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17 Sep 2019, 5:37 am

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I was getting sick again, now in the 6 week.
I feel like a piece of s**t thrown around in a ocean of trash and dumbed on a planet with apes who just have one thing in mind, showing around which dick is the biggest and who can s**t the biggest pile of poo.

The society in western civilizations is and was always controlled by socio- and psychopaths and will ever be, until they are finally complete their mission from satan and destroy the whole planet.



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17 Sep 2019, 6:41 am

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17 Sep 2019, 9:30 am

-5. Mum has to put the dog to sleep tomorrow. He's 15 so I suppose he's had a good run.



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17 Sep 2019, 10:50 am

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-5. Mum has to put the dog to sleep tomorrow. He's 15 so I suppose he's had a good run.


I'm so sorry. :(


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17 Sep 2019, 2:36 pm

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Even though I was full of despair when I was 17, a part of me did have some hope for a better life ahead. 14 years have gone by and I still feel like I did when I was 17 but without any hope at all. Why can’t my body just shut down? This existence I go through leaves me only pained and hopeless.



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17 Sep 2019, 5:21 pm

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All I feel is anxiety. Why is that the only thing I can recognize? Nothing but aches and pain. Not sure what I'm doing or how I feel.


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18 Sep 2019, 1:18 am

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Pants I ordered don’t fit cause I’ve gainwd weight, they size 47. :( pants cost me $30 itll cost $15 to send them back. I dont know if that’s worth it or I should just keep them and hope I lose weight. I need to lose weight I don’t want to be 300 pounds :(

This is on top of the $20 I spent on pants last month only to have them tear after just 12 uses.

I’m super angry wrangler stopped making my pants. I’d worn them for 10 years. And non of the local stores sell pants for anyone over size 44.


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18 Sep 2019, 3:03 am

martianprincess wrote:
blue_bean wrote:
-5. Mum has to put the dog to sleep tomorrow. He's 15 so I suppose he's had a good run.


I'm so sorry. :(


Thank you.
Anyway he's gone. The ashes will be available for collection shortly.
Yes we opted for doggy cremation - for one, our backyard's earth is literal clay. And two, we got our old cat cremated (died in 2011) so mum wants a matching pair of urns on the mantle.



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18 Sep 2019, 6:56 am

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sick, tired and dumb



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18 Sep 2019, 4:03 pm

5. I will visit my old workplace tomorrow which is nice. Also the thought of time constantly passing and me getting close to death day by day.



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18 Sep 2019, 5:07 pm

-10 and +10 all at the same time!

But seriously work, life, do some stuff I want....woo hoo

The planet, the climate/global warming state of the country.....'AHHHH! wtf is going on 8O

so yeah its a bit of a mix I suppose.


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18 Sep 2019, 6:41 pm

1. I'm feeling lonely, stressed, and annoyed. I know it could be so much worse, so I can't go into negative numbers about it.



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18 Sep 2019, 6:43 pm

Back happy again now. +10


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18 Sep 2019, 9:36 pm

^^^ YAY :wtg:



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19 Sep 2019, 12:32 am

sly279 wrote:
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Pants I ordered don’t fit cause I’ve gainwd weight, they size 47. :( pants cost me $30 itll cost $15 to send them back. I dont know if that’s worth it or I should just keep them and hope I lose weight. I need to lose weight I don’t want to be 300 pounds :(

This is on top of the $20 I spent on pants last month only to have them tear after just 12 uses.

I’m super angry wrangler stopped making my pants. I’d worn them for 10 years. And non of the local stores sell pants for anyone over size 44.


would you like to know what strategy helped me lose weight and keep it off?



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19 Sep 2019, 6:37 am

sly279 wrote:
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Pants I ordered don’t fit cause I’ve gainwd weight, they size 47. :( pants cost me $30 itll cost $15 to send them back. I dont know if that’s worth it or I should just keep them and hope I lose weight. I need to lose weight I don’t want to be 300 pounds :(

This is on top of the $20 I spent on pants last month only to have them tear after just 12 uses.

I’m super angry wrangler stopped making my pants. I’d worn them for 10 years. And non of the local stores sell pants for anyone over size 44.

I believe you definitely have the capacity to lose the weight, but you will more than likely need to make sacrifices and stick with them, as I have done so far. I've lost 20 pounds in about 2 and a half months just by breaking my negative food habits, and incrementally not allowing myself to have junk food, fast food, or sugary drinks. With the right approach and commitment, I believe you could do that too. I'm honestly surprised at how easy it is to abstain from the bad stuff when your'e used to it after sticking with the strategy I implemented, and seeing myself lose weight makes me double down on the abstinence.

Ultimately, today's cheeseburgers, pizzas or cakes are not worth tomorrow's weight gain, when you're already dissatisfied with how much you weigh.

It's only going to get harder to lose all the weight as you get heavier, so best to start losing it soon.