Hello, everyone. I just joined this forum... clearly. Well. I've known I had aspies since I was around 13/14 of age, although my mom has suspected it since I was a lot younger. I am not diagnosed, I hope that isn't a problem... Although I am 100% sure of it- and I do really want to get a diagnosis, but finding the energy to actually start making that effort is well... a bit exhausting to say the least. I don't even know where to start.
Anyway, I joined in hopes of simply having more like-minded individuals around for me to throw ideas at and mingle with. I went on a binge of watching youtube videos and realized how poor my support really was for this, and felt like maybe a forum situation would be just the thing, as that is where I tend to be most comfortable. Since, I don't really feel comfortable expressing my feelings and thoughts with the people closest to me. (Pretty lame, I admit) I've also been struggling with extreme loneliness in the past 2 or 3 years... despite having people around who want to help me. I feel like an a**hole for not taking up their offers on it. *sigh*
Being me, I only looked at a couple few threads and then jumped right in. Is there anything I need to know or be aware of in regards to the community? As I post this I will go back and read some of the rules stickies and what-not.