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Crystal1414
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06 Aug 2021, 7:54 pm

A lot of stuff is happening in my life and I don't know how to handle it. I still miss my brother. It feels weird for him to not be home. Im back on my medication though. I realized I needed to take it because my mom said she and my dad were worried about me. I hate knowing that they became worried.

I just feel a bit off though. My cousin cannot spend as much time with me because of a new boyfriend. He is nice though. My cousin feels more embarrassed by me. She tells me not to do certain things around him. I feel weird about that. She's never told me to act a different way before. I feel a bit sad.

I also keep crying randomly. I guess I just feel sad about stuff.



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07 Aug 2021, 12:23 am

She's probably worried about impressing him so every little thing that she's worried he might judge will set her off.

She'll get over it if they stay together longer.

I hope you're feeling better soon and I wish you had more people in your life to keep you company.


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07 Aug 2021, 6:09 pm

funeralxempire wrote:
She's probably worried about impressing him so every little thing that she's worried he might judge will set her off.

She'll get over it if they stay together longer.

I hope you're feeling better soon and I wish you had more people in your life to keep you company.


Yeah. I think she is worried about impressing him. It just stresses me out because now I feel like the third wheel when I am with them. I hate feeling like Im not meant to be there. They are kind though.



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07 Aug 2021, 6:23 pm

Crystal1414 wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
She's probably worried about impressing him so every little thing that she's worried he might judge will set her off.

She'll get over it if they stay together longer.

I hope you're feeling better soon and I wish you had more people in your life to keep you company.


Yeah. I think she is worried about impressing him. It just stresses me out because now I feel like the third wheel when I am with them. I hate feeling like Im not meant to be there. They are kind though.


That's always stressful situation. It's good that they're kind.


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