And When You Visit Church

And You Feel and Sense the Person Siting in Front
of You is Struggling in Such a Place You Don't Wait

For Them To Turn Around And Shake Your Hand After
Whatever Lord's Prayer is Spoke or Sung You Find Someway

To Reach Out And Touch Them To Feel And Sense WHere You've Been
With them Yes

And Find Some
Spark to Give
Them Feeling
And Sensing More Fully Being Human
And Yes Coming Back Home to BeLong
When We Don't Turn Away From 'Those' Lost
Not Only Are 'They' Found We Continue to Stay Around...

Always a Blessing to Meet Someone Where We've Been

To Make


For A
New Bloom of
Life This Living HoMe Love...

FLoWeRS We Rise And Fall
Seeds We Always Are
Leaves Brown Wilting Flowers

A Promise For An Ever More With
Every Seed of Love Spread More iN LiGHT

With No Hiding

No Secrets

Of Restraint
To Suffocate
A FLaME mY FRiEnD...

i Am Similarly Inspired As You
Are Today By A Wilting Flower
in a Church i Visited Today i'm Sure Will Color Again...

The Church Above Below Our Milky Way Indeed THeRE
is No Escape

To Stay At


A Sweetest
Part of Truth is
Truth in LiGHT iS

Wings No Need
to Hide Any DarK
Flying Higher Newer

Soaring Never A Need to
Hide or Keep Secrets Indeed

Not Even A Hesitation Now of a
Song to Sing New A Dance Brings Free


Tree Never
Need Look

For Leaves
Rising Even Falling
When Fertilizing new Green

Roots GRoWinG Deeper Than BeFore...

A KeY To

Stepping Stones
Feeling Stones
Coloring Souls Love
Dances Sings Over Rocks

Let's Face "US" If WE Do Not Look Within to Feel and Sense OuR SoULS
We WiLL Never Get to ACTuALLy KNoW 'God' For OuR Answers New Now

Be More Like Creativity (GoD) BReATHE NeW Do LiVENoW SEA LoVE

Let me put IT into terms that i'm sure 'You' will Understand; Trump Is an
'Orange Fool'; and those who follow Him on '5th Avenue' will reap all
the Orange Benefits; It's Just Nature's Human Way Here; No Surprise at all

Only if You
Inspire Words
Dear With SMiles


Do Know/Feel
Not Everyone

Sees What i
Write Hehe

Indeed You
Are Inspiring

to me

You too
Dear Sohair
Stay Blessed!...

First of All, Happy Father's Day
And Juneteenth And to Be Clear

Father's Day and Juneteenth Are Both Stories

And Both Will Continue to Live on As Long As the Two
Stories Exist and Folks Continue to Believe And Celebrate Them.



Point as
As Who

Actually Killed

the So-called Physical
Little Brown Dude, Syrian
Looking As Such Back then

As Far As Who Was Actually Responsible
in Part or Whole for the So-Called Crucifixion

(For the Illiterate Aramaic Speaking Dude Then Who
Never Wrote A Word Nor His 'Lowly FRiEnDS' Either)

As That Was A Regular Practice the Roman's Used
to Scape-Goat Folks that Way to Put Fear into Others
From Breaking the Roman Rule and Associated Laws of Course...

Not Much Different Really than what the Ku Klux Klan Used to Do to
Scare African Americans By Scape-Goating Black Folks Burning them on A Cross

If they Dare
Crossed the
Rule of Disgusting
Ignorant 'White Folks'

Discriminating Against
Folk's Rights to Life, Liberty,
And the Pursuit of Happiness Just
Based on the Melanin Pigment in Their Skin

And It's True Considering the United States is
Practically Turning into the Sunshine State of Heat
in Florida; Not a Bad Idea to Have Some Darker Pigment
These Days to Protect One from the 100 Degree June Sunshine

From Dawn
to Dusk AS Such...

The Browning of the World
Just in the Nick of Climate Change;

Other than that if the Original Little Brown
Dude With Dirty Feet in Sandals Tried to Make
HiS Way in A First Baptist Church of SUITS SUITS


True a Little Mexican Carpenter Dude ACross the Border as the
So-Called Christians at a Trump rally Said SHOOT HIM and 'the Trump'

(In the Panhandle of 'Florida Men', Other Wise Known as LA Lower Alabama
Roll Tide Roll Around the ToiLet Boil AS Such)

Could Only
Smile at
the Sado
At Hand Not Much

Different than Recent
Chants of Hang Mike Pence
As Trump Made it Clear He
Thought He Deserved it For Not

Supporting A Biggest Lie Yet Its Doesn't
Matter How Much of a 'Father oF All Lies'
Trump Proves Himself to Be THaT; He is Still Celebrated

NoW As A Story Holy and Sacred in the Halls of So-Called
Evangelical Christians Celebrating His Big Story Lie Just This Week

Killing Jesus by Story and Replacing Jesus With THE Trump Big LIE Story;
Just Yuck as

True Trump
Ain't Got
No Beatitudes At all

In that Big Painted on Orange God Face of His
That Evangelical Christians Still Give Great Thanks
And Praise For His Biggest Father oF ALL Lies Still Today...

Anyway, It's Hard to Kill A Story That's Been Around For Thousands
of Years as 'WORD' Does Get Around As Nicene Creeds Tend to Be

As A Magic

To Actually Bring Jesus
Back in Physical Form For
the First 'Time' Ever Out of Story!

Hmm, as 'They' Say Be Careful For What
You Wish For As If You Wish Long Enough
Together An 'Egregore' May Suddenly Appear;

(Coming in Naked Glory to Judge the
Living And the Dead And All that Jazz)

And No an 'Egregore' Is Not Something
Out of the "Shrek" Movie

Never the Less Old Tropes
And Memes
May Truly

Come to Life!

Sort of Like When
Science Fiction Precedes
Actual Science Instituted Reality;

It's Not Uncommon For Humans to Write
Stories and Actually Bring them to Life;

It's What Imagination And Creativity
Set Free Does as Dreams Do
Eventually HuMaNiFesT

in Fruition of Reality
As Humans Come

And Write
Stories and
Actually Bring them
into Existence for Real;

Sort of Like Da Vinci's Pics
of Helicopters and Of Course

What is More Than Likely a Self-Portrait
Of His Long Haired Eccentric Style During
An Era Where Long Hair Wasn't in Style No

('Last Supper' Such An 'Effete Dude' With A Beard)

Different; Not Really than the Toxic-Patriachal Age
Of Jesus Setting Women Apart From Men AS Such Yes

It's True in 'the Last Supper' This Way At Least through
Art Da Vinci Brought Jesus to Life And Continued Worship

It Seems For His
Likeness too in
Portrait Story too

Continuing on Bended Knee ThiS Way;

One Way for An Eccentric Dude to Establish A LeGacY For Real;

Ain't Humans Fascinating Little Critters; Yes, i Do Believe They Are...

Anyway Yes; 'They' Already Tried to Get Rid of the Story of Jesus in the
'The Book of Eli' As They Determined That it Was Truly A Dangerous

Story that Folks Bonded And 'Bended Over' to Destroy Civilization With
A Nuclear War as True Continuing to Forecast the End of the World and

Believing in it
Makes the Potential
of that Egregore coming
to Reality Indeed too As

Yep Once Again Human Stories Come
To Fruition and Make Our Realities

Now True YUCK!

And Even False!
too by Example
of the Trump Big
Lie Becoming Holy
And Sacred Praised
And Given Great Thanks
For in Halls of Evangelistic
Fundamentalistic Literal White
And Black Seeing Lies in Big Get
Togethers Celebrating Trump's Big Lie Still Today!

Anyway Denzel Washington Playing the Part of 'Eli'
Had A Big Surprise for the Folks Who Tried to Steal the

Last Copy on Earth of the Old King James Version of the Bible
in His Possession Protected By Sword As Come to Find Out Eli Who
Wore really Cool Sun Glasses Was Actually Blind and the Book Was in Braille
That No One Else Had the Ability to Read and it Didn't Matter Anyway As Eli

Had a Savant
Skill Sort of Like
Mine for Close to Photographic
Memory of Text As Yes He Waited

Until He Went to SanFrancisco

The Last Place They Wore Enough
Flowers in their Hair to Repeat Back

The Book Somewhere it Wouldn't Be Used
to Destroy Living Nature on Earth Again it

Was a Pretty Good Story Yet Same Old Stories Bore me

to Practical Death in Life

As my Bible is an Original
And the Longest Long Form
Poem at 10.6 MiLLioN Words
of Effort Now in 106 Months For
Real All Fully Documented of Course
As Real Books Naturally Come to Life of Course;

Do the Frigging Math That's the Size of Writing a
King James Size Effort on Average Every 8 Months

(13 Times Over in Size Over the Span of 106 Months)

And in the Last 6 Years Since 2016, 8 MiLLioN Words
At Almost a King James Size Effort; Yes, Every 7 Months

And Yes it Might be Hard to Believe Until You Start Counting
The Words i Even Write As A Side Story, 8th New Testament
Named the "Depth of the Story" Just For Fun And a Free Give
Away on the Wrong Planet as it too Will Soon Be Close to 1.8 MiLLioN
Words on August 19th, 2022, in 2 Years of Just A Part of What i've Written

in the Last Two

Years As Long
As "SonG oF mY
SoUL" A Never Ending
Story Long Form Bible Poem
Continuing to Rise this Way For Real

ALong With 16,788 Miles of Public Dance in 105 Months;
Yes in Autotelic Flow of Ecstatic Meditative Free Dance
As That Regulates All Emotions; Yes, Integrates All
Senses Increasing Laser Focus And Short Term
Working Memory And Long Term Retrieval of
Memories As Science Shows Even Short
Regular Spurts of Meditation in Flow
Will Increase Creative Output by
500 Percent; Yet in My Case
Almost Every Second of
Every Day i Do This Now
in Just Another "Day in the Life" of Me; Yes,

aS Only A Personal Bible As Such As We LiVE iN
A Day And An Age Where Anyone May Bring the
Egregore of Jesus And or TRuMP, ETc... Back to Life Now New

Or Old Choose Your Story

Wisely Be Very

Cautious What

You Really Bring to Life

Moral oF A STory For Now.

Sadly, So Far, a Core of Evangelistic
Christians Continue to Bring TRuMP Back to Life;

Just Because They BeLiEVE iN His Story They Swallowed Bait, Hook, Line,
And Sinker (Yuck Grinch 10 Times Bigger Stink, Stank, Stunk For Real!)
A True 'Father oF All Lies' Biggest Lie Once Again Happy Father's Day



As It's True My Little
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort
Likely Coming Soon Enough on August 19th Even on the ''Wrong Planet'
in A Two Year Anniversary of Doing that Just Cause i Can And Will Do It Now.

Hey What Can i Dance
And Sing Dancing Singing
Is My Special Interest Free

It's What Us Autistic Folks Do;

Painting a Sistine Chapel Again or
Retelling A Same Old God Damning Story

THAT Ain't No Special Interest for me i Do More;
i 'Just Do it' NoW FOR REAL

Without Even

Made Shoes...

i Already Finished
the Race And Kept
my Faith Long Ago...

Long Ago Indeed 107
Months Ago on this Date
on July 19, 2013 RiSinG out
oF A Real 66 Month HeLL ON EartH...

This is Just Icing on All of that Soul Cake....


And Love of
Course that
is Actually Real and
True and Living iNCaRNaTE Now NeW!...


my Only Child and Son Died on July 24, 1997
Born on June 4th, 1997 His Name Was Ryan
And Yes That Means (Little King) Although

i Didn't Plan that meaning, Either As Such
For What Frederick Means in German Either
As Sure That Was His Middle Name as Well;

Never the Less, God Yes! Happy Father's Day
to me; i Don't Wait for Affirmation From

Else Yes!

i Just Do me
And That's Naked
Enough Whole Complete!


And Here's that Other
'Book of Eli' Just For Reference
And Other Book Shelf Purposes...

For the
Books of Course...


And 'The Rise
of Gru' And all
That DarK Jazz too...

After All is Said and Done; Danced And
Sung; It'S Only A Body of Words Come to Life
And Breath Inhaling Peace ExhalinG Love For Real Now...



-US All of Us
~Whenever Ya Arrive Now too...

(PS: This That's A God WinK)

Anyway Gotta Go Before i'm
Late to Church Barely Getting
THeRE For the Homily Again Every
God Damn Week it seems Lately, Hehe...

the Less
Soon Enough For

-me now

Just Killing Time For Real...

Killing Every Frigging Second Forevernow...

~See Ya Later...

Happy SuNDaY!!
An Invitation to
Fit You Under
my Umbrella
Of Good Vibes
Hehe Free of
Charge of Course...

Catholic Mass Readings From
6.19.2022 Yep Juneteenth
And Fathers' Day too

Something About
A Little Piece of
Bread and A Bit
of Wine When Covid-19
Is No Longer Around or Any
Of Its Still Evolving 'Offspring' of Course

A Suggestion it's Literally the Flesh and
Blood of A 2000 Year Or So Story of A Dude
Who Never Wrote or Word or Yes His "Lowly' FRiEnDS

If You
Wanna Call 'em
That as they Needed
A Bunny Rabbit Pulled
Dead From A Hat Alive

Having No Idea Faith is
Naked And Within And God

Any Other Place Alone Separating
Still Indeed Now Ever Far Away O'er THeRE...

Anyway the Placebo Effect Works it's No Woo Science
Shows Up to Putting So-Called Terminal Illness in the
Files of Unexplained Medical Recoveries And Sure

It Doesn't matter what Form the Sugar Pill Comes
in As Long As Folks Believe the Loving Help Will
Come With 100 Percent Hope of Believing Loving Faith Now...

Understanding the Scientific
Reality of This Essence of
Great Human Belief, Hope,
Faith, LoVE iN A Synergy of Placebo
Healing that Science Has No Real

Particulars of How the Whole Believing
Faith Hope Stellar Loving Way Works Yet

The Effects Are
Real From the
Placebo Essence
of Healing As the Opposite
in Negativity of Nocebo Will

Harm Up to A Premature Death For Real...

In Other Words For Those Who Believe Faith
And Belief Proves Nothing Chances Are They
Will Never Heal THeiR Self When Doctors Offer

No Prognosis
For Living Hell
Escape Indeed
They Physical
Shall Heal Ourself

With Whatever Form
Of Sugar Pill Comes or

Folks Like me Who Skip
The Form And Live The Essence Eternally Now
NeW As A Practice of Life That Definitely Works for

me As i Was One of those Miracle Adults Then Who
Came Back From A Living Death With a Warrant Signed

For No

And No i Don't Need
Any Scams Saying Wine
Actually Turned to Blood

Somewhere to Believe

As Indeed i Am Essence
of Believe Just Naked Faith
And Love Beyond Even All Hope

Eyes Without A Face 'God' No Human 'Race'...

On The Other Hand Whatever Sugar Pill Form May
Work For Others More Power of Faith, Hope, Belief and

GiVinG SHaRinG
CaRinG HeaLiNG
Love For All With Least
Harm For Them too Yet i Don't
Need A Side-SHow to Just Do It mySelf...

Just Offering An All You May Eat Buffet of Long Form
Poetry in Many Places i Don't Even Have to Breathe Beyond
All Time, Distance, Space And Matter of Thing of me True Not

Even Any Literal
Body or Blood
Required Online
An Avatar of Many
Symbols Will Do in A
Place with No Sun, Moon, Or Even Stars Now

Hmm, Funny Little Synchronicities Indeed As Digital
Artifacts in the Big Sliding Picture Window Where i Do
Nude Art today Included What Was Distorted to Look Like
Swords Coming Out of my Side Katrina Studied it Couldn't
Figure Out What The Cloth At Her Hand Covering my Side

Was Before that Photo
Either as She Was on
the Other Side of the Window

Just Funny Little Synchronicities
in Autotelic Meditative Flow They
Come and Go Like Life Rafts on A River Free....

i've Become Accustomed to Miracles Ever Day for Almost
9 Years Now Ever Since i Got of Hell on July 19th, 2013

It's True THere
Is No Cure for
my Faith NoW iNDeed
Yes Believe And Love Beyond
All Hope

Now For Real...

i Just Observe And
Pass No Judgement Always
NoW On A ReaLiTY A Miracle i Do...

