All the same they keep saying 'they love having puppets'.
I can't be the puppet they wanted, I am not very egoist..in fact egoism drives me mad. When I am working on my faviourite interests/hobbies/pastimes I don't care whether they make me worthy or not and can't be arsed to pontificate it.
I don't get it, why do i need to be worthy anyway...I am just an average little autistic girl plodding around the planet trying to enjoy being alive.
I just want to spend time with what I am passionate about and find someone to love and cuddle up with...
I am not seeking much in life really, other than the above and a really nice filling dinner (loves me food).
I don't understand this societies obsession with self loathing.
Its not a way to spend a life...life is afterall, for a human, very short.