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shortfatbalduglyman
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Joined: 4 Mar 2017
Age: 41
Gender: Male
Posts: 11,041

23 Apr 2025, 11:10 pm

Entire worthless corpse weak, slow, tired,

Even typing on the computer takes too much energy

Been on the decline for a long time and only 42

Rapidly decomposing and rotting

Exhausted all the time

Pathetic

Some coworkers eat junk food all the time and they work two full time standing up jobs and they are older than me. How do they do it?



shortfatbalduglyman
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Joined: 4 Mar 2017
Age: 41
Gender: Male
Posts: 11,041

24 Apr 2025, 8:52 pm

Hardly ever go anywhere or do anything except grocery shopping and work.

Even talking, especially talking, takes way too much energy. Not worth it usually.

I have become so physically weak, that it takes too much energy to sit up and I have to be lying down.

There is no way I could continue working for much longer.

Blood test results, only four numbers outside the standard reference range, and just barely.

42 kind of young to be too slow and weak to do anything constructive per se.

Not eligible for government benefits.

Feel detached, surreal, dissociated, disturbed, distraught.

I've been wounded.