am self injure a lot,for different reasons,it happens during meltdowns/shutdowns,it's sensory seeking-am do not feel any pain on outside of body [only deeper inside migraine,tn,stomach type pain]-self injury gives a type of feeling [pressure].
It's to communicate-if am unable to communicate using the laptop or makaton and have something in head but cant get it out,am end up self injuring as family/staff know this only happen when something is bad and will try and work out what it could be.
sometimes am self injure because am do not understand what is going on,maybe getting too much information or sensory overload etc.
Am have always self injured,and have had a lot of different fractures over the years,am might use others to SI self if am desperate,or other objects,medication helped a lot with that side.
Am get restrained and have a lot of pressure given if am self injure,and staff have a special rucksack full of stuff that helps when am SI or meltdown/shutdown etc including cushions and pillows,they take it everytime they take am out.
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