kraftiekortie wrote:
Older women like younger men sometimes because they make them feel youthful and full of energy.
I hear older people saying that being around young people makes them feel young, but it just makes me feel old. Our perspectives are just so different.
I look younger than I am and was befriended by some people in their 20s when I first moved to this city, but I had to slip out of the group because they just made me feel old and pathetic. They don't think I am and don't treat me like I am, but their drama and their outlook are different to mine. It's hard to explain. They're still hopeful, but I know that dreams don't just die, they get machine gunned down by life. I've lived it.
Being autistic if probably the issue. My life trajectory was never going to be the same as theirs. Maybe they will get what they want.