increasing disorganization as we aspies age
auntblabby
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Actually I do.
That's one of my philosophies lol
Everything manmade is art because it was designed.
Everything from nature is art because it's a miracle.
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When I was a teen and a young adult I organized my interest collections to a fault. For example I had a collection of troll dolls and I'd put certain ones in certain parts of my room, like one part would have baby trolls, another would have trolls with different "jobs", like a doctor, a police officer, a firefighter. and a mother troll with a baby because I believed at the time that being a mother was the most important job of all. But I could never stop reorganizing everything. I was never satisfied and anxious and sometimes couldn't leave my room until I organized everything the way I wanted. It was like OCD or something and it wasn't until shortly before I was diagnosed with Asperger's that it began to wane along with almost everything I enjoyed. I'm glad I don't obsess with organizing like anymore but I also feel like a total slob.
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Not a sonnet. A conventional sonnet has 14 lines.
I meant John Skelton more than Thomas Wyatt.
https://www.poetrynook.com/poem/colin-clout-0
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I meant John Skelton more than Thomas Wyatt.
https://www.poetrynook.com/poem/colin-clout-0
you know your letters for sure. what do you call colin clout's form?
Couplet/“Skeltonics”
As described by Britannica:
https://www.britannica.com/topic/Collyn-Clout
Agohday writes like Walt Whitman, with James Joyce mixed in….though he might not consciously know that.
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Of course you ARE edumacated. Life is an education (I mean “edumacation”).
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it's never enough
my place is a mess
this i will confess
i could be on the tube
like those other poor boobs
on TV shows about we hoarders
all disorganized old molderers
and all of us are so alone
with nobody which to atone
i'm only slightly blue
but don't know what to do.
my niece will inherit my mess
she will exclaim, oh god bless
or maybe a few different words
synonymous with fornicating turds
lord please help me
i pray to thee
i can't fix it all myself
i need providential help
otherwise one day they'll find my skeleton
under piles like a heap of rotten gelatin
and stinking to heavenly hell
with my spirit in heaven to dwell
but for ever and a day
in my real divine home to stay.
Dear Lord Aunt Blabby How Beautiful Poetry
Will Flow From Soul Led By The Feelings Senses;
Yes, The Emotions of the Day Deep, Deep, Within
FLoWinG iN Effortless 'Wu Wei' Ease; God Yes,
Subconscious
Mind Without
Even 'Knowing'
As Yes Socrates Does
Relate, "i Know Nothing;"
Yet the "Daimon" FOR REAL
RISES FROM SUBCONSCIOUS
MIND AND FOR A LITTLE WHILE
AT LEAST DISTRACTION IS ERASED
IN FLOW; 'THE ARCHITECT' OF MECHANICAL
COGNITION IS SLaYeD And 'the Oracle' Rises
Above Below
To F iN Tale
IT As Soul Bleeds
Through Whole to
Dance And Sing Free
In "DAiMoN iNSPiRinG" Flow
Yet There is Science And Reason to This too;
As Science Does Show That Our Feelings Senses
From Head to Toe in Emotional Flow are the Real
Glue of Cognitive
Executive Functioning;
Integrating Left and Right
Hemispheres; Cerebrum Above
Cerebellum Below As Dance And
Song in Free Flow Verily And Surely Does
Increasing Laser Focus, Attention Span,
Short Term Working Memory, and Longer
Term Memory Retrieval too; Just Like 'Uncle Joe Biden'
Learned Greater Not to Stutter And Speak in Flow Too
Reading Poetry And Increasing His Poetic Intelligence
Which Only
Means Words
Come to Marry
Our Emotions Within
As Dance Will Do in Non-Verbal
Language From Head to Toe Even More
