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02 Feb 2023, 7:52 am

A part of me still hoped.

There can be no faith in this life.

I feel sick.


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02 Feb 2023, 8:00 am

Relying on another individual person for my happiness is counterproductive.

No romantic relationship is ever “perfect.” Human beings are not meant to be stuck on one other person for their utopian happiness.



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02 Feb 2023, 10:34 am

r00tb33r wrote:
I'd like this to be over.

I meant the pain... :(



I can't sleep.


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02 Feb 2023, 10:45 am

i'm sorry you're hurtin', r00tb33r.



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02 Feb 2023, 6:55 pm

Really shaken at the moment.


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02 Feb 2023, 9:43 pm

Anxiety is high.


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02 Feb 2023, 11:11 pm

can you distract yourself in any way to get away from the anxiety?



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03 Feb 2023, 3:43 am

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can you distract yourself in any way to get away from the anxiety?

I was going to try to play a game, but I'm too anxious. I installed it, but then exited on the title screen. I'm just too sick and too shaken.

I feel like throwing up right now.


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03 Feb 2023, 4:44 am

r00tb33r wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
can you distract yourself in any way to get away from the anxiety?

I was going to try to play a game, but I'm too anxious. I installed it, but then exited on the title screen. I'm just too sick and too shaken.

I feel like throwing up right now.

what self-medication have you tried?



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03 Feb 2023, 5:27 am

I don't have anything.


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03 Feb 2023, 5:34 am

ok, let me get this right here, you have situational depression AND anxiety?



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03 Feb 2023, 5:37 am

I never had any understanding of depression. I am not able to interpret the concept.

Anxiety I do understand well, and I am certainly experiencing it.


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03 Feb 2023, 5:47 am

Sorry you’re going through all this.



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03 Feb 2023, 7:30 am

have you done the thought experiment of, "if you could to one thing and command it to immediately change for the better, what could it be, that would possibly make you feel less anxious"?



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03 Feb 2023, 4:53 pm

auntblabby wrote:
have you done the thought experiment of, "if you could to one thing and command it to immediately change for the better, what could it be, that would possibly make you feel less anxious"?

Eternal peace. That hour is coming.


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04 Feb 2023, 1:02 am

Nauseous. :eew:


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