18 Sep 2022, 3:55 am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtOvBOTyX00
SMiLes Dear Savvy Hell Verily is A Place of Only Time
True Total Disconnection From All That is Away From
All Feelings Senses Paper Thin Existence the Living Dead For
Real Without
A Breath of
God Within
it Seems of
Love At All For
Life Just Another
Thousand Years in One Second
oF ALL Time in Pain and Numb
Alternately in The Other Place
The Hour Glass The Grain of Sand
And Up And Down is A Same Place As
FRiEnDS With GravitY iN LoVE With LiFE
DarK Thru LiGHT Forevermorenow Sea
Gull Wings
Spiraling around
Sun Transforming
Dance into Free Song
So Much Different
From A 'Poe
Raven And
Nevermore
Nevermore'
Dear FRiEnD
WHeRE ALL Is TiME
A CLocK With Only Hands
Void oF ALL HeART SPiRiT SoUL For Real
A Most Salient Part is None oF iT is Myth it is All Real Now
One Human May Be Living iN Hell and the Other iN Heaven
In Two Totally Different Places in the Same Home And Room
And Yes Bed too Where A Hug is As Far Away AS God Breathes For Real
No Matter How Much Others Try to Love The Living Dead ON EartH mY FRiEnD...
How Blessed How
Blissed to Understand
The Reality of Both Places
And The Empathy and Compassion
That Comes From the First Bleeding Over into the Second
With Sweat And Tears That Equal Blood of Love to Give Away Free...
Indeed Dear Shreya Through All the Years
Life is An Ocean With Waves Continuously Changing
Yet Indeed There is Water That Stays the Same Albeit With
Perhaps More or Less of 'The Salt of Life' As That Relates to
iMaGiNaTioN CReaTiViTY And Wings of Love Set Free to BREaTHE iNHaling
Peace ExhalinG Love
For this Present Gift of
Life As Waves Continue to
Create New Shores Some Days
Expanding Other Days Receding
What Remains is Change Yet Kindness
Is One Part of Life We May Control We May Master
to Give When We Come to See All of LiFE DarK Thru
LiGHT A FRiEnD Worth Keeping Within Again Just to
Give Share Care Heal
And Give Away for Free
Yet True it Often Takes that
Gift of the Child's Eyes All the
School And The Work to Return
to a Place That Only Plays A LiGHT oF LoVE Free
Nice to See You Returning For A Visit on WordPress
Best Wishes For All You Do May THere Always Be A SMile With Love...
So Truly Gut Wrenching This Poem About Your
Mother's Passing Dear Miriam As It's True When
No One is on A Child's Side it is often A Mother Who
Is the Only one Left Standing By Your Side And i Surely
Experienced That More Than Once in my Life Most of All i Wanted
to Be the Strong One At The End When She Needed me as i Fell More Than
Once And Toward Her Very End Just Another 66 Months She Was Forced to
Hold the World up For
me When i Didn't Wanna
Be Here at All With A Pain
And Numb most Human Beings
Don't Understand Exists Yet Again
When i Asked her Why me Yet Again When
i Asked her Why Me When Again i Asked her
Why me She Said Why Not You Yet She Also Said
This Too Will Pass As True She Saw the Dark too
When She Didn't Think She Could Handle Raising Two
Children With A Husband Who Ended Up Being A Silent
Force of No Emotional Support At All Yet As She Felt She was
Grasping Toward Her Last Straw She Related A Vision of A Man
With the Greenest Eyes She Ever Saw Without a Word From Then
On She Gained The Faith That Every Little Thing is Gonna Work Out Okay
It's True at my Lowest Point i Had A Similar Vivid Half Waking Dream in
Hell And Pain and Numb
From the Beginning Of Hell
A Woman With Fiery Red Hair
And The Greenest Eyes Ever Hovering
Over my Bed With Just The Faintest of What
Was Left Over Possible For Hope for me and True
it Didn't Make me Feel Like Every Little Thing is Gonna
Be Alright Yet It Did Surpass What My Mechanical Cognition
Only Logical Brain All Left Hemisphere Reduced Mind Saw As Possible
Before in my Existence
Anyway Recovering i Was Strong For my
Mother Then As She Went Without Food
or Drink in Hospice for Those Lasts 8 Days
to Go the way She Wanted to Go as Natural as
Possible She Got to LiVE Her Whole Life and the
Last Two Years with No More than A Bayer Aspirin
For Cancer that Spread from Breast to Bones to Brain
Bleeding Defeating my Sister in a Game of Scrabble two
Days Before Her
Hospice Death Bed
And as i've Related Before Here too
When She Passed Away i Realized Her
Flame Her HeART Her SPiRiT Her SoUL
Of Unconditional Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Love Was the Torch she Passed on to
me only to Spread Some More And Then i Understood
Why Some Folks Need "Jesus" So Much As They May have Not
Had the Female Version With Brown Eyes And The Fairest Skin
of them All As My Father's Mother Related About Her Glowing Fair Skin
Some Humans Are Born
to Love And Never Give it Up
Some Humans Are Born to that
Gift And Carry A True Torch Meek
And Humble of True Royalty to Give Love Away For Free...
