Yep, I still feel like a bumbling teenager. A lot of the typical milestones for people happened to me either late in life or not at all. I still live with my mother, I feel like my hobbies/interests are infantile, and I still struggle with everyday things like finances and basic social interaction.
I just wanna put on some jammies, have a snack, watch cartoons and get away from it all. I think difficulty with "adulting" is such a common theme with my generation it feels like a cliche, but I definitely still feel behind other people my age.
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"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the deadly light into the peace and safety of a new dark age"