As I also said, she doesn't want to be my friend because she doesn't like that I got mad at her all the time and accused her of things that weren't true. In reality, she's extremely manipulative and I think she realized that I saw right through her and wouldn't let her get away with it. However, as I have gotten help, I have since learned that this woman acts a lot like a narcissist. I also don't like the way she has talked to and treated me in the past and so I don't care to engage with her.
Meanwhile, I have decided that while she may feel a certain way, I also get to have my own opinion about myself. So far, I have found out that I consider myself to be a pretty valuable person. Therefore, her words don't mean anything to me. Meanwhile, I have simply decided to find some other people who can appreciate me.