Everyone knows my 6 year old is Autistic. Only my 20 year old (NT I think) daughter knows I'M AS (Pretty darn sure...actually really no question of it) She says, "You've ALWAYS been weird, now you have a name for it". My co-workers just think I'm "a little crazy" I'v told them that I think I might have AS, they are all pretty supportive and don't treat me any differently (to my face at least, don't know what they say when they all get together. They always ask but know "she's not gonna go"meaning me, to their little get-togethers) But we've all worked together for years and we're sorta family(as close as I have to one anyway). Haven't told anyone else. Mom is dead and Dad hasn't cared about me for years. He's ashamed of me. Personally he's the most AS person I know. (Invented parts for computers back in the 50's and 60's, worked at Groom Lake, had a pager in the 60's. fixed all the computers at the Federal Reserve banks. had IBM always sending letters wanting him to work for them. He worked for the competion back then "Burroughs." All my school notes were wrote on punchcards and our Q-tips always were like 10 inches long. Absolutly NO social life, genius IQ)Sorry, I digress... Oh yeah 1 more thing I just remembered, when the internet was first coming out I asked my dad what he thought of it..he looked me square in the eye and said "Just remember, if you can look in,..... we can look out." I always wondered who "we" were but he would never say another word about it.
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If only closed minds came with closed mouths. Lau: "But where would they put their feet?" Postpaleo: "Up their ass."
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