Did anyone do drugs from bein lonely?
Just feel like everyone is mean, meanies who betray you and like its too nerve wracking, it's like I just want to feel SOMETHING! I WANT TO be ALIVE!
:/
Well they just make me forget, forget about the hurt and abandonment and the pain ;(
Cant talk to women, too nervous but when I am on the stuff then I can I am like a super hero and then nothing fazes me and I am so high, like I feel real and no one has ever done that for me before
No one has ever cared or stuck around but the drugs do, they make me feel, they make me feel happy and then they make me feel pain but I feel alive,
Today, 2:03 am