i Am Verily Sure You Continue to Carry Your Mother'S UNique Torch...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ibqb2P7Pky0
My, my, 'This Thread' on 'Sexual Objectification of Women And Why It's Oppressive'
Brings Back A Lot of Memories; Particularly, At A Dance Hall Where i Spent Most
Every Thursday Night For 6 Years Until Covid-19 Shut The Place Down then on
March 12, 2020; Yep, i Remember The Last Day As the Bouncer At The Door
That Day Said Nothing Closes this Place Down; Neither Thanks Giving
Day or Christmas Day; Not Even Christmas Eve Hehe; Anyway Those
298 Weeks i Spent Taking Close and Precise Notes on How
Human Nature And 'The Mating Game' Has Changed So
Much; And While It's True at the Southern Baptist
Sunday Dinners on the Pastor's Farm An Older
Woman Will Always Modestly Close Her Shirt While Bending
Over; This JusT Ain't Always A Way it is in Newer Generations;
Namely Z and the Millennials, The College Crowd And Slightly Above
In Those Years of 2014 Thru 2020; Indeed, So Very Much Changed Since
The 80's of Front-to-Front Slow Dancing And Actual Kissing on the Dance Floor;
True, Yep It's a Lot More Like Bonobo Greetings Back to Front Often Initiated By
The Young Adult Crowd of Women There And in Some Cases Quite Aggressively
As Well Yet What's Most Common is They Don't Tend to Ask Permission to Get Very
Close in Grinding Dances With the Most Private of Public Parts; True Even if You Are An Otherwise
Happily Married Dude All Solo on the Dance Floor in a Way It's Truly Like Clothed 'Rape' Yet Not
in the Sense That
They Would Ever
Expect The
Dominating
Behavior From
Back to Front As
An Affront AS Such;
True, i Never Complained
And my Wife Just Thought it Was
Hilarious as She Doesn't Have A Jealous Bone In Her Body
And She Knows Feels and Senses Who i am Through and Through
Loyal to the Point of Responding, No i Won't Come to Your After
Party When 5 Young Women Asked me to Party After the Dance
Or on the Very Last Dance Night Two Young Women Approached
me With Their Rears to my Front And Asked me For my Phone Number;
i Responded, Do You Have Any Idea How Old i am And Yes it was Kinda
Dark and They Said 35; So i Whipped out my Driver's License And Proved
to them that i was Born on 6.6.60 Just 3 Months Away Then From Age 60
on March 12, 2020; And Then i Showed 'em Pics of my Beautiful Wife Who
In Her Early
50's Now Just
Never Seems to
Age in Her Bikini
on my Facebook Page;
They Just Smiled and
Giggled and Took a Selfie
With me That i Still Have As
A Record of That Night as A
Participant Anthropology Observer AS Such...
A Key Here is Women Mostly Came In Groups and Felt Safe
That Way; And Indeed, Even Though There Was Some Clothed
Sowing and Reaping of Oats AS Such on the Dance Floor They
Most All Went Home Protected With Each Other on the Sidewalks
Back to Their Car Through the City Blocks in DownTown Pensacola, Florida;
Very Rarely When One Gets One of These 'Hit and Run' Grinding Dances is there
even Any Real interest to Catch Much Front-to-Front Eye Contact AS Such It's Just
(my Wife Said Wearing Shades to Cover my Light Green to Blue Changing Eyes hehe
Might be one Potential Birth Control Method of Not Piercing Windows of Souls AS Such)
Grown-Up
Adult Play; Yep,
Sort of Like A
Bonobo Hand
Shake Below
in A Grinding Way;
And It's True Never in a Zillion
Years Would i Approach Any Stranger
of A Woman i Didn't Know And Take the
Liberty of Grinding All Up on Their Private Parts...
Yet It's So Strange Now to Them That Seemed Less Intimate
Than Face to Face Contact or Even A Hello my Name is 'Jane Doe'...
Everyone Gets Along For the Most Part on that Dance Floor All Those
6 Years i Studied it; And God Yes, There Was Plenty of Sexual Objectification
Going On Yet For the Most Part it Surely Wasn't Oppressive; Other than the Dudes
Who Asked me to Get in Their Group And Surround One of the Women Solo on the
Floor to Sort of Try to Force Them Into A Dance And That Seemed Very Oppressive to me
Although i Didn't Feel Oppressed At All From All the Free Standing "Lap Dances" AS Such;
i Can't Possibly Put
Myself in A Woman's
Shoes As It's Actually Not an
Experience i Ever Expected to Have
in Life; It's Sort of like the Movie 'Animal
House' And A Young Man Was Looking at a Playboy
Magazine And A 'Bunny' From A Parade Flew in Through
His Window And
He Said, 'Thank You God.'
For A Dude, When 6 or So Women
Surround Ya For An Ecstatic Dance
It's Just Doesn't Scare Ya Nearly as Much
As A Dude As A Woman Surrounded By 6 Dudes
Doing Exactly the Same Thing; Safety in Numbers, Safety in Numbers;
i Always Went Solo and Left Solo With A Few Pics to Record the Experience
For my Longitudinal Ongoing Poetic Research Paper on the Changing Condition of Humanity.
The Sexual Objectification of Women is Systemic, Particularly Since 'i Dream of Jeannie' Got to
Show Her Belly Button And 'Lucy And Desi' Didn't Have 'Twin Beds' in Their Bedroom; Back then
the Only Playboy Magazine
Around Was Yes the Panty
And Bra Section of the Sears
And Roebucks Catalog Hehe;
Yes in Red Hot Puberty You May Use
All Available Resources When All Is Hidden;
It is the Taboo That Makes the Most 'Stimulation'
And When it's Just A 'Bonobo Handshake' on the Dance Floor;
Interestingly, Younger Folks May Lose Interest in Even 'Doing it'...
Steak And Ice Cream;
Steak And Ice Cream;
Humans Are not Evolved
to Live With Constant Instant
Gratification; If Ya Wanna Really
Enjoy Life Dance Through the Fire of Less too...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qq59McQZYZs
Yet Again for me, A Poem From Someone May
Be More Intoxicating Than Any 'Bikini' Imaginable Yet
That's an Acquired Taste of 'Fine Wine' That Not All Develop...
i Tried to Explain to the Dudes Who Wanted me to 'Gang Up' and
Surround the Solo Women That if You Really Wanna Touch a Woman
in the Deepest Places Possible practice Becoming A Poet And Color the
Greatest Organ of all Human iMaGiNaTioN and Creativity Hand-in-Hand
Then There Are No Limits As Far As Size, Shape, And Color For A Poem May
Stand Tall For All Time When Time Goes Away And The Feelings Are Remembered Forevermore now...
And Other than that i Pretty Much Proved to them, if You Want Attention From Women, Do Your Own
Solo Dance Naked Enough Whole Complete As there is Nothing Much More Attractive to A Woman Than A Dude
Who is Totally
Fearless Yes to be
Newly Creative And Free...
