I'm going to kill myself in a couple of hours.

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Do anyone hear about him since then?

that was heartfelt. i read all of it, it sounds like you just need to take a stepback and re-evaluate your life. everyone goes through relationship dramas, anyways i really hope you not dead because that would be a shame

Robo turned off 'last visit' in his profile. I think right now he needs to know that people care about him. We do, and we aren't judging you, even if you are reading this and haven't killed yourself.

From what I've gathered this is because of some stupid girl. Grow up and move on, you are 16 and chances are it wasn't going to work anyways. A girl is no use killing yourself over.

Yes I'm alive.

Yaaaaaaaaay! ^_^

Im so glad!! !

Ive been so worried about you and hoping you were ok

Good for you, and now you are stronger for having survived it.

"You can always kill yourself later."

I've been telling myself that for 40 years, and looking back I can say for sure it was a good thing I did not kill myself any of the times I wanted to. My life may not be a fairy tale, but it's been worth living.

I'm glad that you're alive.

I am glad you're still here too. I've been concerned.

~Kate

Well played good Sir. You'll see s**t always gets better, life is ups and downs but it's your responsibility to get out of those downs.

Women aren't worth killing yourself over.

Trust me.

I'm glad

I can't exactly judge you for that sort of thinking, since I've been in a similar place before. And generally I don't especially prefer life over death, I just tolerate it. However, it's never been hard for me to find a reason to live; every day I woke up lacking one, I ended up finding one anyway. But maybe it was just the wanting it that made the difference.

Okay, I'm going to steal loads of sleeping pills tomorrow just before I get the train back from colege. I'm going to go to the train tracks at night again, earlier this time, and I'll take all of the pills so that I peacefully fall asleep on the tracks and never wake up.

I really don't know what to tell you, as many others have urged you not to go ahead with suicide. If you're just looking for someone to talk to, even if it's to complain about anything and everything, it would be best to do this. Sometimes we just need to get things off our chest and to know that someone cares even if it's just for a little while. If you can't find anyone to share your thoughts with in your life, share it with us on the Haven, and if you don't want to share it with the general population find someone you trust or are close with and PM or email them. You can even drop me a PM if you like.

There is always a chance that in time things will improve and maybe turn the full 180 degrees, for good. But if you do this, you will never know, so please don't. You're hurting yourself more if you do this. To be hurt by others is tough, but to hurt yourself is worst. Please hang in there...