I worry alot. I worry about being isolated, about making friends. About graduating high school.
I pretty much feel as though I've failed at life, even considering my age. I have failed to act like a teenager. I have had very few friends, and have missed out on many typical experiences. I failed school (twice). And even though the social aspect of my life is slowing starting to improve, I am still confused and sometimes frightened as to whether or not I will be let down.
Oh, but when I daydream, I think about the Smashing Pumpkins.
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"I've been really, really anti-social for the past few years, and I'm just starting to get over it, and come out of my shell, and be able to like people again" - D'Arcy Wretzky