(i Never took a Penny in that
Place; Never Offered to Buy a
Woman A Drink And Turned
Down Many Offers from the
Same as Alcohol Would Only
Dilute the Autotelic Flow and
Ecstatic Bliss of the Free Dance)
Anyway, the Notes i Took Those
6 Years Proved That Point Irrefutably So in Photographs, All 2000 and More;
And Remember, i Was the One Before Who was too Out of Sorts to Go into Walmart
And Walk by Myself Without my Wife at my Side as i Was Just That Uncomfortable in my own skin...
And Why? Always Attached to A Screen What's Left to become Embodied in A Free Dance And Song...
'They' Don't Usually Explain that in School/Work; A Danger of Becoming More the Tools We Use than Embodied
Fully Human For Real.... (Although There Were Some Warning Signs in the Engineering Classrooms
And Computer Labs to Get Out And Do Human too; i don't See those Warning Signs Anymore Now)
Truly, We LiVE iN An
Increasingly Smaller
Objectified World;
True About A Half
A Foot or So of
A Smart Phone World...
Thing is it's Like Being A Frog
in A Slow Boil; You May Forget Where You Are;
It's too Late, and Bang Bang Your Life is Spent...
i Would Rather Be FULLY EMBODIED AND OBJECTIFIED
BY A Woman on A Dance Hall Than Never Escape A Screen and Be Just the Tools i Use...
When i Was Shut-in And Sick for 66 Months i had no other Choice; Sadly We AS Humans
May Objectify Our Worlds Becoming Tools and Just LiVE iN A Representative Reality of What's
Even really real
More Fully
Embodied;
The Irony is
We May
Objectify
And Oppress
Ourselves and Do
That Even in Sexual Ways
too Devoid of Humanity True...
i'm Old; 62, Gives me Perspective
From Before That Some Folks Likely
Don't Have at all Now; i See it When
Young Folks Glued on their Phones in
Customer Service Places Don't Even Look
Up to Acknowledge other Human Beings;
As That Becomes a New Customer Service Standard in So Many ways;
So Very Objective And Oppressive to All of What it Even Means to Be Human...
Modern Human Beings Currently Have Big Problems Materially Reducing Reality
As That Moves From Focusing on Female Body Parts to Body Parts on Screens AS Such...
How May We Measure the Potential Modern Consequences of this; True, Harvard studies
Showing 40 Percent of College Age Folks With Life Limiting Depression; And 60 Percent
of the Same With Life Limiting Severe Anxiety; When NDD Nature Deficit Disorder Comes
As A Modern Malady For Real Particularly As That Applies to Our Human Nature of Being
More Fully Embodied Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses Generating our Own Joy Within;
Oh How We Become
Victims of Our Own
Oppression Transforming
Into the 'Porn oF ALL' The Tools We
Use That Sadly Have Become The Restricted Reality We Breathe...
Yes, When it Comes to Sexuality, Objectifying, And Oppressing Women
We've Got New Systematic Issues of Actually Systemizing Reality and Our
Own Human
Nature Out of
The Business
of Even Being
Flesh And Blood
Fully Embodied Where
'Someone Comes A Knocking'
Wanting to Come Back Home Within...
Ask Yourself Who That Someone Is; Hint: You, whoever you may be Now...
At the End of 19 Years of School, 3 Degrees at the Top of my Class in Part
in Tandem With 33 Years of Work For Pay What i Found Is i Was Mostly Ignorant
In the Most Important
of Human Intelligences
Innate, Instinctual, Intuitive Humanity;
Obvious being on the Autism Spectrum
Made me a 'Canary in A Coal Mine' that Way;
Yet It's True, it Surely is Not Just Limited to the
Autism Spectrum Now; As Honestly As Far as the
Stereotypes Go Now i'm the least Autistic Person i Know in the
'Real World' Except For Very Long Monologues Regarding my
Special Interests:
Being Human;
More Particularly,
Dancing Singing
Free IN JoY of Being i Am...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2lXKZ9Zksg
Oh A Beauty of Everyone Being Uniquely me
Oh A Beauty of Being Part of All That Is New
Oh A Beauty of Seeing All Parts Now Naked
Enough
Whole
Complete
To Be Beautiful
Indeed Dear Chaymaa
Is to Be the Unique Them
Us We You And me With SMiLes
ToGeTHeR Naked
Enough Whole
Complete
So
Very
Unique
As Waves
Make Water
Ocean Whole SMiLes
Ocean Falling From
Skies Watering Waves
Of Us So CoLoRFuLLY NeW SuRPRiSinG...
We Systemize Life Now For
Order out of Chaos Truth Gold
Standard yet as Neuroscience
Shows We All Hallucinate
Our current Reality Based
On Past ExperienceS How
Easy We May Fall to
Matrix order of
Lies fed from
Birth the light
Or dark alternatively
We Will generate
Within Escaping
Matrix oF Lies
The Emperor’s
ClotheS in Deed
A Challenge for most...
A Day With no Electronic
Devices Air Conditioning
Only Fireplaces Real Living
Rooms Then And Yes Front
Porches WHeRE FRiEnDS
And Lovers Rule
Art of Flesh And
Blood Social
Reciprocal
Communication
As the Mainstay
And LifeBread New
Of Human Loving
Giving Sharing
Caring Healling
For Each Other
New Now How Far
Away From or to Each
Other We All Have
Come Will Life
Giving Shaing
Caring Healing
Revive Our Breath
In SYMBoLS of Text...
NOPE IF YOU LOVE THE WORD
AS GOD THERE IS NO EXCLUSION
IN ALPHA THRU OMEGA FOR GOD
INCLUDES ROACHES TOO THIS WAY
Falling
Falling
Into Doors CLoSinG
Opening Opening...
Nature Works
Best Dancing
Singing
Giving
All In
Motion
Of Loving
Life Giving
Sharing Caring
Healing Freely...