As Science Shows the Average Human Attention
Span Far Beyond Just Diagnosed ADHD, Along With
Autism Spectrum Disorders, and The Such of Labels
Is Overall 3 Seconds; Yes, Less That What A Literal Gold Fish
Will Do With Attention Span too; So What's the Problem; Yes,
DISTRACTIONS
DISTRACTIONS
DISTRACTIONS
SCREENS
SCREENS
SCREENS
BRIGHTLY
LIT WITH DOPAMINE
INFUSING COLORFUL
DISTRACTIONS AS LIFE
BECOMES ONE GREAT BIG
BALL OF TWITTER AND TIK TOK
FOCUS OF 3 SECOND ATTENTION SPAN AND THE SUCH
Yet Not Only That Yet Decades of Being Only A Spectator
Passively Behind A TV Engaging Mirror Neurons In College
And Pro Sports on TV too Yet Never Really Moving Connecting
And Co-Creating
ToGeTHeR ReaL
IN FLESH AND
BLOOD LIFE; Yes, No,
Oh Dear Lord, i Couldn't
Even Write One Creative
Page in Literature Class in College;
IT Had to Read Firstly, Secondly, Thirdly,
And in Conclusion, All Reasons With No Free
'Creative Daimon Flow;' Oh Dear Lord, 2 BreaKThroughs;
Once in 8th Grade, Winning A Christmas Story Contest in 2 Homerooms
of Yes, 80 Students; i Had No Idea What Sparked The 'Daimon Within' Yet
True It Was
Christmas;
i Was Outcast;
i Had All These
Emotional Feelings
Brewing Within That
Just Big Banged Like
An Orgasm Of SPiRiT HeART
SoUL On Page Hehe even with
Chicken Scratch Writing Then
And Then Again in A Philosophy
Class, the Flowing Creative Lectures
By the Philosopher Instructor Far Out
of Page Inspiring me With Deep Feelings
And Senses in Emotional Sensory Synergies
Of Energies Free FLoWinG; Inner 'Daimon' Within Again Returning
Set Free; Hallelujah! Far Beyond Any Walls of Religion For Real...
Yet Only Two Instances
in my Life Up Until then;
So Wonderful to Be Fully
Engaged in Flow in those
Two Instances of Creation
Activity in Life; Then Later in
College, i Checked out a Book on
'Creativity' to Figure Out How to Do
It Yet Lord Knows i Didn't Have the
Attention Span And Focus to Read Even
More Than One Page; Checking IT Out 20 Times
At Least as Somehow the Teacher's Lectures Inspired
me Enough to Mind Meld With them in Laser Focus Yet
Opening Up a Page in A Book; Just No Focus to Do that
Somehow Staying Close to the Top of the Multiple Choice
Class Tests With Great Rote Memory, All The Way Close to
The Top of the Class With Three College Degrees Yet It's True
Life Is More
Complicated
Than Acing
Multiple Choice
Tests by Remembering
What the Teachers Said
That Way In Only Lectures Given;
Wow That's A Lot of Writing, i Could
Never Do That Before i Found A Poetic
Lyrical Music of Song Within to Dance
And Sing Free ThiS Way far Beyond Any Instruction
Based Life;
Far Beyond
Any Pre-Planning
Too; Far Within What
i Couldn't Reach Before
to Open Up Potentials and
Keep Them in Flow of Dance And Song For Real;
Basically, Life is Use it or Lose in Most All We Do;
Basically, Life 'These Days' TakeS A Whole Lot of
Human Potential AWay From Us For Real... God Yes;
NO, Humans Are not
Evolved Well for
Instant Gratification;
It's Not Every Day
Someone Has the Focus
And Attention to Paint
A Sistine Chapel Anymore...
On the Other Hand, i Have the
Fortune to Be Able to Focus on Only
One Task and Not Be So Distracted by
Our Modern Life; Hehe, my Wife Won't
Even Let me Take out the Trash as i Don't
Meet Her Parameters, HAha, of 3.333 Inches
From the Curb For the Garbage Can to Rest;
So Basically She Does The Rest As i Agree With
Her, She is the Best And Just Sing Honey Do Please
Do What You Do Best; Negative Stress is A Greatest Distractor too;
It's Much Easier to Do This When Financially Independent too;
Particularly, When the Intrinsic Reward of the Activity in Flow is
Greater Than Anyone
Else Could Possibly
Add to the Bliss
And Bless of the
Activity in Creation
of the Art in the Present Gift of Moment iN Flow;
Now Indeed Naked Enough Whole Complete iN PLaY
Nothing to
Add or Subtract
Possible in What
One Is Doing Now For Real
As Eternity Becomes The Act of Creation Now...
