hi all
i wanted to apologize because i had some rough days pertaining to my work. my attitude was not great, and i felt like i was lost. it was not a great week, and i was scared i was going to get fired.
without giving much detail, i work in a setting where it can get overwhelming quick with people, and projects. there is always work to be done, even on my down days. it is high paced. there was another person who started out the same time i did and she ended up leaving after two weeks. i have constant thoughts about leaving, but i cannot for some time. i want to make it a full year for 401k reasons, and that it looks better on my resume. (leaving after a year vs leaving after 7 months).
after posting that, i ended up taking a week off of work. it was soooo nice to unwind and relax. it helped, but i feel those anxious feelings returning. i just....i dunno what to do at this point.
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