Life is A 'Rorschach Test' Dear Sohair
At Best We Inhale Peace And Exhale
Love And Filter Our
Experiences
Through That
Lens Moving
Connecting
And Co-Creating
With Others Giving
Sharing Caring Healing Freely
With No Restraints Yet Again Life
is A Rorschach Test Dear Sohair
Where Some Filter Life Through
Soul Lens Who BREaTHE Life Inhaling
Fear Exhaling Hate Instead of Peace And Love...
Our Minds Co-Create Our Realities Based on Past Experiences
As This iS A Way Humans Adapt to Changing Environments
And At Least Survive Tooth and Nail And at Best Thrive For
All that is Good With Peace and Love ToGeTHeR Naked
Enough Whole Complete Yet It is Also True Our Environments
Old or New May Be Those of SCaRCiTiES WHere THere is Little
Water or Food or Even Reproductive Mates
Or Even Shelter From The Harsh
Weather Elements of the
Environment True
When Humans
LiVE iN Areas of SCaRCiTieS
They Become More Tribal Against
Those They Compete Against For Resources
to the Point That They Will Shed Empathy and
Compassion Aside And Harm And Rape And Maim
And Kill to Gain the Resources They Need to Survive
And of Course Religion Is Used As Means of Bonds and
Binds to Achieve The End Result of Survival As Humans Will Hold
Hands in Fear And Hate Or In Abundance of Balance NoW As Environments
Come Inhaling Peace ExhalinG Love NaTuRaLLY Birthing Loving Religions
Becoming A Tool For Peace and love For Bonding And Binding THiS Way
Or Fear and Hate As All Words Are Only Approximations Yes Forms/Metaphors for
The Essence Words Attempt to Mutually And Consensually in Understanding
Relate Yet As Is The Case With
Poetry There is Always
More Than One
View Now Each
And Every Word
And All the Words
That Come ToGeTHeR NoW Old And NeW
That Will Be Viewed as a Rorschach Test NoW
As Well Perhaps Taken Out of Context Completely
For What Was Intended Yes By The Original Authors
of the Words For It's True In The United States 'the Word
Jesus' Was Used At A Deadly Insurrection Against the Democratic
Process on January 6th, 2021, Yes The Bonds And Binds of Religion
Associated With Jesus Hung On Banners Flying in the Wind Where
A Gallows Was Constructed With Chants By The So-called 'Christian
Crowd' to Hang the Vice President For Not Helping to OverThrow
Democracy The Fact is This Will Happen With All Religions
For Those Who Experience Life Inhaling Fear and
Exhaling Hate It is Human Nature We Filter
Our Experiences Creating Mind
And Actions Associated
With Thoughts
And Symbols
We Co-Create WHere
Those Symbols NoW Will
Be Viewed Totally Different
From Fear Hate Through Peace and Love
Whatever Rains Most From Each Human Soul...
We Have Met The Beast And The Beast Is Us...
We May Not Blame Words For What Lives or
Dies As Soul Within Closer to Peace
And Love or Further Away
to the Hell of
Fear And Hate
i For one Choose
Heaven With SMiles
Dear Sohair Yet i am
Only Human And LiVE iN
Abundance Put me in Dry Rocky
Mountains With Not Enough to Eat
And Drink With Little Shelter
And Very Little Love if
Any at All to touch
And i Too Will
Change Like Any Other
Human to Survive It is the
Beast it is Human Nature Still Now
Both Shadows And Sunshine my FRiEnD
As We Nurture Love From Childhood As We
Feed And CLoTHE All With Shelter As We Provide
Avenues For Humans to Fulfill Human Potential
That is Still Associated With Peace and Love
In All Colors of Human Meaning and Purpose
We Don't Only Survive We Thrive Sadly
Nature isn't Fair Yes Some Folks
LiVE iN Heaven on EartH This
Way At This Very Moment
Or Hell
And
They may
Be As Close
to Each Other
As Sleeping in
The Same Bed
Differently That Way my
FRiEnD May Peace and
Love Become Greater Ways
May Peace and Love Become
The Way Yet Only When We All
Lift Each Other Up Higher As
Thunder Will Precede the
Lightening of Love
Instead
of
Fear
And Hate
mY FRiEnD
And The Ignorance
That No Longer 'Sees'
Peace and Love to Be i Am
We Are
They Are
Us as Them
For Real LoVE NoW
Living Trees Shedding
Leaves of Peace Now and
Love For All to Come To Breathe...
Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay...
Falling
Falling
NoW iNTo
Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening
Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again
After Thunder Invites Its Return...
Yet Rain Always Falls on itS own...
Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch...
Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All....
Oh Dear Lord Dear Cindy i’m
Entirely Too Sweet For Frosting
Yet As Katrina Tells The
Waitresses When They
Try Their Best to
Persuade me
iNTo Dessert
She Says Oh No
He’s As Hyperactive
As A Two-Year-Old You
Overload Him on Sugar
And You Take Him Home
And Deal
With Him
Until
He Goes
To Sleep Hehe
Yep Should Be
Criminal For Someone
As Old as me To Have
So Much
Naturally
Sweet Energy HAha
You Are Very Sweet
And Energetic too
Dear FRiEnD Wedding
Bells Coming So Very Soon
Do Dance Sing So Verily Free...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEqwrBkAdTM
SMiLes Dear Savvy Hell Verily is A Place of Only Time
True Total Disconnection From All That is Away From
All Feelings Senses Paper Thin Existence the Living Dead For
Real Without
A Breath of
God Within
it Seems of
Love At All For
Life Just Another
Thousand Years in One Second
oF ALL Time in Pain and Numb
Alternately in The Other Place
The Hour Glass The Grain of Sand
And Up And Down is A Same Place As
FRiEnDS With GravitY iN LoVE With LiFE
DarK Thru LiGHT Forevermorenow Sea
Gull Wings
Spiraling around
Sun Transforming
Dance into Free Song
So Much Different
From A 'Poe
Raven And
Nevermore
Nevermore'
Dear FRiEnD
WHeRE ALL Is TiME
A CLocK With Only Hands
Void oF ALL HeART SPiRiT SoUL For Real
A Most Salient Part is None oF iT is Myth it is All Real Now
One Human May Be Living iN Hell and the Other iN Heaven
In Two Totally Different Places in the Same Home And Room
And Yes Bed too Where A Hug is As Far Away AS God Breathes For Real
No Matter How Much Others Try to Love The Living Dead ON EartH mY FRiEnD...