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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21 Jun 2022, 2:15 am

SMiLes Dear Savvy Sadly Now in the United
States College Age Youth Currently Experience

Depression Where it Interferes With Functioning
Day to Day At Rates of 40 Percent And Sadly Yes

60 Percent With Anxiety That Causes Difficulty
Functioning Even More

Sadly 10 Percent
Yes with Ideation

of Suicide In A Study
Done At Yale My FRiEnD

A Prestigious School An Ivy
League One Where Close to
25 Percent of the School At Over
1000 Students Signed Up For A Class

On How to Gain Happiness in Life a Dire
Situation in the United States Indeed in the

Class A Best Advice Was to Commune With Other
Human Beings in Giving, Sharing, Caring Ways that

Naturally Heal These Dark Days of Human Souls

Yet Sadly i Hear No Advice
For ‘Embodiment’

Where Our

Emotions and
Senses Even Occur
From Head to Toe Yes

As Without Gaining Peace
This Way In Some Kind of Flowing
Meditation Inhaling This Way It is So

Hard to Exhale Love in the Feel and Sense

For What Even Drives Us to Raise our Hand Up
To Wave to Someone And Surely to Dance And

Sing Hello to A Stranger How Easy This Will Come to

Be When Balancing in Flow With the Drive Within to Love Outside
Sadly Many Are Trapped Inside Looking for A Door to Escape Back
Into Humanity

New Now

i Surely
Did for
too my FRiEnD

An Opaque
Window Life
Will Come to Be

Yet Live and LEarn
‘The Body Keeps Score’
Also a Name of A Lovely Book too

Yet Eastern Movement Arts Yes Have
‘Understood’ This Healing For Many Centuries

Fortunately Now Western ‘Thought’ is Moving
Away From the Idea that it is only “Woo” as ‘They’
Still May Suggest in Ignorance of Fully Living my FRiEnD


No Longer
Two Ears
As Metaphor
Truly Loving Living Head
To Toe And So Much More...

SMiLes Dear Sohair Indeed What A Wonderful

Gift to Develop Only One Voice of Truth and

LiGHT Within Surely A Lifelong Journey

Truth and LiGHT Is

Lighting Up Our
Paths With
Wisdom of

Love With
No Fear Best
With SMiLes of Course

Hehe True i Remember A Day
Where Drifting Off to Sleep Just
Memories of Voices i Heard on TV That
Day and At Work And Such as That Now

The Voice


Yes to my
SoUL Alone
FoCuSinG Writing
in Flow With Dance
In Flow An Excellent
Way to Gain, Retain, and
Maintain This Voice of Soul Real

in All the
Song Free
SMiLes at
Least For
me mY FRiEnD...

SMiLes Dear Akshita to Explore
With Curiosity Is to Find Answers

Yet to Explore With Wonder is to

Open Up All New

Worlds of Art
As Yes Your Soul
Is Singing Free HeaR

Remember ‘Reason’ Is About
5 Percent of our Mind the 95 to
Even 99 Percent is Art Just Waiting

To Come out in Flow
of Free Creativity

Just As You Do Today

And True THere Could
Be As Many Meanings As
There are Eyes and Ears of
Imagination And Creativity Reading

And This is Key
To Evolve A Soul
In Creating More Than

Just Data Download From
Work and School my FRiEnD

As I surely Did That for 5.3 Decades or So too…
Now i Flow Now i Explore Wonder For What i See
You Doing

HeaR NoW
Just Setting
Your Wings Free

No Need to Worry
How You Fly As Long
As You Do With SMiLes...

A Splendid Weekend Indeed
For All Father’s Dear Cindy

Particularly in Southern

California Where

It Rarely Rains

Yet of Course
‘Smokes’ Now And Then

Never the Less Surf Usually Up
For Balancing Life And Excitement

True Hehe All i’ve Ever Surfed is Store
Floors And Often Accused of Wearing


(Asphalt Roads Do Wear the Soles
of My Shoes Down Faster Yet Never
the Less A Balancing Act of Soul Peace)

on my Shoes

Yet Again


Means Everything
to Nature and Us When
We Surf Head to Toe And

Yes So Very Much More RiSinG Higher...

‘Harvard Commencement SpeecH’ Yes
DaNcE NaKeD iN SanD And SuN NoW
FeeL And SeNsE GoD aS NaTURe aLL

As NeuroScience
NoW SHoWs DancE
IS A FouNtaiN oF YouTH

When in Autotelic Meditative
Flow Regenerating For Real

In Most Every Way From
Head to Toe More

CHoicE WiLL iS
Temple of God
NoW iN


No LonGeR


Yet (except)
i AM (LoVE)

OTHeR WordS (ThE LaW)


i Truly Hope That ‘You’ Will Not
Have to Go To Hell WHeRe i Did
to Fully Understand This if You Do…

Nothing i Offer Now may Help…

DarK Fertilizes LiGHT

Only Sickest Psychopaths Turn
Loving Children into Racist Hate
No Different Those Who Oppose Love’s Marry

Truth Is Nouns Are Idol Statues Until ‘They’
Become Verbs Of Sensing Feelings i.e. LoVE

“Why?” Now You Might Not See Forms of my
DancinGSinginG HeaVeNGoDLoVE Breathes WiTHiNoW

In Short, We Are Not Words.
In Deed, We Wear Words;
YeT AGaiN We Are Not Words;
So In Other Words; Words Will
Never Be Human


Just Like my Father’s Birthday
on June 20th First Scheduled For
That Birthdate Cut Short So Long
to Post my BD Celebration Today

Almost Like An Omen Yes The
Delivering Baby Doctor Went On
Summer Vacation Inducing Labor

14 Days Early on 6.6.60

For The God i See Is Love i am
For The God i Breathe is Air i Am
For These Wings For This Wind i AM


Thanks Dear
FRiEnD the More
That You Are You
The More i Am me

There is No Greater
Love Than Give Without Return

For it is in the Giving We Receive
Greatest Now For Real Just A Helpful
Hint From Heaven As Well as Counting
All Our BLeSSinGs in All the Arts We Do DarK Thru

LiGHT New Now
Thank You
Freely Now
For Being You…

In Other World News
You Feel You Sense You
KNoW You’ve Really Had a
Great Work-Out When i am
Practically Foaming at the Mouth

With ALL the Roaring to Get Done by
The Hours They Close Earlier on
A Federal Holiday Hehe True

“Planet Fitness” Wants
No Part of my Feral
Animal Roars

God Yes A

Military Gym
Still A Free
Place for me and
Just Another Benefit
For Waiting Out Being
A Slave to Federal Government
Employment Yuck Almost to the
Point of Death Falling Deathly Ill
For 66 Months of ‘Hanging In’ THeRe

Yet Now All the Golden Hand-Cuffs Are on the Loose
Yep Wild and Free And Civilized Enough For Civil Life

Most of ‘A
Day in
Life’ At
LeasT HeHe..:)

First All Thanks For Linking
‘These Hello Memes’ From the Past

Yet It’s True Wherever i Go in the World
No Matter What Country or Person it is i Research

The CuLTuRaL References That Exist to Grow

my Soul even More in Appreciating THeir Style of Hellos

And Indeed
The Evolution of
Hello in American Song
And Movie From What
might be expected

From A Hello
For No Other

Reason At

All in A ‘Sanitarium’
With Dudley More of
‘ArThUR’ Fame Hehe Sort

of Like me and my Middle
Name Now Yet Only in Living
Public Dance Legend Way of Course Free

Yes It’s True if You Even Smile At Someone
‘These Days’ ‘They’ Often Question Your ‘Reason’

In Fact When i Worked At A Bowling Center Just Handing
Out Shoes and the Such for 18 Years Toward the End of that
Part of my Federal Government Career Sort of Skating one Might

Suggest After Earning Three
College Degrees A Lady Then
Found Out i Was Manager
And Then She Said Oh that
Explains Why You Are So Nice

Yet Again it’s True my Mother Said
i Had Open Arms for Every Stranger
Before i Could Speak at Age 4 Such

An Oddity for the Stereotype of Cold
And Aloof Folks on the Autism Spectrum

Yet Indeed THere is Another Kind Yes the
Acronym of K A T i E M i A Kind Autistics
Taking in Everything in Mindful Awareness

Indeed Super Tuned Affective Empathy for Others
Super Tuned Senses Where i Still Can’t Stand to Touch
Most Human Made Materials (Silk is okay) And There Are

No Words That Will Relay the Discomfort it Brings Although
Fingernails Don’t Bother me on a Chalk Board Yet even the

Imaginary Feeling of Touching the Chalk Board with my Teeth

Does True i Can’t

Even Stand to
Imagine Someone
Sweeping a Carpet

Makes me wanna Climb Out
of My Skin Anyway i’ve Spent Most of
my Life With my Hands closed Around

Human Made Materials Yet with Close to
Mirror-Touch Synesthesia i literally Feel the Pain
And Pleasure From Even the touch of Others Far

Away Which of course Means When it Comes to
Pleasure Whether Emotional or Physical i Am Very

Much in Tune With ‘World Events’ in A ‘Biblical Sense’ too…

So Anyway Back to the Evolution of Hello in Our CuLTuRE

As It’s True Lionel Ritchie Used ‘Hello’ Looking For Love

And Then There is Adele the Millennial Lamenting
About Her Lost Youth at Age 25 And A Day She

Wasn’t So Very Alone and Humanly

Lost i’m Still Not Sure if She’s

Found Her Soul at Age
30 And It’s True

i Know Others too

And One Who Once Just
Said “Hello Fred” Online and

the Simplicity of A Simple Gesture

Really Touched my Soul Yet of Course
She Wasn’t in the United States Still Not trapped

Yet in a World Where Hello or A Smile Needs An End to Means

Anyway After Getting Out of Hell for 66 Months in A Slow Burn of
What Life
Will Do to
the Free
Child Within

i Was Not Even
Afraid to tell People
‘i Love You’ As It’s True

i Came Out of Fear And Numb
into A Home of Loving me A Home

of Loving me And Yes Loving You Whoever

You Might Be For No Reason At All Except for

the Human Birthed Again Humanity of me Yes

It’s True This is what Reborn Means Just Being Able

To Say Hello
For No Reason

And i Love You

Just Because You are
me and We Are Human

And True i Guess i’m Like

Mr. Fred Rogers too and

My Neighborhood

is Real

As Love

Wherever i Go

The Trump Boys Spit on me
And Called me A Fool And The
F Word And Not Fred Hitting Puberty

In Middle School Hehe Before i became
almost a Foot Taller than Some of them hehe

Yep Just For F in Smiling and Being in A Fred in Good Mood

For No Reason At All And Even Now the ‘Really Smart Psychology Field’

Labels This Way of Being as ‘Bi-Polar Non-Specified’ As It’s A Disorder to Be

Happy always Full of Energy

Without Any Fear Without

Any Inhibition to Say

Hello i Love

You For No
Reason Except
The Humanity of me

It’s True People Have Viewed

Humanity As Fools And Crazy
And Weak And Even the R Word

Since i Was Young and Now Donald J Trump
Has Even Replaced The Face of THeir ‘God’
A Man God Who Only Had A Message of Love

Yet You See Even in that Book He Lied And Burned

His Enemies Forever as An Eternal Promise of Evil

We Live in A Gaslit World From Church to State yet i’ll Be

God Damned Again

If They Take My

Hello i Love

You Smile Away

Call me A Fool

Yet Never Call me
Any Thing Less than Just A Human

‘Some Days’ i Feel Like that Song

‘Human’ By Christina Perri Other

Days i Feel Like Closer to “A Thousand
Years” Yes Even Other Months of 66 And
Years in One Second of Hell Then For ReaL ON EartH

And True From The Within to The Outside The Silent Sounds
of Loneliness Want to Follow me to Bed Dancing Slowly
In An Empty Room what Will Human Replace Love With

Now in An

Almost Dying

Story That Is Not

Mine Now Yet THeirs…

THeirs And Never Mine Now

Eternally to Breathe Let it Get Boring

Yet Never to me Just Inhaling Peace
Singing myself a Quiet Lullabye Night

And Day Just Exhaling Love A Barely

Breathing Broken Story Yet Still Giving Sharing
Caring Healing iN JoY oF LiGHT With Least Harm For All

WHere there Was Love THere Seems to Almost Be Only me

Yet It’s Not True for Any place i Touch anyone With my Eyes

That are Behind

By Dance
Just For the
Joy of This Breath

It’s True the Only Bible
i Have is in Braille of Dance

At Least the One That People Read With SMiLes…

Through Every Weather Within Love Will Find A Way
When Real And


Other than



Hello Miriam…

i have a Feeling You Are Human…

And Don’t Take it Too Personal as Any Offense

Yet i Do Love You too For No Reason Yet Human True…

i Long For ‘the

Day’ When


Truly Becomes God too
Yet It’s true i Refuse to Wait…

While Others Wait for ‘The Terrible Day of THeiR Lord’s Wrath’

With Truly Sick Sado-Masochistic Smiles God Yes SMart Without
Art HeART Without Art only S And M And He Left As God Damning God

Torturing Those People With No Belief Yet Love Forever Just For Refusing

to say

Back’ is God

i’m really Not
into Team Sports
any More Thank Love

In My World At Least THere Are No Scape
Goats For



And i Will Never Give
Love Up to Hell Anymore…

Yep i Do Believe “The Lonely”
By Christina Perri FitS In Well Here

Particularly When ‘SHe’ is ‘Typing Away’ in ‘The Video’…

At A Beginning oF A Never Ending Story of Love At Best…

Verily Many Opaque Window Panes Yet Still Some So Very Clear…

Oh Yeah, i Almost Forgot Yes That Same Lady At the Bowling Center
Present When i Came Back to Life/Love Back in 2013 Visiting Catholic

Church Then Seeing How Happy i Was For No Reason Accused

me of Getting Drunk And Swallowing too Much of the Chalice of

Wine At Communion And The Deacon Did too They No Longer

Do They

No Longer Do

As Now A Pandemic

Has Taken All the Wine Away

Two Pandemics Indeed And Yes
One No Longer Fully Human So Sadly it seems…

Yet Back When i Played The Piano For the Youth Choir
in my 20’s in the 80’s A Young Woman in the Choir Covered

Her Eyes Smiling

At me Saying

my Face

Was too
Bright it
Literally Blinded
Her i Swear She Was Human too…

And True i Surely Hope She is Still Human too…

i’m Almost Positive She Was ‘Autistic Like me’ Too and Could




Inside of me
True More than
Just A SMiLe For Real...





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21 Jun 2022, 11:03 pm

"Creative flow…

Traveling in Creativity

Travelling light
Flowing free
Musings in the mulling
Limitless abundance
Unparalleled potential

Travelling light
Flowing free
Musings in the mulling
Limitless abundance
Unparalleled potential

Beyond bars, timeless
Harmony in syñchromy
Unassuming uniqueness
Unrelated ubiquitous"

-Savvy Raj

SMiLes Dear Savvy
As Close to Perfect
As i Will Imagine Resonating for
Now Just Quoting You For Your
Experience of Creative Flow With SMiLes...

Amazing Dear Aloha FRiEnD Your Blog
Always Positive Vibes in Everyday Living

In Your Paradise Homeland of Hawaii With
SMiLes Exploring so Many Beautiful Parts

In Gratitude of Life Such A Beautiful Powered
Surfboard Ride Hehe i'm Sure You are A Great

Swimmer i Hope
So At Least

as i Don't Like
Heights and i Didn't
Like Seeing You Take
A Tumble in the Ocean
Off Your Motorized Remote
Controlled Surfboard if That is
What Your New Summer Toy is

With SMiLes Hehe Stay Above
Ocean Surface Dear FRiEnD When
Not Snorkeling of Course or Diving
With Diving Gear as i Imagine You

Might Explore the Deep Ocean
Blue That Way too Just
Getting In Touch


Life That Way True
Yes So Much Beautiful
Nature to Do As Science
Shows Connecting to Each
Other and Nature With A Higher
Meaning And Purpose in Spirituality
Of Great Gratitude for This Gift of Life
is Core to Human Happiness For Real mY FRiEnD

You Always Seem to Have Good Vibes ThiS Way Bravo to You...

