I couldn't put mine into details because it requires cultural contexts and language translations... Plus I don't do well with telling stories.
I'm simply too aware of how relative cultures are.
And that relatively speaking, I have social opportunities in spades.
Only except me, the individual, is inherently asocial to the core that no amount of feel good and relationships could seem to change my indifference to socializing and it's achievements.
Boredom and ego death, maybe, but not affection or competition, not hate or obsession, not attachment or validation, not even love.
Regardless.
I need to work on my emotional regulation before any behavioral regulation (being pro-social) takes place.
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