How Blessed How
Blissed to Understand
The Reality of Both Places
And The Empathy and Compassion
That Comes From the First Bleeding Over into the Second
With Sweat And Tears That Equal Blood of Love to Give Away Free...
Catholic Mass Readings From September 18th 2021 As My Own
Personal Version of An EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Bible Celebrates
A 109th Month Anniversary Date And 10.9 MiLLioN Words To Go Along
With Those Dates Yes "SonG oF mY SoUL" Shores STiLL EXPaNDinG
So What About the Mass Readings
You Can't Expect to Serve ONLY Materially
REDUCED THINGS AND EXPECT
To MoVE iNTO More of Our
Social Empathic Artistic Real
Spiritual Feeling Sensing
Emotional Way of Right
Hemisphere Mind of Life
FRiEnDS With Gravity Balancing
Mind and Body Whole Soul Truly
Surviving And Thriving NoW iN Heaven
WiTHiN For Those Who Make A SoUL
Integral
As Part
of All That
is God Love
For All DarK
Thru LiGHT New
Now Constantly Changing
Creating As Every Wave of
Water Makes Ocean Whole Skies
Rain Down to make us Green FLoWeRinG AGAiN
iNDeeD All oF Existence is Real And God Love THiS WaY
MaGiC Miracle Women and Or Men We All Are THiS Way For Real
Particularly if We Become Essence of LoVE ALLoWinG ESSeNCE
CREaTinG FoRM
of Love Giving
Sharing Caring
Healing In All We
Do Coming Out of
the DarK iN Even Newer
Colors NoW oF LiGHT to Paint
Our Christmas TREE ALWaYS UP WiTHiN...
Other than that it's About 3:33 AM if i Don't Get
Some Sleep i'll Likely Be Late For the Homily
Given By Someone Else At Least Hehe and A Nicene
Creed AGAiN
Yet It's True
i Never Take a
Day Off Particularly
ALL SuNDaYS NoW FoR Real
For Play of LoVE iN LiGHT With More Colors at Least...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cy3JBrv82f4
19 Sep 2022, 2:08 am
20 Sep 2022, 1:09 am
21 Sep 2022, 2:56 am
22 Sep 2022, 12:31 am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzH-2NgtaZk
SMiLes Dear Savvy As i Explained to An Elder
Lady Who Knows Hehe Perhaps my Age
A Pediatric Nurse of 47 Years We Met at
The Beach Where i Danced in Reverse
With Sea Gull Wings Mirroring Shores
Waves Naturally Bring As She Called
It Yoga And i CaLL it FRiEnDS With
Gravity in BaLaNCinG Force of
Mind and Body Whole SoUL
Anyway Her Life Had Brought
Her to a Place of Distrust of Humanity
As Often Individual Experiences Color Life
THiS WaY in More BLacK And White Absolutes
of A Few Bad Apples Rot the Entire Bucket of Humanity
Anyway i Explained
to Her my Bucket
List to Check-Off
Is to Become Less
Than A Grain of Sand
As From This Level of Meek
Humility There is So Much More
To Love Above Becoming A Real
Mountain of Human Love Just to
Give Share Care And Heal For Free...
Of Course Mileage Varies Depending on
Make, Model, Vessel, And Vehicle of NaTuRE
And NuRTuRE That Makes the Being Human Who We aRe
And Who We May Come to Be Seeing the Potential of Change
Being
Positive
mY FRiEnD
With SMiLes
LooKinG UP
RiSinG iN And As LoVE
No Matter How far Below
We Come From Presently Now FoR Real...
"Be thankful for what you have. Your life is someone else’s fairy tale.”
And iNDeeD Dear Chaymaa With Enough Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Freely With Least Harm For All Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG LoVE
iN JoY oF LiGHT
What i Come to Find
Is 'Fairy Tales' Are Human
Archetypes That Can And Will
Fulfill in Human And the Rest of Nature
Set Free
With Wings
And A Best PaRT oF ALL
Today We May Be Mostly Separated
As A Species Flesh and Blood Hand in
Hand For A Successful Forage of LiFE
Yet On the Other Hand; Hehe Both Hands
Typing We Get to Fit Ourselves in Fiber Optic
Cables and Transform our Words to Avatars of
Our Soul And Almost For Free Travel the Globe
At the Speed oF LoVE THiS WaY to Give And
Share And Care And Heal With A Little Bit
More Love
To Make This
Whole Thing
Turn Out
As Peace
And LoVE FoR ReaL
True i BeLeaf BeLove
BeLieve LoVE iS The
Original Luck We All May Really Do...