Hehe Dear Sohair
“They” Say An
Idle Mind
Soul is
A “Devil’s
Hehe Mine
Is Energizer
Bunny Always
Waking Hours
Even In Dreams
Too No Break
Life in Play
DarK Thru
LiGHT Pain
Thru Pleasure
All Play oF Love Do...

Oh Dear Lord Chaymaa
Speaking of Grateful i Never
Noticed Your Facebook Page Badge Up

There That Says You Have 1.3 MiLLioN

Followers Considering You Are A Busy Pharmacist
in Cairo Egypt

That's Truly

Amazing i Am
Surely Grateful You

Present The Positive Quotes
You Provide in Blog Style too

For Free As Truly i Enjoy Every Moment
of Inspiration Every Now As Best And This

Is Surely
to Make
Now Great!...

Hehe i Think You
May Be the Most
Famous Person i Have
Come Across on WordPress With
SMiles as Far As Getting Your Art out Free...

Beings For
Real Bravo
to You Dear FRiEnD...

It's Really Nice to See Someone
Do Art So Positive And Get Attention
on Social Media as Sadly it is Often
So Negative Instead in Addictions of

And Dopamine

Anger and Hate
Inspired Ways of Connecting
Separating in So Many 'Tribal Ways'...

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa i Create
Now Always to Be The Best Now

Ever As Now is the Only

Now to Appreciate

As Forever
Now Still
Breathes What
A Gift to Celebrate Now Is!...

SMiles Dear Cindy So
Glad your Trip Was
Wonderful in Every
Way of Course Except
For Almost Getting Hit on
Your Bike
Yikes! And
You Remain
So Creative
Your Daughter
Such A Very Cute
Name With SMiles...

It's Worth Noting That in The Rain Forests of South America
Tribes of Humans Living In Harmony With Nature Cooperating;
Yep, Giving, Caring, Sharing, Healing Overall Loving Each Other

And Nature This Way
Similar to Some American
Indian Tribes When of Course
There Were No Intertribal Wars;

Yet In South American Rain Forests
There Are Also Cannibalistic Tribes As Well

Who Are Very Competitive And Seek to Eat Human Flesh to Survive...

So What's The Difference; We Are All Human; Aren't People Alike ALL Over;

Well No, CuLTuRE Makes the Difference Between Bringing Out Heaven to HeLL ON EartH;

Being Eaten By
Other Humans
is a Pretty Good
Description of Hell;
Eaten Alive, Even More So
of Course Yet This is What Humans

At War Do
When Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love is Not of THeir
Communal Brew; for Example,

In the News An American So-Called
Conservative Republican Running For Office
After Domestic Abuse Promotes Hunting Down
Folks in His Same So-Called Party, He Doesn't Agree

(In Intra-tribal Wars As Such, Really Sad it Is)

With, With No Limits of Killing, Bagging, Tagging Them
AS Such NoW as "Deer Hunters" of Course Do in Vietnam
And Iraq No Matter if the Wars Are Actually Warranted Or Not;

And Binding
Over Truth and
Lies DarK And LiGHT NoW
Get The Vote Out to LiVE OR Die;

Indeed, CuLTuRE Will A ViRuS Deadly Be
to the 'Normal Human Condition' of Mostly
Homogenous Small Groups of Humans Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing iN JoY oF LiGHT; Yes, Loving Surviving Now

And Thriving A Forage/Hunt of the Day into A Moonlit Meditative
Flowing Free Dance Together Ascending the Neo Cortex Opening
Up an Additional Flow of Greater Creativity And Productivity For

The Group Whole;

Where Additionally,
The Child is the Prize
of the Village As When Technology
Hasn't Replaced Humanity as Both Helping

Hands, More 'Hands on Deck' Are Required for Any
Potential to Thrive or Even Survive Now For Real

Then And Now too;

Except Technology
Has Replaced Much
of the All Hands Effort

And Folks Are Separated
By "Machine Life" and Even
"Mechanical Cognition" To Run
The Machine Nature of Modern Societies

To Keep it Well Oiled No Matter if Humans
Get Lost in the Machine and Frigging Living Die...

Studies Show College Age Students Are Depressed to
the Point of Difficulty in Functioning in Life at rates of 40 Percent
And 60 Percent Per Anxiety That Impacts Life Functioning As Well

And Even Suicidal Ideation At Rates of 10 Percent, Alarming Indeed

As It Appears 'Houston' Is Finally Determining We have a Problem With
'Human Rocket Science'

In Other Words,

Mechanical Cognition
Isn't Particularly 'Human'
For All the 'STEM Majors' at
Yale of Course too As it Surely

Doesn't Wire Humans in Terms of
Social-Empathic-Artistic-Real Spiritual
Emotional Intelligences as Such Yet at Least

When i was in College There Were Actual Posted
Warnings on Doors of Engineering Classes And Computer

Labs to Get Out of the Lab and Class And Do Some Human

too as that
is surely
A Skill
Per Use it
or Lose it that
May Escape Our
Particular Existences too;

Yet Now We LiVE iN A 'Zuckerberg

(The 'Revenge of the Nerds' Come to Pass)

World' What Reference Point is there to Before

Now; What Face to Face Communication That Actually
Smells, Tastes, And Touches too in Terms of Hugs Real Now;

Yes, Hugs
Now for
Real For
Those Who
Enjoy a Warm
Oxytocin Connection
of Humanity Now Still

What Drives Human Altruism
At Core And Cooperation Over
Competition Enough For Collaboration

To Actually LiVE iN Peace And Harmony
Without even Any Coca-Cola For A Quick

Hit of Dopamine Producing Sugar And Caffeine of Course;

True, oh Where, oh Where Has the Natural Anxiety Reducing,
And Actual Pain Healing, and Actual Loving Bonding and Binding
Neurohormone Oxytocin Gone For Wiring Humans Warm And Fuzzy This Way;

Down the Hole
of Mechanical
Cognition at

Least in Part

As it's True

Folks May Do What
A Yale Course Suggests
They Do to Improve Happiness

For A While Nurturing Human Connections
to Enhance our Biology This Way Doing Gratitude
Lists and Perhaps Sitting Still Meditation Yet Where

Are the Moving
Yes And yes
Parts if We Just
Sit Still And Do
It With All Word Think

Still Stuck Between Ears,

Not Flowing All the Neurochemicals
And Neurohormones in a Feed-Back of
Real Free Dance Bio-Feedback to Soon Yes

(All From Head to Toe Mind Body Soul Real)

Generate Our Own Warmth and Happiness Within

Coloring Our Real 'Christmas Trees' This Way Lit Up
Year Round With New Colors of Feelings and Senses
In Synergy of Human Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

Emotions Even More; Hey, Listen, i Used to Feel in Pain and Numb
As the Loneliest Most Depressed Negative Person in the Entire World;

Yet You 'See,' i have the Perspective of that Darkness in HeLL ON Earth Within
For 66 Months Now Before Overcoming Those Real Dark, Numb, Painful Demons

Within of Life;
Yep, 107 Months
in the Other Place Now

With Yes Not Only Still Meditation

Yet 16,800 Miles of Moving Public Dance
In Meditative Flow That Not Only Generates
This Light Within in Autotelic Bliss and Real Nirvana

Yet Lights Up SMiLes on Other Faces Wherever i Go as
of Course Empirically Measured in Thousands of Selfies
With them too (Albeit Mostly Women Yet down Here in the
Deep South Trump State of Florida, Many Boys Were Taught
From Youth that Positive Emotions are Only For Girls And Smiles

And Joy
For No
Yet the Elation
of Every Living Breath;

Yes it's true Now i am the
Least Lonely and Least Unhappy
Person i know and feel and sense in the

Entire World After Being in the Polar Opposite
Place for 66 Months; Now These 107 Months Only Continue

Now To Grow Lighter And More Warm And Fuzzy Evolving A
Real Organic Human Soul For Real as It's True in this Place

There is No Age,
No Time, No Distance,
No Space Now; Not Even
Any 'Matter of Things' Just

Love Light Airy And Warm And
True What A Free Autotelic Moving
Dance And Song Will Do For Real Day And Night;

Anyway, i Do Life Free Style, i'll Link the Yale Class on
Wellbeing For those Who Look to Authority Other than

What They Explore Within And Find What Works The Best For Them...

Other than that

We Are Truly

In Many
First World

Slowly and
Now Faster

Turning into
A 'Cannibalistic

Do BeWare of 'the Locals' AS Such...

Ah, Just beCause...

i Am Almost Literally
Sick And Tired (Yet
i'm Not, It's Just Not
Worth It) of the Catholic

Church P88SYFooTinG

All Around Either

God Is

Love or
God Is Not
Love End And
Beginning of Never
Ending Human Story For Real Now

Yet They Are More Worried About
'Color' of 'SKiN' And What Body Parts

What Body
Parts When
It's Always Been

One Body When Real and Love

And of Course This is Limited to
No Church, Religion, Tradition, Or CuLTuRE As By Very

Nature ALL Bond And Bind Over Excluding Others

And True Any Real 'JeSuS' Couldn't ReALLY BeLong
To Any of These IF

And When

He And Or

Her is Really Love

Yet of Course 'That Whole Book'
is A Gaslit Lie of Tradition, Religion
And Exclusion to the Point of Torturing
And Burning Those Who Don't Belong Forever...


Still Harms
Rapes Maims
And Kills Most

Ignorance of Love For All

More Common in Small Homogenous

Groups Sure Even Small Southern Baptist
Churches with Little Farms Owned by the Pastor
And His Wife in Our County like the one i Visit
the First of Every Month for Dinner on the Farm
Grounds invited through in-Laws As Such And Fitting
in Well Enough Now that i Look Like i Could Easily Hit A Home-Run

On THeir
Team if
The Little
Church Was
Big Enough to Have A Team...

Yep Big Enough For All Love to Fit in...

THere is No Place in Church, Religion, Tradition, or CuLTuRE
For Someone Who Includes All in THeir Venn Diagram of Love

Just No 'WeaR'
For Them to
Truly Rest THeir Soul in Peace
Inhaling ThiS Way Exhaling Love For All

Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Yes WITH
LEAST Harm for All JoY iN oF LiGHT LoVE ReaL

Yet You 'See' my Au(r)tistic Savant Skill is Love
And i Am Verily Sure i am Not The (An) 'Only one'...

It's True i Invited All my Favorite People to my
Birthday Party They Accepted And i Am Not Finished

By Far As Love Still Comes Now

SMiLes mY FRiEnD HiMaLi
Life is a Country Road many
paths forging many paths
sharing yet on
Real Country
Roads never
to go SMiLes
Writing the last few
years has really helped
me let go with continuing
Love a Father and a Mother
And Three Cats.. All PaSSinG
and one who takes a different path
in life i suppose when one loses enough
one is Happy
just to help
the rest
creation new
on its path now
to living the best
with Love that we
can give share care heal
Yeah A greatest Loss Now
is the Give of Love when that
is FeeLeD iN that's all THeRE is to Do...

SMiLes mY FRiEnD
FRiEnDS and Lovers
Family and OTHeRS
Come and
Yet A
Who Loves
ALWaYS stays
As Love Art is the
MaGiC that glues the
Art of He to heART
And when we share
Art the Love of Art
As Life's True
Path that never
ever ends SMiLes
And Hellooove aGAiN mY
FRiEnD HiMaLi How fortunate
We are to share the Art of heART
As when we do we Touch our SoULS
ToGeTHeR ONE And that's how we Paint God
oF heART
iN LoVinG SoULS NoW...



Even WitH No


Castle Walls
Plant Falls
Seeds Drop
SprOut Roots
HOlds GreeN BRiGHT
Walls ReTreat Leaves Life
Moonlit Sunshine
Roots Tree HiGher LiFE LoVinG NoW...

EartH Low
GLow LoVinG NeW
BiRD SPiRaLinG Wings Free NoW...

SMiLes FRiEnD Xenia
ALL We Need iS NatUre
as 'they' say isn't
Hard to iMaGinE
inside outside Nurturing
Nature Above so below new
And all-around LoVinG NoW....

GiFt oF DraGoN
PLay Reptilian
oF Fearless
ALLowS Stars FaR
New DaNCinG SinGiNG SoUL Free Now
ReaSoN KiLLs

LiFe GiVinG
SNake Rises
Head More Seeing


GraceFuLLy GreY
iN STrenGth oF WiLL
PowerS Gone

oF HomE
Away and
Castle WAlls
SoUL RiSinG HiGher Lost
And Found iN SeeK and FinD
As 'they' say Home is what we construct
Trees or
Of Sand hOld
Hands WeatHeR
'they' see the calm
or storm of waves iN Tide
ContinueS oN
FReED oR PriSoN sAMe...

SMiLes my Friend People
Who will do no harm
To others are best..
it will be hard
To always
Give Yet again
Yes it is Best Now
To Be A Sensitive
Soul the outside
Of me doesn’t
Reflect the
Part as
Much these
Days Yet it
Hasn’t Changed
And It Does Now Still Improving...

That’S how one Grows No Holding Back Finding
People in 'This World' Who have what It takes to

Hear what one Sings a bit more now...

mY TarGet
is very very
small my FRiEnD hehe

It's worth noting now
without Pooh THere
is no Honey
to BeaR

THere is
no Greater God than the Love
For Less than a Grain of Sand

- heHe little old me words
~You inspire my FRiEnD...

Thanks my FRiEnD i
Equally appreciate the
Inspiration True too
Yet it’s
true 'these
Days' at Least
Speechless is
Not NoW in my
Vocabulary yet
When i worked
Behind a Computer
At Work for years
i wondered if i would
Find anything in Life
That would inspire just
One Word from me in my
40’s when i played the
Piano the night before
It Woke up
To inspire
At least a
Desire to Speak
The Next Day SMiLes
i finally find the Golden
Staycation Age of Open
BoDY BaLanCinG
SouL Force ‘CHi’
Fearless Unconditional
Agape Love For All (GoD)
DarK Through LiGHT to
Dance and
Sing Free
Eternally Now
At least Heaven
Is Real Now WHere

Without the Sun there is no Life
for where a Moon Falls when
Sun Rise Fails to come next...

Love SMiles my FRiEnD Truth

iN LiGHT iN DarK TRuE...

SMiles Yes Dear Mariana
Modern Technology
Opens Up Free

Of Arts In

Synergy For


Like Never

Before Yet

True Hehe


May Be


Too Disturbing

Potential Laser

Focus In Flow

For Greater Realizations
Of Human Potentials

Highly Unlikely


Would Have

Finished Painting

The Sistine Chapel

At The Bus



The Next


Of Candy Crush
Or A Life Dedicated

To Left And Right Swipe

Romances With



To DownLoad

Pretty Birds



As Possible
Variety Never

Ending Sistine

Chapel Without Paint...

OBTW Meant Kenya Not
Nigeria In Filling Up With
Words Yes FRiEnDS From All



Misspeaking too...

Yet A Full World View
For All In Common Love...

Ah Yes Love A Cup

Of Coffee Too Hot

Too Cold Or

Just Right

Hehe my

Wife Doesn't

Let me Drink it

As i Fly too Far Over

The Stars And Don't Come Back

Until All The Coffee Goes Away Mariana...

Coffee Every Where Just So Much Coffee Everywhere...

Wish Bone Yes Roll The Bones New
Better Yet Make Them MaGiC Now

You Are Very Welcome
Akshita Thanks For
Inspiring Words
Of my Soul
SouLeD Poetry...

