I don't have a formal diagnosis but I have been devouring wathever I can read and connecting many dots in my life by myself, getting help from people here, and everything makes sense now. I am starting to be more forgiving of myself and learning strategies by myself. I think some people can be very skilled at learning by themselves, instead of having to talk about their lives with neurotypical professionals.It's all about how you are and feel.
My psychiatrist thinks I am autistic.
I wish you can find all information and support you need, the best way possible.