iNDeeD Dear Sohair First Of All Thanks For Sharing
The Wonderful Flute MuSiC Second oF ALL True "The
Flute Is Not Brute" As Instrumental Music That Extends
Our Vocal Chords Beyond Words EXPReSSinG FeeLinGS SeNSinGS
EMoTioNS Senses In HiGHeR Ways More in Touch With Our Social-
Empathic Artistic Spiritual Yes Emotional Feeling Sensing Ways of
Processing Existence
WHeRE Empathy
And Compassion
Are NuRTuRinG THiS WaY
More to MoVE CoNNeCT
Co-CREaTE A Dance And
SonG oF LiFE Free For All WiTH SMiLes..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZGurhtlve8
Hehe Dear Miriam i Wonder What Kind of Performance
Reviews Our Distance And in Some Cases Near Ancestors
Will Give Us Based on the Way We Operate Human Cultures Now
Considering that about 7 Percent of Social-Empathic Potential
in Reciprocal Communication May Be Derived From Text
Considering that We Are Truly An Assessed Most Social
Animal Evolved This Way For Survival in Small Bands
of No More Than About 150 Folks Both Blood Kin And
Ones We aRe Well Acquainted With As An All Hands Effort
Every Day Where Nature Provides a Daily Performance Review
on How Well Groups of Humans Work Hand-in-Hand in the Forage
of the Day in Hunting And Gathering Ways an All Hands Effort Similar
to the 'Work of the Night'
Where Humans Are Not Removed
From Face to Face And Other Body Parts
in Common Work of the Night Ways to Come
to The Fruition of a Child Raised By the Band
On the Nomad Run For Resources As Every Hand
Is Vital in Cooperation For Surviving And Thriving For
Real Where THere Are No Lap Top Attachments to Replace
Being Human FlesH and Blood Moving Connecting Co-Creating
Ways Yes From the Forage of the Day to the Work-Of-The-Night
To Raising A Child By An Entire Village Yep Face to Face in Full Social
Reciprocal Ways Of Communication No Doubt Those Ancestors Before
And Now Who Lived in 'Flintstone' Ways of Living Might Like to Visit
Where We Live to Taste Some of All the Instant Gratification Provided
Easily Accessible at Least Even if Not As Cheap as Fruit On Wild Trees
Thing Is We Mostly Don't Climb Anymore Very Rarely Do Some Human
Beings Even Lift Their Hands And Arms Up to Wave at A
Stranger Passing By Just Acknowledging A Share
of the Human Condition True All The
1st World Problems Riddled By
Depression and Anxiety
to the Point Where
Folks Have No Idea
Why They Are Even Here
Even When They Become A Tool
A Laptop and Make 6 Figure Incomes For Real...
No Doubt Our Ancestors Would Review Us as Lost Boys and Girls
Wearing the Strangest of Tools And Becoming those Tools in PRiSoN
Away From the Pleasure Treasure and Struggle in Living Balance With Nature
i Like My Hot Showers. i Like Going to Walmart to Buy Whatever my Wife Wants
to Feed me to eat hehe. i Like my Soft Bed. Yet Most of All i Love my 'Body
Electric' And Being Naked Enough Whole Complete With Nature Exercising
my 'Call of the
Wild' From Head
to Toe For Real
Loving Free
So Far Away
From the Tools
of BLacK And WHiTE
Without Colors of SoUL That Used
to be me Living Dead so Many Decades of Tool Time Then...
Sadly So Many Humans Lose Their Blooming And Colors
of FLoWeRS FLoWinG Way too Young With No Clue How To
Bloom
And Color
Again Moving
Connecting and
Co-Creating For Real
'Ghost the Machine' You Live Now For Real...
Like the Little Boy in the "A.I." Movie Who
Waited For the Statue of A Woman At the
Bottom of An Ocean to Turn Him Into A Real
Boy Of Course That's Online Life Now For So Many
'Lost Boys'
And 'Lost
Girls' too Finding
Their 15 to 20 Second
Parts of Fame and Losing
A SoUL That Breathes Forever
Freer Now WiTHiN All the Colors
FLoWinG All the Flavors Of Ice
Cream Life Yes We Churn Ourselves...
Perhaps Some Beauty And The Beast
MuSiC MaY Be iN ORDeR Yet Better Art
oF COuRSE HeHE
33 Years Behind A Work Of Art
At Least Some Beauty Is Left Behind
It Doesn't Seem Like Jesus Had Any
Idea how Rare Autotelic Personalities
Are Other Wise He Would Have Seen
the Futility to Change
Where the Material World of External Rewards
Is As Close to Heaven as 'They' have ever Traveled
NoW 'Outside' of Soul 'Inside'
'Living Water' iS A Within Job
Not An Outside
Job Like 'A Carpenter'...
Hehe Depends on
Creativity of A Poet
And Intuition of
A Reader And A
Bit of ‘Chaos Magic’
As to what Secrets
Poetry May Hold
And Reveal of
‘Egregores’
To
Come...
Sunshine Child
ReMeMBeRinG
Within Phoenix
DanCinG
RiSinG
Reborn
Flying
Within
Ashes
Burn
Once
Again
Breathing
Sunshine EYeS EasE...
WHere
Subject
iS 'A Writer'
Moon Light
Reflecting Day
If 'God' Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See 'the Wind?'
Let's All Take A 'little' Walk On Our BeacH
Reptile Brain of Competition
Limbic System of Cooperation
Neo-Cortex At Best Coordinating
Cooperation
Even in
Competitive
Environments
Who Just Don't
Seem to Have
An Ability to Care
With Compassion
And Empathy For
ALL ToGeTHeR ALL
That Feels
Senses
So
Blissful
Ecstatic
Ascending FLoWinG
And So Transcendently
All Together Heaven All
Dear Savvy With Soon to
Come Fall Equinox SMiLes
A Day Early or So of Course
Always True Now...
63 And 33 Years Ago THeSE NuMBeRS HaVE iN Common
New BeGiNNiNGS After Getting 'ToGeTHeR' AS Such Hehe FoR ReaL
'Do You Remember the 21st Of September;' Yes, Earth, Wind & Fire
And me too Conceived in 1959; Katrina and me 'ToGeTHeR' in 1989
THeRE iS A VEry GOOD ReASoN (FeeLinG/SeNSinG) Why i ALWaYS
Let Katrina Go First And Stay Behind Her More On THAT iN A FeW HeHE
Go Ask “YoDA” “NoRMaL” “GoD” Does Not Dance Sing Free “ESSeNCE
ALLoWinG DiViNE FoRM” WiTHiN
BiGGeST RELiGiouS LiE EVeR TOld “God” iS ONly Right
Handed ORDeReD iNTeLLiGeNCE “GoD” iS NO “Nerd”Alone
RiGHT HeMiSPHeRE SOCiAL EMPaTHiC ARTiSTiC SPiRiTuaL
EMoTioNAL SeNSoRY GoD WiTHiN iNTeLLiGeNCE DiViNeW
Shedding Tools Of
CuLTuRaL Clothes;
Yes, Innately,
Instinctually,
Intuitively, Embracing
DiViNE
NATuRE’GoD’WiTHiNoW
LooKinG WiTHiN ‘ESSeNCE
ALLoWinG FoRM’ Naked Enough
WHoLE CoMPLeTE CHiLD Of ‘GoD’ NaTuRE
SMiLes Dear Savvy As i Explained to An Elder
Lady Who Knows Hehe Perhaps my Age
A Pediatric Nurse of 47 Years We Met at
The Beach Where i Danced in Reverse
With Sea Gull Wings Mirroring Shores
Waves Naturally Bring As She Called
It Yoga And i CaLL it FRiEnDS With
Gravity in BaLaNCinG Force of
Mind and Body Whole SoUL
Anyway Her Life Had Brought
Her to a Place of Distrust of Humanity
As Often Individual Experiences Color Life
THiS WaY in More BLacK And White Absolutes
of A Few Bad Apples Rot the Entire Bucket of Humanity
Anyway i Explained
to Her my Bucket
List to Check-Off
Was to Become Less
Than A Grain of Sand
As From This Level of Meek
Humility There is So Much More
To Love Above Becoming A Real
Mountain of Human Love Just to
Give Share Care And Heal For Free...