Hellooove i Really Love
my New Dancing Shoes
They Help me Float
On Terrestrial
Land So
Feeling Wings
i Often Think And
Feel About You And Would
Love to Hear All About
How You Are Feeling

And Doing

With SMiles
Of Hellooove Once Again

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23 Jun 2022, 12:20 am

Oops, i left out the First Line:

7:42 AM/PM

Cups of Time
Do We Drink
Hours or Do
We Spend Time
On Loving What is Green

And So Colorful

As Flowers
Spring And

Just Waiting
to Fall And
Winter Fertilize
Life Once Again to Green

Spring SMiLes Dear Savvy i Am No
Longer Consuming Time i Fly i Am A Wing

Never Just A CLoCK Hand Trapped Again
Yes With NoThing
New Now
to Truly
Even Drink...

And Yes THere Goes the Sickness
The Illness of The Condition Coming

NoW This Human DiSoRDeR Indeed
This Zombie Apocalypse Eating
The Face of Nature That is Our

Own Same As Ants Still Busily
Building Mounds For 'Dollar

Tree Stores' to Rise Near
New Subdivisions Taking
Just a Bit More of the Lungs,
The Forests of the Earth Away

For the Balance of Nature Wild
Life No Longer A Place to Play,

Competition Over Cooperation;

God Yes, TaKinG Over Giving
Now Hoarding Over Sharing;
Yes, Callousness Over Caring;
Oh No, Yes, Harming Over Healing

Damn IT ALL Living Out of Balance Yes

With The Rest of Nature

For What it Even means
to Be A Social Animal At All;

Sure, Competition to Survive Yet
Even More Important Cooperation

And Collaboration

To actually

Thrive For

It's True Every Person
in this Discussion is Surviving

Yet How Many of Us Are Truly Thriving
When The End of the World Seems Like
Five Dollars For A Gallon of Gas Enough

to Motivate Folks to Vote For/

Against Potential
Democracy to

Even Last
The Signs Are

Clear Nature is Getting
Ready to Show Us Once
Again We Cannot Eat Money And Be Satisfied

Enough to Even Stay Much Longer As What We've Become...

When A Social Animal Stops Reproducing, When They Detach
From Each Other, And Try to Do Social Animal Alone By

Will Now or
Reality Alone;

The Signs Are
Clear, We've Eaten
Enough Nature As
Nature That is US Naturally Culls

As We Are No Less or More Than What is Balancing All...

It's True, Nature Has A Cure to What Ails IT; Yep, Human
Loneliness Most


For Real
Nature's Cure For
We Can And Will No Longer
Eat Money And Expect to Actually Live...

Meanwhile Personally, i've Found A Niche to
Thrive It's What Social Animals Do as Well till the

Very End

And God Yes
the Beginning
Once Again With SMiLes...

"Heatwave," "Hell's BellS," iT'S Hot As THAT Outside
Yet Yes my "AC/DC" Still Works Well Enough For Now...

Oh my Gosh Dear Cindy TeaSinG
me With A Private Video When i Come
HeaR to Consume Your Poetry All Free With

SMiles Congrats Again on the Publish Of Your
Two Healing Women's Wounds Poems Always

A Wonderful Art to Do mY FRiEnD

Currently Experiencing A Heat

Wave Mostly ACross the
US As Climate Change
Continues to Free
Verse Poetry
of Nature
For Us

Yes to
Less As Karma
Does Have a Bite
That Tastes Like Not
Only Pandemic Issues
Yet Inflation That Naturally
Comes to Tease Us to Consume

Even Less

Yet What i Do
is Art That's Free

All It Takes is to Squeeze
me into This Fiber Optic Cable
All 245 Pounds as It's True i Do
Still Consume Regular Food Yet

(At The Speed of Love When
Actually Receiving ThiS Way)

Still What i Find Most Delicious
to Do is Free Art No Matter What
Free Form Essence of HeART SoUL
SPiRiT Comes Next i Truly Can't Imagine

Any Gift Greater Than to Give My Soul Away Free

i Can't iMagine Any Gift of BLiSSinG or BLeSSinG Greater

Than the Autotelic Moving Meditative Flow Either in Song
or Dance of Soul Free Now i Swear if i Could Give One Teaspoon

Of Heaven This
Way Away to

A New Hobby They
MiGHT Do too Clothing
The World More With Free Art
Than Just Consuming Our Face All
of Mother Nature Away Hehe it's What my
'Alien' FRiEnDS The Stars Notice Most Coming

Into View of This Most Beautiful Bright Green And
Blue Orb This Beautiful Eye of Life True Both From

Within And Up There too Inside Outside All Around

So Above
So Below

True One Day
The Seed of Us
May Understand

We No Longer Can
Eat Money And Never
Be Satisfied for Less

Than Love That
Grows Art



Truly Human More...
So What Do the Stars See
When they See What We've
Done to this Beautiful Green
Blue Orb of Course They Cry
They Cry Small Parts Falling

to Earth They Cry...
You Can't Eat
Mars too True

Set Ourselves
Free Bleed
ArT iNStead
of EartH EATinG Our Only Face
Oh Whoa Is Zombie Apocalypse Indeed my FRiEnD
It's True i SMiLE When i Cry It's What Ya Do to Survive...
Hehe Been Awhile Since i Gifted You A FRedwood With SMiLes...

Hugger i Am...

It's True i Use Lots of Words
Yet When it Comes to
The Beginning

Of an

Day Braille
of Dance Touches
Feels Senses Most

Without A Word to
Even Dance or Sing

Yet They ALL Still



So Very Free...

Embracing Inner Monster
Within Indeed Erases
So Many
on the
Inside Out With Teeth
Just Gumming Them


Hehe Until
All that's
Right Is


New For
Real Now...

Christianity, And Particularly the Christian
Churches Interpreting the Bible AS Such

Are Rife With Contradictions

Of Basic Human Decency,

Applicable to the Rights

of Life, Liberty, And the
Pursuit of Not Only Group
Happiness, All Bonding And Binding
And Agreeing With in-Group Think And Actions;

Yet, Individual Pursuits of Happiness Applicable to
The Wide Diversity of What May Make Heaven or Hell

Similar to
Different Tastes ...

True, One Human's Garbage
May Be Another Human's 'Holy Trick or Treat'

As 'They' Say Back in "Them Gehenna Days" Now And
Then Humans Fear The Chaos Nature Will Bring From Life to Death...

Humans Not only Seek Order, They Strangle it Out of Nature and Get
Lost From Their own Nature
Sadly No Longer
Naked Enough
Whole And Complete

As Both DarK Struggles
And LiGHT Successes BRinG
iN A Balance oF LiGHT And DarK Alike;

Yet You See That Statement is Metaphorical/Mystical/
Holistic And Rather Vague And Up to Each Person to Determine

What Works For THeiR ULTiMaTE Freedom of Expression iN Deed

And in "Order" To Keep Folks in an Organization, Perhaps Better Put,

An 'Institution' of Symbols and Ideologies, Folks Bond and Bind Over
For Order to Fully Exist, IT Must Provide the Entire Story From Beginning to

End And Provide
Enough Carrots Like
Heaven After Death in Reward
Or Hell After Death in Punishment For
Both Places in Black and White Consequences
Forever Except of Course Ideologies Like Purgatory as

Part of the
Story Mix too...

Anyway, With or Without
A So-Called 'God,' Generally
This is How So-Called Religion
Works; What Bonds and Binds Humans
Together Enough to Survive and Even Thrive;

Even if it is Only the Hope
That Heaven After Death
Brings in A Life That
Really S88KS Now

Or Doesn't if One is A Catholic
Priest Repressing the Expression
Free of Their Sexual Orientation AS Such...

As Studies Done Within the Global Catholic Organization; the Present
Roman Catholic One, Yes AS Such SHows Anywhere From 30 Percent
to 60 Percent of Catholic Priests Are of Homosexual Orientation

And Up to 80 Percent
of Vatican Priests With

All Kind of Controversial
Associated Scandals Ranging
From Male Escorts Hired AS Such
And Other Issues that Happen When
Folks Repress Their Sexual Orientations in
Life and Move into Places that Sadly Harm Others

in Many
Ways Indeed,

Including Homophobic
Actions Toward Others as
Of Course Most of Us Know
Those Who Protest Most May
Fear Who They Really Are the Most too;

Just Hiding Away Their Freedom of Will And
Expression At Core of What it means to Exist;
Yes, Sexual Expression in Most Intimate Ways of Human


to Be Fully
Human And
Free And Most
Importantly Authentic
For Who They Are Born to
Be And Who They Desire to Be Most...

So What Happens, We See Lots of Homophobia

So What Happens, We See Lots of Fabulous Colorful

Robes That Change in Liturgical Seasons, Truly Like

A Colorful Celebration of Freedom of Expression Almost

Like Being
On Parade
Celebrating Life
The Best 'They' Can
And Will Still Now; Yes,

The Word Catholic Means
Universal And in the Case of
The Beatitudes Style Jesus it Means

Love For All With Least Harm With No Exclusions

Yet of course There is the Mr Hyde Side of Dr. Jekyll

As 'Good' Old Saint Augustine Claimed Most Folks Are Going
to Hell With No Exception too Just Burning forever that Way

Yet There Are Modern Exceptions and Other Interpretations
of Biblical

Parables SucH As

Saint Franciscan Monk
And Priest Richard Rohr
Providing A More Mystical
And Holistic Interpretation
of Christian Holy Texts as We
See Mystical Interpretations of Other

Religions Far Beyond Black And White Literal Takes

As He Doesn't Believe An All Loving Merciful Forgiving
God Burns Enemies 'of the Church' Forever Nope Both He

And Even Famous Bishop Barron YouTube Catholic Church
Public Relations Dude Described it Just Yesterday on His Facebook Page and i Quote:

"Friends, today’s Gospel raises a crucial question about heaven and hell: Who will be in and who will be out?
Origen argued that all people will be saved. For how could God’s love allow even one person to be damned?
And St. Augustine argued that the vast majority of human beings were going to be damned.
Here’s how I approach this issue. The doctrine concerning hell is a corollary of two more
fundamental truths: that God is love and that we are free. Love is all that God is. He’s not
loving to some and not to others. No act of ours can possibly make him stop loving us.
However, we are free. Hence, we can say yes or we can say no to his love. If we turn toward it,
we open like a sunflower; if we turn away from it, we get burned. The very resistance to love causes pain.
Think of a spelunker trapped in a cave for many weeks. When he emerges into the light of the sun, he
experiences it as a torture. The same sun that delights someone who is accustomed to it tortures someone
who has been turned from it."

-Bishop Robert Barron

~Tuesday, June 21, 2022
Memorial of Saint Aloysius Gonzaga, Religious
Matthew 7:6, 12-14

On the Other Hand, He Blamed 'The Mythical
Devil' For the Abuses Among the Priests in 'Those
Scandals' This and Last And Many Centuries Before

In Sexual Abuse Towards Those Who Are Not of age of Consent
And In Some Cases Rapes of Nuns and the Such of That As Well...

Yet Anyway, This much i Personally Feel and Sense For Sure Living With

The Actual Worst Pain Known to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months, No Drug Would Touch, Mostly Shut-in my
Bedroom Like the Hunch Back of Notre Dame or Phantom of the Opera Who then
Had So Much pain in the Right Side of His Face, More Specifically Right Eye and

Ear That Yes i Could Not
Stand to Look at Colors
And A Street Light At 3 AM
Was Brighter Than Looking Directly

At The Sun on the Longest Day of the YeaR
And Hell no i Couldn't Bear to Listen to Any Music
At All As Crickets Were Like Armies of Freight Trains

Riding Over
the Track
of My Dead
Living SouL ON EartH;

Losing the Memory of, if i Ever
Felt A Smile as Emotions are Memories
And Memories Are Emotions of Course Losing

The Ability in Feeling and Sensing Way For Either
Giving or Receiving Love Basically Far Away From
Any Pleasurable Sensory or Emotional Experience of

Life; The Worst Pain Known to Humankind, the Suicide Disease
That is Literally Assessed As Worse than the Real Torture of Crucifixion
Is Not As Tortuous As Being Separated From ANY Breath of Love; God Yes,
i Do 'Know' as the Only

Solution the Doctors
Had Was to Block A
Nerve in my Face Risking
Permanent Paralysis of my Face As

i Feared The Emptiness And Numb
of Hell More Than A Fire Burning in
my Right Eye and Ear Forever Now Then And to Understand

Now That Some Poorest of Human Being REAL Spirits Are Born Disabled
Without The Ability to Feel and Sense the Giving and Receiving of Love

i Surely Have
For Any
'Real So Called
Devil' Born that Way
From Birth' As i Will Truly
Say Done That and Been THere Before

WHere A Thousand Years in One Second
is WHere You Wait for One Taste of One Drop of Love to LiVE Again...

Ha! And People Ask Why i Celebrate With A Naked And Free Dance And Song of Poetry
All Seconds of the Day NoW iNDeeD; They Have no REAL Clue of WHere the Human Soul

Will Go
And Not
Go in A Living
Death of Life Now;

'Thing' is, Not Unlike
Homosexuality; IT IS NO CHOICE,
Some Folks Are Born Without the
Ability To Feel and Sense the Give and
Receive of Love; They Have No Reference Point

of Heaven at All Just like my Son Born to Only
Pain Without a Smile for 51 Days Yet Some Folks Live

Years, Decades this Way Living Dead And never even
Understanding Fully Why;

The Only Way to FULLY
Understand Now God Yes,

is for Folks Like me Who Have
Lived in Both Places in One Life Now;

No Doubt Some of Those Parables in the
Bible Were Written By Ghost Authors Who
Experienced Similar Hells and Heavens As i Have

too Like Luke 17:21 That Says You'll Only Find Heaven
Within; Well, The Same Verily Applies to Hell too; And You

Know What, Life's Not Fair AGAiN

As for some folks

It is No choice at

All; if not For my Blessing
of Nature i Surely Could
Have been born Like them

And If Not for The Curse Later

On in Life, i Might Not Fully Understand
my Gift And Have Sympathy for Every 'Devil'
in Life LiVinG Dead;

And Truly


to Love

For All This Way; Yep,

Just for the Gift i Have Eternally Now;

Just for this Little Sliver of Heaven Now

And No Longer HeLL ON Earth Looking Above

Seeing All those Cold and Hot Rocks in Space;

Looking Over there and Seeing the Desert and
Frozen Tundra too True Not Only Feeling and Sensing
Paradise Within Yet the Nature i am Blessed to Be Seeded in As Well...

And Meanwhile

Folks Are Obsessed

With Which Body Parts
Bring Pleasure in Life Now;

And Meanwhile Folks Who Are Terrified
of Being Lost From the Group Think And Do,

Give Up Who They Are to Continue Living in a PriSon
Made By Others and Sadly By Their Own Free Will too...

If the 'Gay Church' Could Just Be Authentic of Who They Are

Perhaps A Beatitudes JeSuS Could Come to Life Yet i For One

Am Not going

to Wait on
Folks too
Afraid to
Be and

Do Who
They Authentically

Are; For It's True, i'd Rather
Be More Human And Less like
'A God' Who Damns Most Folks to Hell Forever;

On the Other Hand, Sadly Some Folks Do Go on Their
Own Volition; True, Slowly As A Frog Boils, Never Truly
Understanding How They Got to Hell Now or How to Turn
the Freezer Off...

It's An Art;

Approach it

As a Science

And Only Get
Lost Even More in a
Garbage Dump of Gehenna...

Meanwhile, the Colorful Robes
of the Catholic Church Continue
the Parade of What's Left of 'Human Free PRide'...

SMiles Dear Samreen
Actually The 20th of
June Just like my
Father’s Birthdate
my Scheduled Date
Of Birth Yet the
Doctor Went
On Vacation
Inducing me
Two Weeks
Early on
How Kind
Of You to
Visit With me
Eve After Longest
Summer Solstice Day
And So Close Hehe

To my
Bright And
Sunny Longest
Day To Arrive too

Now And Then i Will
Always Keep In Touch

i Really
Must As
God Gives
me Literally
A Fred in FRiEnD

BLiSSinGS to
All You LoVE Dear FRiEnD...