If Empirical Evidence Has Any Credence, The Fact
That i Continue to Get Stronger in Terms of Leg Pressing
1540 American Pounds Just Warming Up Now for 12 Reps
With No Room on the Bars to Add Weight to Warm Up and
The Increasing Output in
Both Quantity and Quality
in Dancing Free In Public
For 17,666 Miles in 112 Months
As Well As 11.2 MiLLioN Words
In Writing Poetry The "SonG
oF mY SoUL" iN FLoW
of SPiRiT HeART Free
Does Suggest That Life
May Continue to actually
Improve As We Age in Every
Way As It's True Irrefutably the
Evidence Says It has at least for me Now at 62
Coming From Hell 66 Months Before Age 53; And
Yes, Staying in Heaven Now For the Last 113 Months
For Real as It's true, You Can Still Look It Up on 'This
Internet Site' Back then in the Summer of 2013, Where
i Actually Replied to 'Aunt Blabby' Then Shortly After i Recovered From
Hell, Wait And See, Just Leg Pressing 500 Pounds Then And Much Shorter
Less Complex Creative Efforts in Dance And Song too; i Said as the Record
Still Speaks
Before i Danced
And Sang Much Longer
Indeed There are No Limits
i Could See Then And Now;
mY UNiVeRSE Within Inside
Outside Above So Below And All Around
Continues to Evolve And Expand Even More
As It's True 'the Oracle' of me Believes Then
Overcoming the 'Architect' of Technical Limitations
In Mechanical Cognition Then Yet True New Now 'Neo' With
100 Percent Faith in What i Do Beyond All Belief and Hope
Has
Use Still
For Both
The Architect
FRiEnDS With
Oracle As Well;
Just Yang and Yin,
A Balance oF A Lifetime
to Actually continue to Do...
Yet Here IS A Key, Ignore Either
And Sink More Than Swim Free...
And Another Literal Clue; SMart
Without Art; HeART Without Art;
EartH Without Art; And Even Part
Without Art Literally
Leaves Just
S and M
And HE
EH with
Only P, Hehe
On What Synchronicity iN
FLoW May BRinG Free Coming
To Find That Truth is Much
More Amazing Than Fiction
in Reality When We Set Our 'Daimon'
Free to Come Out and BREaTHE Free
As Real Organic SPiRiT HeART SoUL
Unleashing, Releasing; God Yes, Literally Set Free
i am
at
Least
For Real
With SMiLes...
Science is Getting Much
Closer to Providing 'Reasons'
Why All of this Organically and
Humanly Works For Free in Increasing
All Human Potentials in Creativity And
Productivity
For Real;
Meanwhile,
Without Selling
Any God D Shoes;
Yes, i "JusT Do It"
in 'Greek Goddess'
'Nike Victory' Way For Real Free...
My Sister is Diagnosed With Asperger's
Syndrome too; Her Special Interest is Birding
And Birding Photography; She Holds Local Records
And Her Art is Shared World Wide Online in Fabulous
Nature Publications;
Meanwhile; Yes, i am
A Totally Free Agent
As She is too; We Are Both
Financially Independent; Yes,
Ruling Our Own Worlds for Real...
Starting Out Without a Hot Water Heater;
So Very Poor in Money; So Very Rich in Warmer Souls...
And This is Also Key; Generate the Happiness Within And there
is Far Less to Buy in Life to Fill and Feel What Otherwise May Be Empty Within....
Can You Imagine Newly Now
How MUCH Richer i am
(Rhetorical Question
of Course)
Within;
Yes, Than Folks Now
Like Elon Musk, Jordan
Peterson, or the Orange
Colored Trump MeMe;
It's True What Good
Is it to Inherit the
Earth Without
A Soul to
Dream Now
New Fruition Real...
All That We Can And
Will Really Count on in
Existence is Change;
i JusT Truly ReAlly Do
Recommend The Best
Change Possible
For Real...
And Only Fully
Up to Whoever 'One' Hehe
Or 'Neo' And The Such Truly is Now New
In Fred's "Ubermensch" Way or Whatever HAha..
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