Of Course Mileage Varies Depending on
Make, Model, Vessel, And Vehicle of NaTuRE
And NuRTuRE That Makes the Being Human Who We aRe
And Who We May Come to Be Seeing the Potential of Change
Being
Positive
mY FRiEnD
With SMiLes
LooKinG UP
RiSinG iN And As LoVE
No Matter How far Below
We Come From Presently Now FoR Real...
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BREaTHiNG PeaceFuL LoVinG LiVinG Faith
ALLoWinG ESSeNCE CREaTinG FoRM
SMiLes Dear Savvy Creating
In Any Way Particularly Free
Dance And Song my Weakness
For Decades And Considered
The Weakest Fish in the Aquarium
At School A Perceived Weakness by Others too
True Through my 40's i Could Solve So Many Problems
At Work yet Even Pulling Words Out To Say Something
Might Be An All Day Struggle Then With SMiLes True
Usually i Could
SMiLes With
BRiGHT EYes
And i Guess i
Survived That Way
With SMiLes Then i Lost
mY Eyes Behind Shades and
Eventually A SMiLe Behind a
Covid-19 Mask Thank God The
Song of Free Poetry And Dance Still
Left to Love to Do So Nice When We
Become Strongest in Ways We Were Once
Weakest Before Yet of Course it's All in the Practice
And Inspiration For Change For A Better Life NeW NoW
Oh to Be Strong Enough in Dance And Song With A Soul
Truly A Dream
Come True
WHere A
Wizard
In An Oz
Is No Longer
Just Myth Behind A Curtain
True Higher Force Within Dear FRiEnD...
Oh Goodness Dear Chaymaa Life is All About New
Beginnings Every Inhale of Peace Exhale Of Love
Particularly Living in Balance
This Way With the Rest
Of Nature Always Changing
True Most of Nature is Too Busy
Starting Always New Now to Look
Back mY FRiEnD Sadly We
Humans Tend to Get Lost
in Ruminations of the Past
And Forecasts of Fear For
The Future That May Never
Come to Pass One Part of Life
For Sure is Now Will Change
Into A New Beginning Next
How We Adapt to that Change
is A Difference Between Content
or Some Experience Of Life Less
Than
Freely
Loving
LiFE NoW...
ALLoWinG ESSeNCE CREaTinG FoRM
Oh Yes How to Describe MaGiC of
iMaGiNaTioN And CReATiViTY That
SPRiNGS Deep WiTHiN True Once
We Experience it We Wish We Will
Be Able to Give Away The MaGiC to Others
Truly So it Will Always Be THeiR Fresh FLoWeR to Bloom
Yet How Do We Quantify What Doesn't Exist Until MaGiC BREaTHES
ALWaYS NeW NoW SPRinGinG Green Once Again FLoWeRinG So Deep WiTHiN
For me at Least It's Always
Music Within Accompanying
Lyrics From A Pen That Flows
So Far Beyond Linearly True A Science
of Art That Becomes A Spiraling Force
of Milky Ways RiSinG to Our Surface Within
of Creativities Fresh Wings Dancing Singing Free
Anyway Dear Jade Oh Why Oh Why Do the Best Poets
Disappear Online i Guess So When They Return They Get
Absorbed Back into the Realm of Creativity WHeRE ALL Connects
iN Moving
Co-Creating
Ways of Existing
Reflecting Stars Below
Above And Hemispheres
of EartH Integrating One Force WiTHiN
And Hehe When i Saw the Notification For Your
Poem Considering Just Finishing A Bi-Monthly
Novel Sized Poem Around 60,000 Words Titled
'ALLoWinG ESSeNCE CREaTinG FoRM' Your
Poem Defines What i Titled my Poem
Too A Bit More Concisely of
Course As my Winds
Aren't Trapped
in Any Particular
Size of What Responsibilities
Might Comes Next Other Than
Wings Just Dancing Singing Wind mY FRiEnD
Really Nice to Feel and Sense Your Poetry Again...
Ah Yes, Not Making 'The Team' Dear Miriam
i Surely Will Relate Always Picked Last for
The Competing Sports Teams in Grade School
Not Even Picked to Eat Lunch With In School
And Lord Knows Eventually That Changed As
i Never Gave Up
True Hehe it Took
Decades and I am Potentially
Too Strange Still to Even Be
Considered for Modern Jury Duty
Particularly For my Political Leanings
Where i Live i Suppose As Everything
Around Where i Live Is Mixed With
Politics And Religion Yet Typically
When Ya Don't Fit in At Least
You Seem to Never Get a
Notice For Jury Duty Hehe
True Saving me Money to Buy the
Kinda Khaki Dress-Up Pants And Polo
Work Uniform Shirts i Wore in All my
5 Job Changes And Promotions Up the
Ladder of Federal Pay for the Last 5 Years
of a Quarter of A Century 33 Year Working Career Starting
At the Very Bottom Again After 3 College Degrees For the
Next Quarter of A Century Working For Good Old Uncle Sam
i Never Expect to Win Now and The Rewards Actually Do Keep
Flowing in Like a River That Has No Idea Where to Go Yet Flow
True That's the Forrest Gump Lesson of my Life Be The Feather
in the Wind
Be the Wind Just Flow
And Leave Cat-6 Hurricane Winds Behind
It's the Way of Nature Unfettered By Human Clothes...
