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I have more questions than feedback. Why are you lonely?
Well, in the relationship I have now I sometimes don't see my boyfriend very much. He also does not have the same beliefs as me, in that he does not think monogamy is a good idea. He can't get laid by anyone else, so I don't have to worry much, but sometimes I just want to feel like I'm "enough" for him. We often have a wonderful time when we spend time together, but there have been dramatic moments that have felt awful. We don't always get along harmoniously, and sometimes I worry I'll chase him off. It's all pretty typical relationship nueroticism. I'm also lonely because I don't live around very many of my friends; the only people who ever call me socially are my boyfriend and friends who live miles away.
So that's why I'm lonely.
22 Mar 2009, 8:54 pm
