I've had to come off my antidepressants after being on them for 12 years now. I refuse to take any others due to having adhd as the conventional ones make me depressed and zombiefied.
I have been feeling upbeat and expected a crash, but it's like all my emotions are now over whelming me as I forgot how to feel. I feel sickened that this is my existence now - no job, little money, no trips, holidays, happiness, excitement, romance, nothing. I'm 52 and this is the rest of my life? I feel like I'm 85. I want to die and just get it over with. This isn't depression, it's shock. Mental shock. I don't know how I can live a life like this. I've been living like this for years, but I never knew.
What do I do?
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Diagnosed with Aspergers 2015
Diagnosed with ADHD 2020
I am not taking the damn Venlafaxine!
On Propranolol
I like cats, trees and spiders.
'In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act' George Orwell