Hehe You Had me SMiling
With the Smelling the Armpit
Part Akshita Your Humor

Surprised me i Wasn't
Expecting that and

i Do Believe the Young
Woman Was Attempting
to Look Attractive For the

Get the
i Do Believe i've
Seen 'This Book' Before
too Yet i Didn't Read It HAha...

SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Working
On Multimedia
And Reviewing
Several Thousand
Words After Working
Out And Dancing
Slower Around
Our Neighborhood
A Couple of Miles
Hehe Feels Like
i’m still just getting
Started Perhaps

i’ll Nap
With SMiles
my FRiEnD
Yep Snooozing
Away Starting
It All Again More...

THeRe is no Best
When one BEcoMes
Yes LoVE onLY Gives...

ThE SuN iS
OuT i aM

BeYoND RaiNBoW CoLoRinG LuCiD WaKinG


i wish i will write you a Poem Now
taking you to Heaven eternally
now forever for when I write
Your Soul i Dance Sing all
Souls it is impossible
to miss you for there
Is no MiSSinG
Water Waves
Ocean Whole
Flows Within Beyond
A Broadest Smile NoW on
God’s Face inside outside Yes
Below above all around a Breeze
A Gale Hurricane Winds Soul
Exhales Calm Eye Center
Love Breath you are You
i Hope
i Wish
I Pray
A Peaceful
SMiLe God’s
Love Within
Swims Water
Wave Ocean
Whole Beyond
Rainbow Colors
Soul i Am For you to Be...

NeWeR UNiVerSe
BeYonD RaiNBoW

i'm UNiCornY
Hehe bet
my UNiHorn
is Longer than Yours...

Ripley And Horatio Believe iT Or Not
God Sent Little old me to Do All of This At
53 if THiS NuMBeR ReMinds You oF A Verse

Avenues All PrePaReD A WaY iS HeaR Heaven's
New So What The Hell is Stopping You NoW From
Doing 'John 14:12' Greater Works Than A JeSuS Story

Take It From A Canary In A Coal Mine Breathing Again
If You Do Not Find A Way to Exercise Your Love (GoD)

Muscle You Can Lose IT

Older Couples Past 50 and 60 Like Us Join Nudist Camps
Luster AS Such No Issue Yet 'She' Would Surely Be WAY


How Cool; A Gematria Calculator Online; as the Local Catholic

Priest is a Bit Fixated On that Here Lately; So Afraid in Fear

That the Number 6 Is Imperfect And So Worshipping

That The Number 7 is Perfect;

Hehe, True, 'Sugar

Pills' Come and

Go Like 'VooDoo Dolls'
too in Placebo and Nocebo

For Real; Yet Essence All Now Does

ReMain That We Create With Form Expressing Essence DarK

Thru LiGHT to Others; Numerology Calculators Are Interesting too;

Hehe, They Used to Be Free Online; Interesting, it was to find

Myself A Number 1 Path, Number 7 Expression, Number

11 Soul Number; And Tarot Zero Card Number Zero For the

Fool Life Challenge At Birth of Zero That Means i have Free Will

To Do Anything i Wanna Do in Life, After That 3 Ones For the Next

3 Life Challenges That Only Mean i Need Only Affirm What i Wanna Do;

Yes, 0,1,1,1;

All or Nothing



Nothing is Kinda

Boring So i Do the Rest For Fun...

If My Numerology Report Wasn't

The Coolest Forever Now, i Will Create My Own Now...

Yawn, It All Works Out; Yawn, It All Works Out With Love For All....


With Least
Harm Nope

i Ain't Afraid

of Sixes Born

on 6.6.60 And

i Don't Worship 7's

Or Only Men or Words Like God

Either As Idols Ain't my 'Thing;'

Essence IS WHeRE i For ONE AM NoW...



i AM ALL Loving
Free NoW iN Ease...

Anyway my Pen NaMe Yes Per English
Gematria, "Katie Mia Frederick," Equals
Yet Another Perfect Series of Numbers
Actually Greater Than 666 or 7 Yes 888
Yuck Also Holy And Sacred Enough for
The Name "Donald J Trump" Yet True

It Doesn't Come
Out That Way
With John Spelled
With 'Four Letters'
of Course...(Thank God)...

Hehe it’s Safe To Say
Dear Annabel i Am

The Happiest


Who Ever

Lived After

Being The

Emptiest one

oF All At Least

In my UNiVeRSE

Best oF All i


WHeRE i Am Now...

SMiles Dear Cindy
Summers In the U.S.
And Canada As
Severe As
Winter in
Canada Yet
At Least There
Is AC And i Don’t
Fear Freezing to
Death if

Wears Thin
Life Still Good
Enough With SMiles
Have A Beautiful Hot

Dreaming Day...

Cups of Time
Do We Drink
Hours or Do
We Spend Time
On Loving What is Green

And So Colorful

As Flowers
Spring And

Just Waiting
to Fall And
Winter Fertilize
Life Once Again to Green

Spring SMiLes Dear Savvy i Am No
Longer Consuming Time i Fly i Am A Wing

Never Just A CLoCK Hand Trapped Again
Yes With NoThing
New Now
to Truly
Even Drink...

Oops, i left out the Last Line:

7:42 AM/PM

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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23 Jun 2022, 8:36 pm

So True Without
Silence Between
Notes no
Dear Savvy
Divine Silence
Heals in Every Dance
And Song of Life in Flow Free

Distance Between

Waves Coming

And Going

Ocean Water

Whole Silence in Flow
As Peace Inhaling Exhales Love Free...

So True Dear
HiMaLi For
Every Joy
We add Another
Feather to Soul


To All
You Do
And Are
With SMiles
Dear FRiEnD...

Thanks Dear
Sohair Love
To All You
Love With SMiles...

Dear Samreen...

Thanks Dear Samreen
For Your Kindness
And Blessings
Gem of
Human You
Are Honored
To Be Your
With SMiles...

Ah Yes Rejection Such A Hard Lesson for A Social
Human Animal to Endure As Rejection Comes in Many

Ways Ranging From Failed Jobs

To Failed Loving Relationships

to Practically Being Rejected

From Everyone in the

Places We Land

In Life
It's True i've Experienced
More Than my Share of Rejection
In Life Particularly When Young Where

i Came to Reject Myself too Yet i Refused
to Give Up And Now It Doesn't matter if i am Rejected
Or Understood By Others or Not For i am Now Naked Enough

Whole And Complete

Standing With

Roots As Deep
As God And Stars
That Are Indeed the
Same And Height More Dear
FRiEnD Lifelong Journeys of Lessons
Indeed Where All Paths eventually emerge in LiGHT

Even DarK
Indeed MaKing DarK LiGHT
in the Longest Wings of Existence

Now to
Fly Both
Low and High

As Valley Low
Becomes no
Taller Than Mountain High

Hehe Rarely do i Have to Reject
Anyone These Days Except for those
Robo Calls That Keep Trying to Sell me

A Used Car warranty for my Working Fine
8 Year-Old Honda Civic And True i Don't
Answer All the Various Scams Folks Do Online

Always Trying to Take Something From You
Rather than to Give...

This Much i Master
What i Give, Share,
Care, And Heal For Real

Indeed Naked, Enough, Whole
And Complete i Wish For You
Peace And Love Complete As Well

With Prayers
And Hopes Dear
Sohair For ReaL ETeRNaLLY Now...

Always my
Pleasure Dear
Sohair With
You and
Bless You
With SMiles...

Ah Yes Dear Sohair i Surely Remember You Suggesting i Share
my Illness Story for Perspective of Others to See Where i've

Been and WHere i Am
Now With SMiLes Never Ending

And on that Note of 103F Degrees
Today in Florida in A Heatwave Normal
Weather in the Summer of Egypt indeed

Always Fascinated By Weather Extremes i Am
And When Around 12 Years-Old in a Summer Heat
Wave i Road my Bicycle up A Steep Hill DownTown Then

To See How High the Temperature Would Go on A Bank's
Big Digital Time and Temperature Display Again Again i Went

Up that Hill 98 to 100 to 103 Degrees F That Day Then too
Hmm.. i Got Home and Fell Somewhat Ill it Seems with

Heat Exhaustion as i Didn't Really Know
What That Was then in that State

of Distress Delirious i Had
Such A Horrible Feeling
Dream Truly Beyond
Measure of Description
of how it felt Within and in

The Dream i Was Stuck In Tar
With Endless Seagulls With No Way
To Get Out of the Tar Yet in the Sky A Star Was my Mother's
Love Then So Lost i Was Trying to Reach Again And Indeed

When i Lived in Hell Back in Spring of 2010 Shortly After
i Searched For A Tree With A Chain From my Gym Machine
Searching Finding A Place only the Vultures Would Find me to
Give my Life Some Meaning and Purpose in Living Hell Then to

At Least Provide
A Dying Meal For Them

And When the Next Morning
Katrina Woke Up and Said She Had
A Strangest Dream She and Her Deceased
Granny Hanging Ornaments on A Christmas Tree
Naming the Road i Found Far in the Forest
She Never Mentioned Before True i Had
No Hope Left No Faith Left No Way
to Touch or Receive the Feeling
of Love Not Even A Memory
Of A Smile Left Yet it's

True She Still Did and
Spoke for God to me

Who And That Just Said

No Do Not Go So i Stayed and
Shortly After That A Huge Spill
of Oil in the Gulf And Sadly So Many
Birds Trapped in the Tar Who Could Not Escape

And It's True That Spring of 2010 it Took me Until
July 19th 2013 to Escape Finally One With Sugar White
Sands Again Green Emerald Gulf Waves Sea Oats Gentlly
Waving in the Breeze Gull Wings i Am then and Still Now

Around the
Sun Dancing
Singing Free this
Way and It's True A
Clear Yet Silent Message
From God and Indeed A Real
Personal Covenant Still Tell the
Story every Part of Uploading Your
Soul till My Last Blink of life for A

Meaning and Purpose

Of Life More Than



in the Spring of 2010

It's True i Left that Chain in the
Bicycle Basket Yet It's True i Already
Knew i Was Staying i Would Just Have to
Endure 'The Real Patience of Job' For 19 Medical
Disorders including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
The Worst Pain Known to Humankind Wake to Sleep for
All 66 Months No Drug Would Touch Where Every Second


is A Thousand
Years in Hell

i Never Knew if i
Could Make it one more
Second Never the Less i Learned
the Lesson That There is No Choice
to Escape From Hell Yet to Wait foreverthennow for real
And i did And Verily Heaven Now Makes that Hell a Greatest

Gift then now


i Feel The Tarred Birds
Again Now And Sadly

It is No Longer me
Who is the

As i Watch
From Far Away Indeed...

Only Wishing Praying Hoping Folks May
Come Closer to WHere i am Now For Real...

SMiLes Dear Sohair 'They' Dance And Sing When
You Are FRiEnDS With Someone For 7 Years They
Become Blood of Your Family Love And Today to

Celebrate That
i Have a Small
Story to Share
With You As You
May Have Heard it Before
Yet it Always Changes With Wings of Free

Stars are born to output and share LiGHT
at least for as long
as they live now...

And as dim as i once
was.. almost BLacK
oF LiGHT...

A saving
grace then was
to water a plant
to make iT
grow made
my life still
a star No
matter how
DArk the candle
i felt iN BLaCK
then.. and Again Yes

oh.. the saviors of the world..
and a story i love to tale a little
different as parables do.. when free
and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority that
no longer should
exist.. for free Now Yes..

So.. anyway again.. sorry iF
you've already heard it yet
it will be different anyway..
hehe.. as free WiLL be
when unleashed
and released
as being
within.. a dusty road..
a little boy with no words..
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. yet a lover
of growth.. in shape of trees...

A sapling brought home
by loving mother
then.. placed
on a counter top
by a lamp that shines..
the boys sees green and
wants to see more.. so he
nurtures this PLANeT
the ability
to speak...

Water he does..
fertilizing Love..
Sunshine hope
iN EYes of Loving
Kind.. fertile ground
outside.. dig a hole
to comfort roots..
spend time
and effort
with caring Love
and the Tree rises
broad and STRoNG

And soon provides shade
for the front porch home..
Sidewalks come.. yet tree
STill BRanches out.. Flowers
come more beautiful than before...
Students from the local school who
study trees are amazed by the beauty
of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
and the boy's EYes shine to see what his
LoVE iNspires.. tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his life

goes dark...

Years later then
a shy young man iS
walking this sidewalk
of the boy’s home.. and
a most beautiful dark haired
girl approaches him.. with smiling
face teeth.. the boys EYes LiGHT up yet what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation then
iS standing TAll and FLoWeRinG more beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
and that begins a Love
That will last ’till death...

the shy boy then becomes
confident with the Love of
his wife.. joins the Military..
and even rises to the ranks
of politics then.. Love grows
and fearless Lives..
the boy is
now a
Strong man..
and makes a decision
as a leader of the world
that prevents World War III…

Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
So who is the savior.. the boy..
the man.. the girl.. the Loving
wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. the tree
or the little disabled boy
and all the
from around the
world.. well the truth
iS aLL they are.. asTHeRe
is no i.. me yet us and we
oF Life...

Moral oF A Story
God Yes water a Tree
Of Life and see WHere
next now
iN Ocean
EYes free...

"Your self-worth is determined by you. You don’t
have to depend on someone telling you who you are."

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Pure Human Wisdom HeaR By
You As i Am Not Seeing the Quote Attributed to Anyone Else


Yes You
You You
You the Original
Chaymaa From
Cairo Egypt The Unique
You Who Broke the Human

Mold Ever Since You are Born
As We All Do It Just Takes Some Folks
Longer to See It For Real and Practice it For

Loving Life
Now Real True

May You Always
Find Wings to Lift
You Up to Living Love

For Every Breath Until
Your Creativity Lives on
in All Those You Touch in Life For Real

Indeed You Are Doing This Now Alive A Best

Way Yes

Shining Star
Unique For Real...

LeSSoN 419
Write Direct Produce Do Your
Own Play Impossible to Copy Now

And Yes Also the Name of the MacroVerse
i Am Currently Writing Almost Around 20,000 Words
So Far With SMiLes Standing Here Among Classic
Moments in Film History As Old As i am Familiar
With All of these Traditionally Shared Moments
on Film Yet of Course So Much Older

Where i Still Remember
Classical Moments From
Silent Black And White Films
From the 1920’s Then And Even
Before Yes in This Way i Am Surely

So Much More Than Ever 100 Years Old Now

As At My Fingertips Online in Curiosity and Wonder
i May Connect to And Consume Most Every Moment
NoW iN Arts and Sciences That Ever Existed Practically

For Free Now

Just A few Quick
Strokes of Typing
When Properly Focused
130 WPM or So as It’s True
You And Your Laptop Doing
Financial Management And Assurance
For The Globe May Be Missing A Few Finger

Print Rings
From Typing
So Much too Hehe
Now Working for A Big
Four Accounting Firm as Such
In Toronto Pleasant Summer Weather
And Yes Now It’s Our Turn to Stay Inside

In Florida
Not to Melt
Hehe Like the
Wicked Witch
of the West In That Movie too in ‘Oz’…

Anyway As Far As The Title of this MacroVerse
Goes You At 30 Already Working Around the Globe
in 5 Big Cities At Very Professional Pay in the Job
You Still Are Able to Do on Your LapTop From the

Room You Rent In Toronto

Yet Me at Your Age Although
Graduating With Three Degrees
From College You Have Advanced
Masters Degrees in Business Administration
And True You Are Not Still Living At Your Mama’s
House or Sister’s Home at This Age And Surely
Not Still Making Close to Minimum Wage As i did
Still For 6 Years Then Working For the Federal Government

in like the Lowest Paid
Job they Have Yet
Finally Eventually

Working My Way Up 

Just in the Nick of the
Last 5 Years to Retire
Close to the Top of the
Federal Pay Scale then

And Again Reaching 62 Finally
Earning 100 Percent of That Retirement
After Earning Only 40 Percent of it Having to
Retire Early With Only 25 Years of Service Back
in the Single Digit Years of This 21st Century Then

Interestingly There is Barely A Trace of my Sir Name
Anywhere in a Search online Yet THere iS A Whole

Lot of What i Do
For Real As True
There Will Never Be
A Pyramid Named After
my Sir Name Yet It’s Also
True i’ve Brought More Smiles
to Faces Than Stars in The Sky
i Will Ever Possibly Count At Night

Mostly From 16,818 Miles of Public
Dance in 105 Months As the 10.6
MiLLioN Words of Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem Bible “SonG
oF mY SoUL” in 106 Months is Mostly
What i do Also in Autotelic Meditative
Flow to Rest My Dancing Feet Never Really
Expecting Anyone to Read It Yet Anyway A
Few Million Views Here And There too Hehe

And After Not Remembering then if i ever
Felt A Smile Before for 66 Months before
i Came Back to Life on July 19th, 2013

That Indeed is Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete of Lifetime Achievement iN SMiLes

Where There is No Other Movie i’d Rather Star
in Than The One i Create Myself Now For Real

It’s Nice that You’ve Allowed me to Tale my Story
to You For the Last 7 Years Now As It’s True ‘They’
Dance And Sing When You’ve Been FRiEnDS With
Someone 7 Years They Became Family And Blood
of Yours the Same

Yet It’s True

i am Not Normal
That’s How i Felt the
First Day i Met You Then

And Generally Speaking
That’s the Way i Feel With
Everyone i Meet Ever Since Before
i Could Speak at 4 As My Mother Said

i Had Open Arms for Every Stranger This Way

Indeed Dear FRiEnD i Am Still So Happy You

Are An Integral
Free Part of

my Story

i Wish You
A Much Greater
Story Than i Have lived for
Sure Still To Come inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

Real even if i never
meet You in Person
to Touch Your Hand
With an Hellooove No
Matter What You Are Part of
my Living Blood This Bread of Love Now

of Peace And
Love Verily Again For Real...

