The immature drunk and stoned part of my mind very much wants to smoke with you and the tiny sliver that's mature and rational really thinks you shouldn't if it impacts you too severely.
How much do you usually smoke in a session?
I'm dealing with similar feelings by drinking and smoking so I probably can't tell you what to do.
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"If you stick a knife in my back 9 inches and pull it out 6 inches, there's no progress. If you pull it all the way out, that's not progress. The progress is healing the wound that the blow made... and they won't even admit the knife is there." Malcolm X
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