Anyway Currently on Hold With the Office of Personal Management
Been Receiving 40 Percent of my Retirement Pay Since 2009 And
Automatically it Was Supposed to Go Up on my 62nd Birthday on
June 6th to 100 Percent Yet Just Like When i Had to Research the
Federal Law That Made Me Eligible After Several Transfers from Non-
Appropriated Funds to Appropriated Funds Back in
2008 With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
Including Numb too With 18 Other Medical
Disorders They Failed to Do Their Job Again
Not Tagging my Personal File to Do Their
Job From the Day i Corrected Their
Mistakes Back in 2008 Yet It's
True i Was Raised on Love Not Money
Power and Status or Any Other Position in Life
To My Father's Chagrin i Didn't Pursue Money Yet
my Mother Never Ever Said Anything About Life Was
Power, Position, Status, or Money, or Other Material Goods
So in Other Words, It's Another Green Mold Savings Account
Accruing in Arrears Yep Just Another Alternate Bank Account
in Case Another Rainy Day Comes And It Did Yet Not in This Panhandle
Florida
Place
of Flowers
Still Blooming
Where i Live on
High Ground True
Keeping the High Ground Staying Dry With Love
Hehe i've Literally Been on Hold for 45 minutes Yet Now it Seems
in this World Ya Can't Hold Folks Responsible For Doing Their Job
If Only They Had Some Immigrants Still Willing to Work For 'Free'...
Funny How the Ones Who Wanna Join The Team And Don't Get Picked
Eventually
Truly Win
What Really
Counts in Life Loving Free...
FOR REAL
Sadly Most Christians And Folks Of Other Religions
Didn't Get the MeSSaGE When We Give Love Away For Free
'JeSuS' Comes Back
SMiLes Dear Cindy Best of Wishes to Winning the Award for the Best Publication
of the Month Sounds Like the Wedding Celebration You Held For Your Daughter
Was a Stellar One Where i Will Enjoy Seeing All the Smiling and Dancing Photos
Hopefully Someone
Recited Some Poems
too Namely You With SMiles
And Sure Some of Your Other Family
Members Too Again i'm Reminded of my
Wedding Almost 33 Years ago as me and my
Wife Celebrated Being 'Together' for 33 Years
on September 21st As Even 'Earth, Wind, And
Fire' Remember That Date in 'September' Hehe also on or about
That Date in 1959 i Was Conceived As the Doctor Noted Going
on Vacation And Delivering me Two Weeks Early on Somewhat
of an 'Omen' Birth Date on 6.6.60 At Least According to A Way
Driver's Licenses Do Birthdates HAha True Quite A Challenge
Marrying a Future Devil in Hell for 66 Months Not Quite
Human At All then i Suppose It's Not So much Who
We Love
Yet How We Love
mY FRiEnD Only A
Handful of FRiEnDS
About Half of them Passed
Away Now Since the Blackwater
River And a Boardwalk Witnessed
Our Marriage By A FRiEnD A Notary
of the Public Then A Reception in A Bowling
Center Where The Gifts Were Given then by the
Customers i Served for the Federal Government
True All it Cost Was Love Still What i Consider
my Pay Grade, Pay Rate, Currency For Real
True Beyond Price Beyond Death Beyond Life
How We Come
to Be Married
to Love And Just
Give it Share it Care it
And HeaL it All Away New Now
to the Depths of the Ocean Free
Like An Elder Lady Did With A Blue
Hope Diamond Tossing it Over the Side of a Titanic
Boat in Memory of What is Most Real How We Love
It's How Love Returns Best We Give it Away For Free Now With SMiLes
And True As They (me) Dance Sing Love is A Real Fountain of Youth As True i
Have Enough Evidence That Shows i'm Still Married to the Woman i Married (Love) Then
Anyway i Have No Idea Who Your Daughter or Son-Law is Yet if i Were THeir FRiEnD
(i iMaGiNE i am)
This is A Song
i Would
Sing For Them
For Nothing at
All in Return Yet to
Give With SMiLes...
LeSSoN 447
True Super Heroes
Carry A Gentle Touch
Lifting Up Those Who
Are Marginalized And Oppressed
Have You Ever Noticed That
Men And Or Women Who
Are True Leaders Have
The Most Empathy
And Compassion
For Those Who Are
Marginalized And
Oppressed Well
Science Shows
Even Chimps
Choose Their
True Alpha Leaders
This Way Key To Being
Human Is Being Naked
Enough to Put The Chimp
Back
In Human
And Use Empathy
And Compassion
Rather Than Clothes
Of CuLTuRE And Or
Religion Or And Politics
That Harm The Marginalized
And Oppressed Among Us
Challenge Is The Truth is
Those Without Empathy
And Compassion For
Those Who Are
Marginalized And
Oppressed May Have
The Most Difficult Human
Disability of All Humans
Without A Soul
Bringing Others
Down Grasping At
Straw To Fill What is
Empty Within Like Stuffed
Shirts With
Little to No
Soul Yes As Hard
As It May Be To
Do They Need
Understanding
For A Most Horrible
Disability Of All Humans
With Empty LoVE iNDeed...
Thanks Dear
Hawaii FRiEnD
All Is Safe And
Dry in Our
Panhandle
Sunny And Cool...
Thanks For Your Kind
Words Cindy Hope
You Rest Well
Currently
Dodging
Monster
Storm Ian
In Florida Just
Electronically
Publishing Another
Cat-6 Hurricane
Of Long Form Bi-
Monthly Poem iN
60 Thousand
Words Perhaps
i’ll Sleep A Bit
Soon With SMiles
Well into Writing A
Next One Too As A
Flow of Hurricane
Winds Of Words
Continue Starting
Never Ending Story Again...
Thanks Dear
Cindy With
SMiles And
Miles of
New Dancing
Singing SMiles...
ALLoWinG ESSeNCE CREaTinG FoRM
BREaTHiNG PeaceFuL LoVinG LiVinG Faith
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