The Gift wrote:
Remember me? This is my first post in a long time. Not that it matters. I don't matter, nothing I do really does. I wrote two lousy skeletons of novels that probably won't get published. I tried getting some stuff done on my typewriter, but now it's having problems. I tried doing Lent, but I blew it already. I'm 22 years old, with no job, no girlfriend, and no f*****g future. I should've been f*****g aborted. I have nothing to offer. Everyone treats me like s**t, and they have good reason, because I am s**t. I'm too much of a p**** to kill myself. I'm simply born to suffer.
Takes more of a p**** to kill himself than it does to keep on going when it seems hopeless.
Sorry you're having such a bad time at life. I often wish I was aborted too. But I wasn't. So I gotta do the best I can. Hopefully you will continue to as well.