Hardly ever go anywhere or do anything except grocery shopping and work.
Even talking, especially talking, takes way too much energy. Not worth it usually.
I have become so physically weak, that it takes too much energy to sit up and I have to be lying down.
There is no way I could continue working for much longer.
Blood test results, only four numbers outside the standard reference range, and just barely.
42 kind of young to be too slow and weak to do anything constructive per se.
Not eligible for government benefits.
Feel detached, surreal, dissociated, disturbed, distraught.
I've been wounded.