Just "DarK Mused" here by one of the Most
'Ignorant Opinions' i've Heard Now So Far
This Year That "1/6" is A So-Called "Nothing
Burger," Almost Hard to Believe Someone Actually

Offered that Opinion
Yet of Course i Live
in the Deep South State
of 'Florida Men,' Including
TRumP And Mini-me-wanna-be-Trump
DeSaTaNiS And Other Minion Wanna-
Bes Like Gaetz And the Other Majorie
Taylor Green's of the World in Other 'Deep
South Southern States;' So, Actually It's Not That Big of A Surprise

For me As Actually Not Only Has one of the Most HiStoric Dictator Wanna
Bes And Demagogues for God Damned Sure, Donald J Trump, Become a Real
''Father oF ALL Lies" With His 'Really Big Lie' that He Continues to Fuel Desires With to
Either Break-Apart Democracy or Destroy it So Far From A Real Deadly Insurrection; Yes, An

Attempt on 1/6 That Both the Republican Senate Majority Leader And Republican
House Minority Leader Then Exposed Donald J Trump Was Practically Responsible
For Inciting THAT Attempt to OverThrow Our Representative Democracy; Well Yes

It's True, God Yes, if Humans All Were Truly Rational And Not So easy to Fall to Grifts
by "Snake Oils Sales Persons" And "Shady Used Car Sales Folks" Guaranteeing the Viability

of the Lie That An Orange Lemon Will Last And Be Actually Good For Something In Life; Yes,

This Whole Issue
Might Be a So-Called
"Nothing Burger" As No One
Would Have Believed THE BIG LIE in the First
Place of that "Nothing Burger;" Yes, Made of
Bull Cr8p As Far As What Father's oF All Lies
Bring to the Table of NOTHING REALLY GOOD

To EAT or
DRiNK, God Yes;

Yet Here's A Fact, Human Beings
At Core As Science SHows are Driven
By Emotions for Almost Every So-called

Reason For Decisions in Life, Rational or Not;











Just Still Shooting itself in the
Foot, Killing Each Other Stumbling

Until All the "King's Men And Soldiers"
Fall Down And 'Humpty Dumpty' What is
Steadily Becoming More of A Foolish Biggest Lie

Believing Country Breaks

Apart and THere

is No One Left With
the Nuts of Truth to Put it All Back ToGeTHeR AGAiN;

It's True, it's Best Not To Break the Only Egg You Have...

As You Might Find Yourself Scraping it off the Floor to Eat...

Other than That if 'You' Choose to BeLiEVE iN 'Nothing Burgers'

You Still Live in a Free Enough Country to Share that Opinion And

Have it Fully
By A Free
Verse Poet
Who's Only Aiming
Now at Folks with 'Eyes
and Ears' to Really 'See and Hear'...

i Could Tell the Iraq Fiasco Was A Big
Lie From The Get Go Just by Observing
George W Bush's God Damn Lying Body Language,


the Dark
Song of
His Soul;

So Clear for Folks
Like me at Least
to See and Hear
And Discern; Ain't No Body
Selling me A God Damned
Orange Lemon And Other than that

Nope, i Don't Still Live in my Mother's Garage
until Close to 30 Years Old; my House and Car is Paid Off And
There is No God Damned Way i could Spend all the Money i Have Now...


True, i never believed
in the God of Money

And i Saw that God
Buried in Hell for Real;

And Nah, i Don't Need A Stitch
Of Clothing to Be Naked Enough
Whole and Complete; Yes Verily Plenty
of Evidence for that Literal Reality too At 'Hand'...

Don't Need Any Crowd of Fools Telling me i am Naked,
Enough, Whole, And Complete; Not a God Damned one...

me hehe;
Other than that
'Oracles' Don't Program 'Computers'

We Create Existence Full of Wonder For Real...

SMiles Dear Chaymaa
You Are An Amazing
Human Being i’m
Sure You are
Among All
Your Family

Have A Beautiful
Day in Cairo And i
Pray Your Stressful
Career And Life Will
Always Be Colored

You Create
For Others too...

So True Without
Silence Between
Notes no
Dear Savvy
Divine Silence
Heals in Every Dance
And Song of Life in Flow Free

Distance Between

Waves Coming

And Going

Ocean Water

Whole Silence in Flow
As Peace Inhaling Exhales Love Free...

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25 Jun 2022, 12:56 am

You'll Feel the Divine when Tears
of Ecstasy Stream Down YouR Face

Indeed A Place of Imperfection
A Reality of Mistakes OPeNinG

Ever New Now Creative Doors

FLoWeRinG Colors of So Alive
New Dear Savvy With SMiLes

Beyond Infinity Beyond All
Mathematical Measure

Human iMaGiNaTioN
Creativity Never


to Curiosity
Always Beginning
Yes Wonders Never
Ending New With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Peace Truth
It’s True Hehe Been A Long
While Since i’ve Had Writer’s

Block Hehe
Thanks For
Suggesting i
Am Master of the pen...

Again Thanks
So Much For Dropping
By With Kind Words Peace Truth...

SMiles Just A Four
Foot Snake Next
Door Hehe i
Stay Out
Of The Jungles
Further South in
Florida WHere The


Hiss Now
With SMiles
Dear Hawaii
FRiEnD Thanks
For Your Kind Protective


HAha We
Our Drain Field
Once in 2017
Dear Cindy
It Was
Roots Hehe

Yep The
Is Getting
Rather Full


Thanks Dear
Cindy Hehe
Still Waiting
For Writer’s
Block For A
Break Hehe
Yet Just No
Of Words it Seems


Oh my Gosh i Was Just Mentioning
to my Wife Yesterday Never Ending

Writing Days and the Heath Care Non-Profit
CEO in New York Who is Similar in Writing Every Day

And HeaR You Are With Your Consecutive Day Count

So i Whip Out the Year to Date Year to Date Online

And Find Out
My Consecutive
Days of Online Writing
Since Thanks Giving Day
of 2010 on November 25

Are Now 4230 Days in A Row
Through Hell Through Covid-19
And Now Through 'This Mess' in 2022

Hehe Fascinating DayS iN Deed Writing

Through DarK And LiGHT HeLL and Heaven

No Longer Even A Dream Hmm... for me at least...

My Gosh Dear Miriam Writing Deep From a Free Soul
So Very Healing my my my When i used to Work What a Therapy

That Might Have
Been Yet No One
Told Me How Free Verse Writing

Will Regulate Emotions Integrate
Senses my God Truly Even Really TaKinG
Pain Away in Flow of Free Verse Meditation

Integrating All We aRe From Head to Toe This
Laser Focus These Wings of Soul Words Set Free

No Longer For me Just Empty Shells on A Beach
Trying So Hard to Find my Soul Again Every Word

A Mountain of Pain Starting Then on Thanksgiving Day of 2010
Apex of
Yep July 19, 2013
As i Edge Closer
And Closer to What
Will Eventually Be An
Anniversary of 9 Years in Heaven
Within For Real All Coming From A "Dance
And SonG oF mY SoUL" Long Finally Finding

A Golden Age
in Flow No

Soul Keep
Writing my FRiEnD

You Are Just Barely the
Age i Started Doing this then

A Separation of 12 Years That
Will Also Be 12 Years of Writing
Online Without A Break This ThanksGiving Day

For the Year of the Rat Comes and Goes Ever
Since 1960 And 1972 True as my FRiEnD From

A Rat
From the
As You
With SMiLes...
Seems to be a
Very Good Rat
For Chinese Years...

i Suppose A Moral
oF A STory HeaR
This Only A New Chapter A
Beginning Page of the Cover of Your Book

It's True in Hell You Come To Realize How
Precious Every Second Truly Breathing is Once



The Living Dead...

i Remember So Young Such
A Nice Ring out of A Bubble Gum
Machine That Slipped off my Finger
into the Gulf of Mexico Waves How
Sad i Was that Day Yet it Was Probably
All About my Father Leaving Suddenly at age 3...

Now i am a Wave i Don't Need A Ring i Just Flow New
Going Out Coming in Going Out Always A Free Wave Now



Just Eternally
FLoWinG New Now...

i Was Just Mentioning to Another Blogger
FRiEnD How i've Been Writing Now Ever
Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 Every
Consecutive Day Online Now For 4230

Days Dear Chaymaa

It's True i Used to
Be A Perfectionist
MaKinG Sure i Never

Make A Mistake Now i've LEarned
Excellence is Keep FLoWinG As Often

Mistakes Become New Doors For Creativity

In Colors Never Dreaming Before Enigmas


Yes New
Never Seen
Before Still
Coming to
Page in Shapes
All New And SMiLing
Back to me in Forms of
the Essence of my SoUL

We LiVE iN A World That May
Be So Alive So Enticing And
Safe Enough WHere We Feel No Fear

We Go
As Venn Diagram Souls
of Life Continue to Expand
This Living Tree Now So Very Alive...

SMiLes Dear Cindy Indeed A
Distance Tween Sunrise And Sunset

TWiLiGHT Now Painting Our Room

"Breathe deep the gathering gloom,
Watch lights fade from every room.
Bedsitter people look back and lament,
Another day's useless energy spent.
Impassioned lovers wrestle as one.
Lonely man cries for love and has none.
New mother picks up and suckles her son.
Senior citizens wish they were young.
Cold-hearted orb that rules the night
Removes the colours from our sight.
Red is grey and yellow white,
But we decide which is right
And which is an illusion."

With 'The Moody Blues'
Surely A Song One Will Relate
Dreaming in Southern California

"Nights in White Satin" Morning Breath

Arriving to A Destination Forever Now Yes

As 'Alan Watts' A Philosopher Newly Reborn
King Plays A Winging Note of Eternal Now Gong

As 'the Beatles' Play An Ending Note of E Continuing
in Echoes After the Fall And Rise of Humankind Again

Just in Another "A Day in the Life" my FRiEnD And Finally

As 'The Police' Sing With 'Sting' "When the World is Running

Down You Make the Best of What is Still Around" Back to the Refrain

of 'Late

Again Yes

THere is No
Now Yet Now
to Be New Naked
Enough Whole Complete

A Bird on A Wing Flying Yes

Never A Lament to Be Alive Now

Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Forever now
iN JoY oF LiGHT As Time Goes Away And TWiLiGHT Breathes...
Thanks For the Meditation of Poetry Dear Cindy Just A Refrain

Now Another Verse to Add to DarK and LiGHT ThiS UNiVerse...


Midnight Breathes...

Wow, Indeed amazing Life Changes
All the Way from Nepal to Melbourne
Australia Dear Shreya Mainly Nice
to See You Are Doing Okay
And continuing to evolve
in Your Life in A New
Place of
Living Now
We Do What We
Have to Do and Perhaps
Even Grow Wings of Happiness Free
Best to You in Furthering Your Wings


Six Years of 'Tribulation' Since TRuMP Was Selected As the
Republican Choice for President And What Have Those Six Years

(i've Been Penning it All Down in "Nether Land Bible" Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2016, 8.1 MiLLioN Words And Thousand Upon Thousands
of Multi-Media References in A Longest EPiC Long Form Poem and Just
A Subchapter of "SonG oF mY SoUL" 10.6 MiLLioN Words in 106 Months;

Just Something to Do As a Free Special Interest and Retirement Hobby
Totally Financially Independent, Just Killing ALL TiME ETeRNAlly NoW iN A Blissful
Autotelic Meditative Flow of Poetry and 16,818 Miles of Public Dance in Flow Too.)

Shown Since Then, in Terms of Rights to BREATHING LIFE, LIBERTY, AND






Well By Metaphor
He Continues to assist
in Unraveling the Rights For
Breathing Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness for All;

Yet it is still AS Whole, We The People, Who Let the Wolf in the Hen House to Feast...

Oh By 'The Way,' Wolves Are Lovely Creatures, Particularly when They are Wild
And Free too

And Don't
Feast on
And Goats
AS Such All PeNNeD iN...

There is A Minority of Folks Who Have A Religious Conviction to Change
The Rule of Our Representative Democracy Back Even Further to A Third

World Theocracy;

They Are Tenacious And Cohesive in Their Effort to accomplish this

Goal; They Get Out and Vote And Will Bend And Break Every Rule

And Even Laws to Achieve THeir Morally Relativistic

So-Called Superior Conviction; 90 Percent or So
Of Americans Wanted Some kind of Restriction on Gun
Control and The American Way Came Through at Least
in terms of A Fair Representative Democracy to Some Extent...

70 Percent or So of Americans Are Most Definitely Against
Removal of Abortion Rights in Cases of Incest and Rape Still Now; Yes,

Now the States Are in Control; Yet it is Still We The People Who Have
the Right to Vote in Our House of Representatives and CongressFolks;

Yawn, As Long As We Have

A Representative

Democracy; Yes, Really,

We Have the Potential
For Change; Yawn, Get Out
And Vote or Let Someone Else Rule Our World...

And Sadly, the Reality is Folks Who Live on the Level
of Existence of Not having enough money to Buy Food, Drink,
Shelter, And Gasoline to Get to Work, No Matter What the Long Term
Consequences are of Voting for Someone Like Trump Again Will Make

That Choice

Come Hell
Or High Water
Just to Survive NoW...

And This is what Happens
When 4 Percent of the Global Population
in a Consumer Culture Consumes Close to

40 Percent of the Human Resources on Earth;

Close to 40 Percent of World Pandemic Deaths;

Close to 40 Percent of World Mass Shooting Deaths;

'Karma' Bites Back, Action and Consequence Reality is...

Eat the Face of Nature OUT OF BALANCE and The

Face of Nature Bites

Back As We aRe Nature

And More Than Frigging
Words in Some BLacK Book...

Nature Keeps Score And Most AlwayS EvenTuALLy
Wins the Game of Balance And the Resulting Carnage

of Course...

'She' Ain't
Got no

Humans are
Finding That Trial
And Tribulation as well to Be

A Real and Present Reality That Just Is...

That JusT iS...

That JusT iS...

JusTiCE No
One Will Escape
As We Are Equal
in Both Birth and Death...

From A Bigger Picture View
This ALL Is No Surprise at ALL...

It's Been Coming And IT's Still
Coming Now For Real...


SHe'll Make HeR Way
Felt, Sensed, And KNoWN NoW For Real...

