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cathylynn
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10 Jul 2017, 7:09 pm

sly279 wrote:
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sly279 wrote:
-20

Whats the trouble?

Girls I'd been talking to for month and grown attached to turned out to have lost interest weeks ago and just been leading me on :'(

cathylynn wrote:
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-6 meh

"cheer up. cheer up, i say. bluebird's singing today. sunshine's warming the earth. pure running brooklet is bubbling with mirth."

can you enjoy nature?

well, this obviously didn't help.



I hadn't seen it sorry

no need to be sorry. i'm glad, though, to hear that i didn't cause you to feel worse. sounds like you got in some good conversation with the girls. i'd chock that up as a partial success.



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10 Jul 2017, 7:53 pm

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16 Jul 2017, 12:56 pm

-1.5



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16 Jul 2017, 1:08 pm

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16 Jul 2017, 8:33 pm

1.5



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17 Jul 2017, 12:10 pm

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17 Jul 2017, 9:21 pm

8... I've been waiting, working on how to do it too but yes, waiting, and I never thought it would happen naturally this quick. Now it's happening.



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17 Jul 2017, 10:41 pm

Intermittently consumed by resentment and hatred.

They make me sick. Absolutely sick.


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17 Jul 2017, 11:33 pm

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18 Jul 2017, 9:58 am

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19 Jul 2017, 10:04 pm

6. I need a pick-me-up. Something to happen, or at least a coffee... maybe I'll drink some coffee.



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20 Jul 2017, 5:56 pm

I'm TIRED.

Anxiety is killing me. Sucking the joy out of my life and draining my will to live.

NOT interested in trying another round of meds, after all the failed experiments.

I need to JUST STOP WORRYING ALL THE TIME.

Unfortunately, being constantly worried about whether I'm appropriate or not and how other people see me is, you know, HOW I'VE MANAGED TO BUILD A LIFE AND SURVIVE AS AN AUTISTIC.

f**k my life.


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20 Jul 2017, 6:01 pm

On top of that, my best friend FINALLY has a girlfriend that makes him happy.

I really am just glad for him...

...but still feeling sorry for myself, and like a complete as*hole, because this last year of him being lonely and miserable had a nice little payoff for me in terms of having someone to talk to for a couple hours almost every day and currency to trade (in the form of being available to listen to him) for someone to listen to me when I needed it.

Oh well. Haven't met her yet (they live like four hours away), but she seems like a nice girl from the road over. Maybe we'll get to be friends too. That would be nice. At least she's cool with my existence and doesn't seem to think I'm trying to mate-poach. I'm not. I've known this guy for SIXTEEN YEARS. If it hasn't occurred to us to "start something" in all that time, it isn't going to.


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