so im just venting here a little. im not normally one to sit and feel sorry for myself asa rule but right now i am. its so tiring not really having any friends who share the issues that i do so cont really understand the significance of certain things. why or how some supposedly simple things are a huge deal, huge obsticals that are just utterly exhausting to deal with. then no t te mention that there isthe is feeling the need to always "be on" when arround normal friends, again its so tiring.
so right now im sitting, procrastinating, avoiding things i know i cant for long and bemoaning my lack of similarly issued friends. i get thats a rather selfish want but still, it would be nice to have somu fronds near by that actually get these things and can trully grasp that when i say soemthing is a problem, i means its a giant F ing problem and the reality is that normal people just dont get it. sigh. its all just so draining and somewhat lonely.