I want to...
make wine and mead and ales
grow plants to look at, that benefit wildlife, give materials to utilize, and to consume, as well
live on a property that I have full access to
cook almost every day
get away from my sister
sell yaupon (if I am stuck here in SE TX for a while more)
bake bread again
be able to walk to a market that has most of what I need that I cannot produce myself
be near an "untouched" place which can be accessed easily enough from my residence
preserve and/or convert foodstuffs (pickle, can, ferment, make cheese/yogurt, etc.)
care for a cat again
lessen my "footprint" on the environment
and that's pretty much it.
Why is it so f-n diffi... oh... yeah... right... I should post THAT part under "politics"