And Honestly We aRe ALL Qualified to
Dance And Sing For 'HeR' Wittingly or Not...

Leaves of HeR
Living Tree 'Bible' For Real...

Some of Us With Deeper Roots
And Higher Branches Than OTHeRS of COuRSE...

Yet Still ParT of the ToGeTHeR Forest Tree Leaves Whole
Ocean Wave Water Field Wave Particles Just all This and
That REAL Jazz...

NoW We Dance
And Sing For Real...

Now Reduced For Some
Folks to a Microscopic 'TRuMP'
And All His Associates of Course...

As A Real 'Rise of Gru' Continues
To TAKE TRAction ThiS Way...

Indeed A Place of Imperfection
A Reality of Mistakes OPeNinG

Ever New Now Creative Doors

FLoWeRinG Colors of So Alive
New Dear Savvy With SMiLes

Beyond Infinity Beyond All
Mathematical Measure

Human iMaGiNaTioN
Creativity Never


to Curiosity
Always Beginning
Yes Wonders Never
Ending New With SMiLes...

You'll Feel the Divine when Tears
of Ecstasy Stream Down YouR Face

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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25 Jun 2022, 3:44 pm

Opposable Thumbs This
Human Gift of Hands Collecting Intelligence
Yes And Art Evolving Through Tools of Swords

We Grasp Thru Smart Phones Now That Carry

Arts And Sciences of Human Free Through All These

Years the Power of the Word

Over the SWord Indeed

The Power Of Love

When Words
Inhale Peace
Exhale Love

No Longer
Carrying Swords
of Fear, Anger, And
Hate Dear FRiEnD Savvy With


Ah Yes The Sounds of Silence
Such A Beautiful Peace Indeed
As i Continue to Dance Sing Just FLoWinG

NoW As An Ocean Dances Sings Bye

Yet Always

Returning Yes

NoW iN Waves
Ranging From
Gentle Ripples
to Full Bore Tsunami

Tidal Waves Just Loving Free
Yep Coming Again With SMiLes...

True Generally SPeaKinG Humans Devolving
into Twitter Size Talks Yet Hell No Not me Never

Ever i Go Long Longest Songs With SMiLES

Of Course Innumerable Ghost Authors/Scribes/Editors
Writing Older Bibles Didn't Have an iPhone to Fully Illustrate Over 130K Pics

"Mahābhārata" at 1.8M Words Took Centuries to Create "SonG oF mY
10.6M Words, 106 Months By One Solo Author Little Old me Hehe

True, Did 1.82 MiLLioN Words in 13.6 Months on 7.19.2017 Breaking
The Record Then in "1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN"

Never the Less "Depth of The Story" Over Twice the Size of the Old King
James Size Effort in 50 Wrong Planet Solo Thread Pages Still Coming

Yep "Depth of The Story" Still Only A Small Subchapter EPiC Long
Form Poem of Longest 10.6 MiLLioN Word Bible "SonG oF mY SoUL"

"Depth of The Story" An '8th New Testament' Close to 1.8 MiLLioN
on the "Wrong Planet" in One Solo EPiC Long Form Poem

"Depth of The Story" Reaching 1.8M Words Longest Long
Form Poem Length by the 9th Anniversary 7.19.2022 Living in HeaveN ON EartH

1.8 MiLLioN Words Previous Longest Long Form Poem the "Mahābhārata"
From India Of Course i've Exceeded That in 10.6 MiLLioN Words

Updating Word Count on "Depth of The Story" on the Wrong
Planet 1.734 MiLLioN Words About 66 Thousand Words to

Reach 1.8M Words...

Always A Pleasure Dear Isabella
And Indeed i Enjoy Reading
All of Your Posts With SMiLes...

Thank You MissLizard,

'Godzilla' May Have to

Return Yet Again

to Set This

Human Mess Straight
Yet Not In Terms of Sexuality
of Course as i Already Decided Long
Ago if i Were Female Female Would Be The

Way To
Come And Go...
True For me Choice or Not...

Overturning Roe Vs Wade on a Pedantic
And Semantic Technicality By Mostly Old Angry
Catholic Dudes With Robes is Indeed Legion When
it Comes to Putting A Boot on Free Women's Throats,

Per Example of Some Current
'Boot-Step-Hand-Maiden' Memes:

"I'm not pro-murdering babies.

I'm pro-Becky who found out at her 20-week anatomy scan that the infant she had been so excited to bring into this world had developed without life sustaining organs.

I'm pro-Susan who was sexually assaulted on her way home from work, only to come to the horrific realization that her assailant planted his seed in her when she got a positive pregnancy test result a month later.

I'm pro-Theresa who hemorrhaged due to a placental abruption, causing her parents, spouse, and children to have to make the impossible decision on whether to save her or her unborn child.

I'm pro-little Cathy who had her innocence ripped away from her by someone she should have been able to trust and her 11-year-old body isn't mature enough to bear the consequence of that betrayal.

I'm pro-Melissa who's working two jobs just to make ends meet and has to choose between bringing another child into poverty or feeding the children she already has because her spouse walked out on her.

I'm pro-Brittany who realizes that she is in no way financially, emotionally, or physically able to raise a child.

I'm pro-Emily who went through IVF, ending up with SIX viable implanted eggs requiring selective reduction to ensure the safety of her and a SAFE number of fetuses.

I'm pro-Jessica who is FINALLY getting the strength to get away from her physically abusive spouse only to find out that she is carrying the monster's child.

I'm pro-Vanessa who went into her confirmation appointment after YEARS of trying to conceive only to hear silence where there should be a heartbeat.

I'm pro-Lindsay who lost her virginity in her sophomore year with a broken condom and now has to choose whether to be a teenage mom or just a teenager.

I'm pro-Courtney who just found out she's already 13 weeks along, but the egg never made it out of her fallopian tube so either she terminates the pregnancy or risks dying from internal bleeding.

You can argue and say that I'm pro-choice all you want, but the truth is:

I'm pro-life.

Their lives.

Women's lives.

You don't get to pick and choose which scenarios should be accepted. It's not about
which stories you don't agree with. It's about fighting for the women in the stories

that you do agree with and the CHOICE that was made.

Women's rights are meant to protect ALL women, regardless of their situation!
Overturning Roe does not stop abortions, it stops SAFE abortions!

Abortion is healthcare."


COMMONLY DOES 'THIS' By Black and White Letters in A Tiny 800,000 or So Word BLacK Book:

'I don’t know which is my favorite pro-life story in the Bible: the flood or the crucifixion."

Oh Lord, The Stories Continue on as Far as Sacrificing Virgin Daughters to Gang Rape so
Heterosexual Men Won't Be Allowed to Gang Rape Male House Guests THRU Stoning

Women Who Don't Yell Loud Enough When they are Being Viciously Raped And Are
Afraid of Losing Their Only Life; Oh Yeah, There is that 'Primitive Abortion Procedure

Holy' By High Priests

Inducing A Miscarriage
By Forcing Ingestion of
External Substances That Do Just

That For Women Brave Enough to Stray
From Marriages they Don't Wanna Be in And Such As That

And Let's Not Forget the Stoning of The Head's of Children From
Opposing Tribes Killing Them Dead as So-called God Sees Disposing

of Children

This Way
As 'Perfectly'
Acceptable in That
Part of Psalms at least...

Yeah And Just Wait till the Children
Get A Little Older And Call A Dude
Baldy And God Sends A Bunch of
Bears to Maul them to Death for

A Slight of Having Not Much Hair;

And True, The Jesus Dude is a Really
Nice Beatitudes Dude, Until He Tortures
Folks Forever by the End of the Ghost Author Story,
Whoever the Ones Who Wrote Matthew Different Are,

Changing Once Loyal Do Gooding Sheep into Goats; Yes,
And Burning Those Once Loved Folks Forever With All Mercy
And Forgiving Enemies the Same as God Just Turning into Mr.

Hyde as the
Once Dr. Jekyll

A Has Been Of
Turning the Other Cheek;

Yep, Committing A Torturing
Promise of Evil that would Turn
Even Yes 'Hannibal the Cannibal'
Into Shades of 'White' of Real Shame...

Hmm, An Omnipotent God Who Comes Back
to Earth in Human Form And Commits Suicide
By Way of Inviting Crucifixion Without Any Resistance;

What A Wimpy God That is Not Even A Real Man By Standard

of Churches in Reality These Days for it's True to be a Real Man

And or Woman These

Days in Church

Means to Take the
Civil Reproductive Freedom
Rights From Women With a Boot On Their
Throat; Yep, They Will Know We Are Christians

For How We Torture the Marginalized Among Us Most

As It's True in the End of Matthew, the Poorest of All Fools

Are Those too Poor to Reach Out a Hand And Remove
A Boot From
A Throat...


They Need Help
Most Along with
Alito, Thomas, And

The Rest of Anti-Love's Modern Crew...

As the "Pharisee's" Continue to Wear THeir DarK Robes...

Whether it is in the Halls of the Supreme Court, or the
Hardee's Breakfast Club, Where Angry Old Men Congregate on How

(And You God Damned Crooked From the Pulpit/Pews of Ignorant Church
Trying ITS God Damndest to be State Now Again to Bring the 'Roman Catholic
Empire' Back By Way
of Church)

to Put Boots
on a Woman's
Throat Next

And Those Who
Have Enough Empathy
And Compassion to See Love

in More Colors Than BLack And White Ignorance...

Other than That Along With Clarence Thomas's Goals
To Bring the Rest of the Catholic Church's 'God's Laws'
Back to the 1950's, Losing Civil Rights for Homosexuals

to Have Consensual Sex (Including the Up to 60 Percent
of Catholic Priests Assessed AS Such Studied Within the Catholic Church)

to Eliminate the Right For Homosexual Folks to Get Married in Civil Unions;

As True What A Wonderful World it Would Be if Catholic Priests Could Be Free this Way too

And They could
if they Just
Quit all
the Ignorant
Stories Leaving them Behind for Now at Least;

And Yes, the Final Lust of the Catholic Church to
Make it Where Contraceptives Go the Way of the Do Do Bird

And Then We Can Be Like Africa And Once again Proliferate STD's,

Some that Lead to Death; And Then in a Country, Where it Takes Two
Minimum Wage Employees to Have Any Chance of affording an Apartment to Live;

In A Country, Where College Educated Students are Underemployed Still Living With
Mom and

Dad Up
until 30 or
so and Perhaps
The Rest of Their
Parent's Life Still To Come Now...

In a Day, Where Inflation is Skyrocketing...

In A Day, Where Even the God of Money is Dying This Way...

In A Day Where Fools Rule With BLack Robes of Ignorance in

A Day,

That Only
We the People
Will Change;
Yes, Starting

With Our Next
Vote Now to Bring

Sanity Back to Rule

With or Without a So-called God Who Is A Fool...

So Much For the God of Love, Where the Hell Did He And
Or Her Go, of Course Rhetorical Question in the Land of the Once Brave And Free...

Other than That There is This, Per States and 'State,' Strategically Speaking as far As The
Continuing Potential Rule of the Republican Party and the Lasts Gasps of Breath of Organized
Christian Religion in Brick And Mortar Houses of So-Called Worship; Attacking the

Civil Rights of Half the
Population in terms of
Reproductive Freedom for
Their Mental and Physical
Welfare in Terms of Basic Access
to Health Care; while this May Look
Great in the Short Term For Bonding
a Minority Base of Support; What They Fail
to Realize or Do And Just Don't Give An F in
The Short term is in the Long Term They Have

Awakened the
Lion of Freedom

And For Now He and Or
She is Just Sharpening
THeir Teeth and Claws
For the Change That Will Naturally Come
Next as It's True This Is Just a Stoning of
A Pond And Ripples That Will Go Away

And Come
Back in
A New

Form of Waves
That Indeed
May Be
EPiC And
Tidal Change;
Either Positive or Negative;
Perhaps Humans Will Get Some
Input on the Consequences; OR

Perhaps NOT.

Opposable Thumbs This
Human Gift of Hands Collecting Intelligence
Yes And Art Evolving Through Tools of Swords

We Grasp Thru Smart Phones Now That Carry

Arts And Sciences of Human Free Through All These

Years the Power of the Word

Over the SWord Indeed

The Power Of Love

When Words
Inhale Peace
Exhale Love

No Longer
Carrying Swords
of Fear, Anger, And
Hate Dear FRiEnD Savvy With SMiLes...


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SuNDaY School LeSSoN 420
Times 10 Meaning of Life to me
is Love is the Only Drug i Require
This Breath to Truly LiVE Now With SMiLes

As i Come Your Way Today in Deep Blue Skies
of Hawks Flying Free And Wolves Howling to


Free MaKinG Them


As It’s True As A First
FRiEnD After Writing Thousands
of Words Already Today By Putting

You Last

i Still Put
You First Today With SMiLes

White Knights Do Write Poetry iN ReVerse…

At Least in
Terms of
Every Alice
in Wonderland
Still Free These
Days With Cheshire Cat SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Savvy i Drink

Every Taste of Water

And Although i
Do Not Drink

Wine or
Any Other
Spirit of Drink

Verily You are
A Metaphor of
Wine When it Comes
To All The Spirits of Water i Taste

Beyond Colors or No Colors to Drink...

Happy Reading
Vacation Dear
Sohair With

To Read With SMiles...

SMiles Dear
Sohair Hehe
i Have Pretty
Strong Shoulders
And Hips To Hold

Up A Mountain

Of Love
As A Grain
Of Sand Yet

True Washed
Over By Many
Ocean Waves

iN Storms

ThiS Way
With SMiles inDeed


SMiLes Dear Sohair
It's True Some Folks Are

Born And Bred to Compete And Win

Other Humans Born to Cooperate And Support

For me at Least

i Love Being
At the
of the

Mountain of
LoVE WiTH SMiLes...

Hmm... Just
Hmm... Backwards
In Time i Travel


Cat Smiles
Remain Hehe

Dear Miriam Hope
That Doesn't Weird
You Out me Calling You

By Name Everyone These
Days Seems to Think Someone

Wants Some THING in Return

Just For Being Human Kind...


True it's
Safer Being
A Cat Particularly
These Days Now in
'TRumpMaid' States for Sure...

Yet Sadly Now Still Not Safe
For Female Cats in 'The Wild'....

Yet Just Remember True White
Knights Write Poetry in ReVerse...

And Everything Else Just Up Side Down...

Oh my Gosh As Soon
As You Said You Were
Sad Suddenly i Felt
Compelled to Give

You A Hug

Oh Lord
So Human
i Am i Feel Today With SMiLes
Other than that You Go Girl
Paint the You You Dream

Most to
Be True
With SMiLes

And Remember
Skies Are So Very Blue too

Up THeRE to Down HeaR


SMiLes Dear Shreya
A Case Study Example
Is Surely Steve Jobs Indeed
Without Regard to Nuts and Bolts

A Vision to See And Expand Even

More Whatever

It takes to

Happen For A Dream
For The Rest of Us to Come True
Yet It's True Sadly He Became Mastered
By The Tool Through Much Darkness His
And Others Too Such A Balance Life Must

Be For What is
Worth IT to Create

The Tool And Yes
Become Mastered
By The Tool More

True It's A Matter
Of Who is Truly In Charge of
Living Us Or The 'Things'
We Make for Others And Us...

Always A BLeSSinG
A BLiSSinG Song
Of Your Soul
Free With
Wings As Well

You are i
See With
SMiLes Dear
Humble FRiEnD...

JusT LiveS iT

ScarS iN Charge RanSoME NoTE God Will Not Return A LioN
KinG Until Human ReTurns A Balance of Nature Pristine NoW

With or Without ScaR and LioN King Both Blondie's Rapture Large
iN Charge
NexT OR NoT KarmA oF AcTioN And Consequence God Rules Yes

As 'They' Say Give Caesar What is Caesar's When in 'Rome' Blend
iN A TWitter World of Instant Gratification Porn/Dance>Poem/Words

We WiLL Lie to OuR SHaDoW 'Till Blue
iN A 'Face' 'Porn'/Dance Always Rules

'Poem'/Words First

At Your Peril Ignore YouR Shadow Never Invite YouR
Dragon Within to Come Out and LearN to PLaY NicE NoW FoR ReaL

Katrina Still has a Scar From Burning Her Hand and i Still have
A Scar in Burning my Soul Yet Victory of Love Still Lives as me



Yep Nope LEarning is Not Always Fun Yet
It may Be Effortless Yet No Not Always
Fun And it also may Be so so Hard

And So So Much Fun New

Beauty iS A MAGiC NoW
Nature We Co-Create
And touch no given
A Gift Present
aT aLL Sunset
DRaws Morning Beauty
True Colors Beyond Sunrise Now...

Waves Never
Alone Always
Ocean Water
Whole Wonderful
Poetry Aarushi With SMiLes...

Buildings Fall
Trees Grow
From Roots
And Stumps
Living Again True
Life is Wonderful
Now Uprooted
Rooted Breath
Green LiVES ON...

Lovely photos..
Please continue
To Share... All
Is Poetry
For it
Images our
HeART Sees...

SMiLes mY
Not uNtiL
All Humans
SEE A Religion
Of Love Within
No Borders
oF Fear
Hate Of
As A Never
Ending Practice
Differences As LiFE

FLoWS Free...


Do LoVE Or
Don't Do
YouR BesT BuY

TRuE It'S Not Always p**** Cats And
Paradise Beaches THeRE iS SHaDoW AnD

ScarS And Road Kill From Cultural Cancer too

Ah Sweet Spot
When Believing
No Longer Knowing



FLoWinG Faith
Tween Apathy
Anxiety SaME Different
Place Forever Now Waves...

Hehe The Snake’s
Name is Oliver
my Sister Lives
Next Door it is
Her Pet Wild


Not Poisonous
And Won’t Swallow
Humans Whole Like

The Pythons
Down South We
Have Some 12 Foot
Alligators Here That
Travel The River i Was
Raised On Downtown
My Grandmother
Said if You
Stick Your
Finger in The
River The Alligators
Would Bite it off to

This Day
i Never Put
my Finger in
That River Hehe

No Alligators
In The Forest
Where i Am
Now Dear
Aloha FRiEnD

Just Gotta Watch
Out For Wild Hairy

Like me


All my
Keep Inspiring
Dear Shreya With SMiles...

SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Although my Wife Was
Very Interested in Studying the Making of Your Treats
And Of Course i Am Very interesting in Trying them Out

Hehe Even More So Your Paddle Board Quick Adventure

Swimming With The Ocean Turtle Really Piqued Her
Ocean Life

Interest Yes
What A Wonderful
Life Indeed And Rowing
That Paddle Board Such
Great Exercise to Stay
So Trim And Fit Hehe

My Wife Stays Fit Shopping
While i Dance HAha And Little
Yellow Finch So Delicate And
Beautiful the Bird-Life You

Care For With Smiles
i Particularly Loved
The Sparkling

Yellow Tree
So Very Full
Of Sunshine Free With SMiLes...

So Called Saul the Paul Said:

(From Catholic Mass Readings on 6.26.2022)

"1 Christ set us free, so that we should remain free.
Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be fastened

again to the yoke of slavery."

Jesus Was
Reported to Say
By Some Ghost Author,
Scribe, Or Editor With the
Assigned Famous Pen Name of Luke:

"57 As they travelled along they met a man on the road who said to him, 'I will follow you wherever you go.'

58 Jesus answered, 'Foxes have holes and the birds of the air have nests, but the Son of man has nowhere to lay his head.'

59 Another to whom he said, 'Follow me,' replied, 'Let me go and bury my father first.'

60 But he answered, 'Leave the dead to bury their dead; your duty is to go and spread the news of the kingdom of God.'

61 Another said, 'I will follow you, sir, but first let me go and say good -- bye to my people at home.'

62 Jesus said to him, 'Once the hand is laid on the plough, no one who looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.'"

And of Course, in Another Area of the Bible, Jesus is Reported to Say
Ya Gotta Put me Over Your Family As A Common Cult Leader Practice;

Yet in this case, the Cult Is Big Enough And Approved Enough Not to Be Placed
in that Morally Relativistic Category of "SH8T Hole" Places to Get trapped in Life...

Actually, the Fictional Forrest Gump was A Much More Successful Guru/Savior as

He Ran Across the United States And Folks Told Him They Would Follow Him Anywhere
Yet He Never Asked them to; And They Did Until He Decided He Didn't Feel like Running
Anymore; Yes, Oh

God And Then Were Lost

And Didn't Know What to Do Next...

Of Course, Jesus Can't Get Tired of What
He is Doing as He iS only A Story in A Book;
And Of Course People Cherry Pick the Diverse

Verses Written By Many Ghost Authors, Scribes,
and Other Editors As There are Many Opinions to

Justify Most Any Horrid to Nice Act In Life, For As Many
Cults As there Are Socially Acceptable Sects of the Religion;

And Of Course that Applies to All Human Religions, Whether
in Essence of Action They Are Cult-Like in Effect for the Current

Example of Roe Versus Wade And Turning Already SH8T Hole States

That Call Themselves Followers of Jesus, Who Refuse to Expand Medicaid For
the Most Vulnerable Poor Marginalized People Who Now Refuse Almost Immediately

Women's Health Care And Family Planning Services As the Catholic Old Dudes and
And "HandMaid's Tale" Female Catholic Justice Overturned A Constitutional Right For

Women's Health Care Specific to Safe Medical Abortions And Associated Family Planning Services,

Only to Add More SH8T to SH8T Hole States, Where they Refuse to Raise the Minimum Wage
Above $7.65 Per Hour For All the Single Mom's Working in Retail Doing Their God Damndest

To Survive at All

With or Without

Any Children and
Additional Mouths to Feed
Where They Have to Work Over
10 Hours A Month Just to Afford
the Average Cost Per Month For Diapers at 80 Bucks...

And of Course, the Lowest Rent Apartment Where i Live is 900 Bucks
For A 1 Bedroom, 1 Bath Place With Less than 500 Square Feet of Living Space...

Studies Show 50 Percent of Folks Making 50,000 to 100,000 Dollars A Month are living Pay-Check
to Pay-Check; and 40 Percent Reaching So-Called Upper-Middle Class Dollars Above 100,000 Dollars...

Bottom Lines, This isn't Nearly the 1950's; Not Even 1990, When i Got Married Making 5 Dollars an Hour
Yet My Insurance Cost Wasn't 10,000 Dollars A Year for Two People, it Was About 20 Dollars A Month For

Two People All HMO Then, No Out of Pocket; And We Were Able to Find A One Bedroom Apartment for
250 Dollars A Month; Yet It's True Having Children Was Out of the Question as True my 1989 Cavalier

Cost 230 Dollars A Month For that Car Loan; my Student Loan Was Finally Paid off From College For my
3 College Degrees That Came Most of the Way By Scholarship and Pell Grants; True that Loan was

Less than 2000 Dollars; Yet it Still took About 8 Years to Pay-off Starting in the Early 80's....

Just the Car Loan And Apartment Was Way Over Half of the Income i made at 400 Dollars
Every Two Weeks; Yet it Was Still Heads Below What it Costs For Two Folks in a Marriage

Making $7.65 Per Hour FULL TIME WITH NO BENEFITS in one of These Republican Controlled
Now Handmaid's Tale SH8T Hole States as Nah, They Don't Have 10 Cent A Pound Chicken
Leg Quarters in Frozen Packages Anymore to Cut The Fat Away, if You Can Afford not to Eat

the FAT in
A Handmaid's
Tale SH8T Hole State;

Slipperly Slope The Septic
Tank States Continue to Slide For the

Folks Who Are the most marginalized

Who Are Often On Their Own in Even More After Birth Mess...

Considering A New Child Means Other Children And Members
of the Family Not Being Able to Eat; i Suppose According to Matthew,

The Catholic And Other So-Called Christian Churches Have a Lot of Work

To Do Not to
Be Turned
into Goats

And Burned Forever Next...

i Listened to the Saturday Afternoon
Mass And The Priest Lauded Their One
Day Successful Effort to Get Food Out to Over
800 Marginalized Folks in Our Local Area Yet

Let's Face Facts; They Weren't Delivering Any Cases
of Diapers Fit for 80 Dollars Per Month Just for that Expense

And True Almost Impossible For SO MANY SINGLE MOM'S TO DO








Meanwhile, Folks Still Follow
me All around the Metro Area for my
Public Dance 106 Months As of today, 16,828 Miles

And if i Ever Get Tired of Doing it, i'll Stop Just Like Forrest Gump;


i am a one
Man SHow

And i am Really

Free As Free As A Wing on A Bird (And the Wind
Yep FRiEnDS With Gravity in Meditating Autotelic Flow
Balancing Bliss and Bless i Earn in Free Dance and Song)

With No Children Now to Weigh me Down Either...

Who Would Bring a Child into A SH8T Hole State;


i'd Rather Not
Do the 'Biblical
Definition' of Hell These Days...

i Imagine Other Folks Will Figure
Like the Young Folks in Japan, It's Just Not F in Worth it anymore...

Meh, We Already LiVE iN A World Of DudeMade Porn
By Just Whipping Out a 6 Inch Screen Anyway...

When In Rome

You Find

Ways to Adapt...

It's Just the Way it is...

Or You Find A Way to Get
An Abortion, Even if you have to Walk 500 Miles
As You Simply Don't Want to Bring A Child into a Place Like 'This'...

If You Want to Bring a 'Jesus' into the World, the Least You will Do Is

A Frigging
Manger Now
Of Subsistence
Somewhere For Him
and Or Her to Rest their Head...

Meanwhile, Beware The Locals And
Cults That Have Been Normalized


For the
Among Us Continuing
to Be so Hypocritically

Attacked By So-Called
Direction of A 'Good HandMaid's Tale'...

And This Doesn't Even Address How Many
Women Will Face Harm, Permanent Disability,
And Death That the World Health Organization

Already Studies in F iN 3rd World Countries That
Do Not Have Safe Medical Abortion Health Care Available;

Where it is Already Proven That When Abortions Are Outlawed
They Still Exist, Just In Ways That Harm, Maim, And Kill Women More

And Create More Suffering for the Unborn Child again where all Lose

Part of
For Real in
Every Way of Existence Now more...

Catholic Mexico Has More God Damned
Humanity Than the United States Now


Yet This is what Happens when Folks Follow A
Society Approved Cult; All Kinds of Fresh HeLL ON EartH...

And i'll Still Visit
the Place to Study

it and Change Every God
Damned Ignorant Word of

Every Song and Sermon to Love...

It's What You Do in 'Rome,' You Adapt,

Survive, and if You are Clever Enough YOU


Rewind Back to Before Trump And
His Assigned Christian Churches
Went on Their Quest to Remove
Women's Reproductive And Health Care Rights...

A Deacon Gave A Sermon On Single Women and
Gay Folks Aren't Fit to Raise Children; Another Deacon
Described Hurricanes That Distribute Heat From Ocean
to Help All Living Part of Nature in Balance As Evil And then

Compared That with
So-Called Evil Homosexual
Behavior; Ignoring the Fact that
up to 60 Percent of Catholic Priests
Studied Within the Church Are of Homosexual

Orientation; My God, my X-Catholic Priest Grandaddy
Wrote a Book Called 'The Soul of A Priest' And Wrote About

(in the 'Puritanical Decades' of Last Century)

All the Gay Sex
in The Seminary;

Good For them for
Being Who They Naturally Are;

Just Don't Be So God Damned
Hypocritical When it COMES to
Everyone Else's Sexual Orientation
Freedoms To Be Who They Naturally Are too...

Anyway, See This Free Verse Poetry i'm Writing

Now, it Might Seem Worthless to Some Folks; Yet i Wrote
A Free Verse Poem to the Head Priest Just Like This and He

The Ability
For Those Deacons
to Ever Do That Again;

Yep, i Still Have a Record
of the E-Mail Verbatim Just
Like This Free Verse Poem in

the Ocean of My 10.6 MiLLioN
Word "SonG of mY SoUL" EPiC Long Form Personal Bible

Poem As It's True When i Study Something i Take Notes

And i Keep Them For Reference Just Like This as It's True
i Dance And Sing Free

This Way
Just to
The Hell
Thru Heaven That
Comes with All of this
Existence NOW FOR REAL...

Words Are Still the Most Powerful
Swords for Change; You Just Have
to Send them to Places With Eyes of Change...

Honestly, The Church i Visit is Among the
Most Holy And Sacred of What's Available Where

i Live
And the
Least ignorant
too; Even if they
Did Say God Said Vote For Trump...

i Do My Best to Keep Repeating 'They Know Not What they Do'...
Meh, i've Already Been the Real Devil in Hell For 66 Months,
Who i am to Judge...

This Much i Master


Honestly, That's
Enough Responsibility... Hehe...

SMiLes, Thanks blazingstar, while none of This
Impacts me in A Family Way At Home And Even
Though Folks Still Have Some Reproductive Rights

in Florida As it Stands For Women; Although that's Likely

To Change Soon; i Can't Help Yet to Have Empathy and Compassion
For those Who've Suddenly Lost Access to Health Care and Family Planning in Other

States Regarding Reproductive Rights And Freedoms As i've Seen Just About How Difficult

The Human Condition Can And Will Get Ranging From Mind and Body Imbalance Thru Socio-Economic

Difficulties too; Yep, i've Lived Long Enough

to Actually Visit

And Wear
Many of Those
Shoes; It's Much Different

When 'IT' Happens to 'You,'
Whoever One May Be; Life

is Difficult Enough For Marginalized
Folks Already, Without Putting Up another
Road Block For Difficulty in Basic Survival;

Particularly, When the Same General Political

And Religious Party Lobbies Against Health Care
In General, And Any Lifts in Life For Those Who Are

Marginalized Most in Every Way the Human Condition Comes and Goes this way...

People Who have Lived Long Enough in Enough Shoes, Don't Usually Treat Others

Without Empathy
And Compassion
This way, No Matter
How Far they Have Risen From
Falling So Low, So Very Low in Life For Real...

And If They Remain Callous to Other Folk's Life
Circumstances, Apparently They Haven't Learned From Life

to Be
And Compassion
for Others More...
As At Best This Makes
Hardships Blessings For Real...

True, It's Been Many Years Since
Women Have Lost Major Civil Rights
For Freedom in this Country; Yes, Many
Years Since Anyone Has Lost Civil Rights
For Freedoms They have Gained in this Country;
While Many Folks in the Religious Right Part of the
Republican Party Have Worked Their Fingers to the Bone

To Take These Reproductive Rights/Healthcare Away from Women;

Yes, It Stands to Reason That Folks Who Have Lost Their Civil Rights
For Reproductive Freedoms and Those Who Support them With Real
Empathy and Compassion Will Find Common Meaning and Purpose to Stand

Together For Greater
Change in this Country;
Even More So Than That
Minority of the Country Who Worked
So Hard to Take It Away, including the
Supreme Court Justices Who Misled Senators
To Get Their Positions on the Court; The Majority
Doesn't Want This; And Now The Majority Has A Common
Meaning and Purpose To Vote Together Now For Change;

As the Tide Swings Right to Left Again As The Stoning of the
Pond Ends And Ripples Move The Other Way for a New Day Now...

SMiLes Dear Savvy i Drink

Every Taste of Water

And Although i
Do Not Drink

Wine or
Any Other
Spirit of Drink

Verily You are
A Metaphor of
Wine When it Comes
To All The Spirits of Water i Taste

Beyond Colors or No Colors to Drink...

SuNDaY School LeSSoN 420
Times 10 Meaning of Life to me
is Love is the Only Drug i Require
This Breath to Truly LiVE Now With SMiLes

As i Come Your Way Today in Deep Blue Skies
of Hawks Flying Free And Wolves Howling to


Free MaKinG Them


As It’s True As A First
FRiEnD After Writing Thousands
of Words Already Today By Putting

You Last

i Still Put
You First Today With SMiLes...

White Knights Do Write Poetry iN ReVerse…

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !